Tell you this truth. I cant.
Get it over THAT fast. The whole day. FOR the whole day. I keep on scolding all sorts of vulgarities in my heart.
I wish I could just believe that it was a stupid mistake. You dont mean it.
And it reminded me of that incident. It was an intention. Making me believe every little thing, only to realise it was all lies. Tell me the truth and risk me hating you. Dont lie to me just because I wouldn't feel unhappy.

Spit it all out.
Say you dont like the way I talk to you.
Say you dont like me passing sarcastic remarks.
Say you dont like me being indifferent.
I dont know what you are thinking when you said whatever you said you dont mean it and again telling me you are sorry and you mean it.

What is the point now? Am I suppose to take all back. Trying to convince myself I am just dreaming every single day.

Why am I so petty?
Why am I so stubborn?
Why it cant be my mistake?
Why cant I be the one to let it go?

Now is the matter of am I willing or not. Am I? Willing to believe it was NOT an intention. You are not the same. You wouldn't lie to me just because you didnt want me to be unhappy. And you are telling me the truth now so I wont be unhappy.

You are telling me the truth.
You are telling me the truth.

AGAIN I am upset.
...try again or walk away...

If "please" is always right. That shouldn't be a wrong attitude. Just a usual "please"
I am wrong.
If showing I am in a very bad mood and even getting more fustrated. You thinks I am playing. I am wrong.
IF I dont give a damn about that stupid tag and by not switching on the computer did wad I am suppose to. I am wrong.
If joke made isnt funny to you, I am wrong. If you think I am bullying and I dont know any limit, I am wrong.
I have totally no idea who the hell "other people" I made till.
Whoever "other people" is, if my joke is mean to you and you are hurt.
I am sorry "other people" .
I knew you were joking. So? You knew it was a joke all the way?
Dont talk to me as if I am just using you as a toy, joke or seeing you being pissed makes my day.
I NEVER treat you any worse to get a FUCK YOU as a return.
It is like a "sorry lar" "sorry for... but..". Pisses you off. Pisses you off. It PISSES ME OFF
What was the limit? Everybody has limit.
DONT EVER APOLOGIZE TO ME. Saying for the sake of saying. I am too, NOT a ROBOT! Talking about feelings with such a simple matter.


WHATEVER

That is wad you say.

Now I know why you asks me about that question. Haha. I am such a fool. If that is really wad you wan. End it. Applause to you for putting up with me. Thanks~


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Once a liar, forever a liar. LOL. Too bad. I am NOT dumb. Why are there still so many dreamers? No energy for nonsense. I am BACK to ENJOY LIFE~~~ Start to watch TV programmes. Updates from NEWS!!

Request help for my chalet:
Food & Drinks ! Anyone? Kind enough to sponser something.
I need $$$.

I am still considering who to invite. Sorry for people who read my blog and nvr really hear from me asking you. You know you will come can auto ar. Steady a bit more. =D

...try again or walk away...

I went swimming alone. WOO~ Call me Dory~ Just keep swimming~ Still prefer NYP and Tanjong Rhu. Hougang pool have many obstacles. I said sorry twice today. No goggles! Funny me went to swim with specs. Haha. Today is really effective swimming. One hour of no-gossips. Friday again. Yes or no, that simple. ...try again or walk away...

Went to pastamania during my break today. FREE meal~ XiaoQiang cooked pasta with lots of bacons and prawns. =D Danny treated me his self-made chocolates. BIG round chocolates. Need to do some exercise tomorrow. Walking is also an exercise. =D

Question
Which photo should I put in my wallet?

Voting:

A : Family
B : 2F Ladies
C : Favourite girl
D : Leave Blank First <3

=D

Time to sleep! I am not wasting my time. Is recharging battery life to work better tomorrow.
Goodnight!

...try again or walk away...

I think I am getting OFF for the whole next week. They didn't plan me in. Becoming the excess staff. I think. Yawnz. Planning how to spend my week first. Anyone? Shopping with me? Time for a hair cut.

Did you notice the song playing in my blog?

Tick Tock, Tick Tock, Time is going faster and faster. 2007 coming!!
Bad Luck year 2006 is leaving me~~ Hope to win in some lucky draws or 4D as soon as 2006 leaves. Haha. Preparing for the NEW year resolution.
...try again or walk away...

Got the question wrong? YES! It is possible. Childish people lor. Lol. Whatever. Conclusion lar. If any kind of quarrels can lead to the point where both parties wish to end the friendship, end it. I just think that arguments or unhappiness between one another can be solve very easily. Compromising. Cant then DONT bother. Who cares about an asshole who use "I dont want to be your friend anymore" to show their anger. "Dont friend you liao" is for primary school kids. That can be excused. =D ...try again or walk away...

The taste of honey plus sugar plus sweet plus chocolates plus ice-cream cause a terrible toothache. Post torture. BUT =D Hm. How many times will you get the chance to taste honey plus sugar plus sweet plus chocolates plus ice-cream in one go?

Slept hours and hours today. I missed the meeting with Chloe for fruit juice. Just too lazy to go out. I think I have gotten the addiction of putting aeroplane. LOL.

Isnt arguments over trivial matters that escalate into huge fights which end friendships and relationships?
Small matter is not a small matter when you put in your heart. Like if it is trivial matter, I would just let it out and get it over. But some trivial matter let out will cause injuries, so better to keep it inside. I also dunno what I am talking about actually. It takes two hands to clap. Provided both of them are willing to share whatever problems and try the best to compromise. Peace. It is like arguments over trival matters or huge fights that can lead to the end of whatever kind of relationships, it is not even worth to start with. Right?
( WeiHwang : LOL. Think of a better topic. End my post too soon. =D )

...try again or walk away...

Shopping SPREE~~~ My mama bought a pair of diamond earrings for me!! =D
DIAMOND~~ HAHAHA. I Love DIAMONDS. =D

She spent almost a hundred at wallet shop buying christmas presents. And she bought a wallet for me too!! Benefits of going shopping with mama. Buying without paying. Bought 2 pairs of colour lens and a year of supply normal lens. I bought a nice tape dispenser for my sister. I never buy any clothes lar. So? Who wants to go shopping with me again?

By the way we could take a lot of free umbrellas. Like typical aunties. We took 2 in the end. Trying to look nice. But regretted as soon as we left. Should take more lar. The umbrella is cute.

ENJOYED MY DAY~~ SHOPPING SHOPPING AND SHOPPING~~ =D
...try again or walk away...

Something I realise very long. But haven got the chance to blog. I kept forgetting I still have this topic.

Whenever Birthdays is close, I will receive or ask this question "What do you want for your birthday?" Saying no need, thanks is just a form of courtesy. Even you replied no need to the person who asked you that particular question, will no matter what still get you something. Unless he is those heartless people who ask for the sake of asking lar. I like people telling me what they want so it will be convenient. Seriously, whenever I get this question I will think very hard for that very something to be received without being too expensive of course.

Hm. Blogging about what you want is something disgraceful? I dont think so. It is just a way of sharing information. Dont worry about that. =D Just continue to blog like me. Straight-forward. Please remember blogger is an online diary. Only thing is that it can be viewed by millions of people.

