Like to see photos on my blog right? Haha. I guess so.

This is the board at my work station at home.

That 2 big papers with lots of words is my case study for hmt.
And that was more difficult to understand than the previous one.
*Shake head* What to do??

I went to study today with ZiLin and YingYing.
托她的福我有车坐
MingSong aka Chen Momo with
a girl stucking some funny thing in her mouth

They didnt want to use Mini cos ZiLin are shy
Yingying always pretend to be shy but I know she likes Camera
just like the way she likes Darren Tan since 7 years old.


Chen Momo decided to stuck the funny thing in his/her mouth too.


This is me. The owner of the camera with the funny thing.


OMG!!! Chupa Chups LAR. NOT funny thing~

Stress. Need to de-stress. Go where?


Sms cai shen ye for magic numbers to buy 4D and Toto.


I BOUGHT 4D and Toto too~ I need priZes to spend.
Sorry~ Didnt want to share my winning numbers.

This is my cute winnie the Pooh pencil case.
With many yellow stars~ =DD


And a favourite colour-ed yellow letter "J"


It can fit my many many stationery"s".
Mama always give me popular vouchers.
So I won't have any problems having no pen.
The winnie the pooh eraser was from Samantha during DMS days.
=DD


Went to hunt for contact lens after studying.
$120 gone just because I dont like to wear specs.


How?? Photos not bad right? Laughs =P
...try again or walk away...

Aiya. I am just lazy to upload new photos even if it takes only a few minutes.
I just bought a cute passport holder online. Did I told you about my new pencil case?
Its a BIG winnie the pooh pencil case and with a yellow letter J as my zip. I just need a real cute stapler now. I always need that when I dont have it with me. BOO~~



我努力要自己避开 和你曾走过的地带
但是又和不舍拉扯 处在我快乐的界外
躲开你转身以後的消息 这一次我可以
到最後我可以不爱了
你可以不爱了 但别说舍不得

...try again or walk away...

I studied for 5 mins. =(( I need some fresh air. I need to change a new hairstyle. Curly? Like socks. Took a few mini photos. Post up later. I try to study for another 5 mins den go sleep. ...try again or walk away...

I need to eat chilli crab now. *Drools~~*
...try again or walk away...

Over-due photos. Just thought of update-ing it.
A place we went to celebrate the anniversary.


Because the place was so expensive. We ordered bread only.


Joking lar. Haha. I lazy to update the photos.
Blogger upload only 5 at one time.

Tulips. Short-lived.


I collected this on that day.
And Tulips was jealous about me being more happy to see Mini.


This is how I looked recently.
If you notice Yingying is becoming more and more pretty, its not.
Dont be fooled by this photo.
The reason is only because I am being un-beauti-fy. Laughs*


To YingYing & ZiLin, thank you for being there when I need someone that evening. =DD
And to HuiJun & ZiLin for teaching me prices and markets. =))
To Jay for helping print and sign when I am lazy to go school. =))
...try again or walk away...

Who did the financial plan? I stayed in school for 10 hours and went home to continue the excel till 3 plus. In class I raised my voice at Raymond when he asked me to add in the cost of the van in the start-up cost. I just refuse to edit anything in the financial statement before I could balance the figures because of that I did not sleep well last night. I didnt mean to pick a fight but I just explode when he asked why am i so unhappy. He said something about the day before when I did not saved the excel file I did for four hours. He say they did not say anything about me losing the file. They also nvr angry. I DID IT myself when he played computer, watched videos, laugh so damn loud and left myself stressing about the financial plan in the computer lab. I say he was watching porno den he said it was NBA. Still the same as nothing to do with our assignment right? I just want to complain why am I suffering from this stress when he can play games and relax right in front of me. Maybe I am wrong to be angry. Can he blame me? Does he have the right to? All I wanted was to feel appreciated.

I am really tired. I need sleep. But I am so unhappy right now. I cant think.

琳杰很委屈 =((
...try again or walk away...

Recently,... ... It was so crazy. I really think that my world is in total darkness. Just feel like screaming but I ended up crying secretly at home. I dont know why I am so stress. Like the days in NYP. But this time I cant throw in a pink form to say I dont want to study anymore. Too old to throw that kind of tantrum. To make myself a little better, I "yang" socks. My own dog. Hehe. =)) Feeding and cuddle is my favourite thing to do. To increase the rate of happiness, I should bring my camera out for a walk soon too. I guess you miss me. Haven been showing off my pretty face. I bought myself a new black specs when I went shopping last saturday. I walked in to every single shoe shop trying on heels. I reject talking about the assignment and the coming test. BOO~ And I haven kicked the habit on checking stickers on ebay.
...try again or walk away...

