Thursday, December 30, 2004
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
i am back!
Monday
stayed at home to watch mvp.. tkk and kkk came knocking on my door.. passed me present.. heez.. so nice.. they go back le.. i went to shower.. couldn't find my keys.. forget it.. tired of searching.. watched few minutes of scary movie 3.. haha.. cant stop laughing about the " i was juz screwing you.. bang! drop into the well.." back to search my keys.. remembered something.. i put inside my bag liao.. haha.. off to the chalet.. went to white sands first.. buy kkk de birthday present and chocolates for them to eat.. couldn't remember clearly wad i did.. many activities are not in order hor.. played blackjack.. up to room.. davin and shoan plus cheng hsiang, wan hui and xiao qing talking rubbish.. down to bbq.. played cards.. back to the room to play bluff.. yuet yong came ask me go down.. but i see the face like up to no good.. still wet down.. argh! lol.. birthday cake! they sing the song for me.. made a stupid wish "i wan to blow the candles".. the cake was nice.. quack came for a while to spend her $5 for bbq.. walked her to the bus stop and chatted.. arh.. so dark.. i am scared sia.. her bus came and had to walk back alone.. they wan to play water in the pool.. ask the sercurity.. damn.. the idiot say cannot play but if you wan to throw birthday de pple inside can.. cos 3 seconds can come up liao they wont know.. oh shit! run for my life.. back to the room.. dun feel like spoiling the fun so took out my hp wallet went to the pool side to see them play.. amelia was throw inside.. my turn liao.. shouldn't have struggle.. i wont be thrown down by 6 pple! up again.. go hugging and jumping on the dry pple.. they were throwing pple down one by one.. haha.. push down koon ann.. tried to throw jenny in.. she got in.. spash! i got down too without knowing why.. sianz.. its a damn cold night~ lolz.. went to shower.. back to the room for fighting? not sure.. sure one thing.. had lots of fun.. kena wack by pple.. poor me.. the new band boy jian lun is the suay one.. smack wack kick slap all use finish.. he is so lucky becos he is not dead.. the fight is over.. crap and laugh..
Tuesday
kkk birthday liao.. he come to room to hide end up kena wack by us.. left with huixian yuet yong and gib.. the rest go see red house.. fight again.. counted as draw la.. we all mad liao.. wan be robber.. end up no success.. started to see pple quarrelling and complaining.. because of the acholic drinks.. spoil my mood.. at the room when all of them come back from the red house.. listen to guilong say the ghost stories.. end up asking a lot of questions until benjamin not happy.. finally finish le.. go down.. think all the time dunno wad to do is to play daidee.. went out alone for a while.. they so noisy de.. because of the stupid drinks.. sit outside the shop where no one will pass by play with my hp.. haha.. play mahjong den think of the times we spent last year.. whole night playing mahjong.. sure was fun.. back to the chalet again.. omg.. still haven stop.. out again.. sit there gong gong stare at the sky without the moon.. back again play daidee.. see free show.. the drunk koon ann.. haha.. watch tv.. almost all go sleep le.. me kkk guilong and cheng hsiang play and laugh.. the stupid guilong make that stupid action.. the whole game was laughing non stop.. here comes the " du shen" that idiot keep on talk and argue with me.. finally play until he go away.. the sun starting to rise le.. xr group of pple came back.. benjamin group of pple went home.. they were all so tired.. waited to fly kite in the morning de.. but it was raining.. wait until 8 went to eat breakfast.. back to the room.. all very tired le.. dun wan to sleep at the stairs so i went to the seaside.. there have shelter.. sit there watch pple fishing.. becos of the rain.. it was so damn cold.. back to the chalet.. all was finally sleeping le.. some at the stairs some on the floor.. no place for me le.. got mark and zhiling go out with me.. close the doors.. off we went to buy mark slippers.. den back to the shelter with the 2 of them.. zhiling was very quiet.. me and mark were talking.. wanted to wait till 1050 so that the mintue i stepped to the room i can watch my mvp liao.. told you it was cold.. went back.. and slowly one by one wake up and the mvp started showing at 1000 not 1100.. damn it.. shit channel u no tell me earlier.. watch finish the show and up to the room.. HAHA.. they were all fighing for a place to sleep in the morning.. and i had the whole room to myself for sleep.. heard them saying they going to play lan.. haha.. going to have sweet dreams because i know i wont miss out anything.. wake up at 1500 by a call from pastamania to call me report for work on monday.. good morning.. play daidee and heart attack.. haha.. siao liao.. next door neighbour ask us wan to play game with them not.. we challenge them water war.. 3 hours from then.. koon ann and company were busy filling the water balloons.. meihui, eileen and weini came.. meihui and yuetyong.. haiz.. see liao also sad sia.. chat with eileen and weini outside the room.. eileen tell us about the "new" mjr gate joke.. haha.. soon~ time for war.. argh.. i have throw until pple yet.. i kena by the face.. i onli manage to throw 2 water balloon on them.. stand there again gong gong for them to hit.. end of external war.. start watching internal war.. to the pool.. push meihui in.. and say until making meihui push christine in.. haha.. kelian de meihui push her in liao end up must ownself jump in to please christine.. jump down to feel the water again.. almost how long haven go swimming liao.. for few mintues the lifeguard came.. went to shower.. all went downtown east for dinner.. eat finish liao tired le.. walk back saw cheng hsiang and xiao qing group juz eat finish.. go buy tibits and walk back together.. meihui and darren tan came le.. too bad yuet yong haven come back.. haha.. me wanhui xiao qing peirong yan hua tan huixian inside the room start gossiping about the band pple.. whole night of laughters.. from the "i heard baby crying" to the alien bags".. meihui and yuet yong joined in.. but yy din follow us gossip.. haha.. so many.. been a long time since i gossip.. haha~ when wanhui say until guilong that xiaoqing say " all guilong ex not a good thing.. box her head and blackout!.. she told she was blind.. make me laugh.. stopped the gossips when yy wan to sleep le.. next activity liao.. singing~! we were so happy.. sing until din notice yan hua beside me fall alseep liao.. all go out le.. let others come it exchange place.. they say no need so rush back to sleep.. lights off..
