so many days of fun and lack of sleep.. ready for the long long long long post?? i got short term memory.. so i shall start for the last day of my term..

23rd dec.. that day i sleep at 4 am plus.. was chatting msn online with songwei.. like still very energetic juz cant stop talking.. wake up at 8.. went to school to celebrate christmas and exchange presents.. cos we like no study at all even the comms skill lesson was cancelled.. bad thing that day is i received the final warning.. if i late once again.. i am going to fail.. the story of the morning is for my nyp friends only la.. if u really very very very interested, come ask me.. i tell u.. so the lesson was cancelled i went queensway with meihui and qiu qiu.. qiu qiu is meihui give de name for qiu ying.. sounds good hor.. haha.. i think so too.. i will juz call her qiu qiu.. we went ikea, queensway and to far east.. shopping are women activities.. haha.. we buy buy buy and buy.. i went meihui house after the torturing shopping.. haha.. mahjong time.. played mahjong until 4 am? so is 24th dec liao.. cant remember.. wake up at 9? i have to rush to work at 11.. but cant stay la.. dun wan to rush.. so i called the manager saying i will be there at 12.. went to work until 4pm.. went home to get my shower.. meihui and benjamin came.. she wan be postman.. haha.. so we slack until 630pm? took a cab down to aljunied.. cos it was yuet yong bdae.. we went tampines for dinner.. the first time i think that arcade can a great place for clearing ur mind.. u wont think of anything else.. and keep playing with a smile.. and laughters.. hm.. 11 plus le.. we din countdown.. went meihui house again.. 25 dec.. merry christmas!! mahjong marathon ar.. we play 2 rounds.. until 7 am? haha.. juz went back home for sleep.. i have to work at 6.. opps.. i actually have to start work at 5.. late for an hour.. haha.. went back home.. talk on the phone until 12.. haha.. went to shower.. and i wanted to sleep de.. but i saw the present.. haha.. den i go eat the kinder surprise.. and played with the toys.. haha.. 26 dec liao.. wake up.. my grandma and my cousin came.. haha.. a grand arrival ar.. woke me up so early.. shower den choose the clothes to wear.. black or white.. think so long.. haha.. went hougang mall to get elaine xmas gift.. and hm.. =D still earlier so i went home.. stand between 12 and 13 storey there see scenary.. haha.. and juz stat talking when i haven stand there for 10 mins.. went back home to niao niao and drink water.. <-- sounds wierd.. haha.. bus stop to wait for sbs 3759 that bus number 25.. single deck de.. board the bus and waited for tengsiang and zhaokuang.. they came.. so we went to amk central to get tkk and ts de psp.. hm.. they were there for a long long time.. yawn.. off to orchard to meet chanchieh.. and teng sing air-con friend.. we went to watch movie!!.. movie was nice.. fun part for the movie is only for me.. i dun wan to share with u.. haha.. =D.. after the movie.. we walked.. haha.. a very long distance.. den to cineleisure for a drink.. left when the auntie wan to sweep the floor.. din walked to somerset.. we walked to droby graut<<-- dunno how to spell >instead.. almost fall down.. haha.. as i predicted earlier that day.. haha.. went to bishan for the xmas celebration.. i juz cant sit still.. waiting for 12.. and the phone call.. 27 dec.. hello? hey.. sounds different.. haha.. weihwang called.. to sing.. wow.. nice.. den sms juz kept coming in.. haha.. so sweet sia.. finally the call i've been waiting.. haha.. smile smile.. went back for their celebration.. simple but fun.. meihui bro and qiu qiu came to fetch me.. went to their house for mahjong.. oh.. i wasnt drunk la.. juz red only.. mahjong!!!! until 6am? hm.. haha.. begged her brother to send me home.. haha.. went to sleep for few hours.. before i went out.. reached kembangan.. and the 95 frankel ave was NOT near the mrt lo.. it was damn far away.. i think we took 30 mins of walk lo.. and RAIN!! sianz half.. reached there.. and huijun, zilin help me to decide the amount of food to buy.. yingying called her mama to check the price.. whether is cheaper or more ex.. haha.. so nice.. i no need to do anything.. juz hate the rain la.. took a cab down to parkway.. go there sm got vouchers dun need to spent so much money also.. save $.. l o l.. haha.. VERY HAPPY RIGHT LINJIE? yup.. i am very happy.. lol.. after we went giant we go down east coast.. coz we hungry liao.. want to start bbq to eat 1st.. dun care about others liao.. zilin, yingying, hwee jun and soonming.. lol.. but rain la.. den we veri stupid.. is huijun idea la.. haha.. . funny ar.. take trash bag and cover ourself to prevent us from getting wet.. can go shelter but we dun want to go shelter.. sit there and let the rain rain on us for around 10 -15 mins? the rain more and more heavy.. we decide to go in.. i saw someone take photo of us.. still got flash light.. haha.. wha.. sia suey.. we walk to mac a lot of people looking at us.. haha.. quite fun also la.. i sian half.. meihui bro ask wan go his house bbq not.. i was like anything liao la.. better den cancel the bbq.. they all say wait a while first den decide.. finally rain stop.. back to the pit.. zilin busy starting fire.. huijun and ying busy poking the food with satay stick.. i busy singing.. slowly.. got people come le.. yup.. the fun starts!!! dun wan share liao.. u got go u will know.. haha.. no go why? why? haha.. the cake!! argh!!! haha.. touched.. cant cry la.. my bdae leh.. cannot cry.. haha.. went to meihui house!! got a lot of food left.. haha.. anyway.. i really enjoyed the day.. with all the people coming down to wish me happy birthday.. thanks guys.. thank you for the fun you contributed.. thanks thanks everyone.. see you all again soon.. =D thank you very very very very much.. 28 dec.. i at her house le.. opened presents.. haha.. oh ya.. thanks everybody for the presents.. haha.. and the $$.. haha.. i really received $ in a box with ribbon.. zilin say cant find gold colour de.. sleep le.. yawn yawn.. ZZZ.. very very tired.. hey.. i really going sleep now.. nitez!!!

...try again or walk away...

know something? i am very tired.. i dun wan to smile in the middle of the night.. One Stone is Enough to Break a Glass One Sentence is Enough to Break a Heart One Second is Enough to Fall in Love One Misunderstanding is Sufficient to Break Friendship. hm.. was thinking about this.. if one misuderstanding can break a friendship.. den wad kind of friendship is it in the first place? dont understand.. anyway.. i am feeling low right now.. i juz need someone to talk to me.. so quiet at night.. 12 am.. oh.. i din forget.. take it back? no.. how am i suppose to know when you never told me.. finally.. i found out.. it might be the truth.. might not.. but now.. who cares? no one.. it is a strange and funny thing.. hey.. i found my christmas and birthday wish.. i dun wan to think about you anymore.. let santa remove you entirely from my brain.. dun worry.. i will leave a corner for you in my heart.. heez.. i am smiling now.. if friendship and love cant exist at the same.. i wont wan any.. by the way.. dun buy watch for me.. DUN.. remember the gold ribbon and that card.. dun ask me wad i wan.. cos i wan nothing.. get nothing for me.. dun juz go buy a present for the sake of buying one.. i dun like.. a short greeting or a phone call is enough to make my day.. hint* call me to sing the song.. saving $ for you..

i wished that i could tell you i am feeling better everyday.. but truth is? when you walked away.. you dont know me.. no you dont..

...try again or walk away...

he is above 1.8m tall.. he is dark and handsome.. he is strong enough to piggy-back me up 11 storeys without sweat.. he will pick me up from my home no matter how far he is coming from.. he will sent me right to my doorstep no matter how late it is.. he knows how to ride and drive.. he can bring me to where ever i want.. his hp will be 24 hours on and 3 am i would call him juz to say i can't sleep.. he will force himself to be awake to listen and just to be there.. we will talk on the phone for hours until 6 am in the morning.. he will walk 10 km with me without saying anything and holding my hand be by my side.. his shoulders will always be there for me to lean on and let me rest on when we go to movie.. he will hug me when i am cold.. he will not run in front of me unless someone knock onto me and he will run to smack the person head.. he will not give me tissue when i cry.. he will hug me and let me cry out loud.. we will go ice-skating, riding a bicycle, rollar blading........ together.. he will blow his plans if last minute i want to go out.. he skips his lesson when i am sick.. he will take care of me.. he will help me do my homework.. he will cook for me.. we will quarrel over small little things and patch back when we are tired.. we will sing together until all the glass windows crack.. he is gentle towards me and to other girls so that other girls will be jealous of me.. haha.. he is kind and evil.. he will help me carry my shopping bags and will not give up his seat for me in bus.. he will tell me different kind of jokes.. he enjoys wad i enjoys.. he will say that i look funny when i look beautiful and will tell me i look funny when i look funny.. that is not going to happen.. i am beautiful no matter wad they say remember? he will give me flowers on a day when he say " happy 3 months 2 days anniversary!" he spends his $ wisely.. he will go to arcade and teach me play.. i will not be staring at his computer screen when he plays.. we will play xbox the knockdown game together.. he will let me win.. he will tell me when he is angry and i can tell him a non-funny joke to let him laugh.. he will hold me whenever i am about to fall.. he loves me forever and only me.. he belongs to linjie in a far far away island.. love and lost better to never loved at all?

Force yourself to abandon some old belief about love and relationships that you know is holding you back.

