At PATTAYA. Things at Pattaya costs more compared to BKK. Think becos Pattaya incomes are all from tourists. Not much photos from my camera. Sawasdee Seaview Hotel <-- Staffs are unfriendly. ROOM small, Toilet small, heater always power trip. Ceiling is low. WORST of all, got mosquitoes. HATE mosquitoes!!! Should pay more and stay in a better hotel. Regretted. Will nvr stay there again or even go Pattaya again. Not for me. TOM YAM

The waitress says I am pretty. Which I agreed. =))

Cant wait.

The Fish is SUPER BIG.

@ Walking Street.

Man's Heaven. Forced him to take this cute photo.
HAHA~

Fake Muay Thai Boxing. LOL!! FAT

Think the Blue shorts is the bigger shareholder of the bar.

Went to ZAB cafe. Relax with a bottle of Singha.
9pm Elvis. Sexy voice. He cant stop singing.

10pm Bee gees. OMG. I need to go back.

I know how to speak SINGAPORE.

...try again or walk away...

His favourite toy from a roadside stall.

Daily lens. No need to buy a whole box.
One pair for 20 baht.

Walked from Hotel to Platinum Fashion Mall.
Had sharkfins for breakfast and birdnest for lunch both from the platinum food court
Lots of other food to choose. Drink lots of WATER......

This is a LOT!!! I think. I emptied my baht and exchanged another 220 SGD to shop again.
HAHAHAHAHA~~ I nvr buy t-shirts. Forgot!!

Ate Dinner at Taling Ping <-- cant remember the name. At Central Mall. SPicy~ FULL!!! Almost burst my stomach. And emptied his wallet. HAHAHA~ Buy Elle bras and undies from ZEN departmental store. Reasonable prices but not many nice designs. Its carrier is nice. BKK central MAP paper bag.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

I wore heels and walked too much.
Buy a pair of $2 slippers to change.

...try again or walk away...

Early in the morning~ Wake up to have breakfast. Walked to Phaya Thai BTS. Took to Mo Chit 30 baht per person. Chatuchak Weekend Market. The first item I bought was a denim shorts which I changed, paid and walked off. BUY BUY BUY!!! My bf can speak little thai. "Bargaining No Sweat" HEHEHE~~

Shopping Loots at Chatuchak. Doesnt look too amazing. BOO~~


12 earrings at 120 baht. Like less than 50 cents per pair.

Changed to couple tees.

Wanted to watch Muay Thai Boxing but 2000 baht per person. Can watch 演唱会了.
Dont want lar~~ We went to Siam Square for a nice dinner at a random Thai restaurant. Wanted to go SOMTAM but LONG queue. We asked a random road stall vendor and she pointed the direction for us. If I am not wrong is at the end of Soi 5 across the road. Looks like a expensive restaurant outside and inside but its not.

Shopping at BOOTS after dinner. Siam Square things are much more expensive compared to that weekend market. Didnt buy a lot. Bought some items from beauty buffet. And one set undergarment. Cheated by a travel guide book. Bkk bras and undies are not cheaper by a lot. All aunties design. Sians totally. Cos I brought one set there nia. Now must go buy using my precious baht.

Went Silom, walked and changed to MRT to Lumphini.
Nothing much there. Not many nice shops. I bought a fake Tiffany and Co necklace because of my itchy fingers. I asked how much? 650 baht. I wanted to walk away den he asked me to punch the calculator. 300. Like those standard bargain procedure. No, 400 baht~ Look. Look. Walk off, Come back 350 baht. Look. Look. I walked off. 300 baht. OK! I buy. Proud of my bargaining power. Walked like 2 mins. I buy for what la??!! Wasted~~~~~~~

Shopping Loots for the night.

...try again or walk away...

HELLO!!! I AM BACK!!!!
Went to BKK and Pattaya.

That JEtstar spoiled my carefully planned itinerary when they delayed my flight from 7pm to 0045. DAMN IT!!! I reached 5 plus la, fuck~. Ate at the airport while waiting for the staff to confirm the flight timings. That false hope of the flight might take off earlier is so SO SOOO wtf. Stupid. Hais~~~ Bf suggested to leave the luggages at the airport. Costs $8++.