CHALET~~~
27 DECEMBER!!!
MY 18th BIRTHDAY~~~~~

26 is exclusively for 2F 2002 classmates.
Come down anytime after 00:00 on the 27 DEC.

~~~Balloons

...try again or walk away...

At Wisma. =D This is what I want. Dont mind if it's just the doll.
All proceeds go to MILK ( mainly I love kids ). THIS is an Act of CHARITY!!!!
Hurry. Before it's too late. =D

...try again or walk away...

Life isn't complete without some illusion. Capricorn LOL. LOL = Lack of Love. A sophisticated person. More busy than bored?

I did something to my hair today. And it is very funny. Lucky is for a day only. Haha. LinJie is suitable for many many looks. I have beautiful features. =D

Transfered to BJ8!!! Doesnt matter. Near my house. Hope I wont be late too often.

Her passions run deep, and so does her impact. Long after transitory affairs have run their courses, this smoldering siren will hold her place in a man's affections. Cherish her, honor her, love her, respect her. She'll pay you back in the richest coin of the realm--the kind of loving relationship that lasts.

I am addicted to horoscope.


...try again or walk away...

Breakfast cum lunch cum dinner again at 4pm.
AND NO FOOD~~~~~ I am HUNGRY!!!! GIVE ME FOOD!!!!
ARgh~~~ I NEED FOOD!!!! FOOD!!!
Full shift is always making me HIGH!!!

My imaginary boyfriend's jacket looks good on me.

Selling at $39. Be my boyfriend I buy for you. And give it back to me.
LOL. Tactic. I wear it like half of the day. And I managed to convince one guy to buy one.
The first jacket sold by me! Woo~~
...try again or walk away...

Try and see ba. Whether I am going to be a substitute. Haha. Slowly.

I have CHALET. DONT FORGET~~!!!! I almost forgot. Must remind forgetful people like you. Steady. Every Wednesday I post. CHALET~~

Today I went to my new school. SIM. =D YUP! My new SCHOOL~~ Cabbed down to Orchard for breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at Ajisen. =D Shopped for a while. And I bought Bikinis~~ Lol. Sentosa on Saturday!!
...try again or walk away...

Lessons to learn:

1.Never get into relationship with your best friend. ( IF you know it wont last. )
2.Dont let people you wont even consider fall for you. ( Unless he is fun to play with. Evil, I know. )
3.Never try to look for partners in same working or studying environment.
4.Dont let them think you are interested in them. ( Assholes will spread rumors that you are always looking at his direction. )

Aiya. Funny lar. This kind of teenage love always appear too fast and also gone too soon.

I Kan Kai already. Everybody is breaking up. Throwing their love away. LOL. Tired.

...try again or walk away...

New job. Songs provider. With "thanks" as my salary. Hope I dont get caught for downloading. Opps. I let out my secret. Who cares?!
DECEMBER SOON!!!!
Fast. Haha. Seems like just yesterday I was still having my chicken pox. Now going to December already. Time to go do some Christmas and back to school shopping. Anyone? Join me on Saturday..? Call me. But most likely I will put aeroplane again. Working afternoon shift this Friday. Haha. You can still try calling.
Brighten my world with some sms and msn messages~~ =D ...try again or walk away...

RULES

Step One- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your blog. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.")

The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your blog, or link to this post (it'll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.

Step Two- Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random blogs) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true.

Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

I saw this on a LiveJournal. Now it will be a blogger stuff.

WISHLIST
1. Try WAXING!
2. An excuse to wear Heels.
3. TO see meihui every single day ( that is your wishlist to see "that" on mine )
4. MeiHui to stop dreaming. AND WAKE UP~~!!
5. See that L....... V..........
6. $6.50/hr pay.
7. Tattoo (maybe temporary) Lol.
8. G mask ( wrap vouchers is available )
9. A vehicle with two wheels. ( bigger than human-size )
10. A happy Christmas~!

...try again or walk away...

Put aeroplane. LOL. I sleeping also the whole day. I think is to reccup the lost of my sleeping hours for the week. Working whole week with one day off again. Part-timer also need to chiong hours. Wondering what is that for. Dont care already next week I am going to OFF OFF OFF. Since my pay is not a lot. Till they up my pay by a dollar. Give and take right?

Boyfriend is not a need. Dont worry for me. Haha. No time for that nonsense. Enjoy LIFE~~ See my nick! I am still a young girl trying to experience every stage of life. Book dates with me. I have limited off days. Ask me. I request day off just for you. Before Thursdays for the following week dates. Tomorrow working morning shift. ARRR~~ I late every single day. TOMORROW MUST BE EARLY!!! ...try again or walk away...

Just finished watching a show on channel 5. Beautiful mind. Though i only watch the last 30 mins. Still cried. Touching story. About a mentally disorder professor.
My mama told me that recently news said people (of any age) die while sleeping. Unknown reason, they just sleep and never wakes up. Was told that maybe "stress" was the reason. Hm. Lucky for me. I am stress-free. Haha.
I am getting HIGH each day. Especially when I see people with " I am not happy now " face. Thinking of all sorts of rubbish to entertain them as well as myself. My colleagues are getting more and more emotional. And that is making my working environment more and more sian. Blogging for the sake of blogging. YUP! I trying my best to enjoy my life now. Dont try to drown me with problems I can't help. I can still lend you my ears. =D ...try again or walk away...

Publicise in my blog. YING YING WENT TO REBOND HER HAIR. AND SHE IS HOT AND SEXY NOW ~~ ( zilin ask me say ) Ying no more 3 cm hair lo. Haha. Convince Zilin go perm her hair ba. Imagine ying and zilin change head. WAHAHAHA~~ Cool~...try again or walk away...

The pace of your life is a lot faster than you may realize right now. Your unconscious speed may not be bothering you, but it might be bothering the people in your life. This go-go attitude of yours might be sending out the wrong message -- a vibe that says you're not willing to wait for anyone else to catch up, that says you've got too many important things to do. But that's not really true, is it? Make sure you're in step with everyone else right now. You could use the company!
Woo woo woo. Am I? Am I? WA~~ Time to work. =D...try again or walk away...

I am accepted. =D To my "new" school. SIM! Thank you!!
Generation gap. YawnZzzzz.......................... Sleep. Bye~...try again or walk away...

That is what I am doing for the whole night. I dunno about the side burn. And I did the eyes for a very very long time. I dunno how to do the body. Fastest way is copy and paste. I will give it one more try! Visit my friendster page. I tried to upload the pic. The colour turns out to be very very funny. http://www.friendster.com/3444530 Please give useful comments.

LOL!!! LinJie now aka Jill. I need to fetch that pill of water.

Plan A: I am not interested in YOUR face. Thanks and Bye~!
Plan B: I love woman.
Plan C: I have my Baby! ( It's true )

Kind of scary. But I am getting use to it. No worries =D
Kawaii neh (Me). Lol. Mr Handsome Japanese (Old).
The most difficult customer is the one who doesn't understand my language (even sign language). I know "kawaii". =D

Class photo. Kop from Aminah friendster. My online hours dont meet theirs. Very difficult to get the rest of the photos. So please have a little more patience. If not interested, still have to drop by and check once in a while. The photos we took is really cute. =D


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Crazy on 17 November. A photo taken in NYP. Waiting for Kristine and HuiLing to send. Sure to post for you. =D
That day I spent a lot of money. And the first time I spent $26 on cab. Should have been more selfish and took the cab alone. And shouldnt booked the tickets online. Wasted 3 tickets. Partly because lost the mood to watch movie. Last minute change again. I'm sorry.
On Saturday had to work. But I was "sick". Wake up 2pm. Down to Suntec to watch movies.

With Meihui. =D
