I think I totally lost the feel to blog. Stare at the screen for almost an hour. Not knowing wad to type. Abandon ship~ Haha. But not to worry. I am as happy as can be. Just being more and more lazy. =DD
I am going to start school in like 15 hours later. Wow. Next chapter of school life. I hope that I wont skip lessons anymore. Prays hard~ I had NO "A" in my transcript, how sad is that? But I am alright. Cos I dont really bother about my results anyway. Like to complain and do nothing. HAHA. HOPEFULLY, this 2 years I could see some "A"hem and smile from left to right. LAUGHS. I haven upload the Bangkok photos yet. HAHAHAHAHA. I am still lazy. Rest well. TOMORROW meet some new and nice classmates without any new "spoilers".
HELLO SAMANTHA~~ WHERE ARE YOU?? HAHA.
HOW IS SCHOOL?? HAD FUN?? I MISS YOU~
Kill that lazy bug in me. I need to sleep less than half a day. I am getting slower.
Alright. BYE.
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Friday, June 27, 2008
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
=DD Happy~ WEE~~ Must study hard and get a good job. Earn money and buy a car to spend days like that. Going everywhere to enjoy life. Hungry eat tired sleep. Sleep long hours. I WANT TO PLAY MAHJONG!!! I forgot viwawa exists. I shall play that tomorrow~ =DD Am I suppose to work? Troublesome. YAWNS~~ Got to go RHB bank tomorrow to settle my loan. And to DBS to activate my atm card. I have to go library to drop a book. Pack my bag see what else I need. I might be free in the night. Call me if you want to. =))
Monday, June 09, 2008
Sunday, June 08, 2008
I met my lover for lunch before I go to work. We took a bus from TPY to turf city. I was staring into space at the turf city coffee shop waiting for transport and some tears choose to fall. I dont know what happened to my eyes. Maybe it was too thirsty and need some water. I am seriously thinking nothing. So, he saw me "crying". WTH!! Find me a reason~ OMG. I am NOT emo-ing.
I am skipping work on Sundays too. my FAT paycheck going diet this June. 5 more days to go. WEE~~ Happy like one kind. Celebrate FREE and EASY days~~ =DD
I am skipping work on Sundays too. my FAT paycheck going diet this June. 5 more days to go. WEE~~ Happy like one kind. Celebrate FREE and EASY days~~ =DD
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Monday, June 02, 2008
Cos my life is getting more and more boring. The last time that I am seen laughing my heart out is so long. I am really craving for the real holidays. Blame everyone but myself for being lazy. Tomorrow is Monday again~ I need a date without those unnecessary bulbs. No time will definitely not be the reason again. Mind changes when age increases. The things we wont do before, we will now. So dont be surprise of how nice I can be, even though I grumble often. HAHA~
虽然很难，还是尽量坚持吧
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
All of a sudden, I wish that I am not in love. -.-" OH NO~ Is this a sign of something. Laughs. I just hope it doesnt happen often. Shh... Dont worry for me. He doesnt come here. *Winks* So this is our secret in this not so private blog. Maybe is like a inborn thingy. The "hard time trying to make things last." I miss myself being single and available. Risk nothing.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Just came back from work. I am waiting for my hair to dry. Decided to chat with you for a while. Haha. I think you shouldnt like to see me blogging frequetly. That hidden meaning.
Lets talk about work today. As usual the supper club thingy is full of rubbish and nonsense people. Trying to flirt with cute staffs in the bar like me. These things happened everytime but only today I felt so much affected. Irritating~ I am facing the guest waiting for him to tell me what he wants to drink. THAT FUCKER stare at me and put his hand behind my head. I just dont like people to touch my head. I almost wanted to slap his face real hard.
Next minute after I walked away from that particular arsehole, 2 guys try to flirt with me. The way they flirt is so STUPID. Put one tissue on the mouth says some random shits. Whatever~ I never notice that they are flirting with me, till the bf appear from my back asking me what happened. Cold sweat. Because his gf is too cute. I said nothing and went off. Imagine I tell him they are disturbing me. Will he kick their ass? Much later I pass by this 2 person again. This time I am trapped. They said want to show me magic. -.-" Roll eyes~ Pretend smile smile wait for them to finish talking. Noticed Chris eye signal (linjie go go, i save you) after he made the drinks for them. So thats my hero for the night. He got their attention and the second they turned away to look at him, I run away for "smoke" break.
I haven eaten anything lar. Will die soon. AND now I am so TIRED. My hair haven dry. I need to crap longer. But I have no energy left. DONT CARE anymore. I will just go zzz. Goodnight.
Lets talk about work today. As usual the supper club thingy is full of rubbish and nonsense people. Trying to flirt with cute staffs in the bar like me. These things happened everytime but only today I felt so much affected. Irritating~ I am facing the guest waiting for him to tell me what he wants to drink. THAT FUCKER stare at me and put his hand behind my head. I just dont like people to touch my head. I almost wanted to slap his face real hard.
