Give me two more minutes. Lol. Freeze what is suppose to be frozen. Encore Track 4. Arh. Boring night and a boring morning. ZZZ!!! Save me~~

失亿 ...try again or walk away...

I didnt get to change my hairstyle today. BECAUSE Meihui was late. But I went for SHOPPING SPREE instead with her, zilin and ying. I bought a bag from NUM because the guy who served me was so cute~~ Lol. Ok. I got another membercard to feed my wallet. Anyone buying stuffs from newurbanmale, please take the card from me for 10% discount. Thinking of the NUM guy~ WAhahaha. I am going for a second shopping round tomorrow~ Haha. Happy wee~ Cos I forgot that I am about to take the supp papers. OMG. Here goes. Sad. =(( LOL. ...try again or walk away...

I am more than happy to be just friends. When the confidence level runs low, I would just go around asking pple am I pretty. Asking only those people who gives positive remarks for sure. LAughs. Why worry? We can chat, play, go out, dinner, and wadever it is we will be looking forward to the next activity. Rather than waiting for the next problem to surface. I am having problem with pple calling me a boy, so I am going for a change. Lets hope for the best.

Dont ask me anything else. =))
I am not willing to let anyone in, yet.
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I've been laughing more than what I usually would. Laughing for no reason, and smiling to all strangers. Saying thank you to bus drivers, chatting with neighbours whom I dont know stay at where. Finally, a not-so-close classmate asked me, am I feeling down lately. The sorrow shows huh? Or it was just misunderstanding? Maybe at the point when he saw me, I was putting down the smile on my face for a break. I am not sure what to reply, I guess I am not going to. Last paper, I supposed that today will be another day for some madness. Rest your worries, virtual life is always being so emotional and real life is always so happy and full of hopes. That will be my balance. =))

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We live tonight, we might die tomorrow. Think it through. Nothing is worth especially a human life. Study like freaks and end up in the coffin soon. The reason and purpose to hang on is only because it's not yet the turn. They will take you away without warning. Wait for me in heaven. =)) If it is so fragile, teach me how to make it strong. With cracks, it wont be perfect no more. Last paper tomorrow. Excluding the supp which I most likely would take. All the best to me. Night all~ ...try again or walk away...

Finance is all good. But Econs less than 5 hours away. I need a miracle for me not to take supp paper. Trying my best not to disappointed the teachers I just knew yesterday and my dearest. Hope for the best, even I am still feeling damn depressed now. What the hell with all those stupid and dumb questions?! Why learn econs?!! I need all the lucks from yesterday to continue till my exams end. LinJie is afraid of being a failure. Hais. Bye. ...try again or walk away...

I went to Meihui house. Feels good after a day of studying plus distractions from the TV and the little brother of my tutor with a nice shower. Woot. Exams starting 14 hours exact more. With all the lucks I get from everyone, I will pass on the first try. Try my best not to disappoint anyone. =)) Thanks a lot for the lucks and best wishes. A happy note. I lost weight again~ 54.6. HAHA. When her parents said I lost weight, I am so~~ happy. But NOT with this hairstyle. I looked like a boy. =(( I need a totally new look after my exams. With a super doll hair, long lashes and wear the pink mini skirt. No one to say I look like a boy. WEE!! OK. Now back to finance. Miss me like you always do (if only). =))

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yingying's sumptuous lunch of the day!! Yum Yum!!
p.s. orange thingy is orange skin. good for sore throat.
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Exams. I am waiting for my hair to dry before I can sleep. And now my mind keep thinking of the exams. I am afraid to fail. Afraid to fail badly. I need to get the diploma without wasting more time!! Everyone wish me luck. If I passed or do well for this semester, you will be blessed too!! HAHA. OH. Tired humans talk nonsense. Ignore me. BYE! ...try again or walk away...

Naive. Bad weather = bad day. Need sugar. Going to work till late. Bad for health. If you nvr notice, I need to be healthy. Cant resist the temptation to work long hours. Cant say no to $. Tell me the priority. Laughs. When the rain starts to fall, will you be there? ...try again or walk away...

I WON A PAIR OF TICKETS TO MY PRINCE CHARMING CONCERT!!!! *SCREAMS* Excited. My prince charming~~ OOH~~ Loves. HAHA. I am having class BBQ on that day. That is like what I am suppose to do now. I hate making choices. The dates to collect the tickets are..... 26 27 28 which is so what the hell. I am studying hard and that is a piece of very very very good news. HAHA. I feel lucky!! =)) If I won more tix, I would ask you to go too. =

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Maybe it's not easy for me to believe in things to begin. But all the happenings can only disappoint me further. No changes is better right? Staying like this for long. Lol. Worrying about exams, busying working, enjoy flirting and letting the emotional thoughts run over at night. I am not seeing you often and I think of you everyday. It's a bit exhausting to do. Haha. But I'm not missing you. --> I'm everything I am because you loved me. =)) I think I enjoy studying OTQM more. I am not touching finance and econs. Omg. LOL. Tomorrow got to change the focus.

