I am posting a lot of posts today. Wahaha. I must be a little crazy. I am doing my economics assignment and I realised I am better at talking rubbish here. That window is just opened there for show. Stoning. Agree with me please~. Let this torment end soon. Lol. Please, let me grump for these few days till my assignments and exams are over. I assure you that I will be as happy as I can be. =DD Everything's gonna be fine. HeyHey. Troubled. It's time for Rain!!
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Any one word of appreciation is more than enough. I really dont like to be taken for granted. I am not saying I am always right, it is just being able to voice out some comments. Even it isnt very helpful or not of any use. Not saying that I need to carry rocks up to the mountain, it is just not wanting to be assume that I am just grabbing some sands to put in a bottle. Grumpy and more grumpy. I may not be any expert or some talented kid but.... Hais.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Monday, October 29, 2007
I hold on too long. Thats why I fall and injure myself. Lol. Never learnt when to let go. Keep holding on, knowing eventually will fall if unable let go in time. Going to fast, just an exchange between short-term happiness with a long period of recovery. Fall bad, it hurts yet the pain is so numb. In both situations. Blading and that. Is stupid and yet smart. I emo because I fall down during BLADING. Haha.
To Vivo city to celebrate Vicky's 17 bdae in the evening. They are really enjoying themselves. Update more when I request for the photos. We went to watch Star Dust. Pretty nice movie with a typical kind of fairytale storyline.
I am losing sleep. Still need to generate graphs and charts. I wished for no assignments. Yawning million times. SAD ar.
To Vivo city to celebrate Vicky's 17 bdae in the evening. They are really enjoying themselves. Update more when I request for the photos. We went to watch Star Dust. Pretty nice movie with a typical kind of fairytale storyline.
I am losing sleep. Still need to generate graphs and charts. I wished for no assignments. Yawning million times. SAD ar.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Stoning for about 100 mins when waiting for my mama to finish her work. She asked me out. Rather than sleeping in class. I choose to stone at Parkway. Bored. I dont really like walking into shops alone. Hah. Finally, my mama ended work. Had our dinner and went to walk around. She bought a perfume for me just because she wanted the free umbrella from the min. purchases. Yup. Typical. Anyway, its for me without having to fork out any $$. She bought 2 pairs of shoes for me. Black for work and a pair of white heels. I guess I'll wear once den hide in the shoe shelf like the others. Lol. I am tired now. =)) Take care.
Friday, October 26, 2007
Dear Bestie,
I was flipping through the cards. I saw one that you did for me. Happy PengYou Jie! It felt sweet from within. Like a random day, someone say happy 6 years 13 days and gave you a card. Lol. Although I just saw you yesterday, I missed you still. I dont like all your boyfriends especially this Lewis. Whenever I read your blog, I felt like punching him. I never had so many sweet talks from you before. Lol. But come to think, I guess you are really happy with what you have now. If we cant go out often, rememeber the at least once a month rule.
And sorry about your bdae gift. I just cant do things by hand. Those Do-In-Yourself things are better to stay far far away from me. Lol. I promised this will be the last belated present for this year. (dont know what will happen next ar. lol.)As soon as possible, I will pass it to you. This is my promise. <3
LinJie.
I watched the full episodes of My boss, My hero. I wished to go back to Secondary school life. At least, I say what I mean without having to cover up. Hiding what is the real mood of things that happened. Birds of the same feathers. =)) I suddenly feel like going back to Mjr Band take up the clarinet and play colours of the wind. What a wrong drama to watch. I missed the old life. The joy of youth!! I feel OLD.
Ok. CONTROLLING!! End here. =))
I was flipping through the cards. I saw one that you did for me. Happy PengYou Jie! It felt sweet from within. Like a random day, someone say happy 6 years 13 days and gave you a card. Lol. Although I just saw you yesterday, I missed you still. I dont like all your boyfriends especially this Lewis. Whenever I read your blog, I felt like punching him. I never had so many sweet talks from you before. Lol. But come to think, I guess you are really happy with what you have now. If we cant go out often, rememeber the at least once a month rule.
And sorry about your bdae gift. I just cant do things by hand. Those Do-In-Yourself things are better to stay far far away from me. Lol. I promised this will be the last belated present for this year. (dont know what will happen next ar. lol.)As soon as possible, I will pass it to you. This is my promise. <3
LinJie.
I watched the full episodes of My boss, My hero. I wished to go back to Secondary school life. At least, I say what I mean without having to cover up. Hiding what is the real mood of things that happened. Birds of the same feathers. =)) I suddenly feel like going back to Mjr Band take up the clarinet and play colours of the wind. What a wrong drama to watch. I missed the old life. The joy of youth!! I feel OLD.
