Thursday, April 29, 2004

now chatting with a primary school friend.. although i dun remember him, but talk until like i know him very long le.. human are so strange hor? he got a webcam.. he looks like my another friend.. good-looking but thin.. like yuet yong.. he is from bartley sec.. webcam like very fun to play leh.. i wan buy liao.. but no $$.. MAMA BUY WEBCAM FOR ME~!...try again or walk away...
TODAY
STELLA BIRTHDAY~! happy birthday stella~!.. maojie today PMS.. scold pple like drink water.. recess din play bottle soccer cos too busy copy emaths homework le.. maths lesson like free period walk here walk there do nothing.. english then dnt.. mr choo helped me complete my artefact le.. now juz do some sanding and polishing can le.. went back class.. din manage to sing birthday song for stella.. arrived too late.. reach home around 3 something.. need to study for english liao.. tomorrow MYE.. all the best for me and you.. :) bye..
...try again or walk away...
Tuesday
PE lesson was very fun.. playing badminton with xiaoyun in the hall.. onli we 2 (alone).. haha.. she was making me laugh every now and then.. We took off our shoes and played.. she "hua dao" and said she was the soldier.. climb on the floor.. and laugh laugh laugh.. both of us were rolling on the floor.. maths test, chinese and english.. no more chinese enrichment le.. went to the canteen and find pple accompany me go buy Stella birthday present.. siah mong and gibson went with me.. then we go parkway parade.. went to the KFC with them.. mong go play with the chilli sauce and kena his pants.. i was putting the the cup and then "WOOOH" the drink was poured on mong's bag.. laugh laugh laugh.. and went out off the KFC just in case the uncle come and scold us..walking around trying to figure wad to buy for stella.. decided to buy pillow for her.. jy came to find us and in the end we bought 2 pillow case.. strange gift hor? walking back to the bus stop and wan jia called me.. she was eating sushi with wei qin.. met alvin oh at the bus stop.. board the same bus with him.. and as usual he talked about his church and all the christian things.. sorry alvin i am a devoted buddhist.. went home and went out with people again.. came home and ZZzzz..
Wednesday
maths we continue with the last paper we did.. chemistry we had our revision.. i was sleeping halfway and the stupid idiot zhao kuang go knock on my table say tan siew seng call me.. idiot! she didn't call me at all.. disturb my sleep that idiot.. reccess we play the bottle soccer in class.. prefect came and we stopped.. i went to 4f play ping pong.. din something i should not do.. but was very funny.. haha again and went back class.. 4 periods of dnt.. almost finish my artefact liao.. just few more lesson.. lend weihwang my hp and he saw wad jy message me.. cos busy doing my artefact call weihwang help me reply.. weihwang stole the poster for the montage.. pengz.. he say long long time got him name so he "kop" assembly talk about the examination.. english enrichment.. went back to class want go home with xiaoyun.. play the bottle again.. this time round got a lot pple.. in order of appearance: xiaoyun, tkk, teng siang, zhao kuang, eileen, huijun(came a while onli), shanna, junting, zilin, yingying, ivan, quack and raymond.. we broke the light.. and haha.. destroy evidence.. continue playing again like nothing happen.. we were so cute.. create a lot new jokes.. ivan scare wrong person.. we went to the market to eat ice jelly and went home..
...try again or walk away...

Monday, April 26, 2004

early in the morning must check attire.. crazy school.. call me tuck all the way in and make me look like a kuku.. socks a bit above ankle also cannot.. tomorrow wear the police socks go school.. see they say wad.. last time too long now too short.. stupid school.. was having english lesson then mrs lam came in to talk about the rubbish we left inside the PAC last friday.. she was say about the rubbish and pple who is sleep behind the back of the PAC.. o oH.. lolzz.. me leh.. she left.. mdm wee saw me giggling.. and she ask me if i was the one sleeping.. i said yes and she say " you are a girl you know?!" class started to laugh.. shame leh.. daily routine.. laugh laugh laugh.. reccess we play the bottle soccer in class.. history muz do the article review.. onli kah xin group present.. we were all made to write an essay.. blah blah blah.. school end.. went to PAC.. king kong talk talk talk.. go d&t.. my artefact crack.. no more A for my dnt liao.. came back home.. RAIN~!.. damn it.. started raining the moment i get down from my bus.. din go for tuition.. saturday 11 am.. found my hp.. 12 message received.. wow.. who miss me so much?? ...try again or walk away...

