Lost in thought, and drifting away...

they always ask me this questions.. why u always pon? wad was the reason?
if i really know why.. ya.. maybe.. was affected a little..
now i really wanted to quit.. to leave.. and for myself..

follow your heart.. wad u wan to do in the future? right decision?
LOL.. i haven DECIDE!! at this moment..
dun lar.. stay.. why? dun.. we will miss you.. we will be sad..
thank you.. even it is "lies".. still as touched.. =D

support me to go after wadever i wan.. and knowing i can do it..
knowing i will not regret.. support.. that's wad friends are for..
the support i need.. comes from friends that truly cares..
asking endless questions endless reasons to make me stay..
they are my carebears.. counsellor.. endless gratitude..
your willingness to put it into words is all that is necessary..
isn't it amazing how nice people are to you when they know you're leaving?

sometimes i wonder.. if i could really tell you everything..
maybe.. at least.. listening.. might help..
time is capable of understanding wad am i to you.. wad you are to me..

if you call me today, i'll say that i'm fine,
but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice its just a lie,
you knew what you had, you still walked away leaving me in this mess..

Let us rise up and be thankful,
for if we didn't learn a lot today,
at least we learned a little,
and if we didn't learn a little,
at least we didn't get sick,
and if we got sick,
at least we didn't die;
so, let us all be thankful.

Make a list
Top ten regrets
Most foolish things said

...try again or walk away...