Next minute after I walked away from that particular arsehole, 2 guys try to flirt with me. The way they flirt is so STUPID. Put one tissue on the mouth says some random shits. Whatever~ I never notice that they are flirting with me, till the bf appear from my back asking me what happened. Cold sweat. Because his gf is too cute. I said nothing and went off. Imagine I tell him they are disturbing me. Will he kick their ass? Much later I pass by this 2 person again. This time I am trapped. They said want to show me magic. -.-" Roll eyes~ Pretend smile smile wait for them to finish talking. Noticed Chris eye signal (linjie go go, i save you) after he made the drinks for them. So thats my hero for the night. He got their attention and the second they turned away to look at him, I run away for "smoke" break.
I haven eaten anything lar. Will die soon. AND now I am so TIRED. My hair haven dry. I need to crap longer. But I have no energy left. DONT CARE anymore. I will just go zzz. Goodnight.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
I gave up the office job. HAHAHAHA~~~ The cash doesnt make me stay too. Can you imagine how BORing it is to me? Tomorrow maybe going down to survive one day. I actually wanted to help my cousin with his company. BUT really!!! IT IS VERY BORING. I rather be very busy and let the time goes by super fast than slacking to see the clock goes tick tock. 3 days of "late for work, extra long break, on the dot go home." I fired myself lor. Cannot make it. End here. I am tired.
Monday, May 19, 2008
I am very sure you miss my post. Haha. I was sick yesterday. Having a slight fever. Giving me an excuse to skip my work. $64 wasted. I slept 2 whole days away. Hypersomnia is happening. I am so bored everyday. I only have my Mondays to look forward to. But. When it arrives, a different kind of thing would appear. I dont like lightbulbs. Today is my not so beautiful Monday. Blue. I am alone here in Singapore missing someone. =( I need to survive 4 more days without him. I need to wake up early tomorrow. Hate to think of that. I cant work in an OFFICE. SAVE ME~~!!!
Monday, May 12, 2008
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
I so dont like to online at this funny funny hour. Wish me luck on my next paycheck!! I exchanging my good liver for $$. Haha. Something interesting, I wake up around 4 am last night and came online. The next minute after I was entertaining AhWeng online, I am FLIRTING with Mr Soo GuiLong!! Hahahaha. Get this funny name. The thought itself is funny. I cant believe I am still enjoying his rubbish after soooooo long. Haha. No damage done. I love my boyfriend.
I didnt enjoy my Monday very much. In the morning, I went for a short swim. Less than an hour because of the unwanted crowd in the pool. Monday is not a good day to swim. Went to find ZiLin at Orchard. She is working at Isetan Shaw in the "KIDS" department. Try your luck if you want to pop by. And I wanted to watch Dance of the Dragon. He didnt want to watch. =(( The boyfriend along with 6-7 lightbulbs made me so tired. I had a hard time trying to figure out what they are chatting. Yawns. I must watch more HongKong dramas and learn their language.
My Thursday is free this week. Anyone wants to accompany me watch movie? =DD
Monday, May 05, 2008
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Monday, April 28, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
10 000 : 10 but when that is actually 100 out of 10 000 vs 10 out of 10. It becomes 1 : 100. I think I am blogging less ar. Which is a good thing. I have lesser things to inform you and that means I dont need you to worry about me. HAHA. =DD Arent you happy? Take care~ Will be back.
相爱的人总是不懂
为什么真心伤的特别重
我想你是故意装傻
不是不懂的表达
还在等什么说清楚吧
不想再为爱挣扎
至少了解后懂的放下
其实爱也有很多选择
我也可以给你自由
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Monday, April 14, 2008
From Aaron Korkor blog.
Take a look at an apple tree. There might be five hundred apples on the tree, but each apple has just ten seeds. That’s a lot of seeds! We might ask, “Why would you need so many seeds to grow just a few more apple trees?” Nature has something to teach us here.
It’s telling us: “Not all seeds grow. In life, most seeds never grow. So if you really want to make something happen, you had better try more than once.”
This might mean:- You’ll attend twenty interviews to get one job.- You’ll interview forty people to find one good employee.- You’ll talk to fifty people to sell one house, one car, one vacuum cleaner, one insurance policy, or a business idea.- And you might meet a hundred acquaintances just to find one special friend.
When we understand the “Law of the Seed”, we don’t get so disappointed. We stop feeling like victims. We learn how to deal with things that happen to us. Laws of nature are not things to take personally. We just need to understand them - and work with them.IN A NUTSHELLSuccessful people fail more often. But they plant more seeds.
When Things Are Beyond your control, here’s something that you must NOT DO so as to avoid misery in your life:- You must not decide how you think the world SHOULD be.- You must not make rules for how everyone SHOULD behave.- Then, when the world doesn’t obey your rules, you get angry- That’s what miserable people do!
On the other hand, let’s say you expect that:- Friends SHOULD return favors.- People SHOULD appreciate you.- Planes SHOULD arrive on time.- Everyone SHOULD be honest.- Your husband/wife or best friend SHOULD remember your birthday.
These expectations may sound reasonable. But often, these things won’t happen!- So you end up frustrated and disappointed.- There’s a better strategy. Demand less, and instead, have preferences!- For things that are beyond your control, tell yourself:- “I would prefer “A”, but if “B” happens, it’s OK too!”
