I need $8,925.00. How? Go where find? Now I am very hungry. Go where find food? NO instant noodles. Tell me the story of the bird and the fish.

When we forget the real reason we are living for, the worldliness of life becomes like quicksand that sucks you into a spiritual vacuum. When that happens, we live less and less; we merely stay alive.

Even if all living beings become my enemy, may I cherish them more than my life....try again or walk away...

Tell me.. What comes to your mind first when I told you I've been transfered?
No more Tampines!! Lucky Plaza Lucky Me.. Dead!! "Chloe" my new in-charge.. OH MY HOLY SHIT! Bless me.. GOOD LUCK GIRL~
Today I went PS to get the signages.. Singapore is small.. That's why I am still afraid.. Since we are avoiding each other, dont want to spoil everything.. Lucky Plaza.. Haha.. I was hoping I will be transfer to anywhere but PS.. They gave me Lucky Plaza.. Best. Dont care.. I will SURVIVE!!
Pay Day! Dont worry, Be happy.. OK.. End.. DECIDED!! My BLOG moving at Nov 1st.

Should I wait two years later? I am really tired of studying. I have no motivation to work harder. I dont have the determination to be successful in Life. Left with a month to decide. What am I suppose to choose? ...try again or walk away...

I am a BUSY girl. No LIFE. But not for long. Changing a new way of blogger. See if I can make it. Cant, then i will be back. Drinking lots of water. ...try again or walk away...

moving soon.. new place under renovation.. be back for new address.. and house warming date.....try again or walk away...

am i the one who is controlling the yo-yo ball? lolz.. was i? be realistic!!! the next best.. but once you have made this one last effort-that's it.. bitch dont stay in my world, i am the only one there.. HAHAHAHAHA!!! i see caps in every first sentence.. oops.. got used to it.. changing blog address soon!! be there for more adventures!! now must help soon ming first.. haha... ...try again or walk away...

out of two you can only choose one.. this time no more changing of mind last minute.. actually this kind of choices have already been decided long time ago.. juz that it is not the time to make the choice.. losing badly.. concede defeat.. coffee taste bitter.. but it keeps human awake..
rang ni gan jue wo de xin tiao.. the same speed i am facing one year ago.. fuck! why why why??!!
wad for huh? i dun wan to work liao.. hahahahaha.. serious.. job that can be done at home.. any idea?
nvr realise it was the last time.. if we knew it was the last time.. the last good night.. the last............
can we be friends? wahahaha.. finally.. got people ask me.. i was expecting that.. fat and ugly = still as attractive.. LOL.. bth liao.. torture!!!! its killing.. my fingers stop stop.. dun press send!!! heng.. mr z good point = flip flip flip.. message gone.. wooo.. one box of hello panda = 10 small packets.. eaten all up.. that the reason of f.a.t .. who fuckin' cares?!

dun say i am evil.. not trying to give u false hope.. anyone could understand..
if you know there isnt any "if".. "used to be" is past tense..
we are under somehow the same situation.. it doesnt feel good.. but.. what to do? learn.. get use to it.. let it be..
not the one who is meant to be.. the social circle becomes different.. the same cycle of friends is getting smaller and smaller.. sooner to no more.. turns to a complete stranger.. walking pass will be left with just a familiar face.. when that becomes part of life..
WAHAHAHAAHAHA~!! omg.. later i am depress again ar..

DONKEY GIVE ME THE POWER TO SURVIVE~!!!!!
please EAT away those POISONOUS ROOTS~!!!!!

reminds me of a news from my sister friend.. DONT EAT TOO MUCH INSTANT NOODLES!! her friend went overseas.. cant get used to the food there.. so she kept eating instant noodles.. when she came back to singapore.. hit by stomach cancer.. purpose of me saying this is to tell you.. DONT EAT INSTANT NOODLES!! especially at night.. for supper.. u go straight to bed.. the digestion period slows down.. your body will take in unhealthy stuffs.. better be safe.. it's for your own GOOD..

UPDATE!! LINJIE GOTTEN A NEW HANDPHONE!! MR Z!!!
Mr K is so sad lar.. he thought i am going to leave him alone.. dont worry darling~ till i find the best Dr M to recover your eyesight.. wait for me!! about mr z.. it wasnt on intention.. i wanted to get mr k two but dunno why i change my mind also.. the m1 guy cheat me!! wadeva.. how to spell it? anyway.. too late for any regrets.. in the process of learning not to waver..

...try again or walk away...

ARGHH!!!! sad lar.. why did she break his heart?!! why get married if cant commit? maybe young was the reason.. anyway.. since they signed the dunno wad "break-up agreement".. best wishes for each other.. ah weng came find me after work.. free dinner, free pool-playing and free ride home.. haha.. i won SEVEN rounds.. wahaha.. if i'm not wrong we played 10 rounds ba.. linjie cheats on winning.. not saying which hole ball 8 goes in considered lose.. even it is obvious.. therefore i am a winner!! everytime he says if tingting love him, he will win.. in the end he will LOSE!!! wahaha.. and me is Mr F give me energy.. and Mr F reminds me of being fat.. =( diet? no~! i dun care.. smack ur face if u say me fat!! i am in a healthy state.. that's the end.. to be continued..

