Lost in thought, and drifting away...

erm.. thanks?.. i know you'll always be there.. but.. erm.. i am still 17.. dun expect too much from me.. i think u can dun expect anything.. lolz.. i've nothing.. juz smile when i see you.. i will smile back.. linjie smile is attractive and good enough.. right.. nothing is impossible and impossible is nothing.. take a break if u'r tired.. stress? dun worry.. switch on the radio and start singing.. convincing and forcing yourself to believe is different.. "did i say that?" short term memory.. the beginning thanks and the ending thanks.. the story? i go first.. still finding a photo den i smile very very very happy de.. found some fake smile but haha.. i am still pretty.. a very meaningful bdae card or a expensive present that u were saving up to buy for urself.. meaning a one with money involve the other with thoughts involve.. both from different people.. think carefully.. which one do u prefer? me? i dun wan to lie.. i really dunno.. accepting the card happily.. the gift with guilt.. r u suppose to repay back something? i heard from my sis la.. there is this guy who bought a cd to this girl.. and he bitch to his friends that "that woman took my CD and didn't give me a chance".. diao.. wtf is this? if i am that girl i will juz take that CD throw at his face and kick his ass and get him rolling away.. hope it doesn't ever happen to me la.. maybe i am girl la.. i dunno.. but by accepting gifts and regular conversations give wrong impression.. think carefully.. quite true hor.. die.. i now den realise.. they are juz so simple.. "snowball" keeping troubles or unhappiness will become snowball.. keeps growing and growing.. one day ExXPLOoDEd.. anything juz say it out.. the snow will melt.. there will not be any chance of exploding.. oh.. but becareful of flooding.. making smart choice.. ...try again or walk away...