2007. I joined SIM. I know new classmates and new friends. I learnt how to differentiate classmates and friends. They are truly nice to you and people who are nothing but classmates.

I thought I could let go everything and start a new relationship with a nice guy. I had a moment of irony for wanting and losing. Why worry? Now everyone knows what I am thinking. It’s all cool now. =))

I had been sticking out with the brothers quite a bit. We spent time together at work, mahjong, for celebration and for food. I appreciate the existence of caring brothers. =))

I left S&K and joined Mimolette. I have gone in new working environment with new kinds of colleagues. I just keep working and working. I forgot to enjoy what a young girl like me should enjoy.

I could count the times when I sleep before 12. I am trying to damage my liver by spending nights outside and chatting online till I could almost get to see the sun. I think sleeping is a waste of time when I rather go play mahjong at some places. I still end up sleeping away hours at some place.

I went to cruise for the first time with the happy three friends. It is always good to know how they are doing with first-hand information. I had the most laughs with them around. I am always feeling very fortunate with them as my best friends.

I went Korea for holiday because of the sudden “feel-like-taking-a-break”. My family went holiday together. Long time since all of us went away together. Korea was fun.

I went to learn riding and driving for the first time. Four 1st lessons for riding and stopped. Many lessons for driving and now waiting for the test date to arrive soon.

I had been going to East Coast Park quite a bit. I remembered falling down from a slope while roller- blade leaves a scar on my arm.

I cut my hair from long to short and shorter than the previous time when I stepped back into a salon.

I fall sick for a few times and the most serious on my birthday eve which I hope I will get well before 2008 arrive.

Ok. I am feeling lazy to write more. Make it one paragraph for one month. 2008 is coming. =))

...try again or walk away...

THANK YOU EVERYONE~!!!
I feel loved. =))
Thanks a lot. =))
...try again or walk away...

=))
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINJIE~~ ...try again or walk away...

Ok. I am not feeling well, now what? Unlucky. ...try again or walk away...

I drove the company van today. LOL!! I never switched on the headlights and I rolled backwards. My driving sucks. BUT I had fun.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! I am too late ar. But still wishes everyone all the joy and love. =DD
Always make me feel so fortunate to know you girls when we had talks. =))
Thanks for being in my life.

Special words:
YINGYING Jia You~!!
ZILIN Sings the song for you~~
HUIJUN Enjoy ar!!
MEIHUI Take care~~

Lol. I know all your secrets. WEE!!!
...try again or walk away...

I am really enjoying the attention recently. This kind of people (me) actually exists huh? Lol. Enjoying funny stares and stupid comments. I think I am increasing my weakness. I am feeling so bad when I am unable to reciprocal "his" feelings. They are all so nice but I have only one lonely broken heart.
Everyone look at me now. Is it so obvious that I am just pretending? I am even more upset than you. Look into my eyes and see. Because I nvr actually voice it out, am I considered the bitch who lead you on with no future intention of being more than friends?
I like you, you, you and you. HAHAHA!! Good and nice to me. I can feel that. I kind like this current situation too. Being loved by many many friends. It will be gone soon. Cos thats my christmas wish. I wish to be loved.
If you know me well enough, can we continue pretending? =)) If we are meant to be, we will be together one day. Still have a lifetime to wait. Keep pretending ba. You are nice. =))
When I lost all my hopes, I can see who is really there. None. But I met you.
...try again or walk away...

If I could do something for you, it would be getting out of your life totally. I cant even do a simple thing for you. Dont expect anything else. Hahaha. Such a loser right? Santa is coming to town. The sun will shine one day. =)) Think of all the postive remarks. And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be. I'll probably never have it all figured out. Laughs. I just want to be loved. I have to go work again~ $$$$$$$$. Weee~~ ...try again or walk away...

Leong reminds me again. I want to believe what I was told so I choose to ignore. That may be the fact but I dont really care. This is how it is supposed to be. Slowly ba. I think I need more time. Let us all pretend for the time being. Dont ask me anything. I am not sure of what to say. I dont want to miss out any good thing because I am afraid. I cant let my angel get away. Be here for me. =)) Got to sleep soon. Late night sleeps make me look older. Nitez.

...try again or walk away...

Happens regularly. Waking up at this funny hour. Decided to blog a bit but dont know what to type. Haha. Brain hang. Nothing much happened. Cos I stayed at home the whole day. Didnt go out cos I was tired. I should be sleeping now. Lucky Aaron korkor is online now. I shall go talk to him. Find some things to do to keep my mind off missing you. Hahaha. =DD
Ok I am back. Aaron korkor got to go sleep. So I am thinking of my angel now. Ok. How it feels like staring at someone with his mind thinking of another? Haha. I have some idea. Might be like that. 2nd bday wish from Kevin. Thanks~ I am nicer as the year pass, therefore, my birthday means more each year. It's not just another day. It is my one special day in 365 days. I like when people remembers me on that one day. I like when I see promises. I will never forget about you. Be good to me ok? You might never know what happens tomorrow. I am sure I play a great role in your life, you will miss me when I'm gone. Be nice to me. Many many years later, I remember you. This year is ending soon. Met friends, lost some and this happens. Maybe is I nvr made much effort to keep in contact. My bad. Life. Haha. Dear is someone close to your heart. Dear, I miss you. Do you know that I am thinking of you right now?

当我眼中有泪
别问我是为谁 ...try again or walk away...

I got the first birthday wish from Davis cos he wanted to be the first. Btw, for your additional information. He was my boyfriend for a week. Maybe like what he said, I am a heartless person. He said if only I am still with him now....... LOL. I guess then I will be someone without brains. I suit to be alone ar. Alone doesnt mean lonely. I finally know what it means. I am alone but I am not lonely. I need a good rest to be real happy. Physically and psychologically exhausted. This time I will be very very careful, I wont be with a liar again. I guess I will stay the same way for a long period of time. Justin will be happy now. Haha. But not promises. LinJie wishes for love in the season of joy. ...try again or walk away...

Just like your physical health, your emotional health requires regular maintenance.
In Detail
Getting in touch with your emotions is not a 'once in a lifetime' thing. You need to stay on top of them, especially today when unexpected events could make your moods unpredictable. Just like your physical health, your emotional health requires regular maintenance. The more you use the muscles of communication and honesty, the better prepared you will be for disconcerting situations. Open up and tell someone something that you have been holding back.

I seldom look at the horoscope nowadays. This is like what the hell?!
...try again or walk away...

Now I am addicted. =)) I haven blow my candles, this is good enough.

最绝望时遇见你
又换了颗会跳的心
爱从雪地开出了花
比春天美丽

我原本再也不期待
什么美好会到来
忘了悲哀忘了过得愉快
只平静的走却碰到爱
...try again or walk away...

Felt so down recently because I thought I like a married man with a kid. Lol. Keep smiling~ ...try again or walk away...