Wednesday
sleep until next morning wanhui wake us up.. brush teeth pack bag.. dun wan wake up den juz leave feel so bad.. wait for an hour den we go le.. took a cab home.. cost me $10! nvm.. i was tired.. reach home sleep le.. at 1000 koon ann called.. i left t-shirt and jy de present at the chalet.. not forget la.. is so many bags got a level of diffculty remembering and taking belongings home.. lucky he called at 10 if not i missed my show le.. watch mvp until 12.. sleep again~ until now.. start blogging for an hour liao.. lol.. i writing compo.. bye~
Monday, December 27, 2004
wow.. Happy birthday to LinJie~! thankss everyone who wished me happy birthday in the night without stars and moon.. haha.. so sweet ar.. all wait exactly at 0000 sms me happy birthday.. eileen is the first! thank you eileen.. thank you weihwang.. thank you tkk.. thank you yingying.. actually plus baoyi.. send me last night.. haha.. all send me at 26/12.. my birthday day is 27 la! but thanks anyway.. you all are so sweet~ thank you yonghan.. thank you huijun.. thank you jieyuan.. thank you linlin.. thank you xiao yun.. thank you meihui.. thank you xiang rong.. thank you kkk.. thank you zilin.. thank you zhen ru.. thank you darren tan.. thank you chun giam.. thank you amelia.. thank you guilong.. thank you yuet yong.. thank you jian hao.. thank you sherry.. thank you stella.. thank you soonming the ass.. thank you xiao qing.. thank you wanhui.. juz hoping i din left anyone who sms me happy bdae.. A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE~! got to go to band chalet le.. bye~
Sunday, December 26, 2004
Saturday, December 25, 2004
Friday, December 24, 2004
Thursday, December 23, 2004
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Monday, December 20, 2004
Sunday, December 19, 2004
Saturday, December 18, 2004
yesterday was a so called busy day for me.. wake up online blog watch mvp shower den take bus to kembangan.. was thinking should i go school first or find zilin pass her present first.. in the end let the train decide for me.. it is go simei first.. i go there she listening to the phone.. so din talk at all.. jus leave the present say byebye.. she wear the best uniform like XXXXXL.. the shirt so big den she so small.. haha.. so funny.. oops.. suddenly no mood take mrt go back school.. thinking that need to walk a long way from mrt to mjr den mus take the books for kp.. i took a cab.. wasted $7.. saw boon seng at the school gate.. chat for few seconds.. go to band room liao.. did i say i wear skirt? lolz.. i muz buy a lot of skirts stock at my wardrobe liao.. yesterday n-level results also.. so guilty.. guilong din make it to sec 5 i still bet with koon pheng.. i know i win so din think very much.. juz enjoy the bet and see koonpheng sia suay.. win $1.. but at band room they say he cry.. more worse liao.. even more guilty because i bet he fail den i know my mouth very suay de.. bad things from my mouth always come true.. haiz.. stuck inside band room waiting for them to dismiss.. in the end mr foo cheat them.. still have to play other songs.. cannot wait any longer.. say bye and fly to bugis liao.. take cab again.. but this time is $5 something.. lucky i took a cab because i reach there it was raining.. paid $50 for the prom den sit for a while went arcade see them play.. went up accompany zr a while den go down play again.. haha.. this time i got play.. hahaha.. my first goal in the arcade soccer game.. LOL.. so happy.. until 7 something go home lo.. take 80 with tkk and kkk.. kkk keep saying sad sad sad.. make us laugh and laugh until my cheeks the muscle cramp.. at the bus keep sms.. call tkk buy nokia 7270 for me.. haha.. send until 100 over messages.. for 2 hours.. in the end call him buy 4D the number 7270.. fall asleep le..
today go plaza singapura with my mama.. go and shop.. buy a lot of things.. haha.. buy until i very happy and she very sad.. not my fault la.. is we go shop den try a lot of clothes.. i wear wad also nice ma.. so too bad lo.. hahaha.. she also paiseh.. i try liao dun buy later the shop owner angry.. hahaha.. go the fila shop saw shu xian.. she pro in selling things.. so friendly to all customers.. walked around again.. buy a small bag and a necklace.. haha.. if she use credit card den good.. but she dun wan.. =( passed by the DMK.. decided to buy the heels for the prom nite.. lolz.. wad if i too tall? nvm la.. still buy anyway.. hoping that i know how to walk in heels lo.. went to drink and rest.. get back energy liao.. went music junction.. mama buy cd for sister and lotr vcd for my brother.. the difference between dvd and vcd is 69.90 to 16.90.. sia dao wo.. walk again.. she buy wallet for me.. she wan buy christmas present for sister de boyfriend also.. eee.. call her go marks and spencer buy chocolates.. because if he open the gift at our home i will have the chance to eat it.. lolz.. tired liao.. buy scotch tape and wrapping paper and went home le.. finally!
