Wednesday, May 28, 2008

All of a sudden, I wish that I am not in love. -.-" OH NO~ Is this a sign of something. Laughs. I just hope it doesnt happen often. Shh... Dont worry for me. He doesnt come here. *Winks* So this is our secret in this not so private blog. Maybe is like a inborn thingy. The "hard time trying to make things last." I miss myself being single and available. Risk nothing.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Hate that silence. Emo... ...try again or walk away...

Monday, May 26, 2008

13th June, please come quick. I need a real holiday. Can I have more time to be awake? I think I am sleeping even I am working. Need a comfort for that weary heart. Laughs. I am sweet and yet bitter at times. What the hell? Why is there a need to worry about having no money?
Do you know? I miss you.

...try again or walk away...

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Just came back from work. I am waiting for my hair to dry. Decided to chat with you for a while. Haha. I think you shouldnt like to see me blogging frequetly. That hidden meaning.

Lets talk about work today. As usual the supper club thingy is full of rubbish and nonsense people. Trying to flirt with cute staffs in the bar like me. These things happened everytime but only today I felt so much affected. Irritating~ I am facing the guest waiting for him to tell me what he wants to drink. THAT FUCKER stare at me and put his hand behind my head. I just dont like people to touch my head. I almost wanted to slap his face real hard.

Next minute after I walked away from that particular arsehole, 2 guys try to flirt with me. The way they flirt is so STUPID. Put one tissue on the mouth says some random shits. Whatever~ I never notice that they are flirting with me, till the bf appear from my back asking me what happened. Cold sweat. Because his gf is too cute. I said nothing and went off. Imagine I tell him they are disturbing me. Will he kick their ass? Much later I pass by this 2 person again. This time I am trapped. They said want to show me magic. -.-" Roll eyes~ Pretend smile smile wait for them to finish talking. Noticed Chris eye signal (linjie go go, i save you) after he made the drinks for them. So thats my hero for the night. He got their attention and the second they turned away to look at him, I run away for "smoke" break.

I haven eaten anything lar. Will die soon. AND now I am so TIRED. My hair haven dry. I need to crap longer. But I have no energy left. DONT CARE anymore. I will just go zzz. Goodnight. ...try again or walk away...

Thursday, May 22, 2008

I gave up the office job. HAHAHAHA~~~ The cash doesnt make me stay too. Can you imagine how BORing it is to me? Tomorrow maybe going down to survive one day. I actually wanted to help my cousin with his company. BUT really!!! IT IS VERY BORING. I rather be very busy and let the time goes by super fast than slacking to see the clock goes tick tock. 3 days of "late for work, extra long break, on the dot go home." I fired myself lor. Cannot make it. End here. I am tired.

...try again or walk away...

Monday, May 19, 2008

I am very sure you miss my post. Haha. I was sick yesterday. Having a slight fever. Giving me an excuse to skip my work. $64 wasted. I slept 2 whole days away. Hypersomnia is happening. I am so bored everyday. I only have my Mondays to look forward to. But. When it arrives, a different kind of thing would appear. I dont like lightbulbs. Today is my not so beautiful Monday. Blue. I am alone here in Singapore missing someone. =( I need to survive 4 more days without him. I need to wake up early tomorrow. Hate to think of that. I cant work in an OFFICE. SAVE ME~~!!! ...try again or walk away...

Monday, May 12, 2008

I used to love Mondays~ I spent my whole day sleeping. I will be working a new job tomorrow. With a drastic pay change. A super downgrade. SIM letters are here. I am so not going to the graduation. Money sucker. 1st July, I will be back in school. Boring lifestyle. ...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

I so dont like to online at this funny funny hour. Wish me luck on my next paycheck!! I exchanging my good liver for $$. Haha. Something interesting, I wake up around 4 am last night and came online. The next minute after I was entertaining AhWeng online, I am FLIRTING with Mr Soo GuiLong!! Hahahaha. Get this funny name. The thought itself is funny. I cant believe I am still enjoying his rubbish after soooooo long. Haha. No damage done. I love my boyfriend.

I didnt enjoy my Monday very much. In the morning, I went for a short swim. Less than an hour because of the unwanted crowd in the pool. Monday is not a good day to swim. Went to find ZiLin at Orchard. She is working at Isetan Shaw in the "KIDS" department. Try your luck if you want to pop by. And I wanted to watch Dance of the Dragon. He didnt want to watch. =(( The boyfriend along with 6-7 lightbulbs made me so tired. I had a hard time trying to figure out what they are chatting. Yawns. I must watch more HongKong dramas and learn their language.

My Thursday is free this week. Anyone wants to accompany me watch movie? =DD

...try again or walk away...