I have PSP slim~ GIVE me GAMES~~ I need lots and lots of games~ I wan mahjong, crazy taxi, winning eleven. Someone can help me download? LOL. Lester treated me sushi buffet and passed me the PSP slim. I think because it is a last minute plan. I was supposed to meet Sean at Bishan for a "movie date" in the evening because its been quite a long time. Sean joined us at MSQ. Watched Golden Compass, played pool and that asshole did something damn evil to me on the way back. -.-" He grabbed my hand, confessed "his love" to me and end with Just Joking. WTF!!! That bastard kept blaming me not asking another girl along for him to know. But everything is fine when he treated me supper. LOL. I think I am addicted to free food. Talking lots of growing up stage rubbish. HweeJun, he says he remembers you for kicking the toilet door. Can he know you better, please? I nvr give him your number yet. I scare someone scold me. HAHAHAHAHAHA~~

I think I like you because I miss you. High risks and no returns.
Sweet talks is a deadly weapon. It can kill me soon. Infatuation. ...try again or walk away...

"I know I am not suppose to but I think I am falling in love with you." This is considered a sweetest lie from Adam. More and more pple are influenced to call me darling. All the bartenders except Teo calls me darling now. Khai <-- the one who is always fierce to me calls me darling too tonight and he taught me how to open wine bottle in such a gentle manner. Tong makes me a fruit punch as wang qing shui today. Married men are all so sweet huh? Kumar asked a very idiotic question. "LinJie, I always wanted to ask you this but I dont dare." "You like man or woman?" Faints immediately. His excuse was that my shoes, bag, watch and earrings is not womanly. And I dont have a boyfriend. BUT how is it possible? My slippers are with flower. My bags is mostly hand-carry. And my watch I just bought is for female. And I wear my earrings in a pair. I will get a boyfriend from SoonMing soon. Conclusion, I am a girl who dont likes girl. I was so stunned. I thought everyone knows I am not half-half. I am a decent girl whose hair is short that's all. Sians totally. However, I enjoyed my day at work. =)) ...try again or walk away...

Are you a fool?
Tears keep falling from your eyes.
Gave you a chance to leave. Please go.
Have you................. yet?
=(( Tonight too.
...try again or walk away...

Assholes and Idiots~ Do I have a "Jane" face? Wa~~ Sians. I AM NOT PLAIN!! LinJie is special.
Spent the whole day outside. Laughs. Happy like one kind right? Roll eyes. My house is like a hotel room now. Just go back home to sleep. Not. I online too. I wonder why I still work today for 5 hours into the night. Got nothing better to do. Happy girl~ Just be good to me. The rest doesnt matter anymore. Haha. I am HAPPY like one kind. Working is fun? LOL. Just using my time to exchange for cash. Now it's worth. Tell me is this a good reason for having no time? I'm with you~ Nobody's going to love me better. Woohoo~ Tell me I should be drunk right now.

*hidden* =((
Just for tonight.

...try again or walk away...

Happy Birthday To Princess Lee Zilin. =))
Stay Pretty and Cheerful. Be Happy always~ =))
Happy Birthday To ZhiWei. =))
I wished I could see you once again and knowing that you are happy and safe somewhere.
I miss you a lot. We all do.

Argh. It was beyond my control. WHY am I such a busybody?!! Spoiler. Supposed to be a happy December right? What the hell am I thinking? Go ahead and do whatever you like. =)) If that makes you happy. Shouldnt poke my nose into it. Only trying to make myself more unhappy for something that I shouldnt bother. Dumb. Ignore everything. Controlling to be indifferent. One day, you will realise you have wasted your joy of youth by being a useless person. =))
...try again or walk away...

I hate nightmares. =((
I dont know what is wrong with me. I know I shouldnt care.
I know I shouldnt. I know I shouldnt. I know I shouldnt. I am sorry.
I dont know what else I could say. I know I shouldnt make a fuss.
I know I shouldnt ask. I know I shouldnt say. I know I shouldnt.
Am I doing this for her or for myself? Or for you?
Do you know how it feels like?
Just plain scratches on the surface of the fixed broken heart.
Nothing much. Nothing. This is not pain. But yet, it hurts.
I know. I am sorry. OO ...try again or walk away...

THANK YOU HUIJUN!!!
THANK YOU ZILIN!!!
THANK YOU YINGYING!!!
for spending the whole of the precious Saturday and stayed so late to teach me . I managed to pass my Business Finance with B because of 你们. I am so grateful~ Thank you very very very MUCH!! With lots of love and kisses. =DD

THANK YOU MEIHUI!!!
THANK YOU JONATHAN!!!
THANK YOU JAY!!!
THANK YOU BAO AN AKA YAOMING!!!
for teaching me econs. I am so sure I will fail my econs. But I passed. Thanks to you guys. Might be because I really throw smoke~ It helps. THANKS A LOT. I will still need your help for next semester. MACROECONOMICS. =DD PLEASE~~

THANK YOU ALL DARLINGS, FRIENDS AND CLASSMATES for wishing me luck. =))
Thank you Zilin for praying for me at Bugis. That candy from the temple helps. =))
...try again or walk away...

So what if they are lies? It had made you genuinely touched. Be thankful for the effort made to lie. Trust that it's not entirely fake. Should realise the happiness that are shared are over. What care so much whether it is true or not? There is absolutely nothing left. Immersed with endless hatred? No point. Tried so hard to hide, it still shows. It is totally different now. Is that the accompany needed? Take it for a game? It is strange. Learnt to comprehend.

Left me smiling. =)) ...try again or walk away...

Workaholic or practical. For the sake of money? I am a Capricorn girl~ The only thing that is not true is that I am not neat at all. Take a look at my messy table and my messy room. I wonder how I cant make it that messy in just few minutes. I kept forgetting where I left my things. Its raining~~ Been months, I need to sleep before midnight. Help me adjust my human clock please. Sleeping pills? Laughs. Poof~!
...try again or walk away...

Is it a trick or wad? I had a bad nightmare. Very bad. I realised my sister took my dream catcher away when she borrowed my radio and forgot to put back. Is it? But I am scared now. I cant sleep now. And now head is appearing the image of the display pic I saw before I went to bed. *Cries and RUN* This is curse. I need some sweet dreams~ Anyway, I feel so bad when there is a hp on my bedside I dont know who to find. Cos everyone is asleep. =(( I came online, you are the best to me. I dont feel so bad now. I should sleep soon. I have driving tomorrow. Concentrate on the road. Goodnight. ...try again or walk away...

Tell me I am pretty.


Lol. I changed my hairstyle. =))


I bought a new watch. =))


Lousy photographer. Heck ar.
Anyway, I still miss my precious. I saw it again but is no longer 30% off.
Stop thinking. Lol. It will come back if it wants to.

I wonder how am I going to style my hair tomorrow. LOL.

My lucky colour is grey next week.
Next year 2008, my lucky flower is ROSE!!!
Thanks =))

I feel so loved. LOL. The songs I got them like the speed of the rocket. Thanks all. =)) ...try again or walk away...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EmsoGHoMdnM
And this song too. *Hugs*

Dec 10. Lol. In case you nvr notice. Count down 15 days to Christmas and 17 days to my birthday which is more important. Dont say you dont know. If you are my reader, 27 DEC is my BIRTHDAY!! You have 17 days left to prepare a present for me. I dont mind if its christmas cum birthday. Just dont give me some joker items like barbie dolls, sexy underwears, HOT pink dress (pray QS korkor dont buy that) and etc. MY hint for a present is quite obvious ar. So if you are not giving me a present, please make sure you have a good reason for that. LOL. As I am a very poor girl, I am not booking BBQ pit or chalet this year. =(( BUT I think I can afford to treat cheapo dinner somewhere. =)) SO make yourself free, I might ask you out. =)) *LOVES*!!

