Lost in thought, and drifting away...

Honestly, answer this question for yourself. When I say I am not happy, grumpy, feeling angry or some shits, did you feel like asking me what happened? or feel the same way as I do? Or if I say I am happy and is smiling like one kind. Are you smiling at my blog post? Or you are feeling indifferent because it's just a routine to read my blog? Lol. Should ask why I suddenly blog this way. Cos I heard too much people saying the same thing to me. "I am happy cos you are happy but if you are sad, I will make you happy too." This is so bullshit to me now when I used to think it's sweet. Especially when it is so obvious that all the bastards are just saying for fun. Aww.. Laughs. Not that I dont wan to believe, the things I see are pushing me to a point where everyone does that because it's a compulsory route to take. Like I freaking care is my constant answer. I do care a little because someone is making an effort to deceive me. Arse. Stay as far far away as possible. Take care of yourself. ...try again or walk away...