Wednesday, June 30, 2004

last night BLACKOUT!!! lolz.. first time experience sure blackout.. i scream.. haha.. realize that all my neighbours also kanna the blackout.. they were like very excited about that blackout.. rushed to the telephone and called tkk if he also kanna blackout.. he say onli his tv cannot watch.. and kkk house also nothing happen but tv cannot watch.. my house torchlight dunno all put where de.. lucky still got candles at home.. managed to finish my second draft under the candle light.. omg.. so romantic ar.. hahaha.. chatting on the phone for quite a long time because dare not go inside room.. the lights came back onli after 2 hours.. funny leh.. went to sleep le..
woke up as usually this morning.. on the bus i looked at the time.. oh my god i going late liao.. got down the bus and took a cab to school.. shouldn't waste the money it was raining.. late also nvr mind.. boring lessons.. recess play the bottle.. that idiot zhao kuang stepped on my leg.. can you imagine his body weight? still say he onli kick the bottle.. now my leg injured liao.. boring lessons.. assembly.. sianz.. after school went around asking pple about that story.. went to bball court watched them played soccer.. wanted to wait for xiao yun de.. but wait until 4 i tired le.. went home with weizhen, yucks, yummy and wei hwang.. reached home about 5.. went to tuition at 6.. now back home to play with computer le.. imagine i type so long then blackout again.. HAHAHAHA~~
...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

a n g e r section.
do you have a quick temper?:yup
what do you do when you're mad?:scold
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?:dont talk to that person for a month
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?:no
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?:think so
ever psyhically hurt someone when you were mad?:ya not on purpose
do you curse when you're mad?:yeah
c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?:din cried my heart out.. juz tears
ever cried yourself to sleep?:yeah
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?:nope
ever cried over the opposite sex?:nah
do you cry when you get an injury?:no..
do certain songs make you cry? which ones.:nono
can you make yourself cry?:yupz
p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?:pple left..
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?:to pretend i'm fine
what's the worst thing you've done to somenbody else?:ignore
ever had a painful break up?:nope
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?:huh?
how depressed can you get?:won't get depressed
do you inflict pain on yourself?:nope
h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?:yup
what can make you happy?:jokes..
do you wish you were happier?:cannot be too happy also..
what makes you the happiest?:with lots of friends around me also feeling happy..
is being happy overrated?:nope
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?:of cos
can music make you happy?:sometimes
l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?:once..
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?:no
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?:nope
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?:nah
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?:nonono
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?:nope
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?:hmm... nooooo
h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?:bitch
ever made a hit list?:no
have you ever been on a hit list?:i dunno
are you a mean bully?:not mean la
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?:nope
do you hate George Bush?:er.. who is he?
George Bush is so overrated...:maybe
s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?:high
do you believe in yourself?:yes
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?:no..
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?:yes.. but i am not idiot
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?:crazy
are you happy with who are you?:of cos
do you wish you can be someone else?:no

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Laugh and cry
Live and die
Life is a dream we're dreaming

Day by day
I find my way
Look for the song and the meaning

Then you look at me
And I always see
What I have been searching for
I'm lost as can be
Then you look at me
And I am not lost anymore

People run
Sun to sun
Caught in their lives ever flowing
Once begun
Life goes till it's gone
We have to go where it's going

