blog closed until graduation day.. one post and closed until nov 22nd.. sorry for the inconvenience caused.. lolz.. take care~
Thursday, September 30, 2004
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Monday, September 27, 2004
today was a laughing day.. got back physics for the first period.. i pass.. i got 52%.. was smiling and laughing because i was really very happy.. i passed.. second period was chemistry.. i got back my paper.. was so sad.. i got 45%.. i failed my science again.. history relief by mdm wee.. so take back paper 1 for english.. 19 and 17.. haha.. her comment for me was i improved.. smile.. i din fail.. haha.. one more free period.. the "guai" group laugh at me.. but they say i am cute so nvr mind.. during reccess went to collect money from baoyi and eileen.. back to class see them play battleship.. laugh a lot when we were disturbing them.. to chinese class.. i did well.. din fail.. quite happy.. zr jokes was funny.. lolz.. back to class for english again.. to dnt room keep on argue back.. out of my mind already.. lunch was the big big joke.. stayed in class played bottle.. as we usually laugh a lot when we play bottle soccer.. the most funny part came when kkk and zhao guang fall down.. zk the pants torn.. lol.. maths take back a maths paper 2.. i failed.. 44% dominic also 44% lo.. but he no need go for remedial because he passed his paper 2.. sianz.. after that dunno got physics remedial not.. yun go find mr kok.. at first haf de.. but when mr kok come our class so little pple, no more.. went home with xiao yun.. both of us failed 4 subjects.. amaths, humans, science, dnt.. sianz.. i can pass science and dnt one lo.. is 47% and 49% respectively.. arghh~ dun wan to think bout it le.. it's all over.. I WAN TO CRY!!!! lolz.. me go and study liao.. bye~.. how come u got so much time read my blog? go and study.. bye~
Sunday, September 26, 2004
"The greatest weakness of humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're still alive."
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her, am I right??
-It isn't love, it's LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show her off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.
Do you want her because you know she's there??
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
Are you with her because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it's LOYALTY.
Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for her confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.
Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
Do you pardon her faults because you care about her?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of?
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.
Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.
Does your heart ache and breaks when she's sad?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?
-Then it's LOVE.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret??
-Then it's LOVE.
Would you give her your heart, your life, your death??
-Then it's LOVE.
Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self? Why?The answer is so simple 'cos it's...LOVE
Friday, September 24, 2004
hey ya.. lolz.. hm.. er.. haha.. today a bit wierd.. time pass too fast le.. cant remember wad happened.. my amaths paper 1 got 36.. i need 44 for paper 2 to pass.. dotz.. sad.. physics sux.. kena suan by dominic.. back to class do english.. after school go find cherriann study physics with mr gui.. she got LRC.. i go alone.. learn one topic.. maybe i can really get B for my science for o lvl.. den mr gui help me analysis how many points i will get for o lvl.. lolz.. it was 19.. damn.. haha.. i tot i can get 15 or less de lo.. sianz.. a bit sad.. but muz learn to know where i stand la.. haha.. meihui birthday today but den she sick until go hospital.. called her.. sound so sick sia.. din go accompany her.. she got her parents and zilin they all with her le.. i went home.. i need to study for humans too.. shit.. how to get b4? when all i ever get for dis damn subject is f9.. sux..
the maximum points i need to get for poly.
EL - C5 CL - B4 E-maths - B3 humans - B4 science - B4 total = 20
if i am very lucky
EL - B4 CL - B3 E-maths - A2 humans - B4 science - B3 total = 16
but i dun wan study humans.. i din get to business also nvr mind
EL - C5 CL - B4 E-maths - B3 A-maths - B4 ( or dnt B3 ) science - B4 total = 19 or 20
if miracle happen to me
EL - B4 CL - B3 E-maths - A2 A-maths - B3 ( or dnt A2) science - B3 total = 14 or 15
i can predict the future!
if my brain is damaged, lost all my memories.. and left with onli study in my head.. maybe i will go woodbridge hospital..
EL - A1 CL - A1 E-maths - A1 humans - A1 science - A1 a-maths - A1 dnt - A1
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
2 days no blog le.. prelims over.. today no need go school.. haha.. er..
Monday
erm.. monday was physics paper.. fail~ lolz.. went to kallang mac with kaiwen, huibin and cherriann.. huibin went back.. me and kaiwen go cherriann house.. we watched the notebook.. go there mess with her things.. den see kaiwen abuse her.. took 55 home.. a very long journey.. haha..
