Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Finally decide what to do. Haha. Feel or think?? I always thought that I am more of a thinker but after today's interview. I dont know. It gives me such a good feeling that I am going to love my "first" serious full-time office job.. =DD Share my joy k? and wish me luck!! DO my best, dont give up and I want to get married ASAP!!

泪湿的衣洗干净阳光里晒干回忆
折好了伤心明天只和快乐出去
这爱的城市虽然拥挤
如果真的遇见你
你不必讶异我的笑她无法代替


MY boyfriend is away from me for so long~~ Ouch.. Absence and distance really makes the heart grow fonder. Constantly growing love <3 likes it!

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Friday, December 10, 2010

失望當然是不快樂的,卻也不至於傷心。

有一種失望,沒有眼淚,只像一聲低沈的嘆息,像一份淡淡的哀愁,甚至還能夠帶著苦澀的微笑。

对人生对自己,要求简单一点,不要太多期望,便可以比较快乐

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SAD!!! I AM REJECTED!!!

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Thursday, December 09, 2010

Stop thinking about things that will never happen!!!
So lonely, so lonely, so lonely~~
Sit here, waiting...


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Monday, December 06, 2010

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

Talking about December. Think this will be the loneliest ever. =((

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Saturday, December 04, 2010

I am really really very bored. I cant wait to start work. What am I suppose to do?

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Thursday, December 02, 2010

I got my results today. I am a happy jobless graduate. =)) I cooked for my family quite often recently and I really like it! I cleaned my house, tidy my table, packed my wardrobe. Throwing many old clothes away. And still keeping those few pieces which I didnt need to. Enjoying my simple life at the moment while waiting for that call to confirm who is giving out my next paycheck.

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Monday, November 22, 2010

Waited 3 long hours to see Dr. because of the stupid nurse. But definitely worth the wait. COS I AM PERFECTLY NORMAL~~ HAHAHAHA~~ Should be. Just have to wait about 14 hrs later for the CT scan results. Pray hard!!! I dont want to die so early. Imagine seeing people playing mj at my funeral without me. =(( NOOOO!!!! Thinking of a perfect place to celebrate being worry-free right now. =DD

希望我大难不死必有后福~

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Thursday, November 18, 2010

I need to work~ Went for the free SPA and behaved like a TaiTai but realised that I should start working. Find some things to do.................. Arrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Saturday, November 13, 2010

梦或许未点亮
却总是能给人希望
失去让人成长
也更懂得珍惜对方
生命中总有些过往
会让人一直回头看
也是种温暖

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Wednesday, November 10, 2010

健康 is the most important thing for me right now. So I am now on a less meat more vege diet accompany with gallons of water. Dont ever think you are too young to get unwanted medical issues. Although I cant possibly eat ABC soup every day, I will try my best to eat veges and fruits whenever I can.

看着那些旧照片才惊觉已经过去了那么多年。。

Having 3 meals a day, leading the most simple life. =)

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Monday, November 08, 2010

我可以很好~

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Wednesday, November 03, 2010

只是小傷口
隨時碰 就隨時痛

I miss those songs playing on my radio.

我落泪情绪零碎
你的世界一幕幕纷飞
门外的蔷薇带刺伤人也很直接
过去被翻阅结局满天的风雪

A quiet day without that table of notes.

时间从不曾为谁停住
但种子已飘落在心深处

Got to clean my messy room now.


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Saturday, October 30, 2010

Hey, I secretly miss you. -.-" Opps.
再倔強 再不放 到最後 被看穿 一個人逞強

愛沒有答案
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Thursday, October 28, 2010

Stingy~ Mok a Mok, why u so giam one?? Grant me my Distinction wish ma.. See la... Because of your stingy-ness, no more... SAD!

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Exams tips is like SO USEFUL!! I can imagine my rubbish answers getting a Distinction for me. LOL. Imagine~

Hi, Fabio Rosa. If you happened to be here. Would you mind sending me your industry analysis when you invented that solar energy cost saving awesome idea to me? In terms of the market position or potential something. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Relax!!! Its going to be easy. HOPEFULLY ALL MY CLASSMATES COULDNT ANSWER!! <-- *Evil thought*

Shut up... You are thinking the same thing too right?

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Sunday, October 24, 2010

Looking @ the photos of my favourite friends will cheer me up when I am unhappy. Like now. So I smiled.

Took a night off to have dinner with my mama and bro @ Hougang mall. Torturing me!! I so very very BADLY wanted to go shopping. Managed to squeeze a few minutes buying a cardigan, a dress and a skirt with $50. Thats still NOT enough~ Chiong-ing to some random shopping mall right after my last paper!!!

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Sunday, October 10, 2010

Its back!!!! YAR.. Great! The feeling of being taken for granted. Find ways to attract attention and doing the most silly things. Being ridiculous. All I ever wanted was a word of appreciation. Thanks for all the things you have done. Or maybe doing nothing and just being here. Maybe it doesnt hurt to think that I wouldnt be around. Cos I am no of importance. Last thing on your mind. Seems so sweet right? Seems.

Hey, look at my face!!! I AM UPSET BECAUSE YOU DID NOTHING WRONG and yet I am feeling unhappy. Tell me how should I tell you??

