Lost in thought, and drifting away...

I was supposed to study real hard but I fall asleep. I dreamt of an incident and I wake up feeling so sad. Because I always think that I cant let go. Actually I can. I read back the posts and I realised why everytime the start came to an end. It was all the assumption made. Somehow we do say trust, but in a fact that we dont. For the whole year, I hold a grudge for someone who supposed to know better. Someone who didnt believe me. Like a revenge of some kind, dont bother trying to resolve issues. As days passed, regrets took place. Hoping that someday, they understand what actually happened. Untied the knot, everything was almost back to normal. Left with good old memories infiltrated with some unwanted memories. It was getting used to having someone around to talk and the sudden loss seemed like world's end. This is part of life. Just sharing some random thoughts. I am trying to untied the other knot, although I can sense that my knot is too complicated. I am trying. ...try again or walk away...