wad are you expecting today? sleep wake up watch tv eat watch tv sleep.. yawn.. no life ar? not really.. haha.. is no $$.. job job.. i need job.. betting to get money is not good for health.. got to earn that.. if not u will be using ur next life money.. my mama told me de.. better be safe ar.. need exercise.. fatter and fatter each day.. food is evil.. ...try again or walk away...

my watch was found on friday.. after being missing for 2 plus plus months.. tianyang found it for me.. smile =D.. watched final destination 3 with my classmates.. met up with shanhu for gossips and rubbish talks.. borrowed a tennis racquet.. oh.. i saw it online that it wasn't spelled racket.. haha.. i saved $$ on that.. lessons every sunday morning.. yawns.. muz wake up early.. ya.. watched pink panther with ting weng and davis.. funny.. juz cant stop laughing.. an idiot movie.. pool den supper at amk S11.. been sleeping at late hours.. flooding me with questions.. aiya.. no effect.. indifferent.. 休息.. xiu xi.. linjie go sleep le.. byebye...try again or walk away...

hm.. holidays arrived.. how am i going to spend? no job.. no $$.. haha.. but nvm.. i am starting my "gentle" mission.. guai guai stay at home.. tidy my room.. look at the MESS!!! omg.. i need 3 days to clear that.. had done some cleaning today.. 20% done.. emptied all my drawers and that box.. i almost broke my present.. it flew from my table to the floor.. piang! wa.. shocked.. heng nvr break.. juz kept sneezing.. so many dust.. i cleared 3 bags of rubbish.. and somemore.. the floor is not for walking.. no one can travel to the toilet.. road block.. haha.. tired le.. so i left it there.. i am here to blog.. actually i think i am able to clear about 50% by today de.. i was reading all my bdae,vday and christmas cards.. hm.. very interesting.. from sec 1 till now.. really grow up a lot.. miss the good old days.. when we had so much fun.. whether in class or in band.. wish: to live my life once more.. as if it will really happen.. nvm.. dun look back.. enjoying every single day.. i will be back.. i go first.. good nitez.. ...try again or walk away...

torturing days.. today should be a great day for me since we got to submit everything by today.. haiz.. but i spoiled my classmate digicam.. he lent it to me.. haiz.. i dunno how i spoil it also.. nvr knock until anything.. juz spoil.. so unlucky.. junlong repaired it le.. but got a scratch.. a big one.. so guilty.. everytime pass by him.. really really guilty.. nvr get so guilty before.. first time.. haiz.. feeling so bad the whole day.. my renderings were done by 2 great pple in my class when i am busy trying to do my presentation board.. got 3 or 4 hours of study time before we had our very easy marketing test.. reached home.. feeling bad the whole night.. that scratch will always be there.. haiz.. u know that word? maybe.. when u kill somebody by accident.. haiyo.. still got 2 more days before holidays.. 100 hours of sleep per week.. tomorrow got test.. 2 hours paper.. back to the day we had our o lvl english.. ...try again or walk away...

dark circles over my eyes.. like a panda.. still got time to blog? got la.. is see i wan or not.. dun wan u to come and see the same post everyday.. here is something new.. haha.. went to cut my hair.. short la.. but not that kind of short meihui wanted.. i am considering.. not daring enough to cut all once.. btw.. my projects and drawings are not done.. lazy.. leave till last minute.. slack a bit first.. tonight got to celebrate sheryln bdae.. so tired.. cannot dont go.. arh.. so ugly now.. need zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......try again or walk away...