I am so proud of myself. I have written 800 words for my EV reflection journal in 2 hours(in my blogging style). Yet to edit but I am still very proud. More things to do. I feel good~ Lala lala LA~ Can I reward myself for buying one more pack of stickers??
...try again or walk away...

Why spend the night working to earn the cash that will be spent away in a few seconds? I should stop working for the month and concentrate on getting the MP, MC, AP, AVC right. I am getting sick. Running nose, cold, fever, cough. Poor thing. =(( ...try again or walk away...

Just reformat the computer and I just found out that I dont have microsoft office. Wth. Got to wait till Saturday for my bro friend to lend me to chiong my assignment for the night. Call me if you have the disc to lend please~ Boo~~ I cant get over the fact that I failed my assignment. Sians!~~~~ Label me as FAILURE 3 times in a row. Let me get HD 3 times can? And 2 months holidays. Find a job? Den say. Worry about passing my degree peacefully before 2010 is over. SUCKS~~~

别人的幸福
...try again or walk away...

Darkness. Failing assignment. *Cries* No one cares about that. Blamed for not working hard enough. Which is true... Asking for a reason why? Am I suppose to know? I wished I didnt failed. ...try again or walk away...

I am at this page for the last 20 mins or so staring at the photos on the board. Brings a nice smile on my face. Back to life now, I just shopped away about $50 for a t-shirt, a book and 2 nail polish just when I told myself I am not going to spend my cash away. No more lunch for a week~~ I should stay at home and tidy my room get rid of unwanted things, do assignment, study for the coming test and upload few photos. Blah blah blah. Sucks when I dont have any mood except to spend the last few dollars in my wallet. I should have bought the stars stickers. =(( ARRR~~ ...try again or walk away...

I am addicted to stickers~~ SO MANY!!!!! I wish I could buy 1000 pcs~~~ Please visit. =))
http://stores.shop.ebay.com.sg/Dreamscape-Shop_Decoration-Sticker_W0QQ_fsubZ1393117018QQ_sidZ568400618QQ_trksidZp4634Q2ec0Q2em322

Oh NO~~ I cant stop my finger from clicking the Buy it now!!! And I just bought the 250 gb external hard drive ($100) and $60 plus worth of stickers. I am broke. I am going to be classified under "grass-fed". To reward myself for slacking so much. I managed to strike off 3 items in that wishlist. How nice? =DD

...try again or walk away...

He is by my side for a year now. Today is Anniversary. He asked me to be his girlfriend @12. Cos I realised that he didnt asked me last year. I am just being "thicked-skin" saying he is my boyfriend. BOO~~ So how do we count? My instax should be with me now........... but but but....... I am not going to call the customer service anymore. They are lousy. Going to charged into Singapore Post for my new precious item. I go sleep. Morning class. I hate~ ...try again or walk away...

Didnt sleep well last night. I hope tonight will be fine. I have places to go. =DD
2 more days for my new toy to arrive. Skipped work too long. I wished I could have more GST offset $$.

我右边的石头 ...try again or walk away...

I clicked that Buy it now yesterday. I hope to receive my lovely new camera this week. =DD Haha!! I can cross out one thing in my wishlist~ and ADD another~ I bought the stick-on "notice board" yet to be pasted on my wall. I should print a nice calender. HAHAHAHA~~ But I cant put magnets~ =(( ...try again or walk away...

I am addicted to this new thing in my house. wii. OMG!!! got the dance mat, the gun game, wii sports, boxing, etc. I forgotten that I haven many things to do. Assignments!!! NOO~~~~ One more next week. BIG F. And I am still thinking of the instax camera. Anyone willing to sponser some dollars? Like 2 or 3. Come ON~~ Dont be such a stingy. Mail me some cash. LOVES~~ <3
...try again or walk away...

歌詞:
你指向遠方 愛情很晴朗
笑問不如今后就我們倆
怕淚會反光 鉆進你的胸膛
但那不是感動 是 淚無法儲藏

把美夢鎖上 以為是天堂
羽翼折起在你身邊靜靜躺
卻只能用目光空中翱翔
還得喬裝安份 靠在你的肩膀

放了愛 為了愛
這不是我 該怎么生活
放了愛

你說你喜歡 我笑得開朗
你越溫柔 我越不想撒謊
我已辦不到你想要的那樣
客氣地配合你 我感覺更勉強

別人的幸福 何必要模仿
心不在何苦 留軀殼在身旁
加滿自由 我要無重量飛翔
就算以分離收場

放了愛 為了愛
這不是我 該怎么生活
放了愛 會明白
有種擁有 叫做放手

我的心 為愛流離失所
緊握最后回家的線索
等到尋獲真正的我
證明我決定沒有錯

放了愛 為了我
這不是我 想要的生活
放了愛 你會明白
有種擁有 叫做放手

放了愛


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...try again or walk away...

