Monday, April 28, 2008

I love you like never before~~ =DD




































...try again or walk away...
我控制不了时间
预测不到天气
更改变不了过去
可是开不开心
我能自己选择


Ok. I know I am suppose to post the photos. But I am too lazy to do so. I will upload the first thing when I wake up tomorrow alright? I love to see my mouldy algae~~ =DD Of cos I love my 10 sisters. =DD Love is all around~~ <3
...try again or walk away...

Sunday, April 27, 2008

GUESS WHAT??!!!
After emo-ing over my lost precious for over a period of time. MY MAMA FOUND IT UNDER MY MATTRESS. I am so so so happy. HAHAHAHA~~ I AM FEELING LUCKY!!! HAPPY LARR!!! And I drove to work again. I AM SO HAPPY!~. ...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

10 000 : 10 but when that is actually 100 out of 10 000 vs 10 out of 10. It becomes 1 : 100. I think I am blogging less ar. Which is a good thing. I have lesser things to inform you and that means I dont need you to worry about me. HAHA. =DD Arent you happy? Take care~ Will be back.

相爱的人总是不懂
为什么真心伤的特别重
我想你是故意装傻
不是不懂的表达
还在等什么说清楚吧
不想再为爱挣扎
至少了解后懂的放下
其实爱也有很多选择
我也可以给你自

...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Anything for you. =))
我只是忠于自己

...try again or walk away...

Monday, April 14, 2008

From Aaron Korkor blog.

Take a look at an apple tree. There might be five hundred apples on the tree, but each apple has just ten seeds. That’s a lot of seeds! We might ask, “Why would you need so many seeds to grow just a few more apple trees?” Nature has something to teach us here.
It’s telling us: “Not all seeds grow. In life, most seeds never grow. So if you really want to make something happen, you had better try more than once.”


This might mean:- You’ll attend twenty interviews to get one job.- You’ll interview forty people to find one good employee.- You’ll talk to fifty people to sell one house, one car, one vacuum cleaner, one insurance policy, or a business idea.- And you might meet a hundred acquaintances just to find one special friend.


When we understand the “Law of the Seed”, we don’t get so disappointed. We stop feeling like victims. We learn how to deal with things that happen to us. Laws of nature are not things to take personally. We just need to understand them - and work with them.IN A NUTSHELLSuccessful people fail more often. But they plant more seeds.


When Things Are Beyond your control, here’s something that you must NOT DO so as to avoid misery in your life:- You must not decide how you think the world SHOULD be.- You must not make rules for how everyone SHOULD behave.- Then, when the world doesn’t obey your rules, you get angry- That’s what miserable people do!


On the other hand, let’s say you expect that:- Friends SHOULD return favors.- People SHOULD appreciate you.- Planes SHOULD arrive on time.- Everyone SHOULD be honest.- Your husband/wife or best friend SHOULD remember your birthday.


These expectations may sound reasonable. But often, these things won’t happen!- So you end up frustrated and disappointed.- There’s a better strategy. Demand less, and instead, have preferences!- For things that are beyond your control, tell yourself:- “I would prefer “A”, but if “B” happens, it’s OK too!”


This is really a change in mindset. It is a shift in attitude, and it gives you more peace of mind …You prefer that people are polite … but when they are rude, it doesn’t ruin your day.You prefer sunshine…but if it rains, it is ok too!To become happier, we either need to change the world or change our thinking.It is easier to change our Thinking!


IN SUMMARY:It is not the problem that is the issue, but rather it is your attitude attending to the problem that is the problem.It’s not what happens to you that determine your happiness. It’s how you think about what happens to you!


This is an article I need to read at this point of time.
I dont want to give up just yet. Wish me luck!!!

...try again or walk away...

Sunday, April 13, 2008

I still miss you even if you are right beside me.
越是幸福 越害怕 怕他会结束
我才发现 是你的笑容带给我力量 ...try again or walk away...

Friday, April 11, 2008

Hunger for success. ...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

It was always there just never spoken. ...try again or walk away...

Sunday, April 06, 2008

I drove alone to work yesterday!! Haha. Cool right? After work I sent my boyfriend home to Jurong. I am so nice~ 120km/hr is considered slow on the expressway around 5 am. Initial D. HOHOHO. I wanted to drive today too but mama say dont drive out to play. Drive a few more times to work before I try asking again. Be patience alright? I need to rest now. I am so tired. Yawnings~~ =)) Take care. ...try again or walk away...

Friday, April 04, 2008

I drove the first time with my P plates!!! Starting point: My home. Bedok 85 for free dinner. My cousin dont allow me to pay. Earned. HAHA. I drove on the EXPRESSWAY to the west side for the first. Bukit timah. My workplace. I drove 90km/hr but not on the extreme right. Slowly. Reached for free drinks. I drove the company van to send the staffs out to the bus stop. The traffic at bukit timah is so scary. But ok. I am a newly safe driver on the road. I went to SPC to top-up petrol for my cousin's car. I am learning happy driving. I still need more practise on parking without the poles. =DD End of the day, I misplaced my hp. Must be in the company van. Got to work hard for the weekends again. I see you around. =DD ...try again or walk away...

Thursday, April 03, 2008

I am staying at home today~ =DD
And I am going out driving tonight with my P plate for the first time.
Hohohoho. I am so excited and at the same time very nervous. HAHA.
LINJIE~~~~ No. Hm... That. Yup.

始终为爱执着
也许我这一生都无法改变你的决定
我却又为你祝福一生的友情
那是我一直都不愿意面对的现实
我会恋上曾经的伤痛
在这个虚伪侵蚀的世界里
再也找不回最初的你
待续......

最忧伤的事情不是心甘情愿为一个人一生伤悲,
而是当你心甘情愿一生伤悲的同时
眼睁睁看着其他人却在为着你的幸福竭尽全力

...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

I passed my TP with 16 demerit points. Lucky right? Happy!! Congrats!!!
DECLARED!!!! I am not changing my mind anymore.

To whoever it may concern,
Think before you try to say you are not a liar. Prefect liar loves to say they dont. Think back what you told me when I asked a simple question which just need a yes or no answer. Think of the answer you gave me. I know that doesnt even bother me a little. It is just a small test to make me know that you are a hypocrite. I dont know if you remembered and I dont know if you know I am talking to you. But I can hint you. Trying to make this sound familiar. Have you ever? 2007 chinese new year. Where did you go? I enjoyed listening to how to say your stories. And the number of times you said nope. I cant make a mistake. 3 of your friends are present. You can continue to pretend and add ur words. I nvr say anything to you because I promised him not to let you know I know. I know more than what you think I should. I am not tearing your mask. Just please stop saying whatever you said is nothing but the truth. Cos it is making me disgusted. Please dont act like you care about me. If all you mind was am I really a player to you. To let you have a peace of mind. I am indeed playing with love. Must be wondering why I type this message. Because I have nothing better to do and I want you to not think so highly about yourself. If I am a worst kind of a person. You are not much better. Thank you.

I am happy now. You should and will be happy for me too.
...try again or walk away...