Lost in thought, and drifting away...

I took for granted, all the times that I thought would last somehow.. I hear the laughter, I taste the tears.. But I can't get near you now.. I'm everything I am.. Because you loved me.. Through the lies you were the truth.. My world is a better place because of you.. If I could just find a way to make it so that you were right here, right now.. I've been sitting here can't get you off my mind.. Now I don't wanna make excuse, baby.. won't change the fact that you're gone.. So I'll just hang around and find some things to do.. To take my mind off missing you.. And I know in my heart, you can't say that you don't love me too.. Please say you do.. Now that we are apart, am I still in your heart? Near, far, wherever you are.. I believe that the heart does go on.. There is some love that will not go away.. Look at me.. You may think you see who I really am.. But you'll never know me.. Everyday it's as if I play a part.. Now I see.. If I wear a mask, I can fool the world.. But I cannot fool my heart.. I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart.. And what I believe in.. But somehow I will show the world what's inside my heart.. And be loved for who I am.. Take back that sad word good-bye.. Bring back the joy to my life.. Don't leave me here with these tears.. Come and kiss this pain away.. Un-break my heart.. Say you'll love me again.. If you could show me that someone that I used to be.. Mirror mirror hanging on the wall.. You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all.. It’s not always rainbows and butterflies.. It’s compromise that moves us along.. I know that goodbye means nothing at all.. Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls.. I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday.. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again.. Her feelings she hides.. Her dreams she can't find.. She's losing her mind.. She's fallen behind.. She can't find her place.. She's losing her faith.. She's fallen from grace.. She's all over the place.. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.. Broken inside.. She's lost inside, lost inside.. What’s wrong with my tongue.. These words keep slipping away I stutter, I stumble off.. Like I’ve got nothing to say.. Yes I’m wishing my life away with these things I’ll never say.. You won’t cry for my absence, I know -You forgot me long ago.. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn’t something missing? Isn’t someone missing me? You think you're going nowhere when you're walking down the street.. Acting like you just don't care when life could be so sweet.. Young girl, it's all right.. Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly.. Frightened to believe you're the best thing about me.. I know I let you down again and again.. I know I never really treated you right.. I've paid the price.. I'm still paying for it every day.. Nothin' else matters as long as we believe.. I'm lookin' at you and I see my life.. Passing before my eyes and when the journey's over.. And all my dreams come true.. I dream of you.. What can I do, to make you mine.. Falling so hard so fast this time.. What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends.. I didn't care to be with you.. now you're stuck in my mind.. end.. ...try again or walk away...