Friday, December 17, 2004
yesterday i went to see a chinese physician.. the stupid doctor call me cut away my hair.. and cut it short! that ass.. wad if i cut my hair liao den din get well.. i going to burn down his clinic.. but i am not going cut my hair.. the medicine he give is so yucks.. i really hope his clinic get burnt down.. because i still have to go back next week.. my ahma treat my mama and me eat dinner.. haha.. she pay $50 wan say keep the change.. siaoz.. smack her.. my birthday i coming.. you still got 10 days to look for my present.. i can give u the helping list..
things you shouldn't buy--> clothes, caps, undergarments or bikinis ( because u wont know my size), earrings necklaces, braclets or anklets( i not a christmas tree, i dun need those to decorate myself), photoframe, photo album,( can give me ur photo..) coinbank (i got 4 already.. $1, 50, 20 and 10 cents i dun need another one to put my 5 cents..), perfume (i smell good), clock or watch (i know the time), wallet or bag ( enough to open a shop), pencil case, calculator or books (i not going back to school), CDs or DVDs (no use to me), softtoys, toys, pillows or bolster( onli collects dust in my house).. wad u wan buy ask me first la.. i prefer cash..
things you can consider--> nokia 7270, Creative MuVo虏 FM, Cyber-shot DSC-W1 (i want black colour de) or Canon PowerShot SD10, washing machine with dryer ( so i no need to help my mama hang clothes anymore), juz give me a red packet with a note inside (hint: $100 note), Julian Hee wishing me happy birthday (he is so handsome).. HAHAHA~!
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Monday, December 13, 2004
Sunday, December 12, 2004
Friday, December 10, 2004
Thursday, December 09, 2004
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
Monday, December 06, 2004
Saturday, December 04, 2004
Thursday, December 02, 2004
yesterday the blogger got something wrong cannot blog.. yesterday went to find them play soccer de.. but den go until there all not playing liao.. like a fool like that.. dun wan go home so went to bugis.. haha.. soccer again.. but is the soccer card one la.. got play for a few games.. went to junction 8.. job hunting.. kkk like lost job.. bring the newspaper look and call.. haha.. got find a few.. but onli got 2 call for interview.. and the delifrance is one hour $3.50.. walked until evening.. reached home about 7.. half watch tv half online.. haha.. but stupid blogger cannot blog.. today my mama din work.. she tidy the house until 6 hours.. haha.. now got a lot of empty space liao.. my christmas tree is out! lol.. get me christmas presents so i can put under my tree.. lolz.. i watch tv until tired.. den play my gameboy.. now online blog a while.. today time pass very fast.. haha.. din go out today! haha.. break record liao.. bye`
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Monday, November 29, 2004
Sunday, November 28, 2004
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
Monday, November 22, 2004
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Thursday, November 18, 2004
Superglue
- If I could,I would pick you up.
- Above the wreckage that lies at your feet,
- Fly you to somewhere safe,
- And keep you there
- While I pieced your world back together.
- If I could,I would stop the world from turning.
- Stop it on it's axis, so that you were never sad.
- Tun back time to your happiest memory,
- And keep you there,
- While I pieced your world back together.
- If I could,I'd take everything you love
- And put it in one big room with you
- Where none of it could escape.
- And keep you there,
- While I pieced your world back together.
- If I could,I'd make you 5 years old again.
- I'd give you the family you wanted.
- I'd give you the life you wanted.
- And keep you there,
- While I pieced your world back together.
- If I could, I'd do anything
- To put your world together.
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Friday, November 05, 2004
Monday, November 01, 2004
chinese paper~ haha.. i do Q2 and Q5.. din have time to check for words.. they laughed at me.. because i wrote the bus stop gone.. actually is the bus route gone.. :( long break to paper 2.. went down to canteen to study.. say is study but actually is crapping around.. i study one topic for ss onli.. harmony and discord or merger!!! please come out tomorrow.. jackpot! vernice source-based.. humans onli.. can pass la hor? haha.. cannot study too hard also.. muz relax a bit.. so online a while no harm la.. told them i going to get 5 distinctions.. i haven completed the distinctions yet the loud thunder came.. laugh until their teeths dropped.. idiot.. paper 2 start de.. bloody idiot asshole got body odour.. dunno is shi yang or hu la.. almost struggle for 2 hours to get fresh oxygen.. let say the odour is not from shi yang la.. but that idiot took of his shoe to dry his socks!! i think because of him i onli know how to write one word.. paper finish le.. raining heavily.. waited 45 mins with quack and cloud for cab.. we were all wet.. the rain was so heavy and there are so many cabs "hired" dunno is we unlucky or all the taxi drivers lucky.. wasted a lot of time waiting.. wasted a lot of energy laughing.. finally reached home.. i dun have school shoe liao.. hope mama will buy school shoe for me.. if not i tomorrow need to wear wet shoe liao.. 22nd november is our last paper.. this week all 5 days.. next week 2 days.. next next week 2 days.. next next next week one LaST day! yaY! dun study to hard also ma.. later brain damaged.. muz do well.. the As is important but the brain more important.. GOOD LUCK! <-- for me =P
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
sorry i promise to blog on my graduation day but not free.. been busy.. so i blog today for that day k? den i wont be back until after my exams..