Chorus

And you say you see
When you look at me
The reason you love like so
As lost I have been
I'll find love again
And life just keeps on running
And life just keeps on running
And life just keeps running....for you
Tuesday
i din bring that pink bag anymore.. i take plastic bag go school.. haha.. cos i borrowed the black bag from stella.. maths lessons was alright.. nothing much.. no PE today becos mr lim not in school i think.. mr ong came in and tell us about the CCA points.. spent the nest 2 periods listening to his "speech" not bad la.. still made me laugh a little.. reccess got play BST.. was quite fun because i know how to block teng siang way liao.. goal here goal there.. huijun they all come up and stand outside my class donating money to xiao yun guides thing.. tkk kanna wacked by huijun as usual.. dunno what he do dis time.. went to chinese and bet when zr that the chinese teacher sure will call her name or stare at her de.. lol.. i was right.. he did.. hahaha.. played with hp because chinese lesson was not really lesson.. back to class to get my bag.. off we go to dnt room.. said somethings about the o lvl results thing.. sianz.. do the artefact and mr choo come say me again.. went to take class photo.. will be very nice hor.. go back dun feel like doing liao.. mr choo come talk talk talk again.. school ends liao.. all can pack up and go liao except me.. need to stay back do again.. yucks, mong and gib come dnt room.. i wan go play soccer de.. stupid choo call me stay until 4.. workshop also close liao.. lipteng also go come do his artefact.. sianz half cos no pple accompany me liao.. wan to sneak out go find yucks they all.. but they say they no play soccer le.. had to stay in school again.. not really doing a lot of things.. juz sanding the plastics.. bored.. i dun care liao.. wan to go home.. walking out of school to the bus stop saw soon ming.. he looked like a girl from far..
no much difference la.. still an old monkey.. reached home.. come blog le.. if not tonight no chance to use.. hahaha..
Monday
yesterday first day of school.. pink bag.. lolz.. sunday den remember my bag spoil no school bag to bring to school.. borrowed from my sister the pink one becos she said she onli can lend me the pink one.. cannot be helped i brought to school.. started with english lesson.. group with yun and stella.. when u see me and xiao yun sit together ar.. hahaha.. lame jokes for the whole english lesson.. stella sit there dunno wan laugh or dun laugh.. physics for 2 period.. not i dun wan to listen.. but the moment mr kok open his mouth.. i fall asleep liao.. sleep until reccess tkk go push the chair and knock my table.. wake up and copy the physics notes from kkk.. BST in front playing soccer.. i din play this time.. haha.. police came can chase us out of the class.. too bad.. cannot play liao.. went to the canteen.. quack call me nine dollars again.. sianz.. 2 free periods again.. miss poh no go school.. do some holiday maths homework.. do half way sudden think of he advertisement and laugh to myself ( ka guan qian da li yao yao yao ) hahaha.. i go tell dominic about this he call me mad.. haha.. but still think very funny so i laugh alone.. 2 periods of chemistry.. actually the first 15 mintues still alright de.. maojie still got tell me to copy the notes when i about to sleep.. copy finish liao.. sleep again.. wake up.. good bye mrs tan.. haha.. went down to canteen buy food.. saw yucks and show him the ka guan qian da li yao yao yao.. laugh again.. omg.. i am mad.. i was so unlucky when i turn to my right i saw guilong.. sian liao i went back to class play with the bottle.. i was complaining i am hungry until zhao kuang helped me buy food.. heez.. maths lesson ended fast because we were doing work and no time for us to rest.. went to do dnt.. mr choo like bad mood whenever he saw me.. not one day he saw me no say me de.. suay.. too bad la i need that grade so had to let him scold.. went to but the bus concession stamp at the mrt.. walked to take 51.. the bus passed by a group of mjr students.. and i saw one person doing the ka guan qian da li yao yao yao.. turned back and saw the band pple.. they board the bus and starting talking.. then they say until contact lens.. someone asked me to show how to take out.. so i show lo.. then when i wan to put back that time they all laugh until very loud.. i was shocked.. my lens dropped.. cannot be found.. too bad.. had to change a new pair liao.. they call me go ubi talk talk.. nothing to do at home too.. i went.. sit at the coffee shop there really talk talk.. suddenly feel like eating ice-cream.. koon ann, darren tan and I went the 7-eleven each buy one tub of ice-cream.. not very big tub la of cos.. they playing soccer.. wei zhen was making a fool of himself again.. joined in to play when darren tan went home.. the primary school students all released from school le.. we play a little while more and went home.. back home i watched the cinderalla 2.. nice.. shower.. ate my dinner.. next i watched beauty and the beast.. it was in cantonese.. dun understand but can see the cartoon.. not bad la.. btw i din buy the disc.. i borrowed from koon ann.. so i am not yet that childish.. hahaha..
...try again or walk away...

Sunday, June 27, 2004

ZHENRU!!!!!!!!!!! i found a red flower for you.. lolz
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Some day my prince will come
Some day we'll meet again
And away to his castle we'll go
To be happy forever I know

Some day when spring is here
We'll find our love anew
And the birds will sing
And wedding bells will ring
Some day when my dreams come true
{ A sheet music version reads:}
Some day my prince will come
Some day I'll find my love
And how thrilling that moment will be
When the prince of my dreams comes to me

He'll whisper "I love you"
And steal a kiss or two
Though he's far away
I'll find my love some day
Some day when my dreams come true

Some day I'll find my love
Someone to call my own
And I'll know her the moment we meet
For my heart will start skipping a beat

Some day we'll say and do
Things we've been longing to
Though she's far away
I'll find my love some day
Some day when my dreams come true
i watched the entire match between holland and sweden.. nice.. draw at full time.. i won again~ i slept for five hours onli leh.. cos my grandmother came very early this morning.. need to open door for her.. wake up le very difficult to sleep again.. watched tv.. packed my bag.. mother ordered KFC for lunch.. yummy! juz remembered i forgot to let her sign my report book.. she signed and tell me to work hard.. lolz.. i haven done my holidays homework!!! chinese o level finish liao still need to study for chinese not ar??
...try again or walk away...