This is really a change in mindset. It is a shift in attitude, and it gives you more peace of mind …You prefer that people are polite … but when they are rude, it doesn’t ruin your day.You prefer sunshine…but if it rains, it is ok too!To become happier, we either need to change the world or change our thinking.It is easier to change our Thinking!
IN SUMMARY:It is not the problem that is the issue, but rather it is your attitude attending to the problem that is the problem.It’s not what happens to you that determine your happiness. It’s how you think about what happens to you!
This is an article I need to read at this point of time.
I dont want to give up just yet. Wish me luck!!!
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Friday, April 11, 2008
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Sunday, April 06, 2008
I drove alone to work yesterday!! Haha. Cool right? After work I sent my boyfriend home to Jurong. I am so nice~ 120km/hr is considered slow on the expressway around 5 am. Initial D. HOHOHO. I wanted to drive today too but mama say dont drive out to play. Drive a few more times to work before I try asking again. Be patience alright? I need to rest now. I am so tired. Yawnings~~ =)) Take care.
Friday, April 04, 2008
I drove the first time with my P plates!!! Starting point: My home. Bedok 85 for free dinner. My cousin dont allow me to pay. Earned. HAHA. I drove on the EXPRESSWAY to the west side for the first. Bukit timah. My workplace. I drove 90km/hr but not on the extreme right. Slowly. Reached for free drinks. I drove the company van to send the staffs out to the bus stop. The traffic at bukit timah is so scary. But ok. I am a newly safe driver on the road. I went to SPC to top-up petrol for my cousin's car. I am learning happy driving. I still need more practise on parking without the poles. =DD End of the day, I misplaced my hp. Must be in the company van. Got to work hard for the weekends again. I see you around. =DD
Thursday, April 03, 2008
I am staying at home today~ =DD
And I am going out driving tonight with my P plate for the first time.
Hohohoho. I am so excited and at the same time very nervous. HAHA.
LINJIE~~~~ No. Hm... That. Yup.
始终为爱执着
也许我这一生都无法改变你的决定
我却又为你祝福一生的友情
那是我一直都不愿意面对的现实
我会恋上曾经的伤痛
在这个虚伪侵蚀的世界里
再也找不回最初的你
待续......
最忧伤的事情不是心甘情愿为一个人一生伤悲，
而是当你心甘情愿一生伤悲的同时
眼睁睁看着其他人却在为着你的幸福竭尽全力
And I am going out driving tonight with my P plate for the first time.
Hohohoho. I am so excited and at the same time very nervous. HAHA.
LINJIE~~~~ No. Hm... That. Yup.
始终为爱执着
也许我这一生都无法改变你的决定
我却又为你祝福一生的友情
那是我一直都不愿意面对的现实
我会恋上曾经的伤痛
在这个虚伪侵蚀的世界里
再也找不回最初的你
待续......
最忧伤的事情不是心甘情愿为一个人一生伤悲，
而是当你心甘情愿一生伤悲的同时
眼睁睁看着其他人却在为着你的幸福竭尽全力
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
I passed my TP with 16 demerit points. Lucky right? Happy!! Congrats!!!
DECLARED!!!! I am not changing my mind anymore.
To whoever it may concern,
Think before you try to say you are not a liar. Prefect liar loves to say they dont. Think back what you told me when I asked a simple question which just need a yes or no answer. Think of the answer you gave me. I know that doesnt even bother me a little. It is just a small test to make me know that you are a hypocrite. I dont know if you remembered and I dont know if you know I am talking to you. But I can hint you. Trying to make this sound familiar. Have you ever? 2007 chinese new year. Where did you go? I enjoyed listening to how to say your stories. And the number of times you said nope. I cant make a mistake. 3 of your friends are present. You can continue to pretend and add ur words. I nvr say anything to you because I promised him not to let you know I know. I know more than what you think I should. I am not tearing your mask. Just please stop saying whatever you said is nothing but the truth. Cos it is making me disgusted. Please dont act like you care about me. If all you mind was am I really a player to you. To let you have a peace of mind. I am indeed playing with love. Must be wondering why I type this message. Because I have nothing better to do and I want you to not think so highly about yourself. If I am a worst kind of a person. You are not much better. Thank you.
I am happy now. You should and will be happy for me too.
DECLARED!!!! I am not changing my mind anymore.
To whoever it may concern,
Think before you try to say you are not a liar. Prefect liar loves to say they dont. Think back what you told me when I asked a simple question which just need a yes or no answer. Think of the answer you gave me. I know that doesnt even bother me a little. It is just a small test to make me know that you are a hypocrite. I dont know if you remembered and I dont know if you know I am talking to you. But I can hint you. Trying to make this sound familiar. Have you ever? 2007 chinese new year. Where did you go? I enjoyed listening to how to say your stories. And the number of times you said nope. I cant make a mistake. 3 of your friends are present. You can continue to pretend and add ur words. I nvr say anything to you because I promised him not to let you know I know. I know more than what you think I should. I am not tearing your mask. Just please stop saying whatever you said is nothing but the truth. Cos it is making me disgusted. Please dont act like you care about me. If all you mind was am I really a player to you. To let you have a peace of mind. I am indeed playing with love. Must be wondering why I type this message. Because I have nothing better to do and I want you to not think so highly about yourself. If I am a worst kind of a person. You are not much better. Thank you.