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my heart`
Coz I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

And I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear, like a shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart

And I swear
I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls
And when just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care`
Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all...try again or walk away...

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had a ultra super bad bad fucking asshole day!! hais.. to a point when i think i should get knock down by a BIG BIG LORRY!! dont ask me wad.. juz bad bad bad day.. maybe that is the reason why i always get ignore.. and trying the hardest to start again again again.. sensitive.. TOO sensitive.. i am an emo-girl.. wadever.. say i am childish lo.. i can still afford to be.. and i cant control my mind.. cry~ i'm still not over you..

...try again or walk away...

bored till go youtube watch drama.. haha.. mr.fighting.. forward forward.. only interested in duan yanhao part.. prince charming.. wooo~ too bad lar.. is evil character.. but still as attractive.. haha.. i now waiting for the episode to load finish.. den can forward.. wait till the sun rise liao.. bye~ ...try again or walk away...

wad is happening?!! so many injuries.. really is unlucky year for me.. 2007!!! come quick~~
something plus something equal to more something.. lol.. i so bo liao lar.. wan to blog.. now got nothing to blog about..
GIVE UP!!! she wont go back.. he wont come back.. GIVE UP!!!
once it is lost, near to impossible, cant get it again..
Dr M cant Dr T cant.. let Mr U take over..
...try again or walk away...

the words wont fade like cards do, just like the feeling.. that is rubbish.. know why? look at your keyboard.. there is one button called delete.. conclusion.. words in cards may fade.. but they are still there.. maybe juz left very very light tone.. try harder.. can still be seen.. delete liao than no more.. maybe got some chances they are still in the recycle bin lar.. haha..

Panadol
COLD & FLU
HOT REMEDY
with Vitamin C

...try again or walk away...

i know what the turtle means.. went to read the news at asiaone.com.. after reading.. wad kind of feeling should i have huh? indifferent.. they are always happening.. my thought was.... i wan to see the video.. i tot he said scorpion.. it was stingray.. the edible thing.. omg.. so sad ar..
tomorrow was my offday!! ask me out.. or i will be sleeping my day away.. again.. see u tomorrow.....try again or walk away...

pretty people wear wadever is pretty.. no need to continue next sentence lar.. u know wad i mean.. Mr M lost $1 because i am the cashier today.. reminds me of my lost of $11.30.. first day cashier at pastamania.. hm.. i like to compare the 2 working environment.. eskimo!!

I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star...try again or walk away...

woohoo~~ i juz reached home like 15 mins ago.. haha.. today is the "convert-tion" i dunno wad they call lar.. is jus changing everything.. fun.. although is tiring.. since cab fare can be claimed.. we went to mac to have our "dinner" and they were so high ar.. their high period is after 2 am.. anyway.. i wasted 3 packets of tissue.. sneeze and sneeze.. for the whole day!!! feel so sick ar.. must be some assholes put spell on me.. the break i didnt went out.. juz sit down there like a kuku.. because i kept sneezing!! this week plan.. Mr M can only spent $10 - $15.. best is less den $10 lar.. i think Mr M muz save up for transport.. juz top-up only now negative liao.. by the way.. Mr K is going to continue his blind stage.. cos my mama say can get a new Mr K the 2nd.. not sure what i will call the next him.. till he come den i let u know again.. i got to go dream of my dearest MR M!! nightz all~ ...try again or walk away...

hi welcome~! or trying to be funny.. hi WHYCOME~! hm.. ok.. they like to say i am serious.. reminds me of my pasta days.. smile smile.. everytime must smile.. diao.. so tired.. Jolin have Mr Q.. LinJie have Mr M.. heezz.. next week i muz go find Dr M to save Mr K.. he cant go on being blind.. for the time being.. i got Mr K a walking stick.. today i killed an insect.. haiz.. cos it was resting on the t-shirt.. i blew it to the floor.. and so unlucky the next second one customer step on it.. i got bad karma again..
I'm sorry I took you for granted..
...try again or walk away...

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to
Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

...try again or walk away...

u r making me upset again and again.. but i found a way to make myself laugh every empty slots.. so even u dun care.. even u dun mind.. even u ignore.. even u still do.. even it has ended.. he was walking along the road.. and opps.. he falls down.. HAHAHAHAHA!!! ...try again or walk away...

I need only one person to mess up the place.. I dunno why that stupid woman need to find that something which don’t exists anymore.. ok.. She dun believes me... den? Is it necessary to throw every piece of clothing everywhere when she could just nicely place it back from where she took? If she notice I am still there folding every pieces of that crap... maybe I would feel much better if she could say “sorry, I mess up your place”... instead “how come don’t have L?!” by the way.. Its clearance sales and I already told her NO MORE.. Bitch.
Hidden meaning..
Need only one person to turn my world upside down..
Fill in the blanks.. ______________________________________
Maybe it is better this way.. no point trying and trying.. ...try again or walk away...