Monday, May 05, 2008

Shrinking liver~ HAHAHA!!! Eating and sleeping disorder. Be good to me!! ...try again or walk away...

Monday, April 28, 2008

I love you like never before~~ =DD




































...try again or walk away...
我控制不了时间
预测不到天气
更改变不了过去
可是开不开心
我能自己选择


Ok. I know I am suppose to post the photos. But I am too lazy to do so. I will upload the first thing when I wake up tomorrow alright? I love to see my mouldy algae~~ =DD Of cos I love my 10 sisters. =DD Love is all around~~ <3
...try again or walk away...

Sunday, April 27, 2008

GUESS WHAT??!!!
After emo-ing over my lost precious for over a period of time. MY MAMA FOUND IT UNDER MY MATTRESS. I am so so so happy. HAHAHAHA~~ I AM FEELING LUCKY!!! HAPPY LARR!!! And I drove to work again. I AM SO HAPPY!~. ...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

10 000 : 10 but when that is actually 100 out of 10 000 vs 10 out of 10. It becomes 1 : 100. I think I am blogging less ar. Which is a good thing. I have lesser things to inform you and that means I dont need you to worry about me. HAHA. =DD Arent you happy? Take care~ Will be back.

相爱的人总是不懂
为什么真心伤的特别重
我想你是故意装傻
不是不懂的表达
还在等什么说清楚吧
不想再为爱挣扎
至少了解后懂的放下
其实爱也有很多选择
我也可以给你自

...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Anything for you. =))
我只是忠于自己

...try again or walk away...

Monday, April 14, 2008

From Aaron Korkor blog.

Take a look at an apple tree. There might be five hundred apples on the tree, but each apple has just ten seeds. That’s a lot of seeds! We might ask, “Why would you need so many seeds to grow just a few more apple trees?” Nature has something to teach us here.
It’s telling us: “Not all seeds grow. In life, most seeds never grow. So if you really want to make something happen, you had better try more than once.”


This might mean:- You’ll attend twenty interviews to get one job.- You’ll interview forty people to find one good employee.- You’ll talk to fifty people to sell one house, one car, one vacuum cleaner, one insurance policy, or a business idea.- And you might meet a hundred acquaintances just to find one special friend.


When we understand the “Law of the Seed”, we don’t get so disappointed. We stop feeling like victims. We learn how to deal with things that happen to us. Laws of nature are not things to take personally. We just need to understand them - and work with them.IN A NUTSHELLSuccessful people fail more often. But they plant more seeds.


When Things Are Beyond your control, here’s something that you must NOT DO so as to avoid misery in your life:- You must not decide how you think the world SHOULD be.- You must not make rules for how everyone SHOULD behave.- Then, when the world doesn’t obey your rules, you get angry- That’s what miserable people do!


On the other hand, let’s say you expect that:- Friends SHOULD return favors.- People SHOULD appreciate you.- Planes SHOULD arrive on time.- Everyone SHOULD be honest.- Your husband/wife or best friend SHOULD remember your birthday.


These expectations may sound reasonable. But often, these things won’t happen!- So you end up frustrated and disappointed.- There’s a better strategy. Demand less, and instead, have preferences!- For things that are beyond your control, tell yourself:- “I would prefer “A”, but if “B” happens, it’s OK too!”


This is really a change in mindset. It is a shift in attitude, and it gives you more peace of mind …You prefer that people are polite … but when they are rude, it doesn’t ruin your day.You prefer sunshine…but if it rains, it is ok too!To become happier, we either need to change the world or change our thinking.It is easier to change our Thinking!


IN SUMMARY:It is not the problem that is the issue, but rather it is your attitude attending to the problem that is the problem.It’s not what happens to you that determine your happiness. It’s how you think about what happens to you!


This is an article I need to read at this point of time.
I dont want to give up just yet. Wish me luck!!!

...try again or walk away...

Sunday, April 13, 2008

I still miss you even if you are right beside me.
越是幸福 越害怕 怕他会结束
我才发现 是你的笑容带给我力量 ...try again or walk away...

Friday, April 11, 2008

Hunger for success. ...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

It was always there just never spoken. ...try again or walk away...

Sunday, April 06, 2008

I drove alone to work yesterday!! Haha. Cool right? After work I sent my boyfriend home to Jurong. I am so nice~ 120km/hr is considered slow on the expressway around 5 am. Initial D. HOHOHO. I wanted to drive today too but mama say dont drive out to play. Drive a few more times to work before I try asking again. Be patience alright? I need to rest now. I am so tired. Yawnings~~ =)) Take care. ...try again or walk away...