I am happy now. You should and will be happy for me too.
Monday, March 31, 2008
I've been busy working. I think that I am working too hard. I dreamt of my supervisor. Faints. Haha. But everything else is good. Dont worry about the post of the money thingy. Stella lent it to me. If you are wondering about the matter, its starhub. I signed a line for someone about half a year ago. You could guess what happened next. I know the time now is late but I cant sleep. Yawns. I have dark circles!! OMG.......
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Thursday, March 20, 2008
I have to blog a long post today I suppose. I will be missing for this week. Working hard into the night. Seriously I really have no idea what am I doing. Procrastinator. No more trust. I am listening to the same thing from different persons. What else can I assume? I try to think that this person is different. I didnt mean to find out or came across the way things go. Freaking similar. Finding reasons to convince myself. Maybe it can become a habit. Cant avoid if it is meant for me to know. Many-a-times. Tell me I could count on you. We will see how. I can still afford to waste a few more months or a year perhaps. Laughs. If only...... Maybe......... Is true. He is just an excuse to be use for long. I am still afraid. Maybe........ Hahaha. I am drunk again. Talking nonsense. 看看就算了
Monday, March 17, 2008
I passed all my exams with the usual grades. =)) Thanks to EVERYBODY for the accompany of studying camp, lucks and encouragement. The many not-so useful study session with BuHao and Wenlisa~ My econs teachers Kenneth and Shane. And to my last minute study tutor Mr Jay. I passed my ECONS~~
Missing me? Haha. Guess how many hours I worked since friday? Friday 5PM - 430AM which is 11 hours. Saturday 11AM to 3AM which is 16 hours with just a 15 mins of tea-time break. Sunday was better after a nice sleep. 5PM to 12AM. Wow. I can lost weight real fast. I am working hard this week as well. Grab my limited time if you need to. Rocks!! HAHA.
Missing me? Haha. Guess how many hours I worked since friday? Friday 5PM - 430AM which is 11 hours. Saturday 11AM to 3AM which is 16 hours with just a 15 mins of tea-time break. Sunday was better after a nice sleep. 5PM to 12AM. Wow. I can lost weight real fast. I am working hard this week as well. Grab my limited time if you need to. Rocks!! HAHA.
Friday, March 14, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008
3 years ago, a week was a mistake. That phone call last night was another mistake. Managing my anger with laughter. It has been a long time since I typed hundreds of vulgarities in a single post. I am not going to do that for an asshole cum bastard. Imagine I am giving you the precious two tight slaps. =)) Welcome~
Driving was alright except for the many unusual stalled engine times. Went to Vivo for spreading my laughter. I want to watch spiderwick!! The first time I watched horror movies with HuiJun, Zilin and Ying with the broken arm. HAHA. Break the no-horror-for-linjie rule. 2008 is so exciting ar. Count the amount of times I watched those "thriller" types of movies. I must be mad. Rule #1: Watch more doesnt makes me more brave. Weak heart. Tomorrow getting results~ Shall see. Not up to me to decide.
Driving was alright except for the many unusual stalled engine times. Went to Vivo for spreading my laughter. I want to watch spiderwick!! The first time I watched horror movies with HuiJun, Zilin and Ying with the broken arm. HAHA. Break the no-horror-for-linjie rule. 2008 is so exciting ar. Count the amount of times I watched those "thriller" types of movies. I must be mad. Rule #1: Watch more doesnt makes me more brave. Weak heart. Tomorrow getting results~ Shall see. Not up to me to decide.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
I watched the leap years. Hohoho~ It is a sweet movie but I dont think is touching enough for me. Hahaha. I like all the best friends of the female lead. =)) Still think that having friends around is much much much more important than chasing someone is ur dreams. I know already!! HAHA!!! That reason. Why I like to change phones? It has nothing to do with changing of bfs. Cos I dont, for now. The maybe true reason which I wont be pretend to be false. HAHAHA. Ok, for my own understanding. In case many years later I forgot about this again. YUP. The tree and the forest. =DD
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Friday, March 07, 2008
One more dead flower. Woooo~~ Deep down already have the answer ba. Haha. Finally!!! FINALLYYY~~ I am a happy girl. I am ALWAYS A HAPPY GIRL~~!!!! CONGRATS!!!! I succeeded in breaking one more heart!! Laughs. Every year break one make record. "Jian" I heard that. Retribution come ba. Accumulated bad karma is reaching the limit. Hohoho. Gone.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
It is not a choice. I want to change hp. Stella!!! Thanks for your sms. =)) Poppo in viwawa. LOL. So coincidence. POPPO wee~ Qiao! Went out with Meihui. We are like two lifeless soul drifting around lor. Eat and eat. I reach home at 10 lar. -.-" Dont know what to say. Odd. What is happening? Super NO mood. What the HELL!!!~~ 烦~
算了吧！
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Count today not so useless ba. I went swimming when I wake up. The weather is nice. No sun. Burnt a few grams of fats. Came home to play viwawa games till late afternoon. Went to Hougang mall buy present. Go visit YingYing but she not at home. Haha. Go Raffles Place pa tor. We had candlelight dinner by the river. And a walk to remember........ Keep walking. I think my legs will lose feelings tomorrow. Bring me take ferris wheel someday plus some other sweet talks. Laughs. Quite amusing. Choose flirting to overnight mahjong today. Dont have the feeling to play lar~~ If you are free, talk to me. I need some reasons. =DD
Monday, March 03, 2008
Sunday, March 02, 2008
My exams are finally over!! CONGRATS~~ Happy Mahjong-ing for all the free time!!! Looking for things to do. So, I will most likely always be free. Call me out. See the mirror I think I am putting on weight too lar. I must cut down on food consumption and go burn the fats. Joining Yingying and Huijun FAT club soon. Haha. First week of free time dont know what to do liao.