MY HAIR COLOUR REVEALED~~ Dark violet.

A good year and Step up. Nice to watch movies in a row, especially good movies.
To her house for dinner and "weighing". My favourite activity in her room.
In the middle of the night, when Baby suppose to be sleeping, we sneak to the study room for our mahjong game.

Pic shows what meihui first step when she gets a mahjong tile. To see.


I am always losing LAR~~ Horrible.
Working for money to enjoy. YAWNzzzz..........

It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you.
...try again or walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEIFEN !!!~~
MAY YOUR WORLD BE FILLED WITH LOTS OF MUSIC AND LOVE~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANJIA !!!~~
MAY YOUR WORLD BE FILLED WITH LOTS OF FUN AND LAUGHTER~~
...try again or walk away...

Jokers. Even the day was so draggy and tiring, they made me happy along the way. I am staying as a part-timer or not? I have seen many Ah Guas in Lucky plaza. But today is the first time I see a freaking fucking disgusting and ugly Ah Gua with a damn sexy MAN's voice. What else can I say other than keep on puking and vomitting. Yucks. Meaningless right? Everyday. It is so so so meaningless. Because I never had enough. Karma. BACK!
Everytime I visit the visits count. Only few people read. I am always talking to myself. I am tired. I need a break. I think is the virus in me. Every 2 - 4 months, I lose all my energy. Tired and Tired. That must be the reason.
...try again or walk away...

RASCAL FLATTS - What Hurts The Most


...try again or walk away...

Late night again. I will treat you good. If you deserve it. I wont betray anyone I call a friend. I always think that my friends are part of my life. I cant lose them. I have the ability to cherish them forever. If I really have the ability to, I will. Like what she told me. I think I am the same. I give you 100% trust. Just a simple lie. To me, I cant make myself believe you anymore. Because you never felt the same. Thats why I 等不到 your answer. Actually, one day I might try again. WALK AWAY after 127. =D Been dancing all the night while working. To keep my energy level high.
Somebody saw you. The person you were kissing wasn't me.
If You Come To Me.
...try again or walk away...

LOL. Clue for you. My colleagues all didn't notice I dyed my hair. Till I ask. I submitted my resignation letter. Last day 18 Nov. Blog again. =D...try again or walk away...

My story? How should I start? Right from the start. It is not failure. Everyone is a winner in life right? Just setbacks. A step behind you. Damaged. Totally. Looking forward to the next better person. Or looking forward to a better tomorrow. Every time I came across to a very very simple matter. It takes a long long time to get over. When did it begin? Compromise. LOL! Dont angry! Be happy! TWO YEARS~~ What the F? It's so scary. Real-Life drama. Like "cast away". Alone acting and watching. This is so stupid. Emo-girl~ Trash! Off to the Bin. My heart says do it but my mind is telling me no. It's an effort. Dont do it. I love her more. Finding excuses. Always. Position change. Directly opposite. How? Dont sleep my life away. Again. Not a failure. Yup. The time has not come. DIFFERENT!! I heard the stories. Affected? Not at all. Not interested. A suppose to be busy student. Drinking own fruit juice. LOL~ ...try again or walk away...

LinJie have a new hair color. I was thinking of black maybe. Like a bit wasted because can DIY. So my new colour is HOT PURPLE! No LAR. HAHA. Shocked right? Dont tell you my new hair color. Continue guessing. =D

Life is unpredictable. Conclusion, do whatever you want before it's too late. I dont want a simple life. Be HAPPY! We have to get over it but somethings are not meant to be forgotten.

Again. STOP WASTING YOUR LIFE!! I think I can say it a million times and nothing will change. Just to show I am still willing to make an effort to type out a few sentences hoping that you will read it. Maybe. Just maybe it will lessen the damage. For me. =D

You have no idea how sorry I felt for them. Failed to realise that this game would not last forever.

Lol. I am a net addict too. I online everyday dont know for what. Time to cut down the usage online. I found something very very interesting today. A poem and a sentence. FUNNY!

Look into my eyes
Deep down inside is where it lies.
Terrible pain burns in my soul
A fire burning out of control.
Addiction and fear are the pain I feel

MapleStory keeps playing in my mind.
If I play, I'll most likely get stuck.
Hours by hours, days by days,
Sooner or later, I don't really care.
All I want is to be next to my game.

Ask yourself now if you don't want the fame,
It keeps me playing day to night.
Me and my buddies are great partners,
Traning all day long together,
Leveling up my bandit.

Gorgeous stuffs on cash shop,
Drives me crazy for some cash,
I dont mind walking downtown for it.
I could trade up rare stuff,
It's easy to get rich it split second.

And tell me more,
how could you keep me away?

When the games ends what are they left with? Thick lens, hole in the pocket and poor...

End of that endless topic. HAHA~~ Hey hey. GUESS MY HAIR COLOR NOW~~

...try again or walk away...

Relief at Bugis 2 - 6 today. Met Mr "My friend want to be your friend" who wants my phone number. LOL. My name tag is Jason. Mr "Friend" asks why my name is Jason. Why? Cos My mama gave me the name Jason. I also dont know why. Ok lar. Talk cock. I nvr give in the end. Me as a Miss "Think a lot girl" thinks that no matter what, girls should not give hp number away to stranger. A big waste if the guy is handsome or is a Mr nice guy right? Think think. How to make friends? Guys, ask for email address instead of hp number ba. Haha.
I never ask. You never say. Will it last? What else can I say or do? When I know you are happier each day.
Time and effort.
Lifestyle CHANGE. Knowing when and how to enjoy life without having to stinge and live life in misery like a Scrooge. It's about self-love.

...try again or walk away...

Say I love you~ This is my 600th post. So fast right?
Today I got a brownie and a cookie from ZhenRu. Sweet. My colleague asks why my girl friends so nice to me. Haha. That day is chocolates today is cookie and brownie. =D Jealous de leh. Makes me smile~~ =D =D
That sand castle is woo~ Baby don't go~...try again or walk away...

LOL. Why did I put lasting relationship in my wishlist? Haha. I really really had a hard time making relationship last lar. Dont know why also. Cross out so many wishlist. I wan to cross out one more. Mama and Sis said they can share. But just say only. See how. True, I hate liars. But not on purpose, still alright. What do I need?!! LIFE~~ Next off day on Sunday. BORinG. LIFE LIFE LIFE~~ Turn and Turn. Really met Mr Right. Keep laughing. Laugh it off and GET IT OVER!! Dont know what I am waiting for. Missing something real. NONSENSE!! ...try again or walk away...

Tired!! School. Work. Bored. Life is really short.
NEED TO FIND SOMETHING EXCITING TO DO!!!
Drifting away........~~~~...try again or walk away...

LinJie no more prince charming. SAD! Yesterday say only, today disappointed. This morning, I found out he is Single. Working at TAKA. BUT, today he came shop again with.................................................................. his ..................................... hair CUT!!! SAD!! Cut those funky kind. Sucks.
Hows GP? One Down. Exams will be over soon. GOOD LUCK!! AND TAKE CARE. Weak people gets sick easily. HAHA. ...try again or walk away...

Work is fun but tired. Joanna Peh came to shop yesterday. And today is Prince Charming "dian dao wo". Haha.=D Chloe friend. Information of Prince Charming. Smart. Neat. Black hair. Sweet smile. Estimated height 181-182. Estimated waist size 28-29. Going to NS soon. Age 19. ARGH!!!! Never ask the name. And is he single. I shall name him Mr CF. Till I find out more. Dreaming~
AND that Mr seller. SO angry lo. Cheat my feelings. Next time. Everytime next time. Never mind. For that speakers, I will wait. Enough for today. ...try again or walk away...

Had a chat with my buddies just now. So I got a topic to blog.

"Why you can't be my boyfriend?"

A very long list.

Sissy. Gay. Coward. Ugly. Stubborn. Evil. Nerd.
Quiet. White. Skinny. Fatty. Not helpful. Unkind.