Sunday, April 25, 2004

Gone

The tears that I���ve cried, when you're hurt.
The tears that I���ve cried, when you're sad.
The tears thay are ever flowing,just for you.
You'll never know,how much i've cried.
You'll never know,how much you means to me.
though there're times i've disappoint you.
You're still my best friend,no matter what.
But what am I actually to you?
am I just someone whom you can lean on,discarding me after use.
yes,i'm hurt.
Yes,i'm upset.
when tough times come.I'm always here for you.
But when it's gone,you're gone too.

...try again or walk away...
didn't have time to blog on friday and saturday.. muz recall wad happened..
Friday
had our practical and went for the lock up.. started reading a storybook but become sleepy after that.. went to the back of the PAC to sleep.. but that idiot xiaoyun keep making me laugh.. sing a lot of stupid songs and was laughing until i not sleepy le.. stupid zhenru took my beautiful photo din pay money.. then walk here walk there laugh here laugh there and we are released.. irritating pineapple make me angry.. on the way to kallang mac and back to school i say until he like really is pineapple.. think he is very angry but dun care cos he make me first de.. went to band when i reach school.. stupid gibson use my phone message jy.. lucky din say disgusted things.. then finished band they call me play soccer with them.. i really went with them.. dunno why also.. maybe dun feel like going home so early ba.. had the chance to kick the ball more cos the CO guy got pass to me.. heez.. so happy.. they tired le but i still want to play.. so play with jy the when i goal yy say jy put water then if i din goal he would say he bully..went home about 10 plus.. ZZzzz...

Saturday
wake up very early.. wasn't late for band.. band ended very early.. went to the basketball court with them and play soccer again.. play for a while and someone suggested to play on the field.. i wanted to play too.. played halfway.. npcc joined in.. played against band.. in the end dunno who joined who.. but the score was 5:2 actually is 5:1.. cos i be goalkeeper then the ball i saved dunno why rolled into the goalpost.. sad :( went to the market with them.. they say wan go jy house.. cos later wan pass present to soon ming so near ma then i go.. reach his house about 5 something.. play play until 10 reached home.. hp confiscated cos i dropped on the floor.. sianz.. but i think my mother will return me very soon.. cos she very kind de.. haha..
drifting along in the air, many things are beyond our control..

...try again or walk away...

Thursday, April 22, 2004

start the day bad.. didn't had our reading period in the hall.. was walking back to our class and meihui suddely ask me whether i am unhappy not.. didn't understand wad she was saying.. then she told me it was the poster.. got zhixiu and huijun names not mine.. wad is there to be unhappy about? then she was saying like i am hiding my feelings call me to cry.. crazy.. yucks.. dunno la.. maybe wadever she said will make me irritated.. went to class for lesson.. went to band after school.. kok hong and the rest was finding maojie.. curious so i ask them wad happen.. i tot maojie say he love stella or wad again.. then kok hong told me he go and hug stella.. he was so disgusting.. maojie told me it was accidently de.. dunno who to believe la.. anyway it was his fault.. who ask him like to make pple who got boyfriend de.. during band me and siah mong was practising our clarinet.. shanhu came and say i got xin shi.. so funny.. onli i din smile ma.. kok hong left his snare drum and koon ann left his tenor sax outside.. cheng hsiang saw it.. then started scolding le.. weihwang call me empty rubbish bin~! i complained to jy.. tot he would scold him.. chey! sian let wei hwang win one round liao.. went home to study lo.. tomorrow practical.. over 30 marks i won't fail right? all the best for me tomorrow !!!
...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!
"You're Always By My Side"

A man was walking across the road when he met with an accident. The impact was on his head which caused him to be in a coma for 2 days. When he opened his eyes, his wife was by his side.

He told her (in tears), "When I was struggling with my studies in the University, I failed again and again. Sometimes I even have to re-take my papers. You were there by my side, encouraging me to go on trying."

She squeezed his hands as he continued, "When I went for major interviews and failed to clinch any of the jobs, you were there, cutting out the job ads for me to apply..."

