sometimes u could wonder wad am i doing.. wad am i thinking.. wad am i feeling.. juz to let u wonder.. will blog again if the tag board has many pple who wants me back.. so.. till then.. goodbye.. take care..

...try again or walk away...

chalet wasnt as fun as i thought it would be.. so i came home.. ya.. i reach there to have dinner with them last night.. watch stairway to heaven and juz keep making stupid noise and jokes.. telling the ending to song wei when he doesnt wan to know.. screaming and shouting for the night.. start to anti social and read my book.. when songwei and yaohuang started to crap dunno wad and ya.. take photos using the auto fuction of their digital cameras.. might spent an hour on that.. and their nonsense start.. dirty talks about animal having s**.. even huaman having *** with it.. not very intesting and so ya.. fall asleep.. morning wake up and have breakfast.. played pool.. back to the chalet fighting over the xbox game.. that car takedown thing.. dunno wad is that la.. but juz wan to fight to play.. watch tv and they started playing again.. dun like their selfish acts.. went back to read my book.. i complete le.. so.. here i came to blog.. i will go back for bbq tomorrow.. hope it turns out fun.. missing you is juz my habit.. something i should try to forget.. difference between missing and thinking.. missing you is out of my control.. ...try again or walk away...

yesterday we went sentosa as planned.. but we din take cable car.. ya.. meihui did u spent ur 17 bdae happily? hope so..

and i will be going to chalet tomorrow.. will u miss me? because i started to miss you already.. do you know? i shall recall.. when is the last last day i saw you? oh no no no.. wow.. so long? cannot be.. anyway.. haha.. i am not crazy yet.. friendster had some pic we took in sentosa.. take a look ba.. i shall go and read my book.. byebye..

...try again or walk away...

have u seen the moon? the red moon? was it mars? wow.. that was nice.. haha.. cant capture the beauty in the camera.. i love my home.. can see the beautiful sky.. haha.. anyway back to my holidays.. hm.. been working all days.. desperate for money is it? lolz.. i feel so crazy.. also not a lot.. haha.. juz went walk walk and spent over 100 bucks.. haha.. got to rest liao.. tomorrow muz go work again.....try again or walk away...

PLEASE READ.. so that when i sms or msn u will know wad i am talking about..

we all wake up at 11.. get ourself ready by 12.. we shall meet at 1pm.. somewhere.. still thinking.. should be harbour front mrt.. i will confirm with u guys asap..

we will go sentosa by cable car!! act like tourists shall explore every corner of the island.. take photos and keep smiling to the camera.. any objections? if got too many objections, den we will change plan..

plan B is that if it rains, we will have lunch together.. ( all sit down together and chat and laugh ) 4F plus 2F pple dunno who else.. depends on the birthday girl.. watch movie? find some stupid activities to spend our time.. haha.. juz crap around indoor.. juz keep walking and walking and walking around.. den we wait for "something"..

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HOLIDAYS ARE HERE~!!!! FINALLY~! after 16 weeks of torture.. hm.. got the marks today.. 60.. kind of disappointed.. because of my door handle i din do very well.. got to encourage myself ba.. 60 and 69 both C right? lolz.. i shall assume i got 69 then.. haha.. went home and get some sleep.. and went kovan for dinner.. sushi~ lolz.. FULL.. haha.. shop around and spent some money.. haha.. miss shopping.. haha.. got to work during the holidays and buy wadever i like.. haha.. den i will be broke.. nonsense again.. we r going to have a chalet 26, 27, 28 and 29.. wow.. really a chalet every holidays.. so nice ya.. haha.. FREE AT LAST!! enjoy enjoy and enjoy.. must get some exercise and read some books.. brain cant go rusty during the holidays.. jia you jia you~! heez.. =D

...try again or walk away...

counting down.. 8 more days.. i should quit my job soon.. i wan to stay at home and force myself to plan wad kind of future i am taking.. should i waste one year and change my course to something easier? really heading no where.. because wad i dream is wad everyone else would.. i wan to become rich.. that's all.. why so many pple copy me? haha.. i dun like cars like song wei or jun long.. i dun write novels.. my english sux.. i read comics but i dun draw.. i have no interest in the history of all other designers.. jia lat ar.. i dun like animals.. think of a living thing i like.. think think think.. ok.. i like my friends.. but hm.. friends cant make a living.. hm.. start to think.. any jobs that sell friends? or design ur own friends? going crazy ok need to stop.. back to now.. i dunno wad i did or wad i say.. i think i made this person misunderstood.. it is so obvious.. --> negative.. is i too clever or the person too dumb to understand.. haha.. anyway.. i am too attractive.. opps.. anyway.. i am hinting.. tomorrow there is no lesson for me.. going to work in the morning and i need to get prepare for the tape dispenser day.. my major project!!.. if i get C or above.. who wan go celebrate with me? fang de xia.....try again or walk away...