Played mahjong and ate steamboat yesterday. I spent a day away without doing my assignment. I decided to spend my Monday finishing my WIL. I realised now it is quite impossible. I yawn a million times when I face the questions. Boo~

是谁提醒过我我对爱没有把握 ...try again or walk away...

dimming
eventuate
lucrative
lacklustre
impeded
inextricably
ad hoc in nature
buoyant

Words I learnt today. From the case study. I am very tired. Studying for me is ad hoc in nature and getting a distinction is dimming. I go rest. Having a test tomorrow. Take care. Goodnight.

...try again or walk away...

Meaning in life. Someone to love. Something you look forward to. 3 things that matters.
Class test on Wednesday. I will check and check and check and check. Wish me luck. =))
...try again or walk away...

I want to buy polaroid camera~~
But my mama and my bf dont allow. =((
They said I am wasting money. =((
So nice right?? And I like this colour.


So I did this and paste on the shelf. =))
Maybe they will change their mind and let me click "buy it now"

After paste-ing this, I realised that there are few more things I wanted.
So I did this again. =))


With my photo looks much better right??


HAHAHAHAHA~~~ =PP YEAH!!!!!

Please let my wishes come true~!! =))
...try again or walk away...

I cant find reasons just to talk to you again.
All the things we've been through, I thought I know you.
Ohhhhh~~ Feelings may fade but somethings wont change.

Corner of my heart is always the space for you.
I dust the place occasionally to see if you are still there.
偷偷为你祝福
谢谢你曾经的付出

In Loving Memory:

5 years since we lost you. You were such a sweet and nice person. A special friend to us all. We miss you every time we talked about school days. I miss you whenever I heard your name. I watched the channel 8 show. Haha. I wonder where you are now. If you became an angel, please bless me to win toto ok? I am so broke everyday. If only I didnt fail that 2 subjects,
=(( I can buy beautiful shoes. I think I saw you smiling. =)) See you soon~

P.S I have the turtle doves with me now. =))

Maybe February is also the season of missing someone special.

...try again or walk away...

Vday is such an irritating day. BOOO~~ If only it didnt exists........ I didnt sleep on Friday cos I had to work and I am afraid that I would miss my class in the morning on Saturday. Which happens to be the special day for those red, pink, hearts and flowers everywhere. I went home and sleep the day away. I was really tired from work. We went Amk hub for dinner but restaurants were closing. His face (long) was dragging on the floor to the MOS burger and ordered 99% off the menu. Vday is just another day lar. We went back to play mahjong with my sis and his bf. And that boy is happy again. ...try again or walk away...

以前种种快乐
就好像成为一种罪恶我的心情
你不闻不问或者其实所谓爱情
都只是彼此填满寂寞空虚
或者是一种冲动的幻觉
让自己失去理智 到最后得到教训
何时有感觉 到何时没有知觉
多么伤人 让我爱上 薄情的红唇

I still have 3 more assignments and one more edit-ing to be done. 2 more tests before exams. I just hope to feel the rush again. Been acting busy, hiding @ home, sleeping too much. I am feeling afraid of the sun once again. Arrrgghh.....
...try again or walk away...

关心朋友很是正常的
“爱情虚无症”

LOL!! I cant believe I am so bitchy. Haha. 想 find somebody to talk to. Forget it ba. Who cares? As days goes by, as years passed. The few girls who will always be there. =)) Nothing else matters. Recently, I am so emo about having no friends. But now, I am content. Finding a friend who are really concern about you are difficult. Maybe is the age factor.

想两个人盖一张被
一同刷牙一同洗脸
...try again or walk away...

You have any friend in HMT class? Nope.
I have one pathetic friend and 2 groupmates.
AND everyone is not going to class. Oh no~!!~~
The Growth of Scienticfic Management.
...try again or walk away...

Lots of pillows. Staying 24/7 at home.

我从不后悔选择这条路　
因为你的爱让我看见　
活着的幸福~ ...try again or walk away...

Good Morning~!!! =)) ...try again or walk away...

