teachers' day celebration today.. almost late again.. dance at the hall.. junting they all very cute.. wad sadako de.. ca't stop laughing.. back to class chat with zhao kuang.. lolz.. maths lesson very quick over le.. PE lesson played captain ball.. my class de girls all really very cute lo.. make me laugh all the time.. xiaoyun was playing until can see fire on her hair.. at first i tot she angry because we keep scoring.. after the game, she told me the triangular shaped person dun wan pass the ball to her.. lolz.. she say until very cute lo.. recess.. at 4i classroom there helped louise paste the pictures on the card for mr chan.. the "party" LOLZ! the concert was fun.. we were all so 'high' scream and shout.. nice~ back to class to play with the soccer ball.. no is volley ball.. we used the soccer ball as a replacement.. play until very fun that time that irritating DOG ask for the ball.. that puppy so rude lo.. ask also dunno ask politely.. dun wan give him.. playing until boon seng ask.. he still got say please lo.. but we all really play until happily lo.. still passed to him in the end.. tomorrow nothing to play liao.. every time lend wun return de.. idiots.. english remedial played with shanhu.. sit beside sure laugh de.. her jokes damn lame.. went to dnt room a while do folio.. but was forced to stay until 4 by the fat one.. sianzz.. to the market.. saw band de pple.. went back with 4 of them.. kp board the 21 and we were all left behind.. board 51.. dunno why so funny also.. they keep laughing.. talked a bit in the bus.. took 25 home.. the bus very empty.. then i sit at the last row ma.. this guy very idiot one.. sit at the middle of the back seat keep on playing dunno wad thing.. so noisy of cos i kpo see wad is that ma.. den he stared at me.. so fierce lo.. reached home le.. talking to sebastian at the msn.. he not gay.. but he is a sissy juz like weizhen.. haha.. ...try again or walk away...

hm.. very dumb this morning.. i put my wallet in my bag then went to take bus.. board the bus can couldn't find my wallet.. alight the bus and went home.. find until a while den i remember i put inside my bag.. wa lao.. almost late.. waste $$ again.. bitch leh.. reach school.. reading.. english.. physics.. recess got soccer ball play le.. lolz.. very fun.. can't stop laughing.. the donald really very cute lo.. like smaller version of yuet yong.. lolz.. play until history.. history was alright la.. juz usual lesson and small quarrel with the guys.. lolz.. chemistry did try very hard to listen to the lesson.. din fall asleep.. but was dreaming like for very long.. lolz.. lunch time~.. intensive laughing session.. laugh until no more energy.. also dunno wad so funny lo.. then the alvin oh keep on complaining.. lolz.. laughing is also a good form of exercise lo.. after maths went home.. brother was watching yi tian tu long ji.. lolz.. i kpo also watch with him.. in the end no go tuition and no do folio.. haha.. i watched fiinish le.. lolz.. so romantic.. lolz.. but dun quite like the ending.. lolz.. juz watch finish.. i still wearing my school uniform.. and is 22:25 liao.. hahaha.. ...try again or walk away...

it is better much much better to haf a friend adding to ur life than having someone to add to ur troubles.. lolz.. i haf been sleeping late at night for the past few days.. wad happened? because i am very happy!! lolz.. stay at home today.. nobody ask me go out.. =( lolz.. today weather is not suitable to hang out.. stay at home and rot.. lolz.. i forgotten about my books le.. play first.. lolz.. smile =) ...try again or walk away...

