我知道 说好了
是最最最后一次
多一秒 都不能吗？

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=((
Sad.
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Successfully let the day pass me by. A reply doesnt mean anything. Definitely not waiting for one. Still, I hoped you had enjoyed ur special day. =))

I remembered the times during the secondary sch days. The joke of Mrs Sam. I LOL while at work. WHO PUT THE MACARONI IN THE KETTLE??!! Best thing is Xiaoyun narrated the story. I can still laugh so much on a not-so random day. Days of my youth is amazing. How I wish I could live my life all over again. Do the same things, laugh the same way. Everything, except to not let you know I would feel this way.

It's getting late. I need to call my boyfriend and say goodnight. Gone.

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Slap left slap right and slap left again.
I am scare of this. Everything. I wish I could tell you.

是雨嗎　輕輕悄悄落下來　亂我夢
是我哭嗎　偏偏想聽一次　偏都聽不了

每一个故事只能有一个结局
你想的是否一样？

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I think, I remember, I love.
Brings a big smile to my face.
4 gongs all for me. LOL!!! =DDD
Who will do the same for me?
STUDY LAR!!
I want to eat crabs now. =DD

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Try to keep it normal. There will always be times like this. I try to forget to remember even when some weird date is near. The ipod chose the songs to remind me of things I should forget long ago. Haha. My naughty ipod.

I love my precious now and future. =))

I am going away for a one week holiday after my exams!!
Weee~~ I need to chew white bread for the coming weeks.
Saving $$.
I asked,
if I should buy the photo printer before leaving?

不再让悲伤 将我心占据
让它随风去 让它无痕迹
所有快乐悲伤
所有过去通通都抛去
心中想的念的盼的望的不会再是你
不愿再承受 要把你忘记

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Try to spend the whole day sinking all the concepts and theories to your brain. At the end of the night you will be half dead. Bring me a can of redbull before I RIP.
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I started a little bit of SM revision and its killing me. So, I went to think of my shopping list. And it goes on and on and on. I want to go SHOPPING right away and bring 3 luggages back. Please let the exams be over soon!!! Can I buy at least 10 bags and 5 pairs of heels home?
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Do things I like say things I want. Dont care about anything. This is good life.

I spent $$ X many times shopping for random things and ate good food at different restaurants for the past weeks. Trying hard to empty my savings. Haha. NO good. Have to stop my cravings on sashimi and sushi. Guai guai stay at home eat dinner.

I have 2 more assignments only~~ Yeah~~ Ignored the other 2 which I had to do during my holidays *damn*. I keep slacking. But I read textbooks to fall asleep at night k? Still a hardworking student.

Getting a lot of mosquitoes bites lately. Recommend me a good repellent please~

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我只是想要简单的生活
陪我一起笑的朋友
不会变心的情人
不再打扰我的回忆
谁才能让那伤痕
消失？。。。

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I have no idea what I am busy with. I just refuse to blog. Haha. I dont know when I reach this place there is so much things I wanted to say and knowing that I shouldnt. That day someone asked me if I am ok. That moment loads of things went around my mind. 一点烦 一点忙 but the question makes my day. I miss those how are you questions. No one seems to notice the change. I heard my colleague saying to someone that he nvr see my smile at all before. True cos I didnt play mahjong for a while.

BSFs unite this Saturday again~ Charge some energy before the battery went flat. Tired.



我想起你 你有了她
是否依然为了爱变得很傻？

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Just say time heals. If you realised earlier, there wouldnt be any pain at all. When you no longer cares, it only gets better everyday. OR even better to find something worth much better. Why worry? Read a book. Buy a toto ticket. Do a face mask. Surf information for your next holiday trip. I dont know how to persuade or convince people to let go of a history cos I know it's damn hard. Haha. So the only thing I could do is for my hp to be 24 hrs available for small chats and gossips. I cant be any help cos I am quite lousy. HAHA~ BUT BUT BUT...... I can paint your room with BRIGHT yellow. And willing play mahjong and add to your misery in November.


I have a vision for tomorrow.
A lovely small house to relax with lots of cushions and pillows.
A lovely Avante with enough petrol to drive and eat supper everywhere.
Family, Friends & 1 Love will be all that I need.
If I have a little puppy which/who will live as long as I do.
Everything would be perfect, perfect.
Just believe, just believe.

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找回自己

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OK!
Lets go Bangkok again this November. =))

I am going to Taiwan next year. Hopefully TWICE~
HAHAHAHA~ So exciting~ I already started checking out the promotions.
I want to go shopping!! Buy loads of clothes, bags and shoes. WEEE~~
But I need to win toto first. Talk to me about TAIWAN~
I want to eat MEE SUA.

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I just realised the difference. Loving someone and being in love. You can love someone in any ways but that doesnt mean that you have to be with him. But when you are in love with somebody, you cant live without him. After 16 months, I think I am really in love now. HAHAHAHAHA~~ Forget about everything else. THUNG CHUN NGAI IS MY FAVOURITE!! =DD

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Hm.. What should I say? Ups and downs. Sian-ness hits.
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High on redbull. =DD Love it. Hahahaha. That few seconds of sian-ness doesnt really matter. The few what ifs wont matter anymore. I enjoyed myself being in the craziest mode ever. With the few most important people in my life, I feel so fortunate. Super duper fortunate. =))
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My blog isnt dead. I am always online. But I choose to play farmtown instead of blogging. Say I am lazy. Haha. My absolute boyfriend bought me a new HandPhone. I am calling it my piggie. Now he is wearing his yellow piggie socks with socks as the wallpaper. Qwww... Cute~ Hehehe. What's going on this holidays?? I went to work, play mahjong, shopping like a crazy woman, watching movies, went ipoh and penang, QS korkor house to eat, went to the zoo, enjoying the holidays to the fullest and laughing with my crazy friends and socialising with my bf friends. NOW my holidays is not enough. Maximise time usage. Happy me always feeling pretty everyday. Spending loads of $$ decor-ing myself. July comes I will be rotten again. Yawns. I have to go now. Need to harvest before I think of the coming school days. Take care. She will be loved~ =))

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多少次我忍住胸口的淚水　
只是為了告訴我自己我不在乎

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It just sucks.


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