Move On
Ok so now its over
It'll never be the same again
The shade has changed its color
The light is shining through you
Cause its over
Its time for you to face the fact
You've got yourself a whole new track
The problem aint without
Don't hide under your pout
Cause its over
You gotta move on
move up, and move through
You've gotta move out
move up, real soon
Nobody knows the sadness that I'm feeling today
nobody knows
Who said that it was over
Don't let your efforts go to waste
You've done your time of graft
Let go and you'd be daft
It aint over
You've gotta come to terms with it
Don't get left in the has been pit
You've still got seven lives
The trier never dies
it aint over
You gotta move on
move up, and move through
You've gotta move out
move up, real soon
Don't be afraid to take hold of your reins
Don't be afraid to wipe clear your blackened slate
Monday, May 31, 2004
forgot something.. i saw leechen and jia shin at bugis today.. din change much.. they say my voice change.. funny.. too long nvr hear my voice le ba.. tomorrow they going play soccer at yucks house there.. should i go?
i am almost out of this stupid school and yet the most phrase you said to me were "bye bye".. if i am really 'that' important to you, why have to wait? wait wait and onli wait.. wait until money drop from sky or wait until pig can fly?? dun you ever think of urself? find ways to keep urself entertain.. wad i say and wad i do is my problem.. dun understand wad you wan from me.. say wadever you wan to say and get out of my life!
i am almost out of this stupid school and yet the most phrase you said to me were "bye bye".. if i am really 'that' important to you, why have to wait? wait wait and onli wait.. wait until money drop from sky or wait until pig can fly?? dun you ever think of urself? find ways to keep urself entertain.. wad i say and wad i do is my problem.. dun understand wad you wan from me.. say wadever you wan to say and get out of my life!
today chinese o lvl.. finish the papers like too fast.. wan to sleep also cannot.. the stupid teacher call me check and put in my best.. omg.. then went to bugis with huijun they all.. they like quarrel with each other or wad.. dunno la.. so far apart.. then i went to suntec watch movie with meihui.. watched the confession dunno wad teenage queen de.. not bad la.. long time no go out with her le so we bought another pair of tickets and watched the day after tomorrow.. nice movie.. din waste money on the movies i watched today.. haha.. happy day~!
Sunday, May 30, 2004
i got a bf yesterday.. not a blue flower is a boyfriend.. believe it? suddenly realise that nothing is impossible.. lol.. maybe i am crazy but i am not stupid.. haha.. see how long can we last ba.. he doesn't believe me that i choose him.. dunno la.. i happy can liao..
Thursday, May 27, 2004
i going for sports day liao.. should i run?
i ran for the 800m and i got first.. haha.. happy.. bui the stupid school din give me medal.. idiot.. band pple cheer for me.. happy :D then help them run for the CCA relay.. dunno wad i thinking leh.. run so slow.. hai them lose.. haiz.. went back to school with the percussion pple.. and go bugis with them.. walk walk walk and eat dinner at cheng hsiang uncle house there.. took 51 home with yucks, yummy and wei zhen.. home~
i ran for the 800m and i got first.. haha.. happy.. bui the stupid school din give me medal.. idiot.. band pple cheer for me.. happy :D then help them run for the CCA relay.. dunno wad i thinking leh.. run so slow.. hai them lose.. haiz.. went back to school with the percussion pple.. and go bugis with them.. walk walk walk and eat dinner at cheng hsiang uncle house there.. took 51 home with yucks, yummy and wei zhen.. home~
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Lonely Night
Just sitting here, thinking of you
Looking up the sky, looking for a clue
Thousand things, running through my mind
imagining them, is worse then dying...
Imagining a day, without hearing "love you"
Imagining a night without a quiet "me too"
All of those things, making my heart whip
Just because of something, I shouldn't have said-
But I did...
I'm looking up the sky, seeing all the stars
Torturing my self, with guilt and pain inside...