He added, "then I started working in this little firm and finally got a big contract. I blew it because of a small mistake. But you are still there for me." His wife was in tears. The man said, "I finally got a job after being laid off for quite some time. But I never seem to be promoted and my hard work was not recognised. I remained in the same position from the day I joined the company till now. You are still beside me..."

His wife's tears trickled down as she listened to him, "And now I met with an accident and when I woke up, you are here with me."

"There's something I'll really like to say to you..."

She flung herself on the bed and hugged her husband, sobbing with deep emotion.

Finally her husband said, .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. "I think you bring me bad luck."

...try again or walk away...
nothing happened today.. juz make a fool out of myself.. had the usual laugh.. went back home and start playing computer.. heez.. bye~!
...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

juz came back from school.. very tired.. why no rain?? very hot leh.. sian.. nothing much happened yesterday.. today PE lesson was fun cos we all play basketball together didn't left anyone out.. everybody got the chance to touch the ball.. haha.. Lydia din score that is the best part for the entire game.. HAHAHA~!! then lesson were boring.. chinese oral got 22/30 not bad le still manage to get 20 and above.. went back home as soon as chinese remedial end.. going off le.. bye~!

Ooooh, yeah,
I never thought I could be feeling this way,
Standing here in front of you, this perfect day,
It���s hard to imagine where tomorrow will lead,
I���ll keep this moment in my heart for eternity

Even through the rain I kept my faith,
The will to follow through,
And I never lose my way again,
And it���s all because of you.

I���m flying high like the wind,
Reaching the impossible, I���ll never doubt again,
I���m flying high ���cause your love���s made me see,
That anything is possible,
Possible ���cause you believe in me. mmm

In a world full of strangers, you were my saving grace,
You showed me I was not alone,
Alone in this place, no,
I never believed it that a dream could come true, but,
If anyone has changed my mind then baby it���s you,

Even through the rain I kept my faith,
The will to follow through,
And I���ll never lose my way again,
And it���s all because of you.

I���m flying high like the wind, reaching the impossible,
I���ll never doubt again, I���m flying high,
���Cause your love���s made me see,
That anything is possible,
Possible ���cause you believe in me.

It���s possible to spread my wings,
And reach into the sky,
Believe that I can fly away,
When you���re by my side! Ohh ohhhh

I���m flying high like the wind,
Reaching the impossible, I���ll never doubt again,
I���m flying high ���cause your love���s made me see,
That anything is possible,
Possible when you believe in
Anything is possible
Possible when you believe in me
When you believe in me.


...try again or walk away...

Sunday, April 18, 2004

din have time to post anything on friday and yesterday.. friday i went back to school and start the lesson with 2 periods of english and during the time i had to go put the newspapers to the recycle bin.. went back to class and need to go health check again so end up onli had 10 mins for lesson.. maths then recess.. huijun they all came to find me and they wanted me to go down with them to the canteen.. i say i was tired and din went down.. stay in class to save money.. chinese lesson as usual.. went back class for CME.. my group was jiachen, maojie, chinleng, dominic and me.. mdm wee call us to discuss the ways that elderly can contribute to the society.. they joke all the way until the lesson end.. ss lesson miss poh came in and say got SBQ test.. call us to study for 10 mins i think and she talk to alvin then sebestian then vivien and kah xin.. it's about mrs kong.. when she went down to get something, she called monitor to take care of the boys and monitress to take care of the girl. as soon as she went out of the class, 4H become a market.. suddenly xiaoyun call wei sheng to shut up.. we were all very shocked.. and she said something that make us laugh again.. "miss poh call me to take care of the girls " hahahahaha.. went to band after school and a lot of people were talking about cheng hsiang and mr foo thursday incident.. can see that both of them are working very hard to improved the band.. but wad to do?? manjusrians are like that de.. no matter wad you do they will still be the same.. the most onli all under depression mode.. during the pratice we saw mr foo boxer.. they all were back to normal le.. saturday morning wake up very early because of my mother.. keep call me wake up when i wan to sleep for another 5 mins.. had the chinese oral.. then went to band.. shan hu say she is very scare to go in because third clarinet were made to get out of the band room.. we went in together and the room were very quiet.. heng.. nothing happened to us.. after the practice we went to the SYF outdoor competition.. before we actually go to the stadium we went KFC and had our lunch.. something bad happened.. gibson cried.. not my problem so i keep quiet.. jy disappeared so i called him.. din answer my calls therefore i sms him.. he said he was thinking something.. went to find him.. i walked left and i walked too fast.. saw him going back kfc and i suddenly thought of something.. the turn left turn right show.. haha.. at night they went below darren house to play soccer.. i joined in too after their game.. although din manage to goal at all.. still had fun.. went back home and shower.. mother din ask anything and so i din say anything.. watch tv and went to bed.. today i woke up at 12 something but a call.. soon ming called me and i realised i forgot to meet them to go bowling today.. too tired to go out.. sms zilin say i not going le.. dunno she will angry not leh.. dun care la.. brother's friend coming later cannot use computer le.. I'll be back.. ...try again or walk away...