happy lunar new year!! i going to abandon my blog soon.. haha.. kidding.. so i shall blog from when? hm.. the last post of my blog was sunday? so erm.. let me think.. recall.. cant.. nvm la.. no need to know.. i know thursday i slept at 4 plus am.. doing the remote.. and i got very low marks.. disappointed.. like could nvr do well in school.. yawn.. friday we end at 12.. went to bishan to return my uniform.. to somerset and continue our unfinished shopping from thursday.. juz read meihui blog ba.. eve meaning saturday.. went to ntuc to buy food stock up.. no more vegetables.. all gone.. haha.. juz grabbed some rubbish and went home.. to bishan again to sign the resignation form.. stayed there a while to help them with the cleaning.. went home for sleep.. and dinner time.. tv.. sleep again.. sunday!! bai nian.. cab here cab there.. dunno took how many times.. monday.. go temple bai bai.. to bishan watch movie fearless.. home and change.. to meihui house.. hm.. very happening.. lol.. stayed over.. tuesday.. we wake up.. she changed.. took cab to my home.. waited from them to bai nian and have lunch at my place.. hm.. waited very long.. one took fast speed tortoise one took dying snail.. planned changed.. went over to kok hong house to play that aeroplane game.. lose until sian.. to tkk aunt house play monopoly.. yawn!!! bankrupt.. dunno is it me unlucky or....... pointing at u.. dinner at some restaurant.. erm.. gaining 10 kilos.. with a very long duration of waiting.. until i reach home.. 2 and a half hours.. omg.. if only we took mrt.. nvm.. learnt my lesson.. please take mrt if possible.. especially on public holidays.. yupp.. i reach home le.. oh.. yup.. thanks for reading.. GONG XI FA CAI WAN SHI RU YI!! ...try again or walk away...

juz cant stop smiling when i am on ice.. haha.. meaning ice-skating.. went to jurong yesterday.. falling down can never be so fun in the rink.. skating round and round.. i got my height measured again.. and it is 1.69!! yup yup.. i grew taller.. heavier too.. =( 53 kg.. haha.. should be balanced ba.. i am taller ma.. if not i should start intensive exercise to shed some fats.. took a cab down to suntec to have our dinner.. swensens!! wow.. food!!.. keep ordering food.. i am waiting for my $688!! the brownie is nice.. i still prefer NYP brownie.. a great day spent.. went home.. =)

this morning as soon as i wake up.. went to do my remote control mock-up.. i haven do for 5 mins!! the pen-knife went pass my poor finger.. ouch.. omg.. it's bleeding.. went to the 24-hr clinic to get my wound bandaged.. the doctor say the cut is deep.. and juz keep playing with the wound and omg.. pain leh.. he made me point the middle finger at him.. haha.. 3 stitches.. first time in my life to get so many injections in one day and to get stitches.. =(.. yup.. that is how my middle finger costs me $119!!.. with $10 more i could get one more pair of nike shoe!!! faint.. i am back home.. and mock-up with 0 percent done.. haiz.. rooster year ending soon.. hopes dog can bring some good luck to me!! one more month.. my 1st year will be gone!! yeah!!! =)

...try again or walk away...

i am offically jobless!! lolz.. haha.. hm.. very long nvr blog liao.. erm.. wad u wan to know? i am happy now.. at home and out.. in school? strange.. dunno why.. dun like to be in school.. anyway i am not working at bishan anymore.. today my last day.. erm.. i mean yesterday.. went for supper.. their "drunk" story made me laugh until my face muscle cramp.. so lame.. and disgrace.. at amk coffee shop.. they laugh like juz came out from mental hospital lo.. they got me a present.. a pink toy.. haha.. they like giving me pinky stuffs.. and danny bought a small heart-shape cake for me.. haha.. amaida is angry.. opps.. juz joking.. my last day was erm.. haha.. psp guy.. all that psp guy fault lo.. my last day was flooded with "psp".. here psp there psp.. omg.. tomorrow had to be in school by 8am.. so.. i have to go now.. will be back someday.. some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this..

...try again or walk away...

http://pig-officer24.blogspot.com/ <-- click here.. visit meihui blog.. haha.. and see the photos.. the day spent on 7 jan.. the handsome guy.. wow.. real handsome.. love at first sight.. haha.. opps.. =X haha..