Thinking of that evening, when I heard a "bye"
Wishing that instead it was, a warm good night.
Just sitting here, miles away
Not able to sleep, or drive, just pray...
Hoping to hear, that voice of an angel
Saying to me, things that I ave for
Hoping to see a spark in your eyes,
When you will hear: "I'm sorry" I... I...
I don't deserve you, I made you cry,
I acted stupid, and said good bye.
I stand on my knees, and only ask
To be able to tell you something, that I
Something that I'm feeling, something that I know
It is that I love you!
Just sitting here, thinking of you
Looking up the sky, looking for a clue
Thousand things, running through my mind
imagining them, is worse then dying...
Imagining a day, without hearing "love you"
Imagining a night without a quiet "me too"
All of those things, making my heart whip
Just because of something, I shouldn't have said-
But I did...
I'm looking up the sky, seeing all the stars
Torturing my self, with guilt and pain inside...
Thinking of that evening, when I heard a "bye"
Wishing that instead it was, a warm good night.
Just sitting here, miles away
Not able to sleep, or drive, just pray...
Hoping to hear, that voice of an angel
Saying to me, things that I ave for
Hoping to see a spark in your eyes,
When you will hear: "I'm sorry" I... I...
I don't deserve you, I made you cry,
I acted stupid, and said good bye.
I stand on my knees, and only ask
To be able to tell you something, that I
Something that I'm feeling, something that I know
It is that I love you!
chinese lesson was better than tuesday and monday.. cos the lesson was conducted by our chinese teacher.. then reccess no soccer to watch.. start le but recess over liao.. went to d & t lesson then sneak to the field watch them play.. not yet stay there for 5 mins caught by mr chew.. went back and to the artefact.. make until both of my hands very dirty.. went to assembly.. and the idiot gang lead by flat face shout "hitler".. paiseh leh.. but quite touched la still got pple cheer for me.. went to band and go darren house there play a while.. came home.. tomorrow sports day leh.. got tuition tomorrow at 5.30.. how to make it??
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
sometimes it better to be alone..that way no1 can hurt you
no matta how big the frown on my face you can always make my sadnes somehow erase
i dont know wat it is about you but for some reason.
.even after all the pain u put me thru..i still cant get over u
ThErEz AlWaYz ThAt OnE *..SpEcIaL SoMeOnE..* T
hAt No MaTtEr WaT tHeY dO 2 U U JuSt CaNt LeT ThEm Go..
you regret more of what you dont do than of what you actually do
Don't ever let someone be your priority
while allowing yourself to be their option.
forget the past, its over with. dont worry
about the future, it hasnt even happened
yet.. just live for now, cause you'll never
get this moment back.<3
I had to leave because I was starting
to actually care about you...and that
just means I could get hurt. Maybe it
was because I wasn't ready
to like someone so much
every tear that runs down my face ..
every |[( smile )]| that passes my lips
every thouqht that qoes throuqh my
mind .. it`s all // centered \\ on this
.. feelinq that i have for you ..
my mind keeps telling my we'll never
be together but my heart keeps
telling me n e v e r say n e v e r
"choose onli one me or him?" a bit crazy.. din try to answer his question.. he was talking about himself and him.. i was actually thinking about another him.. oh my god.. somebody save me~ if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stares.. i know too much things this few days.. wanted to share with blog de.. but i type le then dunno why go erase again.. arghh~
chinese o lvl coming.. cannot use computer liao.. today was a very sian day.. nothing to say nothing to do nothing to play.. nothing and nothing.. get lost la!
Monday, May 24, 2004
going have a long cold war with tkk liao.. he make me angry still dare act unhappy.. irritating.. had the chinese mock exam in the hall.. dominic tell me wad happen between him and louise.. can see that he still like her.. nothing much happen la.. guilong say wan send me home.. hahaha.. funny joke.. am i very ugly? haiz.. go tuition liao.. bye..