你累了吗？
像这样活在虚幻的世界。
只希望你能微笑多一点。

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Bad. I wonder why my things are breaking into two. Is it a sign for me to burn a hole in my pocket? I am going crazy when exams are near and memorising all those theories is just so "asshole"!! ARR~~ I am taking a break now. Reading Hu ZhiMing blog. Omg, he can be more negative. Haha. Anyway, did I tell you? I found out his name and we sms-ed on Monday. Yesterday when I went to work, he told me his hp dropped into the drain. Am I bringing bad luck to everyone huh? Deng JunYi is cute. Aha~ Sings that song. =)) Cos I am under the pre-exam stress, I need sugar!! Sweet changes LinJie mood to happy~. ...try again or walk away...

Dearest Friends,

Live, Give, Love & Be Thankful

An elderly woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole, which she carried across her neck.

One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.

For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water.

Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do.

After 2 years of what it perceived to be bitter failure,it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. 'I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house.'

The old woman smiled, 'Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?' 'That's because I have always known about your flaw, so I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back, you water them.'

'For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate the table. Without you being just the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house.'

Each of us has our own unique flaw. But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and rewarding.

You've just got to take each person for what they are and look for the good in them.

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Yingying is hired to be my study supervisor. Lol. Her job is to make sure I study. And I shall pay her with one box of honey stars. OMG!! Scary~ Please study hard for the exams!! Stop playing with facebook. Just one week before exams. That is so fast. No other temptations. PLEASE PLEASE make sure I dont have any post-exam stress. I wished I could pass this semester peacefully. I am so trying hard not to online. ARRGGG. Got itchy hand. GONE! ...try again or walk away...

Love makes us act like we are fools, throw our lives away, for one happy day. ...try again or walk away...

Going to work 5 days in a row!! Weet~~ Haha. This is cool~ My exams are coming. Opened up my eyes. Lol. =DD Smiling for some reason. What the hell?!! HAHA. Turned into a laughing vampire. I am tired now. Before the sun appear outside my window, I shall go to sleep now. Goodnight! ...try again or walk away...

I am trying hard, very hard to stay like this. Lol. Why should I go spoil it by emo-ing this very second. Haha. It's like so stupid. Laughing at myself, hoping at least one of them knows that I am not okay. Laughs. Can I have the permission to say this? Lol. Aha~~ Yup. This should be the way. Haha. Yesterday and tomorrow is so far away. I am getting used to it. Heh. Confusing right? Why this girl is so funny?! I thought she said she was happy. But are you? Lol. I guess so. Slowly. Treat me better k? Lol. If you remembered, you should be good to me. =DD ...try again or walk away...

My prince charming dont know I am thinking about him. He is getting more and more handsome as the day goes by. I guess you are wondering who I am thinking about. Haha. He is real cute. Not a bear. He is a real person!! Give you hint. I never see him in real person before. But I always hear his voice. Currently playing: :"你最近还好吗?" I like this song. Aww. I think is real nice. Someone send me the mp3 ok? Cos I am like listening illegally and I am scared. LOL. 心还会痛吗？ ...try again or walk away...

WOOT~~ BANG BANG BANG!!!
You said it best!! =DD Wonderful journey.

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we’d have to go through
Now here we are, I’m suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start

=DD With you~~

And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me

Ask me who am I thinking of right now.
LOL. Ding ding**

Econs~ Finance~ OTQM~ WOOHOOO~~~
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Out of my mind again!! I am LAUGHING like I am drunk. Maybe I am drunk. Mentally DRUNK!! HAHA. Oh. I think I know why. Cos I am suppose to be like that. Can I borrow a car and drive super fast down the road?? ...try again or walk away...

More than anybody. Go on ignoring. I guess I was wrong. =)) ...try again or walk away...

How are you, recently? Everything's good? =DD All the best!!

