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MY HAIR HAVE NATURAL CURL.. WHENEVER I GET ANGRY MY HAIR WILL BE TWO TIMES BIGGER.. SO PPLE THOUGHT I PERM.. BUT I DIDNT..
nice? we composed on our way home today.. lolz.. so many pple having tests tomorrow.. wow! GOOD LUCK!!!! MUST PASS ok?.. no need with flying colours lar.. PASSing the first time is a good sign.. All the BEST!! anyway.. so long see each other once makes today so special.. no changes ba.. haha.. all still very crazy.. like to laugh.. had fun acting like a star.. the "xiu wen" joke was very funny.. buey tahan.. girls really like to sit down and chat.. talk a while den 9 plus liao.. going to start school le.. zzzzzzz.. my next holiday last week of june.. one week only.. argh!!! till dunno when.. i need holidays again!!! i haven learnt tennis.. =(
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Monday, April 10, 2006
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
msn with a senior this afternoon.. argh.. suddenly scare me.. about improve-ing the sketching.. lol.. i almost wanted to type dead.. xi guan liao.. haha.. all ur fault la.. anyway.. i already planned my future le.. i know wad i am going to do.. and slowly one by one i will achieve it.. with my own strengths.. juz be ready anytime.. linjie will give you a big surprise.. wad i wan will be mine.. wait and see.. haha.. for this instance.. if u could do wad u say.. i will be smiling from one ear to another.. liars go to hell u know? nitez..
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
smile smile smile.. i am so happy today.. my darling and ben come find me.. 6 hours? should be.. i worked from 1230 to 2030 today.. they made my hours pass so fast.. haha.. and the sales today was good considering that no promotion was on.. haha.. she bought a pair of green earrings.. haha.. supporting the business.. went for my dinner and their lunch at ajisen.. finally a break with pple.. previous break had to eat alone.. ke lian hor? anyway.. her mama came after my break.. and bought necklace and earrings too.. haha.. shuang.. different kind of love.. =D thank you!!!
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you.. that song.. lolz.. now i know it can't stop i thought it was guess.. i am listening to that song now.. it should be a sad song.. cant stop laughing.. hahaha.. anyway.. my class wants to have chalet 3 days 2 nights on the last days of our holidays.. one the last day we go straight to school from the chalet.. voting now.. haha.. cant imagine how it will be like.. you're still beautiful to me.. dotz.. no link.. nvm.. disney badges on the way~!! haha..
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
i've gotten my results.. opps.. worse than last sem.. got a lot of Ds.. 2.292.. hm.. nvm la.. cannot be so sad.. cos i din fail.. muz work harder next sem.. anyway.. year 2 will be a stressful year for industrial design.. juz hope that those projects are easy.. squeezing the creative juice.. come come all come.. i slept the whole day today.. like a pig.. wake up to eat then back to sleep.. holidays is sleep too much.. school days is sleep too little.. why cannot be balanced? dun care la.. boring lifestyle.. finding something interesting to do.. bye~
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people.
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.
During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one:
"What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?"
Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall,
dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name?
I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade.
"Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello."
I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.
2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain
One night, at11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car.
A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance, and put her into a taxicab.
She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached..
It read:
"Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away... Bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others."
Sincerely,
Mrs. Nat King Cole.
3 - Third Important
Lesson - Always remember those who serve.
In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him.
"How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked.
"Fifty cents," replied the waitress.
The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it.
"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired.
By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient.
"Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied.
The little boy again counted his coins.
"I'll have the plain ice cream," he said.
The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies..
You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.
4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.
In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way.
Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the
peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand!
Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve your condition.
5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...
Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister.
I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded.
He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away".
Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.
wiping ur tears now?.. i think that was a good forward email..
now my turn to vent my fustrations.. 2 days at isetan tampines.. first day.. one fucker.. i suspect is that young cleaner.. he is suppose to throw away the rubbish in the shoe box.. he threw away the stocks of braclets instead.. and that fucker didn't admit that he cleaned that place.. and the problem is the only person who saw some fucker touch the place was me.. there isn't any witness.. why i didn't confront him in the first place? because i assume he threw the rubbish when i came back after collecting the memo.. until some time passed when i suppose to replenish stock.. the box with the braclets was emptied.. the other box still contain rubbish.. so? does it explains everything to you? boss came down and said nvr mind.. the fucker juz happily get away with it.. although the couple boss both came down to say nvm, still very wei qu.. those isetan pple side with the old cleaner.. problem now is the younger cleaner was the one who clean the place ma.. why everyone say is the old one? old cleaner can see the honest face.. but that fucker is fucker ma.. angry lo.. forget it la.. now everyone in isetan knows that i am the girl who losts something on her first day of work.. and "the rubbish throwing mistake nvr happen before" happened.. juz not my day la..
2nd day.. hoping that it will be a better day.. the isetan old old short short 38 flooding me with questions.. ur wallet lost ar? wad happen yesterday? how come? why? is it? really ar? wa.. very pek chek.. give her a smack on her face.. no la.. i juz "politely" walked away.. nancy was the lady who took charge of the place there.. cant say that she is bad.. taught me a lot of things.. i cant say that she is good.. she is nice la.. but i dun like.. haha.. hack care.. for the sake of $$ i shall stay until the school term starts even it is bored or wadever bad.. for the sake of my tennis lesson, tennis racket, tennis shoe etc.. even being happy is important.. for now.. it will be $$.. =D
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.
During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one:
"What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?"
Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall,
dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name?
I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade.
"Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello."
I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.
2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain
One night, at11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car.
A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960s. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance, and put her into a taxicab.
She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached..
It read:
"Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away... Bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving others."
Sincerely,
Mrs. Nat King Cole.
3 - Third Important
Lesson - Always remember those who serve.
In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him.
"How much is an ice cream sundae?" he asked.
"Fifty cents," replied the waitress.
The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it.
"Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?" he inquired.
By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient.
"Thirty-five cents," she brusquely replied.
The little boy again counted his coins.
"I'll have the plain ice cream," he said.
The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away. The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies..
You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to leave her a tip.
4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.
In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way.
Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the
peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand!
Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve your condition.
5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...
Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister.
I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded.
He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away".
Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her.
wiping ur tears now?.. i think that was a good forward email..
now my turn to vent my fustrations.. 2 days at isetan tampines.. first day.. one fucker.. i suspect is that young cleaner.. he is suppose to throw away the rubbish in the shoe box.. he threw away the stocks of braclets instead.. and that fucker didn't admit that he cleaned that place.. and the problem is the only person who saw some fucker touch the place was me.. there isn't any witness.. why i didn't confront him in the first place? because i assume he threw the rubbish when i came back after collecting the memo.. until some time passed when i suppose to replenish stock.. the box with the braclets was emptied.. the other box still contain rubbish.. so? does it explains everything to you? boss came down and said nvr mind.. the fucker juz happily get away with it.. although the couple boss both came down to say nvm, still very wei qu.. those isetan pple side with the old cleaner.. problem now is the younger cleaner was the one who clean the place ma.. why everyone say is the old one? old cleaner can see the honest face.. but that fucker is fucker ma.. angry lo.. forget it la.. now everyone in isetan knows that i am the girl who losts something on her first day of work.. and "the rubbish throwing mistake nvr happen before" happened.. juz not my day la..
2nd day.. hoping that it will be a better day.. the isetan old old short short 38 flooding me with questions.. ur wallet lost ar? wad happen yesterday? how come? why? is it? really ar? wa.. very pek chek.. give her a smack on her face.. no la.. i juz "politely" walked away.. nancy was the lady who took charge of the place there.. cant say that she is bad.. taught me a lot of things.. i cant say that she is good.. she is nice la.. but i dun like.. haha.. hack care.. for the sake of $$ i shall stay until the school term starts even it is bored or wadever bad.. for the sake of my tennis lesson, tennis racket, tennis shoe etc.. even being happy is important.. for now.. it will be $$.. =D
Thursday, March 16, 2006
laugh.. changes for the better.. wad brand was that? nvm.. summer is here.. the world of music.. singing the one who just pass by.. the night without stars.. the day without sun.. the one who is singing passes by.. stop.. nonsense.. i finally know how to tie neckties nicely!!! mission: searching for beautiful ties.. haha.. keep a lookout for me k? my mama bought me the book to collect the disney badges.. so if u went to 7-eleven today and spent $5.. dun throw the badge away.. give me.. thanks!! i've 2 liao.. yea.. remember that.. =D yawn.. i wan to take the cable car.. i wan to go cycling.. i wan to watch chucky.. i wan to eat cotton candy.. i wan to drink coke.. lol.. no la.. juz to make everything start with "C".. and i need cash.. haha..
erm.. thanks?.. i know you'll always be there.. but.. erm.. i am still 17.. dun expect too much from me.. i think u can dun expect anything.. lolz.. i've nothing.. juz smile when i see you.. i will smile back.. linjie smile is attractive and good enough.. right.. nothing is impossible and impossible is nothing.. take a break if u'r tired.. stress? dun worry.. switch on the radio and start singing.. convincing and forcing yourself to believe is different.. "did i say that?" short term memory.. the beginning thanks and the ending thanks.. the story? i go first.. still finding a photo den i smile very very very happy de.. found some fake smile but haha.. i am still pretty.. a very meaningful bdae card or a expensive present that u were saving up to buy for urself.. meaning a one with money involve the other with thoughts involve.. both from different people.. think carefully.. which one do u prefer? me? i dun wan to lie.. i really dunno.. accepting the card happily.. the gift with guilt.. r u suppose to repay back something? i heard from my sis la.. there is this guy who bought a cd to this girl.. and he bitch to his friends that "that woman took my CD and didn't give me a chance".. diao.. wtf is this? if i am that girl i will juz take that CD throw at his face and kick his ass and get him rolling away.. hope it doesn't ever happen to me la.. maybe i am girl la.. i dunno.. but by accepting gifts and regular conversations give wrong impression.. think carefully.. quite true hor.. die.. i now den realise.. they are juz so simple.. "snowball" keeping troubles or unhappiness will become snowball.. keeps growing and growing.. one day ExXPLOoDEd.. anything juz say it out.. the snow will melt.. there will not be any chance of exploding.. oh.. but becareful of flooding.. making smart choice..
