Lost in thought, and drifting away...

My story? How should I start? Right from the start. It is not failure. Everyone is a winner in life right? Just setbacks. A step behind you. Damaged. Totally. Looking forward to the next better person. Or looking forward to a better tomorrow. Every time I came across to a very very simple matter. It takes a long long time to get over. When did it begin? Compromise. LOL! Dont angry! Be happy! TWO YEARS~~ What the F? It's so scary. Real-Life drama. Like "cast away". Alone acting and watching. This is so stupid. Emo-girl~ Trash! Off to the Bin. My heart says do it but my mind is telling me no. It's an effort. Dont do it. I love her more. Finding excuses. Always. Position change. Directly opposite. How? Dont sleep my life away. Again. Not a failure. Yup. The time has not come. DIFFERENT!! I heard the stories. Affected? Not at all. Not interested. A suppose to be busy student. Drinking own fruit juice. LOL~ ...try again or walk away...