Hais. Hais. I think I am being cursed!! I know why I seldom get sick.
Because I often get sick in my mind. Now you can say I am weak too. Sometimes I really really wan to CRY! You know like something very bad happened and can give me an excuse to breakdown. Please lar. I look like the character in The Holiday. Forcing each and every way to like c r y. Hais. I am S A D. What rant? -.-"

If last year I gave up on you, and gave him a chance. I wont be torturing myself now. At least I think he cares much more. But still if I could turn back time, I will do the same thing and cherish you more. Prove myself, nothing was a mistake.

In my life, there are too much things happening. Slowly, everything are making me numb. Feeling nothing. People leaving, setbacks, changes. I am like laughing everyday. And get back home lifeless. So much that I am thinking of working 24 hours everyday.

Because of you.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~!!!!
Get so crazy. Listen to some HIGH music. ~!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!~
...try again or walk away...

Went for the orientation today. No fun. Low energy low mood today. But I did made new friends. Eunice, Samantha and RuiZhu. Not very sure about the correct spelling. Anyway, think they are nice. =D Under observation. Haha. I am not myself today. Quiet = not me. Compared to orientation in Nyp. Totally different. Getting emotional again because of the long bus rides. Message cant be delivered. How lucky? Very. Gone. ...try again or walk away...

Thanks for organizing the chalet is really better than sorry for not being able to turn up. And I finally got the one and only person who thanked me for that. =D A small thanks can make me feel appreciated. Makes me feel good still being alive. Haha.
A big sorry for not appreciating, giving "pms" attitude and taking everything for granted. Thank you for being around. Even if things are not the same anymore, not going back to what used to be, I believe that we will be good friends till the last breath.
I am going for the orientation at 9.30. MUST WAKE UP and TURN UP!!

To all:
Dont worry about me. No need already. I have gotten my pay. I have money and I am happy. If happiness can be bought, I wont be stingy. Sorry for making you guys spend so much willingly. Lol. Enough for me. Because of my dears and darlings. Enough. =D Thanks. Hope to see all often. ...try again or walk away...

I had a wonderful 18th birthday. Especially with my 2F darlings. I enjoyed myself. Thanks for everything. Thanks to all for the smses. =D I have a really happy birthday. Love you!
Thank you Xiaoyun for coming down right after your flight.
Thank you all Dears for coming down to chalet even just for a while.
Happy moments always gone too soon. Hoping for another chalet soon.
Time to move on to a better year. Looking forward to a more colourful life next year.

It is a funny thing. Thoughts of putting everything behind right after me being eighteen just vanished. Slowly starting all over. Every minute and every second I am losing control of my mind. Keeping thinking and hoping and trying to understand. It is a real difficult. I dont know what else can I do. Except to let it go on this same way. Waiting for the world to change. Tell me why please. Brighten my world with some smiles.
...try again or walk away...

THANK YOU!!
=D
I need to get sleep first. =D Real thanks.
...try again or walk away...

Hais. 12 to 8. From Off day to 2 to 6. Now is 12 to 8. Nice lor. Thanks Peter Pan in Neverland. It's ok~! Pushing me away. Got to go soon. BYE!...try again or walk away...

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL~

I just came back home. But not from party, countdown or whatever. In J8 doing shit work. Lonely lonely Christmas. Hah. Yucks. I really really hate my 2006. One more week to go. Please dont destroy my final hope in my last week of year 2006.
LET ME BE A HAPPY GIRL LIKE ALWAYS.

I am trying to fall in love again! =D TRYING HARD!!!

Thank You.
...try again or walk away...

" WA SEY!! SOLID!! " quoted from Engqi.
Make me the happiest girl this CHRISTMAS PLEASE!!
Working on the EVE~~ HOHOHO!!!
You said it best when you say nothing at all. =D
Thank You.

Last night, he came to my dream and said he dont like purple color anymore. He said "I like gold." Wow. Cool~ I like silver. =D My baby likes bronze. Crapping. ARRRRR........... Tragic situation. Injured wings will recover someday. Fly higher Fly further. Someday.

A photo for you. Who is the main lead?
...try again or walk away...

No other intention. Do not misunderstand.

First: I am in a mood of "sleep, sleep, soon over"
Second: I am still in a mood of "anything, whatever, I dont care"
Third: I dont know what am I suppose to feel right now

I should be looking forward to a better tomorrow. But I still stuck at what could have been. You know? You dont know. Chim. Lost in thought, and drifting away...

Please let it stop raining!

...try again or walk away...

Free pasta today again? I am not hungry. So I got a free hot milo from XiaoQiang instead. I really thought he will wait for me after work. LOL -.-" I am an innocent girl. Anyway, Danny pop a rather sudden and kind of unexpected question. I thought he would forget. Where is my Psp guy? First, not mine. Second, I have no idea. Third, What kind of question is that? I went there to get laughed at. This was a bit of interesting to me. Then, he started to say about games. YAWNZZzzz~~ I am slowly becoming numb to those nonsense. Numb. A bad thing. But true. Nothing I can do. A sad thing. Hm. Time for bed. OFF tomorrow~~ Chiong work 4 days. CHALET~~~ Orientation. ARGH~~ School starts. DEAD! ...try again or walk away...

Now affect me. Diao. Hais. I become moody also liao. Must be the rain. I should buy myself a lollipop tomorrow. No reason to be happy. -.-" The secret behind the "arm".

"SLIM"
A photo taken 1st Dec.


Taken today.


Tattoo. "J" WOO~~ Sexy lady~


I should learn to take photos of myself using my hp.
Long sleeve or Non sleeve is still the same. Zzz. The "tattoo" is the same. =(

Trying to cheer up a moody guy with a lollipop. LOL. LinJie can be very sweet too.
I am trying to change a little by little. Starting with repeating what I say till the other person understand. No MORE never mind. Keep repeating. Haha. I try k?
...try again or walk away...

I am not the only one you said those interesting sentences to. What for huh? Thinking too much about someone who hides. Maybe not hide. I should say not sharing. Haha. I will be faking I dont know anything.
My boyfriend favourite colour is purple. I think I need to eat more grapes. Sour grapes. LOL.
Be happy!! =D Always telling myself I deserve someone better. No MORE sweet talks. $1.20 bubble tea. Cholesterol FREE!!
...try again or walk away...