i thought i was early today.. but late.. lucky is on time for the test.. had to find protractor for tkk.. called wanhui.. until i reach boon keng mrt.. he told me he need 3 protractor and 3 compass.. omg.. xiao yun, kkk and jia chen didn't bring.. so early no bookshop open leh.. said sorry.. but kind of feeling bad cos cant help them.. saw iris at the bus stop.. took 64.. zr say she wan come at 10.. omg.. luckily she made in for the test.. although is onli a test la, cannot make it a habit ma.. later o level come liao late how? saw the time.. shit! was like an idiot running from the 64 bus stop to school on a saturday.. lolz.. muz pass turtle master compass.. the test was like very very long lo.. endless questions.. headache.. the feeling of wan sick dun sick is very terrible.. managed to finished my paper with a few blanks.. hoping to pass.. i will work hard for prelims.. went back with xiao yun.. her mother going fetch her.. she walked me to the bus stop den walk back to school.. so sweet~ she really bring joy to me.. so many things to talk bout.. went find soon ming pass him money.. that idiot made me wait for almost 20 mins at his house the bus-stop.. tired of waiting.. called him.. he told me he coming down liao.. wtf~ i wait so long liao he still say he coming down liao.. fainted! passed him the money.. veins exploded when he told me he going find zheng yi.. wa lao.. waste my time! reached home and watched television.. i am going to be sick~

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hm.. er.. =) i am in a very good mood today.. dunno why also.. lolz.. can't remove the smile from my face.. heez.. chinese playing with quan song.. he ask me help him ask pple for the zpop concert thing.. i tried very hard liao.. but too bad.. nobody wan go becos of the price.. er.. back to class for maths lesson.. maojie bring out all the cruel reality in front of mrs kong.. sianz.. dun care him.. he is juz jealous that he dun even had the chance.. lolz.. recess go run around finding pple to go for the concert.. got into a fight with cheng hsiang.. that idiot hit my head.. lolz.. like children running around playing.. history i tired my best not to fall asleep le.. chemistry got back the prelim pratical.. 11.5.. the same result i got for mid-year.. sebastian say it doesn't matter how much i get for practical.. because i will still fail the paper.. i will make sure he cry with i show him i got a distinction for science.. lolz.. english write the compo for the television.. my pen all no more ink liao.. write until so many things.. play play until english remedial.. teng siang keep giving me stupid jokes bout miss wong.. laugh laugh laugh.. went to find cherriann for physics.. mr gui taught us the graphs, moments.. hm.. at least he is much much better than mr kok.. i am going to pass my prelims for science! i hope.. lolz.. not enough confidence yet.. haha.. took 21 back with the idiots.. idiots i no need say liao la.. still got who? those i.d.i.o.t.s.. make me laugh lo.. can't help.. today very very happy.. haha.. but someone is feeling low because of books.. haha.. mood swing and pms dun wan admit.. how many more days to o' level? one more week to prelim english.. 4 more days to hand up dnt folio.. one more day to emaths P2 block test.. lolz.. heez.. =) =D

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Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back... but yet, loved them so much, you knew you'd die if they did?

Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after.

Cast your eyes to the ocean... Cast your soul to the sea

Though the dark nights seem endless, Please remember me.

Yeah I'm alone, but I don't need happy couples walking down the hall together to remind me.

A blank piece of paper isn't filled of nothing...it's filled with however far your fantasy will take you.

Gotta keep going, gotta keep fighting, too much time wasted to look back and cry. There's always a tomorrow, always a smile.

Too many of us stay walled because we are afraid of being hurt. We are afraid to care too much; for fear that the other person does not care at all.

Don't cry for what might have been; don't live in the past. It was supposed to be forever; well forever never lasts. Lift your head and dry your tears, forget about yesterday. We had the time of our life, but we must move on. Let it fade away.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

It's tough to be a teenager, sometimes life's not fair-I wish I had somewhere to go, and someone to CARE.

theres nothing i can do for you.. nothing i do can ease your pain.. i'll come up with excuses and burn through your heart.. my lies will find their way to your veins and cut them deep and clear.. i'll leave a nasty scar, right below your eyes.. when you look in the mirror it will make you realize.. that i was the reason that made you cry.. deep inside the burrow of my cell, there is a letter to you.. it reads "I'm sorry for the bullshit I put you through.."