Talk too much. Lack of communication.
Cant speak chinese. Dont read my blog.
Younger than me. Shorter than me.
(Seriously, height is a matter too.) I am standing 1.7m. LOL.

A lot more. Squeezing my brain juice.

Slow. Stupid. Un-gentlemanly-habits. Weak.
Too much restrictions. Unable to take care of yourself.
Looking for forever. Flirt. Playboy. (Jay that kind)
Sleep early wake up late. Keep long hair.
Too much complaints. Easy jealous, angry or unhappy.
I am not the most important. Too or not caring.

My family or good friends dont like you.

Dont know me well enough (eg. my likes, my habits, etc.)
Dont know how to cycle, swim and play basketball/soccer
(must know at least 3. If not will be too gay. Other cool sports can be used to replace).
Dont know how to play computer, xbox, playstation and gameboy.
(must know at least 3. Mario is not acceptable)

GAME addict (especially, if ignore me because of that).
Direction idiot. Have a girlfriend. (two-timers cannot let me find out).
Like more than 1 person at one time. Criminal.
Liar. (I HATE LIAR.) Irritating. Nuisance.
Smart aleck (obnoxiously self-assertive.)
Love disgusting animals. Irresponsible.
Heavy smoker (waste of money).
Will draw a clear line whatever happens.

Most important, if I have no interest.

If you really want to be my boyfriend, I give you a chance. Of the above you cannot have more than 2. The bold is a NONO. =D If you meet the requirements, woo me. HAHAHA.

By the way, the four dreaded words is lets-just-be-friends. I dont want to be the daily routine.

My blog is really confusing right? If you know, why do I have the need to blog right? DONT BE STUPID. That's why you are not my boyfriend. Cbox this kind of simple task dunno is considered STUPID.

...try again or walk away...

I went back NYP!! Lol. Not for lesson duh. Giving away my dustcoat and safety boots. ARGH!! $70!! If I am not wrong. I wont have any use anyway. Haha. I went down causeway point with huiling. She accompany me to find my friends. Kaiwen at pastamania. She pon school. Haha. Ya. I almost forgot. RP is near causeway point. Zzz. Walked around to wait for Cherie join us. She also pon school. Haha. Her younger sis is very cute. Haha. HuiLing treated me lunch. I cant stand people stuffing the money here and there. I lost. And it's her treat. I dont think I will be blogging much. Cos starting work and it will be boring. In case my post become worst. Considering taking a break. Lol. Craving for my post just leave a message. I might be back just for you. =D
A LEVEL STUDENTS ALL THE BEST~~~!!!
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Kiasu girl like me had already planned how to celebrate my birthday. CHALET!!! Lol. I wanted to book chevrons chalet. But they need 6 months in advance. They are more kiasu than me. 6 months leh. Bigger and cheaper. The safra that darren booked also 6 months, somemore more EX. And the aloha chalet is fully booked. People deciding to book chalet muz decide early. KIASU-ISM is important.

It is still a long time. I already started to think a lot. LOL.
I was thinking that only my 2F dears and darlings can stay over. So there will be place to sleep for everyone. Lol. Small chalet often have fights because of the place to sleep. THEN, something strikes me. HAHA. I want to play DONKEY with my donkey gang. Actually it is quite simple lar, I will just invite people over for BBQ. Wait till I 21 years old, I will book a BIG BIG BIG chalet k? Hoping that all my friends will be still contact-able. LOL!! LINJIE IS SO EXCITED!!

Someone Checking-in on behalf
No written authorisation is required. The authorised person must be aged 18 and above. AR!! HAHA. check in date is 26 Dec. LOL. No worries by then, everyone around me is aged 18 and above. Haha. EXCITED!!! Because I sound so excited. I want to go out now. Anyone available? Call me out anytime~

I really booked the chalet. It is at Costal Sands Pasir Ris. The room number will be sent to me on Christmas Eve. I will let you know again. And Christmas reminds of MERRY CHRISTMAS~ LinJie favourite day of the year!!
ALL BAD LUCK IN 2006 GO GO GO AWAY~

A small note. I dont like rejections. Therefore, hahahahahaha. WOOOOO~~~ This post is getting very very long. Time to go. ASK ME OUT!!

...try again or walk away...

Information Sharing. Do you know? Online $ is US dollars. Meaning if the price is written SGD 35.00 it will be written $22.44. So PLEASE becareful. Haha. Currently, LinJie is deciding to buy the Sony Ericsson MPS-6o speaker. SGD 35.00 is a TEMPTATION. Lol.
My working schedule is OUT!!

Monday - MC
Tuesday - Afternoon
Wednesday - Morning
Thursday - Morning
Friday - Full shift
Saturday - OFF DAY
Sunday - Half Morning

I will have a happy weekend next week. ...try again or walk away...

Death Note!!! =D =D STRONGLY RECOMMEND!!! =D =D Movie anyone? Currently, I am not very interested in the movie. HAHA.

Another you used away my hope. Countdown for me. I am starting a new life! First step. Leave the job. Second step. Complete my wishlist. Third step. Enjoy life. WARNING!! To reduce the risk of me hating you, dont ever try to lie. Again.
I found another story. Just to let myself think another way. Lying sometimes is necessary.

There was once a guy who was very much in love with a girl. He folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to her. Although at that time he was just a small fry in his company and his future didn't seem too bright he was contented with what he had.. for he was in love.. and they were both happy together..

Until one day, this girl told him she was going to leave the country for Paris and try to live a new life there with no intention of returning back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for both of them because he was poor and he had no dreams. He couldn't believe what he just heard and couldn't help but cry. She was his dream, his love, his friend.. she was his everything..

Just when he thought he had it all he gets to experience the true side of the world.. with all it's misery in it.. But love is being able to accept the truth no matter how it hurts.. She broke his heart and yet he still loves her..

Days have passed, months have gone by and yet his feelings for her has always stayed the same.. He worked hard night and day to put his mind off the past.. He wanted to prove her wrong about the fact that he has no dreams.. he can be somebody someday.. Finally with all the hard work and help from his friends, he was able to build his own company..

One rainy day, while he was driving along the highway, he saw an old couple sharing an umbrella in the rain while heading to some destination. It didn't take him a while to recognise them for they seemed familiar to him.. they were his girl's parents..

He drove back to them.. slowly.. to show them how his life has changed. how successful he has become.. he's got his own car, house, company.. he's got it all.. But what he saw next confused him.

The couple were heading to a cemmetery. Out of impulse he went out of the car and followed them. She was there.. his heart pounded so fast for he couldn't believe what he was seeing.. He felt the warmth of his tears thrickling down his cheeks.. He was crying in the rain..

He saw his girl's photograph smiling sweetly at him.. from her tombstone.. next to the paper cranes he once gave her. Her parents felt his presence and looked back at him. Out of confusion he asked them why.. and how did all this happened..

She did not leave for Paris for she was ill with cancer, it was her cliché. She believed that he will make it someday and she didn't want to be his obstacle. All she ever wanted was to be with him.. but she chose to leave him to spare him from her suffering and frustrations..

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you at all. She wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him near to her again... he will remember how much she loved him and how much he meant to her...

Once you have loved someone, you will always love her.. forever. For what's in your mind and heart will remain forever.

He cried in silence and whispered...
"I thought I almost had it all.. now i know what was missing.. you.."

...try again or walk away...

How To Get Out Of A Traffic Ticket!

A police officer pulls a guy over for speeding and has the following exchange:

Officer: May I see your driver's license?
Driver: I don't have one. I had it suspended when I got my 5th DUI.

Officer: May I see the owner's card for this vehicle?
Driver: It's not my car. I stole it.

Officer: The car is stolen?
Driver: That's right. But come to think of it, I think I saw the owner's card in the glove box when I was putting my gun in there.

Officer: There's a gun in the glove box?
Driver: Yes sir. That's where I put it after I shot and killed the woman who owns this car and stuffed her in the trunk.

Officer: There's a BODY in the TRUNK?!?!?
Driver: Yes, sir. Hearing this, the officer immediately called his captain. The car was quickly surrounded by police, and the captain approached the driver to handle the tense situation:

Captain: Sir, can I see your license?
Driver: Sure. Here it is. It was valid.

Captain: Who's car is this?
Driver: It's mine, officer. Here's the owner's card. The driver owned the car.

Captain: Could you slowly open your glove box so I can see if there's a gun in it?
Driver: Yes, sir, but there's no gun in it. Sure enough, there was nothing in the glove box.

Captain: Would you mind opening your trunk? I was told you said there's a body in it.
Driver: No problem. Trunk is opened; no body.

Captain: I don't understand it. The officer who stopped you said you told him you didn't have a license, stole the car, had a gun in the glovebox, and that there was a dead body in the trunk.
Driver: Yeah, I'll bet the lying s.o.b. told you I was speeding, too!

...try again or walk away...

You are the only one that can affect my mood so much. Stop thinking about that matter. Somebody save me.

The Bottom Line
Hope is the word to hold on to today -- hope for what awaits you in the future.
In Detail
As the saying goes, when one window closes, another one opens. In other words, just because something is ending right now doesn't mean that something new isn't just getting started. It might be right around the corner -- or it might be quite a spell down the road. Regardless, something is coming in your future that will make you glad you took the journey to get there. Hope is the word to hold on to today -- hope for what you can't anticipate and can't control.

My brother is back for Thailand. Woo. He bought me a brown hat. HAHA! But he is kind of disappointed when he saw the one I bought about the same colour he bought. Nice and sweet right? Heh.
...try again or walk away...

Xiaoyun and Eileen came over my house to visit. They never failed to cheer me up. Just keep chatting and chatting the good old days. Never grew tired of those happenings. Haha. Happy plus Happy equals to VERY HAPPY. Smiling and laughing. Enjoyed my day. A lot. =D =D
Thank you to MAN and BROWNIE!! Good night.

Thanks to Christina who helped me with my biggest wish this year.



COMPLETE!! =D



Pic of the DAy.
Two person and One item
=D =D


HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!
...try again or walk away...

WeiTing kor kor is helping me send the enrolment form. The application ends 31st. Panicked. Will I get it? When someone asks me where are you studying now. Silent. SIM.
Checking my letter box everyday. My wishlist! HEE. Excited. HAHA. Waiting for everyone who live in the Hundred-Acre Wood to be there to enjoy the teaparty. =D...try again or walk away...

=D Ready to set off. YEAP! I WENT OUT!!!
=D =D


I went down Heartland Mall to take passport photo.
VIVOCITY!!!

Description. Big. AND nothing else. But it wasn't a wasted trip. Can tell others " I have been to VIVOCITY in Singapore.



So called the roof of the shopping mall.
There is a water playground? Not very sure too.


The small island. SENTOSA. Can you spot the merlion?


A zoom in view to let you the word "sentosa"


Time for Lunch. After waiting for SOMEONE. Made me wait for 1 hour plus. 1 hour PLUS. Best. Vivocity is a boring shopping center. I bought nothing. Had lunch at Mac. FOOD and MORE FOOD!!!! End of tour at Habour Front. Real Boring! Just for the experience.



Sorry not much photos as promised. Just being lazy. And nothing much to take also. Dont blame me k? =D

Shopping started at TOWN! =D
Show you the caps I bought.
=D


=D


COOL GIRL!


Pic of the Day
Result of eating too much sweets.


Some missing parts. Blogger got error. Dont allow me post. =D
I am still happy. Even when the clock strikes twelve, everything turns out the same. I am still happy. Today. =D I took a very very long time to post this rubbish. I had no idea what am I supposed to blog. Time is used to think. HAHA! =D

Saying HI to muri and muriger.
...try again or walk away...

VISITORS PLEASE BE REGULAR K? MY COUNTER DEPENDS ON YOU~!!
For you. I will update and update and update. Haha. I wont change my style of blogging. That's my unique Attitude. =D I will be out later. EXCITED!~~ After so many many days of rotting at home. VIVOCITY HERE I COME!! COME BACK AGAIN FOR PHOTOS UPDATE TONIGHT! =D =D
...try again or walk away...

I got a question. Other than people having exams soon. Who will be slacking at home this few days? LOL! I think among my group people. I am the only slacker. HAHAHA~! Tomorrow want to go out dont know who to find seh. LOL. Poor thing....try again or walk away...

Trying ebay. WOo~ Baby I still believe. I wasted today again. Haha. Really is wasted. I am surfing the internet for rubbish. Today I get a new hope. Give me one week to tell you my result! Brighten my world with emo songs! HAHAHAHAHA!!! So relax and indulge~...try again or walk away...

It's getting dark. Raining soon. Dont get sick. Take care~ Anyway, what I expected came true. Haha. Drop by my msn chat window to say "Haha, I look at your nick, I laughed." I dont care. Sexy attitude is considered sexy. Good right? Even I am far away from you. Still can make you laugh. HAHA!! =D =D. ding li ling dring di li ring. Wait till the day, I dare to say see you. Haha. Nonsense plus rubbish equals to Trash! A merry heart is a joy forever~



A photo 2 years ago. Lol. =D =D
Time waits for nobody! Cherish everybody! Be Happy!
...try again or walk away...

I was wondering about my question. Results and process. End up with lots and lots of answers. Confusing myself. Lol. Currently I was thinking about collection. The process of collecting and the result of the collection. For this I choose........................................the process.
Haha. It's true. The feeling of excitment and satisfaction is like another choice that links. Even though, the results may not be perfect. Can you get what I mean? Is like if you choose to keep thinking about the results, just making yourself more unhappy right? Feeling wasted or you can say feeling disappointed.
Think another way. Everytime you get that something, the happiness is what you cant achieve when you get straight into the result.
LOL. But after saying for so much. I still need that one piece to complete. HAHAHAHA~ The purpose of posting all the above nonsense is gone!! RESULT is wayyyy too IMPORTANT for me. ...try again or walk away...

nice song~
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/128923ht.htm

...try again or walk away...

Tomorrow is a HOLIDAY~~ There is no difference for me though. Guess what i did today? I took out all my clothes and iron it!! Applause~ Admit. Most are thrown aside. I wont be wearing them anyway. Time to do some shopping and burst my wardrobe with clothes and clothes. Any discount cards or vouchers can give it to me. HAHA~ Uploaded some photos in multiply. Can visit. And romantic lines too~ Suddenly, I have a question. FOR BLOGGERS.
The importance of process and result. Which is more important and why? 3 days to think. Ready? Haha. Me? In the process of thinking, and is waiting for result. By the way, it can be anything. Cheers~
...try again or walk away...

You are indifferent because I am insignificant. So? Time to pack up and go. Hey hey! 8 more days before the enrolment ends. HAHA~~ I am short of 3 passport size photos. Used up all for S&K job application. Lol. When should I step out of my door to get my photo taken? A week gone! Gotten the sleeping virus. I need sleep again. Sweet dreams~...try again or walk away...

Joker! Wu Zong Xian acting in a drama. See the face already funny.
Anyway, who need links please tag again. =D...try again or walk away...