Saturday, June 26, 2004

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep

Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true

No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true
So dream...
juz came back home from emily hse.. her house was very big.. can get lost in there leh.. lolz.. went there nothing to do.. just sit in front of her big big tv watched the ending of shrek 2 and troy.. her bedroom got a lot of handicraft.. lots of paper flower and stars.. got a lot of her photos too.. nice.. it is so good to be rich.. i will be rich one day too.. i will also have a big big house and a big big car.. one day........ lolz........
...try again or walk away...
Because i was bored.. steal this quiz from weihwang de blog.. :X

004. Zodiac Sign - capricorn
005. Shoe Size - 7
006. Height - 166 cm maybe i grow taller liao
007. Eyes - black in colour
008. Pets - i dun like animals
009. Siblings - one brother and one sister.. i am the youngest..
011. Hair - black
012. Hair Length - long but not very long.
013. Have You Ever Dyed Your Hair? - nope
014. Are You Good In School? - maybe, i wan to be.
019. Nicknames - haiz.. this will make me sad..
020. Do You Play Sports? - yupz.
021. Are You A Night Or Morning Person? - both are fine..
022. Are You Ticklish? - nope
023. Do You Believe In God? - nope
024. What's Your Screen Name? - wad is that?
025. Do You Have Braces? - nope.
026. Do You Have Glasses? - i haf.. if i got no time to wear my lens..
027. What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up? - rich
028. What Was The Worst Day Of Your Life? - there could be worse days than that.
029. What Are The Best Days Of Your Life? - when i had fun..
030. What Comes First In Your Life? - me and my friends ba..
031. Do You Have A Boyfriend/Girlfriend? - no
032. What Are You Most Scared Of? - i am not scare!! is dun like!!
033. What Do You Usually Think Of Before You Go To Bed? - haf i brush my teeth?
034. If You Could Be Anything Without Consequences, What Would You be? - not sure.

Favorites
035. Movies - a lot leh.. but i like cartoon movie most..
036. Band/Group/Artist - er.. dunno..
037. Store - selling sweets or ice-cream~
038. Relative - do i have to list?
039. Sport - swimming, cycling or maybe playing soccer.. lolz
040. Vacation Spot - anywhere with snow~
041. Ice Cream Flavor - i love ice-cream!!
042. Fruit - er.. heez.. dunno
043. Candy - i like chocolates
044. Car - sports car.
045. Class - when i was in sec 2.. i love 2F^2002
046. Holiday - school holidays.. i like christmas too..
047. Day Of The Week - Friday~
048. Color - yellow.
049. Magazine - free magazine
050. Name For A Girl - i like my name..
051. Name For A Boy - some name with j in it.. but not mao jie..
052. Sports Team - dun haf..
053. Month - my birthday month!! lolz
054. Animal - animals that know how to play with water
055. Saying - not sure..
056. Word - yucks!
057. Room In Your House - room with bed.. lolz
058. Concert You Have Been To - band concert? dun haf favourite..
059. Meat - cooked
060. Pizza Topping - anything that can be eaten
061. State - ar?
062. City - singapore.
063. Feeling - happy..
064. College - high school college sounds nice.. heez
065. Number - number one.. number two is stupid..
066. Book - comics
067. Cereal - cornflakes?

In The Past 24 Hours Have You...
068. Had A Serious Talk? - yes. with the voices in my head.
069. Hugged Someone? - nope.
070. Fought With A Friend? - nope.
071. Cried? - no.
072. Laughed? - yes.
073. Made Someone Laugh? - yupz
074. Bought Something? - bus ticket.
075. Flirted With Someone? - not..
076. Felt Stupid? - kind of..
077. Talked To Someone You Love? - who?
078. Missed Someone? - no..