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My hands are tied and my heart is not free. LOL!!
Ok~ In the process creating more beautiful memories.
I will be happy and SMILE!!! X5
Therefore, curse all the darlings around ok? Be extremely happy. Cos I dont like you to be unhappy. I strongly believe that only friends can be true and wont make you cry. =DD Trust NO man. I will be right behind. <3

Blame it on the internet connection. It is so slow~. Sians. Especially when it cause my page to load halfway. Disconnecting and connecting. Photos for you soon. I look so not nice on that day and no one tell me. ZZZ. I went out today with the girls for erm.. dunno.. shopping for ying skates I guess. But we are shopping for ourself. Haha. I've been talking non-stop. I need some medication. Going crazy soon. Laughing too much. Exceed the level of my standard. I wonder why. But feel so fun disturbing them. And we had a erm.. very cute conversation at Subway. About the history of my *tooot* life. I think it was all a short and sweet drama. Opps. Why huh? I dont feel shy at all. Ok. Send me the words I need to hear. =DD ...try again or walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGYING~~
The fun starts after 12. Laughs. Heart ATTACK!! Zhong Ji Mi Ma. AND FINALLY the X5 repeated action. Is madness. OMG. Cant stop laughing. Intensive laughing session with cramp cheeks and muscle ache. We played till 6 in the morning lar. Haha. Drinking lots of water (not me) plus doing all those funny funny actions. End with the scary "revenge". I am so tired from all the laughings. Woohoo~ Laughs. Ok. I got to go grab some sleep before I go to work at 3. Haha. For the $$. Blink Blink. Sweet dreams~ ...try again or walk away...

This is the way of exchanging lifespan with $$. People with irregular sleeping hours will die early. I foresee that I will die at young age. I just reached home. QingSheng KorKor sent me back again wee~ We had breakfast at AMK mac. Apologise to all sms un-replied and calls un-returned. I was working. And because of all the rabbits figurine and all those funny display, I was reminded of that poor squirrel again. My boss was evil. With all the cages and skulls of the rabbits. Faints. And I am seeing all those drunk people with only one word to describe. Disgusting. Ok. I am tired. Gone! ...try again or walk away...

Cant you see I got over? ^.^ Lol.
I had LOTS and LOTS of FUN today. 4 hours of blading plus monopoly at Samantha's with lots of animals homey. Erm. Dont worry about that injury cause its just a bruise and I am ok already~ Exhausted. I am having driving lesson at 9 in the morning and working till 4am the next day. Oh no~~ Deprived of sleep like always. Haha.
Anyway, I PUT on weight. After that 4 hours of intensive exercise. I am feeling fat. CAN you imagine I am going toward the 60kg sooner or later. I weighed 55.7 kg using Samsam super cool bathroom scale. I am going on diet soon. Damn. Fatty. LOL. But I always say ar den still keep eating. Like a PIG lar~ HAHA~

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Because I am cute.
Because I am pretty.
Because I am sweet.
Because I am nice to you.
Because I am happy everyday.
Because I have a nice smile.
Because I have a pair of beautiful eyes.
Because I am hyper-active.
Because I am fun to be with.
Because I am different.
Because my laughters are contagious.
I am thinking of the possible reasons I've heard.
Maybe I am well-liked by people.
Maybe I get along well with people.
Maybe it's just fate for us to meet.
Destined to be my friend.
<3 Loves.
Laughs. You are so fortunate. =DD
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1001. LOL!! =)) ...try again or walk away...

The squirrel is dead? I really dunno. Its not moving. Its lying in the middle of the road. Budimah asked me to pick it up. I did, cos it looks really pitiful. But I see so many cars travelling at a speed of lightning, my heart almost dropped out. Lucky the squirrel wasnt squashed. Hais. But why did it want to risk its life to cross the road. I see blood and I see its face still. Sad. HAIS!!! WHY?!! I didnt bury it and I just leave it on the grass. How can I do that?!! OMG. What if the crows really go and....... OMG. I hate to get bad karma. Sad. Bless the squirrel ok? I am willing to exchange 3 seconds of my lifespan to let it go to heaven.

I had a close encounter with a black cat this morning. I was queuing to withdraw $ for my driving lesson. That black cat was at the atm and staring at me. It started to walk towards me. OMG OMG. I went behind this cute guy and point at the cat. LOL. He asked me "are you okay?" Haha. Ok. Embarrassed because I said I am scared. Always happened when I said I am scared. I feel so paiseh. He didnt chased the cat away. Still go hug and shoo shoo the cat. Crazy fellow. RUN for my life.

Driving in the rain again. And parking. Played the clutch till cramp. I need to go CIRCUIT!! I am curious. My instructor is always nagging about the speed. He likes to say turn RIGHT when there are so many oncoming vehicles behind. Haiyo. I need to pass my driving real soon.

I couldnt find my precious. Everyone think its @ my house but I really looked up and down. Why is it gone? Just one more month before my precious stayed with me for a year. Why why why? Sad.

This is my 1000th post. Suppose I should post a special post right? Aiya. Its ok lar. I dont wan say anything too corny or wad. My online best friend Mr Blog. =)) Thank you for accompany me 1000 posts. There will be more to come. See you~

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Mama says get a new one for me BUT is different le. My precious is gone. Someone stole it away. Hais. Please be kind and appear in front of my nose tomorrow. I am sure to see you. I cant sleep~ I know its here, somewhere. Where?!! Every corner I digged, I cant find~ =(( ...try again or walk away...