MEIHUI!! Someone told me that you are going to be YOGA teacher in future. LAUGHS!!
...try again or walk away...

http://www.ting33.com/playsong/70600.Htm

Someone find this song for me ok? =)) Love you lots. *Hugs*

...try again or walk away...

I love to smile and laugh if I can. Small little thingy makes me smile. Laughing heartily at almost everything. I will be happy if my smile makes you happy. =DD Can I know what makes you happy now? Are you still blaming me for things I did and for things I didnt do? I cant turn back time now. If I know everything turns out the same way like now, I will still do the same thing I did. So dont blame me anymore. =)) Because you cant. I dont understand but I can try.
...try again or walk away...

I wake up without completing my 8 hours of sleep. I am deciding between the wine appreciation or my sister's chalet. I rather choose to stay at home and rot. Maybe I could ask to go work at 6. Hey, I am asking you a question. Look at my msn personal message. You deserve a slap into your face. Omg. What am I doing? No longer important. Doesnt matters anymore. If I am the man in the story, I might fly there and ask. But if that really happens to me, I will just stay and keep waiting. I know somethings somehow, you cant get the real reason. At least I could make some effort to try and find out some hints. That doesnt really matters. Complicated right? Blogging is addictive. I still believe~ Words is all you have to take my heart away. *Wink* This year to save me from tears, I'll give it to no one at all. All I want for christmas is the silence I longed for. I am standing strong and stronger every day.

...try again or walk away...

A new title Black Widow Vampire!! ...try again or walk away...

Rain~ December is here. Favourite time of the year!! But its raining. Just feel like staying home doing nothing. Driving lesson later. Yawns. I am tired. I dont like to carry umbrella. Feels dumb. Haha. Just finding something to blog about. Forget about the previous post. =DD ...try again or walk away...

Almost everyone around me is facing problems lately. I wished I could help. Pour your worries to me, I will be glad to just listen. I am free of troubles already and is passing my days with many things to do. I dont mind to be a rubbish bin now. =)) Be real happy ok? Looking at all the faces, I hope I could bring a u-shaped curve to them. I dont mind being a fool or a clown, serious. Can you smile for me?

I had lots of fun at the Chalet. =DD Post more when I have the photos. Triggered the memories of the past few days, everything was enjoyable. Thank you WeiQuan KorKor for booking the chalet and inviting us over to play. Thank you QingSheng KorKor for BBQ very delicious food for us to eat. And thank you to the rest of the brothers for contributing so so so very much laughters to us. The JOY of YOUTH!!!!
...try again or walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
OUR DEAREST AH BAO!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
WEIQUAN KOR KOR!!!

Enjoy the days ahead and may your wishes come true. Irregular sleeping hours is helping me to lose weight. Busy month. SISTERS, Mama say Christmas eve come my house. The tree is out. =)) See you!!

I wonder is it because you saw that post or am I just being sensitive again.
...try again or walk away...

I SUCCEEDED IN CON-ING MY MAMA BUY PSP SLIM FOR ME!!! LOL.
I AM CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR THE BEST DEAL!! LOL. EXCITED~~ WEE!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!! PSP IS COMING~~ I shall name it Mr P!!. I WANT PSP SLIM~
Help me ask around ok? Den leave the best deal in my tagboard. Love you LOTS!! I think my mama have weakness with me repeating "I want psp slim" the whole time I see her. LOL. Finally, she BTH!! BUY for you LAR!! Go check out the best deal!! WEE~~ WAHAHAHA~~I WANT PSP SLIM!! ...try again or walk away...

I want PSP slim~~ But I want DS still...... Feels jealous!! ARrrr. Lol. Going concert tonight. And going to chalet tonight. Lol. Sounds exciting ar. My December going to ROX!! Except the few days when the supp papers is ready for me. Arrgg. I cant stop thinking about the exams which I am going to fail badly. Shopped all the worries away. Keep laughing at the "Shut up, I'll kill you!" Haha. I am still laughing at that. ...try again or walk away...

Fridays. Lol. =)) ...try again or walk away...

Give me two more minutes. Lol. Freeze what is suppose to be frozen. Encore Track 4. Arh. Boring night and a boring morning. ZZZ!!! Save me~~

失亿 ...try again or walk away...

I didnt get to change my hairstyle today. BECAUSE Meihui was late. But I went for SHOPPING SPREE instead with her, zilin and ying. I bought a bag from NUM because the guy who served me was so cute~~ Lol. Ok. I got another membercard to feed my wallet. Anyone buying stuffs from newurbanmale, please take the card from me for 10% discount. Thinking of the NUM guy~ WAhahaha. I am going for a second shopping round tomorrow~ Haha. Happy wee~ Cos I forgot that I am about to take the supp papers. OMG. Here goes. Sad. =(( LOL. ...try again or walk away...

I am more than happy to be just friends. When the confidence level runs low, I would just go around asking pple am I pretty. Asking only those people who gives positive remarks for sure. LAughs. Why worry? We can chat, play, go out, dinner, and wadever it is we will be looking forward to the next activity. Rather than waiting for the next problem to surface. I am having problem with pple calling me a boy, so I am going for a change. Lets hope for the best.

Dont ask me anything else. =))
I am not willing to let anyone in, yet.
...try again or walk away...

I've been laughing more than what I usually would. Laughing for no reason, and smiling to all strangers. Saying thank you to bus drivers, chatting with neighbours whom I dont know stay at where. Finally, a not-so-close classmate asked me, am I feeling down lately. The sorrow shows huh? Or it was just misunderstanding? Maybe at the point when he saw me, I was putting down the smile on my face for a break. I am not sure what to reply, I guess I am not going to. Last paper, I supposed that today will be another day for some madness. Rest your worries, virtual life is always being so emotional and real life is always so happy and full of hopes. That will be my balance. =))

...try again or walk away...

We live tonight, we might die tomorrow. Think it through. Nothing is worth especially a human life. Study like freaks and end up in the coffin soon. The reason and purpose to hang on is only because it's not yet the turn. They will take you away without warning. Wait for me in heaven. =)) If it is so fragile, teach me how to make it strong. With cracks, it wont be perfect no more. Last paper tomorrow. Excluding the supp which I most likely would take. All the best to me. Night all~ ...try again or walk away...

Finance is all good. But Econs less than 5 hours away. I need a miracle for me not to take supp paper. Trying my best not to disappointed the teachers I just knew yesterday and my dearest. Hope for the best, even I am still feeling damn depressed now. What the hell with all those stupid and dumb questions?! Why learn econs?!! I need all the lucks from yesterday to continue till my exams end. LinJie is afraid of being a failure. Hais. Bye. ...try again or walk away...