Have You Ever...
080. Eaten An Entire Box Of Oreos? - ya..
081. Kissed Someone? - er.. lolz
082. Ever Worn Black Nail Polish? - no
083. Stayed Home On Saturday Night, Just Because? - ya, just because no where to go la..
084. Have You Ever Died? - of cos.. but i am alive now..
085. Seen The White House? - nope
086. Seen The Eiffel Tower? - in pictures.
087. Drank Alcohol? - i forgot..
088. Played Monopoly? - yea
089. Ever Seen A Ghost? - ya, a fake one
090. Tried A Weight Loss Program? - nope
091. Jumped On A Trampoline? - huh?
092. Colored In A Coloring Book (And Had Fun)? - of cos..
093. Had A Bubble Bath? - when i was young..
094. Been On A Plane? - yea
095. Been On A Boat? - yup
096. Been On A Train? - MRT
097. Been In A Car Accident? - no.. i am lucky!
098. Ridden An Elephant? - no..
099. Made A Web Page? - yea.. i delete le.. now got a blog..
100. Played With Legos? - yes
101. Stayed Up All Night? - played mahjong in chalet.. fighting to be the survivor..
102. Shoved Stuff Under Your Bed To Make It Look Clean? - no.. under my bed was another bed..
103. Broken A Bone? - no..
104. Called A Psychic Or Sex Hotline? - nvr..
105. Watched Jerry Springer? - onoooo..
106. Gotten In Trouble For Talking In Class? - hahaha.. of cos..
107. Been Afraid Of The Dark? - sometimes..
108. Been In The Hospital (Not Visiting)? - no..
109. Had Stitches? - nope.
110. Been In A Fist Fight? - no..
111. Lap Danced? - nnnnnnno
112. Lied? - all the time.
113. Been Arrested? - police see me run lo..
114. Fallen Asleep In Class? - yep.
115. Used Food For Something Other Than To Eat? - ya.. use the food mixed and mixed..
116. Met A Celebrity? - ya..
117. Broken The Law? - yes. i littered
118. Skipped Class? - my mother call me to skip de lo..
119. Hated Yourself? - no..
120. Tried to match your friends to characters in you favourite tv show or movie? - yah..
121. Fallen Off A Chair? - yes. it was pulled out from under me. when i was in sec 2.. it was very pain lo..
122. Wanted To Kill Someone? - yes and hope i did.

Do You...
123. Like To Give Hugs? - no
124. Like To Walk In The Rain? - hmm..
125. Sleep With Or Without Clothes On? - with..
126. Prefer Black Or Blue Pens? - both are fine
127. Dress Up On Halloween? - nope
128. Have A Job? - ya..
129. Sleep On Your Side, Tummy, Or Back? - i like to sleep on my bed..
130. Have A Goldfish? - no
131. Ever Have The Falling Dream? - huh?
132. Have Stuffed Animals? - used to..
133. Like To Give Anal Sex To Animals? - no. not to any other life form for that matter.
134. Believe In The Horoscopes? - yes, mostly. our fate is written in the stars.
135. Like Your Handwriting? - yes.
136. Have any piercings? - ya.. ear
137. Have any tattoos? - no.
138. Like cartoons? - yes.
139. Own A Miniskirt? - ya. the mjrband uniform skirt is mini..
140. Floss? - no
141. Use Big Words To Sound Smart? - maybe..
142. Do You Do Everything Better Than Guch? - who's that?
143. Have Your Own TV & VCR? - nope
144. See Dead People? - ya.. and they are now alive..
145. Do You Like Little Kids? - no..
146. Watch The Weather Channel While Getting Ready In Your Hotel Room On Vacation? - no.

Questions...
147. What Superhero Would You Be? - doraemon?
148. Are You Picky? - a bit..
149. What Makes You Mad? - idiots who continues to act idiot when they are told they are behaving like idiots..
150. What Do You Think Of Bush? - ambush shake was juz a joke..
151. Who Do You Admire? - myself..
152. What Time Is It? - 2.57 pm
153. What Did You Do Today? - watched tv, sms, and now playing computer..
154. Are Your Parents Annoying? - ya..
155. What Is The Farthest You Have Ever Traveled? - i have been to the moon in my dream..
156. What Kind Of Shampoo Do You Use? - my mother buy de..
157. When You Get Mad, Do You Swear A Lot? - fuck yes.
158. How Many Sheets Are On Your Bed? - one.
159. What's Under Your Bed? - can find out urself..
160. Are You A Good Speller? - not really..
161. Are You Talented? - of cos..
162. If So, How? - er.. opps..
163. Blow Me? - who are you?