Sunday, May 23, 2004
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me, baby do you recognise me?
Oh well, it's been a year it doesn't suprise me
Happy Christmas
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying 'I love you' I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
I gave you love last Christmas
Right from the heart
You'll never find a love again
The face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I found a new love you'll never fool me again
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
(I gave you my heart)
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
(Save me from these tears)
I'll give it to someone special
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me, baby do you recognise me?
Oh well, it's been a year it doesn't suprise me
Happy Christmas
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying 'I love you' I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
I gave you love last Christmas
Right from the heart
You'll never find a love again
The face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Now I found a new love you'll never fool me again
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
(I gave you my heart)
But the very next day you gave it away
This year to save me from tears
(Save me from these tears)
I'll give it to someone special
i forgot to post my results..
english - D7( tot is 54.. but plus CA1 it became 49.5 )
chinese - B4( i passed..)
amaths - E8( it was 42 not even near to a pass :( )
emaths - C6( disappointing grade )
combined science - E8(slowly improve.. i will eventually make it pass)
combined humanities - F9 (this time is a good F9.. is 35 not 22.. hahaha)
D&T - C5 ( above expectation)
english - D7( tot is 54.. but plus CA1 it became 49.5 )
chinese - B4( i passed..)
amaths - E8( it was 42 not even near to a pass :( )
emaths - C6( disappointing grade )
combined science - E8(slowly improve.. i will eventually make it pass)
combined humanities - F9 (this time is a good F9.. is 35 not 22.. hahaha)
D&T - C5 ( above expectation)
long long long time no blog le.. a bit strange hor.. busy la.. no chance to use computer.. let start from wednesday
marking day no need go school..
-watched Troy at suntec
-played bowling at katong
thursday
-got back results except for emaths and physics
-band and 4G soccer match
friday
-got back emaths
-found out physics marks
-went band
-went singapore post
-made a cheesecake (yummy!)
saturday
-cheesecake was not very successful
-stella and kokhong be my white mouse
-played soccer in the field until sunburn (sad :( )
-went darren house there play again
-yucks kicked the ball on my face!!!!
-went home by bus (first time so late still take bus)
sunday
-sleep Zzz..
marking day no need go school..
-watched Troy at suntec
-played bowling at katong
thursday
-got back results except for emaths and physics
-band and 4G soccer match
friday
-got back emaths
-found out physics marks
-went band
-went singapore post
-made a cheesecake (yummy!)
saturday
-cheesecake was not very successful
-stella and kokhong be my white mouse
-played soccer in the field until sunburn (sad :( )
-went darren house there play again
-yucks kicked the ball on my face!!!!
-went home by bus (first time so late still take bus)
sunday
-sleep Zzz..
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
mid year exams over~!! but cannot throw books away yet.. went to city hall meet huijun ying and shanna.. took a cab with zilin there cos of the big big rain.. went to suntec and eat KFC.. walk walk walk then went back to take mrt to somerset.. went to heeren take photo.. saw samantha and dunno who.. got a few more.. walk walk until far east.. walk sian liao.. came back home.. tomorrow going watch movie.. no more $$ le.. :( enjoy one more day and muz face the " cruel reality "
Monday, May 17, 2004
amaths paper 2.. hahaha.. sure to fail le.. 10 marks nvr do.. cosine rule again.. had the chinese listening.. i am not deaf so hm.. hehehe.. went to play BS with BST.. went to eat and came home.. nothing to study.. textbook no bring home.. sianz.. go find things play liao.. see ya..
Sunday, May 16, 2004
Your half- angel. Not exactly human, but not quite
angel, you walk on earth freely. Half-Angels
have no wings, but tend to show some signs.