It is good to still have us. =D
Happy Belated BIRTHDAY to Miss LEE ZILIN
No birthday card BUT~!!!
A beautiful photo taken with me is more than enough for you.
This photo will worth a million soon. =D
18 years old girl who looks underaged need to eat more and get FAT!!
Wish you will gain 10 kilos in the following year~



Watched The Holiday with huijun and zilin. NICE movie. Worth the $8!
GO watch if you are thinking of what movie to watch this 2 days. =D

New york~


Esplanade. Blue Balls.


Continue of stay over at the pretty girl house.
Mine! They went back 6am. When the sky is still dark.
Got to go work. BYE!

...try again or walk away...

Wednesday night. Went to C.A.N cafe with Chloe and Kevin.
I like that place!! =D And I found out the warehouse that guy name and age. Best is he is SINGLE!! I am always shy when he is there. Special ability he has. =D BUT I dont dare to talk to him lar. From Tm to Lp now J8. ARGH!!! Why he dont want to talk to me first? Tired of waiting. ARRRRR. Continue dreaming.

Here is nice article I saw. Lazy to scan. I use HP cam. Still can read. Click on it.

...try again or walk away...

Slacking away. Happy Birthday~~!

I want to watch the holiday! Anyway, today was so boring. No where to go. No mission. Nothing to do. XiaoYun go match HweeJun go Night Safari. No nice movies timing. Cathay and sit there like 2 idiots. Zilin said her brother said there is a place to play pool at Singapore Shopping Centre. So we decided to play there.
No tables. Have to wait for call. Haha. On our way out, this stranger approached us asking "Underaged?" Lol. We look young! Offered to play with us for free. FREE!

Joined them and laugh like hell. There are always lame jokes. One 16 boy behaves and looks like zhaokuang. 15, 16, 17, 18, 19. 5 persons. 5 different age. Fun. Back home for TV!
Now is time for SLEEP! See you tomorrow~

...try again or walk away...

Tell you this truth. I cant.
Get it over THAT fast. The whole day. FOR the whole day. I keep on scolding all sorts of vulgarities in my heart.
I wish I could just believe that it was a stupid mistake. You dont mean it.
And it reminded me of that incident. It was an intention. Making me believe every little thing, only to realise it was all lies. Tell me the truth and risk me hating you. Dont lie to me just because I wouldn't feel unhappy.

Spit it all out.
Say you dont like the way I talk to you.
Say you dont like me passing sarcastic remarks.
Say you dont like me being indifferent.
I dont know what you are thinking when you said whatever you said you dont mean it and again telling me you are sorry and you mean it.

What is the point now? Am I suppose to take all back. Trying to convince myself I am just dreaming every single day.

Why am I so petty?
Why am I so stubborn?
Why it cant be my mistake?
Why cant I be the one to let it go?

Now is the matter of am I willing or not. Am I? Willing to believe it was NOT an intention. You are not the same. You wouldn't lie to me just because you didnt want me to be unhappy. And you are telling me the truth now so I wont be unhappy.

You are telling me the truth.
You are telling me the truth.

AGAIN I am upset.
...try again or walk away...

If "please" is always right. That shouldn't be a wrong attitude. Just a usual "please"
I am wrong.
If showing I am in a very bad mood and even getting more fustrated. You thinks I am playing. I am wrong.
IF I dont give a damn about that stupid tag and by not switching on the computer did wad I am suppose to. I am wrong.
If joke made isnt funny to you, I am wrong. If you think I am bullying and I dont know any limit, I am wrong.
I have totally no idea who the hell "other people" I made till.
Whoever "other people" is, if my joke is mean to you and you are hurt.
I am sorry "other people" .
I knew you were joking. So? You knew it was a joke all the way?
Dont talk to me as if I am just using you as a toy, joke or seeing you being pissed makes my day.
I NEVER treat you any worse to get a FUCK YOU as a return.
It is like a "sorry lar" "sorry for... but..". Pisses you off. Pisses you off. It PISSES ME OFF
What was the limit? Everybody has limit.
DONT EVER APOLOGIZE TO ME. Saying for the sake of saying. I am too, NOT a ROBOT! Talking about feelings with such a simple matter.


WHATEVER

That is wad you say.

Now I know why you asks me about that question. Haha. I am such a fool. If that is really wad you wan. End it. Applause to you for putting up with me. Thanks~


...try again or walk away...

Once a liar, forever a liar. LOL. Too bad. I am NOT dumb. Why are there still so many dreamers? No energy for nonsense. I am BACK to ENJOY LIFE~~~ Start to watch TV programmes. Updates from NEWS!!

Request help for my chalet:
Food & Drinks ! Anyone? Kind enough to sponser something.
I need $$$.

I am still considering who to invite. Sorry for people who read my blog and nvr really hear from me asking you. You know you will come can auto ar. Steady a bit more. =D

...try again or walk away...

I went swimming alone. WOO~ Call me Dory~ Just keep swimming~ Still prefer NYP and Tanjong Rhu. Hougang pool have many obstacles. I said sorry twice today. No goggles! Funny me went to swim with specs. Haha. Today is really effective swimming. One hour of no-gossips. Friday again. Yes or no, that simple. ...try again or walk away...

Went to pastamania during my break today. FREE meal~ XiaoQiang cooked pasta with lots of bacons and prawns. =D Danny treated me his self-made chocolates. BIG round chocolates. Need to do some exercise tomorrow. Walking is also an exercise. =D

Question
Which photo should I put in my wallet?

Voting:

A : Family
B : 2F Ladies
C : Favourite girl
D : Leave Blank First <3

=D

Time to sleep! I am not wasting my time. Is recharging battery life to work better tomorrow.
Goodnight!

...try again or walk away...

I think I am getting OFF for the whole next week. They didn't plan me in. Becoming the excess staff. I think. Yawnz. Planning how to spend my week first. Anyone? Shopping with me? Time for a hair cut.

Did you notice the song playing in my blog?

Tick Tock, Tick Tock, Time is going faster and faster. 2007 coming!!
Bad Luck year 2006 is leaving me~~ Hope to win in some lucky draws or 4D as soon as 2006 leaves. Haha. Preparing for the NEW year resolution.
...try again or walk away...

Got the question wrong? YES! It is possible. Childish people lor. Lol. Whatever. Conclusion lar. If any kind of quarrels can lead to the point where both parties wish to end the friendship, end it. I just think that arguments or unhappiness between one another can be solve very easily. Compromising. Cant then DONT bother. Who cares about an asshole who use "I dont want to be your friend anymore" to show their anger. "Dont friend you liao" is for primary school kids. That can be excused. =D ...try again or walk away...

The taste of honey plus sugar plus sweet plus chocolates plus ice-cream cause a terrible toothache. Post torture. BUT =D Hm. How many times will you get the chance to taste honey plus sugar plus sweet plus chocolates plus ice-cream in one go?

