我才终于明白
办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中......
幸福永远缺货

Tell me the difference between 依赖 and 利用?
I'll do anything for you. What should I do?
I'll wait. Trust that things will be different soon.
I just dont want to blog lar. Makes me emo.
What the hell??!!! Forgive me.
This is not happening everyday.
December is COMING!!!!!!!
CELEBRATE DECEMBER~~ =DD

明明很爱你又不快乐
...try again or walk away...

Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same

I want to change HP. Can I?
...try again or walk away...

Its only 5 days a week and only 6 hours per day. My only motivation is only money. Haha. It seems like I am working hard trying to hold 2 jobs or maybe 3. But, its just exchanging a few hours for a few coins. Haha. Dont worry about me. Its just the first week. Frugal living is my new way of life. I am not going to spend $$ on "CAB" anymore. Money is my current topic.

I am not walking here and there bugging her to buy me a psp this year. I have no idea what I want cos its my sis 21st and priority shouldnt be on me. But when my mama splurges on me, I just wish that I never wasted my time. The other daughter will be so jealous if she finds out. I am going to pretend that I am not being loved when I am.

没想过有些难过
我自己不说却被看透

"its like that lah. oxygen lo.
you never know its there.
so, when its gone?
cant use nitrogen ba."

回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河
为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢?

你值得真正的快乐!!
...try again or walk away...

Time and time again. It is always about that.
My life becomes SO meaningless when I have too much time being ALONE.
Today reminds me of that every second. WHY?
Cos my exams are over. Nothing I could or should do.

I hate being home alone. I just depend on those phone calls.
Saying good morning and goodnight to be smiling.
I dont like to blog too much now. These are the only things I can think of now.

Being content seems so hard to me.
Stop wishing that things are different!!
THE PAST IS OVER!!!!

Stop me from blogging. Hahaha. This is the reason. =))



Tomorrow will be a brand new day!!
I just need some SUN to kill the germs.

...try again or walk away...

Not a happy thing that my exams ended. I am failing my papers. Trial exam is of no use. If onli I knew that nothing is the same. Unlucky. Wa KAO!!! I had to force myself to sit for a paper that I knew I am going to fail badly. 2 hours of writing blanks. I gave up. Prepare to repeat a whole semester with the greatest management subject. Hais. I cant turn back time now. Nothing good is happening to me. =((

At least for that one day, I feel loved. =))
Cry 10 days to smile for once. I wont mind.

Sorry about the photos. I am lazy.
Send you online if you want.
Nudge me. =))

Blog is dead. I am trying to keep secret about my life.
Hahaha.
...try again or walk away...