What do you think of...
164. Abortion - oh my god.. is a boy or girl?
165. Bill Clinton - will he pay my bill?
166. Eating Disorders - they happen.
167. Rap - not bad..
168. Suicide - it happens.
169. Piercings - ok
170. Make-up - is important on dead bodies..
171. Drinking - water is important to survive

What Do You Think Of When You Hear This Name...
172. Leah - ?
173. Megan - ?
174. Brandon - bruce lee son
175. Christina - christian?
176. Angela - angel with an extra a
177. Courtney - ?
178. Lauren - ?
179. Lisa - ?
180. Jackie - jackie ma
181. Kat - cat? yucks
182. Patrick - wanting friend
183. Erin - ?
184. Jennifer - ?

This Or That?
185. Be Serious Or Funny? - funny.
186. Single Or Taken? - single.
187. MTV Or VH1? - mtv.
188. 7th Heaven Or Dawson's Creek? - dunno.
189. Sugar Or Salt? - sugar.
191. Silver Or Gold? - silver.
192. Tongue Or Belly Button Ring? - yucks
193. Chocolate Or Flowers? - chocolates
194. Color Or Black & White Photos? - colour
195. Sunrise Or Sunset? - sunset.
196. M&M's or Skittles? - m&m's.
197. Rap Or Rock? - rock.
198. Stay Up Late Or Sleep In? - same..
199. Tall Members Of The Opposite Sex or Short? - same to me..
200. Sun Or Moon? - moon
201. Pierced Nose Or Tongue? - er..
202. Diamond Or Ruby? - diamond.
203. Left Or Right? - right..
204. Cat Or Dog? - EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
205. Mustard Or Ketchup? - chilli sauce (got story behind it)
206. Newspaper Or Magazine? - magazine. because i don't get print on my fingers.
207. Spring Or Fall? - spring.
208. A Year Of Hot Sex Or A Lifetime Of Friendship? - a lifetime of friendship..
209. Happy Or Sad? - happy..
210. Sneakers Or Sandals? - sandals
211. Blondes Or Brunettes? - ?
212. Duct Tape Or Scotch Tape? - haha.. tape..
213. Pepsi Or Coke? - coke
214. Nike Or Adidas? - Adidas.

Love Life
215. Been Dumped? - yes.
216. Had Someone Be Unfaithful To You? - no.
217. Been In Love? - probably.
218. Dumped Someone And Regretted It? - no.
219. Went Out With More Than One Person At A Time? - always.. group outing are fun..
220. Been Brokenhearted? - ya.. but plaster saves it..
221. Broken Someone's Heart? - i might have.
222. Like Someone? - yes.
223. If You Could Kiss Anyone In The World, Who Would It Be? - no one
224. If You Could Date Anyone In The World, Who Would It Be? - no one
225. What Is The Biggest Turn Off? - pple who get too close to me..
226. What Is The Biggest Turn On? - pple that are fun..
227. Do You Think There Is A Person For Everyone? - yes..
228. If Yes, Do You Know Where Yours Is? - somewhere around the world..
229. Do You Believe In Love At First Sight? - ya..
230. Have You Ever Been In Love? - think so
231. What Do You Think Love Is? - love..
232. Do You Think It Lasts Forever? - ya..
233. Do You Want To Get Married? - if that person appears..
234. How Many Times? - 1
235. When Was Your First Kiss? - long long ago, there was a far far away island.......