Slept hours and hours today. I missed the meeting with Chloe for fruit juice. Just too lazy to go out. I think I have gotten the addiction of putting aeroplane. LOL.

Isnt arguments over trivial matters that escalate into huge fights which end friendships and relationships?
Small matter is not a small matter when you put in your heart. Like if it is trivial matter, I would just let it out and get it over. But some trivial matter let out will cause injuries, so better to keep it inside. I also dunno what I am talking about actually. It takes two hands to clap. Provided both of them are willing to share whatever problems and try the best to compromise. Peace. It is like arguments over trival matters or huge fights that can lead to the end of whatever kind of relationships, it is not even worth to start with. Right?
( WeiHwang : LOL. Think of a better topic. End my post too soon. =D )

...try again or walk away...

Shopping SPREE~~~ My mama bought a pair of diamond earrings for me!! =D
DIAMOND~~ HAHAHA. I Love DIAMONDS. =D

She spent almost a hundred at wallet shop buying christmas presents. And she bought a wallet for me too!! Benefits of going shopping with mama. Buying without paying. Bought 2 pairs of colour lens and a year of supply normal lens. I bought a nice tape dispenser for my sister. I never buy any clothes lar. So? Who wants to go shopping with me again?

By the way we could take a lot of free umbrellas. Like typical aunties. We took 2 in the end. Trying to look nice. But regretted as soon as we left. Should take more lar. The umbrella is cute.

ENJOYED MY DAY~~ SHOPPING SHOPPING AND SHOPPING~~ =D
...try again or walk away...

Something I realise very long. But haven got the chance to blog. I kept forgetting I still have this topic.

Whenever Birthdays is close, I will receive or ask this question "What do you want for your birthday?" Saying no need, thanks is just a form of courtesy. Even you replied no need to the person who asked you that particular question, will no matter what still get you something. Unless he is those heartless people who ask for the sake of asking lar. I like people telling me what they want so it will be convenient. Seriously, whenever I get this question I will think very hard for that very something to be received without being too expensive of course.

Hm. Blogging about what you want is something disgraceful? I dont think so. It is just a way of sharing information. Dont worry about that. =D Just continue to blog like me. Straight-forward. Please remember blogger is an online diary. Only thing is that it can be viewed by millions of people.