快乐 美好 幸福
My love is as happy as "Just married". =))

可时常热恋的人受伤
爱也总让人们变得坚强
我们不会知道
以后的日子会有多长
在我的世界
都会有你守护肩膀

CNY is boring. Doesnt need to do much visiting. Just one place to say happy cny too my relatives. Mahjong wasnt too fun. I just kept thinking of money. I am going to play an amazingly FUN mahjong soon!! Spending too much money online this month. Clicking is so easy. I skipped work today because of the holiday mood I am having right now. AGRHH~!!! This should describe my work & cash.

Studying still sucks without friends. Maybe talking to Jeanie and Raymond in the Saturday class is the only thing that wont make my face look so bitter. I have done one group project. One more group & 3 more individual assignments to go. Yawns~ Talking about school. Cheh~

I am addicted to staying at home and going to Amk Hub. Lazy. Growing FAT. Call me out for badminton or blading please~

...try again or walk away...

I am back home yesterday with 4 angbaos of riggit. =D I started the CNY celebration first. I miss the soup his mama cooks. I miss the prawns he unshelled for me. I miss the fight over puzzle bobble. My short holiday trip is really so short. The only thing that we planned, done, is going to the hair salon. But still short and sweet. =))

Going to school is getting harder with the class is filled with strangers. BOOO~~

原来我的身边只有你们

感谢你愿意陪伴我　
不然我将会多么寂寞
不然如何能把泪水　
变成回忆的彩虹

什么都不想错过
用心感动　
这旅程中　
因你而加倍的感动
...try again or walk away...

It's something more than saying, "I miss you"
10 months now. Amazing?
...try again or walk away...

Its the second week of school. I was in the bus going towards SIM. I alighted halfway decided that I am not going to school. I dont know. I am confused now. Should I or should I not go for the lessons that I will be taking next semester? He said I should go if there are lessons for me. I should study because I am still a student. This morning I woke up thinking why should I go for the lessons. I end up wasting my time thinking should I or should I not? And now I am still thinking. Help me please~~ ...try again or walk away...

My wishlist. Look at that!
...try again or walk away...

I hope the enthu thingy will last 2 years. Have to work harder this semester for the distinctions. Its not that difficult. I want to ban myself from playing mahjong and watching TV (since little nonya is over). JIA YOU!!! I spent $20 to reach on time for school today. =(( Be punctual la. I could save that $20 and spent it on many different colours of nail polish from the face shop. Booo~~ Tomorrow lesson is at 1300. I am not going to be late~
I had a long day today. Can I have a break? Just tired. ...try again or walk away...

2008 is problematic year for me but many good things did happen. =))
What I have gotten in 2008:
A nice boyfriend. A diploma. A driving licence. Two holidays trips.
Countless enjoyable mahjong games and supper. Many successful job interviews
(which dont last). Two failed subjects. Getting into unwanted debts.
Those bad things that happened will be lessons learnt. Definitely will be.
Let me move on!!

My first post in 2009.
Always asked about the new yr resolutions. ??

1. Try to make more friends in class.
2. Keep the fitness level high.
3. Maintain contact with good friends who cares for me.
4. Cut down on mahjong games which drained the cash.
5. Do not overworked. Work only when necessary.
6. Do not skip classes because of mood swing.
7. Fall in love with drinking water.
8. Keep my blog alive.

Today is my first day of the semester. I didnt make any friends. But I tried. People are not so friendly~ BOOO....... Hope things are better tomorrow. HELLO!!! Classmate, can you be my friend? I have to eat dinner now and watch little nonya. .B.U.O.Y.E.A.H.~

I love you more everyday!! <3>...try again or walk away...

I have to work tonight. =)) Another eve away from home. ...try again or walk away...

所有的一切，都有风淡云清的一天，总有一天，
你看到他就像看到一张桌子那么简单

...try again or walk away...

逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

...try again or walk away...

It’s the little things that you do for each other, the simple things that take a little effort and are greatly appreciated. =))
...try again or walk away...

Happy Birthday LEE ZILIN~!!!
I want to go shopping~~
...try again or walk away...

Raining is destroying the smile I wanted to carry.
Wad can I do? I hate this December. =((
If I think it another way, I can make it better with a second chance.
A second chance I didnt asked for. =))
Come to think its not the first time bad things happened.
The sun will shine one day~

I am waiting for my waffle. =))
I am waiting for my free holiday trip. =))
I am waiting for my next paycheck. =))
I am waiting for the wishes. =))
I am waiting for a new start =))

I am waiting for that rainbow. =))
...try again or walk away...

It's her hard-earned money and I threw them into the sea.
Write me a cash cheque with $6000. I wont return to you.
I will remember you for life.
=((
...try again or walk away...

