Lost in thought, and drifting away...

I am trying hard, very hard to stay like this. Lol. Why should I go spoil it by emo-ing this very second. Haha. It's like so stupid. Laughing at myself, hoping at least one of them knows that I am not okay. Laughs. Can I have the permission to say this? Lol. Aha~~ Yup. This should be the way. Haha. Yesterday and tomorrow is so far away. I am getting used to it. Heh. Confusing right? Why this girl is so funny?! I thought she said she was happy. But are you? Lol. I guess so. Slowly. Treat me better k? Lol. If you remembered, you should be good to me. =DD ...try again or walk away...