Misc
236. First Grade Teacher's Name - i forgot..
237. Last Word You Said - forgot
238. Last Song You Sang - five for fighting.
239. Last Meal You Ate - breakfast
240. Favorite Childhood Cartoon - 100 000 why?
241. What Did You Hate Most About School - principal
242. Last Person You Flipped Off - dunno..
243. Last Song Stuck In Your Head - elva song.. dunno the name..
244. Last Time You Were Burned - the gess bbq la.. burned my thumb.. and my IC was destroyed by my thump print..
245. Last Time You Bled - this holiday.. i cut myself buy the glass bottle i broke..
246. What's In Your CD Player - no disc..
247. What Color Socks Are You Wearing - not wearing socks..
249. What's The Weather Like? - sunny day
250. What Time Did You Wake Up Today? - 12? i am not sure of the time..
251. Who Do You Want To Marry? - someone rich..
252. Are You Going To College? - i may go to a poly..
253. If So, How Long Do You Want To Go? - ???
254. How Many Kids Do You Want? - 0
woke up.. watch tv.. play computer.. din do my holiday homework at all.. lolz.. later going out to mother's friend's baby's full month.. sianz.. wanting asked me to go out today de.. but i can't.. haiz.. sianz.. dun wan go to see baby leh.. will be very bored there de.. sianz..
Thursday
huijun birthday~ but i forgot bring her present.. oops.. but she say nvm.. school reopen then give her.. band until 5.. played in the field.. and basketball court when the sun disappeared.. went to the market.. spent a lot of time there talking.. reached home quite late.. mother din scold and also din ask.. :) sitting in front of the tv.. waiting for call.. fall asleep around 2 on the sofa.. woken up when my hp rings.. go back to my room to sleep le..
Friday
woke up around 9.. lol.. late for band le.. actually dun wan go de but muz learn how to play with the drum stick.. reached band room around eleven i think.. tot i was the latest.. but still got pple come band after me.. haha.. was boring sitting behind.. but still better than sitting in front juz play and play the clarinet.. band finished.. went to play soccer.. dunno why the mood was so low.. dun feel like playing le.. went back home when they stop playing.. reached home.. shower.. eat dinner.. sleep until today morning..
...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let me play computer in peace can a not? first is call me call pple go band.. i not sectional leader and is not my job to call.. my phone is not free.. call one time or sms one time also need $$ lo.. damn.. msn keep appear message.. somemore not important or chatting kind.. dun you know you are very irritating?? i am in a very bad mood today! STOP TALKING TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid idiot chenghsiang come and irritates me again talks non-stop.. no guy online for him to gay.. gay with guilong la.. he very free too.. u 2 go out together and gay la.. wadever things you need i pay for it k? i am tired of replying!! i need to play my computer in PEACE!
er.. din went to do dnt today.. promised tkk go buy present with him for huijun.. went to bishan and bought the gift.. watched teng sing played his card.. went to mac eat ice-cream.. talk talk talk.. went back to the mrt buy cards.. back home.. dinner.. watched tv.. talked on phone.. now time to use computer le..
...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

went to school do dnt.. not bad la.. still manage to finish a bit.. went to play lan at katong.. tkk treat.. the euro match with him.. i played until no win no lose.. sianz.. today quack quack birthday din go to celebrate for her.. dun feel like going and because saturday already celebrate for her liao.. she dun mind de ba.. huijun birthday coming too.. and shanna they all also coming back from shanghai.. miss them.. hahaha..
...try again or walk away...

Monday, June 21, 2004

uncle called me to wake up.. but i go sleep again as usual.. reached school around 10.. din do dnt went for chemistry.. go for lunch and back to school.. told that the workshop is closing and will be opening again at 1430.. dun wan to wait.. uncle say he wan treat me play lan but i wearing school t-shirt.. went home and sleep.....try again or walk away...

Sunday, June 20, 2004

this morning wake up quite late.. used computer until 3 plus plus.. actually wan meet the band pple at 4.. but i 4 still at home.. met them almost hour and a half late.. they no angry leh.. hahahaha.. we go the marina south eat the steamboat bbq.. nice~ ate 6 ice-cream!!! lolz.. play cs for an hour and walked back to the mrt.. reached home 2320.. can blog.. still counted as sunday!
...try again or walk away...
Friday
we had a band practice.. i joined percussion.. behind very good can talk and talk.. but muz wait and wait for the turn to play.. after band we play soccer.. i be goalkeeper no pple goal hor.. heez.. went home and go bugis with mother.. sianz.. went home sleep le.. no time blog..
Saturday
received a morning call for tkk.. actually is i need call him de.. haha.. went back sleep again after he call.. was late half an hour.. watched the around the world in eighty days.. not bad ba.. xiaoyun was making me laugh.. went to bugis play lan.. and bought the present for quack.. create a lot stupid jokes on the way.. laugh on the way to quack house.. start the bbq and reach home around midnight.. bedtime Zzz..
...try again or walk away...