Saturday
it was my graduation day.. woke up very early and meet xiao yun in the bus interchange.. reached school and become a santa claus giving out graduation gifts.. i received a few.. thank you~ hm.. went to the school hall.. louise din wear white shoes.. hm.. *tink* band.. sms xiang rong.. sneak to the toilet.. but louise shoe too small for her.. went up band room.. called christine for help.. guess wad.. she called eugene come out exchange shoe with louise.. so funny.. on the way back to hall.. she go buy green tea.. hide inside my pocket.. sneak back to the hall.. vivien and kah xin saw i taking out the bottle of green tea and they started laughing.. oops.. back to wad the hall is happening.. speeches.. mdm heng cried.. but not becos we are graduating but she leaving.. is because she leaving mjr with us.. giving out the discs we went up the stage.. everyone of us.. hm.. i dun have mixed feelings.. i dun feel sad at all.. but i dun feel happy too.. wonder why.. mdm wee cried.. i gave her tissue on the stage.. she hugged me.. omg.. went to the back stage.. wait for alvin to give her flowers.. run out to give her the bear 4H bought for her with maojie taking the lily behind.. haha.. she burst into tears again.. back to sit again.. read others blog ba.. zhenru, weiqin... their blogs got more details.. i lazy.. went back to class.. start the 2 pony tails madness le.. all soo hoon fault la.. den whole class girls with long hair tie their hairs into two.. xiaoyun did that too.. haha.. mdm wee is also forced by 4H girls.. took lots of photos.. me and stella went to band room.. mr foo stared at me.. that idiot.. den sneak out of the band back to class room.. to the canteen.. photo madness.. take and take.. hee.. actually my classroom days in sec 4 is very simple ba.. lessons sleep or dream.. maybe a few lame jokes for the class to laugh.. gossips with maojie.. quarreling with zhao kuang or alvin.. crapping with a few others.. den make fun of classmates behind their backs.. smsing under the table.. drawing my table.. walking to 4i for chinese class.. to dnt room for lesson.. sec 3 was about the same.. but is quarrel with junhui.. and laughing at his disgusting habits.. with seetoh besides me.. make me feel that she so lonely.. with angeline everytime with a wierd look on her face.. sec 2!!!!! my favourite year.. dun wan to share with you~ =P sec 1.. all the gong gong children.. haha.. i will miss school.. i graduated for manjusri secondary! few more days to my first exam paper!!! GOOD LUCK!!! all the best for everyone taking o lvl.. Jia you!!
Monday, October 11, 2004
Thursday, September 30, 2004
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Monday, September 27, 2004
today was a laughing day.. got back physics for the first period.. i pass.. i got 52%.. was smiling and laughing because i was really very happy.. i passed.. second period was chemistry.. i got back my paper.. was so sad.. i got 45%.. i failed my science again.. history relief by mdm wee.. so take back paper 1 for english.. 19 and 17.. haha.. her comment for me was i improved.. smile.. i din fail.. haha.. one more free period.. the "guai" group laugh at me.. but they say i am cute so nvr mind.. during reccess went to collect money from baoyi and eileen.. back to class see them play battleship.. laugh a lot when we were disturbing them.. to chinese class.. i did well.. din fail.. quite happy.. zr jokes was funny.. lolz.. back to class for english again.. to dnt room keep on argue back.. out of my mind already.. lunch was the big big joke.. stayed in class played bottle.. as we usually laugh a lot when we play bottle soccer.. the most funny part came when kkk and zhao guang fall down.. zk the pants torn.. lol.. maths take back a maths paper 2.. i failed.. 44% dominic also 44% lo.. but he no need go for remedial because he passed his paper 2.. sianz.. after that dunno got physics remedial not.. yun go find mr kok.. at first haf de.. but when mr kok come our class so little pple, no more.. went home with xiao yun.. both of us failed 4 subjects.. amaths, humans, science, dnt.. sianz.. i can pass science and dnt one lo.. is 47% and 49% respectively.. arghh~ dun wan to think bout it le.. it's all over.. I WAN TO CRY!!!! lolz.. me go and study liao.. bye~.. how come u got so much time read my blog? go and study.. bye~
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her, am I right??
-It isn't love, it's LUST.
Are you proud, and eager to show her off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.
Do you want her because you know she's there??
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.
Are you with her because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it's LOYALTY.
Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.
Do you stay for her confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.
Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.
Do you pardon her faults because you care about her?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.
Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of?
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.
Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.
Does your heart ache and breaks when she's sad?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her?
-Then it's LOVE.
Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?
-Then it's LOVE.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret??
-Then it's LOVE.
Would you give her your heart, your life, your death??
-Then it's LOVE.
Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self? Why?The answer is so simple 'cos it's...LOVE
Friday, September 24, 2004
hey ya.. lolz.. hm.. er.. haha.. today a bit wierd.. time pass too fast le.. cant remember wad happened.. my amaths paper 1 got 36.. i need 44 for paper 2 to pass.. dotz.. sad.. physics sux.. kena suan by dominic.. back to class do english.. after school go find cherriann study physics with mr gui.. she got LRC.. i go alone.. learn one topic.. maybe i can really get B for my science for o lvl.. den mr gui help me analysis how many points i will get for o lvl.. lolz.. it was 19.. damn.. haha.. i tot i can get 15 or less de lo.. sianz.. a bit sad.. but muz learn to know where i stand la.. haha.. meihui birthday today but den she sick until go hospital.. called her.. sound so sick sia.. din go accompany her.. she got her parents and zilin they all with her le.. i went home.. i need to study for humans too.. shit.. how to get b4? when all i ever get for dis damn subject is f9.. sux..
the maximum points i need to get for poly.
EL - C5 CL - B4 E-maths - B3 humans - B4 science - B4 total = 20
if i am very lucky
EL - B4 CL - B3 E-maths - A2 humans - B4 science - B3 total = 16
but i dun wan study humans.. i din get to business also nvr mind
EL - C5 CL - B4 E-maths - B3 A-maths - B4 ( or dnt B3 ) science - B4 total = 19 or 20
if miracle happen to me
EL - B4 CL - B3 E-maths - A2 A-maths - B3 ( or dnt A2) science - B3 total = 14 or 15
i can predict the future!
if my brain is damaged, lost all my memories.. and left with onli study in my head.. maybe i will go woodbridge hospital..
EL - A1 CL - A1 E-maths - A1 humans - A1 science - A1 a-maths - A1 dnt - A1
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
2 days no blog le.. prelims over.. today no need go school.. haha.. er..
Monday
erm.. monday was physics paper.. fail~ lolz.. went to kallang mac with kaiwen, huibin and cherriann.. huibin went back.. me and kaiwen go cherriann house.. we watched the notebook.. go there mess with her things.. den see kaiwen abuse her.. took 55 home.. a very long journey.. haha..
Tuesday
my last day of prelims.. amaths paper 2 and dnt paper.. amaths P2 was much easier than paper 1.. so hope to pass with a better grade.. finish paper le.. mr lim came and collect.. he heard me coughing.. ask why i still coughing.. smile.. and he walked away.. he came back.. ask me wan medicine.. he said his old story when he used to be like me.. and when he drank that medicine he become healthy.. lolz.. so sweet.. a very caring teacher.. arghh.. melted away.. haha.. the dnt paper was hell.. all dunno how to do.. the trouble of not bringing textbook home.. 2 and a half hours.. sleep until the chinese teacher call me wake up tie paper.. she tot i f&n student.. spoiled my sleep.. cant go back to sleep le.. look around.. so many pple still doing the paper.. take papers somemore.. sianz.. went home straight.. sleep until afternoon.. sms till sleep.. until the night den wake up.. watch titanic again.. haha..
Today
it is very early now.. cant blog for today.. will be back.. *smile*
Sunday, September 19, 2004
sometimes we get lost within home
sometimes we get cold in warmth
so many times we shout in space
no voice is heard in response
our soul has flown away with no mercy on our hearts to spare
sun dies............ sun wake
only thousands tears in
thousands hurting nights we waste
coldness is not just winter
it is also fear within hearts
fear in the shadow
waiting to pounce on its prey
preventing hope from shining
the only allowance is not to stay
Friday, September 17, 2004
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Tuesday
yesterday din blog.. very tired.. yesterday paper was maths paper 1 and s.social studies.. the maths i today realise i got a lot of mistakes.. the velocity de question i go do plus all the way when it is minus.. and the stupid pime factor.. 3 marks!!! and i spot the mistake and it left 30 seconds for me the change.. fu**! social studies study also fail de la.. do the soure-based and the essay juz crap few lines.. after that went to dnt room do the folio.. was climbing up and down the stairs all the time.. first is put bag.. down to buy file.. up to fill its content.. down because mr choo having lesson.. up to get the artefact but choo dun wan give me.. down to do the folio.. on the way saw mark.. band going concert.. din go.. tired.. got the artefact.. go find mr choo again.. call me wait.. up to the toilet to put dominic de artefact.. back to dnt room take the gun.. down to take photo.. up to take the gun glue.. stick the rod.. had to ask turtle master help me.. dnt room are closing.. rush through last piece of evaluation.. up to put back the gun glue.. down to bring artefact and folio to hand in.. HE WENT HOME!!.. wad the hell.. then the fat teacher( i dunno how to spell his name.. but think u all know hu la) call me go up put inside the toilet.. down to return keys.. the folio can hand in today one lo.. i rush until like hell.. up and down dunno how many times.. i must get a distinction or i cry.. went home.. the maojie call me study hard if not will need go army.. idiot.. he going sell barbie dolls after his o level.. sleep very early last night.. muz replace the time i stay awake..
