Friday, March 09, 2007

Because it sounds so good.

She told her it is "眷恋". Not very sure what is the english word for it. The meaning is about the same as loving the past in a stubborn way. So this few days she tried to think if it was true. Maybe. She dont know how it is what it is why it is. She seems lost. Very unsure of the way. He gave her a wrong direction. She believed it is right. Was she loved by him in this life? Did he still have feelings for her? Is it really possible to be just friends and nothing else? Sometimes whenever there is a new attraction opposite, she just wait and think too long till it was gone. Everything goes back to the beginning. She tries to hide the feelings that is developing for fear it might be worst. She thought it was over a few times back but he seemed to know she was about to give him up. He will appear to prevent her from doing that. She needs to be 100% sure of what on Earth she wants. She needs to know what exactly is the person trying to do. It might hurt a little to know the truth but it will be better than knowing nothing. Hoping he can be just a friend. Till the day, the story will become I as the subject. ...try again or walk away...

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