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the day i turn seventeen..

the first girl to sms me happy birthday! when she is next to me.. let us welcome JESSIE!!!!

the people who were with me exactly at 00:00 on the 27 dec..

the crazy girl.. wong xueting!!

one reason i love to do closing with michelle.. is that.. her father can send me home!.. haha

from 4H 2004.. poor zhaokuang.. hidden behind.. haha

the great people who came on a raining evening to wish me happy birthday!

photos are limited.. haha.. forgot that camera exist.. some funny photos were in my hp.. haven figure out the way to transfer the photos into the com.. too bad ar.. haha..

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a brand new year!! yup.. a new beginning!.. smile =D as long as i am happy.. lazy.. haha.. post the photos again when i am free.. haha.. wait for my arrival!...try again or walk away...

so many days of fun and lack of sleep.. ready for the long long long long post?? i got short term memory.. so i shall start for the last day of my term..

23rd dec.. that day i sleep at 4 am plus.. was chatting msn online with songwei.. like still very energetic juz cant stop talking.. wake up at 8.. went to school to celebrate christmas and exchange presents.. cos we like no study at all even the comms skill lesson was cancelled.. bad thing that day is i received the final warning.. if i late once again.. i am going to fail.. the story of the morning is for my nyp friends only la.. if u really very very very interested, come ask me.. i tell u.. so the lesson was cancelled i went queensway with meihui and qiu qiu.. qiu qiu is meihui give de name for qiu ying.. sounds good hor.. haha.. i think so too.. i will juz call her qiu qiu.. we went ikea, queensway and to far east.. shopping are women activities.. haha.. we buy buy buy and buy.. i went meihui house after the torturing shopping.. haha.. mahjong time.. played mahjong until 4 am? so is 24th dec liao.. cant remember.. wake up at 9? i have to rush to work at 11.. but cant stay la.. dun wan to rush.. so i called the manager saying i will be there at 12.. went to work until 4pm.. went home to get my shower.. meihui and benjamin came.. she wan be postman.. haha.. so we slack until 630pm? took a cab down to aljunied.. cos it was yuet yong bdae.. we went tampines for dinner.. the first time i think that arcade can a great place for clearing ur mind.. u wont think of anything else.. and keep playing with a smile.. and laughters.. hm.. 11 plus le.. we din countdown.. went meihui house again.. 25 dec.. merry christmas!! mahjong marathon ar.. we play 2 rounds.. until 7 am? haha.. juz went back home for sleep.. i have to work at 6.. opps.. i actually have to start work at 5.. late for an hour.. haha.. went back home.. talk on the phone until 12.. haha.. went to shower.. and i wanted to sleep de.. but i saw the present.. haha.. den i go eat the kinder surprise.. and played with the toys.. haha.. 26 dec liao.. wake up.. my grandma and my cousin came.. haha.. a grand arrival ar.. woke me up so early.. shower den choose the clothes to wear.. black or white.. think so long.. haha.. went hougang mall to get elaine xmas gift.. and hm.. =D still earlier so i went home.. stand between 12 and 13 storey there see scenary.. haha.. and juz stat talking when i haven stand there for 10 mins.. went back home to niao niao and drink water.. <-- sounds wierd.. haha.. bus stop to wait for sbs 3759 that bus number 25.. single deck de.. board the bus and waited for tengsiang and zhaokuang.. they came.. so we went to amk central to get tkk and ts de psp.. hm.. they were there for a long long time.. yawn.. off to orchard to meet chanchieh.. and teng sing air-con friend.. we went to watch movie!!.. movie was nice.. fun part for the movie is only for me.. i dun wan to share with u.. haha.. =D.. after the movie.. we walked.. haha.. a very long distance.. den to cineleisure for a drink.. left when the auntie wan to sweep the floor.. din walked to somerset.. we walked to droby graut<<-- dunno how to spell >instead.. almost fall down.. haha.. as i predicted earlier that day.. haha.. went to bishan for the xmas celebration.. i juz cant sit still.. waiting for 12.. and the phone call.. 27 dec.. hello? hey.. sounds different.. haha.. weihwang called.. to sing.. wow.. nice.. den sms juz kept coming in.. haha.. so sweet sia.. finally the call i've been waiting.. haha.. smile smile.. went back for their celebration.. simple but fun.. meihui bro and qiu qiu came to fetch me.. went to their house for mahjong.. oh.. i wasnt drunk la.. juz red only.. mahjong!!!! until 6am? hm.. haha.. begged her brother to send me home.. haha.. went to sleep for few hours.. before i went out.. reached kembangan.. and the 95 frankel ave was NOT near the mrt lo.. it was damn far away.. i think we took 30 mins of walk lo.. and RAIN!! sianz half.. reached there.. and huijun, zilin help me to decide the amount of food to buy.. yingying called her mama to check the price.. whether is cheaper or more ex.. haha.. so nice.. i no need to do anything.. juz hate the rain la.. took a cab down to parkway.. go there sm got vouchers dun need to spent so much money also.. save $.. l o l.. haha.. VERY HAPPY RIGHT LINJIE? yup.. i am very happy.. lol.. after we went giant we go down east coast.. coz we hungry liao.. want to start bbq to eat 1st.. dun care about others liao.. zilin, yingying, hwee jun and soonming.. lol.. but rain la.. den we veri stupid.. is huijun idea la.. haha.. . funny ar.. take trash bag and cover ourself to prevent us from getting wet.. can go shelter but we dun want to go shelter.. sit there and let the rain rain on us for around 10 -15 mins? the rain more and more heavy.. we decide to go in.. i saw someone take photo of us.. still got flash light.. haha.. wha.. sia suey.. we walk to mac a lot of people looking at us.. haha.. quite fun also la.. i sian half.. meihui bro ask wan go his house bbq not.. i was like anything liao la.. better den cancel the bbq.. they all say wait a while first den decide.. finally rain stop.. back to the pit.. zilin busy starting fire.. huijun and ying busy poking the food with satay stick.. i busy singing.. slowly.. got people come le.. yup.. the fun starts!!! dun wan share liao.. u got go u will know.. haha.. no go why? why? haha.. the cake!! argh!!! haha.. touched.. cant cry la.. my bdae leh.. cannot cry.. haha.. went to meihui house!! got a lot of food left.. haha.. anyway.. i really enjoyed the day.. with all the people coming down to wish me happy birthday.. thanks guys.. thank you for the fun you contributed.. thanks thanks everyone.. see you all again soon.. =D thank you very very very very much.. 28 dec.. i at her house le.. opened presents.. haha.. oh ya.. thanks everybody for the presents.. haha.. and the $$.. haha.. i really received $ in a box with ribbon.. zilin say cant find gold colour de.. sleep le.. yawn yawn.. ZZZ.. very very tired.. hey.. i really going sleep now.. nitez!!!