To Tampines, we saw YuetYong and Jenny. And once more at that Japanese food place. We ordered the same food at the same store. EH!!! Not stalking us ba. HAHAHA~. Watched 3D Christmas Carol. Back to the Airport. Wasted SGD $80++ that very tragic day. If only I didnt choose Jetstar. Waiting at the boarding gate for one more fucking HOUR. BITCH!!

Smelled the air of Bangkok at 5am Bkk time. Took a 500 baht cab to Grand Watergate hotel. It was the first cab we took, too tired to bargain or choose a meter cab.

My Sweetest SWEETHEART <3
BIG BIG BED!!!! But no hairdryer. SLEEP Zzzzz.

Took more photos with his DSLR. Will post it later date.
...try again or walk away...

Waited the whole night every day just for a sweet goodnight. If it isnt worth it, who would do that?
...try again or walk away...

我知道 说好了
是最最最后一次
多一秒 都不能吗？

...try again or walk away...

=((
Sad.
...try again or walk away...

Successfully let the day pass me by. A reply doesnt mean anything. Definitely not waiting for one. Still, I hoped you had enjoyed ur special day. =))

I remembered the times during the secondary sch days. The joke of Mrs Sam. I LOL while at work. WHO PUT THE MACARONI IN THE KETTLE??!! Best thing is Xiaoyun narrated the story. I can still laugh so much on a not-so random day. Days of my youth is amazing. How I wish I could live my life all over again. Do the same things, laugh the same way. Everything, except to not let you know I would feel this way.

It's getting late. I need to call my boyfriend and say goodnight. Gone.

...try again or walk away...

Slap left slap right and slap left again.
I am scare of this. Everything. I wish I could tell you.

是雨嗎　輕輕悄悄落下來　亂我夢
是我哭嗎　偏偏想聽一次　偏都聽不了

每一个故事只能有一个结局
你想的是否一样？

...try again or walk away...

I think, I remember, I love.
Brings a big smile to my face.
4 gongs all for me. LOL!!! =DDD
Who will do the same for me?
STUDY LAR!!
I want to eat crabs now. =DD

...try again or walk away...

Try to keep it normal. There will always be times like this. I try to forget to remember even when some weird date is near. The ipod chose the songs to remind me of things I should forget long ago. Haha. My naughty ipod.

I love my precious now and future. =))

I am going away for a one week holiday after my exams!!
Weee~~ I need to chew white bread for the coming weeks.
Saving $$.
I asked,
if I should buy the photo printer before leaving?

不再让悲伤 将我心占据
让它随风去 让它无痕迹
所有快乐悲伤
所有过去通通都抛去
心中想的念的盼的望的不会再是你
不愿再承受 要把你忘记

...try again or walk away...

Try to spend the whole day sinking all the concepts and theories to your brain. At the end of the night you will be half dead. Bring me a can of redbull before I RIP.
...try again or walk away...

I started a little bit of SM revision and its killing me. So, I went to think of my shopping list. And it goes on and on and on. I want to go SHOPPING right away and bring 3 luggages back. Please let the exams be over soon!!! Can I buy at least 10 bags and 5 pairs of heels home?
...try again or walk away...

Do things I like say things I want. Dont care about anything. This is good life.

I spent $$ X many times shopping for random things and ate good food at different restaurants for the past weeks. Trying hard to empty my savings. Haha. NO good. Have to stop my cravings on sashimi and sushi. Guai guai stay at home eat dinner.

I have 2 more assignments only~~ Yeah~~ Ignored the other 2 which I had to do during my holidays *damn*. I keep slacking. But I read textbooks to fall asleep at night k? Still a hardworking student.

Getting a lot of mosquitoes bites lately. Recommend me a good repellent please~

...try again or walk away...

我只是想要简单的生活
陪我一起笑的朋友
不会变心的情人
不再打扰我的回忆
谁才能让那伤痕
消失？。。。

...try again or walk away...