...try again or walk away...

my tagboard is back!!! jessie come tag tag tag.. haha.. jessie is bad evil little thingy.. i know ur secrets!! ~ hahaha.. i got my first bdae girt this year from pastamania!!!! haha.. it's a micro mini pinky skirt!! they are forcing me to slim down because they bought me a S.. haha.. and it iis really super very very "SHORT!" i know i have beautiful long legs la.. haha.. opps.. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!

this few days din blog because i nvr online much.. and simple lazy to blog.. not much thing happened for me to say also.. tuusday zilin birthday and we went out to celebrate for her.. a happy day spent.. wednesday went to the red dot exhibition.. short one.. quite fun because we know how to entertain ourself.. after that went bedok.. first time? i think i wait 1 plus plus hours without complaining anything.. haha.. played pool for a while den we went to bai bai.. happy belated birthday to zhiwei.. we went shaw tower for king kong movie.. very very nice~.. a 3 hours movie !! yawn yawn.. i pon school on thursday.. not surprise right? work for 4 days together.. selling 11 bottles of lambrini in total!!! saw that? 11 bottles.. good luck ar.. linjie muz win this competition even our outlet den win.. haha.. see my power!!! haha..

dun run in front of me..

...try again or walk away...

changed new blogskin.. and haven go change the name age those things.. haha.. lazy.. friday den change.. if i remember.. help! i cant remember wad i did last week.. anyway.. doesn't matter.. jooicy gossips~!! haha.. i love jooicy gossips.. something to be happy about.. my ergonomics complete.. and something to be depress about.. i left my watch at the com lab.. =( juz hope that the cleaners doesn't keep it.. because we were told not to leave any personal belongings behind.. haiz.. so how is the new blogskin? i know the music quite irritating la.. if u find it so, turn off ur speaker when u visit my blog.. and i decide to remove the tagboard.. haha.. minus one way to talk to me liao.. so my hp will be more useful.. true? yup.. i am yawning.. so i shall go to sleep first.. byebye.. goody nitez!! ...try again or walk away...

ya la.. i am just being jealous.. haha.. i am ok.. really.. so fast december liao.. will get over soon.. me strong k? haha.. thanks.. really thanks.. everyone around me.. every time muz listen to my rubbish.. and tried me making me smile.. know or dun know wad is happening.. yup.. me gan dong.. i know you're always there for me.. i apreciate it.. thank you.. i am smiling.. wo ye ke yi guo de hen jing cai.. yesterday morning i went over to mjr band chalet.. hm.. the chalet was fun.. but i lost a lot $$.. haha.. and yy told me no need return $20.. haha.. koon ann also offered to give me treat to kfc.. because quite a difficult task to find time and treat.. he wanted to return the winnings as well.. haha.. nice guys.. went for a short swim.. back for the bbq.. i was being served.. haha.. and i eat a lot.. back to the room for FUN.. and the best part for the chalet i think.. the donkey game.. the drink water thing.. with weihwang darren meihui and benjamin.. mh drink lots of water that day.. haha.. water bucket.. ended the game because i throw the pillow and spilled the drink.. lucky for me that the towel was kok hong.. told him and he said juz wash with clean water can le.. heez.. sleep for 3 hours i think.. went to mac for breakfast and home to change and off to work.. juz cant keep my eyes opening.. ...try again or walk away...

wow.. so nice.. so long nvr receive message telling me to take care because of the rain.. thanks jessie and xiao qiang.. i am so touched.. and elaine father drove me home.. i dun need umbrella.. today have some idiotic customer la.. hack care them.. juz curse them in my heart.. got go friendster see my profile? see the photos.. the final fantasy de.. nice.. i cant remember the song.. was it eyes on you or wad.. haha.. in your darkest memories.. wad is my or wad is your darkest memories?

...try again or walk away...

thanks xiaoyun!! for accompany me for the whole evening.. i bought HANDPHONE!!! yup.. k750i.. my new darling~!!! thank you for waiting bus with me when u could go home already.. haha.. so nice.. i juz love talking to her.. we talk a lot.. really a lot.. yup.. they really changes a lot.. true.. when pple get to different environment.. they will change.. muz get the facts.. haha.. she told me things that i guess i heard and i assume.. and haha.. true.. dunno wad is that called.. disappointment? or juz trying to be indifferent? if it is my fault, i guess i can only say sorry now.. ayob told me that my weakness is that i am too playful.. haha.. i din deny.. i admit i am playful.. i am not serious enough.. he said that something need to have a full stop.. hm.. juz when? when should i put my full stop? close your eyes.. soon.. i will let me go.. me will go away.. i will have my , first.. i will try my best not to be so playful.. and get my full stop.. work hard!! jia you!! smile =D ...try again or walk away...

i turn up for school today and!!! ayob lessons was doing nothing.. we were waiting for him for so long.. shake head.. i should have reach home 3 hours earlier.. erm.. haha.. i played chinese chess in class with them.. although there is only one chess, all the while i am playing it.. they nice la.. din chase me away.. i juz kept playing.. haha.. i lost so many rounds.. so disappointing.. haha.. hm.. ya.. and outside south canteen.. i burst into a loud loud laughter when sherlyn said something stupid.. and a group of guys pass by.. omg.. nvr notice got handsome one not.. haiz.. all sherlyn fault.. sad.. haha.. that is my joke of the day.. go liao.. byebye.. ...try again or walk away...

i skipped school today again.. and think i will be getting the warning letter soon.. haha.. hack care.. who asked them to put the lesson at 8 in the morning.. knowing that i reach home almost 12 the previous night.. hm.. so din go to school i went out with my mama and sis.. attention:!!! to early to say but this is the first announcement : 27 of december this year.. BBQ at east coast park AREA C pit 22 and 23!! please keep urself free.. i will go around asking pple 2 weeks later.. so prepare to promise me that you will make it ya.. stella : thank you!!! haha.. you are the sweetest girl i have ever met.. haha.. i dun have anything i wan.. juz hope that most will turn up on that day.. haha.. and the present i wan i already told soonming to get it for me liao.. so dont bother.. haha.. soonming right? haven u decide which one? or going to get both? haha.. anyway thanks for offering help ya.. and i will that leave those materials up to you.. if we have lacking items and it will be your fault.. HAHA!! so should i start worrying who will turn up or worry about the amount of food to purchase? tian qi he ren yi yang hor? shuo bian jiu bian.. me stay here.. if i see you next to never, how....?<-- be it la.. haha.. now i found a new entertainment.. reply to the song that is playing..

...try again or walk away...

yup.. i booked the bbq pits le.. at east coast.. area C.. pit 22 and 23.. guess i will onli be inviting mjr friends.. if not will be erm.. weird? haha.. will ask u 2 weeks later.. juz hope that all could go.. and hope it doesn't rain.. haha.. got to go sleep le.. tired.. ...try again or walk away...

then i might breakdown and cry just like a child.. must make up my mind now.. nvr knew i have to make this kind of choice.. should i should i not? sing sing and juz sing.. anyway.. if i book a bbq pit on my bdae who will come? ...try again or walk away...

as i thought i wont be here.. now i am.. disappointed? nope.. i hope so.. i went to meritus mandrain<-- cant remember the spelling.. the hotel beside taka.. 35 storey.. wow.. the view.. beautiful.. work for about 3.5 hours? fast and easy? i wan to have dinner and dance too.. nice.. hm.. yup.. really nice.. the event was sony ericsson annual dinner and dance.. ar.. every one was carrying k750 i w800 i w900 i !! haven seen one with a nokia phone of course.. haha.. reminds me of my poor k700i.. i think he misses his owner very much.. my k700i is a he by the way.. he love to take pics of his owner.. i am sure he misses me like i misses him.. where are you my love? come back please? anyway back to wad i have done today.. i skip the first lesson again.. cos i woke me at 1030.. when the lesson suppose to start at 9.. oops.. comm skills.. started singing again.. i juz kept singing until susan<-- our comms skills lecturer covered her ears.. haha.. her actions so funny.. make me laugh.. hack care her.. so i juz kept singing and singing.. until LTQ 2.. haven stop.. haha.. sing until i am tired.. a day passed very quickly.. i think give me one more week i will be crazy for juz one more week.. be back to normal as soon as possible.. let me sing.. oh my love my darling~ that is unchained melody.. haha.. yes!.. nice song.. tell me that you love me tell me that you care tell me that you love me and i'll be there.. i'll be there for you! be there to sing for you.. sing until u call me shut the hell up.. haha.. oh my love my darling~ call my hp now.. if u wan to hear me sing.. who is the girl i see??? ...try again or walk away...

can u believe it?!!? meifen learnt ballet.. haha.. wonder why yesterday got so many post? cos i pon school yesterday.. and today i went to find out that ayob is on mc.. so morning no lesson.. we had 4 hours to do some sketching.. something like a free period.. we went to eat mac breakfast and back to m626 do the online-ing of drawing.. and start crazy when junlong and gang say my work is cartoon.. scold until happy already den start to do one crazy thing.. sing.. i juz kept singing and juz enjoyed seeing qiyin laughing to herself.. stage performance.. haha.. meifen taught me some basics of ballet.. and i made a fool outof myself as usual.. but dun care.. i juz like to move around instead of sitting at the cold chair.. tired and went to sng again.. 4 hours of singing and dancing.. finally it is 1 pm.. lecture? no.. sleeping time for me.. 2 hours of lecture.. 2 hours of sleep.. went home.. i wont be around until sunday.. tomorrow i will be working.. saturday also.. sunday i need to chiong for my draft.. shall do some slides today.. see you~ ...try again or walk away...

Your Evanescence song is: My Immortal
Memories of a time with a lost person consumes
you. You remember him/her so clearly and you
are tired of being a victim to your thoughts.
You are depressed because of all this, but you
just can't seem to let it go. Apperantly this
person meant the world to you and made you very
happy. You hope that one day he/she will return
to you, and you will live happily ever after.
But your mind tells you it's not going to
happen. You need to let go in order to find
peace.
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real

What Evanescence song are you?[many outcomes + wonderful pictures]
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i got confused at first.. but i dun like the pic.. so i did the quiz again

Your word is: Sad. You wanted to give yourself to
someone. But they didn't accept you. Being
rejected, whether it be from family, friends,
love-interests or peers, is a very hurtful
thing to go through. It is also likely that you
have been betrayed several times before, which
is why you keep away from everyone now. You
learned the hard way to never trust people and
your defence-mechanism is now to isolate
yourself. Yet you yearn for people who will
understand and like you, to have the thing you
never had: love.

