haha.. i msn-ing with my cousin.. so funny ar.. i mean like my cousins is like only chinese new year den will say happy new year de.. those how are you in this time of the year.. so cute.. anyway.. i now pray.. no radio coming over my house..
mood swing..
idiot = idiot = still idiot..
if cant remember den forget it..
why should i care at all...?

...try again or walk away...

chu dian!! got to clear up the mess ar.. i cant find my things!!! tomorrow start.. today rest first.. hahaha.. very time say tomorrow.. tomorrow nvr comes.. OMG!!! the transfer rate so slow.. how come? it is just so irritating.. but nvm.. i dun give a damn.. hahahahahaha.. laugh laugh laugh.. mad already.. somebody saves me!! ...try again or walk away...

When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one that has opened for us.....try again or walk away...

...try again or walk away...

they always ask me this questions.. why u always pon? wad was the reason?
if i really know why.. ya.. maybe.. was affected a little..
now i really wanted to quit.. to leave.. and for myself..

follow your heart.. wad u wan to do in the future? right decision?
LOL.. i haven DECIDE!! at this moment..
dun lar.. stay.. why? dun.. we will miss you.. we will be sad..
thank you.. even it is "lies".. still as touched.. =D

support me to go after wadever i wan.. and knowing i can do it..
knowing i will not regret.. support.. that's wad friends are for..
the support i need.. comes from friends that truly cares..
asking endless questions endless reasons to make me stay..
they are my carebears.. counsellor.. endless gratitude..
your willingness to put it into words is all that is necessary..
isn't it amazing how nice people are to you when they know you're leaving?

sometimes i wonder.. if i could really tell you everything..
maybe.. at least.. listening.. might help..
time is capable of understanding wad am i to you.. wad you are to me..

if you call me today, i'll say that i'm fine,
but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice its just a lie,
you knew what you had, you still walked away leaving me in this mess..

Let us rise up and be thankful,
for if we didn't learn a lot today,
at least we learned a little,
and if we didn't learn a little,
at least we didn't get sick,
and if we got sick,
at least we didn't die;
so, let us all be thankful.

Make a list
Top ten regrets
Most foolish things said

...try again or walk away...

finding faults.. 3 more weeks.. trial period.. lol.. dying tomorrow.. how? dun worry.. everything will be fine.. =D

someone that was always pretending? in the end, you'll learn whose fake, whose real, and you'll learn who would risk it all for you. how did it change so fast?

To be on the edge of breaking down. And no one's there to save you.

"Tomorrow is another day."

...try again or walk away...

.. why so late haven sleep? waiting for spray paint to dry.. i wonder why i need to do that model.. and spending half a hundred on p-boards.. still fail.. ok.. maybe will pass.. borderline.. wad for? trying to show that at least i got put in 10% effort.. last few days i have been thinking.. i realise i dun wan to follow a pattern.. like is it arranged for you.. therefore, make some changes.. go ahead.. doing wad i like the most.. watching tv, sleeping, messing everything.. that is so much fun.. doesn't have to walk straight.. can hop, skip, run, or even walk zig-zag.. dun care who is watching.. dun worry about knocking onto other people.. only have to keep the eyes open.. got to check the spray paint lo.. bye~
...try again or walk away...

3 reasons for me.
Didn't like school in general.
Were failing, getting poor grades, or couldn't keep up with school work.
Didn't get along with teachers.
...try again or walk away...

ignoring all idiots cum bitches..
i finally gotten the warning letter to parents.. lol.. which means.. one more time.. failed..
guess what? i din go today!! WAHAHAHA!! opps.. who cares?
stop wasting time.. BIG project going around.. smile smile..
happy day!!
...try again or walk away...

sneaky.. lol..

Know all things to be like this:
A mirage, a cloud castle,
A dream, an apparition,
Without essence, but with qualities that can be seen.

Know all things to be like this:
As the moon in a bright sky
In some clear lake reflected,
Though to that lake the moon has never moved.

Know all things to be like this:
As an echo that derives
From music, sounds, and weeping,
Yet in that echo is no melody.

Know all things to be like this:
As a magician makes illusions
Of horses, oxen, carts and other things,
Nothing is as it appears.

