I've been busy working. I think that I am working too hard. I dreamt of my supervisor. Faints. Haha. But everything else is good. Dont worry about the post of the money thingy. Stella lent it to me. If you are wondering about the matter, its starhub. I signed a line for someone about half a year ago. You could guess what happened next. I know the time now is late but I cant sleep. Yawns. I have dark circles!! OMG....... ...try again or walk away...

Stella is my sweetest angel. =))
I will be missing from here again.
Back to work without enough sleep for the weekends.
Any proper full-time job to introduce to me?
...try again or walk away...

WHERE I GO AND COUGH OUT SO MUCH MONEY IN 2 DAYS???!!!!!
TEACH ME PLEASE~ Should have known that I will get myself into this trouble.
FUCK FUCK FUCK~~~~~~ An wei wo ba. Dont scold me dumb. ...try again or walk away...

I let my hp drink champagne this morning. He fainted. I will be bringing him to the hospital tomorrow. Hais. Why is it that we don't always recognize the moment love begins, but we always recognize the moment it ends? Someday I'm sure I'll get over you, and I'll have a brand new start. ...try again or walk away...

I have to blog a long post today I suppose. I will be missing for this week. Working hard into the night. Seriously I really have no idea what am I doing. Procrastinator. No more trust. I am listening to the same thing from different persons. What else can I assume? I try to think that this person is different. I didnt mean to find out or came across the way things go. Freaking similar. Finding reasons to convince myself. Maybe it can become a habit. Cant avoid if it is meant for me to know. Many-a-times. Tell me I could count on you. We will see how. I can still afford to waste a few more months or a year perhaps. Laughs. If only...... Maybe......... Is true. He is just an excuse to be use for long. I am still afraid. Maybe........ Hahaha. I am drunk again. Talking nonsense. 看看就算了

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I passed all my exams with the usual grades. =)) Thanks to EVERYBODY for the accompany of studying camp, lucks and encouragement. The many not-so useful study session with BuHao and Wenlisa~ My econs teachers Kenneth and Shane. And to my last minute study tutor Mr Jay. I passed my ECONS~~

Missing me? Haha. Guess how many hours I worked since friday? Friday 5PM - 430AM which is 11 hours. Saturday 11AM to 3AM which is 16 hours with just a 15 mins of tea-time break. Sunday was better after a nice sleep. 5PM to 12AM. Wow. I can lost weight real fast. I am working hard this week as well. Grab my limited time if you need to. Rocks!! HAHA.

...try again or walk away...

他失去的是一个爱他的人，
而你失去了一个不爱你的人，
却得到了一个重新生活，重新去爱的机会。
一生的路上，铺满了爱的花蕾，
总有那么一朵属于你，不是安慰你。
而是，这是生生世世早已经注定的。

无动于衷不一定就是无情。 ...try again or walk away...

3 years ago, a week was a mistake. That phone call last night was another mistake. Managing my anger with laughter. It has been a long time since I typed hundreds of vulgarities in a single post. I am not going to do that for an asshole cum bastard. Imagine I am giving you the precious two tight slaps. =)) Welcome~

Driving was alright except for the many unusual stalled engine times. Went to Vivo for spreading my laughter. I want to watch spiderwick!! The first time I watched horror movies with HuiJun, Zilin and Ying with the broken arm. HAHA. Break the no-horror-for-linjie rule. 2008 is so exciting ar. Count the amount of times I watched those "thriller" types of movies. I must be mad. Rule #1: Watch more doesnt makes me more brave. Weak heart. Tomorrow getting results~ Shall see. Not up to me to decide.

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After 2 months, I going to drive tomorrow. Not going to hold too high hope for pass. The disappointment is super great. I woke up at 6 plus AM today to work. With many many many children. Gosh! First time in this year, KIDS!! I so dont like being called an auntie. ...try again or walk away...

I watched the leap years. Hohoho~ It is a sweet movie but I dont think is touching enough for me. Hahaha. I like all the best friends of the female lead. =)) Still think that having friends around is much much much more important than chasing someone is ur dreams. I know already!! HAHA!!! That reason. Why I like to change phones? It has nothing to do with changing of bfs. Cos I dont, for now. The maybe true reason which I wont be pretend to be false. HAHAHA. Ok, for my own understanding. In case many years later I forgot about this again. YUP. The tree and the forest. =DD ...try again or walk away...