Some ways to notice these are that the girl
never menstrates, she cannot bleed, and her
touch seems to give of a glow. No one really
knows how half-angels are born. Some say that
when a child is born, one of the angels blesses
her with her gifts. Others say that they are
cursed creatures, because half-angels cannot
die, while their familly and friends around
them do. Hlaf-Angels are very beautiful and
Kind, and have the power to speak to animals,
but at the same time, sad that they are this
way. Some Half-Angels love being human. Being
able to see, smell, hear, taste,and feel are
all miracles to them. They crave to be more
human-all the time.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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yesterday went to watch movie.. went with kkk to the arcade accompany tkk play his soccer game at bugis.. zhao kuang and teng siang came and we walk to suntec.. make a lot of stupid jokes about ghost and cockroach.. all of them side me de.. therefore the one kanna suan the most is not me.. hahahaha.. watched Van Helsing.. nice movie.. heez.. today: went tuition early in the morning.. took wrong bus home.. landed in a ulu ulu place.. still manage to find my way home.. lucky blog.. if not i no need blog anymore.. really drifted away.. hehe..
Saturday, May 15, 2004
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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wanted to go my sister de school fun fair de.. but nobody accompany me go.. lonely~ sianz.. staying at home.. rot'ing'.. now still morning.. watched the powerpuff girls.. i am so bored.. i want to go out! OK! that's it.. i going out le.. bye E..
Friday, May 14, 2004
was sick yesterday.. too weak too blog ba.. haha.. nothing happened much yesterday ma.. haf the physics and history paper.. lucky got get some revision at mac with weihwang and darren at mac.. if not, confirm one question also dunno how to answer.. history?? throw it away.. today: was almost late.. i am inside the last car outside school gate.. omg.. run run run.. heng~ juz in time.. chinese paper 2.. if lucky still can pass ba.. e maths paper 2 i throw away 33 marks le.. forget about the cosine rule.. ARGHH!!! sianz.. told xiaoyun i going to bedok reservoir play soccer.. then she tell me kick into the water ar.. i laugh but now think again not funny le.. making a fool of myself.. take 21 there.. guilong see my message.. made a lot of stupid comments.. say i like weihwang.. omg.. trying to explain why he message me ma.. *speechless* guilong is the best person to create incredible story.. play play play.. one day pass liao.. sianz.. ZZzzz..
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
reach school at 9 to get some last minute revision.. yesterday tuition like not much help.. paper come liao almost all is this year topic.. heng still know a bit.. hope to pass *cross fingers*.. a lot pple everytime say never study de.. but in the end get high high.. fake.. after the paper me wanted to go home and study de.. but tempted.. went back class to play bottle soccer (BS).. play play play.. crack a lot jokes.. mostly is disturb zhao kuang de.. i was injured but this time not by the door.. is by the bottle Tkk threw.. threw it on my face leh.. damn it.. make me look ugly.. haha.. i know la.. no need make also ugly right? went home together with yun, tkk and teng siang.. wan go out and study leh.. stay at home always play computer or sleep de.. too comfortable liao.. no mood study.. physics and history tomorrow.. s.s sure fail liao history study for wad?? k la.. read thru a bit lo.. better than hand in blank paper.. physics?? hm.. can study la.. mr kok set easy easy de.. haha.. also can con him marks de.. JIA YOU!! 6 more papers to go.. bye E..
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Baby, can't you see
I'm calling
A guy like you should wear a warning
It's dangerous
I'm falling
There's no escape
I can't wait
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You're dangerous
I'm loving it
Too high
Can't come down
Losin' my head
Spinnin' 'round and 'round
Do you feel me now?
-Chorus-
With the taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic I'm slippin' under (Ohh Ohh)
With a taste of the poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?
It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil's cup
Slowly, it's taking over me
Too high
Can't come down
It's in the air and it's all around
Can you feel me now?
-Chorus-
With the taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic I'm slippin' under
With the taste of the poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?
Don't you know that you're toxic?