Monday, March 13, 2006
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Look what ZR made me do. if not she bite me.
:the rules/instructions:
the tagged victims list 8 different points of their perfect lover/partner,
mentioning the gender of said partner.
-tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment on the post letting them know they have been tagged.
if you tagged before, you are not require to contribute again.
my perfect guy:
1. 24 hours available..
2. listen without judging, and knowing without asking..
3. make me laugh..
4. romantic..
5. guy who takes control..
6. good-looking..
7. able to drive with his own BMW..
8. thoughtful..
zhenru!!! 8 points is not enough for me la.. anyway.. i did liao.. smile~ =D dream guy ma.. juz a dream.. haha..
Monday, March 06, 2006
wad? flipping the photo album.. secondary school days are always being missed.. argh!! sweet memories have to be create slowly.. "xiang dang nian" dots.. year 2006.. wad am i suppose to create? year 2006 a year of "errors".. no.. a year of "horror" no.. a year of "learning".. a year of "adventures".. yeah!!!! a year of "being seventeen".. i am still a child!!! no worries.. just play.. who cares.. as long as i am happy!! smile smile smile.. say cheese!!!
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Thursday, March 02, 2006
when handphone is not around.. haiz.. torturing!!!! had a craving of sending everyone a good night message.. and reminds me of long long sms-ing conversation.. doesn't matter ba.. long lost partner.. rely-ing on my midnight msn partner now.. watching all the nonsense video.. haiz.. sianz.. no one online.. no handphone.. left 88.3.. argh!!! yaya.. i did something idiot juz now.. blogging like a 38 at friendster.. leaving something evil on her friendster testimonial.. i guess she would juz delete ba.. waiting for her to appear in my tagboard too.. till the day comes.. the war begins.. too drama liao.. wad can a harmless girl like me do? btw i heard this line in the channel u drama.. can u figure it out? -->xu wei de hua shui bu hui shuo, neng bu neng zhuo dao you shi ling yi hui shi.. there is nothing different from before.. i am having a hard time again.. again.. i will overcome that.. linjie is such an evil woman.. qi dai de mei you fa sheng bu hui zhi si shi wang man man lei ji ye hui cheng wei shang hai.. boy, if everything i blog i need to explain to u, why blog? believe that u could figure that out urself.. sweet dreams for you.. i go to bed now.. nitez..
not nothing to do.. is nothing i wan to do other than sitting on the sofa watching tv, vcds, chewing something.. and sleep for long long long hours.. no job no $ so sad liao.. still.. handphone spoil.. the worst thing happened when i needed it the most.. juz not going care.. should have went today.. but i promised to cook dinner today.. start at 3.. preparing.. of cos got breaks la.. do everything halfway.. anyway.. was in a better mood when we watched the show.. laugh it off.. ya.. drink more water and sleep early.. keep yourself healthy.. take care..
Monday, February 27, 2006
wad are you expecting today? sleep wake up watch tv eat watch tv sleep.. yawn.. no life ar? not really.. haha.. is no $$.. job job.. i need job.. betting to get money is not good for health.. got to earn that.. if not u will be using ur next life money.. my mama told me de.. better be safe ar.. need exercise.. fatter and fatter each day.. food is evil..
my watch was found on friday.. after being missing for 2 plus plus months.. tianyang found it for me.. smile =D.. watched final destination 3 with my classmates.. met up with shanhu for gossips and rubbish talks.. borrowed a tennis racquet.. oh.. i saw it online that it wasn't spelled racket.. haha.. i saved $$ on that.. lessons every sunday morning.. yawns.. muz wake up early.. ya.. watched pink panther with ting weng and davis.. funny.. juz cant stop laughing.. an idiot movie.. pool den supper at amk S11.. been sleeping at late hours.. flooding me with questions.. aiya.. no effect.. indifferent.. 休息.. xiu xi.. linjie go sleep le.. byebye
Sunday, February 19, 2006
hm.. holidays arrived.. how am i going to spend? no job.. no $$.. haha.. but nvm.. i am starting my "gentle" mission.. guai guai stay at home.. tidy my room.. look at the MESS!!! omg.. i need 3 days to clear that.. had done some cleaning today.. 20% done.. emptied all my drawers and that box.. i almost broke my present.. it flew from my table to the floor.. piang! wa.. shocked.. heng nvr break.. juz kept sneezing.. so many dust.. i cleared 3 bags of rubbish.. and somemore.. the floor is not for walking.. no one can travel to the toilet.. road block.. haha.. tired le.. so i left it there.. i am here to blog.. actually i think i am able to clear about 50% by today de.. i was reading all my bdae,vday and christmas cards.. hm.. very interesting.. from sec 1 till now.. really grow up a lot.. miss the good old days.. when we had so much fun.. whether in class or in band.. wish: to live my life once more.. as if it will really happen.. nvm.. dun look back.. enjoying every single day.. i will be back.. i go first.. good nitez..
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
torturing days.. today should be a great day for me since we got to submit everything by today.. haiz.. but i spoiled my classmate digicam.. he lent it to me.. haiz.. i dunno how i spoil it also.. nvr knock until anything.. juz spoil.. so unlucky.. junlong repaired it le.. but got a scratch.. a big one.. so guilty.. everytime pass by him.. really really guilty.. nvr get so guilty before.. first time.. haiz.. feeling so bad the whole day.. my renderings were done by 2 great pple in my class when i am busy trying to do my presentation board.. got 3 or 4 hours of study time before we had our very easy marketing test.. reached home.. feeling bad the whole night.. that scratch will always be there.. haiz.. u know that word? maybe.. when u kill somebody by accident.. haiyo.. still got 2 more days before holidays.. 100 hours of sleep per week.. tomorrow got test.. 2 hours paper.. back to the day we had our o lvl english..
Monday, February 13, 2006
dark circles over my eyes.. like a panda.. still got time to blog? got la.. is see i wan or not.. dun wan u to come and see the same post everyday.. here is something new.. haha.. went to cut my hair.. short la.. but not that kind of short meihui wanted.. i am considering.. not daring enough to cut all once.. btw.. my projects and drawings are not done.. lazy.. leave till last minute.. slack a bit first.. tonight got to celebrate sheryln bdae.. so tired.. cannot dont go.. arh.. so ugly now.. need zzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
happy lunar new year!! i going to abandon my blog soon.. haha.. kidding.. so i shall blog from when? hm.. the last post of my blog was sunday? so erm.. let me think.. recall.. cant.. nvm la.. no need to know.. i know thursday i slept at 4 plus am.. doing the remote.. and i got very low marks.. disappointed.. like could nvr do well in school.. yawn.. friday we end at 12.. went to bishan to return my uniform.. to somerset and continue our unfinished shopping from thursday.. juz read meihui blog ba.. eve meaning saturday.. went to ntuc to buy food stock up.. no more vegetables.. all gone.. haha.. juz grabbed some rubbish and went home.. to bishan again to sign the resignation form.. stayed there a while to help them with the cleaning.. went home for sleep.. and dinner time.. tv.. sleep again.. sunday!! bai nian.. cab here cab there.. dunno took how many times.. monday.. go temple bai bai.. to bishan watch movie fearless.. home and change.. to meihui house.. hm.. very happening.. lol.. stayed over.. tuesday.. we wake up.. she changed.. took cab to my home.. waited from them to bai nian and have lunch at my place.. hm.. waited very long.. one took fast speed tortoise one took dying snail.. planned changed.. went over to kok hong house to play that aeroplane game.. lose until sian.. to tkk aunt house play monopoly.. yawn!!! bankrupt.. dunno is it me unlucky or....... pointing at u.. dinner at some restaurant.. erm.. gaining 10 kilos.. with a very long duration of waiting.. until i reach home.. 2 and a half hours.. omg.. if only we took mrt.. nvm.. learnt my lesson.. please take mrt if possible.. especially on public holidays.. yupp.. i reach home le.. oh.. yup.. thanks for reading.. GONG XI FA CAI WAN SHI RU YI!!