*I dont make promises i can't fulfill so when i say i'll be there someway -- some how i will.*

OnE HuG..OnE KiSs..OnE DrEaM..OnE ChAnCe..OnE LiFe..OnE LoVe.. ..No ReGrEtZ..

lolz.. cant stop laughing.. mark now at msn talk a lot of shit.. wad CPR and blow air.. because of one fainted.. lolz.. cute guy.. hm.. lets blog for today.. i praise MJR leh.. write something like compo for TP lesson.. i say i love my school.. hahaha.. chinese as usual.. maths do unity P2.. xiao yun say she thought is one of the amaths topic.. so cute.. recess study a bit of amaths.. physics sleep.. english draw flower leaf grass and worm.. lolz.. wanjia de joke.. heez.. maths again.. continue do corrections.. dnt.. talk a bit with weihwang.. he beat me leh! lolz.. xiao hai zi.. hm.. continue do the artefact a bit.. teng siang very gentleman.. still help me do.. lolz.. went back class for the a maths block test.. sianz.. this time de test sure fail liao.. all the questions i do one is onli 32 marks.. i need one more mark to pass leh.. but sure got lots of mistake de.. took bus home with xiao yun.. talking and laughing about the long hair man sitting in front of her.. laugh and laugh until talk about the taxi-driver.. gay! lolz.. happy day~

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hey.. din sleep in class to day at all.. hm.. great achievement.. lesson as usual.. assembly talk was the doing right thing at the right time at the right place.. sorry doesn't mean you are in the wrong.. it is just an expression of having regret or sorrow or a sense of loss over something done or undone.. so short my blog today.. very wierd leh.. nvm.. nothing much happen today also.. drifted away~ ...try again or walk away...

Today de pelims practical was alright ba.. dominic sit in front of me like scare not enough time do until so fast.. chem i got the 2 answer.. zinc chloride and lead II nitrate.. which i think at least one is right ba.. physics was a tough one.. i onli know the distance of the metre rule is one metre.. how am i suppose to know the mass?? sianzz.. went for the lock up at the PAC.. sitted at the oral table there but not for oral.. it is for a laughing session.. the story of the bus 158 and xiaoyun.. was laughing until louise de friend pass her drink.. the water bottle hit until my back.. so painful.. again laugh laugh until her story ended.. xy go find eileen.. and stella came and chat.. getting more and more tired le.. sleep.. hm.. 2nd shift de pple came.. PAC became very noisy le.. for about 15 mins later dimissed.. my class pple got fnn lesson.. had to go home alone.. =( hm.. reached home at noon.. started to continue with my dnt folio.. now is 33 pages.. and deadline is 31st august.. still got one more week.. hope to complete by sunday.. so still got time to edit.. maojie sux.. =P hope he can't complete his folio unless i completed first.. heez.. go sleep le.. bye~