I have no idea what I am busy with. I just refuse to blog. Haha. I dont know when I reach this place there is so much things I wanted to say and knowing that I shouldnt. That day someone asked me if I am ok. That moment loads of things went around my mind. 一点烦 一点忙 but the question makes my day. I miss those how are you questions. No one seems to notice the change. I heard my colleague saying to someone that he nvr see my smile at all before. True cos I didnt play mahjong for a while.

BSFs unite this Saturday again~ Charge some energy before the battery went flat. Tired.



我想起你 你有了她
是否依然为了爱变得很傻？

...try again or walk away...

Just say time heals. If you realised earlier, there wouldnt be any pain at all. When you no longer cares, it only gets better everyday. OR even better to find something worth much better. Why worry? Read a book. Buy a toto ticket. Do a face mask. Surf information for your next holiday trip. I dont know how to persuade or convince people to let go of a history cos I know it's damn hard. Haha. So the only thing I could do is for my hp to be 24 hrs available for small chats and gossips. I cant be any help cos I am quite lousy. HAHA~ BUT BUT BUT...... I can paint your room with BRIGHT yellow. And willing play mahjong and add to your misery in November.


I have a vision for tomorrow.
A lovely small house to relax with lots of cushions and pillows.
A lovely Avante with enough petrol to drive and eat supper everywhere.
Family, Friends & 1 Love will be all that I need.
If I have a little puppy which/who will live as long as I do.
Everything would be perfect, perfect.
Just believe, just believe.

...try again or walk away...

找回自己

...try again or walk away...

OK!
Lets go Bangkok again this November. =))

I am going to Taiwan next year. Hopefully TWICE~
HAHAHAHA~ So exciting~ I already started checking out the promotions.
I want to go shopping!! Buy loads of clothes, bags and shoes. WEEE~~
But I need to win toto first. Talk to me about TAIWAN~
I want to eat MEE SUA.

...try again or walk away...

I just realised the difference. Loving someone and being in love. You can love someone in any ways but that doesnt mean that you have to be with him. But when you are in love with somebody, you cant live without him. After 16 months, I think I am really in love now. HAHAHAHAHA~~ Forget about everything else. THUNG CHUN NGAI IS MY FAVOURITE!! =DD

...try again or walk away...

Hm.. What should I say? Ups and downs. Sian-ness hits.
...try again or walk away...

High on redbull. =DD Love it. Hahahaha. That few seconds of sian-ness doesnt really matter. The few what ifs wont matter anymore. I enjoyed myself being in the craziest mode ever. With the few most important people in my life, I feel so fortunate. Super duper fortunate. =))
...try again or walk away...

My blog isnt dead. I am always online. But I choose to play farmtown instead of blogging. Say I am lazy. Haha. My absolute boyfriend bought me a new HandPhone. I am calling it my piggie. Now he is wearing his yellow piggie socks with socks as the wallpaper. Qwww... Cute~ Hehehe. What's going on this holidays?? I went to work, play mahjong, shopping like a crazy woman, watching movies, went ipoh and penang, QS korkor house to eat, went to the zoo, enjoying the holidays to the fullest and laughing with my crazy friends and socialising with my bf friends. NOW my holidays is not enough. Maximise time usage. Happy me always feeling pretty everyday. Spending loads of $$ decor-ing myself. July comes I will be rotten again. Yawns. I have to go now. Need to harvest before I think of the coming school days. Take care. She will be loved~ =))

...try again or walk away...

多少次我忍住胸口的淚水　
只是為了告訴我自己我不在乎

...try again or walk away...

It just sucks.


...try again or walk away...