CHALET~~~
27 DECEMBER!!!
MY 18th BIRTHDAY~~~~~

26 is exclusively for 2F 2002 classmates.
Come down anytime after 00:00 on the 27 DEC.

~~~Balloons

...try again or walk away...

At Wisma. =D This is what I want. Dont mind if it's just the doll.
All proceeds go to MILK ( mainly I love kids ). THIS is an Act of CHARITY!!!!
Hurry. Before it's too late. =D

...try again or walk away...

Life isn't complete without some illusion. Capricorn LOL. LOL = Lack of Love. A sophisticated person. More busy than bored?

I did something to my hair today. And it is very funny. Lucky is for a day only. Haha. LinJie is suitable for many many looks. I have beautiful features. =D

Transfered to BJ8!!! Doesnt matter. Near my house. Hope I wont be late too often.

Her passions run deep, and so does her impact. Long after transitory affairs have run their courses, this smoldering siren will hold her place in a man's affections. Cherish her, honor her, love her, respect her. She'll pay you back in the richest coin of the realm--the kind of loving relationship that lasts.

I am addicted to horoscope.


...try again or walk away...

Breakfast cum lunch cum dinner again at 4pm.
AND NO FOOD~~~~~ I am HUNGRY!!!! GIVE ME FOOD!!!!
ARgh~~~ I NEED FOOD!!!! FOOD!!!
Full shift is always making me HIGH!!!

My imaginary boyfriend's jacket looks good on me.

Selling at $39. Be my boyfriend I buy for you. And give it back to me.
LOL. Tactic. I wear it like half of the day. And I managed to convince one guy to buy one.
The first jacket sold by me! Woo~~
...try again or walk away...

Try and see ba. Whether I am going to be a substitute. Haha. Slowly.

I have CHALET. DONT FORGET~~!!!! I almost forgot. Must remind forgetful people like you. Steady. Every Wednesday I post. CHALET~~

Today I went to my new school. SIM. =D YUP! My new SCHOOL~~ Cabbed down to Orchard for breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at Ajisen. =D Shopped for a while. And I bought Bikinis~~ Lol. Sentosa on Saturday!!
...try again or walk away...

Lessons to learn:

1.Never get into relationship with your best friend. ( IF you know it wont last. )
2.Dont let people you wont even consider fall for you. ( Unless he is fun to play with. Evil, I know. )
3.Never try to look for partners in same working or studying environment.
4.Dont let them think you are interested in them. ( Assholes will spread rumors that you are always looking at his direction. )

Aiya. Funny lar. This kind of teenage love always appear too fast and also gone too soon.

I Kan Kai already. Everybody is breaking up. Throwing their love away. LOL. Tired.

...try again or walk away...

New job. Songs provider. With "thanks" as my salary. Hope I dont get caught for downloading. Opps. I let out my secret. Who cares?!
DECEMBER SOON!!!!
Fast. Haha. Seems like just yesterday I was still having my chicken pox. Now going to December already. Time to go do some Christmas and back to school shopping. Anyone? Join me on Saturday..? Call me. But most likely I will put aeroplane again. Working afternoon shift this Friday. Haha. You can still try calling.
Brighten my world with some sms and msn messages~~ =D ...try again or walk away...

RULES

Step One- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your blog. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.")

The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your blog, or link to this post (it'll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.

Step Two- Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random blogs) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true.

Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

I saw this on a LiveJournal. Now it will be a blogger stuff.

WISHLIST
1. Try WAXING!
2. An excuse to wear Heels.
3. TO see meihui every single day ( that is your wishlist to see "that" on mine )
4. MeiHui to stop dreaming. AND WAKE UP~~!!
5. See that L....... V..........
6. $6.50/hr pay.
7. Tattoo (maybe temporary) Lol.
8. G mask ( wrap vouchers is available )
9. A vehicle with two wheels. ( bigger than human-size )
10. A happy Christmas~!

...try again or walk away...

Put aeroplane. LOL. I sleeping also the whole day. I think is to reccup the lost of my sleeping hours for the week. Working whole week with one day off again. Part-timer also need to chiong hours. Wondering what is that for. Dont care already next week I am going to OFF OFF OFF. Since my pay is not a lot. Till they up my pay by a dollar. Give and take right?

Boyfriend is not a need. Dont worry for me. Haha. No time for that nonsense. Enjoy LIFE~~ See my nick! I am still a young girl trying to experience every stage of life. Book dates with me. I have limited off days. Ask me. I request day off just for you. Before Thursdays for the following week dates. Tomorrow working morning shift. ARRR~~ I late every single day. TOMORROW MUST BE EARLY!!! ...try again or walk away...

Just finished watching a show on channel 5. Beautiful mind. Though i only watch the last 30 mins. Still cried. Touching story. About a mentally disorder professor.
My mama told me that recently news said people (of any age) die while sleeping. Unknown reason, they just sleep and never wakes up. Was told that maybe "stress" was the reason. Hm. Lucky for me. I am stress-free. Haha.
I am getting HIGH each day. Especially when I see people with " I am not happy now " face. Thinking of all sorts of rubbish to entertain them as well as myself. My colleagues are getting more and more emotional. And that is making my working environment more and more sian. Blogging for the sake of blogging. YUP! I trying my best to enjoy my life now. Dont try to drown me with problems I can't help. I can still lend you my ears. =D ...try again or walk away...

Publicise in my blog. YING YING WENT TO REBOND HER HAIR. AND SHE IS HOT AND SEXY NOW ~~ ( zilin ask me say ) Ying no more 3 cm hair lo. Haha. Convince Zilin go perm her hair ba. Imagine ying and zilin change head. WAHAHAHA~~ Cool~...try again or walk away...

The pace of your life is a lot faster than you may realize right now. Your unconscious speed may not be bothering you, but it might be bothering the people in your life. This go-go attitude of yours might be sending out the wrong message -- a vibe that says you're not willing to wait for anyone else to catch up, that says you've got too many important things to do. But that's not really true, is it? Make sure you're in step with everyone else right now. You could use the company!
Woo woo woo. Am I? Am I? WA~~ Time to work. =D...try again or walk away...

I am accepted. =D To my "new" school. SIM! Thank you!!
Generation gap. YawnZzzzz.......................... Sleep. Bye~...try again or walk away...

That is what I am doing for the whole night. I dunno about the side burn. And I did the eyes for a very very long time. I dunno how to do the body. Fastest way is copy and paste. I will give it one more try! Visit my friendster page. I tried to upload the pic. The colour turns out to be very very funny. http://www.friendster.com/3444530 Please give useful comments.

LOL!!! LinJie now aka Jill. I need to fetch that pill of water.

Plan A: I am not interested in YOUR face. Thanks and Bye~!
Plan B: I love woman.
Plan C: I have my Baby! ( It's true )

Kind of scary. But I am getting use to it. No worries =D
Kawaii neh (Me). Lol. Mr Handsome Japanese (Old).
The most difficult customer is the one who doesn't understand my language (even sign language). I know "kawaii". =D

Class photo. Kop from Aminah friendster. My online hours dont meet theirs. Very difficult to get the rest of the photos. So please have a little more patience. If not interested, still have to drop by and check once in a while. The photos we took is really cute. =D


...try again or walk away...

Crazy on 17 November. A photo taken in NYP. Waiting for Kristine and HuiLing to send. Sure to post for you. =D
