2007. I joined SIM. I know new classmates and new friends. I learnt how to differentiate classmates and friends. They are truly nice to you and people who are nothing but classmates.

I thought I could let go everything and start a new relationship with a nice guy. I had a moment of irony for wanting and losing. Why worry? Now everyone knows what I am thinking. It’s all cool now. =))

I had been sticking out with the brothers quite a bit. We spent time together at work, mahjong, for celebration and for food. I appreciate the existence of caring brothers. =))

I left S&K and joined Mimolette. I have gone in new working environment with new kinds of colleagues. I just keep working and working. I forgot to enjoy what a young girl like me should enjoy.

I could count the times when I sleep before 12. I am trying to damage my liver by spending nights outside and chatting online till I could almost get to see the sun. I think sleeping is a waste of time when I rather go play mahjong at some places. I still end up sleeping away hours at some place.

I went to cruise for the first time with the happy three friends. It is always good to know how they are doing with first-hand information. I had the most laughs with them around. I am always feeling very fortunate with them as my best friends.

I went Korea for holiday because of the sudden “feel-like-taking-a-break”. My family went holiday together. Long time since all of us went away together. Korea was fun.

I went to learn riding and driving for the first time. Four 1st lessons for riding and stopped. Many lessons for driving and now waiting for the test date to arrive soon.

I had been going to East Coast Park quite a bit. I remembered falling down from a slope while roller- blade leaves a scar on my arm.

I cut my hair from long to short and shorter than the previous time when I stepped back into a salon.

I fall sick for a few times and the most serious on my birthday eve which I hope I will get well before 2008 arrive.

Ok. I am feeling lazy to write more. Make it one paragraph for one month. 2008 is coming. =))

...try again or walk away...

THANK YOU EVERYONE~!!!
I feel loved. =))
Thanks a lot. =))
...try again or walk away...

=))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINJIE~~ ...try again or walk away...

Ok. I am not feeling well, now what? Unlucky. ...try again or walk away...

I drove the company van today. LOL!! I never switched on the headlights and I rolled backwards. My driving sucks. BUT I had fun.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! I am too late ar. But still wishes everyone all the joy and love. =DD
Always make me feel so fortunate to know you girls when we had talks. =))
Thanks for being in my life.

Special words:
YINGYING Jia You~!!
ZILIN Sings the song for you~~
HUIJUN Enjoy ar!!
MEIHUI Take care~~

Lol. I know all your secrets. WEE!!!
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I am really enjoying the attention recently. This kind of people (me) actually exists huh? Lol. Enjoying funny stares and stupid comments. I think I am increasing my weakness. I am feeling so bad when I am unable to reciprocal "his" feelings. They are all so nice but I have only one lonely broken heart.
Everyone look at me now. Is it so obvious that I am just pretending? I am even more upset than you. Look into my eyes and see. Because I nvr actually voice it out, am I considered the bitch who lead you on with no future intention of being more than friends?
I like you, you, you and you. HAHAHA!! Good and nice to me. I can feel that. I kind like this current situation too. Being loved by many many friends. It will be gone soon. Cos thats my christmas wish. I wish to be loved.
If you know me well enough, can we continue pretending? =)) If we are meant to be, we will be together one day. Still have a lifetime to wait. Keep pretending ba. You are nice. =))
When I lost all my hopes, I can see who is really there. None. But I met you.
...try again or walk away...

If I could do something for you, it would be getting out of your life totally. I cant even do a simple thing for you. Dont expect anything else. Hahaha. Such a loser right? Santa is coming to town. The sun will shine one day. =)) Think of all the postive remarks. And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be. I'll probably never have it all figured out. Laughs. I just want to be loved. I have to go work again~ $$$$$$$$. Weee~~ ...try again or walk away...

Leong reminds me again. I want to believe what I was told so I choose to ignore. That may be the fact but I dont really care. This is how it is supposed to be. Slowly ba. I think I need more time. Let us all pretend for the time being. Dont ask me anything. I am not sure of what to say. I dont want to miss out any good thing because I am afraid. I cant let my angel get away. Be here for me. =)) Got to sleep soon. Late night sleeps make me look older. Nitez.

...try again or walk away...