I went to their fusion show after my exams yesterday. My Poly-mates is all so cool now with their own namecards. No more projects. Hahaha. Never failed to have the need to answer that "do you regret?" question. Lol. I saw Tan Hee Kiah unluckily. I dont even want to see his that assholic "kiam pa" face. I finally see everyone again. I met Sean aka the slack-ecturer. So fun always having to disturb him. The only studio project that I received compliment was from him. Nice~ Almost all the rest of "successful" design related people have that ya-ya irritating appearance lor. The way they talk is so look down on people. Cos I used to notice but not really convinced until Cherie told me that too. Tsk tsk. Maybe lar. Look down on people better than being looked down. HAha. Very true lor. Maybe next time me too.
Blog long long den post. So bored lar. Raining somemore. Go out still need to take umbrella. Rotting too much lor. Sians.........................
I went to their fusion show after my exams yesterday. My Poly-mates is all so cool now with their own namecards. No more projects. Hahaha. Never failed to have the need to answer that "do you regret?" question. Lol. I saw Tan Hee Kiah unluckily. I dont even want to see his that assholic "kiam pa" face. I finally see everyone again. I met Sean aka the slack-ecturer. So fun always having to disturb him. The only studio project that I received compliment was from him. Nice~ Almost all the rest of "successful" design related people have that ya-ya irritating appearance lor. The way they talk is so look down on people. Cos I used to notice but not really convinced until Cherie told me that too. Tsk tsk. Maybe lar. Look down on people better than being looked down. HAha. Very true lor. Maybe next time me too.
Blog long long den post. So bored lar. Raining somemore. Go out still need to take umbrella. Rotting too much lor. Sians.........................
Friday, February 29, 2008
This one day in the leap year~ Happy lor. I still have one last paper tomorrow, if I dont have to take sup papers. LOL~~ Prays~~~ Release-ing all possible birds around~ WEEE!!! HOHOHOHO. I got to sleep le. My brother nagging. Take econs paper must think if not will confuse myself. Learnt! Smart girl~ GO!!
有一种感觉总在失眠时，才承认是“相思”；
有一种缘分总在梦醒后，才相信是“永恒”；
有一种目光总在分手时，才看见是“眷恋”；
有一种心情总在离别后，才明白是“失落"
有一种感觉总在失眠时，才承认是“相思”；
有一种缘分总在梦醒后，才相信是“永恒”；
有一种目光总在分手时，才看见是“眷恋”；
有一种心情总在离别后，才明白是“失落"
I woke up at this time not to study. But to stone. Oh nooooooo...... 万事起头难 Since I can start to study now. Please go and STUDY~~ Try the very very best not to take 3 Sup papers. *Shake the head* Its not so good to sleep early ar. Wakes up early. THIS kind of early. Yawns. I should get back to my bed. The fastest way to fall asleep is to read the notes. Goodnight~
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Monday, February 25, 2008
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Its just like a black ink bottle being filled up with indian ink. You cant just empty the bottle by pouring the ink away, the bottle will still be dirty. How to make the bottle clean? Pour in clean water and keep pouring. The ratio of the ink to the clean water will never the same. The amount of water needed to make the bottle as clear as possible is much much more than the ink being poured away. Dont need to agree. Just listen.
寂寞再回到身旁
爱情留待别人遇上~
寂寞再回到身旁
爱情留待别人遇上~
I just reached home. Had a nice sleep and a nice lunch. =)) I shall get few more hours of sleep and gain back sufficient energy. =)) I will wake up to study very very hard. =)) I cant help not to online and move my fingers. I wonder why. Keke. The chalet was fun. Did laugh a lot. Can be more, I guess. Dumbness spreads~ =))
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
Saturday, February 23, 2008
The 1,111 post. When I calmed down and think, I am truly sorry. I shouldnt say alright right? And I shouldnt smile. Cos I should be guility now. I am finding good excuses for myself. You wont ask me why cos you knew. I think smart people will choose something that benefits ownself. But I did otherwise. If can pretend to dont know something for a good cause den pretend to dont know. What had been done had been done.