Tuesday
my last day of prelims.. amaths paper 2 and dnt paper.. amaths P2 was much easier than paper 1.. so hope to pass with a better grade.. finish paper le.. mr lim came and collect.. he heard me coughing.. ask why i still coughing.. smile.. and he walked away.. he came back.. ask me wan medicine.. he said his old story when he used to be like me.. and when he drank that medicine he become healthy.. lolz.. so sweet.. a very caring teacher.. arghh.. melted away.. haha.. the dnt paper was hell.. all dunno how to do.. the trouble of not bringing textbook home.. 2 and a half hours.. sleep until the chinese teacher call me wake up tie paper.. she tot i f&n student.. spoiled my sleep.. cant go back to sleep le.. look around.. so many pple still doing the paper.. take papers somemore.. sianz.. went home straight.. sleep until afternoon.. sms till sleep.. until the night den wake up.. watch titanic again.. haha..
Today
it is very early now.. cant blog for today.. will be back.. *smile*
Sunday, September 19, 2004
sometimes we get lost within home
sometimes we get cold in warmth
so many times we shout in space
no voice is heard in response
our soul has flown away with no mercy on our hearts to spare
sun dies............ sun wake
only thousands tears in
thousands hurting nights we waste
coldness is not just winter
it is also fear within hearts
fear in the shadow
waiting to pounce on its prey
preventing hope from shining
the only allowance is not to stay
Friday, September 17, 2004
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Tuesday
yesterday din blog.. very tired.. yesterday paper was maths paper 1 and s.social studies.. the maths i today realise i got a lot of mistakes.. the velocity de question i go do plus all the way when it is minus.. and the stupid pime factor.. 3 marks!!! and i spot the mistake and it left 30 seconds for me the change.. fu**! social studies study also fail de la.. do the soure-based and the essay juz crap few lines.. after that went to dnt room do the folio.. was climbing up and down the stairs all the time.. first is put bag.. down to buy file.. up to fill its content.. down because mr choo having lesson.. up to get the artefact but choo dun wan give me.. down to do the folio.. on the way saw mark.. band going concert.. din go.. tired.. got the artefact.. go find mr choo again.. call me wait.. up to the toilet to put dominic de artefact.. back to dnt room take the gun.. down to take photo.. up to take the gun glue.. stick the rod.. had to ask turtle master help me.. dnt room are closing.. rush through last piece of evaluation.. up to put back the gun glue.. down to bring artefact and folio to hand in.. HE WENT HOME!!.. wad the hell.. then the fat teacher( i dunno how to spell his name.. but think u all know hu la) call me go up put inside the toilet.. down to return keys.. the folio can hand in today one lo.. i rush until like hell.. up and down dunno how many times.. i must get a distinction or i cry.. went home.. the maojie call me study hard if not will need go army.. idiot.. he going sell barbie dolls after his o level.. sleep very early last night.. muz replace the time i stay awake..
Wednesday
this morning took bus.. saw quack when i am inside the bus and she in her father car.. i am going to be late liao.. got down the bus waited for cab.. the driver very good at speed.. he ask i going late ar.. he step his engine.. wow.. 100 km/h.. juz in time for school.. morning prelim paper is sci(phy/chem) paper 1.. first question wrong le.. sianz.. break for 2 hours.. went up to class.. talk with cloud.. down to hall the guys laughing at me.. wonder why.. they say i become thin liao.. realise jasmine was sitting at my place chatting with his boyfriend on the fone.. asked her dun mind.. she walked away and i saw water on my chair.. complain about it.. dominic saw.. almost fainted.. they still laugh happily.. saw is fats.. lolz.. went back class a while.. back to hall.. start le.. the paper 3 sci(chem) more worse.. dunno how to do at all.. bullshit all the way.. went back with cloud.. talk about the papers.. created a lot of lame jokes.. reached the bus stop.. kaiwen and cherriann came.. talk talk talk.. say until cherriann no need come so early tomorrow.. we keep saying that early go home is better.. we going back earlier on friday ma.. laugh laugh laugh.. xiaoyun say something funny.. she say she is miss cheong sister.. cos she is minnie.. wonder why.. sisters how come same name.. she say " i am meany M.E.A.N.Y" lolz.. board the bus.. talk about kah xin in f&n lesson wear uniform in a wierd way.. talk about students going back early.. and when we were in lower secondary after schools do wad.. so fast sec 4 liao.. haha.. reach home.. sleep for an hour.. 1530 go tuition.. now return home le.. not going study liao.. too tired.. later at night den read the history textbook.. bye
Monday, September 13, 2004
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Friday, September 10, 2004
Thursday, September 09, 2004
http://cartoon.0451.net/flash/ShowFlash.asp?Id=6772 nice~ nice~ dun close the window too fast.. watch finish..
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
Monday, September 06, 2004
wow.. it is amazing to see how one can change entirely in a day.. went to school for amaths.. relative velocity.. is easier than the aeroplane de.. after that went to mac with kai wen and cherriann.. huibin go bugis first den join us.. reach home about 2 something.. later going tuition..
Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Sunday, September 05, 2004
didn't have enough sleep on friday night.. feel so sleepy.. i sleep at 1 something last night.. didn't blog for saturday because i came back late last night..
Saturday
woke up at 7.30 by meihui message.. i was holding my hp all the way when i was sleeping.. the vibration woke me up.. she meeting me at 10.. wake up and wash up.. find shirt go out.. went shower.. told my mother i was going out to study.. lolz.. cos i still owe her hp bill the money.. dun wan tell her i go watch movie.. haha.. somebody stole my slippers.. idiot.. went to somerset meet mh.. was late.. den walk a bit.. movie start le.. we watch 13 going 30.. as usual ba.. a story with happy ending.. not too bad.. after movie go window shopping.. took photos.. went to a shop.. the birthday cards were cute.. she was hinting buy something for her birthday.. lolz.. go long john drink and saw debbie.. walk until 2 something.. took 7 with her.. she called yuet yong.. they were playing soccer.. as usual ba.. they were acting idiots on the phone.. alight at bugis.. wait for tkk.. walked around bugis.. was bored.. walked to suntec to get tickets first.. walked back to bugis.. he still at home getting scolded by parents.. walked to the bookshop read something.. bought the chinese storybook.. the girl who sell dolphins.. lolz.. the title attracted me.. read a few pages den decide to buy it.. went up the place outside bugis cinema.. sit there read.. almost waited for 2 hours.. finally here.. went to arcade to find him and donald came.. watched them play soccer.. so sleepy.. almost fall asleep.. continued to read until 7.. lolz.. the movie starting at 7.20.. we are going to be late.. den he keep calling me to run help me take my bag.. din run of cos.. looked stupid.. reached suntec at 7.20 somthing.. juz in time for the movie.. start for a few minutes ba.. din missed anything.. we watched cinderalla story.. got or gui chia! lolz.. den we were playing during the movie.. the show was funny.. and the "prince" was handsome.. lolz.. the ending was cute.. walked out of the cinema.. saw siah mong.. den walked to the fountain.. walk one big round dunno wad to eat.. got a competition at the fountian dere.. dunno wad is that.. end up go mac buy things go up the fountain and eat.. sit there for an hour.. playing with his shoe laces.. talking about lame things.. finally got up and headed for home.. saw used to be mjr de pple.. walked and saw stefanie fong, amelia and dunno hu.. the atmosphere was a bit strange.. lolz.. walked back to bugis.. take bus.. saw the 4A fat fat guy.. lolzz.. saw a lot mjr pple today.. took 51.. reached home almost 12.. lolz.. sms until one.. finally sleep le..
Sunday
i think i did something bad again.. if you wan to know, i dun wan to let go.. feeling down.. am i strong enough to carry on? i am alone at home.. mother and sister went to the army thing.. brother always out on sunday.. dunno where he is too.. but he very good.. tell me dun forget my lunch.. hm.. haiz..
Friday, September 03, 2004
Thursday, September 02, 2004
getting to close will get u addicted.. lolz.. juz chat with my primary school de good friend.. she is still that expert in talking back.. she is cute~ hm.. today was raining.. er.. like a mad woman going into class smiling.. heez.. english.. chinese and maths.. maths got back amaths block test liao.. i failed.. tkk wan bluff me say he got 31 and half.. then i say is 3 plus 1 plus half = 4 and half.. then zhao kuang was really 31 but 3+1 =4 lolz.. all lose to me.. i got 2+3+half.. 5 and half.. i got the highest.. ok.. i know.. lame.. but when u see the paper really depressed.. recess play bottle because as i expected that dog wun return us the ball de.. can't stop laughing when the bottle **** lolz.. it is our joke.. physics.. english again.. maths again.. sianz.. go dnt room do a bit folio.. play a bit here and there..stupid weihwang dun believe me.. hm.. i going to think carefully liao.. i think i like him.. shh... after that still got relative velocity remedial.. went down canteen quarrel with alvin and sebastian.. the two girly gays.. make me laugh until rolling on the floor.. to the AVA for the lesson.. not bad ba.. still can understand.. i juz realize i din go tuition yesterday.. big shit! cannot go today if not my brain will explode.. 3 periods of maths and 2 hours of maths remedial.. can die one lo.. watch 3J and 2F de soccer match a while and went home with yun and her di.. now listening to reason.. lolz.. junting de blog have this song.. nice~
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
happy teachers' day~ lolz.. wa lao.. dun wan reply me.. idiot.. sianzz.. now playing friendster.. it is fun.. i like zhenru write for me the testimonial.. lolz.. hahahah.. dun care.. i am bored~ be back later to add somemore..