Wednesday, December 31, 2008

I have to work tonight. =)) Another eve away from home. ...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

所有的一切,都有风淡云清的一天,总有一天,
你看到他就像看到一张桌子那么简单

...try again or walk away...

Sunday, December 21, 2008

逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

...try again or walk away...

Thursday, December 18, 2008

It’s the little things that you do for each other, the simple things that take a little effort and are greatly appreciated. =))
...try again or walk away...

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Happy Birthday LEE ZILIN~!!!
I want to go shopping~~
...try again or walk away...

Sunday, December 07, 2008

Raining is destroying the smile I wanted to carry.
Wad can I do? I hate this December. =((
If I think it another way, I can make it better with a second chance.
A second chance I didnt asked for. =))
Come to think its not the first time bad things happened.
The sun will shine one day~

I am waiting for my waffle. =))
I am waiting for my free holiday trip. =))
I am waiting for my next paycheck. =))
I am waiting for the wishes. =))
I am waiting for a new start =))

I am waiting for that rainbow. =))
...try again or walk away...

Thursday, December 04, 2008

It's her hard-earned money and I threw them into the sea.
Write me a cash cheque with $6000. I wont return to you.
I will remember you for life.
=((
...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

=(( I am so tired. I dont want to work~~ I miss my secondary school days so much~
I see you online everyday BUT why you dont want to talk to me? Huh??
I am getting my "failed" results soon. =(( 2008 worst day is coming. =(( Scare~
How to celebrate my precious December?? ...try again or walk away...

Monday, November 24, 2008

我才终于明白
办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中......
幸福永远缺货

Tell me the difference between 依赖 and 利用?
I'll do anything for you. What should I do?
I'll wait. Trust that things will be different soon.
I just dont want to blog lar. Makes me emo.
What the hell??!!! Forgive me.
This is not happening everyday.
December is COMING!!!!!!!
CELEBRATE DECEMBER~~ =DD

明明很爱你又不快乐
...try again or walk away...

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same

I want to change HP. Can I?
...try again or walk away...

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Its only 5 days a week and only 6 hours per day. My only motivation is only money. Haha. It seems like I am working hard trying to hold 2 jobs or maybe 3. But, its just exchanging a few hours for a few coins. Haha. Dont worry about me. Its just the first week. Frugal living is my new way of life. I am not going to spend $$ on "CAB" anymore. Money is my current topic.

I am not walking here and there bugging her to buy me a psp this year. I have no idea what I want cos its my sis 21st and priority shouldnt be on me. But when my mama splurges on me, I just wish that I never wasted my time. The other daughter will be so jealous if she finds out. I am going to pretend that I am not being loved when I am.

没想过有些难过
我自己不说却被看透

"its like that lah. oxygen lo.
you never know its there.
so, when its gone?
cant use nitrogen ba."

回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河
为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢?

你值得真正的快乐!!
...try again or walk away...

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Time and time again. It is always about that.
My life becomes SO meaningless when I have too much time being ALONE.
Today reminds me of that every second. WHY?
Cos my exams are over. Nothing I could or should do.

I hate being home alone. I just depend on those phone calls.
Saying good morning and goodnight to be smiling.
I dont like to blog too much now. These are the only things I can think of now.

Being content seems so hard to me.
Stop wishing that things are different!!
THE PAST IS OVER!!!!

Stop me from blogging. Hahaha. This is the reason. =))



Tomorrow will be a brand new day!!
I just need some SUN to kill the germs.

...try again or walk away...
Not a happy thing that my exams ended. I am failing my papers. Trial exam is of no use. If onli I knew that nothing is the same. Unlucky. Wa KAO!!! I had to force myself to sit for a paper that I knew I am going to fail badly. 2 hours of writing blanks. I gave up. Prepare to repeat a whole semester with the greatest management subject. Hais. I cant turn back time now. Nothing good is happening to me. =((

At least for that one day, I feel loved. =))
Cry 10 days to smile for once. I wont mind.

Sorry about the photos. I am lazy.
Send you online if you want.
Nudge me. =))

Blog is dead. I am trying to keep secret about my life.
Hahaha.
...try again or walk away...

Friday, October 24, 2008






Something is wrong with the uploading.
Please hold while I erm.. upload again. =))
Repeat semester. Standby. Arr. Sad~~
I need a hug. =(( Still waiting for you...
Uploading photos.

17/10/2008
HAppy BirthdAy~
...try again or walk away...

Thursday, October 16, 2008



=))
...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

每个人的心底里,也许都都沉淀着一段过往。快乐的往事,如糖,化在了水里,我们喝了下去,于是,眼底,眉梢,从此都留下甜蜜的痕迹。而那些不快乐的事,像糖里的杂质,沉在了杯底,不去碰它,它自在那里,可是,只要轻轻地一搅动,再清澈的心情,也会变得,浑浊。若喝下去,它会摩擦我们柔软的心,若有似无地痛,会更加地,痛彻心扉。因此,我们只能静静地,等待。等待它,再次沉淀。 ...try again or walk away...

Friday, October 10, 2008

Can you take the exams for me??
I AM DYING.
Nothing goes into the brain. Only words of "die!, die!, DIE LIAO!!!"
*CRIES* ...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

When something "bad" happens, something good happens too.
At least you know who will be with you to the end.
Feeling appreciated by a whisper of "thanks"

Even though we dont see each other often, sometimes I do think of you.
Cos I know you are the one who will always be there for me.
I dont know whether you would share my joy if I am happy.
But I am more than grateful to have you in my life.
Thanks.

I feel old and lonely again.
...try again or walk away...
Back and gone. Hais~
But its ok!!
Hahahahaha~~
Home Alone 4
...try again or walk away...