Thursday, April 15, 2004

today din go to school.. went bank with my mother to transfer money.. met this guy called Jason.. quite handsome and cute.. he tell us about the fixed deposit de.. he was very attractive because of the way he speaks.. really very cute.. haha.. when we leave he said " see you again, linjie".. he is so sweet.. think he saw my name on the account book.. haha.. took mrt to TTS hosptial and go to NSC.. took a cab home and realised that we forgot to buy the shirt for my brother.. later going out again liao.. sian.. i also haven buy sm de present yet.. tomorrow going back to school le.. dunno if i won $5 not.. according to my six sense i should have won..


4 person(s) in ur life... how many have you found?

Message: Life is the process of finding love;
everyone will need to find four people in their life.

First person is you yourself,

Second person is the one you love most,

Third person is the one who love you most,

And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of
your life with.



In life, firstly you will meet with the one you
love most, and learn how love feels.

Because you know how love feels, so you can find
the person who loves you most.

When you have experienced the feeling of loving
others and being loved, you will then know what
it is you need most.

Then you will find the person who is most
suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest
of your life with.



Sadly, in real life, these three people are
usually not the same person.

The one you love most doesn���t love you.

The one, who love you most, is never the one you
love most.

And the one you spend your life with, is never
the one you love most or the one who love you
most.

He/she is just the person who happens to be at the
right place at the right time.



Which person are you in other people���s life?

No person will purposely have a change of heart.

At the point in time when he loves you, he/she
really loves you.

But when he/she doesn���t love you anymore, he/she really
doesn���t love you anymore.

When he/she loves you, he/she can���t pretend that he/she
doesn���t.

Same goes, when he/she loves you no more, there���s no
way he/she can pretend he/she loves you.



When a person doesn���t love you and wants to
leave you.

You must ask yourself if you still love him/her,

If you also don���t love him/her anymore, do not keep
him/her just to save your pride.

If you still love him/her, you should wish him/her
happiness, and hope that he/she will be with the one
he/she loves most, not stop him/her from it.

If you stop him/her from finding true happiness with
the one he/she loves, it shows you already don���t
love him/her,

And if you don���t love him/her, what rights do you
have to blame him/her for a change of heart?



Love is not possessive,

If you like the moon, you can���t just take it
down
and put it in your basin,

But the moonlight still shines upon you.

In other words, when you love a person, you can
use another method of possessing the person.

Let him/her become a permanent memory in you life.

If you really love a person, you must love him/her
for what he/she is.

Love him/her for his/her good points, and the bad,

You can���t wish for him/her to become like what you
like him/her to be just because you love him/her.



If he/she can���t change to become what you like him/her
to be, you don���t love him/her anymore.



When you really love a person, you cannot find a
reason why you love him/her,

You only know that no matter when and where,
good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this
person be with you.

Real love is when two people can go through the
toughest problems without asking for promises or
listing criteria.

In a relationship, you have to put in effort and
give in at times, not always be on the receiving
end.

Being away from each other is a type of test,

If the relationship isn���t strong, then you can
only admit defeat.

Real love will never become hate.



When two people are in love,

They love to ask each other to swear, to make
promises.

Why do they ask each other to swear and promise?

Because they don���t trust each other, they don���t
trust their lover.

These swear and promises are useless;

Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love
for you will never change!

We all know that the sky will never fall; the
ocean will never dry,

Even if it does happen, are we still alive by
then?



Be careful when making promises; don���t make
promises that you cannot keep.

Swear by things that can never happen, because
it can never happen, so no harm just saying it
casually.

