Friday, December 29, 2006

Hais. Hais. I think I am being cursed!! I know why I seldom get sick.
Because I often get sick in my mind. Now you can say I am weak too. Sometimes I really really wan to CRY! You know like something very bad happened and can give me an excuse to breakdown. Please lar. I look like the character in The Holiday. Forcing each and every way to like c r y. Hais. I am S A D. What rant? -.-"

If last year I gave up on you, and gave him a chance. I wont be torturing myself now. At least I think he cares much more. But still if I could turn back time, I will do the same thing and cherish you more. Prove myself, nothing was a mistake.

In my life, there are too much things happening. Slowly, everything are making me numb. Feeling nothing. People leaving, setbacks, changes. I am like laughing everyday. And get back home lifeless. So much that I am thinking of working 24 hours everyday.

Because of you.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~!!!!
Get so crazy. Listen to some HIGH music. ~!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!~
...try again or walk away...

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