...try again or walk away...

know something? i am very tired.. i dun wan to smile in the middle of the night.. One Stone is Enough to Break a Glass One Sentence is Enough to Break a Heart One Second is Enough to Fall in Love One Misunderstanding is Sufficient to Break Friendship. hm.. was thinking about this.. if one misuderstanding can break a friendship.. den wad kind of friendship is it in the first place? dont understand.. anyway.. i am feeling low right now.. i juz need someone to talk to me.. so quiet at night.. 12 am.. oh.. i din forget.. take it back? no.. how am i suppose to know when you never told me.. finally.. i found out.. it might be the truth.. might not.. but now.. who cares? no one.. it is a strange and funny thing.. hey.. i found my christmas and birthday wish.. i dun wan to think about you anymore.. let santa remove you entirely from my brain.. dun worry.. i will leave a corner for you in my heart.. heez.. i am smiling now.. if friendship and love cant exist at the same.. i wont wan any.. by the way.. dun buy watch for me.. DUN.. remember the gold ribbon and that card.. dun ask me wad i wan.. cos i wan nothing.. get nothing for me.. dun juz go buy a present for the sake of buying one.. i dun like.. a short greeting or a phone call is enough to make my day.. hint* call me to sing the song.. saving $ for you..

i wished that i could tell you i am feeling better everyday.. but truth is? when you walked away.. you dont know me.. no you dont..