What Dark Word Represents You? [anime pics]
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i love myself more than anyone else.. i love my family.. i love my friends.. they are the most wonderful thing that happened to me.. my childhood best buddies, linlin and wansia.. used to cycle around estate of sims drive.. now different school and in a different surrounding.. i and wansia moved.. once in few years den we will see each other.. my favourite primary school friends leechen and jianren.. we dun play around a lot like me with linlin and wansia.. but i talked to them a lot.. i like to tell them wad is happening around me.. 1F 2F.. i love them all.. and my favourite girl meihui.. currently my best memories in class remains at the year 2002.. with all those nonsense happenings.. every moment is a happy thing.. all our chalets, bdae celebration and outings.. agree if u are part of us? missing badly.. 3H.. my classmates was nice.. i met a group of nice pple.. and i got attached to mjr band because of SYF.. group of nice pple <-- 1986 those guys.. and wanting.. always going to movies together.. including meihui and myself.. always going down to 3F classroom after school and the dog hole we had kept the friendship of 2F ^ 02 strong.. 2004.. a terrible year for us.. i guess.. drifted us apart.. going into soccer.. with yucks (the name they called themselves).. fun pple.. always made me laugh.. xiaoyun and gang played bottle soccer in class during recess.. and taking 100 home with her makes my trip home very exciting.. yup.. exciting.. sitting next to zhao kuang and mao jie during the year.. not happy just scold zk.. even he is angry or unhappy he can't do anything.. joking, gossiping and suaning with maojie were a happy thing.. 4H will be a quiet class but with every one in the small classroom made everyday an enjoyable day to spend in a year when o levels are very important.. long break before i knew where my next chapter would be.. i got a job at pastamania.. there i met a lot of nice pple.. they made me wan to stay in this job as long as i can.. NYP for now.. my classmates all are nice and clever pple.....try again or walk away...

pple who are trying to find job now.. waiting for results.. find with ur friends.. work together.. will be happier this way.. when u go into different school still can have same topic to talk about.. wan to chat also can find some excuses to call each other.. tuas? alone.. with photographer.. me wan to go? i dun mind.. but.. who am i suppose to call and talk to when i go home? listen to mp3 or fm? looks so pathetic.. special healing powers.. healing now.. 0.01 percent.. if my blog dun sound sad ar.. i will be really sad lo.. i have to fake 24 hours even in my dreams.. no more healing powers cos it just keeps bleeding inside.. forever-n-beyond is a plaster or medicine for me.. thanks for trying to cheer me up.. thanks.. ...try again or walk away...

can somebody help me!!!!???? i din go to school again today!! shit.. how how.. doesn't matter la.. as long as i complete my work at home.. i shall blame it on tian yang.. she din give me morning call today.. opps.. sorry.. not yet that evil.. but almost.. i will be laughing at home.. juz that you cant see it.. hahahahahahahahahaha.. ...try again or walk away...

not my day.. was late for school.. partly because i woke up late.. and partly because i let 3 bus pass me by.. full.. why did so many pple want to take the bus i want to take? forget about that.. i can complete the cadd thingy myself.. still got a bit of intelligence.. i dun look down on myself see.. yup.. so no ergonomics lesson today.. changed to friday.. had brownie and fries for lunch.. went to library with cherie.. the rest of the girls got their own activities i think.. i din ask.. talk about her absence from school.. er.. interesting but kind of sad too la.. her grandma whom she loves very much juz passed away.. and the story continues.. hm.. marketing lesson was a fast one.. she dun have lame jokes today.. ok la.. have.. din made me laugh.. i din laugh a lot recently.. haha.. trying to.. haha.. haha.. yup.. still trying.. had to work at 6.. have almost 2 hours to slack? meifen accompany me to walk around bishan.. so we went to shop for tian yang bdae gift.. and parted when i had to go to work.. i cut my hand when trying to save a cup.. obviously i failed because i cut my hand.. goh told me not to pick up the cup but he din know that i already cut my hand.. haha.. funny.. bleeding.. pain.. and he said something about press press press.. i din hear properly and asked jean.. she said "press press press dunno wad".. den we started laughing.. continued to work.. i think i got fast healing power.. it stopped.. but the cut there dun look nice.. still hurts when i get contact with water.. argh.. done.. got to continue with the colouring.. yawn.. ...try again or walk away...

I took for granted, all the times that I thought would last somehow.. I hear the laughter, I taste the tears.. But I can't get near you now.. I'm everything I am.. Because you loved me.. Through the lies you were the truth.. My world is a better place because of you.. If I could just find a way to make it so that you were right here, right now.. I've been sitting here can't get you off my mind.. Now I don't wanna make excuse, baby.. won't change the fact that you're gone.. So I'll just hang around and find some things to do.. To take my mind off missing you.. And I know in my heart, you can't say that you don't love me too.. Please say you do.. Now that we are apart, am I still in your heart? Near, far, wherever you are.. I believe that the heart does go on.. There is some love that will not go away.. Look at me.. You may think you see who I really am.. But you'll never know me.. Everyday it's as if I play a part.. Now I see.. If I wear a mask, I can fool the world.. But I cannot fool my heart.. I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart.. And what I believe in.. But somehow I will show the world what's inside my heart.. And be loved for who I am.. Take back that sad word good-bye.. Bring back the joy to my life.. Don't leave me here with these tears.. Come and kiss this pain away.. Un-break my heart.. Say you'll love me again.. If you could show me that someone that I used to be.. Mirror mirror hanging on the wall.. You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all.. It’s not always rainbows and butterflies.. It’s compromise that moves us along.. I know that goodbye means nothing at all.. Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls.. I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday.. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again.. Her feelings she hides.. Her dreams she can't find.. She's losing her mind.. She's fallen behind.. She can't find her place.. She's losing her faith.. She's fallen from grace.. She's all over the place.. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.. Broken inside.. She's lost inside, lost inside.. What’s wrong with my tongue.. These words keep slipping away I stutter, I stumble off.. Like I’ve got nothing to say.. Yes I’m wishing my life away with these things I’ll never say.. You won’t cry for my absence, I know -You forgot me long ago.. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn’t something missing? Isn’t someone missing me? You think you're going nowhere when you're walking down the street.. Acting like you just don't care when life could be so sweet.. Young girl, it's all right.. Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly.. Frightened to believe you're the best thing about me.. I know I let you down again and again.. I know I never really treated you right.. I've paid the price.. I'm still paying for it every day.. Nothin' else matters as long as we believe.. I'm lookin' at you and I see my life.. Passing before my eyes and when the journey's over.. And all my dreams come true.. I dream of you.. What can I do, to make you mine.. Falling so hard so fast this time.. What did I say, what did you do? How did I fall in love with you? I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends.. I didn't care to be with you.. now you're stuck in my mind.. end.. ...try again or walk away...

miss you too~.. ur blog is so sweet.. haha.. me also wan christmas wish.. everyone around me to be happy and healthy!! busy?? i should be too.. but.. slack.. hack care.. should i should i not? ya.. ...try again or walk away...

thursday spent the whole day at home.. din go to school and work.. not feeling very well.. a good night sleep.. i am back healthy! meifen told me today she had the worst birthday this year.. haha.. i wasn't around ma.. no la.. joking.. her friends forgot to wish her happy birthday.. 17 of November.. i muz remember!! i din had a good day too.. i miss out the millieum walk thingy.. and din go for the m&m class.. spending my day staring at the screen.. forget about thursday.. today.. oops not anymore.. friday.. the cube exercise.. ok.. din put in much effort.. last minute in the morning do.. haha.. still not back.. din score too badly.. average? ok la.. to me alright le.. den comm skills.. very funny la.. juz chatting and chatting.. suddenly say till the topic flat chested.. as usual.. being tease and all that.. went home.. online for a while.. jun wei suddenly tell me dun take it to heart abotu wad they say.. lolz.. ya i know i wont.. i am so used to it.. they dunno how i spent my secondary school life.. haha.. dotz dotz when he say flat also got flat de beauty.. pengz.. lost of words.. quite funny to me.. juz now i saw a sms again.. tell me they joking only.. diao.. i dun think i even frown lo.. juz keep laughing with them.. so cute.. my class pple are nice la.. they would help every little thing they could to every one.. juz that their jokes a not stop de.. like everyday got something new to say.. feel so lucky to be in my class.. haha..

it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time..