各朝相反方向走
各朝相反方向走
Friday, February 22, 2008
To WeiQuan for today. To HuiJun for Sunday. Share the message ba. Its the same meaning. A big big big BIG SORRY. I love you~~ But den............. HAHAHA. This kind of things ar............. Will definately make it up to you. =DD I feel so bad, even though I am still smiling now. The art of pang seh-ing. Oh my god. I put aeroplane!!! I cant believe it. WHY DID I? When its either choosing left or right, laughs. I wonder why. This kind of changing the mind in split second, I am the best. So I always hate to decide. Afraid of wrong decisions. I hope its not. I hope. HAHAHAHAHA~~ Enough. Mai Ka Kong Liao. LOL. =DD Believe me. I really wish to be there. Kekekeke..... WEEE~~
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Hoho. I realised that my info system notes is so nice. Clean and new. HAHA~ Which means I should make it messy now. Now is the period licensed to panick. GO GO GO!!!!! I shouldnt online anymore. Hm.. Tonight last time I online till exams over. OK? I try. Maybe can online lar. Minimise the usage. I will always put away~ Hm.. idea right? Yup! I think so too. I am SMART. OK OK OK OK OK. Stop nagging me. I am going off soon! BYE!!!
我重复想着简讯里写的句子
我重复想着简讯里写的句子
Sleeping too much kills the brain cells. Faints. Clumsy. Broke how many things this days. Tsk Tsk. WAKES UP!!! I think I have another life in my dreamworld. Spent too much time there. COME BACK TO REALITY!!! Study hard for exams. No sup papers!! Peacefully spent few more years~~ Always say. Keep sleeping. For wad??!! Hais. Like a useless person~ Should go work better ar. Still got pay to take. Stop SLEEPING!!!! Ok. I want to go sleep le. HAHA!! Gones.
Monday, February 18, 2008
I lost all the confidence. Its all lies. Just two sentences, would you know what I am thinking? I would just pretend that everything is what I want it to be. Help me. Lets keep pretending. =)) ROCKS!! HEY YOU~~ ALL BECAUSE OF YOU~~ ALL BECAUSE OF YOU~~
Mr ZhiWei,
Four years, since you've been gone. Time flies.
We miss you. Appear in my dreams tonight. =))
Corn for TengSiang, Burger for KKK,
Hello Panda for Ivan and Raymond,
Flowers for HuiJun and Zilin,
A song for me,
and Get well fast fast for YingYing.
THANKS!!! =))
对你的思念
并没有因为时间而减少
Protect us from heaven, our dearest angel. =))
Sunday, February 17, 2008
YINGYING!!!!! Aiyo~~ TAKE GOOD CARE!!! LOVE YOU~
People is staring and wondering. Why? Lost in thought. Not every thoughts and words will be similar. I am trying say more. From one word reply to one sentence reply. If you noticed.
I got presents~ A BIG pink diamond ring and a eeyore softtoy (pretend it is from the arcade machine). =DD I watched PS I love you and L changed the world last night. Nice shows.
People is staring and wondering. Why? Lost in thought. Not every thoughts and words will be similar. I am trying say more. From one word reply to one sentence reply. If you noticed.
I got presents~ A BIG pink diamond ring and a eeyore softtoy (pretend it is from the arcade machine). =DD I watched PS I love you and L changed the world last night. Nice shows.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
I end up going for dinner at turf city instead. Haha. Anyway, it doesnt matter right? Ston-ing too much. Had some beer and talk some shits. This is bad day. Never turn up for class and still go to school. Supposed to study hard and yet fall asleep using the textbook as my pillow. Loser. "Lazy to say" becomes a bad thing I have. I am not being indifferent. It is just that you know what answer people will give. Why bother wasting time? I've been thinking too much. Maybe they are just being curious. Ok. Enough of the nonsense. =)) Some photos for you.
Red Skirt! Choy Keet KorKor
WeiQuan KorKor.
Wins Mahjong!! Soon.
Yesterday with Wenlisa at Bugis.
Red Skirt! Choy Keet KorKor
WeiQuan KorKor.
Wins Mahjong!! Soon.
Yesterday with Wenlisa at Bugis.
Monday, February 11, 2008
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Hello~ I am at WeiQuan KorKor house now. Haha. After playing the whole night of mahjong with the used of whole box of tissue ah choo-ing at home. I slept fpr 3 hours~ WEEE~~ Gone to play mahjong again~ HAHAHA~~ Happy!!! Tomorrow going mahjong again. I haven complete my Econs assignment. WooooooHOOOOO~~ This is sooo cool~~ HAPPYYY!!!!! Ok!! If I am free I will be back to talk more ok? Miss me like how i miss you~ *Muacks* HOHOHOHO~~
Thursday, February 07, 2008
CNY eve what are you doing? I suddenly have this crazy idea. Cycling. LOL. I went night adventure with Sean around Hougang. Countdown at petrol kiosk pump air. So funny. Sweat all out~ Almost 3 hours of cycling~ My legs are wobbling. I AM HAPPY!! =DD Shall do this often to get some exercise. Healthy and pretty. HOHO!!
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!!!!
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!!!!
