Lost in thought, and drifting away...

New scandals updated. I went back NYP instead of going to SIM. LOL. For Sean because he used the powerful tactic of friendship and the past he did for me. I pang seh him on his birthday because I was lazy. OMG. That is a wrong excuse to use. HAHA. This first time I gave a sorry card to a sissy boy. The most petty boy ever. Anyway, NYP people are still super friendly to me. And I miss them lots. =DD What past is past.

PAST. Do you ever regret? Good question. I always thought I wont. But thats a lie I realised. I do feel a little regret. 如果当时能忍一时之气. Give up that useless pride. Serious. Tan Hee Kiah. LOL. Falling down is not painful, just get up! That stupid pride made me upset for a long long time. The other Sean aka the slack-turer asked me whether I want to go back. Imagine I go back start all over again from year one ar. LOL. Do I Look Like I Freaking Care? Maybe I might in my next life. I will be those girl with no emotions. I wont be angry so easily again. 2am and the rain is falling. LOL. I reach home around 2am after talking with my NYP buddies about some stupid stuffs. ENGQI made me disappointed. He is the same as THEM. Zzz. Fishing rod and fishing net. Lucky, I am born with high intelligence. Laughs*

Maybe I shouldnt said I hate liars. Cos seriously, maybe they are telling the truth. Only thing is that I trust no MAN now. And I think I sort of beginning to hate humans with that thing. They dont THINK with their brains. After saying that I shouldnt get angry over little things. Here am I swearing fucking assholes in front of my com. HAHA~ My inner voice telling me "it's all your fault, what right do you have to be angry about?" That is what he thinks and nothing else I can do. Continue this way is the only thing that can be done. Do I look like I freaking care? Stay away from me. I dont like this kind of FAKE people. So "what if". NO such thing as what if. Go to HELL!!! I dont TRUST you.

...try again or walk away...