I am in this page quite a while. Didnt really know what to type.

I thought I am at the bottom when all my luck turns bad, lose $$ at mahjong many times, flight got delayed, doing mistakes at work, failed my exams again, crashed my manager's car, spoiled my precious watch and not knowing what else I can do.

But. Everything can be forgotten and be replaced by the good.

The love from my mama, korkor, jiejie, friends, brothers, best sisters forever, long but not lost friends, colleagues, Ipoh people and my boyfriend.

My 2009 ended well. =))


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The last minute with my beautiful roses from Thailand.

Sorry~. Cant bring you back to Singapore. I will miss you.


Bye~

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Last day. Best Bangkok Hotel. Next to MYhotel. End of Soi 15. Free shuttle tuktuk to pratunam market and pantip plaza. Lucky to get a free upgrade cos their standard room is full.

Big room, strange layout.

Big bed. Plus the roses. Like Honeymoon, mama said.

Big bathroom. Lousy heater again~


FULL luggages.

I read the flowerpod forum. Next time I will stay Citi Pratunam Hotel when I go again. 
COS the roadside store that cooks the BEST PAD THAI is just there!!! Its a food stall cum laundry shop.
Place to sit. Water to drink. Shelter. FOOD IS GOOD.
My bf had fried rice with pork, I ate the thumbs up pad thai plus a bottle of coke.
Adds up to 75 baht I think. Less that $2 per person.
TELL YOU, THE pad thai is SO GOOD, I can eat 3 times a day, everyday.

2nd time to platinum wholesale. Thursday 26 NOV. SUPER crowded.
Think all Singaporeans chiong there for the long weekend.

Went to pray 4 faced-buddha. 有样学样 信择灵~

1 hr thai message. Shiok. Nice Sleep.
Early morning go big temple pray. Take tuktuk here and there. Meter cab to Airport from Hotel.
About 230 baht. NO more $$ left. Ate Burger King using credit card. LOL.
We were the last passenger to board the plane. Announced our names den we ran.
"CAN YOU HURRY UP?" OMG. cos of the depart flight la.
We take our own sweet time thought reach the board gate still have to wait one more hour.
LOL. Lucky for us. We are still allow to board.
DONT take risk la. Reach 15 mins early!!
Jetstar very strange de la. DONT WANT to TAKE JETSTAR ANYMORE.

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A quick sunset.

Tom Yam Kung Pizza @ the pizza company.
CHICKEN stick with bbq sauce dip. NICE.

PAttaya shopping loots. He bought MORE than me.
ROARS~~ angry~~~~......

Vain.....

Combined our bahts for the last day.

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On the way to Tiger Zoo.

Baby Tigers~

Tiger Show. Circus type. Awesome~

Going back Hotel after lunch.

I was with him 24/7. I wonder how HE BOUGHT me those roses~~

SWEET!!!! I suspected he sent email. Was really surprised.

Loved~ <3

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At PATTAYA. Things at Pattaya costs more compared to BKK. Think becos Pattaya incomes are all from tourists. Not much photos from my camera. Sawasdee Seaview Hotel <-- Staffs are unfriendly. ROOM small, Toilet small, heater always power trip. Ceiling is low. WORST of all, got mosquitoes. HATE mosquitoes!!! Should pay more and stay in a better hotel. Regretted. Will nvr stay there again or even go Pattaya again. Not for me. TOM YAM

The waitress says I am pretty. Which I agreed. =))

Cant wait.

The Fish is SUPER BIG.

@ Walking Street.

Man's Heaven. Forced him to take this cute photo.
HAHA~

Fake Muay Thai Boxing. LOL!! FAT

Think the Blue shorts is the bigger shareholder of the bar.

Went to ZAB cafe. Relax with a bottle of Singha.
9pm Elvis. Sexy voice. He cant stop singing.

10pm Bee gees. OMG. I need to go back.

I know how to speak SINGAPORE.

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His favourite toy from a roadside stall.

Daily lens. No need to buy a whole box.
One pair for 20 baht.

Walked from Hotel to Platinum Fashion Mall.
Had sharkfins for breakfast and birdnest for lunch both from the platinum food court
Lots of other food to choose. Drink lots of WATER......

This is a LOT!!! I think. I emptied my baht and exchanged another 220 SGD to shop again.
HAHAHAHAHA~~ I nvr buy t-shirts. Forgot!!