I went to Meihui house. Feels good after a day of studying plus distractions from the TV and the little brother of my tutor with a nice shower. Woot. Exams starting 14 hours exact more. With all the lucks I get from everyone, I will pass on the first try. Try my best not to disappoint anyone. =)) Thanks a lot for the lucks and best wishes. A happy note. I lost weight again~ 54.6. HAHA. When her parents said I lost weight, I am so~~ happy. But NOT with this hairstyle. I looked like a boy. =(( I need a totally new look after my exams. With a super doll hair, long lashes and wear the pink mini skirt. No one to say I look like a boy. WEE!! OK. Now back to finance. Miss me like you always do (if only). =))

...try again or walk away...

yingying's sumptuous lunch of the day!! Yum Yum!!
p.s. orange thingy is orange skin. good for sore throat.
...try again or walk away...

Exams. I am waiting for my hair to dry before I can sleep. And now my mind keep thinking of the exams. I am afraid to fail. Afraid to fail badly. I need to get the diploma without wasting more time!! Everyone wish me luck. If I passed or do well for this semester, you will be blessed too!! HAHA. OH. Tired humans talk nonsense. Ignore me. BYE! ...try again or walk away...

Naive. Bad weather = bad day. Need sugar. Going to work till late. Bad for health. If you nvr notice, I need to be healthy. Cant resist the temptation to work long hours. Cant say no to $. Tell me the priority. Laughs. When the rain starts to fall, will you be there? ...try again or walk away...

I WON A PAIR OF TICKETS TO MY PRINCE CHARMING CONCERT!!!! *SCREAMS* Excited. My prince charming~~ OOH~~ Loves. HAHA. I am having class BBQ on that day. That is like what I am suppose to do now. I hate making choices. The dates to collect the tickets are..... 26 27 28 which is so what the hell. I am studying hard and that is a piece of very very very good news. HAHA. I feel lucky!! =)) If I won more tix, I would ask you to go too. =

...try again or walk away...

Maybe it's not easy for me to believe in things to begin. But all the happenings can only disappoint me further. No changes is better right? Staying like this for long. Lol. Worrying about exams, busying working, enjoy flirting and letting the emotional thoughts run over at night. I am not seeing you often and I think of you everyday. It's a bit exhausting to do. Haha. But I'm not missing you. --> I'm everything I am because you loved me. =)) I think I enjoy studying OTQM more. I am not touching finance and econs. Omg. LOL. Tomorrow got to change the focus.

你累了吗？
像这样活在虚幻的世界。
只希望你能微笑多一点。

...try again or walk away...

Bad. I wonder why my things are breaking into two. Is it a sign for me to burn a hole in my pocket? I am going crazy when exams are near and memorising all those theories is just so "asshole"!! ARR~~ I am taking a break now. Reading Hu ZhiMing blog. Omg, he can be more negative. Haha. Anyway, did I tell you? I found out his name and we sms-ed on Monday. Yesterday when I went to work, he told me his hp dropped into the drain. Am I bringing bad luck to everyone huh? Deng JunYi is cute. Aha~ Sings that song. =)) Cos I am under the pre-exam stress, I need sugar!! Sweet changes LinJie mood to happy~. ...try again or walk away...

Dearest Friends,

Live, Give, Love & Be Thankful

An elderly woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole, which she carried across her neck.

One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.

For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water.

Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do.

After 2 years of what it perceived to be bitter failure,it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. 'I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house.'

The old woman smiled, 'Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?' 'That's because I have always known about your flaw, so I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back, you water them.'

'For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate the table. Without you being just the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house.'

Each of us has our own unique flaw. But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and rewarding.

You've just got to take each person for what they are and look for the good in them.

...try again or walk away...

Yingying is hired to be my study supervisor. Lol. Her job is to make sure I study. And I shall pay her with one box of honey stars. OMG!! Scary~ Please study hard for the exams!! Stop playing with facebook. Just one week before exams. That is so fast. No other temptations. PLEASE PLEASE make sure I dont have any post-exam stress. I wished I could pass this semester peacefully. I am so trying hard not to online. ARRGGG. Got itchy hand. GONE! ...try again or walk away...

Love makes us act like we are fools, throw our lives away, for one happy day. ...try again or walk away...

Going to work 5 days in a row!! Weet~~ Haha. This is cool~ My exams are coming. Opened up my eyes. Lol. =DD Smiling for some reason. What the hell?!! HAHA. Turned into a laughing vampire. I am tired now. Before the sun appear outside my window, I shall go to sleep now. Goodnight! ...try again or walk away...

I am trying hard, very hard to stay like this. Lol. Why should I go spoil it by emo-ing this very second. Haha. It's like so stupid. Laughing at myself, hoping at least one of them knows that I am not okay. Laughs. Can I have the permission to say this? Lol. Aha~~ Yup. This should be the way. Haha. Yesterday and tomorrow is so far away. I am getting used to it. Heh. Confusing right? Why this girl is so funny?! I thought she said she was happy. But are you? Lol. I guess so. Slowly. Treat me better k? Lol. If you remembered, you should be good to me. =DD ...try again or walk away...

My prince charming dont know I am thinking about him. He is getting more and more handsome as the day goes by. I guess you are wondering who I am thinking about. Haha. He is real cute. Not a bear. He is a real person!! Give you hint. I never see him in real person before. But I always hear his voice. Currently playing: :"你最近还好吗?" I like this song. Aww. I think is real nice. Someone send me the mp3 ok? Cos I am like listening illegally and I am scared. LOL. 心还会痛吗？ ...try again or walk away...

WOOT~~ BANG BANG BANG!!!
You said it best!! =DD Wonderful journey.

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we’d have to go through
Now here we are, I’m suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start

=DD With you~~

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

Ask me who am I thinking of right now.
LOL. Ding ding**

Econs~ Finance~ OTQM~ WOOHOOO~~~
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Out of my mind again!! I am LAUGHING like I am drunk. Maybe I am drunk. Mentally DRUNK!! HAHA. Oh. I think I know why. Cos I am suppose to be like that. Can I borrow a car and drive super fast down the road?? ...try again or walk away...

More than anybody. Go on ignoring. I guess I was wrong. =)) ...try again or walk away...

How are you, recently? Everything's good? =DD All the best!!

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My hands are tied and my heart is not free. LOL!!
Ok~ In the process creating more beautiful memories.
I will be happy and SMILE!!! X5
Therefore, curse all the darlings around ok? Be extremely happy. Cos I dont like you to be unhappy. I strongly believe that only friends can be true and wont make you cry. =DD Trust NO man. I will be right behind. <3

Blame it on the internet connection. It is so slow~. Sians. Especially when it cause my page to load halfway. Disconnecting and connecting. Photos for you soon. I look so not nice on that day and no one tell me. ZZZ. I went out today with the girls for erm.. dunno.. shopping for ying skates I guess. But we are shopping for ourself. Haha. I've been talking non-stop. I need some medication. Going crazy soon. Laughing too much. Exceed the level of my standard. I wonder why. But feel so fun disturbing them. And we had a erm.. very cute conversation at Subway. About the history of my *tooot* life. I think it was all a short and sweet drama. Opps. Why huh? I dont feel shy at all. Ok. Send me the words I need to hear. =DD ...try again or walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGYING~~
The fun starts after 12. Laughs. Heart ATTACK!! Zhong Ji Mi Ma. AND FINALLY the X5 repeated action. Is madness. OMG. Cant stop laughing. Intensive laughing session with cramp cheeks and muscle ache. We played till 6 in the morning lar. Haha. Drinking lots of water (not me) plus doing all those funny funny actions. End with the scary "revenge". I am so tired from all the laughings. Woohoo~ Laughs. Ok. I got to go grab some sleep before I go to work at 3. Haha. For the $$. Blink Blink. Sweet dreams~ ...try again or walk away...