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for everyone the story goes

there's a special someone

to make them whole

someone to give their heart completely

and you may search high and low

and when you find your angel

and when you know then you finally get that feeling

it'll be as clear as the air you're breathing

that's when the world feels small beneath your feet

its when the stars above are only just out of reach

when you feel you're alive for the very first time

and there's nothing that you can rise above

that's when you know that you're in love

who can tell the time and place

when you see your soul reflected in their face

it'll be a spell you're under

and it'll hit you just like thunder

that's when the world feels small beneath your feet

it's when the stars above are only just out of reach

when you feel you're alive for the very first time

and when you hold them in your arms and cant let go

that's when you know for all of my life

I have been searching

for something I couldn't find

but now that I know that you are the one

I understand I read the signs

cos now the world feels small beneath my feet

and all the stars above are only just out of reach

when you feel you're alive for the very first time

and there's nothing that you can rise above

that's when you know that you r in love

its a long long time since i blog.. 3 days.. hm..
Friday
trying very hard to recall.. chinese lesson first.. den erm.. argh.. can't remember.. got the o level oral.. in the PAC playing around with tkk and vivien laughing with us.. oral did badly.. could figure out wad to reply.. sad =C it was raining heavily.. went to band room to seek shelter.. about 5 went home with des, kkk and tkk.. still raining.. cold~ lolz.. reached home.. at night received call from weihwang.. sianz.. back to sleep..
Saturday
woke up as usual for english remedial.. shanhu got a new long name.. mangosteen juice in a water bottle.. play play until lesson over.. went back home with yun.. travelling time is almost 2 hours to and from for an hour of lesson.. sianz.. reached home.. tkk told me xiaoyun got no keys.. hm.. den she also dun wan come my house.. she waited for 2 hours for her brother.. so kelian.. hm.. went for tuition.. to bugis find them watched movie.. reached there about 6.. movie starts at 7.30.. played lan for an hour.. meihui came and we go watched aliens and predators.. after movie.. mh go book shop.. ivan and kkk went home.. left teng siang, tkk, donald and me.. juz dun haf the mood to play lan le.. wanted to walk walk de.. but they all like going sacrifice their time like that.. in the end go play cs.. until 10 somthing 11.. took 80 home.. cold~.. lolz.. reached home very tired.. sleep sleep sleep..
Sunday
woke up around 8.. need to go bright hill.. brother still sleeping and sister is very slow.. in the end waited until nine den leave our house.. reached the temple and did wad we suppose to do.. leave the temple and took cab to toa payoh.. the onli bank that open on sunday until 4.. update our OCBC passbook.. went to search for CD.. sister bought one.. maybe i going buy the disney one.. like very nice to listen.. see first.. think before i do anything.. meet wanting around one.. went to city hall meet soon ming they all.. waited for jackie and xm.. off to suntec for lunch.. walked to the cinema see got wad show.. walked to marina.. finally decided to watch shepford wives.. sit down and talk.. until movie about to start.. alright la.. the show still not too bad.. walk to the esplanade there de seaside.. xm and my shoe kena a lot of mud.. suay.. his is left foot mine is right.. sit at the sea side watch parachute and helicopter.. walked back to city link eat ice-cream.. went home with wanting.. told her wad happened in school.. hm.. got a lot of things happened.. lolz.. think need one month to tell her everything ba.. reached home around 8..
Monday
usual monday time-table.. except today i dun haf tuition.. back home.. had to release the so-called anger.. things changed over time.. except the sun and moon are still around..
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fall asleep during reading period.. back to call for english lesson.. no more buddhist studies liao.. chinese.. hm.. maths.. lolz.. test again.. i forgot how to do.. lolz.. can onli do the remainder and factor question.. rest of the period.. crap around with mj.. recess stayed in class again.. walk here walk there nothing to do.. mr kok very childish still kicking a big fuss over us not going down to canteen.. he scold scold and ask did he owe us anything.. dunno why i go and say yes.. block test but is true lo he really owe us block test.. hm.. returned the paper to us le.. i got 14 and half.. not lousy in class.. heez.. happy.. english do the block test correction again lo.. cant stay awake.. mrs kong came in for the third period.. dreaming and she say stop dreaming the white board is here.. i was bored ma.. so dream la.. maojie was talking to me ma.. then he suddenly tell me say if i call ah fat our class got 5 pple will turn around.. i asked hu and he told me.. lolz.. i say short of one person should be 6.. he tot i wan say dominic.. i told him mrs kong.. as soon as i say the name finish she scold me.. : linjie, stop talking.. u are slacking u know.. this test u onli got 1 mark lowest in class.. lolz.. oops* made her angry liao.. idiot mj still sit there laugh.. but very happy she scold me because of the second part of the scolding.. "u got the potential of getting distinction but why are u throwing.......haiz.." lolz.. flying above the sky liao.. so happy to be scolded by her.. haha.. lesson end.. went for dnt.. talk and play tic tac toe with weihwang.. told him the wz thing.. den laugh laugh laugh.. 2 periods very fast gone le.. went to canteen find pple accompany me home.. saw ka, kh and stella.. amd my class pple a lot taking oral.. hope the paper is easy.. went back with darren tan.. walk until the gate saw wh, yp and kp.. took 51 home with them.. talk a lot of rubbish in the bus.. lolz.. haha.. reach home le.. finding things to eat.. hungry liao.. ...try again or walk away...