That day I spent a lot of money. And the first time I spent $26 on cab. Should have been more selfish and took the cab alone. And shouldnt booked the tickets online. Wasted 3 tickets. Partly because lost the mood to watch movie. Last minute change again. I'm sorry.
On Saturday had to work. But I was "sick". Wake up 2pm. Down to Suntec to watch movies.

With Meihui. =D
MY HAIR COLOUR REVEALED~~ Dark violet.

A good year and Step up. Nice to watch movies in a row, especially good movies.
To her house for dinner and "weighing". My favourite activity in her room.
In the middle of the night, when Baby suppose to be sleeping, we sneak to the study room for our mahjong game.

Pic shows what meihui first step when she gets a mahjong tile. To see.


I am always losing LAR~~ Horrible.
Working for money to enjoy. YAWNzzzz..........

It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you.
...try again or walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEIFEN !!!~~
MAY YOUR WORLD BE FILLED WITH LOTS OF MUSIC AND LOVE~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANJIA !!!~~
MAY YOUR WORLD BE FILLED WITH LOTS OF FUN AND LAUGHTER~~
...try again or walk away...

Jokers. Even the day was so draggy and tiring, they made me happy along the way. I am staying as a part-timer or not? I have seen many Ah Guas in Lucky plaza. But today is the first time I see a freaking fucking disgusting and ugly Ah Gua with a damn sexy MAN's voice. What else can I say other than keep on puking and vomitting. Yucks. Meaningless right? Everyday. It is so so so meaningless. Because I never had enough. Karma. BACK!
Everytime I visit the visits count. Only few people read. I am always talking to myself. I am tired. I need a break. I think is the virus in me. Every 2 - 4 months, I lose all my energy. Tired and Tired. That must be the reason.
...try again or walk away...

RASCAL FLATTS - What Hurts The Most


...try again or walk away...

Late night again. I will treat you good. If you deserve it. I wont betray anyone I call a friend. I always think that my friends are part of my life. I cant lose them. I have the ability to cherish them forever. If I really have the ability to, I will. Like what she told me. I think I am the same. I give you 100% trust. Just a simple lie. To me, I cant make myself believe you anymore. Because you never felt the same. Thats why I 等不到 your answer. Actually, one day I might try again. WALK AWAY after 127. =D Been dancing all the night while working. To keep my energy level high.
Somebody saw you. The person you were kissing wasn't me.
If You Come To Me.
...try again or walk away...

LOL. Clue for you. My colleagues all didn't notice I dyed my hair. Till I ask. I submitted my resignation letter. Last day 18 Nov. Blog again. =D...try again or walk away...

My story? How should I start? Right from the start. It is not failure. Everyone is a winner in life right? Just setbacks. A step behind you. Damaged. Totally. Looking forward to the next better person. Or looking forward to a better tomorrow. Every time I came across to a very very simple matter. It takes a long long time to get over. When did it begin? Compromise. LOL! Dont angry! Be happy! TWO YEARS~~ What the F? It's so scary. Real-Life drama. Like "cast away". Alone acting and watching. This is so stupid. Emo-girl~ Trash! Off to the Bin. My heart says do it but my mind is telling me no. It's an effort. Dont do it. I love her more. Finding excuses. Always. Position change. Directly opposite. How? Dont sleep my life away. Again. Not a failure. Yup. The time has not come. DIFFERENT!! I heard the stories. Affected? Not at all. Not interested. A suppose to be busy student. Drinking own fruit juice. LOL~ ...try again or walk away...

LinJie have a new hair color. I was thinking of black maybe. Like a bit wasted because can DIY. So my new colour is HOT PURPLE! No LAR. HAHA. Shocked right? Dont tell you my new hair color. Continue guessing. =D

Life is unpredictable. Conclusion, do whatever you want before it's too late. I dont want a simple life. Be HAPPY! We have to get over it but somethings are not meant to be forgotten.

Again. STOP WASTING YOUR LIFE!! I think I can say it a million times and nothing will change. Just to show I am still willing to make an effort to type out a few sentences hoping that you will read it. Maybe. Just maybe it will lessen the damage. For me. =D

You have no idea how sorry I felt for them. Failed to realise that this game would not last forever.

Lol. I am a net addict too. I online everyday dont know for what. Time to cut down the usage online. I found something very very interesting today. A poem and a sentence. FUNNY!

Look into my eyes
Deep down inside is where it lies.
Terrible pain burns in my soul
A fire burning out of control.
Addiction and fear are the pain I feel

MapleStory keeps playing in my mind.
If I play, I'll most likely get stuck.
Hours by hours, days by days,
Sooner or later, I don't really care.
All I want is to be next to my game.

Ask yourself now if you don't want the fame,
It keeps me playing day to night.
Me and my buddies are great partners,
Traning all day long together,
Leveling up my bandit.

Gorgeous stuffs on cash shop,
Drives me crazy for some cash,
I dont mind walking downtown for it.
I could trade up rare stuff,
It's easy to get rich it split second.

And tell me more,
how could you keep me away?

When the games ends what are they left with? Thick lens, hole in the pocket and poor...

End of that endless topic. HAHA~~ Hey hey. GUESS MY HAIR COLOR NOW~~

...try again or walk away...

Relief at Bugis 2 - 6 today. Met Mr "My friend want to be your friend" who wants my phone number. LOL. My name tag is Jason. Mr "Friend" asks why my name is Jason. Why? Cos My mama gave me the name Jason. I also dont know why. Ok lar. Talk cock. I nvr give in the end. Me as a Miss "Think a lot girl" thinks that no matter what, girls should not give hp number away to stranger. A big waste if the guy is handsome or is a Mr nice guy right? Think think. How to make friends? Guys, ask for email address instead of hp number ba. Haha.
I never ask. You never say. Will it last? What else can I say or do? When I know you are happier each day.
Time and effort.
Lifestyle CHANGE. Knowing when and how to enjoy life without having to stinge and live life in misery like a Scrooge. It's about self-love.

...try again or walk away...

Say I love you~ This is my 600th post. So fast right?
Today I got a brownie and a cookie from ZhenRu. Sweet. My colleague asks why my girl friends so nice to me. Haha. That day is chocolates today is cookie and brownie. =D Jealous de leh. Makes me smile~~ =D =D
That sand castle is woo~ Baby don't go~...try again or walk away...

LOL. Why did I put lasting relationship in my wishlist? Haha. I really really had a hard time making relationship last lar. Dont know why also. Cross out so many wishlist. I wan to cross out one more. Mama and Sis said they can share. But just say only. See how. True, I hate liars. But not on purpose, still alright. What do I need?!! LIFE~~ Next off day on Sunday. BORinG. LIFE LIFE LIFE~~ Turn and Turn. Really met Mr Right. Keep laughing. Laugh it off and GET IT OVER!! Dont know what I am waiting for. Missing something real. NONSENSE!! ...try again or walk away...

Tired!! School. Work. Bored. Life is really short.
NEED TO FIND SOMETHING EXCITING TO DO!!!
Drifting away........~~~~...try again or walk away...

LinJie no more prince charming. SAD! Yesterday say only, today disappointed. This morning, I found out he is Single. Working at TAKA. BUT, today he came shop again with.................................................................. his ..................................... hair CUT!!! SAD!! Cut those funky kind. Sucks.
Hows GP? One Down. Exams will be over soon. GOOD LUCK!! AND TAKE CARE. Weak people gets sick easily. HAHA. ...try again or walk away...