Thursday, June 17, 2004

yesterday went to de zoo with koon ann, darren tan, jieyuan and yuetyong.. weihwang was sick so he no go.. took 25.. got a mad mad guy in the bus talking to himself non-stop de.. wanted to laugh but cannot too evil le.. HAHA! lolz.. see the amimals.. but din see the elephant, giraffe and polar bear.. after that wanted to eat ice-cream.. went to orchard.. heez.. they say i con them.. :( but quite funny la.. go home sleep le..
today wake up very early but still late for band.. because lazy to walk then change bus.. the bus left when i alight from the earlier bus.. nvm de.. cos late better than no go.. and one thing i going join the percussion liao.. hehe.. went to pizza hut to eat pizza.. darren and yy treat me.. din haf to pay.. happy :D.. go mac eat ice-cream.. reached home play computer..
...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

More than a friend

You got me counting the seconds
It happens every time
I'm waiting for the moment
we can sit down and talk for a while
And every time that you're near me
my heart is running away
How can I tell you when words don't come easy
and there is so much I'm trying to say

Chorus:
I wanna know that love will surround us
and you'll share it with me every day
Tell me you'll care for me now and forever
I'll give anything to hear you say
that I'm more than a friend

I'm gonna try in the future
not to live in the past
I guess that I was a dreamer
if I thought it could ever last
But every time that I see you
you bring me out in the sun
How can I hide it when we are together
I just know that you're the only one

Chorus:
I wanna know...

I wanna make you see
everything you are to me
Try to understand
I wonder if you can
The love I have for you
will always be true

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

"Take Me To Your Heart"

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

[Chorus]
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
[Chorus]
rotting at home today.. called meihui come my house play de.. but she too lazy to come liao.. wake up and go back sleep until 7 ba.. watch tv.. sms.. tok on fone.. saturday and sunday got bbq.. dunno can go not.. sianz.. tomorrow wan go to zoo.. hope can go and haf fun tomorrow.. dun wan rot at home liao.. ...try again or walk away...

Monday, June 14, 2004

today wake up late.. din go to school to do my dnt artefact.. stay at home lo.. in the morning watch vcd.. harry potter part 1.. watched until afternoon.. tidy my room and i accidently drop the glass bottle filled with the stars weiting gave me when i was in sec 1.. nvm la.. it was an accident.. dunno wad happened again i broke another thing.. wanhui gave me when i was sec 2 de.. jia lat.. broke 2 things in a day.. nvm.. it was an accident.. next! emptied my wardrobe.. wow.. sianz.. eat dinner.. now playing computer.. talking on the fone.. smsing.. and waching tv.. hahahaha
...try again or walk away...

Sunday, June 13, 2004

today was another sleeping day for me.. i wake up at 10 watched tv until 1.. sleep again until 5.. haha.. like a pig.. tomorrow muz do wad ar? i forgot liao..
...try again or walk away...
morning wake up and went to kick soccer.. go home around 2.. eat lunch.. and sleep all the way until 8 sumthing.. haha.. like a pig.. wake up eat again.. watched the father of the bride.. 2130 nothing to watched le.. watched finding nemo for the third time.. next watched the all in.. channel u.. next the euro 2004 football match.. bet $$ with tkk.. sure to win liao.. haha.. and it is late.. good nitez..
...try again or walk away...

Friday, June 11, 2004

hey.. my brother haven come home.. so i get to use the computer.. hahaha.. juz now went to meet weihwang and darren.. took a bus to blk 720 and dunno wad.. waited for this guy aron.. went to the gym.. first time blur blur de.. nvm la.. went to hougang mall buy present for kang hong.. the presents all very cute one.. hope he likes it.. tomorrow going play soccer again.. haha.. going crazy for kicking a ball.. oh my god.. save me!!!
because i predicted that i can't get to use computer tonight.. so i came to blog earlier.. but i not sure what is going to happen to day so guess had to pray that tonight can use computer liao.. haha.....try again or walk away...

Thursday, June 10, 2004

wednesday stay at home watch tv and sms.. really nothing to do ar.. no computer to play also.. brother friends come stay overnight.. raining very heavy so no go tuition.. but went to TM find the band pple.. walk here walk there and went play lan.. reach home very late.. mother like dun care me wad time go home liao.. din say anything.. haha..
today wake up at 9 something.. went to play soccer around 10 something.. play until 1 something and go katong play lan until 7 something.. reach home around 8 something.. now playing can play computer liao.. haha :) ...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