a very fun day today.. hm.. woke up late today.. so took a cab.. reached school very early.. went to canteen.. saw kokhong acting cute.. he made stella angry again.. lolz.. idiots called me lj again..one more time i heard that again, i am sure to za diao*bomb*.. is so irritating lo.. nvr mind.. history lesson do the vernice question.. i did in class and hand in le.. lolz.. fast hor? hm.. chemistry sleep again.. chemistry is like bedtime story for me.. sure to sleep de.. english 2 periods do the oral thing.. hm.. friday oral le.. a bit scare later see the teachers dunno how to talk.. :X omg.. recess had a lot of fun playing monkey.. didn't care about the prefects and lie to them saying we waiting for monitress to close the door.. stayed in class and play.. more and more pple joined in the game.. that junhui become very again when he almost get the ball den donald kicked it away.. he was the monkey of cos.. den i dun wan him play ma.. shoo him off.. lolz.. too bad la.. i dun like to play with pple with the attitude one.. he thinks he so clever ma.. haha.. like very evil dun let him play.. heez.. maths got back test.. lol.. one mark onli.. the rest all get 17 and above de.. sian liao.. mrs kong keep asking me who distracts me.. chinese lesson very gone le becos he keep talking and talking.. no assembly today so stay in class so own thing.. me and yun were laughing about maojie new bag.. new balance.. lol.. joke around and said is old bo balance.. school dismissed liao.. went back to play soccer again.. dis time really very fun lo.. donald be the keeper really very cute.. cant stop laughing.. kai cong wanted to play with us too.. haha.. elephant playing soccer.. like earthquake.. play quite long until tan siew seng come and take away the ball.. i was still playing sissors paper stone with zhao kuang see who start first.. lolz.. went home with yun.. she asked me one question.. didn't know how to answer juz told her that you qing and ai qing bu ke neng tong shi cun zai de.. lol.. heard this line from shows de le.. quite good to use.. mother not at home tonight.. she went for course.. sianz.....try again or walk away...

din sleep today.. lolz.. maths was busy doing the woodland paper.. no time to sleep.. PE lesson.. stella fall down.. first time for her play soccer fall down.. because is play with guys ba.. back to class.. found out that yun and maojie dun like stella.. cos they very happy she fall down.. hm.. no comments.. none of my business.. recess accompany stella go general office put medicine.. back to class.. on the way say wh at the stairs.. lolz.. acting sick for early departure.. sian liao.. later dnt dunno who to talk to le.. chinese lesson zr also not here.. had to keep quiet and wait for lesson to end.. dnt used the 4 periods to do my folio.. still got history remedial.. but was not really a remedial la.. juz a chatting session with miss poh.. went home with yun.. din joke in bus.. juz normal talking.. lolz.. first time with her no laugh so much.. back~ ...try again or walk away...

more and more tired each day.. days in school with all the books are horrible terrible!! got a comment from mr choo.. he asked me why my temper so bad.. sick! english was having our last lesson for oral le.. yet i fall asleep.. the phone rings~~ lolz.. 3 times!! stupid zhao kuang still take out his hp and check.. dumb dumb.. physics lesson i read the story book, the notebook becos i not yet 16 cant watch the movie =( history sleep again.. chemistry do practical.. practical prelim coming.. next week i think.. sianz.. lunch that bunch of i.d.i.o.t.s say names again.. back to class.. one joke but a real funny one.. nice~ had maths test.. dunno how to do again.. mood = bad.. i deleted the folder last night.. he was unhappy ba.. didn't talk to me today.. maojie draw the graph until very cute.. later need to go tuition le.. B.O.R.E.D

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i read weiting (4G) de blog.. wa lao.. short and sweet.. i like the story!!! "leaf's departure is because of wind's pursuit or because tree didn't ask her to stay.." lolz.. a guy and a girl can be juz friends, but at one point or another, one of them may fall for the other, maybe temporary, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, maybe... Just maybe..... forever..

Friday was a very tired day.. so din blog on that day.. sleep for almost the whole day in school.. except for the assembly.. zhang feng qi came to our school.. play with mark in the hall.. he keep pulling out my hair.. play play play.. school end le.. went to bugis look for zr slippers.. and to suntec.. saw darren chua and his friend.. back home.. sleep..

Saturday

woke up very early.. went to band.. very bored.. played soccer with them in school.. to market for lunch.. and back to play soccer at darren chua hse there.. talk a bit.. den.. play.. to mac drink.. took bus home with ka and wz.. my skin become very black again le.. sianz.. cannot play soccer with them anymore le.. i wan to study le.. jia you! i believe i will get good results and i CAN! lolz..