This is the way of exchanging lifespan with $$. People with irregular sleeping hours will die early. I foresee that I will die at young age. I just reached home. QingSheng KorKor sent me back again wee~ We had breakfast at AMK mac. Apologise to all sms un-replied and calls un-returned. I was working. And because of all the rabbits figurine and all those funny display, I was reminded of that poor squirrel again. My boss was evil. With all the cages and skulls of the rabbits. Faints. And I am seeing all those drunk people with only one word to describe. Disgusting. Ok. I am tired. Gone! ...try again or walk away...

Cant you see I got over? ^.^ Lol.
I had LOTS and LOTS of FUN today. 4 hours of blading plus monopoly at Samantha's with lots of animals homey. Erm. Dont worry about that injury cause its just a bruise and I am ok already~ Exhausted. I am having driving lesson at 9 in the morning and working till 4am the next day. Oh no~~ Deprived of sleep like always. Haha.
Anyway, I PUT on weight. After that 4 hours of intensive exercise. I am feeling fat. CAN you imagine I am going toward the 60kg sooner or later. I weighed 55.7 kg using Samsam super cool bathroom scale. I am going on diet soon. Damn. Fatty. LOL. But I always say ar den still keep eating. Like a PIG lar~ HAHA~

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Because I am cute.
Because I am pretty.
Because I am sweet.
Because I am nice to you.
Because I am happy everyday.
Because I have a nice smile.
Because I have a pair of beautiful eyes.
Because I am hyper-active.
Because I am fun to be with.
Because I am different.
Because my laughters are contagious.
I am thinking of the possible reasons I've heard.
Maybe I am well-liked by people.
Maybe I get along well with people.
Maybe it's just fate for us to meet.
Destined to be my friend.
<3 Loves.
Laughs. You are so fortunate. =DD
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1001. LOL!! =)) ...try again or walk away...

The squirrel is dead? I really dunno. Its not moving. Its lying in the middle of the road. Budimah asked me to pick it up. I did, cos it looks really pitiful. But I see so many cars travelling at a speed of lightning, my heart almost dropped out. Lucky the squirrel wasnt squashed. Hais. But why did it want to risk its life to cross the road. I see blood and I see its face still. Sad. HAIS!!! WHY?!! I didnt bury it and I just leave it on the grass. How can I do that?!! OMG. What if the crows really go and....... OMG. I hate to get bad karma. Sad. Bless the squirrel ok? I am willing to exchange 3 seconds of my lifespan to let it go to heaven.

I had a close encounter with a black cat this morning. I was queuing to withdraw $ for my driving lesson. That black cat was at the atm and staring at me. It started to walk towards me. OMG OMG. I went behind this cute guy and point at the cat. LOL. He asked me "are you okay?" Haha. Ok. Embarrassed because I said I am scared. Always happened when I said I am scared. I feel so paiseh. He didnt chased the cat away. Still go hug and shoo shoo the cat. Crazy fellow. RUN for my life.

Driving in the rain again. And parking. Played the clutch till cramp. I need to go CIRCUIT!! I am curious. My instructor is always nagging about the speed. He likes to say turn RIGHT when there are so many oncoming vehicles behind. Haiyo. I need to pass my driving real soon.

I couldnt find my precious. Everyone think its @ my house but I really looked up and down. Why is it gone? Just one more month before my precious stayed with me for a year. Why why why? Sad.

This is my 1000th post. Suppose I should post a special post right? Aiya. Its ok lar. I dont wan say anything too corny or wad. My online best friend Mr Blog. =)) Thank you for accompany me 1000 posts. There will be more to come. See you~

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Mama says get a new one for me BUT is different le. My precious is gone. Someone stole it away. Hais. Please be kind and appear in front of my nose tomorrow. I am sure to see you. I cant sleep~ I know its here, somewhere. Where?!! Every corner I digged, I cant find~ =(( ...try again or walk away...

I lost my precious. AR!! Its not at home. Who took my precious away?!! OMG. Even if I had misplaced it, why CANT I remember where?!! When is the last time you saw me wearing? PLEASE call!!! I am going crazy. My family is searching my house so thoroughly. WHERE IS MY PRECIOUS!!! BAOBEI, COME OUT NOW...... Mama miss you~~ Dont play hide and seek with me please?!! MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME WHEN AND WHERE DID U LAST SEE MY PRECIOUS PLEASE~~~!!!!!
REWARD, NAME IT I HAVE IT.
Bring BACK my precious to me!!!
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明明没事，却硬要假装不开心。
Addicted to Jay's new album. Especially, 无双。I think I like war, history of war. I am spending hours at home instead of school. Dont want to trap myself in a room with evil aura and I cant appreciate the boredom's power. I am holding on to the textbooks now. Trying hard to absorb whatever it shows. With 0% knowledge from the lectures, I doubt I can make it through this time. Unless the lucky star who always shine in my darkest period is willing to help me one more time. =)) Studying <-- using force!!
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Honestly, answer this question for yourself. When I say I am not happy, grumpy, feeling angry or some shits, did you feel like asking me what happened? or feel the same way as I do? Or if I say I am happy and is smiling like one kind. Are you smiling at my blog post? Or you are feeling indifferent because it's just a routine to read my blog? Lol. Should ask why I suddenly blog this way. Cos I heard too much people saying the same thing to me. "I am happy cos you are happy but if you are sad, I will make you happy too." This is so bullshit to me now when I used to think it's sweet. Especially when it is so obvious that all the bastards are just saying for fun. Aww.. Laughs. Not that I dont wan to believe, the things I see are pushing me to a point where everyone does that because it's a compulsory route to take. Like I freaking care is my constant answer. I do care a little because someone is making an effort to deceive me. Arse. Stay as far far away as possible. Take care of yourself. ...try again or walk away...

Finally, a Saturday night without any events or work to do. Mahjong!! Although I'm on a losing streak, I had fun. No winning eleven. Watched the Real Madrid vs something match for the first half and I fall asleep. A goodnight sleep. I am now able to un-grumpy and move to another stage of heck-care-y cum slacky mood. Nothing more to emo about when I change that perspective. Laughs. Happy like smiley. =DD

You keep your problems deep inside.
You always play that game of run and hide.
Even though they told you to see is to believe,
It didn't take you long to know that looks they can deceive.
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I had a funny driving lesson today. I started the parallel parking, finally. One interesting thing happened. I was driving at 50++ km/h on the road to ubi. I slowed down suddenly because....... I saw handsome guys. LAUGHS. I cant believe I actually did that just to see the faces. My instructor was wondering why I slowed down all of a sudden. Opps. I just laughed and picked up the speed. I cant be distracted!! I am supposed to go school. Rain.... Excuse for me not to go school.