...try again or walk away...

I have decided not to move. But just to get the feeling of changing. I have changed my blog skin! Reading previous post, I realised I am still in the land of dreams. Dreams that wont come true. Next step I have to do is to change the focus! Every time of the year. November. Getting ready to start OVER!! Short hair, Specs, Slippers. That was the last thing that would make you want to stay. STAND UP FOR MYSELF!! Exercise Exercise Bikinis On the WAY~~ Learn how to do absolutely nothing. Haze will be over when November ends. Cheers~ =D

p.s LinJie is still unhappy. =(

...try again or walk away...

Lol! One week gone soon. Time pass really fast. I think I sleep too much. The one think I want to do most when I can leave my house healthy is..........SHOPPING!!! I need to spend some money to recover more prefectly. LOVING myself more. =D =D =D ...try again or walk away...

What should I do? Too much maybe"s". I am confused, angry and hurt. I am turning to a person I dont know. It is so wierd. Nothing else to say? One question I havent ask. The answer I will never find out. Staying at home all day is making me weak. KNOCK ON THE WALL!...try again or walk away...

LOL. NO VISITORS ALLOWED. BUT I STILL HAVE FREE MAGAZINES AND VCDS TO READ AND WATCH!! WAHAHAHAHA~BIG THANK YOU TO WEIHWANG~~





Princess Hours is Mama bought for me to watch. I am now watching at fast speed. I like happy ending. Haha.

I still have Vitagen. Less sugar. HAHA. Thanks thanks.

...try again or walk away...

Actually I dont feel sick. Is the reason that I cant step out of my house makes me sick. Haha. Thanks for people who offered to visit. I AM REJECTING ALL VISITORS. I have a kind soul. Currently I am poisonous, so dont attempt to. Was so surprised that Yiru wanted to drop by and pass me food or anything. She thought I would be very hungry. My mama prepared a LOT of food for me. I wont die of hunger. And thanks for the Take care and Get well soon. HAHA.. I like the way people cares. =D
But if the care that you are giving need something else for exchange, thanks but no thanks. I am not a very good liar. This is referring to "msn ass". Someday you will find out.
Counting the days that pass me by. Woo. Another day gone, doing nothing except sleeping. Princess Hours~~

...try again or walk away...

2nd day. 12 more days to go. Haiz. So near yet so far. Why me? I am reminded of my $133!! About 3 days of my pay spent on m e d i c i n e s. SAD.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS PRAWN~! ...try again or walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
I was in a confused state thinking whether I should or should not wish you. Haha. In the end, I did!! Applause~~ Today maybe the only chance I can say this to you. Ever since the day, the day you know when, I’ve been thinking. If I made time for you, will we still be happily chatting on the phone at night? Will you not be so into that game? Will the feelings fade as time pass? Will I still be thinking of my wonderful future and dreams? If. HAHA!! That didn’t happen so why bother so much. Do you know the purpose of having a birthday? Making a wish or blowing out candles? What is the real purpose? To remind you how many years have gone, for the past what have you done, what have you not done. Is it? YOU ARE EIGHTEEN NOW!! Cannot say you don’t want think too much. If your life span is 80 years, almost one quarter is gone!! You can’t go on wasting all your time on maple. However, the fact that maple can give you the satisfaction you wanted, there is no reason for you to stop. DON’T use up all excess time! In conclusion, I still wish that you could find something better than maple and hope it come true. Example: photography. If you are saying thanks, welcome! P.s I mean it from the bottom of my heart....try again or walk away...

THE MOST LUCKY DAY OF THE YEAR!!!!

FUC !!!!

... I GOT CHICKEN POX!!!

...try again or walk away...

I am left with 2 weeks.. Countdown for me!! Hoping I will not miss it this time.. Haha.
12 hours at Lucky Plaza on a Sunday.. The world of Phillipinos. Using up the energy for next week.. My NEXT offday is on Sunday! ARGH!! Six more working days to go before I get to rest. I predicted that I will be working full on one day. Haha. And it came true. I am so so so LUCKY!! Today SoonMing and Stella drop by and did some shopping. And they waited me for lunch? Haha. My breaktime dunno is dinner or lunch. By the way, STELLA gave me this
-->> Chocolates and Chocolates!! SHE REMEMBERS!!!!

=D =D =D GIVE YOU A BIG BIG HUG AND A BIG BIG SMILE! THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!! LOVE YOU~~ =D =D =D

I got to end now. Late nights are making me more and more un-pretty.

...try again or walk away...

After that day, we nvr see each other. Until last evening.
A post full of photos JUST for you.. =D Went Marina for a small gathering before the school starts. Their school. Haha.
At Mrt. I shall introduce them to you.

Huihui, Tian Yang


Song Wei unwilling to take photo with me. =(


He decided to give me a Big smile. Jun Wei sneaking.


Why? Cos I didn't take with him. And I took with HuiLing.

YaoHuang. See our short fringe? Looks so nerdy.

Started eating. From my left. Familiar face?
Huihui and TianYang again!


They refuse to let me take a nice photo of them.
Were interested only in food and drinks.
That is EngQi. HuiLing.


JunWei behind HuiLing. He always dunno doing what.


Although we were at the same table.
But there were two world.
Engage in their own conversation.
YaoHuang, Ridzuan and Chiyong.
ChiYong hair very ugly.


Told you. Dont know what is so interesting.
Chiyong with his ugly hair again. Taufik. SongWei.


Where is LinJie?!!! She is the photographer ma.
Look at the last pic!

Me with Ridzuan. See the braces? He is rich.


Taufik is so different in photo and in real life.


I took a lot more. But i think this faces need to appear more.
Lol. After hours. Left with Ridzuan, Songwei, ChiYong with ugly hair and ME! We were waiting for Songwei Dad to send us home. Waited and waited.

Finally!! Where am I? Back of Lorry!! WOOO..

By the way, SONG WEI DRIVING!!! I am risking my life!

At first, the road was very peaceful.


SUDDENLY!!!


Nice Night City. If you were there too.

And I am reaching home!! Safely

Pic of the DAY!!

...try again or walk away...

I was listening to Mirai - Fang Kai.. I heard 剪一个新浏海。 So I went to the salon and got my hair cut. Haha. Not much difference ba. But I can still 甩一甩. I offline le.. Got to go think what should I wear tomorrow.. Bye~ ABC!...try again or walk away...

Walking can be tiring. Talking makes one feel better in many ways.. Haha.. Lucky for me.. Kai Kiat and Desmond can keep me company for like 2 hours.. Lol.. And I realise something Soonming = Always there. Haha.. Got friends like them good enough.. Dont ask for more.. Secondary School friends really really better than working friends ar. =D No reason.. Just dont want to be alone and dont wan to go home.. Ever had that feeling? Or opposite? I had both in a week. I thought today I would be blogging about how sad or pathetic I am.. Haha.. Somehow I had this very peaceful feeling.. I am still a very fortunate person.. Bye! ABC~ Always Be Careful! ...try again or walk away...

I bought a NEW handphone today!! And I got rid of Mr Z.. My new love Mr W!! Is W810i not W850i.. No extra cash. I am so happy I am so glad. I got the colour in fusion white. And now i have the temptation of buying the speakers. Cant stand. So small and so nice and in white colour.. Didnt buy in the end. Mama says my room is increasing of nonsense and in a very big big mess.. I like!! Save the money buy other stuff ba.. Haha.. Anyway.. Mr W is now my new love.. Tomorrow go shop new clothes for him.. And this reminded me of my wasted $10!! Mr Z got few scratches at his back.. but is so so unvisible lo.. The trade-in value just drop $10 by that.. To prevent such shits from happening.. I am giving ultra protection for my Mr W. Got to go bed now. Nitez! ...try again or walk away...

Suddenly I wished I was a millionaire. So I could buy THAT car. Hais. I am so useless. Waited so long just to call. Sure a big disappointment. I nvr got in the line so I was a bit disappointed. BUT he called in exactly at the fifth caller. Big F. Two months too young. As of Jan 2006, What the hell was that? I dont see any differences lo. Hais I am down also lar. WHY such thing had to happen? Dont be too sad k?