-Chorus- x2
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
(Spoken) I think I'm ready now
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
I'm calling
A guy like you should wear a warning
It's dangerous
I'm falling
There's no escape
I can't wait
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You're dangerous
I'm loving it
Too high
Can't come down
Losin' my head
Spinnin' 'round and 'round
Do you feel me now?
-Chorus-
With the taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic I'm slippin' under (Ohh Ohh)
With a taste of the poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?
It's getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil's cup
Slowly, it's taking over me
Too high
Can't come down
It's in the air and it's all around
Can you feel me now?
-Chorus-
With the taste of your lips
I'm on a ride
You're toxic I'm slippin' under
With the taste of the poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic?
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic?
Don't you know that you're toxic?
-Chorus- x2
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
(Spoken) I think I'm ready now
Intoxicate me now
With your lovin' now
I think I'm ready now
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no lie
I defy
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean
I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin
'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean
I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no lie
I defy
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean
I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin
'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean
I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
my blog got a lot of spelling error.. sorry ar.. but guess still can understand wad i am saying right? my mother din go to work today.. so cannot play computer too long.. she went to sleep.. juz sneak into my brother room use computer.. haha.. tomorrow amaths paper 1 i forgot to go for the tuition.. siao liao.. this time cannot survive.. oh no.. she know i using computer liao.. will be back.. heez :)
Monday, May 10, 2004
4G ,H, I please stand.. say until so soft who can here.. everybody sit down except 4G, H, I.. childish.. had the emaths paper 1 today.. sian know got a lot mistakes liao.. SS.. that one sure fail de la.. pass then is miracle liao.. come back home rest a little while muz go tuition again.. headache ah.. so many things to do and study.. sian sian sian and sian.. tomorrow chemistry.. science paper 1 and 3.. another hopeless exam paper.. pray for me.. if i pass with flying colours i post lots and lots pictures for you(blog).. heez.. i believe in miracles.. see you!
Sunday, May 09, 2004
Sometimes i wonder, did you really care or if you even thought of me when i wasn't there. Sometimes i wonder, was i ever in your heart or was i being used from the very start? But i now know that youare not like other guys, your special in your own ways and you would never do anything to hurt me. Although you may not love me, although you may not care if you ever need me i'll be there. Your love may be taken. Your heart may not be free, but when your heart is broken you can always count on me! i would rather have u as my friend then nothing at all.
Friday
o oh.. i forgot le.. haha.. arrange table and chair in the hall..went to dentention.. went to band room find guilong they all.. mdm ernie tot guilong is my boyfriend cos he say he waiting for me.. haha.. funny.. heard from dunno wei zhen or gibson.. mrs kong angry with mdm ernie.. can imagine 2 giant fighting.. went to darren there play.. saw jy very happy.. i wan to enjoy myself too.. but benjamin give me that "bu shuang" face everytime.. the peng fei pass sarcastic remarks.. idiot.. angry.. but den after that same team with guilong and yuet yong.. then happy liao.. they very gentleman.. haha.. play until 9 went to mac.. tok rubbish and 11pm reach home.. Zzzz..
Saturday
went out shopping with my mother.. bought a pair of shoe.. went home.. sleep.. wake up at 8pm eat dinner.. sms with weihwang from 9 something until 1 something.. 4 hours of smsing.. broke record.. can say tuition until tv den soccer, pingpong, colour of the clothes, wrestling, radio, william hung... sent almost 100 messages.. Zzz.. around 2..
Today
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!! went to tuition in the morning.. meet weihwang pass him the books.. go mac study for a while.. went home.. going out later.. blog first.. heez..
o oh.. i forgot le.. haha.. arrange table and chair in the hall..went to dentention.. went to band room find guilong they all.. mdm ernie tot guilong is my boyfriend cos he say he waiting for me.. haha.. funny.. heard from dunno wei zhen or gibson.. mrs kong angry with mdm ernie.. can imagine 2 giant fighting.. went to darren there play.. saw jy very happy.. i wan to enjoy myself too.. but benjamin give me that "bu shuang" face everytime.. the peng fei pass sarcastic remarks.. idiot.. angry.. but den after that same team with guilong and yuet yong.. then happy liao.. they very gentleman.. haha.. play until 9 went to mac.. tok rubbish and 11pm reach home.. Zzzz..