Met Stella and KKK early for the so called "4H class outing" which is SO sucks. But I guess I met a lot of my class people today. Stella, KKK, HuiBin, KaiWen, ChinLeng, Dominic, WeiQin, WeiSheng, WanJia, Sebastian, Tkk, TengSiang and ZhenRu. Almost half the class. Should tell you why sucks. Because of Dominic. That asshole made me SCOLD him loud in public. I thought my bad-temper is not that bad, can even say it's getting better. Argh. Say go toilet den made us wait for god damn long. END up he was SHOPPING somewhere. I dont care whether his friend is there. This shit dont need leave face. This is a real crap outing lar.

I just need my laughs with the dears. A long journey before heading to the MRT station. About the vending machine that made me real happy. Laughs. $1.70 for a stupid show by the idiot cum asshole(tkk). The wonder he created for "NOTHING" in return. Playing a fool trying to get 3 bottles of drink with $1.70. Should practise more often ar.

I saw Yiru in the train. Cool~

Stop scolding people. Stop bad-mouth-ing idiots. I am trying hard ok. Dont make me do that too often. I really very seldom scold people nowadays. Think back~ YARR. I nvr scold much lor!! ...try again or walk away...

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's" Your Personality Type?

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OMG!! This idiot YING YING trying to SEDUCE WHO?!! Haha. She is like so HOT~ I am so tempted to create a long post of all the unglam and unsexy photos for the before and after. WHY ARE YOU TAKING 9.5?!!! Hahaha. Dont WEAR green HOT SHORT pants at home lar. I cant imagine at the rate, how sexy will you become? AND your FLOWERS ARE more than enough!! Omg omg. Please get a pair of fake eye lashes and a HOT pink lipstick! WA HAHAHA~

http://meihuii.livejournal.com/
She posted. SPAM there.
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I am posting a lot of posts today. Wahaha. I must be a little crazy. I am doing my economics assignment and I realised I am better at talking rubbish here. That window is just opened there for show. Stoning. Agree with me please~. Let this torment end soon. Lol. Please, let me grump for these few days till my assignments and exams are over. I assure you that I will be as happy as I can be. =DD Everything's gonna be fine. HeyHey. Troubled. It's time for Rain!!
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Maybe it's just me. =DD Laughs. ...try again or walk away...

Any one word of appreciation is more than enough. I really dont like to be taken for granted. I am not saying I am always right, it is just being able to voice out some comments. Even it isnt very helpful or not of any use. Not saying that I need to carry rocks up to the mountain, it is just not wanting to be assume that I am just grabbing some sands to put in a bottle. Grumpy and more grumpy. I may not be any expert or some talented kid but.... Hais. ...try again or walk away...

是因为爱上了夜的黑。 ...try again or walk away...

Faints. SPSS is driving me crazy. I NEED TO HAVE A GOOD 8 HOURS SLEEP. Fuck. Still need to wake up early in the morning. Kill me!! Grumpy again!! ...try again or walk away...

Poor me injure myself. But poor Zilin kena chicken pox. ARR. Must be an unlucky day on a beautiful Sunday. ...try again or walk away...

Qing Sheng Korkor~


The 2 Darlings in ECP.


Windy and happy day!!

Us @ Bedok jetty.

Shall master the Art of Rollar-Blading one day. =))
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I hold on too long. Thats why I fall and injure myself. Lol. Never learnt when to let go. Keep holding on, knowing eventually will fall if unable let go in time. Going to fast, just an exchange between short-term happiness with a long period of recovery. Fall bad, it hurts yet the pain is so numb. In both situations. Blading and that. Is stupid and yet smart. I emo because I fall down during BLADING. Haha.

To Vivo city to celebrate Vicky's 17 bdae in the evening. They are really enjoying themselves. Update more when I request for the photos. We went to watch Star Dust. Pretty nice movie with a typical kind of fairytale storyline.

I am losing sleep. Still need to generate graphs and charts. I wished for no assignments. Yawning million times. SAD ar.
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Blank. LOL. I took very very long to think what to blog. But its empty up there. The brain kept playing that particular song and that one sentence. Haha. I need to sleep now. I try not to post sure short post ar. Tomorrow wont be at home. So, dont be surprise if I am not online now. ...try again or walk away...

Stoning for about 100 mins when waiting for my mama to finish her work. She asked me out. Rather than sleeping in class. I choose to stone at Parkway. Bored. I dont really like walking into shops alone. Hah. Finally, my mama ended work. Had our dinner and went to walk around. She bought a perfume for me just because she wanted the free umbrella from the min. purchases. Yup. Typical. Anyway, its for me without having to fork out any $$. She bought 2 pairs of shoes for me. Black for work and a pair of white heels. I guess I'll wear once den hide in the shoe shelf like the others. Lol. I am tired now. =)) Take care. ...try again or walk away...

Dear Bestie,
I was flipping through the cards. I saw one that you did for me. Happy PengYou Jie! It felt sweet from within. Like a random day, someone say happy 6 years 13 days and gave you a card. Lol. Although I just saw you yesterday, I missed you still. I dont like all your boyfriends especially this Lewis. Whenever I read your blog, I felt like punching him. I never had so many sweet talks from you before. Lol. But come to think, I guess you are really happy with what you have now. If we cant go out often, rememeber the at least once a month rule.
And sorry about your bdae gift. I just cant do things by hand. Those Do-In-Yourself things are better to stay far far away from me. Lol. I promised this will be the last belated present for this year. (dont know what will happen next ar. lol.)As soon as possible, I will pass it to you. This is my promise. <3
LinJie.

I watched the full episodes of My boss, My hero. I wished to go back to Secondary school life. At least, I say what I mean without having to cover up. Hiding what is the real mood of things that happened. Birds of the same feathers. =)) I suddenly feel like going back to Mjr Band take up the clarinet and play colours of the wind. What a wrong drama to watch. I missed the old life. The joy of youth!! I feel OLD.

Ok. CONTROLLING!! End here. =))

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Maybe, just maybe, as a friend, I love you too. =)) The dreams we left behind. Move on. Worship LinJie for the glory of Love. =)) Watched too much videos. Burning brain cells. Sleep now. I need all the ratings of Aces. Insists to be PRETTY young girl.

Btw, I almost forgot to blog. Thank you LESTER, our sugar Daddy always, for the nice dinner. Had fun chatting and sharing jokes. Train up your weak heart, boy!!

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Stupid. ...try again or walk away...

Lol. I am in school now. I bring wrong notes. Finance I go bring econs. So dumbo. I feel like ponning even before the class start. Yawns. This sem I pon 3 times only. Applause. I resisted temptations. LOL. I pass my lappy to Sam Sam let her enjoy the fun of blogging.

Its been nice sharing things with LJ. yeah.. i agree that hyprocrite "rocks"! Well, linjie is really blur but she is cute (although you like me to say you are prettty). This is the first post i ever write on a a blog! HappY!! :) Yesterday was a fun day for me!!

Lol. 6.5!!! Oh my god. Lol. Faints. I am pretty. =))

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I removed one post. Cos I think I know why circle of trust is not important anymore in blog. =DD I switched back to public. Trust is in the heart. =)) Btw, I am sorry for bitching about you on that particular post. I removed it before you read. I think is myself being so ungrateful. Please forgive me. I dont want to be mean now. Let bygones be bygones ok? =)) Come to think. Is better to hear it from the person himself. Rather than through different levels, end up with distortions of facts. I should trust myself to what I see not what I hear. You too. =) ...try again or walk away...