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linjie is back! lolz.. tomorrow work.. and i will keep work.. who cant make it for work muz call me replace.. i wan work work work.. $$$$.. if i go back hp this week.. for the rest of the year i can onli spent average $7 a day.. i juz bought a design book today.. $47? around there.. hope can give give me some guild and let me do better this semester.. 2.333 is an ugly number.. i dun wan it anymore.. ya.. i still haven choose the famous designer yet.. no arne jacobsen please!.. who is going to help me choose? ok.. nvm.. i going do it by myself.. and the stupid thingy give me the topic "doing laundry using washing machine" ok la.. compare to the rest.. i think mine is alright.. i am left with one month with the presentation.. and 10 days to complete the draft.. shit shit.. heart beating faster.. drink lots of water.. i am still late for eveyday lessons.. forced tian yang give me morning call everyday.. haha.. forced huihui to give me 2nd morning call.. i muz wake up early and reach school on time!! tell you tomorrow that whether i am late not.. muz larn fast fast do fast fast.. i going to be kind and helpful.. muz help huiling on the cadd thingy.. haha.. today later for half an hour.. cant every finish myself.. so couldn't help.. i am so bad.. haha.. ok.. i go to leave now.. see you tomorrow.. to never let it get that far.....try again or walk away...

i feel like an idiot.. i used to be irritated by all ur questions.. now i am craving for juz one.. one question.. ask me why am i feeling so bad? u know it has nothing to do with my phone.. haiz.. out of my mind again.. think.. sorry.. nvr knew i was so mean.. haha.. now i know.. quite interesting.. tried on others den on urself.. funny.. i am so irritating.. not your fault la.. mine mine mine!! thanks for ur 5 mins.. no need.. i am fine.. u can leave.. i can give myself longer time.. longer den wad u can give.. who? no one else.. me myself.. tell me how.. how i can return everything when i have nothing left? stupid.. i miss you when you are gone.. you will miss me when i am gone.. cant go back go forward.. if i saw the emc thingy on the sidewalk.. i am walking on the right path.. clock strikes twelve.. i am still here.. ...try again or walk away...

wo na guo.. talk to me.. no.. dun wan.. dun ask me anything.. juz say something.. haiz.. angry.. no.. yup.. angry.. hate you! ...try again or walk away...

i lost my hp yesterday.. i am not hinting anything.. juz that.. haiz.. sad.. handphones dun like to stick with me for long.. less than a year it's gone.. gone with the wind.. iavsn.. have to protect my 3100 now.. photos! =( dun cry.. juz a phone.. lost already and buy again.. better than losing something money cant buy.. so lets go get one when my pay arrives end of this month.. smile!! =D old one dun go new one dun come.. ahaha.. which model?...try again or walk away...

realised that i owe you an apology and you have it right here.. sorry.. walked away..

today our lesson ended earlier.. so we decided to go to park mall to get inspiration from those lights shop.. after that we went to a walking marathon.. the worst part it that it is juz walking from one place to another without shops for me to enjoy browsing.. damn.. and we walked to sunshine plaza if u dunno where is that.. that is somewhere near nanyang academy of fine arts.. there for wad? juz to accompany weijie but his modelling tools.. walked to sim lim square.. but stop there to consider that we haven thought of the design yet so we do not know wad we need.. and it is at sim lim tower not square.. wad the hell.. so wanted to go back home le.. legs are so tired.. he saw the pasa-malam near bugis.. stone.. nvm.. my turn.. since we r at bugis.. i wanted them to accompany me to shaw tower.. to find the lighting palace.. NO lighting palace.. bluff me.. yawn.. i tot weijie knew where it is.. he brought us to the toy shop.. -.-" ARHG!! since we r at shaw tower.. might as well go suntec to see the exhibition.. $20!!.. left 1 hour.. dun wan.. other days den.. he need to go work and we parted.. engqi followed him.. and cherie accompany me to citylink.. went to hmv and find the CD.. she found it for me.. bought her disc i bought mine.. and we chat on the mrt all the way till amk cos i drop at amk she drops at woodlands.. when i got down.. took bus home.. and that song play 2 times juz nice when i board the bus and alight from the bus.. and it is now playing on my head.. singing~ singing~ singing~ singing~ singing~ ..............

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2 days 3 days 5 days one week 2 weeks one month 3 months half a year till one year once.. bi shang yan jing zhi qian.. trying my best.. i starting to get busy le.. "lighting device" omg.. wad should i do? think.. help me!!! oh no no.. do my best.. i wan a better GPA this sem.. yup! and i will.. i go to go out le.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YING!!!

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today? i change time-table again!! lolz.. haha.. fridays start one hour earlier.. coming thursday pray no school.. if have den until 12.. need sleep.. my sleeping time back to normal.. no more 2 am 3 am.. not bad right? marketing lesson was interesting.. cos the lecturer very very lame.. is VERY.. u know i like to imagine when someone say something and really create the picture in my brain.. example like a pig wearing a pink polo-shirt trying to fly and so.. i laugh like hell when she say the tarzan thingy.. i imagine her face with the tarzen body.. paiseh when the guy in front of turn and stare at me when i laugh.. omg.. i forget his name.. shit.. haha.. i think is yong zhi.. opps.. ok.. den need to calm down.. xing xiang u know? and like juz smile at the jokes when i really wanted to laugh.. again!! she say the diapers thingy.. i imagine her with the diapers.. omg.. shake head.. rolling on floor liao.. today ends around 430.. next tuesday no her lesson.. is elearning.. dunno wad is that la.. i think is learning at home.. got to do very very well this semester.. if not will ..... ok.. good nitez..

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tired to read that i changed my time-table already? i changed again.. monday starts at 1 ends at 4.. and today.. i din had any lesson.. ayob went back army.. so.. no lesson today.. haha.. i sweim 2 hours in the late morning.. and i am back to the dirty colour.. haha.. should be healthy colour ba.. i think is nice.. not snow white anymore.. now is hm.. haha.. ok la.. stop.. tomorrow lesson tell 5.. yawn.. will be back.. ...try again or walk away...

BAD NEWS!!!! time-table change monday starts one hour later and ends one hour later.. tuesday got marketing.. so not ending at 3 anymore.. ends at 5.. the rest is the same.. ok la.. not so bad.. i cant work on monday le.. ...try again or walk away...

holidays will soon be over.. very very soon.. i will keep myself very very busy.. hm.. when there's extra time.. i will sleep.. i wont miss you anymore.. smile =D But though you're still with me I've been alone all along..went meihui house stay.. i falling in love with mahjong once again.. so long.. i lost touch with it le.. haha.. maybe my talent in that area never fade away.. so i win! yup yup.. yes i win.. i am very happy.. ok.. i will be back for my events.. who reads my blog? dun tell me 2 onli.. cos i bet.. 5 at least.. ok including me and linjie.. haha.. so 3 pple.. crazy la u.. i go liao.. byebye~...try again or walk away...

jus hope that my new semester would be easy.. i din know i could juz sit on my sofa doing nothing for almost 2 hours.. that was when i realise i still have my computer..

i am not busy.. juz that i dun feel like replying.. endless conversation on a useless topic.. hallucination is wad u create..

starting school soon.. i will miss my holidays..

give you one more hour starting from now..

i will go back and sit on my sofa..

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my time-table is OUT! haha..

monday starts at 12 ends at 5

tuesday and wednesday start at 8 end at 3

thursday starts at 9 ends at 4

friday starts at 10 ends at 4

NICE?? i think so too.. haha.. hope wont change la..

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wishlist: i wish i know wad i wan.. haha.. fun? so if i continue to type.. that will be never ending.. i really hope to know wad i really wan.. this year i completed wad i wan last year.. a mp3 player.. a new handphone.. and a digital camera.. so i am left to 2 more months to find out wad i want and complete my wish next year.. any ideas? dun think of the impossible like scoring all As or winning a toto wadever.. next year should i get myself a computer? actually i dun need that, my brother went to serve NS.. i have the computer to myself in the weekdays.. for 2 and half more years.. juz nice i would be graduated i hope.. have i experience the disappointment of not having wad i always wanted? think think think.. i know why! haha.. because before i can experience that disappointment i changed my mind.. example : i wan to watch this movie.. i dun have the time.. mummy it's over!! i got a new movie that i wanted to watch.. know wad i am trying to say? alright.. i know i am a bit out of my mind.. talking nonsense.. u read it anyway.. haha.. so? wad can u do about it? i tend to think a lot weirder at night.. yup! oh.. o levels coming soon? WISH ALL OF THE STUDENTS TAKING O LEVELS THIS YEAR ALL THE BEST!!!!!!a bit sudden right? cos i suddenly remember.. in case i forgot to wish every individual.. GOOD LUCK!!

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yesterday was the 4H girls "get together" dinner.. 8 including me.. less den half the girls.. haha.. expected it anyway.. yun wasnt there for me and huibin to fight over with.. haha.. so we made peace.. before the dinner me and zr went to shop shop and spend the esprit voucher.. no more shopping in november.. no more.. erm.. haha.. try my best la.. haha.. ya.. stella went to the dinner too.. thanks stella mama.. after that we went to check whether there is available movie for us.. the time we wanted sold out i think.. went down to far east shop shop again.. den they took cab home.. me and lydia took mrt.. still early so we went other place to shop shop too.. she want to go metro find her ex collegues <-- i forgot how to spell again.. spent her dunno wad $$ which can only be used in metro.. RAIN!!! damn damn heavy.. we are stuck at paragon.. walk here walk there.. rain isn't going to stop.. thunders and lightnings.. planning to run to lucky plaza.. lucky her ex-boss or ex-manager have umbrella.. both of us got next shore with shoes wet.. hey.. we din went home straight.. went to walk walk and chat chat.. ok la.. all shops are closing.. took mrt home.. something happen when i waited for my bus at the amk bus stop.. a girl was talking on the phone behind me suddenly tapped my shoulder and scream into my ears pointed to my shoe and shouted "cockroach!!!!" me jump jump jump jump.. the cockroach escaped to another person and she jump jump jump and the cockroach was killed.. dunno why.. maybe the twin of the dead cockroach climb up a guy's shoe den to the pants.. everyone around home look so frightened and keep pointing at his pants.. stood rooted to the ground until the cockroach fly to a lady next me me "NECK!!!" yucks.. she swept it away without knowing wad was it.. she stare at me and ask "wad it is" lol.. cockroach la.. obvious.. haha.. i juz pointed to the dead on the floor and it came back alive!!!! ran toward the opposite direction from me.. remember the girl on the phone? i wanted to say thanks to her de but i din.. she was kneeling on the seat.. i heard her conversation she was describing the cockroach story on the phone.. haha.. how cute.. my bus came finally.. did you read finish? or u dun dare to? HAHA!!! "linjie's true version of the cockroach at amk mrt bus stop"

today din go out.. raining heavy.. jun ren house and soon ming house is sunshine.. so wierd de.. swear!! i din lie.. my place here is rain damn heavy lo.. anyway.. the rain spoiled my mood to go out.. i wan to watch zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni!! got to go le.. nothing to read anymore.. take care.. drifted away~