Sunday

study~.. but muz play computer for a while first.. haha.. *smile* =D

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIN LIN, JACKIE AND WEINI!!!!!

read the reader's digest.. the lesson : Unlucky people miss chance opportunities because they're too busy looking for something else. Lucky people see what is there rather than just what they're looking for. sianz.. sleep during TP and free period for chinese.. amaths test dunno how to do.. recess cannot stay in class.. got back chinese o lvl result.. C5.. know i din fail quite happy le.. but chinese teacher had to ask wad happen to me.. argh!! that means i can get better grades leh.. stella got A1.. happy for her.. EL counted the marks together for the block test.. failed.. haiz.. sianz.. dnt was juz talking and talking.. din do much.. went back with wei zhen wei hwang and koon ann.. toking rubbish in the bus.. sianz.. hate to study.. back home le.. today very early came home leh.. so weird.. go sleep le.. byebye

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hm.. today not late for school.. met zr at boon keng mrt.. hm.. reading period get the CCA point.. 10 marks still A1.. that dominic keep on wan hao lian he got 12 marks.. because of his rank.. still same as me right? dumb dumb.. history take back block test paper.. 14 over 50.. hopeless liao la.. chemistry finally get my 1 and half marks liao.. 10.5 over 60.. still lowest in class.. lolz.. english oral got 13/20.. paper got 17/50.. haiz.. sad leh.. =( recess got a lot of audience see us play that ball.. lolz.. i kicked until the ball fly over the fan.. haha.. nice.. was rolling on the floor laughing.. emaths got test.. sianz.. know i do wrong liao.. do too fast.. so eager to finish the paper and sleep.. wasted.. chinese went to the PAC watched video.. assembly sleep.. back to class to play soccer.. donald very cute.. he keeper.. play until very serious.. can't stop laughing.. chemistry remedial.. hm.. sms, tok with mj and tkk.. said one stupid thing.. den the class laugh.. omg.. why did i said that?? back home~

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hey, i juz realized i din blog for monday.. lolz.. today also nothing much happened so start from yesterday.. because yesterday was a public holiday.. i went down to buy breakfast for my family.. they say thanks ar.. lolz.. so happy.. eat finished my breakfast den went to watch tv.. listen to the PM speech.. hm.. dun understand leh.. online.. blog, chatted on msn and sms.. wow.. expert liao.. one brain do so many things.. was using sister de computer.. sianz.. very slow leh.. but better than nothing to use la.. computer got nothing to play liao so offline and back to watching tv.. watched until zzz.. mama called me wake up at 4 something.. time for tuiton le.. shower and went out.. waited for the bus very long.. sianz.. reached tutor house and he was late! nobody inside the house.. waited for bout 5 mins he came and said sorry.. hm.. a polite gentleman.. haha.. and this sec 4 guy tutor called him wei ren so think his name is tat ba.. he asked the questions all so chim one.. then i ask de is like so easy i still ask that kind.. very paiseh.. when tuition about to end sms tkk say later will be calling him.. but he call me to call him at 2130.. by the time i reach home liao lo.. call for wad.. called weihwang instead.. for a few minutes ba.. den juz when i hang the phone tkk called.. lolz.. he dunno i was walking the dark dark place.. keep scolding me say i din tell him.. dat idiot.. din managed to watch de fireworks because was still in bus.. :( reached home.. mama told me sister went crazy for her boyfriend.. she say she will burn down the tv station if they din managed to film her boy.. omg.. fainted.. rested for half an hour.. channel u 9 pm.. nice~.. very touching.. around 10 was talking on the fone.. because channel 5 was showing friends.. like not paying attention.. lolz.. den were answering different things.. a bit weird la.. haha.. continue to watch tv until midnight.. sleep lo..

this morning wake up.. mama tell me not to go out.. :( also no where to go la.. juz cough only.. like i will run away.. she scare i go out dun come back dun see doctor.. lolz.. do a bit of homework and dnt folio.. fall asleep again.. haha.. now wake up online liao..