Hyprocrite to the max!! Tsk tsk. Disappointment. I wished for time to pass quick.
CIRCLE OF TRUST inside there should another circle of trust!!! Be in it. Dont be a disappointment.
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ARGHHH!!!! Fucking irritating IPOD shuffle!! Why do I have to do this?! My lappy is angry with me for messing with itunes. WHY it CANT DETECT?!!! FAINTS** Mama is so happy when her pretty and adorable daughter is helping her with her new bdae gift. BUT me is not HAPPY!! Why it doesnt work?!! BASTARD!!!! I give up. Go play facebook. Night! ...try again or walk away...

After the laughters and screams.



ZhangJie and JunXiang being halipi~


Food and photoshoot. I take both.


Happy Birthday to 23 yr old boys who behaved like 3.


The 5 brothers including 2 little piggys.


Take turn to CUT the bdae cake.


Murder? Violence.


007 BANG!!


End the photo of us with Xiao Pang owner "Da Pang".


Assholes are all around. Wonder why do I like Aces so much. LOL. Assignments and ASSHOLES. I hate them all. GONE!! BASTARD!!!

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All of a sudden, I get so interested in the meaning of flowers. Yellow roses stands for decrease of love, jealousy or try to care. Argh. I like flowers~~ =DD Play with facebook, I have lots of flowers. I dont like animals but with facebook, its cute!! Boring soon, with a little more temptation, playing is fun again!! But I think of my assignments and when the month is ending, my exams are coming. Yawning~~ I am feeling sleepy. ...try again or walk away...

Laughed too much. Supposed to be dead tired. But I think I have the energy to.. erm.. cant say kill cows, bad karma. AH!! Aiya. I just cant sleep now. I had fun roller-blading at high speed. I knew I shouldnt attempt U-turns. Falling down can be quite fun but falling in an un-glam and stupid position is so embarrassing. I spent the late afternoon, evening and night laughing all the way. Seriously, how many times can I laugh this much. Lol. Yar, frequetly. Have lots of emotional worms in me. Laughing over small little thingy. OMG!!! I suppose that will be my good habit for long.

Happy Birthday to CHOYKEET and AARON!!!

Even though they cant read my blog. Lol.
Thanks for inviting us over to your BBQ.

I try to post up the photos as soon as I get them.

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LESTER~~!!!! DO YOU HEAR ME CALLING YOU NOW?!!!
I need 400 words more. My mind cannot think anymore. I just need to sleep.

WEIHWANG~~!!!! WHERE ARE YOU?!!!
The importance of having you online at night.

I hate assignments...
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Blogger have an error for uploading photos. Visit Zhixiu photobucket. The link is on the left. I haven complete my econs assignment. What am I doing?! I am just stoning around, flipping the notes, yawning. I feel lazy. Can I do it tomorrow? Sleepy.

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Dont scold me. I dont like. I am sad. I cried today. That is so abnormal. Really cry. I nvr go school cos I was continued to cry when I came home. After my instructor scold me. He was like so shocked that suddenly become so gentle. I dont know what happened today. I am still sad now. I am about to cry again. Hais. OMG!!!! =( Argh. ...try again or walk away...

How have you been? Been good, fine but sucks many-a-times. How should I say? The brain is not working. I forgot what happened. What could have been, if only if only, exist? Just wondering the reasons of how to remember what actually took place. Selective memories. Bias. Not controlling my brain cells now. Excused me for being so random. What do you want from me? Or say what do I want? Nothing.
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LinJie decided to quit being grumpy for today. =DD Gone! ...try again or walk away...

I reached home not long. My hair are short but still wet. It takes a while to dry. Have the temptation to online. Not know what else to do, I came here to talk to you. I am going crazy now because that irritating umbrella song still playing inside my head. All those noisy songs. I dont like working after 12. Especially when lots of people are smoking and drinking around me. From working in a restaurant become working in a nightclub. -.-"
I need to nag a while more. COS today I didnt have food to eat and time to rest. I am a hungry person now still. Cant believe that I forgotten totally about my food and the break. I see my fat paycheck going slim down next month because of the 30mins pay deduction. I can predict that I will complain more and more. Feed me!! ...try again or walk away...

Oh, please tell me why.........
FREE SPEECH!!!
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Do I really care so much about what people thinks? I think I will stay like this for a very very long period of time. I should be busy at all times. Not having a great day. Saying it softly. I am not happy now. I need some energy boost soon. It doesnt really matter right? Cos its a different kind of value. Torturing thoughts. Made me awake still. Why? I shouldn't. Hais. ...try again or walk away...

I am not out to please anyone. Thanks. Sometimes, when I am not smiling, please understand. Emo-ed. Watched 1 litre of tears this morning, cried a bit and was late for school. Hais. Sad. I feel so fortunate to be alive and not knowing when will I die. Anyway, THIS Budima<-- some new supervisor SAID I am 25 years old. I feel so old now. I remembered a lot of compliments about my eyes and smile. Especially when they said "I liked your eyes". Made me happy. BUT 25 years old is too much LAR!! Hais. I dont want~~ Now I wished that I was shorter.

beyond the reason ...try again or walk away...

WORK!! I wished to have a HUGE paycheck next month. Last minute work as usual. NO WORRIES~~ Money or Mahjong. I take the first. =DD Saving for next year trip. I got a bad feeling that I will spend away all the savings and be left with zero dollars when 2008 arrives.
-.-" HAHA. OK lar. I am just finding something to blog. So as to make my post seems longer. Like I have so much to say. Actually, it is all crap. Haha. This is how I meet the word count when I do my assignments everytime. Talking nonsense. You can actually count the number of words not required in this post. Somehow, I feel better looking at a slightly longer post. This can make me feel that I used my brain more often. Effective post right? Oh no. Nonsense is running away. I got to catch it. See you~ ...try again or walk away...

Hais. My driving today is so SUCKS. Really DUMB lar. Forgot on signal when I move off. Haven really start lesson make mistake. Turning go change to 4th gear. Like wtF. Look at linjie do drifting. KENA scold like one kind. HAIS!!! My instructor dont allow me learn parking today cos of that drifting mistake. ZZZ!! Go ubi turn and turn and TURN. Stupid turnings. WASTE MY $$ today. One day of lesson wasted. BANG WALL!!! Hais. ...try again or walk away...

I am blogging lesser and lesser. Nothing much happened. Work and school. Work was ok but I am very unhappy with that UGLY and SHORT guy at the bar. I managed to find out that he is TEO. So he is blacklisted. HE was rude to me. AND I DONT LIKE HIS ATTITUDE. TEO is an ASSHOLE. He will grow shorter and uglier every second. I dont want karma BUT I really unhappy when I nvr scold back at that time. No revenge taken is not linjie. I curse him to lose all his hair when he shampoo using bleach. HAHAHA.
School will be getting busier each day but I haven got the mood. Starting as soon as possible. =DD
Tomorrow driving lesson, drive safely and peacefully. =D
Miss me, I will miss you too~ =))
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CONGRATULATIONS TO MISS SUEY MEIHUI!!