Ok. CONTROLLING!! End here. =))
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Maybe, just maybe, as a friend, I love you too. =)) The dreams we left behind. Move on. Worship LinJie for the glory of Love. =)) Watched too much videos. Burning brain cells. Sleep now. I need all the ratings of Aces. Insists to be PRETTY young girl.
Btw, I almost forgot to blog. Thank you LESTER, our sugar Daddy always, for the nice dinner. Had fun chatting and sharing jokes. Train up your weak heart, boy!!
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Lol. I am in school now. I bring wrong notes. Finance I go bring econs. So dumbo. I feel like ponning even before the class start. Yawns. This sem I pon 3 times only. Applause. I resisted temptations. LOL. I pass my lappy to Sam Sam let her enjoy the fun of blogging.
Its been nice sharing things with LJ. yeah.. i agree that hyprocrite "rocks"! Well, linjie is really blur but she is cute (although you like me to say you are prettty). This is the first post i ever write on a a blog! HappY!! :) Yesterday was a fun day for me!!
Lol. 6.5!!! Oh my god. Lol. Faints. I am pretty. =))
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
I removed one post. Cos I think I know why circle of trust is not important anymore in blog. =DD I switched back to public. Trust is in the heart. =)) Btw, I am sorry for bitching about you on that particular post. I removed it before you read. I think is myself being so ungrateful. Please forgive me. I dont want to be mean now. Let bygones be bygones ok? =)) Come to think. Is better to hear it from the person himself. Rather than through different levels, end up with distortions of facts. I should trust myself to what I see not what I hear. You too. =)
ARGHHH!!!! Fucking irritating IPOD shuffle!! Why do I have to do this?! My lappy is angry with me for messing with itunes. WHY it CANT DETECT?!!! FAINTS** Mama is so happy when her pretty and adorable daughter is helping her with her new bdae gift. BUT me is not HAPPY!! Why it doesnt work?!! BASTARD!!!! I give up. Go play facebook. Night!
Monday, October 22, 2007
After the laughters and screams.
ZhangJie and JunXiang being halipi~
Food and photoshoot. I take both.
Happy Birthday to 23 yr old boys who behaved like 3.
The 5 brothers including 2 little piggys.
Take turn to CUT the bdae cake.
Murder? Violence.
007 BANG!!
End the photo of us with Xiao Pang owner "Da Pang".
Assholes are all around. Wonder why do I like Aces so much. LOL. Assignments and ASSHOLES. I hate them all. GONE!! BASTARD!!!
ZhangJie and JunXiang being halipi~
Food and photoshoot. I take both.
Happy Birthday to 23 yr old boys who behaved like 3.
The 5 brothers including 2 little piggys.
Take turn to CUT the bdae cake.
Murder? Violence.
007 BANG!!
End the photo of us with Xiao Pang owner "Da Pang".
Assholes are all around. Wonder why do I like Aces so much. LOL. Assignments and ASSHOLES. I hate them all. GONE!! BASTARD!!!
Sunday, October 21, 2007
All of a sudden, I get so interested in the meaning of flowers. Yellow roses stands for decrease of love, jealousy or try to care. Argh. I like flowers~~ =DD Play with facebook, I have lots of flowers. I dont like animals but with facebook, its cute!! Boring soon, with a little more temptation, playing is fun again!! But I think of my assignments and when the month is ending, my exams are coming. Yawning~~ I am feeling sleepy.
Laughed too much. Supposed to be dead tired. But I think I have the energy to.. erm.. cant say kill cows, bad karma. AH!! Aiya. I just cant sleep now. I had fun roller-blading at high speed. I knew I shouldnt attempt U-turns. Falling down can be quite fun but falling in an un-glam and stupid position is so embarrassing. I spent the late afternoon, evening and night laughing all the way. Seriously, how many times can I laugh this much. Lol. Yar, frequetly. Have lots of emotional worms in me. Laughing over small little thingy. OMG!!! I suppose that will be my good habit for long.
Happy Birthday to CHOYKEET and AARON!!!
Even though they cant read my blog. Lol.
Thanks for inviting us over to your BBQ.
I try to post up the photos as soon as I get them.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Dont scold me. I dont like. I am sad. I cried today. That is so abnormal. Really cry. I nvr go school cos I was continued to cry when I came home. After my instructor scold me. He was like so shocked that suddenly become so gentle. I dont know what happened today. I am still sad now. I am about to cry again. Hais. OMG!!!! =( Argh.