Sunday, January 22, 2006
juz cant stop smiling when i am on ice.. haha.. meaning ice-skating.. went to jurong yesterday.. falling down can never be so fun in the rink.. skating round and round.. i got my height measured again.. and it is 1.69!! yup yup.. i grew taller.. heavier too.. =( 53 kg.. haha.. should be balanced ba.. i am taller ma.. if not i should start intensive exercise to shed some fats.. took a cab down to suntec to have our dinner.. swensens!! wow.. food!!.. keep ordering food.. i am waiting for my $688!! the brownie is nice.. i still prefer NYP brownie.. a great day spent.. went home.. =)
this morning as soon as i wake up.. went to do my remote control mock-up.. i haven do for 5 mins!! the pen-knife went pass my poor finger.. ouch.. omg.. it's bleeding.. went to the 24-hr clinic to get my wound bandaged.. the doctor say the cut is deep.. and juz keep playing with the wound and omg.. pain leh.. he made me point the middle finger at him.. haha.. 3 stitches.. first time in my life to get so many injections in one day and to get stitches.. =(.. yup.. that is how my middle finger costs me $119!!.. with $10 more i could get one more pair of nike shoe!!! faint.. i am back home.. and mock-up with 0 percent done.. haiz.. rooster year ending soon.. hopes dog can bring some good luck to me!! one more month.. my 1st year will be gone!! yeah!!! =)
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
i am offically jobless!! lolz.. haha.. hm.. very long nvr blog liao.. erm.. wad u wan to know? i am happy now.. at home and out.. in school? strange.. dunno why.. dun like to be in school.. anyway i am not working at bishan anymore.. today my last day.. erm.. i mean yesterday.. went for supper.. their "drunk" story made me laugh until my face muscle cramp.. so lame.. and disgrace.. at amk coffee shop.. they laugh like juz came out from mental hospital lo.. they got me a present.. a pink toy.. haha.. they like giving me pinky stuffs.. and danny bought a small heart-shape cake for me.. haha.. amaida is angry.. opps.. juz joking.. my last day was erm.. haha.. psp guy.. all that psp guy fault lo.. my last day was flooded with "psp".. here psp there psp.. omg.. tomorrow had to be in school by 8am.. so.. i have to go now.. will be back someday.. some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this..
Sunday, January 08, 2006
http://pig-officer24.blogspot.com/ <-- click here.. visit meihui blog.. haha.. and see the photos.. the day spent on 7 jan.. the handsome guy.. wow.. real handsome.. love at first sight.. haha.. opps.. =X haha..
Thursday, January 05, 2006
the day i turn seventeen..
the first girl to sms me happy birthday! when she is next to me.. let us welcome JESSIE!!!!
the people who were with me exactly at 00:00 on the 27 dec..
the crazy girl.. wong xueting!!
one reason i love to do closing with michelle.. is that.. her father can send me home!.. haha
from 4H 2004.. poor zhaokuang.. hidden behind.. haha
the great people who came on a raining evening to wish me happy birthday!
photos are limited.. haha.. forgot that camera exist.. some funny photos were in my hp.. haven figure out the way to transfer the photos into the com.. too bad ar.. haha..
Monday, January 02, 2006
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
so many days of fun and lack of sleep.. ready for the long long long long post?? i got short term memory.. so i shall start for the last day of my term..
23rd dec.. that day i sleep at 4 am plus.. was chatting msn online with songwei.. like still very energetic juz cant stop talking.. wake up at 8.. went to school to celebrate christmas and exchange presents.. cos we like no study at all even the comms skill lesson was cancelled.. bad thing that day is i received the final warning.. if i late once again.. i am going to fail.. the story of the morning is for my nyp friends only la.. if u really very very very interested, come ask me.. i tell u.. so the lesson was cancelled i went queensway with meihui and qiu qiu.. qiu qiu is meihui give de name for qiu ying.. sounds good hor.. haha.. i think so too.. i will juz call her qiu qiu.. we went ikea, queensway and to far east.. shopping are women activities.. haha.. we buy buy buy and buy.. i went meihui house after the torturing shopping.. haha.. mahjong time.. played mahjong until 4 am? so is 24th dec liao.. cant remember.. wake up at 9? i have to rush to work at 11.. but cant stay la.. dun wan to rush.. so i called the manager saying i will be there at 12.. went to work until 4pm.. went home to get my shower.. meihui and benjamin came.. she wan be postman.. haha.. so we slack until 630pm? took a cab down to aljunied.. cos it was yuet yong bdae.. we went tampines for dinner.. the first time i think that arcade can a great place for clearing ur mind.. u wont think of anything else.. and keep playing with a smile.. and laughters.. hm.. 11 plus le.. we din countdown.. went meihui house again.. 25 dec.. merry christmas!! mahjong marathon ar.. we play 2 rounds.. until 7 am? haha.. juz went back home for sleep.. i have to work at 6.. opps.. i actually have to start work at 5.. late for an hour.. haha.. went back home.. talk on the phone until 12.. haha.. went to shower.. and i wanted to sleep de.. but i saw the present.. haha.. den i go eat the kinder surprise.. and played with the toys.. haha.. 26 dec liao.. wake up.. my grandma and my cousin came.. haha.. a grand arrival ar.. woke me up so early.. shower den choose the clothes to wear.. black or white.. think so long.. haha.. went hougang mall to get elaine xmas gift.. and hm.. =D still earlier so i went home.. stand between 12 and 13 storey there see scenary.. haha.. and juz stat talking when i haven stand there for 10 mins.. went back home to niao niao and drink water.. <-- sounds wierd.. haha.. bus stop to wait for sbs 3759 that bus number 25.. single deck de.. board the bus and waited for tengsiang and zhaokuang.. they came.. so we went to amk central to get tkk and ts de psp.. hm.. they were there for a long long time.. yawn.. off to orchard to meet chanchieh.. and teng sing air-con friend.. we went to watch movie!!.. movie was nice.. fun part for the movie is only for me.. i dun wan to share with u.. haha.. =D.. after the movie.. we walked.. haha.. a very long distance.. den to cineleisure for a drink.. left when the auntie wan to sweep the floor.. din walked to somerset.. we walked to droby graut<<-- dunno how to spell >instead.. almost fall down.. haha.. as i predicted earlier that day.. haha.. went to bishan for the xmas celebration.. i juz cant sit still.. waiting for 12.. and the phone call.. 27 dec.. hello? hey.. sounds different.. haha.. weihwang called.. to sing.. wow.. nice.. den sms juz kept coming in.. haha.. so sweet sia.. finally the call i've been waiting.. haha.. smile smile.. went back for their celebration.. simple but fun.. meihui bro and qiu qiu came to fetch me.. went to their house for mahjong.. oh.. i wasnt drunk la.. juz red only.. mahjong!!!! until 6am? hm.. haha.. begged her brother to send me home.. haha.. went to sleep for few hours.. before i went out.. reached kembangan.. and the 95 frankel ave was NOT near the mrt lo.. it was damn far away.. i think we took 30 mins of walk lo.. and RAIN!! sianz half.. reached there.. and huijun, zilin help me to decide the amount of food to buy.. yingying called her mama to check the price.. whether is cheaper or more ex.. haha.. so nice.. i no need to do anything.. juz hate the rain la.. took a cab down to parkway.. go there sm got vouchers dun need to spent so much money also.. save $.. l o l.. haha.. VERY HAPPY RIGHT LINJIE? yup.. i am very happy.. lol.. after we went giant we go down east coast.. coz we hungry liao.. want to start bbq to eat 1st.. dun care about others liao.. zilin, yingying, hwee jun and soonming.. lol.. but rain la.. den we veri stupid.. is huijun idea la.. haha.. . funny ar.. take trash bag and cover ourself to prevent us from getting wet.. can go shelter but we dun want to go shelter.. sit there and let the rain rain on us for around 10 -15 mins? the rain more and more heavy.. we decide to go in.. i saw someone take photo of us.. still got flash light.. haha.. wha.. sia suey.. we walk to mac a lot of people looking at us.. haha.. quite fun also la.. i sian half.. meihui bro ask wan go his house bbq not.. i was like anything liao la.. better den cancel the bbq.. they all say wait a while first den decide.. finally rain stop.. back to the pit.. zilin busy starting fire.. huijun and ying busy poking the food with satay stick.. i busy singing.. slowly.. got people come le.. yup.. the fun starts!!! dun wan share liao.. u got go u will know.. haha.. no go why? why? haha.. the cake!! argh!!! haha.. touched.. cant cry la.. my bdae leh.. cannot cry.. haha.. went to meihui house!! got a lot of food left.. haha.. anyway.. i really enjoyed the day.. with all the people coming down to wish me happy birthday.. thanks guys.. thank you for the fun you contributed.. thanks thanks everyone.. see you all again soon.. =D thank you very very very very much.. 28 dec.. i at her house le.. opened presents.. haha.. oh ya.. thanks everybody for the presents.. haha.. and the $$.. haha.. i really received $ in a box with ribbon.. zilin say cant find gold colour de.. sleep le.. yawn yawn.. ZZZ.. very very tired.. hey.. i really going sleep now.. nitez!!!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
know something? i am very tired.. i dun wan to smile in the middle of the night.. One Stone is Enough to Break a Glass One Sentence is Enough to Break a Heart One Second is Enough to Fall in Love One Misunderstanding is Sufficient to Break Friendship. hm.. was thinking about this.. if one misuderstanding can break a friendship.. den wad kind of friendship is it in the first place? dont understand.. anyway.. i am feeling low right now.. i juz need someone to talk to me.. so quiet at night.. 12 am.. oh.. i din forget.. take it back? no.. how am i suppose to know when you never told me.. finally.. i found out.. it might be the truth.. might not.. but now.. who cares? no one.. it is a strange and funny thing.. hey.. i found my christmas and birthday wish.. i dun wan to think about you anymore.. let santa remove you entirely from my brain.. dun worry.. i will leave a corner for you in my heart.. heez.. i am smiling now.. if friendship and love cant exist at the same.. i wont wan any.. by the way.. dun buy watch for me.. DUN.. remember the gold ribbon and that card.. dun ask me wad i wan.. cos i wan nothing.. get nothing for me.. dun juz go buy a present for the sake of buying one.. i dun like.. a short greeting or a phone call is enough to make my day.. hint* call me to sing the song.. saving $ for you..
i wished that i could tell you i am feeling better everyday.. but truth is? when you walked away.. you dont know me.. no you dont..