最真的心意。。。 
是亲手折的星星。。

亲手煮的汤。。

煎的鸡蛋。。

And I love you this much. <3


Friend,
I always had those funny thoughts about the day you said being friends is enough. If I had asked you out for Daisy(the movie I wanted to watch), all the random ifs, would you still say the same things to me? Even though I know its much much better for us right now, like what you had wanted. The feeling just stays the same. Cos whenever he said I shouldnt hold him too tight or he need to be alone. I would feel upset. I am always guilty in love. Those negative thoughts generate negative thoughts almost killed me. Elton Mayo told me listening would help. So, I am telling you right now. I am suppose to be happily in love again and I hate to think of the day I was given up and a day I would be or might be given up. A miserable feeling that didnt happen overnight caused me to be afraid of the same situation happening again. I regreted saying the 2 words. Only because I didnt want to hear it again. Now, I am blaming it all on you because I thought I was loved by you. I am grateful to you still for letting me realise that I need to cherish what I cherish.
End, Me

...try again or walk away...

那天还刚说了我要分手 今天却好像没事的一起去买相机 ...try again or walk away...

Zipia Spree (OPEN)
http://zipia.net 
Log in to view items details and price.
Zipia.net ID: zipia.madness@gmail.com
Password: 12345
Guy clothes available too.

Current capping: 132 /500 USD
Pending order(s): 2 (10 items)

Visit http://spreekingdom.com/ to register and visit more sprees.

USD to SGD exchange rate in paypal always change.
But I will still fix it as 1.57.
If you think I should earn a little, feel free to transfer me more money.

...try again or walk away...

One PH to chiong my study practice tomorrow. Last paper on Saturday. Working that night and the next morning. Woot. I shall plan all my activities on Monday. 3rd of May. Loves <3 

...try again or walk away...

First Spree - Zipia.net

Zipia Spree is currently OPEN to LinJie's Friends Only

Spree will close when cap hit min. (Hopefully by June, orders can be send)
If you don't trust an organizer or the website she's ordering from, don't participate.

[Exchange Rate: USD1 = SGD1.57 ]
[Estimated Ems Fee: 0.08 x USD1]
[Current capping: 84 /500USD (MIN) ]
[Pending order(s): 1]

Please send in your orders to cactus_88@hotmail.com

Name:
Email:
Mode of collection:
Mode of payment:

Item1
Name
Qty:
Color:
Size:
Price (as shown in web):
Total Price: (Item Price + Ems Fee ) * Exchange Rate * Qty

Item 2
Name:
Qty:
Color:
Size:
Price (as shown in web):
Total Price: (Item Price + Ems Fee) * Exchange Rate * Qty

Eg. Item 1
Name: Charlotts-1924 sneakers high heel-41-K02537
Qty: 1
Colour: Black
Size: 250
Price: USD 21
Total Price: (21 + (o.o8 * 21)) * 1.57 * 1 = SGD$35.60

Payment for this spree can be through Paypal, DBS/POSB ATM transfers or COD only.
Please send payment to ACCOUNT NUM: DBS Savings Plus 023-0-034971
Inform transaction reference number when payment is sent.

Collection for this spree is for meet-up only.
Special request can be done with bribes.

For more inquiry, mail / MSN me at cactus_88@hotmail.com or text me at 9185 ****

Terms and Conditions
Read and understand the spree organisers’ spree terms and conditions before joining the spree. Do not ask the obvious. Follow the order format and payment mode exactly as given. If you fail to do so, don’t flinch when the spree organizer snaps at you or delays your refund.

Double check that the spree is still open and the spree cap has not been busted before making payment to the organizer. You can do so by refreshing the spree page. Be considerate and do not burden the spree organizer with more orders than she’s willing to take in.

Make prompt payment, and inform organiser upon payment. If you’re caught giving any false transaction reference number, you’ll be banned from the community.

You are reminded to bookmark the original spree post to keep track of spree status. Check the archives for the spree urls.

Claim your items by the deadline given by the spree organizer, otherwise they will be allowed to confiscate your items and do whatever they please with them.

...try again or walk away...

