Lost in thought, and drifting away...

Wow. My posts is reaching 700 soon. I didn't know I have so much to say.
Was it real or just my fantasy?
I was listening to this song and I suddenly remember something. I received one particular long sms from this person more than a year back, I am beginning to wonder, who sent that? The person himself, or just a prank. LOL.
That time, what I wonder, I knew already, it was left there forgotten. So how?

I dont like to be second and dont want to.
...try again or walk away...