Saturday
went out shopping with my mother.. bought a pair of shoe.. went home.. sleep.. wake up at 8pm eat dinner.. sms with weihwang from 9 something until 1 something.. 4 hours of smsing.. broke record.. can say tuition until tv den soccer, pingpong, colour of the clothes, wrestling, radio, william hung... sent almost 100 messages.. Zzz.. around 2..
Today
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!! went to tuition in the morning.. meet weihwang pass him the books.. go mac study for a while.. went home.. going out later.. blog first.. heez..
Thursday, May 06, 2004
Exams coming mama dun let me use computer le.. sad :( chinese lesson wad very funni today.. the jin guo bu rang xu "mei" hor.. that stupid weihwang go say jin guo bu rang xu "mao".. i was laughing and den another joke came in.. zr dunno say wad love me love my dog.. dunno why also la.. maybe the way she speaks.. so funni.. bian lian jiu shi bian lian.. reccess dun play bottle soccer cos the sec 3 prefect come kao bei us.. i was injured by xiaoyun cos i din tell her i wan go back class the she accidently slammed the door at my face.. *pain* cheng hsiang came to disturb me.. omg i went in 5A classroom with a broom and sweep his head.. sia suay.. so many pple looking.. maths give back the test paper we did yesterday.. i passed.. heez.. although juz passed onli but still happy.. english period was very fun.. we were playing the stupid game.. and sebastian keep creating stupid jokes.. 2 free periods study chinese.. dentention.. home sweet home..
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
i was late for school.. 4 days LRC!!!!! sianz.. nvm go there study for mid-year.. er today louise birthday.. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUISE! a maths test.. chemistry.. i din sleep during chemistry leh.. clap for me.. bottle soccer.. dnt.. i slipped and fall.. stupid rain.. my butt very pain leh.. that idiot cockroach was behind me and laugh until going to roll on the floor liao.. sia suay.. but den also very funni.. no assembly today went back class for physics lesson.. passed my physics practical exam.. heez.. bottle soccer time~!.. we played very long.. all for us were injured by fat and disgusting zhaokuang.. he stepped on teng siang toe and blue black.. poor teng siang.. me also kena.. but heng not very painful.. i screamed very loud and everyone in the class was staring at me.. when xiaoyun goal.. our class girls cheered and clapped.. they were so cute.. chemistry remedial.. go remedial like no go.. was playing free sms with tkk.. use calculator to communicate.. finish remedial we saw a dead COCKROACH outside the stairs of the new block.. hahaha.. bring all my books home and took a cab with xiaoyun and yun di home..
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go
Hey love
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust
And if that's not enough
It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why
[Chorus]
Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do
It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go
Hey love
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust
And if that's not enough
It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why
[Chorus]
Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do
It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way
nothing to blog yesterday.. today hm.. i dunno leh.. no special thing happened.. chinese paper 1.. no dictionary.. lend the one with "chop" to wei hwang.. no mjr stamp cannot use so din use.. ok la not a lot of words dunno how to write.. hope to pass lo.. then maths return paper.. ok i passed.. everytime less one mark to my favourite number de.. 27!!! chinese disturb junhui.. and michelle.. english and go bugis with stella and kok hong.. went to buy presents.. broke liao.. no more $$.. sianZzz..
Sunday, May 02, 2004
got nothing to do.. dun wan see jus get lost..........
MY FAMILY MEMBERS (in mjr)
Daughter SHANNA AKA ASHANTI AH NEH NEH AH NEH (fav)
Son JING SHENG
Mei WANHUI
MJR^2F 2002 CUTEST FRIENDS..