To my pretty ladies who always visit this blog:

I want to start a spree. And if this first time is successful. Den I can be a boss. Just an excuse lar. HAHA~ Cos I went to this Zipia website. SO MANY nice clothes. Den I saw the shoe-like heels, a camera print bag, some white shirts, I want to buy. Plus a few nice t-shirts. I realised I need to spend a minimum sum of 500USD. Like crazy. So, hehehehehe. 500 USD is quite difficult for me to use just on myself. My mama will slap me if she knows. Buy with me den she will be fine. =DD

Go visit the web lar. http://zipia.net/ If you like some of the items, tell me. I saw the spree thingy online http://www.zipia-madness.blogspot.com/ I think I can do that too. I rather be the organiser than to spree. Need trust to spree right? Do the same thing as them except I no need postage fee and I wont earn ur $$ cos we are friends and I suppose we will meet up? Come my place have a glass of coke and check out our loots. I dont know. Just check out the website first and let me know~ =DD

Think is for public.
I wont be stealing that right?

Zipia.net ID: zipia.madness@gmail.com
Password: 12345

If you prefer to spree there, I am advertise-ing for them leh. 

HAHA!!! Tag me.

Current Status: (USD 84 / 500)

...try again or walk away...

I like the shoe, the bag, the earphone, the t-shirt, the demin, the belt, her skin colour. Everything~~ I need to SHOP LAR!!!
But... but...... but.....  me sounding sad....... I need to work for cash. =((

...try again or walk away...

Unhappy? Dont worry. Shop here
--> http://www.fancypocket.sg/

...try again or walk away...

I pasted 2 Avante pictures on my board. I received the mini polaroid album and the nice passport holder which I bought from ebay today. I paid my credit card bill and checked my bank account. I have no money left. I pasted a few more stickers on my schedule book updated my to-do lists. I drank a glass of milk. I fed Socks some dog biscuits and my piggy some coins. Alfred Chandler recommended me to always think of new ways. To blog. =DD ...try again or walk away...

Except for the drilling sound for the lift renovation, my home is too quiet for me to study alone. My hp was trying to fit in the environment too. Sucks. Meaningless day if I didnt have Socks to accompany. 6 more days to complete those theories. I miss Maths. I cant memorise things. I dont like. =(( I want to sleep. ...try again or walk away...

two days one small quarrel three days one big fight.
I am not loved anymore. =(( ...try again or walk away...

Like to see photos on my blog right? Haha. I guess so.

This is the board at my work station at home.

That 2 big papers with lots of words is my case study for hmt.
And that was more difficult to understand than the previous one.
*Shake head* What to do??

I went to study today with ZiLin and YingYing.
托她的福我有车坐
MingSong aka Chen Momo with
a girl stucking some funny thing in her mouth

They didnt want to use Mini cos ZiLin are shy
Yingying always pretend to be shy but I know she likes Camera
just like the way she likes Darren Tan since 7 years old.


Chen Momo decided to stuck the funny thing in his/her mouth too.


This is me. The owner of the camera with the funny thing.


OMG!!! Chupa Chups LAR. NOT funny thing~

Stress. Need to de-stress. Go where?


Sms cai shen ye for magic numbers to buy 4D and Toto.


I BOUGHT 4D and Toto too~ I need priZes to spend.
Sorry~ Didnt want to share my winning numbers.

This is my cute winnie the Pooh pencil case.
With many yellow stars~ =DD


And a favourite colour-ed yellow letter "J"


It can fit my many many stationery"s".
Mama always give me popular vouchers.
So I won't have any problems having no pen.
The winnie the pooh eraser was from Samantha during DMS days.
=DD


Went to hunt for contact lens after studying.
$120 gone just because I dont like to wear specs.


How?? Photos not bad right? Laughs =P
...try again or walk away...

Aiya. I am just lazy to upload new photos even if it takes only a few minutes.
I just bought a cute passport holder online. Did I told you about my new pencil case?
Its a BIG winnie the pooh pencil case and with a yellow letter J as my zip. I just need a real cute stapler now. I always need that when I dont have it with me. BOO~~



我努力要自己避开 和你曾走过的地带
但是又和不舍拉扯 处在我快乐的界外
躲开你转身以後的消息 这一次我可以
到最後我可以不爱了
你可以不爱了 但别说舍不得

...try again or walk away...