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zongshizaiyeshenrenjingshixiangdetebieduo.. yawn.. sleepy.. my sleeping hours shifted.. wake up in the afternoon.. breakfast or lunch? maybe even tea break.. holidays ending soon.. who i haven go out with? think first.. ya.. should have take a week off.. to really enjoy my holidays without work.. too late.. sianz.. got to sleep le.. i really got panda eyes.. and it very very ugly.. sigh.. again.. minesweeper!!!!!!...try again or walk away...

haha.. post lost.. have to retype everything again.. forget it.. i win minesweeper le.. 599 secs.. clever? ya.. i think so too.. clap clap.. ...try again or walk away...

angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry!!!! 2:30 am.. 5 and a half hours on minesweeper.. i haven win a single round!!! angry!! ARGH!!!!! everytime left onli round 10 mines and i died!! damn damn damn.. angry.. got to do some more training.. i offline liao.. byebye..!! angry!!!!!!...try again or walk away...

help!!! i am hungry now!!! oh.. i am very very happy today!! i finally got a chance to get a ride in a motorbike.. thanks to soonming.. haha.. wow.. so cool.. nice nice.. THANK YOU!! haha.. because of you i learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.. singing again~ didn't wad to blog next.. like so short hor.. haha.. he ni bei dui bei de zou~ go sing songs liao.. byebye.. ...try again or walk away...

this few days.. hm.. i think.. wierd.. strange.. yup.. 2 more weeks right? back to school.. oh nono.. i haven go read up design books.. shit! next week.. ok? ya.. i will go next week.. sleep already.. nitez.....try again or walk away...

wad should i start by saying? haha.. ya.. if u notice.. lolz.. =D xing qing hen hao.. oh nono.. muz go tidy my room now.. haha.. shit.. shake head.. how come so messy???!!!! sianz.. dun care liao.. everything squeeze one side.. den i go sleep.. good nitez.....try again or walk away...

din do well.. quite badly.. all Cs.. ok 2 Bs.. so wad? yucks.. my gpa is onli 2.333.. i still thought the lower the better.. sad.. bluff me.. i so stupid go and believe.. anyway.. dun care.. i going out le.. see u.....try again or walk away...

sushi? anybody wans? haha.. i am currently making sushi.. my first try.. HAHA.. opps.. u cant be the first one to try it.. so.. i help you.. i am going to be the first one to eat my own sushi!!! ...try again or walk away...

i am getting my results soon.. i think is tomorrow.. my next few weeks of holidays will kill me.. 3 days per week.. all less den 5 hours.. dunno still work for wad.. no work no $ no pple to go out with.. i shall camp at home and start painting.. paint all sorts of nonsense.. wait till i become famous in wadever way.. i will still those things to earn $$.. haha.. sorry.. i am dreaming.. see so late liao.. cannot sleep sure like that de la.. oh.. yesterday i ended work early.. dunno wad to do or where to go so i highlighted my hair.. i think it looks wierd on me.. so bright.. taking away all the attention from me.. haha.. you are always on my mind.. ...try again or walk away...

wad are you thinking now? wad are you doing? spent 6 hours working.. like working for 6 days.. haha.. the time goes so slow.. haha.. when i look at watch everytime is like pass 5 minutes.. haha.. sianz.. tomorrow heng is 5 hours.. haha.. no need to closing.. until 10 nia.. haha.. tomorrow den i come back again.. haha.. dun wan to force you miss me liao.. haha.. so i miss you.. byebye.. notice something? haha..

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trying to mess with the blogger.. this upload image thing.. think it could works already
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we went to watch the corpse bride.. went to kbox to sing.. dinner.. and here i am home~!! a day pass.. fast? ya.. i must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind.. this stupid sentence really made be crazy the whole day.. my brain keep playing this sentence to me.. like telling me i am stupid and crazy.. was that your way of letting me go? was that your way of goodbye? was that the end? or was that another beginning?...try again or walk away...

i tot i wan to leave my blog a while to let pple miss me.. and wonder how am i doing.. so.. ya.. tried.. failed.. i dun wan leave my blog alone.. at least i got one reader and she is linjie.. i think she misses me very much.. juz like i am missing someone.. ya.. when u work for 3 full days.. which is 13 hours times 3 and it equals to 39 hours, the next day when u wake up, ur eyes would become very red.. the voice would change.. when u answer a call, they will think u r sick.. and juz hang up in 1 min to let u go rest.. and when had enough sleep.. wake up with nothing to do.. u will become very crazy.. and all those nonsense will come to ur mind and soon.. u will become mad.. 11pm.. i became extremely normal.. cos i get so fustrated and replied junwei in such a rude way, scolded him idiot and all sorts of mean things.. makes him so scare that he dun dare to talk to me now.. and when he dun talk to me.. i think that having my msn online 24 hrs is so useless.. yet i dun wan to offline.. why? tell me.. tell me.. why? why? why? huh? huh? linjie tell me wad should i do now? linjie i think u are such an idiot.. u shouldnt have love me so much.. u could have leave some to others.. i know u wont forget about me.. at least you could tell wad i could do now.. why? everybody got something they had to leave behind.. remember? you're the one i think about each day..

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since many people wants me back.. i am back!.. soonming was that you? i think that is you.. onli u can think of sure lame thing.. i will come back again soon.. take care...try again or walk away...

sometimes u could wonder wad am i doing.. wad am i thinking.. wad am i feeling.. juz to let u wonder.. will blog again if the tag board has many pple who wants me back.. so.. till then.. goodbye.. take care..

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chalet wasnt as fun as i thought it would be.. so i came home.. ya.. i reach there to have dinner with them last night.. watch stairway to heaven and juz keep making stupid noise and jokes.. telling the ending to song wei when he doesnt wan to know.. screaming and shouting for the night.. start to anti social and read my book.. when songwei and yaohuang started to crap dunno wad and ya.. take photos using the auto fuction of their digital cameras.. might spent an hour on that.. and their nonsense start.. dirty talks about animal having s**.. even huaman having *** with it.. not very intesting and so ya.. fall asleep.. morning wake up and have breakfast.. played pool.. back to the chalet fighting over the xbox game.. that car takedown thing.. dunno wad is that la.. but juz wan to fight to play.. watch tv and they started playing again.. dun like their selfish acts.. went back to read my book.. i complete le.. so.. here i came to blog.. i will go back for bbq tomorrow.. hope it turns out fun.. missing you is juz my habit.. something i should try to forget.. difference between missing and thinking.. missing you is out of my control.. ...try again or walk away...

yesterday we went sentosa as planned.. but we din take cable car.. ya.. meihui did u spent ur 17 bdae happily? hope so..

and i will be going to chalet tomorrow.. will u miss me? because i started to miss you already.. do you know? i shall recall.. when is the last last day i saw you? oh no no no.. wow.. so long? cannot be.. anyway.. haha.. i am not crazy yet.. friendster had some pic we took in sentosa.. take a look ba.. i shall go and read my book.. byebye..

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have u seen the moon? the red moon? was it mars? wow.. that was nice.. haha.. cant capture the beauty in the camera.. i love my home.. can see the beautiful sky.. haha.. anyway back to my holidays.. hm.. been working all days.. desperate for money is it? lolz.. i feel so crazy.. also not a lot.. haha.. juz went walk walk and spent over 100 bucks.. haha.. got to rest liao.. tomorrow muz go work again.....try again or walk away...

PLEASE READ.. so that when i sms or msn u will know wad i am talking about..

we all wake up at 11.. get ourself ready by 12.. we shall meet at 1pm.. somewhere.. still thinking.. should be harbour front mrt.. i will confirm with u guys asap..

we will go sentosa by cable car!! act like tourists shall explore every corner of the island.. take photos and keep smiling to the camera.. any objections? if got too many objections, den we will change plan..

plan B is that if it rains, we will have lunch together.. ( all sit down together and chat and laugh ) 4F plus 2F pple dunno who else.. depends on the birthday girl.. watch movie? find some stupid activities to spend our time.. haha.. juz crap around indoor.. juz keep walking and walking and walking around.. den we wait for "something"..

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HOLIDAYS ARE HERE~!!!! FINALLY~! after 16 weeks of torture.. hm.. got the marks today.. 60.. kind of disappointed.. because of my door handle i din do very well.. got to encourage myself ba.. 60 and 69 both C right? lolz.. i shall assume i got 69 then.. haha.. went home and get some sleep.. and went kovan for dinner.. sushi~ lolz.. FULL.. haha.. shop around and spent some money.. haha.. miss shopping.. haha.. got to work during the holidays and buy wadever i like.. haha.. den i will be broke.. nonsense again.. we r going to have a chalet 26, 27, 28 and 29.. wow.. really a chalet every holidays.. so nice ya.. haha.. FREE AT LAST!! enjoy enjoy and enjoy.. must get some exercise and read some books.. brain cant go rusty during the holidays.. jia you jia you~! heez.. =D

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counting down.. 8 more days.. i should quit my job soon.. i wan to stay at home and force myself to plan wad kind of future i am taking.. should i waste one year and change my course to something easier? really heading no where.. because wad i dream is wad everyone else would.. i wan to become rich.. that's all.. why so many pple copy me? haha.. i dun like cars like song wei or jun long.. i dun write novels.. my english sux.. i read comics but i dun draw.. i have no interest in the history of all other designers.. jia lat ar.. i dun like animals.. think of a living thing i like.. think think think.. ok.. i like my friends.. but hm.. friends cant make a living.. hm.. start to think.. any jobs that sell friends? or design ur own friends? going crazy ok need to stop.. back to now.. i dunno wad i did or wad i say.. i think i made this person misunderstood.. it is so obvious.. --> negative.. is i too clever or the person too dumb to understand.. haha.. anyway.. i am too attractive.. opps.. anyway.. i am hinting.. tomorrow there is no lesson for me.. going to work in the morning and i need to get prepare for the tape dispenser day.. my major project!!.. if i get C or above.. who wan go celebrate with me? fang de xia.....try again or walk away...

happy or unhappy memories.. sweet.. reading the tesstimonials i had in friendster.. those were the days spent.. chilli sauce.. i will nvr forget.. we can laugh until....... guess that will nvr happen again.. wait 3 years later.. no more JC or poly or wadever.. still hope can go chalet together and laugh like nobody business.. hm.. stop.. if only we can turn back the time.. =) miss all of you a lot.....try again or walk away...

oh no!!!! projects !!! wad is wrong with me.. can't get the studio project right..!!! ARHG!! been drawing and drawing.. and why??? all not nice de.. tired already.. hm.. **tink** oh.. should be like that.. go do mock up now.. byebye~...try again or walk away...