Monday, December 19, 2005
he is above 1.8m tall.. he is dark and handsome.. he is strong enough to piggy-back me up 11 storeys without sweat.. he will pick me up from my home no matter how far he is coming from.. he will sent me right to my doorstep no matter how late it is.. he knows how to ride and drive.. he can bring me to where ever i want.. his hp will be 24 hours on and 3 am i would call him juz to say i can't sleep.. he will force himself to be awake to listen and just to be there.. we will talk on the phone for hours until 6 am in the morning.. he will walk 10 km with me without saying anything and holding my hand be by my side.. his shoulders will always be there for me to lean on and let me rest on when we go to movie.. he will hug me when i am cold.. he will not run in front of me unless someone knock onto me and he will run to smack the person head.. he will not give me tissue when i cry.. he will hug me and let me cry out loud.. we will go ice-skating, riding a bicycle, rollar blading........ together.. he will blow his plans if last minute i want to go out.. he skips his lesson when i am sick.. he will take care of me.. he will help me do my homework.. he will cook for me.. we will quarrel over small little things and patch back when we are tired.. we will sing together until all the glass windows crack.. he is gentle towards me and to other girls so that other girls will be jealous of me.. haha.. he is kind and evil.. he will help me carry my shopping bags and will not give up his seat for me in bus.. he will tell me different kind of jokes.. he enjoys wad i enjoys.. he will say that i look funny when i look beautiful and will tell me i look funny when i look funny.. that is not going to happen.. i am beautiful no matter wad they say remember? he will give me flowers on a day when he say " happy 3 months 2 days anniversary!" he spends his $ wisely.. he will go to arcade and teach me play.. i will not be staring at his computer screen when he plays.. we will play xbox the knockdown game together.. he will let me win.. he will tell me when he is angry and i can tell him a non-funny joke to let him laugh.. he will hold me whenever i am about to fall.. he loves me forever and only me.. he belongs to linjie in a far far away island.. love and lost better to never loved at all?
Force yourself to abandon some old belief about love and relationships that you know is holding you back.
Sunday, December 18, 2005
my tagboard is back!!! jessie come tag tag tag.. haha.. jessie is bad evil little thingy.. i know ur secrets!! ~ hahaha.. i got my first bdae girt this year from pastamania!!!! haha.. it's a micro mini pinky skirt!! they are forcing me to slim down because they bought me a S.. haha.. and it iis really super very very "SHORT!" i know i have beautiful long legs la.. haha.. opps.. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!
this few days din blog because i nvr online much.. and simple lazy to blog.. not much thing happened for me to say also.. tuusday zilin birthday and we went out to celebrate for her.. a happy day spent.. wednesday went to the red dot exhibition.. short one.. quite fun because we know how to entertain ourself.. after that went bedok.. first time? i think i wait 1 plus plus hours without complaining anything.. haha.. played pool for a while den we went to bai bai.. happy belated birthday to zhiwei.. we went shaw tower for king kong movie.. very very nice~.. a 3 hours movie !! yawn yawn.. i pon school on thursday.. not surprise right? work for 4 days together.. selling 11 bottles of lambrini in total!!! saw that? 11 bottles.. good luck ar.. linjie muz win this competition even our outlet den win.. haha.. see my power!!! haha..
dun run in front of me..
Monday, December 12, 2005
changed new blogskin.. and haven go change the name age those things.. haha.. lazy.. friday den change.. if i remember.. help! i cant remember wad i did last week.. anyway.. doesn't matter.. jooicy gossips~!! haha.. i love jooicy gossips.. something to be happy about.. my ergonomics complete.. and something to be depress about.. i left my watch at the com lab.. =( juz hope that the cleaners doesn't keep it.. because we were told not to leave any personal belongings behind.. haiz.. so how is the new blogskin? i know the music quite irritating la.. if u find it so, turn off ur speaker when u visit my blog.. and i decide to remove the tagboard.. haha.. minus one way to talk to me liao.. so my hp will be more useful.. true? yup.. i am yawning.. so i shall go to sleep first.. byebye.. goody nitez!!
Sunday, December 04, 2005
ya la.. i am just being jealous.. haha.. i am ok.. really.. so fast december liao.. will get over soon.. me strong k? haha.. thanks.. really thanks.. everyone around me.. every time muz listen to my rubbish.. and tried me making me smile.. know or dun know wad is happening.. yup.. me gan dong.. i know you're always there for me.. i apreciate it.. thank you.. i am smiling.. wo ye ke yi guo de hen jing cai.. yesterday morning i went over to mjr band chalet.. hm.. the chalet was fun.. but i lost a lot $$.. haha.. and yy told me no need return $20.. haha.. koon ann also offered to give me treat to kfc.. because quite a difficult task to find time and treat.. he wanted to return the winnings as well.. haha.. nice guys.. went for a short swim.. back for the bbq.. i was being served.. haha.. and i eat a lot.. back to the room for FUN.. and the best part for the chalet i think.. the donkey game.. the drink water thing.. with weihwang darren meihui and benjamin.. mh drink lots of water that day.. haha.. water bucket.. ended the game because i throw the pillow and spilled the drink.. lucky for me that the towel was kok hong.. told him and he said juz wash with clean water can le.. heez.. sleep for 3 hours i think.. went to mac for breakfast and home to change and off to work.. juz cant keep my eyes opening..
Saturday, December 03, 2005
wow.. so nice.. so long nvr receive message telling me to take care because of the rain.. thanks jessie and xiao qiang.. i am so touched.. and elaine father drove me home.. i dun need umbrella.. today have some idiotic customer la.. hack care them.. juz curse them in my heart.. got go friendster see my profile? see the photos.. the final fantasy de.. nice.. i cant remember the song.. was it eyes on you or wad.. haha.. in your darkest memories.. wad is my or wad is your darkest memories?
Thursday, December 01, 2005
thanks xiaoyun!! for accompany me for the whole evening.. i bought HANDPHONE!!! yup.. k750i.. my new darling~!!! thank you for waiting bus with me when u could go home already.. haha.. so nice.. i juz love talking to her.. we talk a lot.. really a lot.. yup.. they really changes a lot.. true.. when pple get to different environment.. they will change.. muz get the facts.. haha.. she told me things that i guess i heard and i assume.. and haha.. true.. dunno wad is that called.. disappointment? or juz trying to be indifferent? if it is my fault, i guess i can only say sorry now.. ayob told me that my weakness is that i am too playful.. haha.. i din deny.. i admit i am playful.. i am not serious enough.. he said that something need to have a full stop.. hm.. juz when? when should i put my full stop? close your eyes.. soon.. i will let me go.. me will go away.. i will have my , first.. i will try my best not to be so playful.. and get my full stop.. work hard!! jia you!! smile =D
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
i turn up for school today and!!! ayob lessons was doing nothing.. we were waiting for him for so long.. shake head.. i should have reach home 3 hours earlier.. erm.. haha.. i played chinese chess in class with them.. although there is only one chess, all the while i am playing it.. they nice la.. din chase me away.. i juz kept playing.. haha.. i lost so many rounds.. so disappointing.. haha.. hm.. ya.. and outside south canteen.. i burst into a loud loud laughter when sherlyn said something stupid.. and a group of guys pass by.. omg.. nvr notice got handsome one not.. haiz.. all sherlyn fault.. sad.. haha.. that is my joke of the day.. go liao.. byebye..
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
i skipped school today again.. and think i will be getting the warning letter soon.. haha.. hack care.. who asked them to put the lesson at 8 in the morning.. knowing that i reach home almost 12 the previous night.. hm.. so din go to school i went out with my mama and sis.. attention:!!! to early to say but this is the first announcement : 27 of december this year.. BBQ at east coast park AREA C pit 22 and 23!! please keep urself free.. i will go around asking pple 2 weeks later.. so prepare to promise me that you will make it ya.. stella : thank you!!! haha.. you are the sweetest girl i have ever met.. haha.. i dun have anything i wan.. juz hope that most will turn up on that day.. haha.. and the present i wan i already told soonming to get it for me liao.. so dont bother.. haha.. soonming right? haven u decide which one? or going to get both? haha.. anyway thanks for offering help ya.. and i will that leave those materials up to you.. if we have lacking items and it will be your fault.. HAHA!! so should i start worrying who will turn up or worry about the amount of food to purchase? tian qi he ren yi yang hor? shuo bian jiu bian.. me stay here.. if i see you next to never, how....?<-- be it la.. haha.. now i found a new entertainment.. reply to the song that is playing..
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Friday, November 25, 2005
as i thought i wont be here.. now i am.. disappointed? nope.. i hope so.. i went to meritus mandrain<-- cant remember the spelling.. the hotel beside taka.. 35 storey.. wow.. the view.. beautiful.. work for about 3.5 hours? fast and easy? i wan to have dinner and dance too.. nice.. hm.. yup.. really nice.. the event was sony ericsson annual dinner and dance.. ar.. every one was carrying k750 i w800 i w900 i !! haven seen one with a nokia phone of course.. haha.. reminds me of my poor k700i.. i think he misses his owner very much.. my k700i is a he by the way.. he love to take pics of his owner.. i am sure he misses me like i misses him.. where are you my love? come back please? anyway back to wad i have done today.. i skip the first lesson again.. cos i woke me at 1030.. when the lesson suppose to start at 9.. oops.. comm skills.. started singing again.. i juz kept singing until susan<-- our comms skills lecturer covered her ears.. haha.. her actions so funny.. make me laugh.. hack care her.. so i juz kept singing and singing.. until LTQ 2.. haven stop.. haha.. sing until i am tired.. a day passed very quickly.. i think give me one more week i will be crazy for juz one more week.. be back to normal as soon as possible.. let me sing.. oh my love my darling~ that is unchained melody.. haha.. yes!.. nice song.. tell me that you love me tell me that you care tell me that you love me and i'll be there.. i'll be there for you! be there to sing for you.. sing until u call me shut the hell up.. haha.. oh my love my darling~ call my hp now.. if u wan to hear me sing.. who is the girl i see???