I lost my precious. AR!! Its not at home. Who took my precious away?!! OMG. Even if I had misplaced it, why CANT I remember where?!! When is the last time you saw me wearing? PLEASE call!!! I am going crazy. My family is searching my house so thoroughly. WHERE IS MY PRECIOUS!!! BAOBEI, COME OUT NOW...... Mama miss you~~ Dont play hide and seek with me please?!! MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME WHEN AND WHERE DID U LAST SEE MY PRECIOUS PLEASE~~~!!!!!
REWARD, NAME IT I HAVE IT.
Bring BACK my precious to me!!!
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明明没事，却硬要假装不开心。
Addicted to Jay's new album. Especially, 无双。I think I like war, history of war. I am spending hours at home instead of school. Dont want to trap myself in a room with evil aura and I cant appreciate the boredom's power. I am holding on to the textbooks now. Trying hard to absorb whatever it shows. With 0% knowledge from the lectures, I doubt I can make it through this time. Unless the lucky star who always shine in my darkest period is willing to help me one more time. =)) Studying <-- using force!!
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Honestly, answer this question for yourself. When I say I am not happy, grumpy, feeling angry or some shits, did you feel like asking me what happened? or feel the same way as I do? Or if I say I am happy and is smiling like one kind. Are you smiling at my blog post? Or you are feeling indifferent because it's just a routine to read my blog? Lol. Should ask why I suddenly blog this way. Cos I heard too much people saying the same thing to me. "I am happy cos you are happy but if you are sad, I will make you happy too." This is so bullshit to me now when I used to think it's sweet. Especially when it is so obvious that all the bastards are just saying for fun. Aww.. Laughs. Not that I dont wan to believe, the things I see are pushing me to a point where everyone does that because it's a compulsory route to take. Like I freaking care is my constant answer. I do care a little because someone is making an effort to deceive me. Arse. Stay as far far away as possible. Take care of yourself. ...try again or walk away...

Finally, a Saturday night without any events or work to do. Mahjong!! Although I'm on a losing streak, I had fun. No winning eleven. Watched the Real Madrid vs something match for the first half and I fall asleep. A goodnight sleep. I am now able to un-grumpy and move to another stage of heck-care-y cum slacky mood. Nothing more to emo about when I change that perspective. Laughs. Happy like smiley. =DD

You keep your problems deep inside.
You always play that game of run and hide.
Even though they told you to see is to believe,
It didn't take you long to know that looks they can deceive.
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I had a funny driving lesson today. I started the parallel parking, finally. One interesting thing happened. I was driving at 50++ km/h on the road to ubi. I slowed down suddenly because....... I saw handsome guys. LAUGHS. I cant believe I actually did that just to see the faces. My instructor was wondering why I slowed down all of a sudden. Opps. I just laughed and picked up the speed. I cant be distracted!! I am supposed to go school. Rain.... Excuse for me not to go school.

Met Stella and KKK early for the so called "4H class outing" which is SO sucks. But I guess I met a lot of my class people today. Stella, KKK, HuiBin, KaiWen, ChinLeng, Dominic, WeiQin, WeiSheng, WanJia, Sebastian, Tkk, TengSiang and ZhenRu. Almost half the class. Should tell you why sucks. Because of Dominic. That asshole made me SCOLD him loud in public. I thought my bad-temper is not that bad, can even say it's getting better. Argh. Say go toilet den made us wait for god damn long. END up he was SHOPPING somewhere. I dont care whether his friend is there. This shit dont need leave face. This is a real crap outing lar.

I just need my laughs with the dears. A long journey before heading to the MRT station. About the vending machine that made me real happy. Laughs. $1.70 for a stupid show by the idiot cum asshole(tkk). The wonder he created for "NOTHING" in return. Playing a fool trying to get 3 bottles of drink with $1.70. Should practise more often ar.

I saw Yiru in the train. Cool~

Stop scolding people. Stop bad-mouth-ing idiots. I am trying hard ok. Dont make me do that too often. I really very seldom scold people nowadays. Think back~ YARR. I nvr scold much lor!! ...try again or walk away...

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's" Your Personality Type?

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OMG!! This idiot YING YING trying to SEDUCE WHO?!! Haha. She is like so HOT~ I am so tempted to create a long post of all the unglam and unsexy photos for the before and after. WHY ARE YOU TAKING 9.5?!!! Hahaha. Dont WEAR green HOT SHORT pants at home lar. I cant imagine at the rate, how sexy will you become? AND your FLOWERS ARE more than enough!! Omg omg. Please get a pair of fake eye lashes and a HOT pink lipstick! WA HAHAHA~

http://meihuii.livejournal.com/
She posted. SPAM there.
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