THANK YOU ZHENRU!!!! =D
i din go to school today.. oversleep.. started watching vcd until 1.. dun feel like going to sean lesson also.. i think i am going to be killed by him if i am late for his lesson again.. din wan to take the risk.. so i din go.. ya.. junren birthday today.. shouldn't have said going.. now dun feel like going like so bad.. aiya.. should have know linjie like to change her mind last minute.. ok.. anyway since i din go to school.. i going to stay at home do JK work.. if not tonight muz sleep late le.. oh help.. monday presentation.. i haven done anything.. please stop slacking.. time dun wait for me.. just a moment.. it is 2006.. trust me.. i wont be wrong..
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watched the repeat of the superstar this morning.. heard the song beautiful.. meaningful.. i am beautiful.. lolz.. got the before and after of my desk again.. haha.. nice nice.. got a few nice pics.. shall post it in friendster.. =D wait for my photos..
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been months.. finally i watched a movie with meihui.. last movie if i am not worng was the last quater izzt? watched with zhenru.. and that was like may? lol so hm.. ok la.. not really a good movie.. i din fall sleep in the cinema so it's ok.. before we went to the movie meihui gave me a BIG BIG BIG treat.. haha.. so much food to eat.. need 10 days of exercise liao.. haha.. becoming fatter each day.. got to do joon kiat's and mui siang's work liao.. tomorrow ending class at 2130 again.. fainted! yawn* got no more energy.. take care.....try again or walk away...

hm.. no homework today!! yesh! and nothing to do now.. haha.. first time.. dunno wad to do now.. went friendster and hm.. dunno who to add testimonial.. haha.. hm.. had to draw boey thing.. later leave till last minute can complete.. and ya.. my results sux.. C and lots of D.. sad.. haiz.. nvm.. i still got time to work harder! i need break for work.. should i ask for a month off? hm.. i could try.. yeah! tomorrow will be a long day for me.. aiya.. so sianz.. monday blue.. u know when there is nothing u would wan to do, u will wan to eat.. and is eatting non-stop.. i need exercise!! ok.. go find food first.. ...try again or walk away...

i finally got digital camera!! lol.. and it is MINE!!!! MINE!!! using my money!! it is MINE.. hahaha.. canon IXUS 50.. HAHAHAHAHA!!!! jealous??? yeaH!!! photos!!!! LOLZZ.. byebye.....try again or walk away...

SUEY MEIHUI!!! lol.. she is so cute.. see wad she type in my friendster that thing.. haha.. make me laugh.. but i think all true sia.. since when you become so honest?

1. What's my name?:weng linjie aka siao char bo/38

2. Where did we meet?mjr1f classroom :)

3. Take a stab at my middle name: LJ will do.. hahahas.. u noe i noe..

4. How long have you known me?4 yr 7 mth ++

5. How well do you know me? In a scale of 1-10.before sec4 10. after sec4 7. LOLS

6. Do I smoke? no..

7. what sports i play ?lazy gurl. not sporty at all..

8. When you first saw me, what was your impression?act gentle.. lols. no lar. pretty gurl :))

9. My age? 16yr 7 mth 7 dae..

10. Birthday? 27.12.1988

11. What is my hair color?aall those "dirty colour" wahhaas.

12. Eye color? dark brown rite..

13. Have you ever had a crush on me? lols. TAO YAN ! i will shy lar

14. What's one of my favorite things to do?tok crap. lols..

15. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to u?hmm. nah.

16. What's my favorite type of music? last time coco lee rite. hahas. now dunno. jus nice songs will do..

17. What is the best feature about me? nice gurl with nice heart.. always making pple smile :)

18. Am I shy or outgoing? outgoing lar! u... shy???

19. Would you say I am funny? lols. HILARIOUS..

20. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?rebel lar.. i don see u followin any rules. lols

21. Any special talents? maybe pro at acting clown. hahas.:)

22. Would you consider me a friend? yea. best fren :)

23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, a homie, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, silent, raver, or rocker, or something else?cute and funny..

24. Have you ever seen me cry? yea.

25. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be? siao char bo..

26. What/Who do I love? family.. lols. ME.

27. Have i ever told you I liked you? hahas. of cos got :)

28. Have I ever been in love? hmm. u always play play de. lols

29. When was the last time we spent time together? mjr anniversary..

30. What is my favorite food? anything also eat..

31. My favorite movie?long time no watch movie le ar..

32. Do i have a pet? no..

33. Do you think i'm cool? cool ur head. hahas

34. If we're together, are you proud of me? shy lar. of cos not. siao char bo lei..

35. Am i the type you'd want to marry? lols. ur head.

36. If, in one hour, I'll be gone forever...what will be your last words for me?don go ba.. i still owe u a expensive treat. hahas.

37. what's my fav. soccer team?got meh?.. >

38. whose my dream girl?me. hahas.

hm.. wa.. if u ask me to write about myself.. dun think i will write so perfect.. so think u wan know me better can go read.. LOL..

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i had lesson at 9 am.. i wake up at 11am.. the class ends at 12 noon.. how???? skipped it.. stay at home.. it is raining out there.. i am hungry!!! juz 2 days in school.. i am craving for holidays!!! i am so bored!! i dun like to do homework!!! ARGH!!! starting to hate myself liao.. why so lazy??? got to start trying to do homework liao.....try again or walk away...

my holidays are gone.. ok.. let me start with saturday.. shanna b'dae.. we went out and at night i went out again with my mama.. one day gone.. sunday... should be working from 11 to 5.. but.. no cashier that night.. had to work full shift.. another day gone.. monday to wednesday night i went NYP class chalet.. haha.. 3 days gone.. but the chalet hm.. how to say? the make-up lesson spoiled the chalet mood.. we had to go back nyp on tuesday.. and i spent most of my money on transport.. because i din take bus at all.. wave for taxi like free.. haha.. ok.. finally thought i could rest after i work on thursday in the morning.. sad.. went for attachment at cineleisure full shift again.. and both shift runner.. so sianz.. the time like so slow de.. one day gone!! my holidays~!!!! today will be working at night.. so.. when will i have the time? even i have time i still need to do my homework.. because i still have many things to do.. i haben bought my tools!! can extend one more week of holidays? nvm.. haha.. 3 more months..!!! very fast de.. ...try again or walk away...

longlonglongllllllllloooooooonnnnnnnnngggggggg time haben blog.. not lazy to update.. is dun have the extra time.. the only time for me to enjoy is to sleep.. so.. dun wait for my next update.. haha.. next week is going to be the most tedious week for me.. everyday.. really every day.. every lesson has project due and quiz and test.. oh my god.. argh!!!! T.T i got to go work liao.. miss me.. ...try again or walk away...

it is so good to be back! a quiet linjie is still linjie right? lolz.. this few days are very quiet.. din talk much in class.. haha.. den my classmates ask wad happen to me.. eh.. why i look so tired? rubbish.. dun have enough sleep of cos tired la.. *shake head* faint!! design history presentation on 22nd july.. so fast!!! dun even know how to start!! garry's project also need to be done in 2 weeks time!! the graphic design thing 2 more weeks!! hee kiah's perspective!! argh.. 49 drawings i not even done one!! shit.. maths tutorial also dunno how to do.. !!!!! the stupid door handle!!! so sick.. eh.. lol.. dun forget la.. me is linjie.. nothing to be afraid of!! juz that i dun have enough time to have fun liao.. end of nonsense.. SERIOUS!!!! listen to fly.. hilary duff.. so nice!...try again or walk away...

where is my pencil? crazy.. weather is so bad.. rain!! i need rain!! linjie cant be fair anymore.. muz go out to exercise.. hey.. why all the sentence dun have link de.. nvm la.. brain work in order also.. think wad den type wad lo.. dun mind ar.. ya.. and i like this.. linjie has her own unique attitude.. cant take it? please leave.. hey.. i said please.. wad happen wad happen???!!! i getting crazy plus more crazy.. anyone? anybody? save me!!! juz that i dont care anymore..