Thursday, November 24, 2005
can u believe it?!!? meifen learnt ballet.. haha.. wonder why yesterday got so many post? cos i pon school yesterday.. and today i went to find out that ayob is on mc.. so morning no lesson.. we had 4 hours to do some sketching.. something like a free period.. we went to eat mac breakfast and back to m626 do the online-ing of drawing.. and start crazy when junlong and gang say my work is cartoon.. scold until happy already den start to do one crazy thing.. sing.. i juz kept singing and juz enjoyed seeing qiyin laughing to herself.. stage performance.. haha.. meifen taught me some basics of ballet.. and i made a fool outof myself as usual.. but dun care.. i juz like to move around instead of sitting at the cold chair.. tired and went to sng again.. 4 hours of singing and dancing.. finally it is 1 pm.. lecture? no.. sleeping time for me.. 2 hours of lecture.. 2 hours of sleep.. went home.. i wont be around until sunday.. tomorrow i will be working.. saturday also.. sunday i need to chiong for my draft.. shall do some slides today.. see you~
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Your Evanescence song is: My Immortal
Memories of a time with a lost person consumes
you. You remember him/her so clearly and you
are tired of being a victim to your thoughts.
You are depressed because of all this, but you
just can't seem to let it go. Apperantly this
person meant the world to you and made you very
happy. You hope that one day he/she will return
to you, and you will live happily ever after.
But your mind tells you it's not going to
happen. You need to let go in order to find
peace.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
What Evanescence song are you?[many outcomes + wonderful pictures]
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i got confused at first.. but i dun like the pic.. so i did the quiz again
Your word is: Sad. You wanted to give yourself to
someone. But they didn't accept you. Being
rejected, whether it be from family, friends,
love-interests or peers, is a very hurtful
thing to go through. It is also likely that you
have been betrayed several times before, which
is why you keep away from everyone now. You
learned the hard way to never trust people and
your defence-mechanism is now to isolate
yourself. Yet you yearn for people who will
understand and like you, to have the thing you
never had: love.
What Dark Word Represents You? [anime pics]
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Your word is: Sad. You wanted to give yourself to
someone. But they didn't accept you. Being
rejected, whether it be from family, friends,
love-interests or peers, is a very hurtful
thing to go through. It is also likely that you
have been betrayed several times before, which
is why you keep away from everyone now. You
learned the hard way to never trust people and
your defence-mechanism is now to isolate
yourself. Yet you yearn for people who will
understand and like you, to have the thing you
never had: love.
What Dark Word Represents You? [anime pics]
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i love myself more than anyone else.. i love my family.. i love my friends.. they are the most wonderful thing that happened to me.. my childhood best buddies, linlin and wansia.. used to cycle around estate of sims drive.. now different school and in a different surrounding.. i and wansia moved.. once in few years den we will see each other.. my favourite primary school friends leechen and jianren.. we dun play around a lot like me with linlin and wansia.. but i talked to them a lot.. i like to tell them wad is happening around me.. 1F 2F.. i love them all.. and my favourite girl meihui.. currently my best memories in class remains at the year 2002.. with all those nonsense happenings.. every moment is a happy thing.. all our chalets, bdae celebration and outings.. agree if u are part of us? missing badly.. 3H.. my classmates was nice.. i met a group of nice pple.. and i got attached to mjr band because of SYF.. group of nice pple <-- 1986 those guys.. and wanting.. always going to movies together.. including meihui and myself.. always going down to 3F classroom after school and the dog hole we had kept the friendship of 2F ^ 02 strong.. 2004.. a terrible year for us.. i guess.. drifted us apart.. going into soccer.. with yucks (the name they called themselves).. fun pple.. always made me laugh.. xiaoyun and gang played bottle soccer in class during recess.. and taking 100 home with her makes my trip home very exciting.. yup.. exciting.. sitting next to zhao kuang and mao jie during the year.. not happy just scold zk.. even he is angry or unhappy he can't do anything.. joking, gossiping and suaning with maojie were a happy thing.. 4H will be a quiet class but with every one in the small classroom made everyday an enjoyable day to spend in a year when o levels are very important.. long break before i knew where my next chapter would be.. i got a job at pastamania.. there i met a lot of nice pple.. they made me wan to stay in this job as long as i can.. NYP for now.. my classmates all are nice and clever pple..
pple who are trying to find job now.. waiting for results.. find with ur friends.. work together.. will be happier this way.. when u go into different school still can have same topic to talk about.. wan to chat also can find some excuses to call each other.. tuas? alone.. with photographer.. me wan to go? i dun mind.. but.. who am i suppose to call and talk to when i go home? listen to mp3 or fm? looks so pathetic.. special healing powers.. healing now.. 0.01 percent.. if my blog dun sound sad ar.. i will be really sad lo.. i have to fake 24 hours even in my dreams.. no more healing powers cos it just keeps bleeding inside.. forever-n-beyond is a plaster or medicine for me.. thanks for trying to cheer me up.. thanks..
can somebody help me!!!!???? i din go to school again today!! shit.. how how.. doesn't matter la.. as long as i complete my work at home.. i shall blame it on tian yang.. she din give me morning call today.. opps.. sorry.. not yet that evil.. but almost.. i will be laughing at home.. juz that you cant see it.. hahahahahahahahahaha..
not my day.. was late for school.. partly because i woke up late.. and partly because i let 3 bus pass me by.. full.. why did so many pple want to take the bus i want to take? forget about that.. i can complete the cadd thingy myself.. still got a bit of intelligence.. i dun look down on myself see.. yup.. so no ergonomics lesson today.. changed to friday.. had brownie and fries for lunch.. went to library with cherie.. the rest of the girls got their own activities i think.. i din ask.. talk about her absence from school.. er.. interesting but kind of sad too la.. her grandma whom she loves very much juz passed away.. and the story continues.. hm.. marketing lesson was a fast one.. she dun have lame jokes today.. ok la.. have.. din made me laugh.. i din laugh a lot recently.. haha.. trying to.. haha.. haha.. yup.. still trying.. had to work at 6.. have almost 2 hours to slack? meifen accompany me to walk around bishan.. so we went to shop for tian yang bdae gift.. and parted when i had to go to work.. i cut my hand when trying to save a cup.. obviously i failed because i cut my hand.. goh told me not to pick up the cup but he din know that i already cut my hand.. haha.. funny.. bleeding.. pain.. and he said something about press press press.. i din hear properly and asked jean.. she said "press press press dunno wad".. den we started laughing.. continued to work.. i think i got fast healing power.. it stopped.. but the cut there dun look nice.. still hurts when i get contact with water.. argh.. done.. got to continue with the colouring.. yawn..
Monday, November 21, 2005
I took for granted, all the times that I thought would last somehow.. I hear the laughter, I taste the tears.. But I can't get near you now.. I'm everything I am.. Because you loved me.. Through the lies you were the truth.. My world is a better place because of you.. If I could just find a way to make it so that you were right here, right now.. I've been sitting here can't get you off my mind.. Now I don't wanna make excuse, baby.. won't change the fact that you're gone.. So I'll just hang around and find some things to do.. To take my mind off missing you.. And I know in my heart, you can't say that you don't love me too.. Please say you do.. Now that we are apart, am I still in your heart? Near, far, wherever you are.. I believe that the heart does go on.. There is some love that will not go away.. Look at me.. You may think you see who I really am.. But you'll never know me.. Everyday it's as if I play a part.. Now I see.. If I wear a mask, I can fool the world.. But I cannot fool my heart.. I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart.. And what I believe in.. But somehow I will show the world what's inside my heart.. And be loved for who I am.. Take back that sad word good-bye.. Bring back the joy to my life.. Don't leave me here with these tears.. Come and kiss this pain away.. Un-break my heart.. Say you'll love me again.. If you could show me that someone that I used to be.. Mirror mirror hanging on the wall.. You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all.. It’s not always rainbows and butterflies.. It’s compromise that moves us along.. I know that goodbye means nothing at all.. Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls.. I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday.. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again.. Her feelings she hides.. Her dreams she can't find.. She's losing her mind.. She's fallen behind.. She can't find her place.. She's losing her faith.. She's fallen from grace.. She's all over the place.. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.. Broken inside.. She's lost inside, lost inside.. What’s wrong with my tongue.. These words keep slipping away I stutter, I stumble off.. Like I’ve got nothing to say.. Yes I’m wishing my life away with these things I’ll never say.. You won’t cry for my absence, I know -You forgot me long ago.. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn’t something missing? Isn’t someone missing me? You think you're going nowhere when you're walking down the street.. Acting like you just don't care when life could be so sweet.. Young girl, it's all right.. Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly.. Frightened to believe you're the best thing about me.. I know I let you down again and again.. I know I never really treated you right.. I've paid the price.. I'm still paying for it every day.. Nothin' else matters as long as we believe.. I'm lookin' at you and I see my life.. Passing before my eyes and when the journey's over.. And all my dreams come true.. I dream of you.. What can I do, to make you mine.. Falling so hard so fast this time.. What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends.. I didn't care to be with you.. now you're stuck in my mind.. end..