Monday, October 15, 2007
How have you been? Been good, fine but sucks many-a-times. How should I say? The brain is not working. I forgot what happened. What could have been, if only if only, exist? Just wondering the reasons of how to remember what actually took place. Selective memories. Bias. Not controlling my brain cells now. Excused me for being so random. What do you want from me? Or say what do I want? Nothing.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
I reached home not long. My hair are short but still wet. It takes a while to dry. Have the temptation to online. Not know what else to do, I came here to talk to you. I am going crazy now because that irritating umbrella song still playing inside my head. All those noisy songs. I dont like working after 12. Especially when lots of people are smoking and drinking around me. From working in a restaurant become working in a nightclub. -.-"
I need to nag a while more. COS today I didnt have food to eat and time to rest. I am a hungry person now still. Cant believe that I forgotten totally about my food and the break. I see my fat paycheck going slim down next month because of the 30mins pay deduction. I can predict that I will complain more and more. Feed me!!
I need to nag a while more. COS today I didnt have food to eat and time to rest. I am a hungry person now still. Cant believe that I forgotten totally about my food and the break. I see my fat paycheck going slim down next month because of the 30mins pay deduction. I can predict that I will complain more and more. Feed me!!
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Do I really care so much about what people thinks? I think I will stay like this for a very very long period of time. I should be busy at all times. Not having a great day. Saying it softly. I am not happy now. I need some energy boost soon. It doesnt really matter right? Cos its a different kind of value. Torturing thoughts. Made me awake still. Why? I shouldn't. Hais.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
I am not out to please anyone. Thanks. Sometimes, when I am not smiling, please understand. Emo-ed. Watched 1 litre of tears this morning, cried a bit and was late for school. Hais. Sad. I feel so fortunate to be alive and not knowing when will I die. Anyway, THIS Budima<-- some new supervisor SAID I am 25 years old. I feel so old now. I remembered a lot of compliments about my eyes and smile. Especially when they said "I liked your eyes". Made me happy. BUT 25 years old is too much LAR!! Hais. I dont want~~ Now I wished that I was shorter.
beyond the reason
beyond the reason
WORK!! I wished to have a HUGE paycheck next month. Last minute work as usual. NO WORRIES~~ Money or Mahjong. I take the first. =DD Saving for next year trip. I got a bad feeling that I will spend away all the savings and be left with zero dollars when 2008 arrives.
-.-" HAHA. OK lar. I am just finding something to blog. So as to make my post seems longer. Like I have so much to say. Actually, it is all crap. Haha. This is how I meet the word count when I do my assignments everytime. Talking nonsense. You can actually count the number of words not required in this post. Somehow, I feel better looking at a slightly longer post. This can make me feel that I used my brain more often. Effective post right? Oh no. Nonsense is running away. I got to catch it. See you~
-.-" HAHA. OK lar. I am just finding something to blog. So as to make my post seems longer. Like I have so much to say. Actually, it is all crap. Haha. This is how I meet the word count when I do my assignments everytime. Talking nonsense. You can actually count the number of words not required in this post. Somehow, I feel better looking at a slightly longer post. This can make me feel that I used my brain more often. Effective post right? Oh no. Nonsense is running away. I got to catch it. See you~
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Hais. My driving today is so SUCKS. Really DUMB lar. Forgot on signal when I move off. Haven really start lesson make mistake. Turning go change to 4th gear. Like wtF. Look at linjie do drifting. KENA scold like one kind. HAIS!!! My instructor dont allow me learn parking today cos of that drifting mistake. ZZZ!! Go ubi turn and turn and TURN. Stupid turnings. WASTE MY $$ today. One day of lesson wasted. BANG WALL!!! Hais.
Monday, October 08, 2007
I am blogging lesser and lesser. Nothing much happened. Work and school. Work was ok but I am very unhappy with that UGLY and SHORT guy at the bar. I managed to find out that he is TEO. So he is blacklisted. HE was rude to me. AND I DONT LIKE HIS ATTITUDE. TEO is an ASSHOLE. He will grow shorter and uglier every second. I dont want karma BUT I really unhappy when I nvr scold back at that time. No revenge taken is not linjie. I curse him to lose all his hair when he shampoo using bleach. HAHAHA.
School will be getting busier each day but I haven got the mood. Starting as soon as possible. =DD
Tomorrow driving lesson, drive safely and peacefully. =D
Miss me, I will miss you too~ =))
School will be getting busier each day but I haven got the mood. Starting as soon as possible. =DD
Tomorrow driving lesson, drive safely and peacefully. =D
Miss me, I will miss you too~ =))
Friday, October 05, 2007
14th lesson. Vertical parking.
All my days I've been waiting for so long. LOL!!
Reverse Gear
Signal LEFT
Control clutch
Slow.
Pole at position,
3/4 TURN left.
Pole vanished,
Full turn QUICK.
Check whether it appears or not. (most likely not. still CHECK.)
Right mirror.
Last pole appear.
Right. HALF turn.
Car straight, right,
One round TURN!
Check back. Stop at position.
COOL!!
Go out.
Gear 1. Signal LEFT.
Confirm safety. OK. GO!!