Ate Dinner at Taling Ping <-- cant remember the name. At Central Mall. SPicy~ FULL!!! Almost burst my stomach. And emptied his wallet. HAHAHA~ Buy Elle bras and undies from ZEN departmental store. Reasonable prices but not many nice designs. Its carrier is nice. BKK central MAP paper bag.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

I wore heels and walked too much.
Buy a pair of $2 slippers to change.

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Early in the morning~ Wake up to have breakfast. Walked to Phaya Thai BTS. Took to Mo Chit 30 baht per person. Chatuchak Weekend Market. The first item I bought was a denim shorts which I changed, paid and walked off. BUY BUY BUY!!! My bf can speak little thai. "Bargaining No Sweat" HEHEHE~~

Shopping Loots at Chatuchak. Doesnt look too amazing. BOO~~


12 earrings at 120 baht. Like less than 50 cents per pair.

Changed to couple tees.

Wanted to watch Muay Thai Boxing but 2000 baht per person. Can watch 演唱会了.
Dont want lar~~ We went to Siam Square for a nice dinner at a random Thai restaurant. Wanted to go SOMTAM but LONG queue. We asked a random road stall vendor and she pointed the direction for us. If I am not wrong is at the end of Soi 5 across the road. Looks like a expensive restaurant outside and inside but its not.

Shopping at BOOTS after dinner. Siam Square things are much more expensive compared to that weekend market. Didnt buy a lot. Bought some items from beauty buffet. And one set undergarment. Cheated by a travel guide book. Bkk bras and undies are not cheaper by a lot. All aunties design. Sians totally. Cos I brought one set there nia. Now must go buy using my precious baht.

Went Silom, walked and changed to MRT to Lumphini.
Nothing much there. Not many nice shops. I bought a fake Tiffany and Co necklace because of my itchy fingers. I asked how much? 650 baht. I wanted to walk away den he asked me to punch the calculator. 300. Like those standard bargain procedure. No, 400 baht~ Look. Look. Walk off, Come back 350 baht. Look. Look. I walked off. 300 baht. OK! I buy. Proud of my bargaining power. Walked like 2 mins. I buy for what la??!! Wasted~~~~~~~

Shopping Loots for the night.

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HELLO!!! I AM BACK!!!!
Went to BKK and Pattaya.

That JEtstar spoiled my carefully planned itinerary when they delayed my flight from 7pm to 0045. DAMN IT!!! I reached 5 plus la, fuck~. Ate at the airport while waiting for the staff to confirm the flight timings. That false hope of the flight might take off earlier is so SO SOOO wtf. Stupid. Hais~~~ Bf suggested to leave the luggages at the airport. Costs $8++.

To Tampines, we saw YuetYong and Jenny. And once more at that Japanese food place. We ordered the same food at the same store. EH!!! Not stalking us ba. HAHAHA~. Watched 3D Christmas Carol. Back to the Airport. Wasted SGD $80++ that very tragic day. If only I didnt choose Jetstar. Waiting at the boarding gate for one more fucking HOUR. BITCH!!

Smelled the air of Bangkok at 5am Bkk time. Took a 500 baht cab to Grand Watergate hotel. It was the first cab we took, too tired to bargain or choose a meter cab.

My Sweetest SWEETHEART <3
BIG BIG BED!!!! But no hairdryer. SLEEP Zzzzz.

Took more photos with his DSLR. Will post it later date.
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Waited the whole night every day just for a sweet goodnight. If it isnt worth it, who would do that?
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我知道 说好了
是最最最后一次
多一秒 都不能吗？

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=((
Sad.
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Successfully let the day pass me by. A reply doesnt mean anything. Definitely not waiting for one. Still, I hoped you had enjoyed ur special day. =))

I remembered the times during the secondary sch days. The joke of Mrs Sam. I LOL while at work. WHO PUT THE MACARONI IN THE KETTLE??!! Best thing is Xiaoyun narrated the story. I can still laugh so much on a not-so random day. Days of my youth is amazing. How I wish I could live my life all over again. Do the same things, laugh the same way. Everything, except to not let you know I would feel this way.

It's getting late. I need to call my boyfriend and say goodnight. Gone.

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Slap left slap right and slap left again.
I am scare of this. Everything. I wish I could tell you.