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Saturday, November 19, 2005
thursday spent the whole day at home.. din go to school and work.. not feeling very well.. a good night sleep.. i am back healthy! meifen told me today she had the worst birthday this year.. haha.. i wasn't around ma.. no la.. joking.. her friends forgot to wish her happy birthday.. 17 of November.. i muz remember!! i din had a good day too.. i miss out the millieum walk thingy.. and din go for the m&m class.. spending my day staring at the screen.. forget about thursday.. today.. oops not anymore.. friday.. the cube exercise.. ok.. din put in much effort.. last minute in the morning do.. haha.. still not back.. din score too badly.. average? ok la.. to me alright le.. den comm skills.. very funny la.. juz chatting and chatting.. suddenly say till the topic flat chested.. as usual.. being tease and all that.. went home.. online for a while.. jun wei suddenly tell me dun take it to heart abotu wad they say.. lolz.. ya i know i wont.. i am so used to it.. they dunno how i spent my secondary school life.. haha.. dotz dotz when he say flat also got flat de beauty.. pengz.. lost of words.. quite funny to me.. juz now i saw a sms again.. tell me they joking only.. diao.. i dun think i even frown lo.. juz keep laughing with them.. so cute.. my class pple are nice la.. they would help every little thing they could to every one.. juz that their jokes a not stop de.. like everyday got something new to say.. feel so lucky to be in my class.. haha..
it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time..
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
linjie is back! lolz.. tomorrow work.. and i will keep work.. who cant make it for work muz call me replace.. i wan work work work.. $$$$.. if i go back hp this week.. for the rest of the year i can onli spent average $7 a day.. i juz bought a design book today.. $47? around there.. hope can give give me some guild and let me do better this semester.. 2.333 is an ugly number.. i dun wan it anymore.. ya.. i still haven choose the famous designer yet.. no arne jacobsen please!.. who is going to help me choose? ok.. nvm.. i going do it by myself.. and the stupid thingy give me the topic "doing laundry using washing machine" ok la.. compare to the rest.. i think mine is alright.. i am left with one month with the presentation.. and 10 days to complete the draft.. shit shit.. heart beating faster.. drink lots of water.. i am still late for eveyday lessons.. forced tian yang give me morning call everyday.. haha.. forced huihui to give me 2nd morning call.. i muz wake up early and reach school on time!! tell you tomorrow that whether i am late not.. muz larn fast fast do fast fast.. i going to be kind and helpful.. muz help huiling on the cadd thingy.. haha.. today later for half an hour.. cant every finish myself.. so couldn't help.. i am so bad.. haha.. ok.. i go to leave now.. see you tomorrow.. to never let it get that far..
Monday, November 14, 2005
i feel like an idiot.. i used to be irritated by all ur questions.. now i am craving for juz one.. one question.. ask me why am i feeling so bad? u know it has nothing to do with my phone.. haiz.. out of my mind again.. think.. sorry.. nvr knew i was so mean.. haha.. now i know.. quite interesting.. tried on others den on urself.. funny.. i am so irritating.. not your fault la.. mine mine mine!! thanks for ur 5 mins.. no need.. i am fine.. u can leave.. i can give myself longer time.. longer den wad u can give.. who? no one else.. me myself.. tell me how.. how i can return everything when i have nothing left? stupid.. i miss you when you are gone.. you will miss me when i am gone.. cant go back go forward.. if i saw the emc thingy on the sidewalk.. i am walking on the right path.. clock strikes twelve.. i am still here..
Sunday, November 13, 2005
i lost my hp yesterday.. i am not hinting anything.. juz that.. haiz.. sad.. handphones dun like to stick with me for long.. less than a year it's gone.. gone with the wind.. iavsn.. have to protect my 3100 now.. photos! =( dun cry.. juz a phone.. lost already and buy again.. better than losing something money cant buy.. so lets go get one when my pay arrives end of this month.. smile!! =D old one dun go new one dun come.. ahaha.. which model?
Friday, November 11, 2005
realised that i owe you an apology and you have it right here.. sorry.. walked away..
today our lesson ended earlier.. so we decided to go to park mall to get inspiration from those lights shop.. after that we went to a walking marathon.. the worst part it that it is juz walking from one place to another without shops for me to enjoy browsing.. damn.. and we walked to sunshine plaza if u dunno where is that.. that is somewhere near nanyang academy of fine arts.. there for wad? juz to accompany weijie but his modelling tools.. walked to sim lim square.. but stop there to consider that we haven thought of the design yet so we do not know wad we need.. and it is at sim lim tower not square.. wad the hell.. so wanted to go back home le.. legs are so tired.. he saw the pasa-malam near bugis.. stone.. nvm.. my turn.. since we r at bugis.. i wanted them to accompany me to shaw tower.. to find the lighting palace.. NO lighting palace.. bluff me.. yawn.. i tot weijie knew where it is.. he brought us to the toy shop.. -.-" ARHG!! since we r at shaw tower.. might as well go suntec to see the exhibition.. $20!!.. left 1 hour.. dun wan.. other days den.. he need to go work and we parted.. engqi followed him.. and cherie accompany me to citylink.. went to hmv and find the CD.. she found it for me.. bought her disc i bought mine.. and we chat on the mrt all the way till amk cos i drop at amk she drops at woodlands.. when i got down.. took bus home.. and that song play 2 times juz nice when i board the bus and alight from the bus.. and it is now playing on my head.. singing~ singing~ singing~ singing~ singing~ ..............
Thursday, November 10, 2005
2 days 3 days 5 days one week 2 weeks one month 3 months half a year till one year once.. bi shang yan jing zhi qian.. trying my best.. i starting to get busy le.. "lighting device" omg.. wad should i do? think.. help me!!! oh no no.. do my best.. i wan a better GPA this sem.. yup! and i will.. i go to go out le.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YING!!!
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
today? i change time-table again!! lolz.. haha.. fridays start one hour earlier.. coming thursday pray no school.. if have den until 12.. need sleep.. my sleeping time back to normal.. no more 2 am 3 am.. not bad right? marketing lesson was interesting.. cos the lecturer very very lame.. is VERY.. u know i like to imagine when someone say something and really create the picture in my brain.. example like a pig wearing a pink polo-shirt trying to fly and so.. i laugh like hell when she say the tarzan thingy.. i imagine her face with the tarzen body.. paiseh when the guy in front of turn and stare at me when i laugh.. omg.. i forget his name.. shit.. haha.. i think is yong zhi.. opps.. ok.. den need to calm down.. xing xiang u know? and like juz smile at the jokes when i really wanted to laugh.. again!! she say the diapers thingy.. i imagine her with the diapers.. omg.. shake head.. rolling on floor liao.. today ends around 430.. next tuesday no her lesson.. is elearning.. dunno wad is that la.. i think is learning at home.. got to do very very well this semester.. if not will ..... ok.. good nitez..
Monday, November 07, 2005
tired to read that i changed my time-table already? i changed again.. monday starts at 1 ends at 4.. and today.. i din had any lesson.. ayob went back army.. so.. no lesson today.. haha.. i sweim 2 hours in the late morning.. and i am back to the dirty colour.. haha.. should be healthy colour ba.. i think is nice.. not snow white anymore.. now is hm.. haha.. ok la.. stop.. tomorrow lesson tell 5.. yawn.. will be back..
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Friday, November 04, 2005
holidays will soon be over.. very very soon.. i will keep myself very very busy.. hm.. when there's extra time.. i will sleep.. i wont miss you anymore.. smile =D But though you're still with me I've been alone all along..went meihui house stay.. i falling in love with mahjong once again.. so long.. i lost touch with it le.. haha.. maybe my talent in that area never fade away.. so i win! yup yup.. yes i win.. i am very happy.. ok.. i will be back for my events.. who reads my blog? dun tell me 2 onli.. cos i bet.. 5 at least.. ok including me and linjie.. haha.. so 3 pple.. crazy la u.. i go liao.. byebye~
Monday, October 31, 2005
jus hope that my new semester would be easy.. i din know i could juz sit on my sofa doing nothing for almost 2 hours.. that was when i realise i still have my computer..
i am not busy.. juz that i dun feel like replying.. endless conversation on a useless topic.. hallucination is wad u create..
starting school soon.. i will miss my holidays..
give you one more hour starting from now..
i will go back and sit on my sofa..
Saturday, October 29, 2005
wishlist: i wish i know wad i wan.. haha.. fun? so if i continue to type.. that will be never ending.. i really hope to know wad i really wan.. this year i completed wad i wan last year.. a mp3 player.. a new handphone.. and a digital camera.. so i am left to 2 more months to find out wad i want and complete my wish next year.. any ideas? dun think of the impossible like scoring all As or winning a toto wadever.. next year should i get myself a computer? actually i dun need that, my brother went to serve NS.. i have the computer to myself in the weekdays.. for 2 and half more years.. juz nice i would be graduated i hope.. have i experience the disappointment of not having wad i always wanted? think think think.. i know why! haha.. because before i can experience that disappointment i changed my mind.. example : i wan to watch this movie.. i dun have the time.. mummy it's over!! i got a new movie that i wanted to watch.. know wad i am trying to say? alright.. i know i am a bit out of my mind.. talking nonsense.. u read it anyway.. haha.. so? wad can u do about it? i tend to think a lot weirder at night.. yup! oh.. o levels coming soon? WISH ALL OF THE STUDENTS TAKING O LEVELS THIS YEAR ALL THE BEST!!!!!!a bit sudden right? cos i suddenly remember.. in case i forgot to wish every individual.. GOOD LUCK!!