...try again or walk away...

misunderstanding..
jinx..
the boo-boo made..
now wad?
dropping all the nonsense..
...try again or walk away...

i need the compass that captain Jack has.. i need to know where is the direction of wad i am looking for.. anyway.. i watched the movie today.. PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: THE DEAD MAN'S CHEST.. the scene was.. dots.. made us look like a fool.. cos the credits of the movie was like so long.. 5 minutes? maybe more than that..
actually wanted to watch yesterday.. hm.. but.. changes.. so called soonming.. went down to prince.. no timing.. and suntec no timing.. have lar.. but is late.. so we went to millenium walk.. starbucks for chit-chatting session.. ya.. plus julian.. 3 of us like talk for so long.. actually i enjoyed listening more.. lol.. interesting people.. time to go home for dinner..
because we didnt catch the movie so i think they decided to go today.. suppose to meet at 230.. but who will be on time? haha.. the tickets were selling fast.. still managed to get it.. but it was the 2nd row from the front.. after movie ate ice-cream and parted.. decided to shop shop at citylink.. bought a book for weng..
he is leaving soon.. going to england.. imagine him speaking angmo to people there.. will be so funny lar.. sad also.. cos one person less to crap with, movie with, kbox with, pool-ing with, and most important gossip-ing with.. think of the bright side.. wait till he comes back and the food we will be able to eat.. lol..
stop.. back to wad i am facing now.. school..
time to think..
should i?
should i not?
letting a coin decide..

like i care? tell u the truth.. i dont give a damn.. so fuck off..
no need me teach you.. cos u are a fucker!!
...try again or walk away...

Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.

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set this as ur homepage ba..

here as i promised " you are an idiot "
laughing out loud is different if u didnt laugh out loud..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!

...try again or walk away...

ms jenny tan passed away on saturday.. my primary school teacher.. nose cancer..
sad.. this 2nd time heard sad news after woodsville primary became a no more..

What sort of illness awaits us tonight, what sort of death tomorrow?

Do not pursue the past.
Do not lose yourself in the future.
The past no longer is.
The future has not yet come.
Looking deeply at life as it is.
In the very here and now, the practitioner dwells in stability and freedom.
We must be diligent today.
To wait until tomorrow is too late.
Death comes unexpectedly.
How can we bargain with it?
The sage calls a person who knows how to dwell in mindfulness night and day,
'one who knows the better way to live alone.'

...try again or walk away...

think it over.. pray for a miracle.. happen all the time.. realise.. awaiting.. ...try again or walk away...

Italy ? - ? France
i think italy is going to win tonight.. but i hope france would.. haha.. linjie wants everything..
gogo FRANCE!!! ...try again or walk away...

that was quite a long time ago.. the mock interview.. those idiots purposely outcast me.. lolz.. meifen beside saying ahey.. cherie stoning.. the photo was the only one she didnt hide her face.. anyway.. u know who meifen and cherie right? me CEO!! LOL.. =D more photos!!! soon~~~
...try again or walk away...

in school now.. wasting my time.. not doing anything.. just wasting time.. sleeping.. ZZZZzzzz......try again or walk away...

that was the extent you could go for.. that is how important it is.. i know now..

see the day i went back to school.. after missing for so many days..

my way of wasting time in class.. taking photos!!











VOTED THE MOST COMMON THING DONE IN CLASS:

SLEEPING~!!

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1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much that they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
4. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
5. You mean the world to someone.
6. If not for you, someone may not be living.
7. You are special and unique.
8. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good can still come from it.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.
10. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
11. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know and you'll both be happy.

thanks ar!! =D for being such a nice friend~ it helps..
12. At least 1 people in this world will be 24 hours there for you.
girls appreciate nice guys.

Life is too short
Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness
Laugh when you can
Apologize when you should
And let go of what you can't change
Love deeply and forgive quickly
Take chances.
Give everything
And have no regrets
Life is too short to be unhappy
You have to take the good with the bad
Smile when your sad
Love what you got
And always remember what you had
Always forgive but never forget
Learn from your mistakes
But never regret
People change, and things go wrong
But always remember
LIFE GOES ON!!

pray for me.. i am passing this sem..
"a moment of hesitation. may cause you a lifetime of regrets.."

...try again or walk away...

dun be disappointed.. i am back.. need someone to talk to.. wad on earth will make me happy for long? mr bean.. that was funny.. ok.. i laugh.. haha.. missing from nyp.. like years.. as if.. classmates are getting used to my "sleep late" excuse.. mama says.. dun get warning letter.. my bro got one from sp before but he still got his diploma.. that means? she allows me to pon!! ok lar.. let me overcome the habit of pon-ing.. promise.. i will get through this course.. sherlyn quit.. that minute i heard the news was so sad.. been with us like 1 year plus.. say quit den quit.. wasted.. but nvm.. her choice.. thousand years in school.. still got no idea wad i want.. dream dream dream.. reality.. wad could i actually do? f&b no.. sales no.. creative no.. now wad? confused.. nightmares every night..
...try again or walk away...