Work is fun but tired. Joanna Peh came to shop yesterday. And today is Prince Charming "dian dao wo". Haha.=D Chloe friend. Information of Prince Charming. Smart. Neat. Black hair. Sweet smile. Estimated height 181-182. Estimated waist size 28-29. Going to NS soon. Age 19. ARGH!!!! Never ask the name. And is he single. I shall name him Mr CF. Till I find out more. Dreaming~
AND that Mr seller. SO angry lo. Cheat my feelings. Next time. Everytime next time. Never mind. For that speakers, I will wait. Enough for today. ...try again or walk away...

Had a chat with my buddies just now. So I got a topic to blog.

"Why you can't be my boyfriend?"

A very long list.

Sissy. Gay. Coward. Ugly. Stubborn. Evil. Nerd.
Quiet. White. Skinny. Fatty. Not helpful. Unkind.
Talk too much. Lack of communication.
Cant speak chinese. Dont read my blog.
Younger than me. Shorter than me.
(Seriously, height is a matter too.) I am standing 1.7m. LOL.

A lot more. Squeezing my brain juice.

Slow. Stupid. Un-gentlemanly-habits. Weak.
Too much restrictions. Unable to take care of yourself.
Looking for forever. Flirt. Playboy. (Jay that kind)
Sleep early wake up late. Keep long hair.
Too much complaints. Easy jealous, angry or unhappy.
I am not the most important. Too or not caring.

My family or good friends dont like you.

Dont know me well enough (eg. my likes, my habits, etc.)
Dont know how to cycle, swim and play basketball/soccer
(must know at least 3. If not will be too gay. Other cool sports can be used to replace).
Dont know how to play computer, xbox, playstation and gameboy.
(must know at least 3. Mario is not acceptable)

GAME addict (especially, if ignore me because of that).
Direction idiot. Have a girlfriend. (two-timers cannot let me find out).
Like more than 1 person at one time. Criminal.
Liar. (I HATE LIAR.) Irritating. Nuisance.
Smart aleck (obnoxiously self-assertive.)
Love disgusting animals. Irresponsible.
Heavy smoker (waste of money).
Will draw a clear line whatever happens.

Most important, if I have no interest.

If you really want to be my boyfriend, I give you a chance. Of the above you cannot have more than 2. The bold is a NONO. =D If you meet the requirements, woo me. HAHAHA.

By the way, the four dreaded words is lets-just-be-friends. I dont want to be the daily routine.

My blog is really confusing right? If you know, why do I have the need to blog right? DONT BE STUPID. That's why you are not my boyfriend. Cbox this kind of simple task dunno is considered STUPID.

...try again or walk away...

I went back NYP!! Lol. Not for lesson duh. Giving away my dustcoat and safety boots. ARGH!! $70!! If I am not wrong. I wont have any use anyway. Haha. I went down causeway point with huiling. She accompany me to find my friends. Kaiwen at pastamania. She pon school. Haha. Ya. I almost forgot. RP is near causeway point. Zzz. Walked around to wait for Cherie join us. She also pon school. Haha. Her younger sis is very cute. Haha. HuiLing treated me lunch. I cant stand people stuffing the money here and there. I lost. And it's her treat. I dont think I will be blogging much. Cos starting work and it will be boring. In case my post become worst. Considering taking a break. Lol. Craving for my post just leave a message. I might be back just for you. =D
A LEVEL STUDENTS ALL THE BEST~~~!!!
...try again or walk away...

Kiasu girl like me had already planned how to celebrate my birthday. CHALET!!! Lol. I wanted to book chevrons chalet. But they need 6 months in advance. They are more kiasu than me. 6 months leh. Bigger and cheaper. The safra that darren booked also 6 months, somemore more EX. And the aloha chalet is fully booked. People deciding to book chalet muz decide early. KIASU-ISM is important.

It is still a long time. I already started to think a lot. LOL.
I was thinking that only my 2F dears and darlings can stay over. So there will be place to sleep for everyone. Lol. Small chalet often have fights because of the place to sleep. THEN, something strikes me. HAHA. I want to play DONKEY with my donkey gang. Actually it is quite simple lar, I will just invite people over for BBQ. Wait till I 21 years old, I will book a BIG BIG BIG chalet k? Hoping that all my friends will be still contact-able. LOL!! LINJIE IS SO EXCITED!!

Someone Checking-in on behalf
No written authorisation is required. The authorised person must be aged 18 and above. AR!! HAHA. check in date is 26 Dec. LOL. No worries by then, everyone around me is aged 18 and above. Haha. EXCITED!!! Because I sound so excited. I want to go out now. Anyone available? Call me out anytime~

I really booked the chalet. It is at Costal Sands Pasir Ris. The room number will be sent to me on Christmas Eve. I will let you know again. And Christmas reminds of MERRY CHRISTMAS~ LinJie favourite day of the year!!
ALL BAD LUCK IN 2006 GO GO GO AWAY~

A small note. I dont like rejections. Therefore, hahahahahaha. WOOOOO~~~ This post is getting very very long. Time to go. ASK ME OUT!!

...try again or walk away...

Information Sharing. Do you know? Online $ is US dollars. Meaning if the price is written SGD 35.00 it will be written $22.44. So PLEASE becareful. Haha. Currently, LinJie is deciding to buy the Sony Ericsson MPS-6o speaker. SGD 35.00 is a TEMPTATION. Lol.
My working schedule is OUT!!

Monday - MC
Tuesday - Afternoon
Wednesday - Morning
Thursday - Morning
Friday - Full shift
Saturday - OFF DAY
Sunday - Half Morning

I will have a happy weekend next week. ...try again or walk away...

Death Note!!! =D =D STRONGLY RECOMMEND!!! =D =D Movie anyone? Currently, I am not very interested in the movie. HAHA.

Another you used away my hope. Countdown for me. I am starting a new life! First step. Leave the job. Second step. Complete my wishlist. Third step. Enjoy life. WARNING!! To reduce the risk of me hating you, dont ever try to lie. Again.
I found another story. Just to let myself think another way. Lying sometimes is necessary.

There was once a guy who was very much in love with a girl. He folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to her. Although at that time he was just a small fry in his company and his future didn't seem too bright he was contented with what he had.. for he was in love.. and they were both happy together..

Until one day, this girl told him she was going to leave the country for Paris and try to live a new life there with no intention of returning back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for both of them because he was poor and he had no dreams. He couldn't believe what he just heard and couldn't help but cry. She was his dream, his love, his friend.. she was his everything..

Just when he thought he had it all he gets to experience the true side of the world.. with all it's misery in it.. But love is being able to accept the truth no matter how it hurts.. She broke his heart and yet he still loves her..

Days have passed, months have gone by and yet his feelings for her has always stayed the same.. He worked hard night and day to put his mind off the past.. He wanted to prove her wrong about the fact that he has no dreams.. he can be somebody someday.. Finally with all the hard work and help from his friends, he was able to build his own company..

One rainy day, while he was driving along the highway, he saw an old couple sharing an umbrella in the rain while heading to some destination. It didn't take him a while to recognise them for they seemed familiar to him.. they were his girl's parents..

He drove back to them.. slowly.. to show them how his life has changed. how successful he has become.. he's got his own car, house, company.. he's got it all.. But what he saw next confused him.

The couple were heading to a cemmetery. Out of impulse he went out of the car and followed them. She was there.. his heart pounded so fast for he couldn't believe what he was seeing.. He felt the warmth of his tears thrickling down his cheeks.. He was crying in the rain..