=(( I am so tired. I dont want to work~~ I miss my secondary school days so much~
I see you online everyday BUT why you dont want to talk to me? Huh??
I am getting my "failed" results soon. =(( 2008 worst day is coming. =(( Scare~
How to celebrate my precious December?? ...try again or walk away...

我才终于明白
办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中......
幸福永远缺货

Tell me the difference between 依赖 and 利用?
I'll do anything for you. What should I do?
I'll wait. Trust that things will be different soon.
I just dont want to blog lar. Makes me emo.
What the hell??!!! Forgive me.
This is not happening everyday.
December is COMING!!!!!!!
CELEBRATE DECEMBER~~ =DD

明明很爱你又不快乐
...try again or walk away...

Tell me if time should make a change
Then why do I feel the same

I want to change HP. Can I?
...try again or walk away...

Its only 5 days a week and only 6 hours per day. My only motivation is only money. Haha. It seems like I am working hard trying to hold 2 jobs or maybe 3. But, its just exchanging a few hours for a few coins. Haha. Dont worry about me. Its just the first week. Frugal living is my new way of life. I am not going to spend $$ on "CAB" anymore. Money is my current topic.

I am not walking here and there bugging her to buy me a psp this year. I have no idea what I want cos its my sis 21st and priority shouldnt be on me. But when my mama splurges on me, I just wish that I never wasted my time. The other daughter will be so jealous if she finds out. I am going to pretend that I am not being loved when I am.

没想过有些难过
我自己不说却被看透

"its like that lah. oxygen lo.
you never know its there.
so, when its gone?
cant use nitrogen ba."

回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河
为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢?

你值得真正的快乐!!
...try again or walk away...

Time and time again. It is always about that.
My life becomes SO meaningless when I have too much time being ALONE.
Today reminds me of that every second. WHY?
Cos my exams are over. Nothing I could or should do.

I hate being home alone. I just depend on those phone calls.
Saying good morning and goodnight to be smiling.
I dont like to blog too much now. These are the only things I can think of now.

Being content seems so hard to me.
Stop wishing that things are different!!
THE PAST IS OVER!!!!

Stop me from blogging. Hahaha. This is the reason. =))



Tomorrow will be a brand new day!!
I just need some SUN to kill the germs.

...try again or walk away...

Not a happy thing that my exams ended. I am failing my papers. Trial exam is of no use. If onli I knew that nothing is the same. Unlucky. Wa KAO!!! I had to force myself to sit for a paper that I knew I am going to fail badly. 2 hours of writing blanks. I gave up. Prepare to repeat a whole semester with the greatest management subject. Hais. I cant turn back time now. Nothing good is happening to me. =((

At least for that one day, I feel loved. =))
Cry 10 days to smile for once. I wont mind.

Sorry about the photos. I am lazy.
Send you online if you want.
Nudge me. =))

Blog is dead. I am trying to keep secret about my life.
Hahaha.
...try again or walk away...

Something is wrong with the uploading.
Please hold while I erm.. upload again. =))

Repeat semester. Standby. Arr. Sad~~
I need a hug. =(( Still waiting for you...
Uploading photos.

17/10/2008
HAppy BirthdAy~
...try again or walk away...

=))
...try again or walk away...

每个人的心底里，也许都都沉淀着一段过往。快乐的往事，如糖，化在了水里，我们喝了下去，于是，眼底，眉梢，从此都留下甜蜜的痕迹。而那些不快乐的事，像糖里的杂质，沉在了杯底，不去碰它，它自在那里，可是，只要轻轻地一搅动，再清澈的心情，也会变得，浑浊。若喝下去，它会摩擦我们柔软的心，若有似无地痛，会更加地，痛彻心扉。因此，我们只能静静地，等待。等待它，再次沉淀。 ...try again or walk away...

Can you take the exams for me??
I AM DYING.
Nothing goes into the brain. Only words of "die!, die!, DIE LIAO!!!"
*CRIES* ...try again or walk away...

When something "bad" happens, something good happens too.
At least you know who will be with you to the end.
Feeling appreciated by a whisper of "thanks"

Even though we dont see each other often, sometimes I do think of you.
Cos I know you are the one who will always be there for me.
I dont know whether you would share my joy if I am happy.
But I am more than grateful to have you in my life.
Thanks.

I feel old and lonely again.
...try again or walk away...

Back and gone. Hais~
But its ok!!
Hahahahaha~~
Home Alone 4
...try again or walk away...