Remind me of the days
I was left alone
In a world this cold
Fever inside the storm
So we're turning away
Away from the game
Away from the storm
Keep your thorns
Cuz I'm running away
Away from the games
Away from space
The circumstances of a world so cold
I'm flying
I'm flying away
Away from the games
Away from the flames
The circumstances of a world so COLD
Why does everyone feel like my enemy ?
Don't want any part of depressional darkness
I've had enough, sick and tired,
Bring the sun or I'm gone
or I'm gone, I'm packing out, I'm no more no motherfuckin' shit
Never lied, never loved, never lived, never lost, never hurt, never worried about being afraid,
Of anyone else, not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about anything,
Packing out, giving up, no motherfuckin' shit
I need to find a darkened corner,
A darkened corner, A blackless corner
where its safer and calmer
I'm drowning away, away from the game away from flame
I'm running away, away from the game away from this space
Of circumstances of a world so cold,
I'm flying, I'm flying away, away from the game away from the game
Of circumstances of a world so cold.
yesterday montage was successful ba.. just minutes before the concert i asked xin shuo where is her score.. she and shanhu lost it! and i accidently made the files fall into the "dunno how to say place" lucky the files got saved ar.. run here run there and finally found the stupid file with the trumpet.. dunno who borrow no return.. irritating..
today go to the seminar and fall asleep.. like no use going there de.. i am very tired.. went off when there is the break.. nothing to do after that.. went bowling with stella and kokhong.. went home sleep.. wake up listen radio and sleep again.. now wake up use computer.. later wan go sleep again liao..
PEOPLE LOOKING AT MY BLOG : can you just read only? wan tell pple wad is inside here then just create ur own one la.. i dun wan change my blog to private.. PLEASE~! ...try again or walk away...

Sunday, June 06, 2004

Skies are dark it's time for rain
Final call you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow

How can I be smiling like before
When baby, you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Ten to five atleast we tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneth the wheels
As I wish I never found you

How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Miles and miles to go before I can say,
Before I can lay my love for you to sleep
Oh, darling oh
I got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again

Saturday, June 05, 2004

2 more days to montage le.. no more practice.. went to band.. mr foo not happy we not looking at him when playing.. started complaining that maha bodhi kids will laugh at us.. blah blah blah.. all his nonsence.. play soccer short of 2 usual pple and come wilson and kang wei.. i head 3 times leh.. hahaha.. went to toa payoh.. went Long john silver and start the stupid mole joke.. orki here orki there orki every where.. walk here walk there dunno wad to do.. tired le.. walk off and come back home to use computer liao.. ...try again or walk away...

Friday, June 04, 2004

Difference between the person you love and like

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster.
But in front of the person you like, you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love,you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you like,you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can't say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you like, you can show your own self.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love.
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye.
But the feeling if like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like,all you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever ...
a bit busybody ba.. this song is from her to you..
Yeah...
Wish I told him how I feel
Maybe he'd be here right now
But instead...

I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls close in more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me, yeah

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say?
How could I let my angel get away?
Now my world is just a-tumbling down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me, yeah

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me

I lie awake
It's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night
If I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say
Just how I feel
A million years from now, you know
I'll be loving you still

The nights are lonely (nights are lonely)
The days are so sad (oh, so sad)
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me, yeah yeah

No one, no one
But me���

Tomorrow morning, I'm hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
And I'm gonna unload my heart
And hope you come back to me

Yeah, sad when the nights are lonely

The nights are lonely (since you've been gone)
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had (and I'll be missing you, baby)
And I'm missing you (I always thought that you'd be at my side)
And nobody knows it but me, yeah

yesterday band n play soccer.. guilong hp stolen.. heng~ my hp with me.. hahaha~! then walk home with him.. juz realised that i dun like pple following me.. walk walk walk and he ask a lot of questions.. and was sms with weihwang then gl say he will jealous.. but in the end still lose to me.. i talk back pple also not bad la.. i should have said he look like rapist earlier.. he angry and go home le..
today darren and jy go malaysia.. told i will be late so took a cab there.. wasted $$ cos din say bye.. got say to darren la.. obvious.. went back band and think like very bad din goodbye.. sms him and hope he can read my message.. play the montage pieces and went home around 5? i think.. went to TM with stella, kokhong and mr foo.. mr foo go buy shirt for $60.. rich man.. went back home and started to play with computer le.. ..don't move on alone..

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

yesterday went to school and dnt room din open.. sianz.. juz went to school to meet them play soccer.. sianz again.. stella and kokhong ask me if i burnt my brain.. dunno la.. yy at night ask me i am serious a not.. getting more stupid each day.. cos i dunno wad am i doing? trying to hurt almost everybody around me.. is it everything i said is true? dun believe me can? becos i am lying.. none of the things i said is true.. but if i am lying that means i lied that i said i was lying.. i am lying that i am always lying <-- true? HAHAHAHAHAHA~! later going out with family watch shrek 2.. watched too much movies le.. how? ...try again or walk away...