Wednesday
this morning took bus.. saw quack when i am inside the bus and she in her father car.. i am going to be late liao.. got down the bus waited for cab.. the driver very good at speed.. he ask i going late ar.. he step his engine.. wow.. 100 km/h.. juz in time for school.. morning prelim paper is sci(phy/chem) paper 1.. first question wrong le.. sianz.. break for 2 hours.. went up to class.. talk with cloud.. down to hall the guys laughing at me.. wonder why.. they say i become thin liao.. realise jasmine was sitting at my place chatting with his boyfriend on the fone.. asked her dun mind.. she walked away and i saw water on my chair.. complain about it.. dominic saw.. almost fainted.. they still laugh happily.. saw is fats.. lolz.. went back class a while.. back to hall.. start le.. the paper 3 sci(chem) more worse.. dunno how to do at all.. bullshit all the way.. went back with cloud.. talk about the papers.. created a lot of lame jokes.. reached the bus stop.. kaiwen and cherriann came.. talk talk talk.. say until cherriann no need come so early tomorrow.. we keep saying that early go home is better.. we going back earlier on friday ma.. laugh laugh laugh.. xiaoyun say something funny.. she say she is miss cheong sister.. cos she is minnie.. wonder why.. sisters how come same name.. she say " i am meany M.E.A.N.Y" lolz.. board the bus.. talk about kah xin in f&n lesson wear uniform in a wierd way.. talk about students going back early.. and when we were in lower secondary after schools do wad.. so fast sec 4 liao.. haha.. reach home.. sleep for an hour.. 1530 go tuition.. now return home le.. not going study liao.. too tired.. later at night den read the history textbook.. bye
Monday, September 13, 2004
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Friday, September 10, 2004
Thursday, September 09, 2004
http://cartoon.0451.net/flash/ShowFlash.asp?Id=6772 nice~ nice~ dun close the window too fast.. watch finish..
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
Monday, September 06, 2004
wow.. it is amazing to see how one can change entirely in a day.. went to school for amaths.. relative velocity.. is easier than the aeroplane de.. after that went to mac with kai wen and cherriann.. huibin go bugis first den join us.. reach home about 2 something.. later going tuition..
Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Sunday, September 05, 2004
didn't have enough sleep on friday night.. feel so sleepy.. i sleep at 1 something last night.. didn't blog for saturday because i came back late last night..
Saturday
woke up at 7.30 by meihui message.. i was holding my hp all the way when i was sleeping.. the vibration woke me up.. she meeting me at 10.. wake up and wash up.. find shirt go out.. went shower.. told my mother i was going out to study.. lolz.. cos i still owe her hp bill the money.. dun wan tell her i go watch movie.. haha.. somebody stole my slippers.. idiot.. went to somerset meet mh.. was late.. den walk a bit.. movie start le.. we watch 13 going 30.. as usual ba.. a story with happy ending.. not too bad.. after movie go window shopping.. took photos.. went to a shop.. the birthday cards were cute.. she was hinting buy something for her birthday.. lolz.. go long john drink and saw debbie.. walk until 2 something.. took 7 with her.. she called yuet yong.. they were playing soccer.. as usual ba.. they were acting idiots on the phone.. alight at bugis.. wait for tkk.. walked around bugis.. was bored.. walked to suntec to get tickets first.. walked back to bugis.. he still at home getting scolded by parents.. walked to the bookshop read something.. bought the chinese storybook.. the girl who sell dolphins.. lolz.. the title attracted me.. read a few pages den decide to buy it.. went up the place outside bugis cinema.. sit there read.. almost waited for 2 hours.. finally here.. went to arcade to find him and donald came.. watched them play soccer.. so sleepy.. almost fall asleep.. continued to read until 7.. lolz.. the movie starting at 7.20.. we are going to be late.. den he keep calling me to run help me take my bag.. din run of cos.. looked stupid.. reached suntec at 7.20 somthing.. juz in time for the movie.. start for a few minutes ba.. din missed anything.. we watched cinderalla story.. got or gui chia! lolz.. den we were playing during the movie.. the show was funny.. and the "prince" was handsome.. lolz.. the ending was cute.. walked out of the cinema.. saw siah mong.. den walked to the fountain.. walk one big round dunno wad to eat.. got a competition at the fountian dere.. dunno wad is that.. end up go mac buy things go up the fountain and eat.. sit there for an hour.. playing with his shoe laces.. talking about lame things.. finally got up and headed for home.. saw used to be mjr de pple.. walked and saw stefanie fong, amelia and dunno hu.. the atmosphere was a bit strange.. lolz.. walked back to bugis.. take bus.. saw the 4A fat fat guy.. lolzz.. saw a lot mjr pple today.. took 51.. reached home almost 12.. lolz.. sms until one.. finally sleep le..
Sunday
i think i did something bad again.. if you wan to know, i dun wan to let go.. feeling down.. am i strong enough to carry on? i am alone at home.. mother and sister went to the army thing.. brother always out on sunday.. dunno where he is too.. but he very good.. tell me dun forget my lunch.. hm.. haiz..