Friday, October 28, 2005
yesterday was the 4H girls "get together" dinner.. 8 including me.. less den half the girls.. haha.. expected it anyway.. yun wasnt there for me and huibin to fight over with.. haha.. so we made peace.. before the dinner me and zr went to shop shop and spend the esprit voucher.. no more shopping in november.. no more.. erm.. haha.. try my best la.. haha.. ya.. stella went to the dinner too.. thanks stella mama.. after that we went to check whether there is available movie for us.. the time we wanted sold out i think.. went down to far east shop shop again.. den they took cab home.. me and lydia took mrt.. still early so we went other place to shop shop too.. she want to go metro find her ex collegues <-- i forgot how to spell again.. spent her dunno wad $$ which can only be used in metro.. RAIN!!! damn damn heavy.. we are stuck at paragon.. walk here walk there.. rain isn't going to stop.. thunders and lightnings.. planning to run to lucky plaza.. lucky her ex-boss or ex-manager have umbrella.. both of us got next shore with shoes wet.. hey.. we din went home straight.. went to walk walk and chat chat.. ok la.. all shops are closing.. took mrt home.. something happen when i waited for my bus at the amk bus stop.. a girl was talking on the phone behind me suddenly tapped my shoulder and scream into my ears pointed to my shoe and shouted "cockroach!!!!" me jump jump jump jump.. the cockroach escaped to another person and she jump jump jump and the cockroach was killed.. dunno why.. maybe the twin of the dead cockroach climb up a guy's shoe den to the pants.. everyone around home look so frightened and keep pointing at his pants.. stood rooted to the ground until the cockroach fly to a lady next me me "NECK!!!" yucks.. she swept it away without knowing wad was it.. she stare at me and ask "wad it is" lol.. cockroach la.. obvious.. haha.. i juz pointed to the dead on the floor and it came back alive!!!! ran toward the opposite direction from me.. remember the girl on the phone? i wanted to say thanks to her de but i din.. she was kneeling on the seat.. i heard her conversation she was describing the cockroach story on the phone.. haha.. how cute.. my bus came finally.. did you read finish? or u dun dare to? HAHA!!! "linjie's true version of the cockroach at amk mrt bus stop"
today din go out.. raining heavy.. jun ren house and soon ming house is sunshine.. so wierd de.. swear!! i din lie.. my place here is rain damn heavy lo.. anyway.. the rain spoiled my mood to go out.. i wan to watch zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni!! got to go le.. nothing to read anymore.. take care.. drifted away~
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
zongshizaiyeshenrenjingshixiangdetebieduo.. yawn.. sleepy.. my sleeping hours shifted.. wake up in the afternoon.. breakfast or lunch? maybe even tea break.. holidays ending soon.. who i haven go out with? think first.. ya.. should have take a week off.. to really enjoy my holidays without work.. too late.. sianz.. got to sleep le.. i really got panda eyes.. and it very very ugly.. sigh.. again.. minesweeper!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Saturday, October 22, 2005
angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry!!!! 2:30 am.. 5 and a half hours on minesweeper.. i haven win a single round!!! angry!! ARGH!!!!! everytime left onli round 10 mines and i died!! damn damn damn.. angry.. got to do some more training.. i offline liao.. byebye..!! angry!!!!!!
Thursday, October 20, 2005
help!!! i am hungry now!!! oh.. i am very very happy today!! i finally got a chance to get a ride in a motorbike.. thanks to soonming.. haha.. wow.. so cool.. nice nice.. THANK YOU!! haha.. because of you i learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.. singing again~ didn't wad to blog next.. like so short hor.. haha.. he ni bei dui bei de zou~ go sing songs liao.. byebye..
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Monday, October 10, 2005
Sunday, October 09, 2005
i am getting my results soon.. i think is tomorrow.. my next few weeks of holidays will kill me.. 3 days per week.. all less den 5 hours.. dunno still work for wad.. no work no $ no pple to go out with.. i shall camp at home and start painting.. paint all sorts of nonsense.. wait till i become famous in wadever way.. i will still those things to earn $$.. haha.. sorry.. i am dreaming.. see so late liao.. cannot sleep sure like that de la.. oh.. yesterday i ended work early.. dunno wad to do or where to go so i highlighted my hair.. i think it looks wierd on me.. so bright.. taking away all the attention from me.. haha.. you are always on my mind..
Thursday, October 06, 2005
wad are you thinking now? wad are you doing? spent 6 hours working.. like working for 6 days.. haha.. the time goes so slow.. haha.. when i look at watch everytime is like pass 5 minutes.. haha.. sianz.. tomorrow heng is 5 hours.. haha.. no need to closing.. until 10 nia.. haha.. tomorrow den i come back again.. haha.. dun wan to force you miss me liao.. haha.. so i miss you.. byebye.. notice something? haha..
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
we went to watch the corpse bride.. went to kbox to sing.. dinner.. and here i am home~!! a day pass.. fast? ya.. i must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind.. this stupid sentence really made be crazy the whole day.. my brain keep playing this sentence to me.. like telling me i am stupid and crazy.. was that your way of letting me go? was that your way of goodbye? was that the end? or was that another beginning?
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
i tot i wan to leave my blog a while to let pple miss me.. and wonder how am i doing.. so.. ya.. tried.. failed.. i dun wan leave my blog alone.. at least i got one reader and she is linjie.. i think she misses me very much.. juz like i am missing someone.. ya.. when u work for 3 full days.. which is 13 hours times 3 and it equals to 39 hours, the next day when u wake up, ur eyes would become very red.. the voice would change.. when u answer a call, they will think u r sick.. and juz hang up in 1 min to let u go rest.. and when had enough sleep.. wake up with nothing to do.. u will become very crazy.. and all those nonsense will come to ur mind and soon.. u will become mad.. 11pm.. i became extremely normal.. cos i get so fustrated and replied junwei in such a rude way, scolded him idiot and all sorts of mean things.. makes him so scare that he dun dare to talk to me now.. and when he dun talk to me.. i think that having my msn online 24 hrs is so useless.. yet i dun wan to offline.. why? tell me.. tell me.. why? why? why? huh? huh? linjie tell me wad should i do now? linjie i think u are such an idiot.. u shouldnt have love me so much.. u could have leave some to others.. i know u wont forget about me.. at least you could tell wad i could do now.. why? everybody got something they had to leave behind.. remember? you're the one i think about each day..
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
chalet wasnt as fun as i thought it would be.. so i came home.. ya.. i reach there to have dinner with them last night.. watch stairway to heaven and juz keep making stupid noise and jokes.. telling the ending to song wei when he doesnt wan to know.. screaming and shouting for the night.. start to anti social and read my book.. when songwei and yaohuang started to crap dunno wad and ya.. take photos using the auto fuction of their digital cameras.. might spent an hour on that.. and their nonsense start.. dirty talks about animal having s**.. even huaman having *** with it.. not very intesting and so ya.. fall asleep.. morning wake up and have breakfast.. played pool.. back to the chalet fighting over the xbox game.. that car takedown thing.. dunno wad is that la.. but juz wan to fight to play.. watch tv and they started playing again.. dun like their selfish acts.. went back to read my book.. i complete le.. so.. here i came to blog.. i will go back for bbq tomorrow.. hope it turns out fun.. missing you is juz my habit.. something i should try to forget.. difference between missing and thinking.. missing you is out of my control..
Sunday, September 25, 2005
yesterday we went sentosa as planned.. but we din take cable car.. ya.. meihui did u spent ur 17 bdae happily? hope so..
and i will be going to chalet tomorrow.. will u miss me? because i started to miss you already.. do you know? i shall recall.. when is the last last day i saw you? oh no no no.. wow.. so long? cannot be.. anyway.. haha.. i am not crazy yet.. friendster had some pic we took in sentosa.. take a look ba.. i shall go and read my book.. byebye..
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
have u seen the moon? the red moon? was it mars? wow.. that was nice.. haha.. cant capture the beauty in the camera.. i love my home.. can see the beautiful sky.. haha.. anyway back to my holidays.. hm.. been working all days.. desperate for money is it? lolz.. i feel so crazy.. also not a lot.. haha.. juz went walk walk and spent over 100 bucks.. haha.. got to rest liao.. tomorrow muz go work again..
Monday, September 19, 2005
PLEASE READ.. so that when i sms or msn u will know wad i am talking about..
we all wake up at 11.. get ourself ready by 12.. we shall meet at 1pm.. somewhere.. still thinking.. should be harbour front mrt.. i will confirm with u guys asap..
we will go sentosa by cable car!! act like tourists shall explore every corner of the island.. take photos and keep smiling to the camera.. any objections? if got too many objections, den we will change plan..
plan B is that if it rains, we will have lunch together.. ( all sit down together and chat and laugh ) 4F plus 2F pple dunno who else.. depends on the birthday girl.. watch movie? find some stupid activities to spend our time.. haha.. juz crap around indoor.. juz keep walking and walking and walking around.. den we wait for "something"..