You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
and now
I'm in love

But
Feeling so helpless, useless, worthless when he fakes a smile for me. I cant sleep but I am feeling sleepy every minute. I cant think. At that presentation which is my worst. I dont know what I am talking at ALL. Everything is so wrong. I cant do anything right. I really hope that just being there helps a bit.
FUCKING HELL~!!!!!
Frustration never ends.

Keep me busy?
...try again or walk away...

I just read 君空. Story = sky of love. I am supposed to read my notes and textbks. Haha. I miss this feeling. Home alone isnt that bad. I shouldnt complain that much. Maybe everyone need time on their own. Tomorrow having the last class before my exams. I am worrying too much again. What will happen will happen. I just want to see you everyday, you may not =(( Arr.. Haha. Tomorrow will be a better day!!
...try again or walk away...

I am trying very hard now. Studying for exams is just so difficult. I still have that last assignment to do. The bed. the computer, the TV and the HP are the distractions. Nothing gets in the brain except that "conspicuous consumption" for topic 2. Keep reminding myself that I am failing my econs. My misery. Argg.
2 more days. I am addicted to asking "where are you?" and "what are you doing". I am so irritated by myself. Such a kpo. =((
I need to relieve those unwanted stress. I am frowning and wrinkles are here. I see myself growing older. =((
...try again or walk away...

Dying!! ...try again or walk away...

Does it show again just how much I miss you
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
I'm just scared to know the ending
I'm really missing you
I want to be where you are
I'll cherish all the love that we share ...try again or walk away...

4 more days. ...try again or walk away...

最近比较烦
我以为伤心可以很少
我以为我能过的很好
谁知道一想你
思念苦无药

I am back in Singapore. And he left me again.
I am not blogging often. Cos he doesnt know that this blog exists.
Whenever I wanted to blog........ how to say??
I am talking to you without letting him know.
Arr. Cant leave me alone here. =((
I lost my way when something good had just begun

我想念你

...try again or walk away...

Am I really that distracted?? =(( I am very very very upset now.
I only scored 12. I tot I only had one mistake. 7 marks lost at where??? Tell me!!!!!!
I HATE ECONS!!!!!! If everyone is saying the same thing, I guess I have to do something about it. Maybe is just an excuse. =((

...try again or walk away...

I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart ~
=((

Monday.
Going to spend the whole day at home listening to 883 jia fm.

I am hungry. No one brings food for me. =((
你在就好了
...try again or walk away...

MY BOYFRIEND LEFT ME !!!!!!!
~SCREAMS!!!*~
=((
...try again or walk away...

MeiHui the photographer.

Had a great time at sentosa on Sunday. =))
I like the sun. I like the sand. I like the food. I like that bottle. I like the people.
Zilin drove us to sentosa and sent us home. Sacrifice her first time by saying sorry for us. Grateful~ THANK YOU!!
The habit of stopping at nowhere to chat continues. We actually sat down at a funny place after going to the washroom. A place when vistors stand around looking down at the night view of habour front. Talking about random stuffs and "reflecting" on the past. Missing about the days we spend in the "dog hole" we had.

I had a dream that night.
If it is real, tell me what should I do.
What does it mean?
We never and will never forget about you. <3

...try again or walk away...

Every morning, the few hours before the class starts. I am glued to the bed or the computer screen. Hate to go school~ =(( True motivation comes from where? EMO!!! Test. I am under stress when I am doing nothing. I am doing nothing everyday. =((

Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?

My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do ...try again or walk away...

I was late for class today. I was sitting in the row nearest to the lecturer. I fall asleep. OMG~ I cant concentrate at all. My mind is 85% in the dreamland. Yawns. So I decided to go home and sleep when the class were having the break. I took my bag and off I go. I guess the lecturer might be having coffee on the right. So I took a left turn instead. OH SHIT!!! Why is he standing outside the toilet? And our eyes met in a awkward way. Wah SEY~~ Damn paiseh. I just make a 180 degrees turn and walk 100km/s to the stairs. The "paiseh-est" moment. AARRRR~
...try again or walk away...

...try again or walk away...

Finally!! It's time to move on. My last day at work is today!! Maybe I will go back one fine day when they desperately need people and I am kind as usual. I need a new job~ Should I learn cooking? Haha. A random thought. =)) I am a student. So, I do what a student should do. Why worry? I must save money on electricity. Laughs~ ...try again or walk away...

The Singapore Flyer~


17th August is our 5th month and is the day he bought the tickets.
I am spending my day at home playing mahjong.
And 3 girls are getting silver for my country.


Ready for 开心的事情?

Why does it rain? Romantic~


It keeps turning.


Where is my pretty girlfriend?