是雨嗎　輕輕悄悄落下來　亂我夢
是我哭嗎　偏偏想聽一次　偏都聽不了

每一个故事只能有一个结局
你想的是否一样？

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I think, I remember, I love.
Brings a big smile to my face.
4 gongs all for me. LOL!!! =DDD
Who will do the same for me?
STUDY LAR!!
I want to eat crabs now. =DD

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Try to keep it normal. There will always be times like this. I try to forget to remember even when some weird date is near. The ipod chose the songs to remind me of things I should forget long ago. Haha. My naughty ipod.

I love my precious now and future. =))

I am going away for a one week holiday after my exams!!
Weee~~ I need to chew white bread for the coming weeks.
Saving $$.
I asked,
if I should buy the photo printer before leaving?

不再让悲伤 将我心占据
让它随风去 让它无痕迹
所有快乐悲伤
所有过去通通都抛去
心中想的念的盼的望的不会再是你
不愿再承受 要把你忘记

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Try to spend the whole day sinking all the concepts and theories to your brain. At the end of the night you will be half dead. Bring me a can of redbull before I RIP.
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I started a little bit of SM revision and its killing me. So, I went to think of my shopping list. And it goes on and on and on. I want to go SHOPPING right away and bring 3 luggages back. Please let the exams be over soon!!! Can I buy at least 10 bags and 5 pairs of heels home?
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Do things I like say things I want. Dont care about anything. This is good life.

I spent $$ X many times shopping for random things and ate good food at different restaurants for the past weeks. Trying hard to empty my savings. Haha. NO good. Have to stop my cravings on sashimi and sushi. Guai guai stay at home eat dinner.

I have 2 more assignments only~~ Yeah~~ Ignored the other 2 which I had to do during my holidays *damn*. I keep slacking. But I read textbooks to fall asleep at night k? Still a hardworking student.

Getting a lot of mosquitoes bites lately. Recommend me a good repellent please~

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我只是想要简单的生活
陪我一起笑的朋友
不会变心的情人
不再打扰我的回忆
谁才能让那伤痕
消失？。。。

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I have no idea what I am busy with. I just refuse to blog. Haha. I dont know when I reach this place there is so much things I wanted to say and knowing that I shouldnt. That day someone asked me if I am ok. That moment loads of things went around my mind. 一点烦 一点忙 but the question makes my day. I miss those how are you questions. No one seems to notice the change. I heard my colleague saying to someone that he nvr see my smile at all before. True cos I didnt play mahjong for a while.

BSFs unite this Saturday again~ Charge some energy before the battery went flat. Tired.



我想起你 你有了她
是否依然为了爱变得很傻？

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Just say time heals. If you realised earlier, there wouldnt be any pain at all. When you no longer cares, it only gets better everyday. OR even better to find something worth much better. Why worry? Read a book. Buy a toto ticket. Do a face mask. Surf information for your next holiday trip. I dont know how to persuade or convince people to let go of a history cos I know it's damn hard. Haha. So the only thing I could do is for my hp to be 24 hrs available for small chats and gossips. I cant be any help cos I am quite lousy. HAHA~ BUT BUT BUT...... I can paint your room with BRIGHT yellow. And willing play mahjong and add to your misery in November.


I have a vision for tomorrow.
A lovely small house to relax with lots of cushions and pillows.
A lovely Avante with enough petrol to drive and eat supper everywhere.
Family, Friends & 1 Love will be all that I need.
If I have a little puppy which/who will live as long as I do.
Everything would be perfect, perfect.
Just believe, just believe.

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找回自己

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OK!
Lets go Bangkok again this November. =))

I am going to Taiwan next year. Hopefully TWICE~
HAHAHAHA~ So exciting~ I already started checking out the promotions.
I want to go shopping!! Buy loads of clothes, bags and shoes. WEEE~~
But I need to win toto first. Talk to me about TAIWAN~
I want to eat MEE SUA.