Happens regularly. Waking up at this funny hour. Decided to blog a bit but dont know what to type. Haha. Brain hang. Nothing much happened. Cos I stayed at home the whole day. Didnt go out cos I was tired. I should be sleeping now. Lucky Aaron korkor is online now. I shall go talk to him. Find some things to do to keep my mind off missing you. Hahaha. =DD
Ok I am back. Aaron korkor got to go sleep. So I am thinking of my angel now. Ok. How it feels like staring at someone with his mind thinking of another? Haha. I have some idea. Might be like that. 2nd bday wish from Kevin. Thanks~ I am nicer as the year pass, therefore, my birthday means more each year. It's not just another day. It is my one special day in 365 days. I like when people remembers me on that one day. I like when I see promises. I will never forget about you. Be good to me ok? You might never know what happens tomorrow. I am sure I play a great role in your life, you will miss me when I'm gone. Be nice to me. Many many years later, I remember you. This year is ending soon. Met friends, lost some and this happens. Maybe is I nvr made much effort to keep in contact. My bad. Life. Haha. Dear is someone close to your heart. Dear, I miss you. Do you know that I am thinking of you right now?

当我眼中有泪
别问我是为谁 ...try again or walk away...

I got the first birthday wish from Davis cos he wanted to be the first. Btw, for your additional information. He was my boyfriend for a week. Maybe like what he said, I am a heartless person. He said if only I am still with him now....... LOL. I guess then I will be someone without brains. I suit to be alone ar. Alone doesnt mean lonely. I finally know what it means. I am alone but I am not lonely. I need a good rest to be real happy. Physically and psychologically exhausted. This time I will be very very careful, I wont be with a liar again. I guess I will stay the same way for a long period of time. Justin will be happy now. Haha. But not promises. LinJie wishes for love in the season of joy. ...try again or walk away...

Just like your physical health, your emotional health requires regular maintenance.
In Detail
Getting in touch with your emotions is not a 'once in a lifetime' thing. You need to stay on top of them, especially today when unexpected events could make your moods unpredictable. Just like your physical health, your emotional health requires regular maintenance. The more you use the muscles of communication and honesty, the better prepared you will be for disconcerting situations. Open up and tell someone something that you have been holding back.

I seldom look at the horoscope nowadays. This is like what the hell?!
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Now I am addicted. =)) I haven blow my candles, this is good enough.

最绝望时遇见你
又换了颗会跳的心
爱从雪地开出了花
比春天美丽

我原本再也不期待
什么美好会到来
忘了悲哀忘了过得愉快
只平静的走却碰到爱
...try again or walk away...

Felt so down recently because I thought I like a married man with a kid. Lol. Keep smiling~ ...try again or walk away...

I have PSP slim~ GIVE me GAMES~~ I need lots and lots of games~ I wan mahjong, crazy taxi, winning eleven. Someone can help me download? LOL. Lester treated me sushi buffet and passed me the PSP slim. I think because it is a last minute plan. I was supposed to meet Sean at Bishan for a "movie date" in the evening because its been quite a long time. Sean joined us at MSQ. Watched Golden Compass, played pool and that asshole did something damn evil to me on the way back. -.-" He grabbed my hand, confessed "his love" to me and end with Just Joking. WTF!!! That bastard kept blaming me not asking another girl along for him to know. But everything is fine when he treated me supper. LOL. I think I am addicted to free food. Talking lots of growing up stage rubbish. HweeJun, he says he remembers you for kicking the toilet door. Can he know you better, please? I nvr give him your number yet. I scare someone scold me. HAHAHAHAHAHA~~

I think I like you because I miss you. High risks and no returns.
Sweet talks is a deadly weapon. It can kill me soon. Infatuation. ...try again or walk away...

"I know I am not suppose to but I think I am falling in love with you." This is considered a sweetest lie from Adam. More and more pple are influenced to call me darling. All the bartenders except Teo calls me darling now. Khai <-- the one who is always fierce to me calls me darling too tonight and he taught me how to open wine bottle in such a gentle manner. Tong makes me a fruit punch as wang qing shui today. Married men are all so sweet huh? Kumar asked a very idiotic question. "LinJie, I always wanted to ask you this but I dont dare." "You like man or woman?" Faints immediately. His excuse was that my shoes, bag, watch and earrings is not womanly. And I dont have a boyfriend. BUT how is it possible? My slippers are with flower. My bags is mostly hand-carry. And my watch I just bought is for female. And I wear my earrings in a pair. I will get a boyfriend from SoonMing soon. Conclusion, I am a girl who dont likes girl. I was so stunned. I thought everyone knows I am not half-half. I am a decent girl whose hair is short that's all. Sians totally. However, I enjoyed my day at work. =)) ...try again or walk away...

Are you a fool?
Tears keep falling from your eyes.
Gave you a chance to leave. Please go.
Have you................. yet?
=(( Tonight too.
...try again or walk away...