I decided not to complain anymore. Cos my instructor gave me long list of reasons why I should go for more lessons. It will be for me to pass my test on the first try smoothly. OK!! I will be more focus when I go for my lessons again. Dont distract me ok? =DD
All my days I've been waiting for so long. LOL!!
Reverse Gear
Signal LEFT
Control clutch
Slow.
Pole at position,
3/4 TURN left.
Pole vanished,
Full turn QUICK.
Check whether it appears or not. (most likely not. still CHECK.)
Right mirror.
Last pole appear.
Right. HALF turn.
Car straight, right,
One round TURN!
Check back. Stop at position.
COOL!!
Go out.
Gear 1. Signal LEFT.
Confirm safety. OK. GO!!
I decided not to complain anymore. Cos my instructor gave me long list of reasons why I should go for more lessons. It will be for me to pass my test on the first try smoothly. OK!! I will be more focus when I go for my lessons again. Dont distract me ok? =DD
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
EAST COAST PARK!! Pon School and Pon Work. TO PLAY~ We had joy, we had fun!!
Trying to Master that two WHEELS.
Steady steady, GO!!
Woooooooo...... OMG OMG OMG!!
The sun is too bright ar.
This girl ar, always think that I want to take her photo.
-.-" LOL. I only like fall down pics.
HUMPS AHEAD!
Leave that bicycle alone for a few seconds.
SMILE =DD
See how childish they can be. Hop Hop Hop!
We saw 2 tall TALL bicycles.
I came back home to blog.
Suddenly, there are extra photos inside.
Laughs.
Dont worry, your unglam photos will only circulate in my circle of trust.
Dear all, please promise not to save the photos for your wallpaper.
I trust you wont, want to. LOL!!
AND Miss Lee ZILIN, CONGRATS ON YOUR PASSED PASSED PASSED!!!
Drink more water, take good care AND GET WELL SOON!!!
People, dont always sick please~ Stay HEALTHY OK?!!
Chicken essence for ALL!!! =DD
Trying to Master that two WHEELS.
Steady steady, GO!!
Woooooooo...... OMG OMG OMG!!
The sun is too bright ar.
This girl ar, always think that I want to take her photo.
-.-" LOL. I only like fall down pics.
HUMPS AHEAD!
Leave that bicycle alone for a few seconds.
SMILE =DD
See how childish they can be. Hop Hop Hop!
We saw 2 tall TALL bicycles.
I came back home to blog.
Suddenly, there are extra photos inside.
Laughs.
yingying sleeping........ dreaming of darren tan........
Dont worry, your unglam photos will only circulate in my circle of trust.
Dear all, please promise not to save the photos for your wallpaper.
I trust you wont, want to. LOL!!
AND Miss Lee ZILIN, CONGRATS ON YOUR PASSED PASSED PASSED!!!
Drink more water, take good care AND GET WELL SOON!!!
People, dont always sick please~ Stay HEALTHY OK?!!
Chicken essence for ALL!!! =DD
Monday, October 01, 2007
Found it in some random place. Regarding the Circle of trust. =))
Trust is very important. Yet, this is something that in today’s world, ethics and integrity and trust are often overlooked. It is not important any more to do what one says one will do. Integrity is rare to find. Vows are so easily broken they are practically useless. Years ago we didn’t need contracts for people to do what they said they will do. Years later, it became necessary to write legal contracts binding people and businesses to do what was right. Today, even the contracts are often not worth the paper they are written on. Courts are jammed with civil lawsuits over breaches of trust. Divorces are so easy to get that the constitution of the marriage vow is of little value. Bankruptcies are at an all-time high. Many people’s personal credit is a mess because they borrowed and didn’t bother to repay. We all place value on trust when our expectations are in someone else, but many don’t consider that trust is reciprocal.
Had the first lesson of Semester 4. Microeconomics. Maybe first day was more attentive, I like the time spent. I can visualise the busy days ahead. Projects out. Deadlines near. Examination soon. Time never waits.
Trust is very important. Yet, this is something that in today’s world, ethics and integrity and trust are often overlooked. It is not important any more to do what one says one will do. Integrity is rare to find. Vows are so easily broken they are practically useless. Years ago we didn’t need contracts for people to do what they said they will do. Years later, it became necessary to write legal contracts binding people and businesses to do what was right. Today, even the contracts are often not worth the paper they are written on. Courts are jammed with civil lawsuits over breaches of trust. Divorces are so easy to get that the constitution of the marriage vow is of little value. Bankruptcies are at an all-time high. Many people’s personal credit is a mess because they borrowed and didn’t bother to repay. We all place value on trust when our expectations are in someone else, but many don’t consider that trust is reciprocal.
Had the first lesson of Semester 4. Microeconomics. Maybe first day was more attentive, I like the time spent. I can visualise the busy days ahead. Projects out. Deadlines near. Examination soon. Time never waits.
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