Sweethearts. <3<3

The reflection itself is so nice~~

I am looking at the way you looked at me.

Singapore is a beautiful place.


One more smile. =))

...try again or walk away...

Shall blog the happy things after those excess unwanted thinking disappears while I do my assignment later. My first Singapore Flyer Trip with no outsiders in the capsule. =))
...try again or walk away...

Everything was fine till he said something in the night. It was just one casual remark saying that he doesnt have to see me everyday. I thought time was what I always have but stingy to give. I try to prevent myself from making the same mistake but end up making another.
现在的我所给的时间，其实只是像在要求更多。


如果当时我有给你想要的时间，
陪我的人现在会不会是你？
...try again or walk away...

Guess if you are missing me too much. I have the need to inform you what I've been doing lately.
On Mondays is my boyfriend day. I will wake up to greet him good morning and spent the morning watching fated to love you and sleep till he calls me out. Spent the entire day out or having dinner with my family while watching superband. Today is the first time he cooked something for me to eat. =DD An amazing delicious instant noodles!! We went to hunt for bday present for Budimah and he went for that dinner. I spent my evening alone at home listening to songs and trying to type a few sentences for my assignment. Never fails to make me sleepy.

On Tuesdays, I find people I love to spend the day with me. Supposed to be my bf (best friend) day too. =)) Or I might stay at home sleeping, eating and rotting. If I am lucky, I will get to go work for some functions to earn a few dollars.

On Wednesday, I have lesson in the morning. I head home straight after class. Sometimes will search for food around my neighbourhood. Sit in front of the tv or in front of the computer screen. When I get too stoned, I will switched on 16 degrees celsius an hide under my blanket. Wait for my mama to come home or some kind people to ask me out for dinner. If my guy works morning shift, I will hope that he dont go to gym after work. I can just chat on the phone for the whole night. Flips the textbook and falls asleep instantly. Greatest sleeping pills.

On Thursday, I have lesson in the afternoon. Almost similar to my Wednesdays. I get to sleep later and much much later. I would skipped my breakfast and lunch. Goes to school to had the ban mian without the mian. After class and run back home for my beauty sleep. So no life right?

On Fridays, I am busy. I wake up early to pack my things for school and for work after school. Squeeze the time for breakfast cum lunch cum dinner. Sometimes I dont get to eat anything till I reach home. Cos of the stupid transport, I will reach home 5 to 6AM. When I work for the night, I become so tired that no amount of sleep I get from the other weekdays will be enough. I close my eyes for a few minutes. The sun is up. I dont like Fridays. I got used to this output, this is my income.

I had class on Saturdays too and luckily some Saturdays off are here. I will sleep longer. Wakes up to work or take my time from school to work. Makes a little differences if I have class or not. The dark circles is usually cause by the travelling done. After work, I will be very pleased. Because the week is ending. And my mondays are coming soon. =DD

Sundays is my MAHJONG day, if I request not to work. Spent the whole day mahjong-ing, laughing, getting insane and fat. Always eating after 2 big rounds of mahjong. Yup. The legendary training mahjong-ing session when the cheeks muscles are built up. End the night with the madness still vividly in the mind.

One week ends and another week begins.
...try again or walk away...

HAPPY~~


With flash.


Without flash


Cute scary people.


My favourite one and only mouldy algae. <3
Love love. =DD


I miss you, always. Love you as much as I love to smile.
=))
...try again or walk away...

When you tell me that you love me, I'm shining like a candle in the dark.
<3
...try again or walk away...

原来我还在意 ...try again or walk away...

I have lots of photos yet to be posted. I cant even spent a few minutes just to type a few words. Not so good. I can spend the whole day doing nothing and just keep sleeping and sleeping. Drag me to school. I cant afford the time to slack. I am so guilty after skipping my lesson yesterday. Hais. Drifting away~
...try again or walk away...

Who says I have a hard time making things last?? Who?? HAHAHAHAHAHA~~~
It is indeed a little difficult to stay committed. However, =DD
I am very very very HAPPY. =DD
ITS THE 4tH MONTH TODAY!!!!
May be nothing amazing to you. But, hohohoho~~
I AM IN LOVE!!!!! <3

I'm thinking of you 我有你真好
只要牵着你的手就知道
我早已经没有任何缺少
因为我拥有你在我心里

我会提醒自己把这份爱收好

...try again or walk away...

I am back home~ Ok. I got things to blog. DEN I forgot. DAMN IT. I dont care. See you when I am free. Most probably, next week. =DD ...try again or walk away...

