原来我还在意 ...try again or walk away...

I have lots of photos yet to be posted. I cant even spent a few minutes just to type a few words. Not so good. I can spend the whole day doing nothing and just keep sleeping and sleeping. Drag me to school. I cant afford the time to slack. I am so guilty after skipping my lesson yesterday. Hais. Drifting away~
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Who says I have a hard time making things last?? Who?? HAHAHAHAHAHA~~~
It is indeed a little difficult to stay committed. However, =DD
I am very very very HAPPY. =DD
ITS THE 4tH MONTH TODAY!!!!
May be nothing amazing to you. But, hohohoho~~
I AM IN LOVE!!!!! <3

I'm thinking of you 我有你真好
只要牵着你的手就知道
我早已经没有任何缺少
因为我拥有你在我心里

我会提醒自己把这份爱收好

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I am back home~ Ok. I got things to blog. DEN I forgot. DAMN IT. I dont care. See you when I am free. Most probably, next week. =DD ...try again or walk away...

I haven been taking care of my love. I lost it for a few days and I miss it SO much. I got it back now, I promise I will never let it get sick again. My lappy costs me $120!! How many meals can I have with that amount? I am going to eat bread and drink water till my next cheque comes. Sad. And this stupid anti-virus thing is driving me crazy. Just when one thing goes wrong. My unlucky day starts from Monday when I complained that my bf dont care about me. Which is entirely not true because I just need some attention. It should be the retribution I get for being unreasonable. I try not to sleep too much now. I am getting a little brain damage when I forget things I did in just a few minutes before. I ignore everything around me with no intention. This is a warning sign for me. I am scare of getting stupid. Few photos for you. I am still lazy by the way.

At budget terminal


Board the plane. Tiger Airways.


A beautiful sunrise.


Still as lovely. =))


Reach Bangkok Airport. Photographer: ZiLin


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Nothing amazing for my first day. But I met familiar faces that makes my day~ =DD Takes some time before I am ready for school. 5 minutes, I will be ready. Flip that textbook. ...try again or walk away...

I think I totally lost the feel to blog. Stare at the screen for almost an hour. Not knowing wad to type. Abandon ship~ Haha. But not to worry. I am as happy as can be. Just being more and more lazy. =DD

I am going to start school in like 15 hours later. Wow. Next chapter of school life. I hope that I wont skip lessons anymore. Prays hard~ I had NO "A" in my transcript, how sad is that? But I am alright. Cos I dont really bother about my results anyway. Like to complain and do nothing. HAHA. HOPEFULLY, this 2 years I could see some "A"hem and smile from left to right. LAUGHS. I haven upload the Bangkok photos yet. HAHAHAHAHA. I am still lazy. Rest well. TOMORROW meet some new and nice classmates without any new "spoilers".

HELLO SAMANTHA~~ WHERE ARE YOU?? HAHA.
HOW IS SCHOOL?? HAD FUN?? I MISS YOU~

Kill that lazy bug in me. I need to sleep less than half a day. I am getting slower.
Alright. BYE.
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Lazy and lazy plus VERY VERY VERY lazy. HAHAHAHA~~~ Soon. Very soon. I promise. =DD ...try again or walk away...

I dont have that dying feeling anymore. Better now. Haha. Photos from my camera or I collect from all before I post? Yar!! I AM BACK IN SINGAPORE on Tuesday night. I spent my whole day in bed yesterday. And my brain now keeps on play the boots with the fur song. Faints~ ...try again or walk away...

=DD Happy~ WEE~~ Must study hard and get a good job. Earn money and buy a car to spend days like that. Going everywhere to enjoy life. Hungry eat tired sleep. Sleep long hours. I WANT TO PLAY MAHJONG!!! I forgot viwawa exists. I shall play that tomorrow~ =DD Am I suppose to work? Troublesome. YAWNS~~ Got to go RHB bank tomorrow to settle my loan. And to DBS to activate my atm card. I have to go library to drop a book. Pack my bag see what else I need. I might be free in the night. Call me if you want to. =)) ...try again or walk away...

Singapore is not very big. Adventure~ =DD Happy sia~ SONG BO?!!! YEAH~~~ Lead the way!!! Meaningful, memorable and exciting night. Guess? HAHA. Preview of how fun it can be in BANGKOK. =DD 4 more days. WOOT!!! ...try again or walk away...