BROWNIE EILEEN (injured)
FRANCISCO FRANCO FRANCIS CUM FRANCUA LEE XIAO YUN (hot fav)
COCKROACH TKK AKA TOU SUAN (black horse)
BIG HAIR YINGYING (part one)
BLUR BLUR ZILIN
QUACK QUACK AKA ZHIXIU
IRRITATING IVAN
PERVERT TENG SIANG
VIOLENT WANJIA
MEIHUI (didi is booked)
HWEE JUN
BAOYI
WEINI ("decent")
BOONSENG (great singer)
QUANSONG
DESMOND
PENG FEI
GOOD FRIENDS
GUAN WEI
JIANREN (stressed)
LEECHEN (blue eat)
LINLIN (oldest)
SHANHU (joker)
SOONMING (mouse)
STELLA (kok hong)
WANTING (pretty)
XIANMING (no teeth)
MJR CLOWNS
POKEMON DIGIMON DOREMON RAYMON (shitty mon)
HANDSOME JIACHEN (still handsome)
GOSSIP KING MAOJIE ( having pms)
MY "STEAD" RENJIE
BIG ELEPHANT GUAN LIANG
NINGJA TURTLE MASTER JUNTING (latest)
FLAT FACE ZHEN RU (chinese teacher fav)
MONKEY LYDIA (hyperactive)
ALVIN OH MY GOD (fired)
SEBESTIAN (part-time maid)
TOP TEN BAND IDIOTS
SUPER YUCKS KOON PHENG (yucks)
YUCKS TWIN KOON ANN
DOGGY SOO GUI LONG (*bark*)
YOZ YO YO DARREN TAN (part two)
SKINNY YUET YONG (uncle)
SHORTY DARREN CHUA (smoker)
EVIL WEIHWANG
KKK CHAP CAI PENG
*up to something* SIAH MONG
WEI ZHEN *sux* (sux)
- if your name doesn't appears here, you are a normal person.
- if your name appeared here, sorry to tell you that you are abnormal.
MY FAMILY MEMBERS (in mjr)
Daughter SHANNA AKA ASHANTI AH NEH NEH AH NEH (fav)
Son JING SHENG
Mei WANHUI
MJR^2F 2002 CUTEST FRIENDS..
BROWNIE EILEEN (injured)
FRANCISCO FRANCO FRANCIS CUM FRANCUA LEE XIAO YUN (hot fav)
COCKROACH TKK AKA TOU SUAN (black horse)
BIG HAIR YINGYING (part one)
BLUR BLUR ZILIN
QUACK QUACK AKA ZHIXIU
IRRITATING IVAN
PERVERT TENG SIANG
VIOLENT WANJIA
MEIHUI (didi is booked)
HWEE JUN
BAOYI
WEINI ("decent")
BOONSENG (great singer)
QUANSONG
DESMOND
PENG FEI
GOOD FRIENDS
GUAN WEI
JIANREN (stressed)
LEECHEN (blue eat)
LINLIN (oldest)
SHANHU (joker)
SOONMING (mouse)
STELLA (kok hong)
WANTING (pretty)
XIANMING (no teeth)
MJR CLOWNS
POKEMON DIGIMON DOREMON RAYMON (shitty mon)
HANDSOME JIACHEN (still handsome)
GOSSIP KING MAOJIE ( having pms)
MY "STEAD" RENJIE
BIG ELEPHANT GUAN LIANG
NINGJA TURTLE MASTER JUNTING (latest)
FLAT FACE ZHEN RU (chinese teacher fav)
MONKEY LYDIA (hyperactive)
ALVIN OH MY GOD (fired)
SEBESTIAN (part-time maid)
TOP TEN BAND IDIOTS
SUPER YUCKS KOON PHENG (yucks)
YUCKS TWIN KOON ANN
DOGGY SOO GUI LONG (*bark*)
YOZ YO YO DARREN TAN (part two)
SKINNY YUET YONG (uncle)
SHORTY DARREN CHUA (smoker)
EVIL WEIHWANG
KKK CHAP CAI PENG
*up to something* SIAH MONG
WEI ZHEN *sux* (sux)
- if your name doesn't appears here, you are a normal person.
