Tuesday, October 04, 2005

i tot i wan to leave my blog a while to let pple miss me.. and wonder how am i doing.. so.. ya.. tried.. failed.. i dun wan leave my blog alone.. at least i got one reader and she is linjie.. i think she misses me very much.. juz like i am missing someone.. ya.. when u work for 3 full days.. which is 13 hours times 3 and it equals to 39 hours, the next day when u wake up, ur eyes would become very red.. the voice would change.. when u answer a call, they will think u r sick.. and juz hang up in 1 min to let u go rest.. and when had enough sleep.. wake up with nothing to do.. u will become very crazy.. and all those nonsense will come to ur mind and soon.. u will become mad.. 11pm.. i became extremely normal.. cos i get so fustrated and replied junwei in such a rude way, scolded him idiot and all sorts of mean things.. makes him so scare that he dun dare to talk to me now.. and when he dun talk to me.. i think that having my msn online 24 hrs is so useless.. yet i dun wan to offline.. why? tell me.. tell me.. why? why? why? huh? huh? linjie tell me wad should i do now? linjie i think u are such an idiot.. u shouldnt have love me so much.. u could have leave some to others.. i know u wont forget about me.. at least you could tell wad i could do now.. why? everybody got something they had to leave behind.. remember? you're the one i think about each day..

...try again or walk away...

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