Monday, December 19, 2005

he is above 1.8m tall.. he is dark and handsome.. he is strong enough to piggy-back me up 11 storeys without sweat.. he will pick me up from my home no matter how far he is coming from.. he will sent me right to my doorstep no matter how late it is.. he knows how to ride and drive.. he can bring me to where ever i want.. his hp will be 24 hours on and 3 am i would call him juz to say i can't sleep.. he will force himself to be awake to listen and just to be there.. we will talk on the phone for hours until 6 am in the morning.. he will walk 10 km with me without saying anything and holding my hand be by my side.. his shoulders will always be there for me to lean on and let me rest on when we go to movie.. he will hug me when i am cold.. he will not run in front of me unless someone knock onto me and he will run to smack the person head.. he will not give me tissue when i cry.. he will hug me and let me cry out loud.. we will go ice-skating, riding a bicycle, rollar blading........ together.. he will blow his plans if last minute i want to go out.. he skips his lesson when i am sick.. he will take care of me.. he will help me do my homework.. he will cook for me.. we will quarrel over small little things and patch back when we are tired.. we will sing together until all the glass windows crack.. he is gentle towards me and to other girls so that other girls will be jealous of me.. haha.. he is kind and evil.. he will help me carry my shopping bags and will not give up his seat for me in bus.. he will tell me different kind of jokes.. he enjoys wad i enjoys.. he will say that i look funny when i look beautiful and will tell me i look funny when i look funny.. that is not going to happen.. i am beautiful no matter wad they say remember? he will give me flowers on a day when he say " happy 3 months 2 days anniversary!" he spends his $ wisely.. he will go to arcade and teach me play.. i will not be staring at his computer screen when he plays.. we will play xbox the knockdown game together.. he will let me win.. he will tell me when he is angry and i can tell him a non-funny joke to let him laugh.. he will hold me whenever i am about to fall.. he loves me forever and only me.. he belongs to linjie in a far far away island.. love and lost better to never loved at all?

Force yourself to abandon some old belief about love and relationships that you know is holding you back.

...try again or walk away...

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