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he is above 1.8m tall.. he is dark and handsome.. he is strong enough to piggy-back me up 11 storeys without sweat.. he will pick me up from my home no matter how far he is coming from.. he will sent me right to my doorstep no matter how late it is.. he knows how to ride and drive.. he can bring me to where ever i want.. his hp will be 24 hours on and 3 am i would call him juz to say i can't sleep.. he will force himself to be awake to listen and just to be there.. we will talk on the phone for hours until 6 am in the morning.. he will walk 10 km with me without saying anything and holding my hand be by my side.. his shoulders will always be there for me to lean on and let me rest on when we go to movie.. he will hug me when i am cold.. he will not run in front of me unless someone knock onto me and he will run to smack the person head.. he will not give me tissue when i cry.. he will hug me and let me cry out loud.. we will go ice-skating, riding a bicycle, rollar blading........ together.. he will blow his plans if last minute i want to go out.. he skips his lesson when i am sick.. he will take care of me.. he will help me do my homework.. he will cook for me.. we will quarrel over small little things and patch back when we are tired.. we will sing together until all the glass windows crack.. he is gentle towards me and to other girls so that other girls will be jealous of me.. haha.. he is kind and evil.. he will help me carry my shopping bags and will not give up his seat for me in bus.. he will tell me different kind of jokes.. he enjoys wad i enjoys.. he will say that i look funny when i look beautiful and will tell me i look funny when i look funny.. that is not going to happen.. i am beautiful no matter wad they say remember? he will give me flowers on a day when he say " happy 3 months 2 days anniversary!" he spends his $ wisely.. he will go to arcade and teach me play.. i will not be staring at his computer screen when he plays.. we will play xbox the knockdown game together.. he will let me win.. he will tell me when he is angry and i can tell him a non-funny joke to let him laugh.. he will hold me whenever i am about to fall.. he loves me forever and only me.. he belongs to linjie in a far far away island.. love and lost better to never loved at all?

Force yourself to abandon some old belief about love and relationships that you know is holding you back.

...try again or walk away...

my tagboard is back!!! jessie come tag tag tag.. haha.. jessie is bad evil little thingy.. i know ur secrets!! ~ hahaha.. i got my first bdae girt this year from pastamania!!!! haha.. it's a micro mini pinky skirt!! they are forcing me to slim down because they bought me a S.. haha.. and it iis really super very very "SHORT!" i know i have beautiful long legs la.. haha.. opps.. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!

this few days din blog because i nvr online much.. and simple lazy to blog.. not much thing happened for me to say also.. tuusday zilin birthday and we went out to celebrate for her.. a happy day spent.. wednesday went to the red dot exhibition.. short one.. quite fun because we know how to entertain ourself.. after that went bedok.. first time? i think i wait 1 plus plus hours without complaining anything.. haha.. played pool for a while den we went to bai bai.. happy belated birthday to zhiwei.. we went shaw tower for king kong movie.. very very nice~.. a 3 hours movie !! yawn yawn.. i pon school on thursday.. not surprise right? work for 4 days together.. selling 11 bottles of lambrini in total!!! saw that? 11 bottles.. good luck ar.. linjie muz win this competition even our outlet den win.. haha.. see my power!!! haha..

dun run in front of me..