He saw his girl's photograph smiling sweetly at him.. from her tombstone.. next to the paper cranes he once gave her. Her parents felt his presence and looked back at him. Out of confusion he asked them why.. and how did all this happened..

She did not leave for Paris for she was ill with cancer, it was her cliché. She believed that he will make it someday and she didn't want to be his obstacle. All she ever wanted was to be with him.. but she chose to leave him to spare him from her suffering and frustrations..

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you at all. She wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him near to her again... he will remember how much she loved him and how much he meant to her...

Once you have loved someone, you will always love her.. forever. For what's in your mind and heart will remain forever.

He cried in silence and whispered...
"I thought I almost had it all.. now i know what was missing.. you.."

...try again or walk away...

How To Get Out Of A Traffic Ticket!

A police officer pulls a guy over for speeding and has the following exchange:

Officer: May I see your driver's license?
Driver: I don't have one. I had it suspended when I got my 5th DUI.

Officer: May I see the owner's card for this vehicle?
Driver: It's not my car. I stole it.

Officer: The car is stolen?
Driver: That's right. But come to think of it, I think I saw the owner's card in the glove box when I was putting my gun in there.

Officer: There's a gun in the glove box?
Driver: Yes sir. That's where I put it after I shot and killed the woman who owns this car and stuffed her in the trunk.

Officer: There's a BODY in the TRUNK?!?!?
Driver: Yes, sir. Hearing this, the officer immediately called his captain. The car was quickly surrounded by police, and the captain approached the driver to handle the tense situation:

Captain: Sir, can I see your license?
Driver: Sure. Here it is. It was valid.

Captain: Who's car is this?
Driver: It's mine, officer. Here's the owner's card. The driver owned the car.

Captain: Could you slowly open your glove box so I can see if there's a gun in it?
Driver: Yes, sir, but there's no gun in it. Sure enough, there was nothing in the glove box.

Captain: Would you mind opening your trunk? I was told you said there's a body in it.
Driver: No problem. Trunk is opened; no body.

Captain: I don't understand it. The officer who stopped you said you told him you didn't have a license, stole the car, had a gun in the glovebox, and that there was a dead body in the trunk.
Driver: Yeah, I'll bet the lying s.o.b. told you I was speeding, too!

...try again or walk away...

You are the only one that can affect my mood so much. Stop thinking about that matter. Somebody save me.

The Bottom Line
Hope is the word to hold on to today -- hope for what awaits you in the future.
In Detail
As the saying goes, when one window closes, another one opens. In other words, just because something is ending right now doesn't mean that something new isn't just getting started. It might be right around the corner -- or it might be quite a spell down the road. Regardless, something is coming in your future that will make you glad you took the journey to get there. Hope is the word to hold on to today -- hope for what you can't anticipate and can't control.

My brother is back for Thailand. Woo. He bought me a brown hat. HAHA! But he is kind of disappointed when he saw the one I bought about the same colour he bought. Nice and sweet right? Heh.
...try again or walk away...

Xiaoyun and Eileen came over my house to visit. They never failed to cheer me up. Just keep chatting and chatting the good old days. Never grew tired of those happenings. Haha. Happy plus Happy equals to VERY HAPPY. Smiling and laughing. Enjoyed my day. A lot. =D =D
Thank you to MAN and BROWNIE!! Good night.

Thanks to Christina who helped me with my biggest wish this year.



COMPLETE!! =D



Pic of the DAy.
Two person and One item
=D =D


HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!
...try again or walk away...

WeiTing kor kor is helping me send the enrolment form. The application ends 31st. Panicked. Will I get it? When someone asks me where are you studying now. Silent. SIM.
Checking my letter box everyday. My wishlist! HEE. Excited. HAHA. Waiting for everyone who live in the Hundred-Acre Wood to be there to enjoy the teaparty. =D...try again or walk away...

=D Ready to set off. YEAP! I WENT OUT!!!
=D =D


I went down Heartland Mall to take passport photo.
VIVOCITY!!!

Description. Big. AND nothing else. But it wasn't a wasted trip. Can tell others " I have been to VIVOCITY in Singapore.



So called the roof of the shopping mall.
There is a water playground? Not very sure too.


The small island. SENTOSA. Can you spot the merlion?


A zoom in view to let you the word "sentosa"


Time for Lunch. After waiting for SOMEONE. Made me wait for 1 hour plus. 1 hour PLUS. Best. Vivocity is a boring shopping center. I bought nothing. Had lunch at Mac. FOOD and MORE FOOD!!!! End of tour at Habour Front. Real Boring! Just for the experience.



Sorry not much photos as promised. Just being lazy. And nothing much to take also. Dont blame me k? =D

Shopping started at TOWN! =D
Show you the caps I bought.
=D


=D


COOL GIRL!


Pic of the Day
Result of eating too much sweets.


Some missing parts. Blogger got error. Dont allow me post. =D
I am still happy. Even when the clock strikes twelve, everything turns out the same. I am still happy. Today. =D I took a very very long time to post this rubbish. I had no idea what am I supposed to blog. Time is used to think. HAHA! =D

Saying HI to muri and muriger.
...try again or walk away...

VISITORS PLEASE BE REGULAR K? MY COUNTER DEPENDS ON YOU~!!
For you. I will update and update and update. Haha. I wont change my style of blogging. That's my unique Attitude. =D I will be out later. EXCITED!~~ After so many many days of rotting at home. VIVOCITY HERE I COME!! COME BACK AGAIN FOR PHOTOS UPDATE TONIGHT! =D =D
...try again or walk away...

I got a question. Other than people having exams soon. Who will be slacking at home this few days? LOL! I think among my group people. I am the only slacker. HAHAHA~! Tomorrow want to go out dont know who to find seh. LOL. Poor thing....try again or walk away...

Trying ebay. WOo~ Baby I still believe. I wasted today again. Haha. Really is wasted. I am surfing the internet for rubbish. Today I get a new hope. Give me one week to tell you my result! Brighten my world with emo songs! HAHAHAHAHA!!! So relax and indulge~...try again or walk away...

It's getting dark. Raining soon. Dont get sick. Take care~ Anyway, what I expected came true. Haha. Drop by my msn chat window to say "Haha, I look at your nick, I laughed." I dont care. Sexy attitude is considered sexy. Good right? Even I am far away from you. Still can make you laugh. HAHA!! =D =D. ding li ling dring di li ring. Wait till the day, I dare to say see you. Haha. Nonsense plus rubbish equals to Trash! A merry heart is a joy forever~



A photo 2 years ago. Lol. =D =D
Time waits for nobody! Cherish everybody! Be Happy!
...try again or walk away...

I was wondering about my question. Results and process. End up with lots and lots of answers. Confusing myself. Lol. Currently I was thinking about collection. The process of collecting and the result of the collection. For this I choose........................................the process.
Haha. It's true. The feeling of excitment and satisfaction is like another choice that links. Even though, the results may not be perfect. Can you get what I mean? Is like if you choose to keep thinking about the results, just making yourself more unhappy right? Feeling wasted or you can say feeling disappointed.
Think another way. Everytime you get that something, the happiness is what you cant achieve when you get straight into the result.