Remember? Swearing by things that can never
happen are the most touching!!?

In a relationship, what you say is one thing,
but what you do is another;

The one saying, doesn���t believe; the one
listening, also doesn���t believe.



Which person have you found so far?

In the world so big, which person have you
found?

And who has found you?
...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

I believe i can fly - R Kelly

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

[1] - I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh

If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

[Repeat 1]

Hey, cuz I believe in me, oh

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothign to it

[Repeat 1]

Hey, if I just spread my wings
I can fly
I can fly
I can fly, hey
If I just spread my wings
I can fly
Fly-eye-eye
my brother was so good today.. let me use the computer even before i ask.. haha.. got a good brother but a selfish sister.. hope she will change better.. today start lesson with amaths then got chemistry.. din studied for the chemistry test and so all anyhow guess fast fast do finish then i sleep.. got a shock by maojie when he call me wake up.. i tot got who come our class.. din go for break today again.. played card with tkk again.. he finally won one round.. then we go for dnt lesson.. on our way to the room, tkk called me zhen ji so he got punched, slapped and kicked by me.. so sad.. but too bad who ask him say me.. he deserved it.. mr choo was saying that he is very rich and dunno how to spend his money.. sux leh.. then was toking to wei hwang about lesbian and gays.. he was so disgusting keep scratching his hand.. when i ask him to stop he say he was disgusted and keep ee here ee there.. dun believe that he was the first time to hear girl and like girl.. haha.. haben upgrade his antenna.. assembly wad about stress.. a bit lame la.. din sleep this time cos the dance was very funni.. went to english tuition then to chemistry.. went home with xiaoyun.. i never had one time go home with her without laughing.. she got a lot of funny ideas is her brain.. reached home and realise that friday was soon ming birthday.. din buy present yet.. and still owe shanhu and xin shuo birthday present.. no $$ leh how??
...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Had a lot of fun a school today.. morning starts with physics lesson and everybody was very sleepy.. haha.. i was telling alvin to switch on the lights and they r complaining.. then xiao yun turn around and "look" at me.. fierce leh.. so i shut up.. PE lesson took our fitness test.. 5 pts for sit up.. 4 pts for standing board jump.. 5 pts sit and reach.. 4 pts for the inclined pull up.. 4 pts for stuttle run ARH!!!!!!! 0.1 s less i will get 5 pts leh.. wad the *fish* idiot leh.. nvm still got re-test hor.. recess--> stayed in class play cards with TKK.. i won two rounds and i think he wasn't very happy cos zhao kuang keep helping me.. haha.. but dun care him i win mean i win.. haha.. after school saw bin playing with zr hair like very fun like that so ask her help me make too.. i reach home den take down.. haha.. zr URF ( ugly red flower ) is so nice to squeeze.. she told me she like red.. strange colour to like right? we went to mama shop buy some snacks after the squeezing time.. she suddenly say WU GE BANANA.. it was so funni.. juz imagine when u disturb other people and she scold you 5 bananas.. haha.. now not funni liao.. see tomorrow still can laugh not.. then chinese tuition wanjia draw on my paper " once again the day is saved by linjie" so sweet.. haha.. the histort tution.. that stupid xiao yun tell me a lot of jokes about louise and dominic.. can't stop laughing.. can't imagine if i take bus together with her today sure laugh until bus driver kick us down.. btw she tell me got one prevert followed her yesterday and the action she make was so undescribable.. 4H really bright up my life.. ...try again or walk away...

Monday, April 12, 2004

haha.. thought i can't blog today but guess what? here am i to blog.. i am in the computer lab now.. so happy~! :) now beside me is zhenru.. helping me with my blog again.. thank you! didn't go down to recess today.. didn't want to see some faces.. i am still having fun in 4H.. eh.. maojie today din come to school nobody accompany me gossip during history lesson.. he din come today because watch too much R(A) movies.. AHAHAHA~!
...try again or walk away...