Assholes and Idiots~ Do I have a "Jane" face? Wa~~ Sians. I AM NOT PLAIN!! LinJie is special.
Spent the whole day outside. Laughs. Happy like one kind right? Roll eyes. My house is like a hotel room now. Just go back home to sleep. Not. I online too. I wonder why I still work today for 5 hours into the night. Got nothing better to do. Happy girl~ Just be good to me. The rest doesnt matter anymore. Haha. I am HAPPY like one kind. Working is fun? LOL. Just using my time to exchange for cash. Now it's worth. Tell me is this a good reason for having no time? I'm with you~ Nobody's going to love me better. Woohoo~ Tell me I should be drunk right now.

*hidden* =((
Just for tonight.

...try again or walk away...

Happy Birthday To Princess Lee Zilin. =))
Stay Pretty and Cheerful. Be Happy always~ =))
Happy Birthday To ZhiWei. =))
I wished I could see you once again and knowing that you are happy and safe somewhere.
I miss you a lot. We all do.

Argh. It was beyond my control. WHY am I such a busybody?!! Spoiler. Supposed to be a happy December right? What the hell am I thinking? Go ahead and do whatever you like. =)) If that makes you happy. Shouldnt poke my nose into it. Only trying to make myself more unhappy for something that I shouldnt bother. Dumb. Ignore everything. Controlling to be indifferent. One day, you will realise you have wasted your joy of youth by being a useless person. =))
...try again or walk away...

I hate nightmares. =((
I dont know what is wrong with me. I know I shouldnt care.
I know I shouldnt. I know I shouldnt. I know I shouldnt. I am sorry.
I dont know what else I could say. I know I shouldnt make a fuss.
I know I shouldnt ask. I know I shouldnt say. I know I shouldnt.
Am I doing this for her or for myself? Or for you?
Do you know how it feels like?
Just plain scratches on the surface of the fixed broken heart.
Nothing much. Nothing. This is not pain. But yet, it hurts.
I know. I am sorry. OO ...try again or walk away...

THANK YOU HUIJUN!!!
THANK YOU ZILIN!!!
THANK YOU YINGYING!!!
for spending the whole of the precious Saturday and stayed so late to teach me . I managed to pass my Business Finance with B because of 你们. I am so grateful~ Thank you very very very MUCH!! With lots of love and kisses. =DD

THANK YOU MEIHUI!!!
THANK YOU JONATHAN!!!
THANK YOU JAY!!!
THANK YOU BAO AN AKA YAOMING!!!
for teaching me econs. I am so sure I will fail my econs. But I passed. Thanks to you guys. Might be because I really throw smoke~ It helps. THANKS A LOT. I will still need your help for next semester. MACROECONOMICS. =DD PLEASE~~

THANK YOU ALL DARLINGS, FRIENDS AND CLASSMATES for wishing me luck. =))
Thank you Zilin for praying for me at Bugis. That candy from the temple helps. =))
...try again or walk away...

So what if they are lies? It had made you genuinely touched. Be thankful for the effort made to lie. Trust that it's not entirely fake. Should realise the happiness that are shared are over. What care so much whether it is true or not? There is absolutely nothing left. Immersed with endless hatred? No point. Tried so hard to hide, it still shows. It is totally different now. Is that the accompany needed? Take it for a game? It is strange. Learnt to comprehend.

Left me smiling. =)) ...try again or walk away...

Workaholic or practical. For the sake of money? I am a Capricorn girl~ The only thing that is not true is that I am not neat at all. Take a look at my messy table and my messy room. I wonder how I cant make it that messy in just few minutes. I kept forgetting where I left my things. Its raining~~ Been months, I need to sleep before midnight. Help me adjust my human clock please. Sleeping pills? Laughs. Poof~!
...try again or walk away...

Is it a trick or wad? I had a bad nightmare. Very bad. I realised my sister took my dream catcher away when she borrowed my radio and forgot to put back. Is it? But I am scared now. I cant sleep now. And now head is appearing the image of the display pic I saw before I went to bed. *Cries and RUN* This is curse. I need some sweet dreams~ Anyway, I feel so bad when there is a hp on my bedside I dont know who to find. Cos everyone is asleep. =(( I came online, you are the best to me. I dont feel so bad now. I should sleep soon. I have driving tomorrow. Concentrate on the road. Goodnight. ...try again or walk away...

Tell me I am pretty.


Lol. I changed my hairstyle. =))


I bought a new watch. =))


Lousy photographer. Heck ar.
Anyway, I still miss my precious. I saw it again but is no longer 30% off.
Stop thinking. Lol. It will come back if it wants to.

I wonder how am I going to style my hair tomorrow. LOL.