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I just realised the difference. Loving someone and being in love. You can love someone in any ways but that doesnt mean that you have to be with him. But when you are in love with somebody, you cant live without him. After 16 months, I think I am really in love now. HAHAHAHAHA~~ Forget about everything else. THUNG CHUN NGAI IS MY FAVOURITE!! =DD

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Hm.. What should I say? Ups and downs. Sian-ness hits.
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High on redbull. =DD Love it. Hahahaha. That few seconds of sian-ness doesnt really matter. The few what ifs wont matter anymore. I enjoyed myself being in the craziest mode ever. With the few most important people in my life, I feel so fortunate. Super duper fortunate. =))
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My blog isnt dead. I am always online. But I choose to play farmtown instead of blogging. Say I am lazy. Haha. My absolute boyfriend bought me a new HandPhone. I am calling it my piggie. Now he is wearing his yellow piggie socks with socks as the wallpaper. Qwww... Cute~ Hehehe. What's going on this holidays?? I went to work, play mahjong, shopping like a crazy woman, watching movies, went ipoh and penang, QS korkor house to eat, went to the zoo, enjoying the holidays to the fullest and laughing with my crazy friends and socialising with my bf friends. NOW my holidays is not enough. Maximise time usage. Happy me always feeling pretty everyday. Spending loads of $$ decor-ing myself. July comes I will be rotten again. Yawns. I have to go now. Need to harvest before I think of the coming school days. Take care. She will be loved~ =))

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多少次我忍住胸口的淚水　
只是為了告訴我自己我不在乎

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It just sucks.


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最真的心意。。。 
是亲手折的星星。。

亲手煮的汤。。

煎的鸡蛋。。

And I love you this much. <3


Friend,
I always had those funny thoughts about the day you said being friends is enough. If I had asked you out for Daisy(the movie I wanted to watch), all the random ifs, would you still say the same things to me? Even though I know its much much better for us right now, like what you had wanted. The feeling just stays the same. Cos whenever he said I shouldnt hold him too tight or he need to be alone. I would feel upset. I am always guilty in love. Those negative thoughts generate negative thoughts almost killed me. Elton Mayo told me listening would help. So, I am telling you right now. I am suppose to be happily in love again and I hate to think of the day I was given up and a day I would be or might be given up. A miserable feeling that didnt happen overnight caused me to be afraid of the same situation happening again. I regreted saying the 2 words. Only because I didnt want to hear it again. Now, I am blaming it all on you because I thought I was loved by you. I am grateful to you still for letting me realise that I need to cherish what I cherish.
End, Me

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那天还刚说了我要分手 今天却好像没事的一起去买相机 ...try again or walk away...

Zipia Spree (OPEN)
http://zipia.net 
Log in to view items details and price.
Zipia.net ID: zipia.madness@gmail.com
Password: 12345
Guy clothes available too.

Current capping: 132 /500 USD
Pending order(s): 2 (10 items)

Visit http://spreekingdom.com/ to register and visit more sprees.

USD to SGD exchange rate in paypal always change.
But I will still fix it as 1.57.
If you think I should earn a little, feel free to transfer me more money.

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One PH to chiong my study practice tomorrow. Last paper on Saturday. Working that night and the next morning. Woot. I shall plan all my activities on Monday. 3rd of May. Loves <3 

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First Spree - Zipia.net

Zipia Spree is currently OPEN to LinJie's Friends Only

Spree will close when cap hit min. (Hopefully by June, orders can be send)
If you don't trust an organizer or the website she's ordering from, don't participate.

[Exchange Rate: USD1 = SGD1.57 ]
[Estimated Ems Fee: 0.08 x USD1]
[Current capping: 84 /500USD (MIN) ]
[Pending order(s): 1]

Please send in your orders to cactus_88@hotmail.com

Name:
Email:
Mode of collection:
Mode of payment:

Item1
Name
Qty:
Color:
Size:
Price (as shown in web):
Total Price: (Item Price + Ems Fee ) * Exchange Rate * Qty

Item 2
Name:
Qty:
Color:
Size:
Price (as shown in web):
Total Price: (Item Price + Ems Fee) * Exchange Rate * Qty

Eg. Item 1
Name: Charlotts-1924 sneakers high heel-41-K02537
Qty: 1
Colour: Black
Size: 250
Price: USD 21
Total Price: (21 + (o.o8 * 21)) * 1.57 * 1 = SGD$35.60

Payment for this spree can be through Paypal, DBS/POSB ATM transfers or COD only.
Please send payment to ACCOUNT NUM: DBS Savings Plus 023-0-034971
Inform transaction reference number when payment is sent.

Collection for this spree is for meet-up only.
Special request can be done with bribes.

For more inquiry, mail / MSN me at cactus_88@hotmail.com or text me at 9185 ****

Terms and Conditions
Read and understand the spree organisers’ spree terms and conditions before joining the spree. Do not ask the obvious. Follow the order format and payment mode exactly as given. If you fail to do so, don’t flinch when the spree organizer snaps at you or delays your refund.