Sunday, April 11, 2004

*
it is raining.. love the smell of the rain.. haha.. dun think will be back tomorrow.. hate mondays.. tomorrow school starts at 0720 and ends at 1630 need to travel to tutor house for about an hour.. tuition will starts at 1730 and ends at 1930.. will be home at 2000.. have my shower then dinner.. will be watch channel U until i wan to sleep.. STRICTLY NO HOMEWORK ON MONDAY.. leave everything to Tuesday.. hahaha.. so clever.. hope the rain will end only tomorrow.. i want to get a good night sleep..
...try again or walk away...
woke up at 8 something.. went to toa payoh swim swim with my mother and serene.. because of the run yesterday, din swim much.. juz came back after lunch.. afraid that brother wan to use computer later so i blog first.. haha.. addicted liao..


This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear


But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through


Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know


Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more


But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through


Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on


What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?


Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on

...try again or walk away...

Saturday, April 10, 2004

2.4 km run today.. haha.. run quite fast very happy.. hope can get medal cos last year liao.. went to Singapore post de Mac to eat breakfast with quack, zilin, shanna, meihui, ying, huijun and baoyi.. like lesser and lesser laughter le.. haiz.. things might change as time goes by.. ying and quack din go orchard with us after our breakfast.. spent about 2 hours ++ walking around Heeren.. see all those sian sian face make me sian too.. zilin and huijun make an effort to cheer me up.. quite touched at first but not long their face become black black too.. really miss the old 2F girls who are always laughing and joking around.. on my way back i send jy a message to call him jia you for his concert tonight.. he is so cute and replied me saying that he got energy boost liao.. haha.. make me laugh..

Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (c'mon, check it out)

[Verse One: Puff Daddy]

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you'll open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

[Chorus: Faith Evans]

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I'll be missing you

[Puff] I miss you Big

[Verse Two: Puff Daddy]

It's kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can't define (can't define)
Wish I coul turn back the hands of time
Us in the six, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone (can't believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death

[Chorus]

[Faith Evans] Somebody tell me why

[Interlude: Faith Evans]

One black morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face

[Outro: 112]

Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
[Puff] Every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
[Puff] Is a day that I get closer
[Puff] To seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
[Puff] We miss you Big... and we won't stop
Every move I make, every single day
[Puff] Cause we can't stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
[Puff] We miss you Big

...try again or walk away...

Friday, April 09, 2004

yoz! still trying to figure out how to put pictures in my blog.. think muz wait a very long time for me to post a pic ba.. cos i am very slow.. spent the whole day sleeping and finally wake up because no more dreams le.. here i come to continue to type.. 2F girls went to orchard today, i din go.. like evry long never go out with them le.. dunno they will miss my company not.. dunno for wad reason i feel like i am avoiding all of them.. guess just give me few more days or weeks i will be back to normal.. joining back the 2f family le..

I had to let a good friend go,
even though I never thought so.

A lasting friendship I thought we made,
Now all our memories just start to fade.

I took for granted a friendship that was given to me,
Now I look back and regret what I now can see.

I never trusted the friendship we had,
Now I must go on alone and sad.

How much I cared she'll never know,
It's my fault for having to let go.

There's nothing else to say or do,
She's given up...and I must too.

...try again or walk away...

Thursday, April 08, 2004

to someone you know who you are..
I wanted to find a way to thank
you for all that you have given me,
for taking the time to show me
all that I didn't see.
For looking beyond the walls
I had built,
To find the person that I hide.
For showing me the
wondrous things
I had hidden deep inside.
For giving me your love so true,
opening your heart to mine.
For showing me there was
so much more,
that what I had left behind.
Thank you.
...try again or walk away...
hey! i finally got the chance to blog le.. tHANK YOU "mr" zHEN RU !!!!!.. so happy.. can't stop smiling le.. hm.. this morning came to school saw stella behaving "strangely" maybe something happened?? then she started laughing at me.. i scolded her crazy but stop when louise hint me not to.. haiz.. can't help to make her smile so i just pretended i dunno anything.. mr choo didn't come to school today.. went back to class for one period and need to go down to the library cos Ivy Koh taking down names.. so childish.. then got the emaths revision paper from mrs kong and went to serve my LRC.. went to band after being release from jail.. cheng hsiang need to go off early so i had to get the sec 1 attendance list from mdm ernie.. wait very long.. the PMS guy came out.. dunno wad he is doing.. waited for another 15 mins he came and give me the paper.. 530 got out of the school and headed to hougang mall.. walk around for about 30 mins my mother came.. we went to cut our hair.. now i am back! hahaha~!
...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, April 07, 2004