Friday, September 03, 2004
Thursday, September 02, 2004
getting to close will get u addicted.. lolz.. juz chat with my primary school de good friend.. she is still that expert in talking back.. she is cute~ hm.. today was raining.. er.. like a mad woman going into class smiling.. heez.. english.. chinese and maths.. maths got back amaths block test liao.. i failed.. tkk wan bluff me say he got 31 and half.. then i say is 3 plus 1 plus half = 4 and half.. then zhao kuang was really 31 but 3+1 =4 lolz.. all lose to me.. i got 2+3+half.. 5 and half.. i got the highest.. ok.. i know.. lame.. but when u see the paper really depressed.. recess play bottle because as i expected that dog wun return us the ball de.. can't stop laughing when the bottle **** lolz.. it is our joke.. physics.. english again.. maths again.. sianz.. go dnt room do a bit folio.. play a bit here and there..stupid weihwang dun believe me.. hm.. i going to think carefully liao.. i think i like him.. shh... after that still got relative velocity remedial.. went down canteen quarrel with alvin and sebastian.. the two girly gays.. make me laugh until rolling on the floor.. to the AVA for the lesson.. not bad ba.. still can understand.. i juz realize i din go tuition yesterday.. big shit! cannot go today if not my brain will explode.. 3 periods of maths and 2 hours of maths remedial.. can die one lo.. watch 3J and 2F de soccer match a while and went home with yun and her di.. now listening to reason.. lolz.. junting de blog have this song.. nice~
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Monday, August 30, 2004
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Saturday, August 28, 2004
i thought i was early today.. but late.. lucky is on time for the test.. had to find protractor for tkk.. called wanhui.. until i reach boon keng mrt.. he told me he need 3 protractor and 3 compass.. omg.. xiao yun, kkk and jia chen didn't bring.. so early no bookshop open leh.. said sorry.. but kind of feeling bad cos cant help them.. saw iris at the bus stop.. took 64.. zr say she wan come at 10.. omg.. luckily she made in for the test.. although is onli a test la, cannot make it a habit ma.. later o level come liao late how? saw the time.. shit! was like an idiot running from the 64 bus stop to school on a saturday.. lolz.. muz pass turtle master compass.. the test was like very very long lo.. endless questions.. headache.. the feeling of wan sick dun sick is very terrible.. managed to finished my paper with a few blanks.. hoping to pass.. i will work hard for prelims.. went back with xiao yun.. her mother going fetch her.. she walked me to the bus stop den walk back to school.. so sweet~ she really bring joy to me.. so many things to talk bout.. went find soon ming pass him money.. that idiot made me wait for almost 20 mins at his house the bus-stop.. tired of waiting.. called him.. he told me he coming down liao.. wtf~ i wait so long liao he still say he coming down liao.. fainted! passed him the money.. veins exploded when he told me he going find zheng yi.. wa lao.. waste my time! reached home and watched television.. i am going to be sick~
Friday, August 27, 2004
hm.. er.. =) i am in a very good mood today.. dunno why also.. lolz.. can't remove the smile from my face.. heez.. chinese playing with quan song.. he ask me help him ask pple for the zpop concert thing.. i tried very hard liao.. but too bad.. nobody wan go becos of the price.. er.. back to class for maths lesson.. maojie bring out all the cruel reality in front of mrs kong.. sianz.. dun care him.. he is juz jealous that he dun even had the chance.. lolz.. recess go run around finding pple to go for the concert.. got into a fight with cheng hsiang.. that idiot hit my head.. lolz.. like children running around playing.. history i tired my best not to fall asleep le.. chemistry got back the prelim pratical.. 11.5.. the same result i got for mid-year.. sebastian say it doesn't matter how much i get for practical.. because i will still fail the paper.. i will make sure he cry with i show him i got a distinction for science.. lolz.. english write the compo for the television.. my pen all no more ink liao.. write until so many things.. play play until english remedial.. teng siang keep giving me stupid jokes bout miss wong.. laugh laugh laugh.. went to find cherriann for physics.. mr gui taught us the graphs, moments.. hm.. at least he is much much better than mr kok.. i am going to pass my prelims for science! i hope.. lolz.. not enough confidence yet.. haha.. took 21 back with the idiots.. idiots i no need say liao la.. still got who? those i.d.i.o.t.s.. make me laugh lo.. can't help.. today very very happy.. haha.. but someone is feeling low because of books.. haha.. mood swing and pms dun wan admit.. how many more days to o' level? one more week to prelim english.. 4 more days to hand up dnt folio.. one more day to emaths P2 block test.. lolz.. heez.. =) =D
Thursday, August 26, 2004
Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back... but yet, loved them so much, you knew you'd die if they did?
Someone should sue Disney for planting the ideas in little kids heads that every girl has a prince and everything ends up happily ever after.
Cast your eyes to the ocean... Cast your soul to the sea
Though the dark nights seem endless, Please remember me.
Yeah I'm alone, but I don't need happy couples walking down the hall together to remind me.
A blank piece of paper isn't filled of nothing...it's filled with however far your fantasy will take you.
Gotta keep going, gotta keep fighting, too much time wasted to look back and cry. There's always a tomorrow, always a smile.
Too many of us stay walled because we are afraid of being hurt. We are afraid to care too much; for fear that the other person does not care at all.
Don't cry for what might have been; don't live in the past. It was supposed to be forever; well forever never lasts. Lift your head and dry your tears, forget about yesterday. We had the time of our life, but we must move on. Let it fade away.