I will do anything just to see the smile on your face. I realise everyone would do anything they could for that something that seems so unimportant to anyone else. But no one would ever realise that something can affect the mood of one almost instantly. Now I know, what postion it holds. For you I seriously hope I would do anything. Guess I dont have the strength yet. Wait for me in Heaven. Trouble sleeping.
...try again or walk away...

Forced to hide. Almost started. Ended the chance the very next day.
Who likes to listen to Class 95 Fm? Help to call subaru WRX challenge.
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too.
Is when I fall in love with you.
Only LOVE!! trademark.
and I'll be right behind your shoulder,watching you
I'll be standing by your side, all you do
and I won't ever leave
as long as you believe,you just believe....
I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true
if life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
and if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way
remember me this way.
o.....this way.
...try again or walk away...

Fucking no life human. Haha. I got the sudden urge to slack all the way this week. I am going to lie saying I got chicken pox. But cursing myself is not good. So pon-ing today i good enough. Anyway, I have two off days this week. Plus today, makes it three. WOW!! I haven enrol to my new school.. LOL. Wait till the sunset. Everytime I was reminded of this topic, I am sleepy. Sleeping beauty. HAHA!! She is wasting 2006 by sleeping!! ...try again or walk away...

I have done it before.. But I am going to do it again.. I will go to bed as soon as I finished.

SEVEN THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE
1.handsome guys in jeans and slippers
2.good night sms-es
3.reminded of wo du zi tong ni du zi tong ma
4.getting the mahjong tiles i am waiting for
5.receiving something not asked for
6.a lot of haha or lol in msn conversation
7.reading interesting blog
SEVEN THINGS TO DO TO WIN MY HEART
1.be there
2.be understanding
3.be sensitive
4.giving surprises
5.need some luck
6.be true
7.must be a man
SEVEN THINGS THAT I BELIEVE IN
1.karma
2.human are realistic
3.dreams come true
4.disney stories
5.a little change changes a lot
6.myself
7.you will be smiling back at me
SEVEN THINGS THAT IM AFRAID OF
1.repeat of terrible scenarios
2.sudden emotion
3.meaningless life
4.memory lost
5.losing and losing badly
6.disgusting animals
7.irritating children
SEVEN THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
1.basic things.
2.listen to radio
3.reading magazines
4.online to read rubbish
5.thinking of something i shouldn't be
6.friendster
7.blogging
SEVEN PEOPLE I WANT TO SEE NOW
1.There
2.is
3.nobody
4.I
5.want
6.to
7.see
SEVEN PERSON I WAN TO DO THIS QUIZ
Seven persons who read this post and have a blog.

...try again or walk away...

I was late for work again.. This time is 1 hour 15 minutes.. Getting from bad to worse.. Worked full shift today.. Drained all my energy.. But with cookies and ice tea.. The day ended peacefully and happily..
Jolin and David Tao.. Are you thinking what I am thinking? I fall in love the minute I saw you. Will you marry me? Hey hey.. In your dreams.. LOL..
BOY!!! Tell me.. WHEN ARE YOU ENDING? You are seriously in trouble.. My mama says it is dangerous.. She tells me to tell you that its true.. DANGEROUS!!
No work, No money. No money, No life. Work, No life. Work for money without life. Work for life without money you are crazy.. Work for money with life I am happy. Letting you choose. Freedom or Money? The one who forced you to choose, will end up helping you to make the choice. ...try again or walk away...

I bought myself a ring!! LOL!! To resist the temptation of getting married.. HAHA..

HEY!! We went to buy presents.. Wow.. The presents we bought are so so nice.. Haha..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL!!!!
One day plus one day.. I am hating Mr Z! Need to change PHONE!!!!!
...try again or walk away...

Suddenly! I was thinking of my wedding!! HAHAHAHA~~ Married can divorced.. Dont worry about regrets.. Since being together is to be seperated.. I want to get married!!! OK lar.. Dreaming~ I am still a young little girl waiting for my true love to give up everything just for me.. HAHAHAHA~ gotta be gotta be more~ All eyes staring on me! TIME TO GO TO MY DREAMLAND!! I am WAITING for you.. apleakesead!...try again or walk away...

One Philippino guy tried to flirt with me when I am working today.. So unlucky in Lucky Plaza.. He said I look LIKE Philippines.. Meaning? I have the maid look.. Main thing is I had to pretend I am interested in the conversation at the same time introducing all the merchandise. =( I look pretty and beautiful.. HAHA! I know that.. Asked me for my number somemore.. WHAT THE HELL? I said inconvenient.. Boyfriend dont allow? Yes.. The next question....... Nevermind, what is the address? Fucking hell.. GO AND DIE! EEEEKKKKKK....... Yucks! One Indian Guy says I dont look like Singaporean.. Singapore girls are not so pretty.. I am a pretty Singaporean.. My store is full of nonsense customers.. Anyway.. I like them saying I am pretty!! Hard doesn't mean cant.. I am waiting for you.....try again or walk away...

LOL!!!!!!! I am going to work again. Chocolates! Posting is just a habit.
Happy Birthday to Benjamin Tang~...try again or walk away...

I had 552 posts.. Wow. I am blogging with a very tired but cannot fall asleep mode. Not very long ago, I just reached my home. Mama dont like it.. Haha. Cant use the excuse of long time once. Because the times we see each other is so so so little.. My world is now left with work and sleep. I still hope to learn tennis by this year.. Dont find excuses to stop me. In the progress of losing weight and fat.. Haha.. Target <51kg..

I am using blogger beta.. Dont know what is the differences lo.. I just reached home after losing so many rounds of mahjong game.. Lose till speechless.. That contributes to my frequetly away from home night life.. Tonight is Kbox night with colleagues.. I got a new name.. Xiao Hu Lu.. I dunno why I get this kind of shit name also.. Jasmine random nick.. Poor girl.. Anyway anyone kind enough to call me at 1 am? I am going to lie saying my friend need urgent consolation from me.. HEH HEH HEH HEH.. Ever wonder to yourself sleeping is like wasting your life away? There are so much things you could do instead of sleeping.. I mean useful things.. Not saying g a m e s.. Mahjong all night.. I need to get few hours of sleep before i set off to work.. Sweet dreams Jie~...try again or walk away...

I need $8,925.00. How? Go where find? Now I am very hungry. Go where find food? NO instant noodles. Tell me the story of the bird and the fish.

When we forget the real reason we are living for, the worldliness of life becomes like quicksand that sucks you into a spiritual vacuum. When that happens, we live less and less; we merely stay alive.

Even if all living beings become my enemy, may I cherish them more than my life....try again or walk away...

Tell me.. What comes to your mind first when I told you I've been transfered?
No more Tampines!! Lucky Plaza Lucky Me.. Dead!! "Chloe" my new in-charge.. OH MY HOLY SHIT! Bless me.. GOOD LUCK GIRL~
Today I went PS to get the signages.. Singapore is small.. That's why I am still afraid.. Since we are avoiding each other, dont want to spoil everything.. Lucky Plaza.. Haha.. I was hoping I will be transfer to anywhere but PS.. They gave me Lucky Plaza.. Best. Dont care.. I will SURVIVE!!
Pay Day! Dont worry, Be happy.. OK.. End.. DECIDED!! My BLOG moving at Nov 1st.

Should I wait two years later? I am really tired of studying. I have no motivation to work harder. I dont have the determination to be successful in Life. Left with a month to decide. What am I suppose to choose? ...try again or walk away...

I am a BUSY girl. No LIFE. But not for long. Changing a new way of blogger. See if I can make it. Cant, then i will be back. Drinking lots of water. ...try again or walk away...