I haven been taking care of my love. I lost it for a few days and I miss it SO much. I got it back now, I promise I will never let it get sick again. My lappy costs me $120!! How many meals can I have with that amount? I am going to eat bread and drink water till my next cheque comes. Sad. And this stupid anti-virus thing is driving me crazy. Just when one thing goes wrong. My unlucky day starts from Monday when I complained that my bf dont care about me. Which is entirely not true because I just need some attention. It should be the retribution I get for being unreasonable. I try not to sleep too much now. I am getting a little brain damage when I forget things I did in just a few minutes before. I ignore everything around me with no intention. This is a warning sign for me. I am scare of getting stupid. Few photos for you. I am still lazy by the way.

At budget terminal


Board the plane. Tiger Airways.


A beautiful sunrise.


Still as lovely. =))


Reach Bangkok Airport. Photographer: ZiLin


...try again or walk away...

Nothing amazing for my first day. But I met familiar faces that makes my day~ =DD Takes some time before I am ready for school. 5 minutes, I will be ready. Flip that textbook. ...try again or walk away...

I think I totally lost the feel to blog. Stare at the screen for almost an hour. Not knowing wad to type. Abandon ship~ Haha. But not to worry. I am as happy as can be. Just being more and more lazy. =DD

I am going to start school in like 15 hours later. Wow. Next chapter of school life. I hope that I wont skip lessons anymore. Prays hard~ I had NO "A" in my transcript, how sad is that? But I am alright. Cos I dont really bother about my results anyway. Like to complain and do nothing. HAHA. HOPEFULLY, this 2 years I could see some "A"hem and smile from left to right. LAUGHS. I haven upload the Bangkok photos yet. HAHAHAHAHA. I am still lazy. Rest well. TOMORROW meet some new and nice classmates without any new "spoilers".

HELLO SAMANTHA~~ WHERE ARE YOU?? HAHA.
HOW IS SCHOOL?? HAD FUN?? I MISS YOU~

Kill that lazy bug in me. I need to sleep less than half a day. I am getting slower.
Alright. BYE.
...try again or walk away...

Lazy and lazy plus VERY VERY VERY lazy. HAHAHAHA~~~ Soon. Very soon. I promise. =DD ...try again or walk away...

I dont have that dying feeling anymore. Better now. Haha. Photos from my camera or I collect from all before I post? Yar!! I AM BACK IN SINGAPORE on Tuesday night. I spent my whole day in bed yesterday. And my brain now keeps on play the boots with the fur song. Faints~ ...try again or walk away...

=DD Happy~ WEE~~ Must study hard and get a good job. Earn money and buy a car to spend days like that. Going everywhere to enjoy life. Hungry eat tired sleep. Sleep long hours. I WANT TO PLAY MAHJONG!!! I forgot viwawa exists. I shall play that tomorrow~ =DD Am I suppose to work? Troublesome. YAWNS~~ Got to go RHB bank tomorrow to settle my loan. And to DBS to activate my atm card. I have to go library to drop a book. Pack my bag see what else I need. I might be free in the night. Call me if you want to. =)) ...try again or walk away...

Singapore is not very big. Adventure~ =DD Happy sia~ SONG BO?!!! YEAH~~~ Lead the way!!! Meaningful, memorable and exciting night. Guess? HAHA. Preview of how fun it can be in BANGKOK. =DD 4 more days. WOOT!!! ...try again or walk away...

I met my lover for lunch before I go to work. We took a bus from TPY to turf city. I was staring into space at the turf city coffee shop waiting for transport and some tears choose to fall. I dont know what happened to my eyes. Maybe it was too thirsty and need some water. I am seriously thinking nothing. So, he saw me "crying". WTH!! Find me a reason~ OMG. I am NOT emo-ing.

I am skipping work on Sundays too. my FAT paycheck going diet this June. 5 more days to go. WEE~~ Happy like one kind. Celebrate FREE and EASY days~~ =DD ...try again or walk away...

I went to play SOCCER~ Woot!!! SMILE!!! =D But I need to go back office tomorrow to help. YAWNS!! I should sleep now. GOODNIGHT!!! ...try again or walk away...

Cos my life is getting more and more boring. The last time that I am seen laughing my heart out is so long. I am really craving for the real holidays. Blame everyone but myself for being lazy. Tomorrow is Monday again~ I need a date without those unnecessary bulbs. No time will definitely not be the reason again. Mind changes when age increases. The things we wont do before, we will now. So dont be surprise of how nice I can be, even though I grumble often. HAHA~

虽然很难，还是尽量坚持吧

...try again or walk away...