HAPPY!!!~~ =DD PASSED PASSED PASSED!!!

3 SISTERS WHO ARE DRIVERS NOW!!
I WILL BE WAITING TO SIT INSIDE THE CAR~~
QUACK~~ ZILIN~~ MEIHUI~~
BE MY BELOVED CHAUFFEURS!!

=DD HAPPY HAPPY!!! CLAP CLAP CLAP!!!
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14th lesson. Vertical parking.
All my days I've been waiting for so long. LOL!!

Reverse Gear
Signal LEFT
Control clutch
Slow.
Pole at position,
3/4 TURN left.
Pole vanished,
Full turn QUICK.
Check whether it appears or not. (most likely not. still CHECK.)
Right mirror.
Last pole appear.
Right. HALF turn.
Car straight, right,
One round TURN!
Check back. Stop at position.
COOL!!
Go out.
Gear 1. Signal LEFT.
Confirm safety. OK. GO!!

I decided not to complain anymore. Cos my instructor gave me long list of reasons why I should go for more lessons. It will be for me to pass my test on the first try smoothly. OK!! I will be more focus when I go for my lessons again. Dont distract me ok? =DD
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Facebook is fun!! ...try again or walk away...

=((
Hais.
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对我好的人 在乎我的人 为什么不是同一个？为什么都不是你？
All the red tape between me and you. -.-"
I like that SONG~ Show you the way love's supposed to be~

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EAST COAST PARK!! Pon School and Pon Work. TO PLAY~ We had joy, we had fun!!

Trying to Master that two WHEELS.


Steady steady, GO!!


Woooooooo...... OMG OMG OMG!!


The sun is too bright ar.


This girl ar, always think that I want to take her photo.
-.-" LOL. I only like fall down pics.


HUMPS AHEAD!


Leave that bicycle alone for a few seconds.
SMILE =DD

See how childish they can be. Hop Hop Hop!


We saw 2 tall TALL bicycles.



I came back home to blog.
Suddenly, there are extra photos inside.
Laughs.

yingying sleeping........ dreaming of darren tan........

drooling.................. smiling so happy like one kind.


Dont worry, your unglam photos will only circulate in my circle of trust.

Dear all, please promise not to save the photos for your wallpaper.
I trust you wont, want to. LOL!!

AND Miss Lee ZILIN, CONGRATS ON YOUR PASSED PASSED PASSED!!!
Drink more water, take good care AND GET WELL SOON!!!

People, dont always sick please~ Stay HEALTHY OK?!!
Chicken essence for ALL!!! =DD
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Found it in some random place. Regarding the Circle of trust. =))

Trust is very important. Yet, this is something that in today’s world, ethics and integrity and trust are often overlooked. It is not important any more to do what one says one will do. Integrity is rare to find. Vows are so easily broken they are practically useless. Years ago we didn’t need contracts for people to do what they said they will do. Years later, it became necessary to write legal contracts binding people and businesses to do what was right. Today, even the contracts are often not worth the paper they are written on. Courts are jammed with civil lawsuits over breaches of trust. Divorces are so easy to get that the constitution of the marriage vow is of little value. Bankruptcies are at an all-time high. Many people’s personal credit is a mess because they borrowed and didn’t bother to repay. We all place value on trust when our expectations are in someone else, but many don’t consider that trust is reciprocal.

Had the first lesson of Semester 4. Microeconomics. Maybe first day was more attentive, I like the time spent. I can visualise the busy days ahead. Projects out. Deadlines near. Examination soon. Time never waits.

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Darling, Dear, Baby, Honey, etc. OMG. This is so funny. Is this the right way? I am getting used to them. =DD BE GOOD TO ME!!! WOOOOOOO~~~~ WEEEEEEE~~~~ U HOOOOO~~~~ I sense DANGER!! INCOMING!!! I need a shield. Say you'll remember. OK?!!! Laughs. This is WRONG~ Go to sleep. -.-" GOODNIGHT!! ...try again or walk away...

LOL!!! =D =D =D Holidays are OVER!!! Hohoho. 2 more semester to go. Peacefully pass ok? Afternoon class again~ At the management house. 41, Namly Ave. Alight at swimming pool there k? Should be the stop after Hwa Chong Jc. Lol. I sense that I am losing weight. Boring~ SMILE!!! =D =D =D WORKING~~ Be GOOD to ME~!!!! Sing sing sing~~~ Good to me, good to me, GOOD TO ME!!!! =DD
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Yingying SAYS she is sexy BUT DUMB!!!! =DD

HuiJun AGREES to a certain extent. COS she is more sexy.
Ying is slightly more dumb than her. =DD

ZiLin is not going to involve. Cos she too dumb to fight for the dumb position and she is NOT sexy!!!

LinJie is CUTE and SMART!!

APPLAUSE~~!!!!!
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WOOHOO~~ Just now at Zilin's friend house playing the woohoo game. Laugh like crazy women who just escaped from the mental hospital. Wasted 2 days rotting away. Finally, had the chance to spend a not-to-rot day. Haha. But I still feel corroded.

Heyhey. HOW does it feel like to have the chance to be able to read the post now? Either you read and give me nice comments or just get lost. I dont like it to be private anyway but some people is just so irritating. They dont know how to shut up. What is the problem with me complaining? It is a way to get rid of stress. AND emo-ing in blog is much better than emo-ing alone in the toilet. Right?!! Right??!!!

Invited people!! You are in my circle of trust now. =))
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Why asked why? Why not ask why not? REALLY a very difficult thing to do. Is the nerves or is the brain? Whatever it is, still in me. The only person who can lift that away is nobody but me. The mind is such a loser. So reluctant to win. I can control my fingers to press the keyboard and the keypad but. Hais. End up. I am STILL emo-ing. Is there something I can do? Like maybe something. ARRRggg~~ You think you care for me more than anyone or anything else? Watching too much dramas is bad. Dreaming away~~ EEEEMO. Drink too much. Talking like a drunk person. Hais. Holidays didnt help. Are you waiting for me? If you had a chance to choose again knowing exactly what it will turn out to be, will you still choose the same thing as you did? ...try again or walk away...

I wake up 5 plus staring at my ceiling hoping to fall asleep again. I cant believe I forced myself to wake up when I dreamt about something sweet. Fuck. Its only a dream. -.-" BANG WALL!! And when I do that, I cant go back to sleep again. So here is something meaningful I am going to do. POST the rest of the supposed to be upload pictures. Heyhey. Will be the end for all the carefully chosen photos.

This is call, Adorable.


Kimchi YO!

Rain. The cute Korean boy.


The cute Korean girl.


Da LinJie



Lotte World. I WAN to go ice-skating.

So happy lor. I want to go!!!

Hot-air Balloon.


Some criminal.


Let me out~~


Outdoor.


Bungee!!

Some place to watch the lame "ghost story."
OF ME being a CAT. ZZZZzzzz........


I see that merry-go-round the horsey again.


Trumpet Piggy~


See the small boy with the hammer.

Mama looked bored.


At night.


Here it goes again. Round and round~~


He cant.


A visit here for the country history.

Got to go TO the airport~


Driver.


The happy tour group.


Visit you again soon, Korea!


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