Friday, September 16, 2005
HOLIDAYS ARE HERE~!!!! FINALLY~! after 16 weeks of torture.. hm.. got the marks today.. 60.. kind of disappointed.. because of my door handle i din do very well.. got to encourage myself ba.. 60 and 69 both C right? lolz.. i shall assume i got 69 then.. haha.. went home and get some sleep.. and went kovan for dinner.. sushi~ lolz.. FULL.. haha.. shop around and spent some money.. haha.. miss shopping.. haha.. got to work during the holidays and buy wadever i like.. haha.. den i will be broke.. nonsense again.. we r going to have a chalet 26, 27, 28 and 29.. wow.. really a chalet every holidays.. so nice ya.. haha.. FREE AT LAST!! enjoy enjoy and enjoy.. must get some exercise and read some books.. brain cant go rusty during the holidays.. jia you jia you~! heez.. =D
Friday, September 09, 2005
counting down.. 8 more days.. i should quit my job soon.. i wan to stay at home and force myself to plan wad kind of future i am taking.. should i waste one year and change my course to something easier? really heading no where.. because wad i dream is wad everyone else would.. i wan to become rich.. that's all.. why so many pple copy me? haha.. i dun like cars like song wei or jun long.. i dun write novels.. my english sux.. i read comics but i dun draw.. i have no interest in the history of all other designers.. jia lat ar.. i dun like animals.. think of a living thing i like.. think think think.. ok.. i like my friends.. but hm.. friends cant make a living.. hm.. start to think.. any jobs that sell friends? or design ur own friends? going crazy ok need to stop.. back to now.. i dunno wad i did or wad i say.. i think i made this person misunderstood.. it is so obvious.. --> negative.. is i too clever or the person too dumb to understand.. haha.. anyway.. i am too attractive.. opps.. anyway.. i am hinting.. tomorrow there is no lesson for me.. going to work in the morning and i need to get prepare for the tape dispenser day.. my major project!!.. if i get C or above.. who wan go celebrate with me? fang de xia..
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
happy or unhappy memories.. sweet.. reading the tesstimonials i had in friendster.. those were the days spent.. chilli sauce.. i will nvr forget.. we can laugh until....... guess that will nvr happen again.. wait 3 years later.. no more JC or poly or wadever.. still hope can go chalet together and laugh like nobody business.. hm.. stop.. if only we can turn back the time.. =) miss all of you a lot..
Friday, August 26, 2005
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
THANK YOU ZHENRU!!!! =D
i din go to school today.. oversleep.. started watching vcd until 1.. dun feel like going to sean lesson also.. i think i am going to be killed by him if i am late for his lesson again.. din wan to take the risk.. so i din go.. ya.. junren birthday today.. shouldn't have said going.. now dun feel like going like so bad.. aiya.. should have know linjie like to change her mind last minute.. ok.. anyway since i din go to school.. i going to stay at home do JK work.. if not tonight muz sleep late le.. oh help.. monday presentation.. i haven done anything.. please stop slacking.. time dun wait for me.. just a moment.. it is 2006.. trust me.. i wont be wrong..
i din go to school today.. oversleep.. started watching vcd until 1.. dun feel like going to sean lesson also.. i think i am going to be killed by him if i am late for his lesson again.. din wan to take the risk.. so i din go.. ya.. junren birthday today.. shouldn't have said going.. now dun feel like going like so bad.. aiya.. should have know linjie like to change her mind last minute.. ok.. anyway since i din go to school.. i going to stay at home do JK work.. if not tonight muz sleep late le.. oh help.. monday presentation.. i haven done anything.. please stop slacking.. time dun wait for me.. just a moment.. it is 2006.. trust me.. i wont be wrong..
Monday, August 22, 2005
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
been months.. finally i watched a movie with meihui.. last movie if i am not worng was the last quater izzt? watched with zhenru.. and that was like may? lol so hm.. ok la.. not really a good movie.. i din fall sleep in the cinema so it's ok.. before we went to the movie meihui gave me a BIG BIG BIG treat.. haha.. so much food to eat.. need 10 days of exercise liao.. haha.. becoming fatter each day.. got to do joon kiat's and mui siang's work liao.. tomorrow ending class at 2130 again.. fainted! yawn* got no more energy.. take care..
Monday, August 15, 2005
hm.. no homework today!! yesh! and nothing to do now.. haha.. first time.. dunno wad to do now.. went friendster and hm.. dunno who to add testimonial.. haha.. hm.. had to draw boey thing.. later leave till last minute can complete.. and ya.. my results sux.. C and lots of D.. sad.. haiz.. nvm.. i still got time to work harder! i need break for work.. should i ask for a month off? hm.. i could try.. yeah! tomorrow will be a long day for me.. aiya.. so sianz.. monday blue.. u know when there is nothing u would wan to do, u will wan to eat.. and is eatting non-stop.. i need exercise!! ok.. go find food first..
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Thursday, August 04, 2005
SUEY MEIHUI!!! lol.. she is so cute.. see wad she type in my friendster that thing.. haha.. make me laugh.. but i think all true sia.. since when you become so honest?
1. What's my name?:weng linjie aka siao char bo/38
2. Where did we meet?mjr1f classroom :)
3. Take a stab at my middle name: LJ will do.. hahahas.. u noe i noe..
4. How long have you known me?4 yr 7 mth ++
5. How well do you know me? In a scale of 1-10.before sec4 10. after sec4 7. LOLS
6. Do I smoke? no..
7. what sports i play ?lazy gurl. not sporty at all..
8. When you first saw me, what was your impression?act gentle.. lols. no lar. pretty gurl :))
9. My age? 16yr 7 mth 7 dae..
10. Birthday? 27.12.1988
11. What is my hair color?aall those "dirty colour" wahhaas.
12. Eye color? dark brown rite..
13. Have you ever had a crush on me? lols. TAO YAN ! i will shy lar
14. What's one of my favorite things to do?tok crap. lols..
15. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to u?hmm. nah.
16. What's my favorite type of music? last time coco lee rite. hahas. now dunno. jus nice songs will do..
17. What is the best feature about me? nice gurl with nice heart.. always making pple smile :)
18. Am I shy or outgoing? outgoing lar! u... shy???
19. Would you say I am funny? lols. HILARIOUS..
20. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?rebel lar.. i don see u followin any rules. lols
21. Any special talents? maybe pro at acting clown. hahas.:)
22. Would you consider me a friend? yea. best fren :)
23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, a homie, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, silent, raver, or rocker, or something else?cute and funny..
24. Have you ever seen me cry? yea.
25. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be? siao char bo..
26. What/Who do I love? family.. lols. ME.
27. Have i ever told you I liked you? hahas. of cos got :)
28. Have I ever been in love? hmm. u always play play de. lols
29. When was the last time we spent time together? mjr anniversary..
30. What is my favorite food? anything also eat..
31. My favorite movie?long time no watch movie le ar..
32. Do i have a pet? no..
33. Do you think i'm cool? cool ur head. hahas
34. If we're together, are you proud of me? shy lar. of cos not. siao char bo lei..
35. Am i the type you'd want to marry? lols. ur head.
36. If, in one hour, I'll be gone forever...what will be your last words for me?don go ba.. i still owe u a expensive treat. hahas.
37. what's my fav. soccer team?got meh?.. >
38. whose my dream girl?me. hahas.
hm.. wa.. if u ask me to write about myself.. dun think i will write so perfect.. so think u wan know me better can go read.. LOL..
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
i had lesson at 9 am.. i wake up at 11am.. the class ends at 12 noon.. how???? skipped it.. stay at home.. it is raining out there.. i am hungry!!! juz 2 days in school.. i am craving for holidays!!! i am so bored!! i dun like to do homework!!! ARGH!!! starting to hate myself liao.. why so lazy??? got to start trying to do homework liao..
Friday, July 29, 2005
my holidays are gone.. ok.. let me start with saturday.. shanna b'dae.. we went out and at night i went out again with my mama.. one day gone.. sunday... should be working from 11 to 5.. but.. no cashier that night.. had to work full shift.. another day gone.. monday to wednesday night i went NYP class chalet.. haha.. 3 days gone.. but the chalet hm.. how to say? the make-up lesson spoiled the chalet mood.. we had to go back nyp on tuesday.. and i spent most of my money on transport.. because i din take bus at all.. wave for taxi like free.. haha.. ok.. finally thought i could rest after i work on thursday in the morning.. sad.. went for attachment at cineleisure full shift again.. and both shift runner.. so sianz.. the time like so slow de.. one day gone!! my holidays~!!!! today will be working at night.. so.. when will i have the time? even i have time i still need to do my homework.. because i still have many things to do.. i haben bought my tools!! can extend one more week of holidays? nvm.. haha.. 3 more months..!!! very fast de..
Friday, July 15, 2005
longlonglongllllllllloooooooonnnnnnnnngggggggg time haben blog.. not lazy to update.. is dun have the extra time.. the only time for me to enjoy is to sleep.. so.. dun wait for my next update.. haha.. next week is going to be the most tedious week for me.. everyday.. really every day.. every lesson has project due and quiz and test.. oh my god.. argh!!!! T.T i got to go work liao.. miss me..
Saturday, July 02, 2005
it is so good to be back! a quiet linjie is still linjie right? lolz.. this few days are very quiet.. din talk much in class.. haha.. den my classmates ask wad happen to me.. eh.. why i look so tired? rubbish.. dun have enough sleep of cos tired la.. *shake head* faint!! design history presentation on 22nd july.. so fast!!! dun even know how to start!! garry's project also need to be done in 2 weeks time!! the graphic design thing 2 more weeks!! hee kiah's perspective!! argh.. 49 drawings i not even done one!! shit.. maths tutorial also dunno how to do.. !!!!! the stupid door handle!!! so sick.. eh.. lol.. dun forget la.. me is linjie.. nothing to be afraid of!! juz that i dun have enough time to have fun liao.. end of nonsense.. SERIOUS!!!! listen to fly.. hilary duff.. so nice!
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