I met my lover for lunch before I go to work. We took a bus from TPY to turf city. I was staring into space at the turf city coffee shop waiting for transport and some tears choose to fall. I dont know what happened to my eyes. Maybe it was too thirsty and need some water. I am seriously thinking nothing. So, he saw me "crying". WTH!! Find me a reason~ OMG. I am NOT emo-ing.

I am skipping work on Sundays too. my FAT paycheck going diet this June. 5 more days to go. WEE~~ Happy like one kind. Celebrate FREE and EASY days~~ =DD ...try again or walk away...

I went to play SOCCER~ Woot!!! SMILE!!! =D But I need to go back office tomorrow to help. YAWNS!! I should sleep now. GOODNIGHT!!! ...try again or walk away...

Cos my life is getting more and more boring. The last time that I am seen laughing my heart out is so long. I am really craving for the real holidays. Blame everyone but myself for being lazy. Tomorrow is Monday again~ I need a date without those unnecessary bulbs. No time will definitely not be the reason again. Mind changes when age increases. The things we wont do before, we will now. So dont be surprise of how nice I can be, even though I grumble often. HAHA~

虽然很难，还是尽量坚持吧

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All of a sudden, I wish that I am not in love. -.-" OH NO~ Is this a sign of something. Laughs. I just hope it doesnt happen often. Shh... Dont worry for me. He doesnt come here. *Winks* So this is our secret in this not so private blog. Maybe is like a inborn thingy. The "hard time trying to make things last." I miss myself being single and available. Risk nothing.

Hate that silence. Emo... ...try again or walk away...

13th June, please come quick. I need a real holiday. Can I have more time to be awake? I think I am sleeping even I am working. Need a comfort for that weary heart. Laughs. I am sweet and yet bitter at times. What the hell? Why is there a need to worry about having no money?
Do you know? I miss you.

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Just came back from work. I am waiting for my hair to dry. Decided to chat with you for a while. Haha. I think you shouldnt like to see me blogging frequetly. That hidden meaning.

Lets talk about work today. As usual the supper club thingy is full of rubbish and nonsense people. Trying to flirt with cute staffs in the bar like me. These things happened everytime but only today I felt so much affected. Irritating~ I am facing the guest waiting for him to tell me what he wants to drink. THAT FUCKER stare at me and put his hand behind my head. I just dont like people to touch my head. I almost wanted to slap his face real hard.

Next minute after I walked away from that particular arsehole, 2 guys try to flirt with me. The way they flirt is so STUPID. Put one tissue on the mouth says some random shits. Whatever~ I never notice that they are flirting with me, till the bf appear from my back asking me what happened. Cold sweat. Because his gf is too cute. I said nothing and went off. Imagine I tell him they are disturbing me. Will he kick their ass? Much later I pass by this 2 person again. This time I am trapped. They said want to show me magic. -.-" Roll eyes~ Pretend smile smile wait for them to finish talking. Noticed Chris eye signal (linjie go go, i save you) after he made the drinks for them. So thats my hero for the night. He got their attention and the second they turned away to look at him, I run away for "smoke" break.

I haven eaten anything lar. Will die soon. AND now I am so TIRED. My hair haven dry. I need to crap longer. But I have no energy left. DONT CARE anymore. I will just go zzz. Goodnight. ...try again or walk away...

I gave up the office job. HAHAHAHA~~~ The cash doesnt make me stay too. Can you imagine how BORing it is to me? Tomorrow maybe going down to survive one day. I actually wanted to help my cousin with his company. BUT really!!! IT IS VERY BORING. I rather be very busy and let the time goes by super fast than slacking to see the clock goes tick tock. 3 days of "late for work, extra long break, on the dot go home." I fired myself lor. Cannot make it. End here. I am tired.

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I am very sure you miss my post. Haha. I was sick yesterday. Having a slight fever. Giving me an excuse to skip my work. $64 wasted. I slept 2 whole days away. Hypersomnia is happening. I am so bored everyday. I only have my Mondays to look forward to. But. When it arrives, a different kind of thing would appear. I dont like lightbulbs. Today is my not so beautiful Monday. Blue. I am alone here in Singapore missing someone. =( I need to survive 4 more days without him. I need to wake up early tomorrow. Hate to think of that. I cant work in an OFFICE. SAVE ME~~!!! ...try again or walk away...