This lappy is getting old. So slow. Yawns. I sleep eat sleep eat and sleep again the whole day. Nothing to do everyday. Tick tock tick tock. Wasting time just like that. Seeking a job. I should start to study law. Results out on Friday. 0% confidence. ...try again or walk away...

I got a NEW phone~ HAHA. W890i. Mama bought it for me today. W890i to N82 to W960i to 6500 slide and finally I chose back the first one. Be right back. Got to go shower. HAHA. To excited to share my happiness. Tomorrow den continue.

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SUCKER!!! The transport left without me AGAIN!!! KNS~ Hais.............. Pathetic soul. Tomorrow 3 am, I 2 am start preparing to go. Camp at carpark wait for transport. Stupid. Kena pangseh again........... AGAIN!!!!!............. I go emo. Super sad. ...try again or walk away...

One more dead flower. Woooo~~ Deep down already have the answer ba. Haha. Finally!!! FINALLYYY~~ I am a happy girl. I am ALWAYS A HAPPY GIRL~~!!!! CONGRATS!!!! I succeeded in breaking one more heart!! Laughs. Every year break one make record. "Jian" I heard that. Retribution come ba. Accumulated bad karma is reaching the limit. Hohoho. Gone. ...try again or walk away...

It is not a choice. I want to change hp. Stella!!! Thanks for your sms. =)) Poppo in viwawa. LOL. So coincidence. POPPO wee~ Qiao! Went out with Meihui. We are like two lifeless soul drifting around lor. Eat and eat. I reach home at 10 lar. -.-" Dont know what to say. Odd. What is happening? Super NO mood. What the HELL!!!~~ 烦~

算了吧！

...try again or walk away...

No good ar. I am saying myself. Haiyo. Dont bother....................... Try.
...try again or walk away...

Count today not so useless ba. I went swimming when I wake up. The weather is nice. No sun. Burnt a few grams of fats. Came home to play viwawa games till late afternoon. Went to Hougang mall buy present. Go visit YingYing but she not at home. Haha. Go Raffles Place pa tor. We had candlelight dinner by the river. And a walk to remember........ Keep walking. I think my legs will lose feelings tomorrow. Bring me take ferris wheel someday plus some other sweet talks. Laughs. Quite amusing. Choose flirting to overnight mahjong today. Dont have the feeling to play lar~~ If you are free, talk to me. I need some reasons. =DD
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I sleep the whole day. THE WHOLE DAY!!!!!! Find some things to do~ Need some energy pills to stop me from sleeping. What the hell?!! I sleep 2 beautiful days away. 无所事事，游手好闲。Haiyo. No good ar. Do something useful tomorrow ok? I want to sleep again. HAHAHA~ ...try again or walk away...

My exams are finally over!! CONGRATS~~ Happy Mahjong-ing for all the free time!!! Looking for things to do. So, I will most likely always be free. Call me out. See the mirror I think I am putting on weight too lar. I must cut down on food consumption and go burn the fats. Joining Yingying and Huijun FAT club soon. Haha. First week of free time dont know what to do liao.

I went to their fusion show after my exams yesterday. My Poly-mates is all so cool now with their own namecards. No more projects. Hahaha. Never failed to have the need to answer that "do you regret?" question. Lol. I saw Tan Hee Kiah unluckily. I dont even want to see his that assholic "kiam pa" face. I finally see everyone again. I met Sean aka the slack-ecturer. So fun always having to disturb him. The only studio project that I received compliment was from him. Nice~ Almost all the rest of "successful" design related people have that ya-ya irritating appearance lor. The way they talk is so look down on people. Cos I used to notice but not really convinced until Cherie told me that too. Tsk tsk. Maybe lar. Look down on people better than being looked down. HAha. Very true lor. Maybe next time me too.

Blog long long den post. So bored lar. Raining somemore. Go out still need to take umbrella. Rotting too much lor. Sians.........................
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