LOL. But after saying for so much. I still need that one piece to complete. HAHAHAHA~ The purpose of posting all the above nonsense is gone!! RESULT is wayyyy too IMPORTANT for me. ...try again or walk away...

nice song~
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/128923ht.htm

...try again or walk away...

Tomorrow is a HOLIDAY~~ There is no difference for me though. Guess what i did today? I took out all my clothes and iron it!! Applause~ Admit. Most are thrown aside. I wont be wearing them anyway. Time to do some shopping and burst my wardrobe with clothes and clothes. Any discount cards or vouchers can give it to me. HAHA~ Uploaded some photos in multiply. Can visit. And romantic lines too~ Suddenly, I have a question. FOR BLOGGERS.
The importance of process and result. Which is more important and why? 3 days to think. Ready? Haha. Me? In the process of thinking, and is waiting for result. By the way, it can be anything. Cheers~
...try again or walk away...

You are indifferent because I am insignificant. So? Time to pack up and go. Hey hey! 8 more days before the enrolment ends. HAHA~~ I am short of 3 passport size photos. Used up all for S&K job application. Lol. When should I step out of my door to get my photo taken? A week gone! Gotten the sleeping virus. I need sleep again. Sweet dreams~...try again or walk away...

Joker! Wu Zong Xian acting in a drama. See the face already funny.
Anyway, who need links please tag again. =D...try again or walk away...

...try again or walk away...

I have decided not to move. But just to get the feeling of changing. I have changed my blog skin! Reading previous post, I realised I am still in the land of dreams. Dreams that wont come true. Next step I have to do is to change the focus! Every time of the year. November. Getting ready to start OVER!! Short hair, Specs, Slippers. That was the last thing that would make you want to stay. STAND UP FOR MYSELF!! Exercise Exercise Bikinis On the WAY~~ Learn how to do absolutely nothing. Haze will be over when November ends. Cheers~ =D

p.s LinJie is still unhappy. =(

...try again or walk away...

Lol! One week gone soon. Time pass really fast. I think I sleep too much. The one think I want to do most when I can leave my house healthy is..........SHOPPING!!! I need to spend some money to recover more prefectly. LOVING myself more. =D =D =D ...try again or walk away...

What should I do? Too much maybe"s". I am confused, angry and hurt. I am turning to a person I dont know. It is so wierd. Nothing else to say? One question I havent ask. The answer I will never find out. Staying at home all day is making me weak. KNOCK ON THE WALL!...try again or walk away...

LOL. NO VISITORS ALLOWED. BUT I STILL HAVE FREE MAGAZINES AND VCDS TO READ AND WATCH!! WAHAHAHAHA~BIG THANK YOU TO WEIHWANG~~





Princess Hours is Mama bought for me to watch. I am now watching at fast speed. I like happy ending. Haha.

I still have Vitagen. Less sugar. HAHA. Thanks thanks.

...try again or walk away...

Actually I dont feel sick. Is the reason that I cant step out of my house makes me sick. Haha. Thanks for people who offered to visit. I AM REJECTING ALL VISITORS. I have a kind soul. Currently I am poisonous, so dont attempt to. Was so surprised that Yiru wanted to drop by and pass me food or anything. She thought I would be very hungry. My mama prepared a LOT of food for me. I wont die of hunger. And thanks for the Take care and Get well soon. HAHA.. I like the way people cares. =D
But if the care that you are giving need something else for exchange, thanks but no thanks. I am not a very good liar. This is referring to "msn ass". Someday you will find out.
Counting the days that pass me by. Woo. Another day gone, doing nothing except sleeping. Princess Hours~~

...try again or walk away...

2nd day. 12 more days to go. Haiz. So near yet so far. Why me? I am reminded of my $133!! About 3 days of my pay spent on m e d i c i n e s. SAD.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS PRAWN~! ...try again or walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
I was in a confused state thinking whether I should or should not wish you. Haha. In the end, I did!! Applause~~ Today maybe the only chance I can say this to you. Ever since the day, the day you know when, I’ve been thinking. If I made time for you, will we still be happily chatting on the phone at night? Will you not be so into that game? Will the feelings fade as time pass? Will I still be thinking of my wonderful future and dreams? If. HAHA!! That didn’t happen so why bother so much. Do you know the purpose of having a birthday? Making a wish or blowing out candles? What is the real purpose? To remind you how many years have gone, for the past what have you done, what have you not done. Is it? YOU ARE EIGHTEEN NOW!! Cannot say you don’t want think too much. If your life span is 80 years, almost one quarter is gone!! You can’t go on wasting all your time on maple. However, the fact that maple can give you the satisfaction you wanted, there is no reason for you to stop. DON’T use up all excess time! In conclusion, I still wish that you could find something better than maple and hope it come true. Example: photography. If you are saying thanks, welcome! P.s I mean it from the bottom of my heart....try again or walk away...

THE MOST LUCKY DAY OF THE YEAR!!!!

FUC !!!!

... I GOT CHICKEN POX!!!

...try again or walk away...

I am left with 2 weeks.. Countdown for me!! Hoping I will not miss it this time.. Haha.
12 hours at Lucky Plaza on a Sunday.. The world of Phillipinos. Using up the energy for next week.. My NEXT offday is on Sunday! ARGH!! Six more working days to go before I get to rest. I predicted that I will be working full on one day. Haha. And it came true. I am so so so LUCKY!! Today SoonMing and Stella drop by and did some shopping. And they waited me for lunch? Haha. My breaktime dunno is dinner or lunch. By the way, STELLA gave me this
-->> Chocolates and Chocolates!! SHE REMEMBERS!!!!

=D =D =D GIVE YOU A BIG BIG HUG AND A BIG BIG SMILE! THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!! LOVE YOU~~ =D =D =D

I got to end now. Late nights are making me more and more un-pretty.

...try again or walk away...

After that day, we nvr see each other. Until last evening.
A post full of photos JUST for you.. =D Went Marina for a small gathering before the school starts. Their school. Haha.
At Mrt. I shall introduce them to you.

Huihui, Tian Yang


Song Wei unwilling to take photo with me. =(


He decided to give me a Big smile. Jun Wei sneaking.


Why? Cos I didn't take with him. And I took with HuiLing.

YaoHuang. See our short fringe? Looks so nerdy.

Started eating. From my left. Familiar face?
Huihui and TianYang again!


They refuse to let me take a nice photo of them.
Were interested only in food and drinks.
That is EngQi. HuiLing.


JunWei behind HuiLing. He always dunno doing what.


Although we were at the same table.
But there were two world.
Engage in their own conversation.
YaoHuang, Ridzuan and Chiyong.
ChiYong hair very ugly.


Told you. Dont know what is so interesting.
Chiyong with his ugly hair again. Taufik. SongWei.


Where is LinJie?!!! She is the photographer ma.
Look at the last pic!

Me with Ridzuan. See the braces? He is rich.


Taufik is so different in photo and in real life.


I took a lot more. But i think this faces need to appear more.
Lol. After hours. Left with Ridzuan, Songwei, ChiYong with ugly hair and ME! We were waiting for Songwei Dad to send us home. Waited and waited.

Finally!! Where am I? Back of Lorry!! WOOO..

By the way, SONG WEI DRIVING!!! I am risking my life!

At first, the road was very peaceful.


SUDDENLY!!!


Nice Night City. If you were there too.

And I am reaching home!! Safely

Pic of the DAY!!

...try again or walk away...