I studied for 5 mins. =(( I need some fresh air. I need to change a new hairstyle. Curly? Like socks. Took a few mini photos. Post up later. I try to study for another 5 mins den go sleep. ...try again or walk away...

I need to eat chilli crab now. *Drools~~*
...try again or walk away...

Over-due photos. Just thought of update-ing it.
A place we went to celebrate the anniversary.


Because the place was so expensive. We ordered bread only.


Joking lar. Haha. I lazy to update the photos.
Blogger upload only 5 at one time.

Tulips. Short-lived.


I collected this on that day.
And Tulips was jealous about me being more happy to see Mini.


This is how I looked recently.
If you notice Yingying is becoming more and more pretty, its not.
Dont be fooled by this photo.
The reason is only because I am being un-beauti-fy. Laughs*


To YingYing & ZiLin, thank you for being there when I need someone that evening. =DD
And to HuiJun & ZiLin for teaching me prices and markets. =))
To Jay for helping print and sign when I am lazy to go school. =))
...try again or walk away...

Who did the financial plan? I stayed in school for 10 hours and went home to continue the excel till 3 plus. In class I raised my voice at Raymond when he asked me to add in the cost of the van in the start-up cost. I just refuse to edit anything in the financial statement before I could balance the figures because of that I did not sleep well last night. I didnt mean to pick a fight but I just explode when he asked why am i so unhappy. He said something about the day before when I did not saved the excel file I did for four hours. He say they did not say anything about me losing the file. They also nvr angry. I DID IT myself when he played computer, watched videos, laugh so damn loud and left myself stressing about the financial plan in the computer lab. I say he was watching porno den he said it was NBA. Still the same as nothing to do with our assignment right? I just want to complain why am I suffering from this stress when he can play games and relax right in front of me. Maybe I am wrong to be angry. Can he blame me? Does he have the right to? All I wanted was to feel appreciated.

I am really tired. I need sleep. But I am so unhappy right now. I cant think.

琳杰很委屈 =((
...try again or walk away...

Recently,... ... It was so crazy. I really think that my world is in total darkness. Just feel like screaming but I ended up crying secretly at home. I dont know why I am so stress. Like the days in NYP. But this time I cant throw in a pink form to say I dont want to study anymore. Too old to throw that kind of tantrum. To make myself a little better, I "yang" socks. My own dog. Hehe. =)) Feeding and cuddle is my favourite thing to do. To increase the rate of happiness, I should bring my camera out for a walk soon too. I guess you miss me. Haven been showing off my pretty face. I bought myself a new black specs when I went shopping last saturday. I walked in to every single shoe shop trying on heels. I reject talking about the assignment and the coming test. BOO~ And I haven kicked the habit on checking stickers on ebay.
...try again or walk away...

I am so proud of myself. I have written 800 words for my EV reflection journal in 2 hours(in my blogging style). Yet to edit but I am still very proud. More things to do. I feel good~ Lala lala LA~ Can I reward myself for buying one more pack of stickers??
...try again or walk away...

Why spend the night working to earn the cash that will be spent away in a few seconds? I should stop working for the month and concentrate on getting the MP, MC, AP, AVC right. I am getting sick. Running nose, cold, fever, cough. Poor thing. =(( ...try again or walk away...

Just reformat the computer and I just found out that I dont have microsoft office. Wth. Got to wait till Saturday for my bro friend to lend me to chiong my assignment for the night. Call me if you have the disc to lend please~ Boo~~ I cant get over the fact that I failed my assignment. Sians!~~~~ Label me as FAILURE 3 times in a row. Let me get HD 3 times can? And 2 months holidays. Find a job? Den say. Worry about passing my degree peacefully before 2010 is over. SUCKS~~~

别人的幸福
...try again or walk away...

Darkness. Failing assignment. *Cries* No one cares about that. Blamed for not working hard enough. Which is true... Asking for a reason why? Am I suppose to know? I wished I didnt failed. ...try again or walk away...