- if your name appeared here, sorry to tell you that you are abnormal.
juz realise something yesterday i blog for friday and i forgot to blog for saturday.. making a fool out of myself again.. hm.. saturday morning wake up and went for my tuition.. saw weihwang sms call me see jy blog.. go back home watch S.H.E.. used computer.. realised weihwang told wad i told him to jy.. Angry.. sms him to scold him.. he replied "you know he almost cried? He wanted to know wad wrong he do, so i told him tat he control your life.. den he can change".. continued 13 messages from there.. message until i speechless.. went out.. came back saw his forward message.. send him back one.. read magazine and watch TV.. at 9pm channel 8 had a funny show.. COCKROACH~!.. sent tkk message to suan him.. mood of the day change liao.. make me laugh all the way until i sleep..
TODAY
early in the morning received a sms by tkk : *YAWN*.. being frightened up by a ghost..cannot sleep Liao la.. he crazy de.. 0156 sent me.. heng i din on my hp.. if not i wake up see this kind of message sure cannot sleep de.. START A BRAND NEW DAY WITH A SMILE :).. see you~!
TODAY
early in the morning received a sms by tkk : *YAWN*.. being frightened up by a ghost..cannot sleep Liao la.. he crazy de.. 0156 sent me.. heng i din on my hp.. if not i wake up see this kind of message sure cannot sleep de.. START A BRAND NEW DAY WITH A SMILE :).. see you~!
Saturday, May 01, 2004
Friday
said something evil on thursday night.. help me~! English MYE.. let me pass my english please~! went to band for the montage tickets thing.. tickets are selling fast.. and the circle seats no more le.. lucky i got 2.. dunno tkk going with his friend not? if not i waste my money liao.. went to ple soccer with them again.. this time meihui went too.. i called her to go de.. she got injured.. not very serious ba cos still can go mac eat ice-cream.. heez.. stupid cheng hsiang keep making me.. idiot.. jy behaving like really very sad and no mood.. make me feel bad as usual.. trying to spoil my day.. HAHA.. too bad i not going to fall for ur trick again..
reply back:
sorry i lied.. i dun like anyone else.. but i dun love you anymore.. i am sorry if i hurt you.. that is the fact.. nothing's going to change.. if you think by waiting or making me feel guilty is how you show you love me, continue loving (good luck).. Man shouldn't cry.. Setbacks are part of life.. Thank you for all the things you done to make me happy.. i rather people break their promises than to forget them.. i thought anything is possible but i guess not.. i am sorry.. i wan to be alone..
said something evil on thursday night.. help me~! English MYE.. let me pass my english please~! went to band for the montage tickets thing.. tickets are selling fast.. and the circle seats no more le.. lucky i got 2.. dunno tkk going with his friend not? if not i waste my money liao.. went to ple soccer with them again.. this time meihui went too.. i called her to go de.. she got injured.. not very serious ba cos still can go mac eat ice-cream.. heez.. stupid cheng hsiang keep making me.. idiot.. jy behaving like really very sad and no mood.. make me feel bad as usual.. trying to spoil my day.. HAHA.. too bad i not going to fall for ur trick again..
reply back:
sorry i lied.. i dun like anyone else.. but i dun love you anymore.. i am sorry if i hurt you.. that is the fact.. nothing's going to change.. if you think by waiting or making me feel guilty is how you show you love me, continue loving (good luck).. Man shouldn't cry.. Setbacks are part of life.. Thank you for all the things you done to make me happy.. i rather people break their promises than to forget them.. i thought anything is possible but i guess not.. i am sorry.. i wan to be alone..
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