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changed new blogskin.. and haven go change the name age those things.. haha.. lazy.. friday den change.. if i remember.. help! i cant remember wad i did last week.. anyway.. doesn't matter.. jooicy gossips~!! haha.. i love jooicy gossips.. something to be happy about.. my ergonomics complete.. and something to be depress about.. i left my watch at the com lab.. =( juz hope that the cleaners doesn't keep it.. because we were told not to leave any personal belongings behind.. haiz.. so how is the new blogskin? i know the music quite irritating la.. if u find it so, turn off ur speaker when u visit my blog.. and i decide to remove the tagboard.. haha.. minus one way to talk to me liao.. so my hp will be more useful.. true? yup.. i am yawning.. so i shall go to sleep first.. byebye.. goody nitez!! ...try again or walk away...

ya la.. i am just being jealous.. haha.. i am ok.. really.. so fast december liao.. will get over soon.. me strong k? haha.. thanks.. really thanks.. everyone around me.. every time muz listen to my rubbish.. and tried me making me smile.. know or dun know wad is happening.. yup.. me gan dong.. i know you're always there for me.. i apreciate it.. thank you.. i am smiling.. wo ye ke yi guo de hen jing cai.. yesterday morning i went over to mjr band chalet.. hm.. the chalet was fun.. but i lost a lot $$.. haha.. and yy told me no need return $20.. haha.. koon ann also offered to give me treat to kfc.. because quite a difficult task to find time and treat.. he wanted to return the winnings as well.. haha.. nice guys.. went for a short swim.. back for the bbq.. i was being served.. haha.. and i eat a lot.. back to the room for FUN.. and the best part for the chalet i think.. the donkey game.. the drink water thing.. with weihwang darren meihui and benjamin.. mh drink lots of water that day.. haha.. water bucket.. ended the game because i throw the pillow and spilled the drink.. lucky for me that the towel was kok hong.. told him and he said juz wash with clean water can le.. heez.. sleep for 3 hours i think.. went to mac for breakfast and home to change and off to work.. juz cant keep my eyes opening.. ...try again or walk away...

wow.. so nice.. so long nvr receive message telling me to take care because of the rain.. thanks jessie and xiao qiang.. i am so touched.. and elaine father drove me home.. i dun need umbrella.. today have some idiotic customer la.. hack care them.. juz curse them in my heart.. got go friendster see my profile? see the photos.. the final fantasy de.. nice.. i cant remember the song.. was it eyes on you or wad.. haha.. in your darkest memories.. wad is my or wad is your darkest memories?

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thanks xiaoyun!! for accompany me for the whole evening.. i bought HANDPHONE!!! yup.. k750i.. my new darling~!!! thank you for waiting bus with me when u could go home already.. haha.. so nice.. i juz love talking to her.. we talk a lot.. really a lot.. yup.. they really changes a lot.. true.. when pple get to different environment.. they will change.. muz get the facts.. haha.. she told me things that i guess i heard and i assume.. and haha.. true.. dunno wad is that called.. disappointment? or juz trying to be indifferent? if it is my fault, i guess i can only say sorry now.. ayob told me that my weakness is that i am too playful.. haha.. i din deny.. i admit i am playful.. i am not serious enough.. he said that something need to have a full stop.. hm.. juz when? when should i put my full stop? close your eyes.. soon.. i will let me go.. me will go away.. i will have my , first.. i will try my best not to be so playful.. and get my full stop.. work hard!! jia you!! smile =D ...try again or walk away...

i turn up for school today and!!! ayob lessons was doing nothing.. we were waiting for him for so long.. shake head.. i should have reach home 3 hours earlier.. erm.. haha.. i played chinese chess in class with them.. although there is only one chess, all the while i am playing it.. they nice la.. din chase me away.. i juz kept playing.. haha.. i lost so many rounds.. so disappointing.. haha.. hm.. ya.. and outside south canteen.. i burst into a loud loud laughter when sherlyn said something stupid.. and a group of guys pass by.. omg.. nvr notice got handsome one not.. haiz.. all sherlyn fault.. sad.. haha.. that is my joke of the day.. go liao.. byebye.. ...try again or walk away...