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drink lots of water.. it will keep you healthy.. ok.. must be on diet for one week.. i need to cut down on the $$ i spent on food.. finally get the feel of parting with my $$ is so painful.. like flushing toilet like that.. spent almost half a thousand on the materials for my course.. and i dun half the time to work to earn back wad i spent.. so it is a kind of sad thing.. but is alright.. 3 years very fast pass de.. juz hope that i wont fail.. ok.. that is rubbish.. cos i never will.. haha.. i am so clever.. hmm.. smile~ miss me.. take care.. ...try again or walk away...

i really dun understand ar.. why ar? everyday lack of sleep.. sleep at all kind of lectures.. haiyo.. save me! got so much projects to do!!! going to become a walking zombie liao.. why one day onli got 24 hours???? not enough for me.. haiz haiz haiz.. *sigh* drifted away~...try again or walk away...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

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monday--> school den chalet.. tuesday --> school den chalet.. wednesday--> school den mood board.. thursday--> school den finally!!! SLEEP.. friday--> school den 4H pple go out.. now --> go suntec for homework to be done.. analysis dun think will complete any homework.. lolz.. go relax a bit la..

dun go away.. listen to me.. i need to talk.. i need a break.. i am sick.. i need to rest.. but i wan to play and i wan to laugh.. eh.. i miss my friends.. ar.. help! somebody save me!! tomorrow is BJ8 pastamania chalet.. arh.. haha.. would i get a chance to ride on a motorbike tomorrow? haha.. ok la.. my break time is over.. got to go back drawing.. haha.. got to enjoy wadever i am doing.. hm.. smile! =D

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different day different mood.. now feeling so tired.. after a few days of being so active.. finally got a chance to stop and rest.. blog a while.. if not u wont know wad is happening around me.. haha.. ya.. er.. my bag became heavy.. not like in mjr where i can dump all my textbooks and files in class.. here in nyp.. i had to carry files, lecture notes, that maths "textbook" here and there.. today was worst.. had to carry that A3 folder to school..and like 3 kg of photocopy paper in my bag.. complain complain & complain.. eh who cares? and now is 5 pm.. haven eaten my lunch.. and i am tired and hungry.. haiya.. draw draw and keep drawing i wont remember that i am tired and hungry.. ok.. so off i go to D R A W ... miss me~ ...try again or walk away...

ok.. lets see.. since the start of my life in NYP.. i have been drawing drawing and drawing.. really feel like taking a chopper and chop off my hand.. ARGH.. ok la.. hm.. i'm still ALIVE!! HAHAHAHA.. been really hyper active recently.. opps.. but that is a good thing.. wont get so stress.. one more thing.. after being the mjr ju-on.. now i become the NYP air-con.. aiya.. they juz cant get my joke.. ok.. now i took some off-time to blog.. so if u cant find me blog so often.. juz miss me k? heez.. ...try again or walk away...

oh.. i started my school le.. er.. dunno how to say.. cant get use to be on time for school.. i woke up late today.. and today was my second day.. mark me absent.. i reach at 1.. and that was 4 hours late ba.. forget it la.. classmates all can get along quite well ba.. den erm.. the course was difficult.. haha.. damn.. i dunno how to draw!!! ok.. drop the subject.. back to saturday..2F outing?? lolz.. total failure.. dun call me to organise outing anymore.. argh!!! but eh.. got quack quack there still can enjoy my day ba.. sunday went to work for 11 hrs.. monday my first day of school.. er.. dunno how to say ba.. first day seems very different.. and my time-table so sad.. monday and thursday till 1800.. friday till 1600.. wednesday till 1200.. and tuesday which happens to be today.. 2130!!! ar.. half day spent in NYP.. sad sad sad.. haiz.. got to go sleep le.. come back and talk to u again when i am free..

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my school is starting next week on monday.. my school is starting next week on monday.. my school is starting next week on monday.. Argh..!!! hey cheer up k? get u a big big SMILE!! =D

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finally free.. lol.. dunno why dun have time to blog.. maybe juz lazy.. me so bored.. tomorrow OFF.. haha.. going out with my poly friends.. kristine b'dae.. need sleep.. nothing to bl0g much la.. everyday same routine.. work and sleep.. waiting for my poly to start.. and that means i going to get my pay soon.. going broke.. haha.. ...try again or walk away...

yo!!

wednesday working back at bishan.. hm.. nothing much then..

thursday went back school.. mjr i mean.. dunno for wad also.. stupid chenghsiang con me go de..after that took a cab with ivan raymond and darren to cineleisure.. meeting zr.. had our dinner and watch the last quater.. the movie.. love story la.. still alright.. and go for body piercing.. haha.. not pain de.. can try out.. haha.. nice nice.. back home..

friday muz wake up very very early.. sian.. lolz.. meeting ivan but was late.. haha.. den we went to court.. go plaza sing with meihui and her brother.. eat our breakfast + lunch at mos burger.. after eating we went arcade.. play play play.. so fun! lol.. actually wan to fly kite de..but she say very childish.. so we change the plan to shopping at orchard.. saw robin and belinda.. wow.. very very pretty.. down to bugis.. go take photos.. shop again.. go swensens eat our lunch + tea break.. lolz.. (no wonder got pple say i become fat le..) lolz.. walk down to suntec and saw wanting.. lol.. go buy jeans and she finish working le.. crap around and buy her strawberry and cherris.. take 70 home together..

today work morning.. very very very busy.. onli 3 pple.. somemore today saturday somemore today joyce 2nd day onli.. lucky joyce very pro.. can handle.. if not we jia lat.. den now back home blog a bit.. got to go out find wanting.. byebye~

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just when i tot i could take off on friday.. argh!! night shift again.. 7 days in a row.. lucky all is either 5 or 6 hours.. yesterday 12 plus plus den reach home.. haha.. our closing dunno why damn slow.. den took cab with wendy home.. haha.. u know wad we said in the cab not? ahaha.. gossipping about the new manager.. so funny.. i tot i would onli do that with eveyln and gossipping about wendy.. hahaha.. opps.. sian.. raining outside.. cant go out buy things to eat le.. argh.. going tampines later.. *yawn* ...try again or walk away...

will be working night shift whole week.. so bored.. tomorrow going tampines attachment again.. argh.. scare to knock on the glass door 'again'.. haha.. will be off on friday.. haha.. finally!! ...try again or walk away...

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went ice-skating with ting ting and weng yesterday.. very fun.. haha.. see them squabble squabble.. reminds me of the pig head here pig head there.. lol.. they were so c.u.t.e.. liang xiao wu cai.. lolz.. 2 hours later after we started.. davis join in.. oh nonono.. third party come liao.. sad lo.. haha.. aiya.. ice skating sure fun de la.. and dunno how to blog also.. its all about skating skating in round and round.. very very long since i exercise...got to build muscles.. haha.. den six packed.. omg.. nonono.. juz kidding.. listening to songs now.. haha.. building stories again.. erase it.. haha.. byebye.. ...try again or walk away...

Your element is Wind. You are the guy/girl that is
unpredictable. No one knows what you're going
to do next and what you're in the mood for.
Studying is not your thing and you would rather
go to a party than stay home. Life is just for
fun and you need to be free to live according
to you. You waste no time on lies, if you feel
or think one thing you say it even if it hurts.
Of course, people may be quite upset but that
doesn't really bother you. Its not that you
don't care, because you do, but in these
situations it's a waste of time. You live up in
the clouds and are quite a dreamer about life.
People often consider you beautiful, but harsh
and they would think twice before getting to
know you. But once they do, they'll learn that
you are always willing to take yourself and
your friends on adventures. Never will it be a
boring time with you and your friends
appreciate that. You are not often seen sad,
but you have your times. If someone has been
mean to you, you can quite easily trash-talk
them for betraying you. Nevertheless, you are
most of the time a good spirit who just want to
have some fun. Rate and message!

What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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my blog also pass her first birthday liao.. lol.. but i forgot to wish her.. nvm la.. still got next year.. hao wu liao.. reading the past post.. haha.. my sec 4 life like about the same huh.. lolz.. but fun.. early in the morning 10 o clock.. where r u?? huh? huh? huh? tell me tell me.. get stuck in the toilet bowl right? nah.. working at 3 later.. so sianz.. but i off tomorrow and friday!!!! ting ting too.. evelyn got to work on friday.. =( can go out liao.. last month i spent $1062.55.. and guess wad.. my pay wasn't even half of it.. haha.. how come so many pple birthday on april???!!!! nah.. still got buy handphone.. so.. still alright la.. got to control my spending liao.. may dun think got anyone i know bdae right? hm.. save save save.. replenish my $$$$.. lolz.. dun ask me go shopping hor.. argh~!!!

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You have a goodbye kiss...sweet and romantic, but
tragic. Is your beloved one leaving?

What anime kiss are you?

opps.. that was the result.. no one was leaving.. some one might be coming.. heez.. =D

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yesterday was mother's day.. but i din get my mama anything... because i had to work 13 hours yesterday.. too bad lo.. no belated present.. because my sister bought her something already.. and i think she is very very happy.. even showed off to me.. so decided.. dun care about her.. haha.. i remember something fei said yesterday and my reply.. i think is real stupid lo.. he asked if he isnt married will i like him.. cos is the usual stupid questions din bother to reply.. juz my beautiful smile.. haha.. dn weng ask wad kind of guys do i like.. blackout.. i really was thinking about his question.. wad kind ar? lol.. guess my reply? i told him i like girls.. hahaha.. wa lao.. i think they got a shocked too.. wow.. best weapon.. dunno can use how many times.. yaya.. like girls.. like xiaoyun.. my mouldly algae.. MISS HER SO BADLY.. lol.. her specs still with me.. haha.. soon.. very very soon i will see my mouldy algae again!! ok bnext topic.. friday was sick.. mc.. evelyn help me take over shift.. i was at home watching tv and replying thank you.. my polymates and my OGLs send get well soon to me.. a lot.. so nice.. so touched.. at night sms with jian ren until i fall asleep.. haha.. he was sick too.. he got headache.. ya we used chinese to sms.. call him knock onto the wall use poison attack poison.. haha.. he told me he done that already.. make me laugh until i roll of my bed.. haha.. wad an idiot.. den we chat until the white cap.. haha.. the primary school outing.. the white cap.. haha.. he dun dare to wear it anymore.. yaya.. that was then i zzz.. oops.. sorry.. nothing to blog about.. thanks for ur time.. byebye..