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Dont pass the germs to me~~ I am getting sick again!! Drinking lots of water. I spent lots of $$ today and I bought a book to read. Not reading for general knowledge but is for an opened mind. Take a deep breath, you know it's not hard. Just one night, you will understand. Spent one night to just to listen. =)) It's not all wasted. Grow the tree and give up the forest soon.
Monday, February 04, 2008
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Saturday, February 02, 2008
You may think its worth the try. But why place on a sure-lose bet? Lol. Why should you care if its worth or not? Are you talking sense? NOPE!! Study extremely hard. Learn to choose the piority. =DD What is the most important thing to you now? The way to fix a broken smile. Find back that joy you used to have that shows in the eyes. =DD Smile for someone. Tomorrow will be a better day. =DD
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
Thursday, January 24, 2008
I didnt go to school again. Woot. Must be a habit that I cant change. I rotted the whole afternoon at home. Went out in the evening to watch movie with Kenneth at Cine. I swear I didnt know the mist was a horror cum sci-fi movie. Faints. Not so bad. But I dont like the ending. Seems too idiotic to me. No reward for guessing what we had for dinner. Yup. The usual. This time at east coast park. Had a nice long chat. The moon is indeed very very round for this week. I reached home before 12. Applause!! Go school tomorrow please, LINJIE. Stop skipping class~!!
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Woot.
Friday
I went to school for a few minutes to be dumb. Freedom to work at class which is like so shit. WTH. I went to meet Yingying at orchard to eat. Huijun and Zilin pon school at their break time came to join. We went for a shopping spree. Buy and buy and buy~~ It started the XiaoHong joke after both of them went to the fitting room at Topshop. Yingying fault. <-- She started. Walked and chatted. Sit and rest. Which Zhang, factory Zhang. Ru Gu Mei~ Long Sao. The long line of script from the golden road. The biggest diamond. We've been laughing all the way. Ying left us to flirt with the west side pple. We still continue out shopping right to OG centrepoint and to marina square. I pon work. Reached home at night. 15 mins later, Kenneth fetch me to River valley there (not very sure) I saw river valley the road sign somewhere to eat supper. It was a Hong Kong cafe as usual. The big screen TV is showing B ji hua which just started. So nice for me. Cos I missed that movie when its out. Funny and cute. Quite scary when the baby met into danger. Lucky kid.
Saturday
I work up late and decided to go school during breaktime. Ate breakfast with mama and I forgot to see the time. ARRH. I will miss the breaktime too. Chop chop I went to Ying house to watch the 2nd last episode of the 9pm show which she recorded. Zilin and I go memorise the new lines. Bao Ying, Bao Ying lai le. LOL. Went down to Vivo after that. Ate lunch at That express. Walked around. Ying is busy. HAHA. Walked a bit only tired le. Getting old. Sit at the Pacific something de cafe to nua for very very long. We forgot to had our dinner. Woosh. Gones home to zzz.
Sunday
I pon work. Sleep and sleep. Went Compass Point with my mama for a few hours. Buying doesnt have to pay. But I am kind enough to just buy 2 shoes. And I saw the Guy Laroche wallet~ Too bad it doesnt have a new piece. Insisting a new one is because mama say we are paying not just a few dollars. Look around first. Whats yours is yours. Went home to sleep and watch tv. Sunday is gone just like that.
Monday
I went Cineleisure with Kenneth and Jay. I made Mr Kenneth wait for 45 mins. Hm.. Wasnt on purpose. Cos I was reading the magazine and I forgot the time I am suppose to leave my home. Ate my lunch at about almost 5 with him. And we walked to Far East. Just reached not long, Jay came. Walked back again like some idiots with nothing better to do. LinJie lost her mind and went to watch Body 19. Played few rounds of pool games before the movie start. I need to train up the weak heart. I cant take horror movies ar. ZZZ. After the movie, Kenneth drove us to Chinatown to feel the mood of CNY. Jay brought to a desserts shop to eat. Not so bad. Maybe I am not that picky. Den I remembered I hate crowds. But ok, quite interesting. I nvr go chinatown to walk when CNY is approaching before. That can be an experience. We went to eat "dinner" before we made our seperate ways. I realised when walking a long distance with someone beside makes it short. Kenneth sent me home after washing his car with lots of birdshits that got on to his car when he park at a not-so-good place.
Tuesday
I went Orchard with MeiHui. We go eat the Ayam Penyet at Lucky plaza. Not so bad. Walked around to find my Guy Laroche. Haha. I bought the RED one with 20% discount. Please saw nice if you happened to see that. Ate the cheese hotdog with mash potatoes at Far East. Thumbs up! We were walking around Far East and we met dao XiaoHong de family. XiaoHong as usual nvr change her clothes. Always that red dress. Xiao Hong mama nvr change for her. But she is still very guai as usual. We went to eat Gelare waffles together and chatted about 2 hours. Bombing XiaoHong parents with questions. So cute~ HuiJun shy.... Credits to Xiao Hong Mama aka Huijun de boyfriend Xiao Hong Papa aka Zach Chen Ying Jie sent meihui and me back to meihui house. Thanks a lot. =DD HuiJun HAPPY HAPPY!! =DD WoohooWeeeHEE~~
Wednesday
I went to school late as usual. Didnt listen in class. Had nothing on after school. Decided to go home and rot. Stoned while waiting for my bus. And I missed the bus in front of me. LOL. Woohoo. I saw the next bus, I got so gan jiong and I didnt say hi or bye to the classmate sitting with me in the bus stop. Omg, LinJie is so rude. Cannot make it. Reached home and slept the whole day away.