moving soon.. new place under renovation.. be back for new address.. and house warming date.....try again or walk away...

am i the one who is controlling the yo-yo ball? lolz.. was i? be realistic!!! the next best.. but once you have made this one last effort-that's it.. bitch dont stay in my world, i am the only one there.. HAHAHAHAHA!!! i see caps in every first sentence.. oops.. got used to it.. changing blog address soon!! be there for more adventures!! now must help soon ming first.. haha... ...try again or walk away...

out of two you can only choose one.. this time no more changing of mind last minute.. actually this kind of choices have already been decided long time ago.. juz that it is not the time to make the choice.. losing badly.. concede defeat.. coffee taste bitter.. but it keeps human awake..
rang ni gan jue wo de xin tiao.. the same speed i am facing one year ago.. fuck! why why why??!!
wad for huh? i dun wan to work liao.. hahahahaha.. serious.. job that can be done at home.. any idea?
nvr realise it was the last time.. if we knew it was the last time.. the last good night.. the last............
can we be friends? wahahaha.. finally.. got people ask me.. i was expecting that.. fat and ugly = still as attractive.. LOL.. bth liao.. torture!!!! its killing.. my fingers stop stop.. dun press send!!! heng.. mr z good point = flip flip flip.. message gone.. wooo.. one box of hello panda = 10 small packets.. eaten all up.. that the reason of f.a.t .. who fuckin' cares?!

dun say i am evil.. not trying to give u false hope.. anyone could understand..
if you know there isnt any "if".. "used to be" is past tense..
we are under somehow the same situation.. it doesnt feel good.. but.. what to do? learn.. get use to it.. let it be..
not the one who is meant to be.. the social circle becomes different.. the same cycle of friends is getting smaller and smaller.. sooner to no more.. turns to a complete stranger.. walking pass will be left with just a familiar face.. when that becomes part of life..
WAHAHAHAAHAHA~!! omg.. later i am depress again ar..

DONKEY GIVE ME THE POWER TO SURVIVE~!!!!!
please EAT away those POISONOUS ROOTS~!!!!!

reminds me of a news from my sister friend.. DONT EAT TOO MUCH INSTANT NOODLES!! her friend went overseas.. cant get used to the food there.. so she kept eating instant noodles.. when she came back to singapore.. hit by stomach cancer.. purpose of me saying this is to tell you.. DONT EAT INSTANT NOODLES!! especially at night.. for supper.. u go straight to bed.. the digestion period slows down.. your body will take in unhealthy stuffs.. better be safe.. it's for your own GOOD..

UPDATE!! LINJIE GOTTEN A NEW HANDPHONE!! MR Z!!!
Mr K is so sad lar.. he thought i am going to leave him alone.. dont worry darling~ till i find the best Dr M to recover your eyesight.. wait for me!! about mr z.. it wasnt on intention.. i wanted to get mr k two but dunno why i change my mind also.. the m1 guy cheat me!! wadeva.. how to spell it? anyway.. too late for any regrets.. in the process of learning not to waver..

...try again or walk away...

ARGHH!!!! sad lar.. why did she break his heart?!! why get married if cant commit? maybe young was the reason.. anyway.. since they signed the dunno wad "break-up agreement".. best wishes for each other.. ah weng came find me after work.. free dinner, free pool-playing and free ride home.. haha.. i won SEVEN rounds.. wahaha.. if i'm not wrong we played 10 rounds ba.. linjie cheats on winning.. not saying which hole ball 8 goes in considered lose.. even it is obvious.. therefore i am a winner!! everytime he says if tingting love him, he will win.. in the end he will LOSE!!! wahaha.. and me is Mr F give me energy.. and Mr F reminds me of being fat.. =( diet? no~! i dun care.. smack ur face if u say me fat!! i am in a healthy state.. that's the end.. to be continued..

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my heart`
Coz I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

And I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear, like a shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart

And I swear
I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls
And when just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care`
Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all...try again or walk away...

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had a ultra super bad bad fucking asshole day!! hais.. to a point when i think i should get knock down by a BIG BIG LORRY!! dont ask me wad.. juz bad bad bad day.. maybe that is the reason why i always get ignore.. and trying the hardest to start again again again.. sensitive.. TOO sensitive.. i am an emo-girl.. wadever.. say i am childish lo.. i can still afford to be.. and i cant control my mind.. cry~ i'm still not over you..

...try again or walk away...

bored till go youtube watch drama.. haha.. mr.fighting.. forward forward.. only interested in duan yanhao part.. prince charming.. wooo~ too bad lar.. is evil character.. but still as attractive.. haha.. i now waiting for the episode to load finish.. den can forward.. wait till the sun rise liao.. bye~ ...try again or walk away...

wad is happening?!! so many injuries.. really is unlucky year for me.. 2007!!! come quick~~
something plus something equal to more something.. lol.. i so bo liao lar.. wan to blog.. now got nothing to blog about..
GIVE UP!!! she wont go back.. he wont come back.. GIVE UP!!!
once it is lost, near to impossible, cant get it again..
Dr M cant Dr T cant.. let Mr U take over..
...try again or walk away...

the words wont fade like cards do, just like the feeling.. that is rubbish.. know why? look at your keyboard.. there is one button called delete.. conclusion.. words in cards may fade.. but they are still there.. maybe juz left very very light tone.. try harder.. can still be seen.. delete liao than no more.. maybe got some chances they are still in the recycle bin lar.. haha..

Panadol
COLD & FLU
HOT REMEDY
with Vitamin C

...try again or walk away...

i know what the turtle means.. went to read the news at asiaone.com.. after reading.. wad kind of feeling should i have huh? indifferent.. they are always happening.. my thought was.... i wan to see the video.. i tot he said scorpion.. it was stingray.. the edible thing.. omg.. so sad ar..
tomorrow was my offday!! ask me out.. or i will be sleeping my day away.. again.. see u tomorrow.....try again or walk away...

pretty people wear wadever is pretty.. no need to continue next sentence lar.. u know wad i mean.. Mr M lost $1 because i am the cashier today.. reminds me of my lost of $11.30.. first day cashier at pastamania.. hm.. i like to compare the 2 working environment.. eskimo!!

I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star...try again or walk away...

woohoo~~ i juz reached home like 15 mins ago.. haha.. today is the "convert-tion" i dunno wad they call lar.. is jus changing everything.. fun.. although is tiring.. since cab fare can be claimed.. we went to mac to have our "dinner" and they were so high ar.. their high period is after 2 am.. anyway.. i wasted 3 packets of tissue.. sneeze and sneeze.. for the whole day!!! feel so sick ar.. must be some assholes put spell on me.. the break i didnt went out.. juz sit down there like a kuku.. because i kept sneezing!! this week plan.. Mr M can only spent $10 - $15.. best is less den $10 lar.. i think Mr M muz save up for transport.. juz top-up only now negative liao.. by the way.. Mr K is going to continue his blind stage.. cos my mama say can get a new Mr K the 2nd.. not sure what i will call the next him.. till he come den i let u know again.. i got to go dream of my dearest MR M!! nightz all~ ...try again or walk away...

hi welcome~! or trying to be funny.. hi WHYCOME~! hm.. ok.. they like to say i am serious.. reminds me of my pasta days.. smile smile.. everytime must smile.. diao.. so tired.. Jolin have Mr Q.. LinJie have Mr M.. heezz.. next week i muz go find Dr M to save Mr K.. he cant go on being blind.. for the time being.. i got Mr K a walking stick.. today i killed an insect.. haiz.. cos it was resting on the t-shirt.. i blew it to the floor.. and so unlucky the next second one customer step on it.. i got bad karma again..
I'm sorry I took you for granted..
...try again or walk away...