是亲手折的星星。。
亲手煮的汤。。
煎的鸡蛋。。
And I love you this much. <3
Friend,
I always had those funny thoughts about the day you said being friends is enough. If I had asked you out for Daisy(the movie I wanted to watch), all the random ifs, would you still say the same things to me? Even though I know its much much better for us right now, like what you had wanted. The feeling just stays the same. Cos whenever he said I shouldnt hold him too tight or he need to be alone. I would feel upset. I am always guilty in love. Those negative thoughts generate negative thoughts almost killed me. Elton Mayo told me listening would help. So, I am telling you right now. I am suppose to be happily in love again and I hate to think of the day I was given up and a day I would be or might be given up. A miserable feeling that didnt happen overnight caused me to be afraid of the same situation happening again. I regreted saying the 2 words. Only because I didnt want to hear it again. Now, I am blaming it all on you because I thought I was loved by you. I am grateful to you still for letting me realise that I need to cherish what I cherish.
End, Me
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