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Your soul is dead.
You've probably been through one too many rough
times in your life which has eaten you up from
the inside. Now there's nothing more to eat
from since you just don't care anymore. Life is
meaningless and you live it like a zombie. The
good thing though is that you cant be hurt,
since you are so distant from the emotional
world. Love is something you dont understand or
just dont remember. If it was up to you, your
life would already be over, but it doesn't make
you suicidal. You are probably alone most of
the time, looking at the world with a blank
stare. The yearning to feel alive and be happy
has simply gone away. What's left now is only
the shell of what used to be you.

How is your soul?(pics)
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YEAH!!! ID02 ROCKS!! group 12 WINS!!! ya.. we won.. 3 groups among 12 we got it.. haha.. its a achievement.. oh ya.. we are suppose to design a VERY gigantic board.. in 2 hours.. using the theme motivation.. and we won.. hahaha.. we won the cheer as well.. we are really the genius among the genius.. the 3 days was fun.. except that i was late for all the 3 days.. opps.. bad habit coming back.. waiting for my polymates to send me the photos.. will post it as soon as i receive it.. and remember to zoom to see the letters "m.o.t.i.v.a.t.i.o.n".. because i did it.. haha.. ok la.. the "a" will be very ugly.. becuse it dropped out.. got to replace it urgently.. the days was really very fun.. but i got lots of names.. late queen.. because i made them wait.. and the jump queen.. because i am the sole survivor of the jumping game.. haha.. and i am very proud of that.. one more.. lame princess.. i told them to change queen to princess for me de.. too much queen liao.. should know why lame la.. because too much lame jokes.. and ya..

actually now i am happy typing my compo for my blog and that ASS WITHOUT HOLE LOW SOON MENG KEPT FLOODING PLS IN MY MSN FOR JUST A STUPID SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY DUN FUCKING UNDERSTAND WAD IS SO FUCKING IMPORTANT ABOUT THAT FUCKING SONG???!!!!! I TOLD YOU I DUN HAVE IT ALREADY.. cant you juz wait.. if i have the time i try to find it and send it to you la.. even i say i dun wan d/l it for u i still will wan lo.. AND SO WHEN I TELL YOU I AM NOT FREE MEANS NOT FREE!!!!

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working later.. so here m i to blog first.. my orentation starts tomorrow and that means i got 3 days no need to work.. haha.. nice.. yesterday public holiday wendy called said i no need to work.. arh.. wasted la.. PH extra pay leh.. so stayed at home watch tv.. evening went hougang mall eat dinner.. den spend my mama de money.. so strange hor.. keep working working suddenly off.. dunno wad to do.. hm.. go read magazine liao.. miss me please.....try again or walk away...

sorry ar.. haha.. told u one week.. two weeks den come back.. but pls get use to it la.. i am fickle-minded.. nothing much happened this 2 weeks la.. except that i kept working and working.. off day on wednesday.. den went shopping until broke.. haha.. den working until headache ar.. very very very very noisy.. wonder why they juz cant shut the big fat mouth.. i mean the customer la.. dun wan to be in the service line anymore.. my poly life starting very soon.. some of u stared liao hor.. nvr wait for me.. haha.. hope will be fun la.. den that is all for today.. byebye...try again or walk away...

she is tired again.. needs a break.. be back one week later.....try again or walk away...

i watched samara on tuesday.. and wednesday go medical check up until 2 plus plus.. waited 5 hours.. asshole.. den i went out with evelyn and tingting go watch the pacifier.. yaya.. it was very nice.. but think the title dun suits the movie.. any way both movie very nice.. went shopping at far east.. went to bishan to write our schedule.. and we went to thai express to have our dinner.. crapping for so long.. haha.. think got 2 hours ba.. but nice la.. so much things to talk about.. look for wendy.. wait for her to go smoke.. so we can chat a bit longer.. seems more and more friendly to us.. maybe new manager came.. muz win votes from us.. haha.. sorry.. nonsense.. hm.. not bad la.. maybe there work quite long le.. got bond.. haha.. quite happy working there.. ya guys 16 and above wan work at pastamania bishan please go there and take application form.. they are desperate for guys service crew.. =D ...try again or walk away...

thinking wad should i wear later.. haha.. going out with 4h bst pple later.. it's been a long long time since we went out together.. haha.. it's going to be fun..

yesterday watch vcd as soon as i wake up.. until 7 change to channel 8.. den 9 change back to vcd.. 10 change to channel u.. haha.. my eyes going to swollen le.. 11 change back to vcd.. one more disc.. one more disc.. finally cant take it.. sleepzzzzzzzzzzzz..

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i had my shower changed my clothes and ready to go out.. but.. because the pan pacific that asshole ah cheese dun let cloud off.. and had to work at 5 later.. and i am left alone at home.. any one happens to see this post please give me a call and ask me out if u are free.. starting to feel that i hate realistic pple.. actually i dun mind ' i miss you ' .. sianz.. i off the whole week next week.. cos i told my manger i wan off on friday saturday and sunday.. in the end she give me whole week off.. nice huh? so later maybe go out and buy vcd.. heez.. dun mind rotting on the sofa watching the whole week.. haha.. will miss me right? juz call me.. bye~ ...try again or walk away...

haha.. that is my writing desk.. lolz.. nice?

BEfore

AFter

hm.. i need to go out liao.. hahaha.. nice nice? leave comment k? bye~

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recall back.. hm.. happy for now.. byebye.....try again or walk away...

i bought a new phone yesterday.. haha.. so excited.. but the problem is........ i dunno how to use.. haha.. dumb.. still alright la.. now trying to get use to it.. so if i were to reply anyone of u slow or even without replying please forgive me.. important juz call k? promise not to reject any calls.. haha..

went out with wanting, soonming, jackie, felix and xian ming today.. we watch house of fury.. nice~ quite funny.. er.. we not bad la.. still quite close ba? seems like everyday got see each other.. haha.. nice.. still can crap around happily.. but they keep toking about learning to drive a car and motorbike.. i was so haiz.. sad ar.. why? why? 21!!!! 5 more years!! to me is like 6 more years lo.. why i have to be born in december?? why 1988?? why me??? i wan to learn to drive!!!!! aRGH~!!! but still alright la.. dunno how to drive let pple fetch me around lo.. haha.. go le.. play with my phone.. heez..

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to theresa: the supper that night was fun and nice.. until an intruder came in.. but he drove us home.. haha.. kind of nice..

yesterday had the attachment in habour front.. quite easy ba.. be runner in the afternoon where there is not much pple.. and cashier in the night.. when the pple came flowing in slowly.. so quite an easy day there.. finished at 10 wait for tingting until 11.. took NEL.. reach home about 12 plus plus.. now den wake up.. haha.. like a pig.. sleep so long.. go le.

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this question kept spinning in my head.. should i or should i not? should i or should i not? should i or should i not? should i or should i not? hey.. i going out later.. finally one off day!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEACE!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHANHU!!!

haha.. pheng and ann should be peace right? yaya.. can la.. happy birthday k? lol.. koon ann jealous ar.. i go school give mark bdae present to go school give u.. haha.. buddy sorry ar.. ur buddy really busy.. no time buy ur present.. so so so sorry.. come back again..

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finally back.. miss me? been working and sleeping this few days.. lost of energy.. i look so shag.. haiz.. been told i look restless and sick by so many pple.. muz be i no laugh ba.. =D muz see my teeth den is healthy.. watched the stairway to heaven vcd.. watched 12 hours in one shot.. without sleep.. maybe because of that la.. i look so weak.. haha..

friday was public holiday.. work at bishan.. had the usual stupid laughs..

saturday went to suntec of attachment.. 6 hours.. nice.. nothing to do.. they call me do support.. i was there all the while to toast the garlic bread onli.. and crap with their staffs.. i went there with ting ting.. tingting kena runner.. should be more busy den me la.. obvious.. went home together.. although 11 can leave suntec le.. but 12 plus den reach home.. so tired.. next morning still have to go tampines..

early in the morning wake up.. LATE! took a cab down to tm for my 13 hours shift.. almost dying.. most sia suay thing happened.. i knock onto the glass panel.. i was adjusting my specs i tot it was hollow.. who knows the door haven open.. wa lao.. bang! knock onto it.. somemore at dinner time all turn around and see me.. this is so shit.. run in to hide.. the chef very idiot.. still say "accident accident oh no no no new shoe become dirty liao" damn ass.. i so paiseh.. but bo bian continue to work until night..

monday work morning shift again.. reach bishan.. peifun kept on teasing me and ken.. make me dun dare to talk to him.. oh ya u all dunno wad happen.. cos on thursday i went swimming with ke.. sort of turn a bit tan la.. danny ask i went swimming huh?.. i say ya.. where? bishan there lo.. den xiaoqiang beside ask alone? of cos no la.. who will go alone de.. thinking to myself then.. so i say with ken.." AH KEN ARGH??? " den he scream like so loud lo.. happen at 3 plus plus that time.. all kitchen staffs exchange shifts.. almost all is there.. i so paiseh.. den let peifun know.. i no peace le.. everyday go say me like ken.. can see cant bluff her eyes.. omg.. totally lost my face there le..

yesterday work full again.. 13 hours.. haha.. but with ting ting evelyn and manager amaide.. so good lo.. onli we 4 girls.. so fun.. haha.. time pass quite fast la.. still got cake to eat.. chocolates!!! haha.. became so sneaky.. hide and eat the cake.. haha.. do closing very fast finish.. ting ting fast speed.. went in help evelyn.. went back with her.. den ting ting go back with davis.. left us alone.. haha.. zhong se qing you.. haha..

...try again or walk away...