I am at this page for the last 20 mins or so staring at the photos on the board. Brings a nice smile on my face. Back to life now, I just shopped away about $50 for a t-shirt, a book and 2 nail polish just when I told myself I am not going to spend my cash away. No more lunch for a week~~ I should stay at home and tidy my room get rid of unwanted things, do assignment, study for the coming test and upload few photos. Blah blah blah. Sucks when I dont have any mood except to spend the last few dollars in my wallet. I should have bought the stars stickers. =(( ARRR~~ ...try again or walk away...

I am addicted to stickers~~ SO MANY!!!!! I wish I could buy 1000 pcs~~~ Please visit. =))
http://stores.shop.ebay.com.sg/Dreamscape-Shop_Decoration-Sticker_W0QQ_fsubZ1393117018QQ_sidZ568400618QQ_trksidZp4634Q2ec0Q2em322

Oh NO~~ I cant stop my finger from clicking the Buy it now!!! And I just bought the 250 gb external hard drive ($100) and $60 plus worth of stickers. I am broke. I am going to be classified under "grass-fed". To reward myself for slacking so much. I managed to strike off 3 items in that wishlist. How nice? =DD

...try again or walk away...

He is by my side for a year now. Today is Anniversary. He asked me to be his girlfriend @12. Cos I realised that he didnt asked me last year. I am just being "thicked-skin" saying he is my boyfriend. BOO~~ So how do we count? My instax should be with me now........... but but but....... I am not going to call the customer service anymore. They are lousy. Going to charged into Singapore Post for my new precious item. I go sleep. Morning class. I hate~ ...try again or walk away...

Didnt sleep well last night. I hope tonight will be fine. I have places to go. =DD
2 more days for my new toy to arrive. Skipped work too long. I wished I could have more GST offset $$.

我右边的石头 ...try again or walk away...

I clicked that Buy it now yesterday. I hope to receive my lovely new camera this week. =DD Haha!! I can cross out one thing in my wishlist~ and ADD another~ I bought the stick-on "notice board" yet to be pasted on my wall. I should print a nice calender. HAHAHAHA~~ But I cant put magnets~ =(( ...try again or walk away...

I am addicted to this new thing in my house. wii. OMG!!! got the dance mat, the gun game, wii sports, boxing, etc. I forgotten that I haven many things to do. Assignments!!! NOO~~~~ One more next week. BIG F. And I am still thinking of the instax camera. Anyone willing to sponser some dollars? Like 2 or 3. Come ON~~ Dont be such a stingy. Mail me some cash. LOVES~~ <3
...try again or walk away...

歌詞:
你指向遠方 愛情很晴朗
笑問不如今后就我們倆
怕淚會反光 鉆進你的胸膛
但那不是感動 是 淚無法儲藏

把美夢鎖上 以為是天堂
羽翼折起在你身邊靜靜躺
卻只能用目光空中翱翔
還得喬裝安份 靠在你的肩膀

放了愛 為了愛
這不是我 該怎么生活
放了愛

你說你喜歡 我笑得開朗
你越溫柔 我越不想撒謊
我已辦不到你想要的那樣
客氣地配合你 我感覺更勉強

別人的幸福 何必要模仿
心不在何苦 留軀殼在身旁
加滿自由 我要無重量飛翔
就算以分離收場

放了愛 為了愛
這不是我 該怎么生活
放了愛 會明白
有種擁有 叫做放手

我的心 為愛流離失所
緊握最后回家的線索
等到尋獲真正的我
證明我決定沒有錯

放了愛 為了我
這不是我 想要的生活
放了愛 你會明白
有種擁有 叫做放手

放了愛


鄭重聲明: 提供的所有音樂作品均從網上搜集轉載，僅作低品質試聽，以推薦和介紹為主，其所有權為歌手及歌手所屬公司擁有。本站不存儲任何歌曲音樂視頻文件。任何涉及商業盈利目的均不得使用，否則產生的一切后果將由您自己承擔！試聽觀賞后如符合你的心意，請購買正版，支持正版！

...try again or walk away...