The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
It's tough to be a teenager, sometimes life's not fair-I wish I had somewhere to go, and someone to CARE.
theres nothing i can do for you.. nothing i do can ease your pain.. i'll come up with excuses and burn through your heart.. my lies will find their way to your veins and cut them deep and clear.. i'll leave a nasty scar, right below your eyes.. when you look in the mirror it will make you realize.. that i was the reason that made you cry.. deep inside the burrow of my cell, there is a letter to you.. it reads "I'm sorry for the bullshit I put you through.."
*I dont make promises i can't fulfill so when i say i'll be there someway -- some how i will.*
OnE HuG..OnE KiSs..OnE DrEaM..OnE ChAnCe..OnE LiFe..OnE LoVe.. ..No ReGrEtZ..
lolz.. cant stop laughing.. mark now at msn talk a lot of shit.. wad CPR and blow air.. because of one fainted.. lolz.. cute guy.. hm.. lets blog for today.. i praise MJR leh.. write something like compo for TP lesson.. i say i love my school.. hahaha.. chinese as usual.. maths do unity P2.. xiao yun say she thought is one of the amaths topic.. so cute.. recess study a bit of amaths.. physics sleep.. english draw flower leaf grass and worm.. lolz.. wanjia de joke.. heez.. maths again.. continue do corrections.. dnt.. talk a bit with weihwang.. he beat me leh! lolz.. xiao hai zi.. hm.. continue do the artefact a bit.. teng siang very gentleman.. still help me do.. lolz.. went back class for the a maths block test.. sianz.. this time de test sure fail liao.. all the questions i do one is onli 32 marks.. i need one more mark to pass leh.. but sure got lots of mistake de.. took bus home with xiao yun.. talking and laughing about the long hair man sitting in front of her.. laugh and laugh until talk about the taxi-driver.. gay! lolz.. happy day~
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Monday, August 23, 2004
for everyone the story goes
there's a special someone
to make them whole
someone to give their heart completely
and you may search high and low
and when you find your angel
and when you know then you finally get that feeling
it'll be as clear as the air you're breathing
that's when the world feels small beneath your feet
its when the stars above are only just out of reach
when you feel you're alive for the very first time
and there's nothing that you can rise above
that's when you know that you're in love
who can tell the time and place
when you see your soul reflected in their face
it'll be a spell you're under
and it'll hit you just like thunder
that's when the world feels small beneath your feet
it's when the stars above are only just out of reach
when you feel you're alive for the very first time
and when you hold them in your arms and cant let go
that's when you know for all of my life
I have been searching
for something I couldn't find
but now that I know that you are the one
I understand I read the signs
cos now the world feels small beneath my feet
and all the stars above are only just out of reach
when you feel you're alive for the very first time
and there's nothing that you can rise above
that's when you know that you r in love
Friday
trying very hard to recall.. chinese lesson first.. den erm.. argh.. can't remember.. got the o level oral.. in the PAC playing around with tkk and vivien laughing with us.. oral did badly.. could figure out wad to reply.. sad =C it was raining heavily.. went to band room to seek shelter.. about 5 went home with des, kkk and tkk.. still raining.. cold~ lolz.. reached home.. at night received call from weihwang.. sianz.. back to sleep..
Saturday
woke up as usual for english remedial.. shanhu got a new long name.. mangosteen juice in a water bottle.. play play until lesson over.. went back home with yun.. travelling time is almost 2 hours to and from for an hour of lesson.. sianz.. reached home.. tkk told me xiaoyun got no keys.. hm.. den she also dun wan come my house.. she waited for 2 hours for her brother.. so kelian.. hm.. went for tuition.. to bugis find them watched movie.. reached there about 6.. movie starts at 7.30.. played lan for an hour.. meihui came and we go watched aliens and predators.. after movie.. mh go book shop.. ivan and kkk went home.. left teng siang, tkk, donald and me.. juz dun haf the mood to play lan le.. wanted to walk walk de.. but they all like going sacrifice their time like that.. in the end go play cs.. until 10 somthing 11.. took 80 home.. cold~.. lolz.. reached home very tired.. sleep sleep sleep..
Sunday
woke up around 8.. need to go bright hill.. brother still sleeping and sister is very slow.. in the end waited until nine den leave our house.. reached the temple and did wad we suppose to do.. leave the temple and took cab to toa payoh.. the onli bank that open on sunday until 4.. update our OCBC passbook.. went to search for CD.. sister bought one.. maybe i going buy the disney one.. like very nice to listen.. see first.. think before i do anything.. meet wanting around one.. went to city hall meet soon ming they all.. waited for jackie and xm.. off to suntec for lunch.. walked to the cinema see got wad show.. walked to marina.. finally decided to watch shepford wives.. sit down and talk.. until movie about to start.. alright la.. the show still not too bad.. walk to the esplanade there de seaside.. xm and my shoe kena a lot of mud.. suay.. his is left foot mine is right.. sit at the sea side watch parachute and helicopter.. walked back to city link eat ice-cream.. went home with wanting.. told her wad happened in school.. hm.. got a lot of things happened.. lolz.. think need one month to tell her everything ba.. reached home around 8..
Monday
usual monday time-table.. except today i dun haf tuition.. back home.. had to release the so-called anger.. things changed over time.. except the sun and moon are still around..