My lucky colour is grey next week.
Next year 2008, my lucky flower is ROSE!!!
Thanks =))

I feel so loved. LOL. The songs I got them like the speed of the rocket. Thanks all. =)) ...try again or walk away...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EmsoGHoMdnM
And this song too. *Hugs*

Dec 10. Lol. In case you nvr notice. Count down 15 days to Christmas and 17 days to my birthday which is more important. Dont say you dont know. If you are my reader, 27 DEC is my BIRTHDAY!! You have 17 days left to prepare a present for me. I dont mind if its christmas cum birthday. Just dont give me some joker items like barbie dolls, sexy underwears, HOT pink dress (pray QS korkor dont buy that) and etc. MY hint for a present is quite obvious ar. So if you are not giving me a present, please make sure you have a good reason for that. LOL. As I am a very poor girl, I am not booking BBQ pit or chalet this year. =(( BUT I think I can afford to treat cheapo dinner somewhere. =)) SO make yourself free, I might ask you out. =)) *LOVES*!!

MEIHUI!! Someone told me that you are going to be YOGA teacher in future. LAUGHS!!
...try again or walk away...

http://www.ting33.com/playsong/70600.Htm

Someone find this song for me ok? =)) Love you lots. *Hugs*

...try again or walk away...

I love to smile and laugh if I can. Small little thingy makes me smile. Laughing heartily at almost everything. I will be happy if my smile makes you happy. =DD Can I know what makes you happy now? Are you still blaming me for things I did and for things I didnt do? I cant turn back time now. If I know everything turns out the same way like now, I will still do the same thing I did. So dont blame me anymore. =)) Because you cant. I dont understand but I can try.
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I wake up without completing my 8 hours of sleep. I am deciding between the wine appreciation or my sister's chalet. I rather choose to stay at home and rot. Maybe I could ask to go work at 6. Hey, I am asking you a question. Look at my msn personal message. You deserve a slap into your face. Omg. What am I doing? No longer important. Doesnt matters anymore. If I am the man in the story, I might fly there and ask. But if that really happens to me, I will just stay and keep waiting. I know somethings somehow, you cant get the real reason. At least I could make some effort to try and find out some hints. That doesnt really matters. Complicated right? Blogging is addictive. I still believe~ Words is all you have to take my heart away. *Wink* This year to save me from tears, I'll give it to no one at all. All I want for christmas is the silence I longed for. I am standing strong and stronger every day.

...try again or walk away...

A new title Black Widow Vampire!! ...try again or walk away...

Rain~ December is here. Favourite time of the year!! But its raining. Just feel like staying home doing nothing. Driving lesson later. Yawns. I am tired. I dont like to carry umbrella. Feels dumb. Haha. Just finding something to blog about. Forget about the previous post. =DD ...try again or walk away...

Almost everyone around me is facing problems lately. I wished I could help. Pour your worries to me, I will be glad to just listen. I am free of troubles already and is passing my days with many things to do. I dont mind to be a rubbish bin now. =)) Be real happy ok? Looking at all the faces, I hope I could bring a u-shaped curve to them. I dont mind being a fool or a clown, serious. Can you smile for me?

I had lots of fun at the Chalet. =DD Post more when I have the photos. Triggered the memories of the past few days, everything was enjoyable. Thank you WeiQuan KorKor for booking the chalet and inviting us over to play. Thank you QingSheng KorKor for BBQ very delicious food for us to eat. And thank you to the rest of the brothers for contributing so so so very much laughters to us. The JOY of YOUTH!!!!
...try again or walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
OUR DEAREST AH BAO!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
WEIQUAN KOR KOR!!!

Enjoy the days ahead and may your wishes come true. Irregular sleeping hours is helping me to lose weight. Busy month. SISTERS, Mama say Christmas eve come my house. The tree is out. =)) See you!!

I wonder is it because you saw that post or am I just being sensitive again.
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I SUCCEEDED IN CON-ING MY MAMA BUY PSP SLIM FOR ME!!! LOL.
I AM CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR THE BEST DEAL!! LOL. EXCITED~~ WEE!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!! PSP IS COMING~~ I shall name it Mr P!!. I WANT PSP SLIM~
Help me ask around ok? Den leave the best deal in my tagboard. Love you LOTS!! I think my mama have weakness with me repeating "I want psp slim" the whole time I see her. LOL. Finally, she BTH!! BUY for you LAR!! Go check out the best deal!! WEE~~ WAHAHAHA~~I WANT PSP SLIM!! ...try again or walk away...

I want PSP slim~~ But I want DS still...... Feels jealous!! ARrrr. Lol. Going concert tonight. And going to chalet tonight. Lol. Sounds exciting ar. My December going to ROX!! Except the few days when the supp papers is ready for me. Arrgg. I cant stop thinking about the exams which I am going to fail badly. Shopped all the worries away. Keep laughing at the "Shut up, I'll kill you!" Haha. I am still laughing at that. ...try again or walk away...

Fridays. Lol. =)) ...try again or walk away...