Thursday
Which is tomorrow. Will be the day I join the intensive study-ing camp started by BuHao XiaoDi. Weet!! Effective study please.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Thursday, January 17, 2008
We used to have so much to say. It is not about squeezing a few sentences to patronize. Keep on dealing with changes and saying let it be. Was the person I see, you? Was the person in the mirror, me? Who is the one who refused to end everything? Somehow all the choices will still make us sad. Go sleep ba. I should be drunk. Sleep, just sleep the whole day.
Sorry, I wasnt crying at night. I fall asleep in front of my computer. Haha. Dont worry. Thanks for all the encouragement. All the msn messages, sms and tags. Appreciate them a lot. =DD There is always a next time. Which is APRIL!! Omg. Thats like 100 days away. I spent my entire fortune just to drive. ZZZ.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Monday, January 14, 2008
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Hm.. Just keep on waiting. The right person will come sooner or later. =)) Did I change a lot lately? Or you didnt get to know me better? I am confused so I am confusing people. I cant focus. I remembered everything that he said, I remembered every promises he made. Focus and focus. I am lost in thoughts. Drifting far far away. I am sleeping not very well. Waking up in the middle of the night thinking back of all the reasons I could. I am so used to being alone and yet things are not turning out the way they are supposed to be. I dont want to make history repeats. Listen and believe? No, hesitating like always. Being held back by an imaginary rope. Let it be, let it be. Make it right? Years, just let it be. Silly, not! =)) =DD
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
I haven received all the photos and I am very very lazy to post. I think I owe a lot of photos for many birthdays. Lol. Need photos please visit my house, I will lend my cute lappy for you to view. So for the time being. 5 photos.
Birthday cake!!
Presents for a girl.
Friends who never stood me up.
Quack~ Posing with the fishes.
My sweetest brothers!!
Gone for now.
Birthday cake!!
Presents for a girl.
Friends who never stood me up.
Quack~ Posing with the fishes.
My sweetest brothers!!
Gone for now.
Monday, January 07, 2008
I was late and skipped all my classes since school starts. Despise myself. I coped myself at home the whole day. Weeps. I still have that sinking pain. =(( When everything was so damn fine, I found a thing that trigger the whole emotion thing all over. I am feeling hurt again. Sucks. BUT its ok. Not the first time anyway. Dont worry. I just need to grumpy a bit. Bear with me this annoying post. Hide in the corner, I might have a change of heart just for you.
I drove the company van round and round after work alone. Finally I was bored driving alone, Khai wanted me to drive him around. So, supposed is Khai, suddenly become Canon. It was so cool lar. Weee~~ I know this is not falling in love lar. Maybe it's infatuation. Haha. I am very very fine with the current situation. I have totally no intention to break hearts. So continue without changes. I had been listening to the chats between Chef Ray and Khai blah blah blah. Those hidden secrets. Part-time secrets collector. When transport is here, the driver didnt wan to send me home. Which is damn sucks lor, however, =DD I was still sent back home safely and happily by Mr Thung. I am going crazy~~
Sunday, January 06, 2008
Indeed I am injury prone. Sucks. I can actually meet accident in the ice-skating rink. I've been hanging out with the same people lately. Playing mahjong with a super duper high person for the whole night. It is so very funny lor. Entertaining. I just reached home. Yawns I am supposed to head to bed straight cos I am still working at 3 later. I am always tempted to switch on the computer dont know for wad reason. This should be a habit ma. Sings~~ Done!! Rest well =DD
Saturday, January 05, 2008
I cant remember when did I say I liked yellow colour at work. He noticed. Canon bought me a yellow table lamp with the nice aroma scent and a dimer switch. Merry Xmas, Happy Birthday and Happy New Year. The irresistibly sweetest kiss as a return. =)) I feel shy now. Haha. Its the thoughts that count. He is thinking of me when he is in Malaysia. Wee~~ =DD Cant stop smiling. Absence makes the heart go fonder. Lol.
Friday, January 04, 2008
I think I am falling in love with Cantonese songs. Send me all nice Cantonese songs ok? Haha. I am trying to learn~ Ok. I know I am always late. I need to try wake up and not go back to sleep. I dont wan to spend all my money on cab rides. I just came back home after a dinner. Mr Kenneth send us back with his nice cool car plus nice songs. AVP2 sucks. Dont waste $$ on movies you know you wont like. I am wasting my money. You can smack me. I am dumb. Recently, I havent been blogging. I've been acting busy. Yup. Acting busying. Cos I am not. I am resting my soul. Haha. Relaxing my mind. 2008 already. Have to make sure the path that I've been taking isnt all a mistake. Doing some reflection. I guess I am still in a state of confusion. HAHAHA. Let it be lar. Since no one is complaining. Life is unpredictable!!!
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
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