All of a sudden, I wish that I am not in love. -.-" OH NO~ Is this a sign of something. Laughs. I just hope it doesnt happen often. Shh... Dont worry for me. He doesnt come here. *Winks* So this is our secret in this not so private blog. Maybe is like a inborn thingy. The "hard time trying to make things last." I miss myself being single and available. Risk nothing.

Hate that silence. Emo... ...try again or walk away...

13th June, please come quick. I need a real holiday. Can I have more time to be awake? I think I am sleeping even I am working. Need a comfort for that weary heart. Laughs. I am sweet and yet bitter at times. What the hell? Why is there a need to worry about having no money?
Do you know? I miss you.

...try again or walk away...

Just came back from work. I am waiting for my hair to dry. Decided to chat with you for a while. Haha. I think you shouldnt like to see me blogging frequetly. That hidden meaning.

Lets talk about work today. As usual the supper club thingy is full of rubbish and nonsense people. Trying to flirt with cute staffs in the bar like me. These things happened everytime but only today I felt so much affected. Irritating~ I am facing the guest waiting for him to tell me what he wants to drink. THAT FUCKER stare at me and put his hand behind my head. I just dont like people to touch my head. I almost wanted to slap his face real hard.

Next minute after I walked away from that particular arsehole, 2 guys try to flirt with me. The way they flirt is so STUPID. Put one tissue on the mouth says some random shits. Whatever~ I never notice that they are flirting with me, till the bf appear from my back asking me what happened. Cold sweat. Because his gf is too cute. I said nothing and went off. Imagine I tell him they are disturbing me. Will he kick their ass? Much later I pass by this 2 person again. This time I am trapped. They said want to show me magic. -.-" Roll eyes~ Pretend smile smile wait for them to finish talking. Noticed Chris eye signal (linjie go go, i save you) after he made the drinks for them. So thats my hero for the night. He got their attention and the second they turned away to look at him, I run away for "smoke" break.

I haven eaten anything lar. Will die soon. AND now I am so TIRED. My hair haven dry. I need to crap longer. But I have no energy left. DONT CARE anymore. I will just go zzz. Goodnight. ...try again or walk away...

I gave up the office job. HAHAHAHA~~~ The cash doesnt make me stay too. Can you imagine how BORing it is to me? Tomorrow maybe going down to survive one day. I actually wanted to help my cousin with his company. BUT really!!! IT IS VERY BORING. I rather be very busy and let the time goes by super fast than slacking to see the clock goes tick tock. 3 days of "late for work, extra long break, on the dot go home." I fired myself lor. Cannot make it. End here. I am tired.

...try again or walk away...

I am very sure you miss my post. Haha. I was sick yesterday. Having a slight fever. Giving me an excuse to skip my work. $64 wasted. I slept 2 whole days away. Hypersomnia is happening. I am so bored everyday. I only have my Mondays to look forward to. But. When it arrives, a different kind of thing would appear. I dont like lightbulbs. Today is my not so beautiful Monday. Blue. I am alone here in Singapore missing someone. =( I need to survive 4 more days without him. I need to wake up early tomorrow. Hate to think of that. I cant work in an OFFICE. SAVE ME~~!!! ...try again or walk away...

I used to love Mondays~ I spent my whole day sleeping. I will be working a new job tomorrow. With a drastic pay change. A super downgrade. SIM letters are here. I am so not going to the graduation. Money sucker. 1st July, I will be back in school. Boring lifestyle. ...try again or walk away...

I so dont like to online at this funny funny hour. Wish me luck on my next paycheck!! I exchanging my good liver for $$. Haha. Something interesting, I wake up around 4 am last night and came online. The next minute after I was entertaining AhWeng online, I am FLIRTING with Mr Soo GuiLong!! Hahahaha. Get this funny name. The thought itself is funny. I cant believe I am still enjoying his rubbish after soooooo long. Haha. No damage done. I love my boyfriend.

I didnt enjoy my Monday very much. In the morning, I went for a short swim. Less than an hour because of the unwanted crowd in the pool. Monday is not a good day to swim. Went to find ZiLin at Orchard. She is working at Isetan Shaw in the "KIDS" department. Try your luck if you want to pop by. And I wanted to watch Dance of the Dragon. He didnt want to watch. =(( The boyfriend along with 6-7 lightbulbs made me so tired. I had a hard time trying to figure out what they are chatting. Yawns. I must watch more HongKong dramas and learn their language.

My Thursday is free this week. Anyone wants to accompany me watch movie? =DD

...try again or walk away...

Shrinking liver~ HAHAHA!!! Eating and sleeping disorder. Be good to me!! ...try again or walk away...