Played mahjong and ate steamboat yesterday. I spent a day away without doing my assignment. I decided to spend my Monday finishing my WIL. I realised now it is quite impossible. I yawn a million times when I face the questions. Boo~

是谁提醒过我我对爱没有把握 ...try again or walk away...

dimming
eventuate
lucrative
lacklustre
impeded
inextricably
ad hoc in nature
buoyant

Words I learnt today. From the case study. I am very tired. Studying for me is ad hoc in nature and getting a distinction is dimming. I go rest. Having a test tomorrow. Take care. Goodnight.

...try again or walk away...

Meaning in life. Someone to love. Something you look forward to. 3 things that matters.
Class test on Wednesday. I will check and check and check and check. Wish me luck. =))
...try again or walk away...

I want to buy polaroid camera~~
But my mama and my bf dont allow. =((
They said I am wasting money. =((
So nice right?? And I like this colour.


So I did this and paste on the shelf. =))
Maybe they will change their mind and let me click "buy it now"

After paste-ing this, I realised that there are few more things I wanted.
So I did this again. =))


With my photo looks much better right??


HAHAHAHAHA~~~ =PP YEAH!!!!!

Please let my wishes come true~!! =))
...try again or walk away...

I cant find reasons just to talk to you again.
All the things we've been through, I thought I know you.
Ohhhhh~~ Feelings may fade but somethings wont change.

Corner of my heart is always the space for you.
I dust the place occasionally to see if you are still there.
偷偷为你祝福
谢谢你曾经的付出

In Loving Memory:

5 years since we lost you. You were such a sweet and nice person. A special friend to us all. We miss you every time we talked about school days. I miss you whenever I heard your name. I watched the channel 8 show. Haha. I wonder where you are now. If you became an angel, please bless me to win toto ok? I am so broke everyday. If only I didnt fail that 2 subjects,
=(( I can buy beautiful shoes. I think I saw you smiling. =)) See you soon~

P.S I have the turtle doves with me now. =))

Maybe February is also the season of missing someone special.

...try again or walk away...

Vday is such an irritating day. BOOO~~ If only it didnt exists........ I didnt sleep on Friday cos I had to work and I am afraid that I would miss my class in the morning on Saturday. Which happens to be the special day for those red, pink, hearts and flowers everywhere. I went home and sleep the day away. I was really tired from work. We went Amk hub for dinner but restaurants were closing. His face (long) was dragging on the floor to the MOS burger and ordered 99% off the menu. Vday is just another day lar. We went back to play mahjong with my sis and his bf. And that boy is happy again. ...try again or walk away...

以前种种快乐
就好像成为一种罪恶我的心情
你不闻不问或者其实所谓爱情
都只是彼此填满寂寞空虚
或者是一种冲动的幻觉
让自己失去理智 到最后得到教训
何时有感觉 到何时没有知觉
多么伤人 让我爱上 薄情的红唇

I still have 3 more assignments and one more edit-ing to be done. 2 more tests before exams. I just hope to feel the rush again. Been acting busy, hiding @ home, sleeping too much. I am feeling afraid of the sun once again. Arrrgghh.....
...try again or walk away...

关心朋友很是正常的
“爱情虚无症”

LOL!! I cant believe I am so bitchy. Haha. 想 find somebody to talk to. Forget it ba. Who cares? As days goes by, as years passed. The few girls who will always be there. =)) Nothing else matters. Recently, I am so emo about having no friends. But now, I am content. Finding a friend who are really concern about you are difficult. Maybe is the age factor.

想两个人盖一张被
一同刷牙一同洗脸
...try again or walk away...

You have any friend in HMT class? Nope.
I have one pathetic friend and 2 groupmates.
AND everyone is not going to class. Oh no~!!~~
The Growth of Scienticfic Management.
...try again or walk away...

Lots of pillows. Staying 24/7 at home.

我从不后悔选择这条路　
因为你的爱让我看见　
活着的幸福~ ...try again or walk away...

Good Morning~!!! =)) ...try again or walk away...