Thursday, July 22, 2004

If you dont know how i feel, then after i express in the best way i know how, you will. We've been through a lot together and all of this has drawn us closer. We are friends but within our hearts dwell a little more. Many times my mind shifts to thoughts of you, and memories we shared that changed us both in one way or another. Life is funny how one person can change something about you in a moments time, making you feel for them unexpectedly and all you can do is watch in awe, and wonder is this person feeling the same way i do. I think of you often, but are you thinking of me too. This question may be answered or maybe not, but one thing i know is if you dont know now you will. The way i feel is genuine and true, I'm not hurt by where we are now, friends we are and i am happy for that, but special is the bond we share, and this is a bond no one will ever understand. Our hearts share feeling and emotions mutually. As of now neither one of us can really see, but in due time i feel the vision will be drawn out to both of us clearly. When it is revealed i will cherish it the most. Hopefully then we will both feel the same way, and hopefully then we will turn around and see only each other in silence and a pausing moment, and know the only thing moving is the motion of our hearts beating in sync. This would be a happy ending to a fairytale, but in reality it probably would never happen, but im an optimist and rise to the occasion of daring to be different and faith to believe. Again i say if you dont know by now hopefully eventually you will.

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