Double check that the spree is still open and the spree cap has not been busted before making payment to the organizer. You can do so by refreshing the spree page. Be considerate and do not burden the spree organizer with more orders than she’s willing to take in.

Make prompt payment, and inform organiser upon payment. If you’re caught giving any false transaction reference number, you’ll be banned from the community.

You are reminded to bookmark the original spree post to keep track of spree status. Check the archives for the spree urls.

Claim your items by the deadline given by the spree organizer, otherwise they will be allowed to confiscate your items and do whatever they please with them.

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To my pretty ladies who always visit this blog:

I want to start a spree. And if this first time is successful. Den I can be a boss. Just an excuse lar. HAHA~ Cos I went to this Zipia website. SO MANY nice clothes. Den I saw the shoe-like heels, a camera print bag, some white shirts, I want to buy. Plus a few nice t-shirts. I realised I need to spend a minimum sum of 500USD. Like crazy. So, hehehehehe. 500 USD is quite difficult for me to use just on myself. My mama will slap me if she knows. Buy with me den she will be fine. =DD

Go visit the web lar. http://zipia.net/ If you like some of the items, tell me. I saw the spree thingy online http://www.zipia-madness.blogspot.com/ I think I can do that too. I rather be the organiser than to spree. Need trust to spree right? Do the same thing as them except I no need postage fee and I wont earn ur $$ cos we are friends and I suppose we will meet up? Come my place have a glass of coke and check out our loots. I dont know. Just check out the website first and let me know~ =DD

Think is for public.
I wont be stealing that right?

Zipia.net ID: zipia.madness@gmail.com
Password: 12345

If you prefer to spree there, I am advertise-ing for them leh. 

HAHA!!! Tag me.

Current Status: (USD 84 / 500)

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I like the shoe, the bag, the earphone, the t-shirt, the demin, the belt, her skin colour. Everything~~ I need to SHOP LAR!!!
But... but...... but.....  me sounding sad....... I need to work for cash. =((

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Unhappy? Dont worry. Shop here
--> http://www.fancypocket.sg/

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I pasted 2 Avante pictures on my board. I received the mini polaroid album and the nice passport holder which I bought from ebay today. I paid my credit card bill and checked my bank account. I have no money left. I pasted a few more stickers on my schedule book updated my to-do lists. I drank a glass of milk. I fed Socks some dog biscuits and my piggy some coins. Alfred Chandler recommended me to always think of new ways. To blog. =DD ...try again or walk away...

Except for the drilling sound for the lift renovation, my home is too quiet for me to study alone. My hp was trying to fit in the environment too. Sucks. Meaningless day if I didnt have Socks to accompany. 6 more days to complete those theories. I miss Maths. I cant memorise things. I dont like. =(( I want to sleep. ...try again or walk away...

two days one small quarrel three days one big fight.
I am not loved anymore. =(( ...try again or walk away...

Like to see photos on my blog right? Haha. I guess so.

This is the board at my work station at home.

That 2 big papers with lots of words is my case study for hmt.
And that was more difficult to understand than the previous one.
*Shake head* What to do??

I went to study today with ZiLin and YingYing.
托她的福我有车坐
MingSong aka Chen Momo with
a girl stucking some funny thing in her mouth

They didnt want to use Mini cos ZiLin are shy
Yingying always pretend to be shy but I know she likes Camera
just like the way she likes Darren Tan since 7 years old.


Chen Momo decided to stuck the funny thing in his/her mouth too.


This is me. The owner of the camera with the funny thing.


OMG!!! Chupa Chups LAR. NOT funny thing~

Stress. Need to de-stress. Go where?


Sms cai shen ye for magic numbers to buy 4D and Toto.


I BOUGHT 4D and Toto too~ I need priZes to spend.
Sorry~ Didnt want to share my winning numbers.

This is my cute winnie the Pooh pencil case.
With many yellow stars~ =DD


And a favourite colour-ed yellow letter "J"


It can fit my many many stationery"s".
Mama always give me popular vouchers.
So I won't have any problems having no pen.
The winnie the pooh eraser was from Samantha during DMS days.
=DD


Went to hunt for contact lens after studying.
$120 gone just because I dont like to wear specs.


How?? Photos not bad right? Laughs =P
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