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Repeat semester. Standby. Arr. Sad~~
I need a hug. =(( Still waiting for you...
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17/10/2008
HAppy BirthdAy~
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每个人的心底里，也许都都沉淀着一段过往。快乐的往事，如糖，化在了水里，我们喝了下去，于是，眼底，眉梢，从此都留下甜蜜的痕迹。而那些不快乐的事，像糖里的杂质，沉在了杯底，不去碰它，它自在那里，可是，只要轻轻地一搅动，再清澈的心情，也会变得，浑浊。若喝下去，它会摩擦我们柔软的心，若有似无地痛，会更加地，痛彻心扉。因此，我们只能静静地，等待。等待它，再次沉淀。 ...try again or walk away...

Can you take the exams for me??
I AM DYING.
Nothing goes into the brain. Only words of "die!, die!, DIE LIAO!!!"
*CRIES* ...try again or walk away...

When something "bad" happens, something good happens too.
At least you know who will be with you to the end.
Feeling appreciated by a whisper of "thanks"

Even though we dont see each other often, sometimes I do think of you.
Cos I know you are the one who will always be there for me.
I dont know whether you would share my joy if I am happy.
But I am more than grateful to have you in my life.
Thanks.

I feel old and lonely again.
...try again or walk away...

Back and gone. Hais~
But its ok!!
Hahahahaha~~
Home Alone 4
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You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
and now
I'm in love

But
Feeling so helpless, useless, worthless when he fakes a smile for me. I cant sleep but I am feeling sleepy every minute. I cant think. At that presentation which is my worst. I dont know what I am talking at ALL. Everything is so wrong. I cant do anything right. I really hope that just being there helps a bit.
FUCKING HELL~!!!!!
Frustration never ends.

Keep me busy?
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I just read 君空. Story = sky of love. I am supposed to read my notes and textbks. Haha. I miss this feeling. Home alone isnt that bad. I shouldnt complain that much. Maybe everyone need time on their own. Tomorrow having the last class before my exams. I am worrying too much again. What will happen will happen. I just want to see you everyday, you may not =(( Arr.. Haha. Tomorrow will be a better day!!
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I am trying very hard now. Studying for exams is just so difficult. I still have that last assignment to do. The bed. the computer, the TV and the HP are the distractions. Nothing gets in the brain except that "conspicuous consumption" for topic 2. Keep reminding myself that I am failing my econs. My misery. Argg.
2 more days. I am addicted to asking "where are you?" and "what are you doing". I am so irritated by myself. Such a kpo. =((
I need to relieve those unwanted stress. I am frowning and wrinkles are here. I see myself growing older. =((
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Dying!! ...try again or walk away...

Does it show again just how much I miss you
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
I'm just scared to know the ending
I'm really missing you
I want to be where you are
I'll cherish all the love that we share ...try again or walk away...

4 more days. ...try again or walk away...

最近比较烦
我以为伤心可以很少
我以为我能过的很好
谁知道一想你
思念苦无药

I am back in Singapore. And he left me again.
I am not blogging often. Cos he doesnt know that this blog exists.
Whenever I wanted to blog........ how to say??
I am talking to you without letting him know.
Arr. Cant leave me alone here. =((
I lost my way when something good had just begun

我想念你

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Am I really that distracted?? =(( I am very very very upset now.
I only scored 12. I tot I only had one mistake. 7 marks lost at where??? Tell me!!!!!!
I HATE ECONS!!!!!! If everyone is saying the same thing, I guess I have to do something about it. Maybe is just an excuse. =((

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I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart ~
=((

Monday.
Going to spend the whole day at home listening to 883 jia fm.

I am hungry. No one brings food for me. =((
你在就好了
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MY BOYFRIEND LEFT ME !!!!!!!
~SCREAMS!!!*~
=((
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MeiHui the photographer.

Had a great time at sentosa on Sunday. =))
I like the sun. I like the sand. I like the food. I like that bottle. I like the people.
Zilin drove us to sentosa and sent us home. Sacrifice her first time by saying sorry for us. Grateful~ THANK YOU!!
The habit of stopping at nowhere to chat continues. We actually sat down at a funny place after going to the washroom. A place when vistors stand around looking down at the night view of habour front. Talking about random stuffs and "reflecting" on the past. Missing about the days we spend in the "dog hole" we had.

I had a dream that night.
If it is real, tell me what should I do.
What does it mean?
We never and will never forget about you. <3

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Every morning, the few hours before the class starts. I am glued to the bed or the computer screen. Hate to go school~ =(( True motivation comes from where? EMO!!! Test. I am under stress when I am doing nothing. I am doing nothing everyday. =((

Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?

My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do ...try again or walk away...

I was late for class today. I was sitting in the row nearest to the lecturer. I fall asleep. OMG~ I cant concentrate at all. My mind is 85% in the dreamland. Yawns. So I decided to go home and sleep when the class were having the break. I took my bag and off I go. I guess the lecturer might be having coffee on the right. So I took a left turn instead. OH SHIT!!! Why is he standing outside the toilet? And our eyes met in a awkward way. Wah SEY~~ Damn paiseh. I just make a 180 degrees turn and walk 100km/s to the stairs. The "paiseh-est" moment. AARRRR~
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