What goes around comes around..

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Saturday, October 02, 2010

Cravings for chocolate fondue. Arrrhh... 3 more EXAMS!! 3 more EXAMS!! 3 more EXAMS!! I need to go shopping. I need to buy random things for myself!!! ~~~
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Friday, September 17, 2010

I HATE THEM!!!
FUCKERS!!!
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Monday, August 30, 2010

got a haircut. looking @ mirror more often now. i think i am prettier but fatter. Makes me happy and upset. -.-" wait till my sch is over. force myself to STOP eating good food and go exercise. save money and lose weight. ask photographer thung to take lots of pretty photos.

i am always doing assignments lately. keep editing and nvr knowing what is right. my lappy just went dead last sunday because of a random blackout @ home. $120!! for a new 160g hdd. lucky for me, i sent email of my hard work to my group mates before it died. some new photos taken recently, some good reference articles and that secret recipe for investment project gone. but i think 大难不死 means will 逢凶化吉. i am still waiting for those good things to happen.

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Tuesday, August 17, 2010

So much things to do. =(
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Correlation +1.

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Thursday, July 15, 2010

School starts. HANG ON!! Just half a year more. I need to work extremely hard now to avoid unwanted failure. I need to stay home more often. Been hanging around and eating good food lately. Getting myself fatter and my waller thinner. Doink Doink, my tummy is so cute now. Round round. Haha. Rub rub and eat lesser. I need to go for intensive training to shed those fats. Just clean up my room and it is becoming so messy again. Hais.

&
Still thinking of you.

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Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Awesome time-table. Max 3 times per week. =)

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Friday, June 04, 2010

I am going away again. Going to KL for 2 nights and Ipoh for the next 5. Hopefully to do some shopping that forces me to remove what is lying around my room. Had too much unnecessary things at home which I dont bother to throw. Online shopping does nothing good.

I had one of my fat wisdom tooth removed. My not-so-lousy grades minimized the pain. =D One more semester before entering my next stage of life. Wish me luck! =))

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Occasionally, I would remember that stupid face telling me some stupid jokes. It happened before, but it just felt so unreal.

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Thursday, May 06, 2010

fuck you very much.
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Monday, May 03, 2010

我们把快乐留在嘴边,我们将邂逅融在眼中,我们让告别挂在脚边,我们将往事留存在心中,一切终将成为回忆……
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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

曾经最重要的朋友,那个时候不小心牵手。
其实还有好多遗憾,也许那是我年纪太小。
现在你有人珍惜了,所以希望看见你幸福。

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楊丞琳 - 匿名的好友MV



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Friday, April 16, 2010

爱情让人忘记时间,时间却让人记住爱情。
让时间的分分秒秒在我们开始懂得珍惜的眼中闪光。

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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

在那些陈年往事里,有很多的单纯,很多已覆没了的爱。
  
  我并不是一个很怀旧的人,却依然会在某些不经意的时候,躲在昏黄的路灯下怀念我那垂暮的青春,很多的记忆悠长悠长,而那些酷似枕风的思念里,我却什么也追溯不回来,一切都是那么轻淡的散去了,了无踪迹........

If the same feeling happens again, I swear I will never turn left/right again.

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Thursday, April 08, 2010

听我说 爱是对的 错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人 而爱错人
可是 爱就对了 遇到下一个 爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐 都是我的

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Sunday, April 04, 2010

3 days in a row. Night shift. Spend the whole day sleeping.
Watched Next on Channel 5. I like. =) Got to focus on my studies.
CONCENTRATE!!

我不懂往事一幕幕不断重复
我已掏空所有我已受够寂寞
任凭泪在心头汹涌
就当这是一场不醒的梦

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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Exams is coming~ Studying very hard. This year should be a lucky year for me. I am going to graduate THIS YEAR!!! JIA YOU!! Fighting off all distraction"s" HAHAHAHAHA.
I AM ALL GOOD!!! =DD


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Sunday, March 07, 2010

Friday, March 05, 2010

许多的事情,总是在经历过以后才会懂得。很多事情总是在人失去了...才想拥有感情,痛过了,才会懂得如何保护自己;傻过了,才会懂得适时的坚持与放弃,在得到与失去中我们慢慢地认识自己。 其实,生活并不需要这么些无谓的执著,没有什么就真的不能割舍。学会放弃,生活会更容易。 学会放弃,在落泪以前转身离去,留下简单的背影; 学会放弃,将昨天埋在心底,留下最美好...

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Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

This few months were amazing. Taking a few big fat paychecks and spend it all away to pamper myself. Eating good food, buying random bags, shoes and shopping for clothes that I wont even look at in the past. Happy days with my lovely and sweetest best friends plus that cute guy. With him, time always isnt enough. Tiny fights that reminds me of that girl who didnt care for anything else except herself. Maybe not every thing would change, that one thing always stays the same.

I won $$$!!! Can I buy a new desktop?
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Sunday, January 17, 2010

I am thinking of losing love. Again.

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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

思念总是有不得不收藏起来的时刻,
  
而生命里最舍不得,
藏得总是最深,

且不让人知道。

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