Do you know what animal is this?


Mine mine. Eat mine please~~


Donkey is the most lucky animal in the zoo.


Like model posing. LOL.
Zoo trip.


Mahjong Partners!!

...try again or walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST AH GONG
WHO TURNED 21 YEARS OLD!!
CONGRATS~~

Sorry about that idiotic face.
He cant change his face even he is 21.


Late is not a problem.
Will still be there. =D


Who is holding to the mic?


I AM NOT CHUBBY.
Is the others are all underweight.
How come they are so skinny?!!!
PLEASE EAT MORE!!~~


Dinner with them. Plus the birthday boy.
This photo is for Benjamin smile. =D
Good photography skills!!


Nitez ALL~~
...try again or walk away...

Have you ever written a letter? Out of a sudden, I feel like writing a letter.
Or maybe receive a letter. Friend. Argh. How come? No conditions.
I need few more years to grow up and think like an adult. Peter Pan.
Sorry, I forgot. But I remembered now. =D

...try again or walk away...

Waiting and waiting. For what?
Time to sleep, sleep. Bad habit.
Haiyo. Like a fool.
I wan to talk to you but I dont dare to call.
If only I can be like Seetoh. Like a robot.
No more next time, why did you say that?!
Truly madly DEEPLY do~~
...try again or walk away...

When $$ is gone, you cant get back.
The best thing is to stay at home.
For the whole week except for Wednesday, I kept going out.
And I still spent money at home --> losing mahjong.
LinJie said I should stay at home watch VCDs.
Please dont stick to the TV screen. Zzz.
Tonight is so quiet. Reading a book. Like real.
Boring.
...try again or walk away...

Never good enough for me.
Music to my ears.
I love ME!!

I remembered Mouldy Algae's jokes!!!
Mouldy Algae makes me HAPPY~ =DD
Horsey is missing Algae like always. =DD
KITE KITE KITE~~
...try again or walk away...

Haha. She is like a fool like always.
By word-of-mouth is no.
In your heart, I still believe.
1 month 17 days. Haiyo.
Made it clear. Heez. =DD
HOPE this time it really is!!!!
...try again or walk away...

9 girls at Bugis LAUGHING. =DD
=DD As usual, making fun of the service crews.
Heez. =DD
...try again or walk away...

One last post before I end my day.
Quarrel with me.
Realising it will get more and more complicated.
Let me simplify it for you.
Ignore. =D
...try again or walk away...

Look at the number of posts today.
I am unhappy. Finally the irritating pink soft toy is useful.
LOL. A lie. Omg. Suddenly, I miss DD0501 so much.
Why did I go SIM? Why didnt I continue studying in NYP?
Life doesnt always go your way.
Dont ask me "are you okay?" when you know I am not.
STELLA~~!!!
I miss Manjusri. I miss MaoJie and ZhaoKuang.
Tomorrow make me smile. =DD
...try again or walk away...

Differences in perception can be solved by using empathy. You could empathize with me and realize that I probably expect to be waited. Project discussion is more important than blaming me being late. I am not the cause of the failure. Just part if it. This could be avoided if there is feedback. BAD mood. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ...try again or walk away...

Showing me attitude. FUCK you.
LOOK AT MY FACE!! I DONT CARE.
Be understanding. Nobody is perfect.
Be helpful. It is not a walking distance to school.
Cancel is easy for you to say. I am wasting your time.
You are WASTING my time.
I miss Eunice, Ruizhu, Ivan and SamSam. =(
Can you sense the Volcano eruption?
1200 and 1201. That fucking one minute.
Thank you for giving me a reason to skip class.
Anyway. I didnt feel like going too.
That is why I kept dragging my time at home.
Karma. My ASS. Go to HELL!

...try again or walk away...

He says just tell him. If I know, just tell him.
A vague sadness compared to intense.
Shouldnt make any changes at all right?
Laugh it off again. Free~ FLY AWAY!!!
Selective listening. =DD
Let me go get some ice-cream.
Last minute changing of plans for 3 days. Lol.
Woo. Flying Big BIG aeroplane. =DD
...try again or walk away...

WHERE ARE YOU~???!!!
YOUR FRIEND IS GETTING CRAZY.
Cool down and think. Talking sense is no use.
No sense. Cant believe you are so honest.
Speechless and driving me crazy.
Naive is not a compliment.
...try again or walk away...

I am super no mood. How can you do this to me?
MAPLE SUCKS!!
Hais. Spoiled my day!! But I will be looking forward to a day YOU QUIT.
Poor girl taking a lonely journey home. YOU SPOILED MY DAY.

I know. There is always a thing more important. Like I care?
My new wishlist. 3 wheels car. =DD Waiting~

You can be more dumb de.
ARGH!!!! SOMEBODY SLAP ME PLEASE!!~~
...try again or walk away...

I like FREE movie~ Lol. Wow. I am busy again still. But I will enjoy.
Clean your ASS and prepare to LOSE~~!!!
Losing ability to blog. Boring already.
...try again or walk away...

Wow. It has been a long long time since I slept before 12 midnight. Haha.
Celebrated my last day with my S&K darlings until now.
Argh. I think I "gong gong" liao. Will continue to blog again. =D ...try again or walk away...

I WILL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN!!
If I pangseh you for mahjong again, I will nvr get to pong the red middle for the rest of the year...ok too long... for the rest of the month.
LOL. Stop the aeroplane thing. Always do that.

Because in the eyes the sorrow shows. Jacky said, "what are you thinking?"
Liza still angry with LinJie, "I got no friend" She laughed when LinJie said "spongebob".
Anna exclaimed, "MEI NU!! Why quit?!!"
Jeffery said, "just now got bulk purchase $190!!!" and he is so very happy.
LinJie look at him with her "do you think I care?" face, and walked away.
HuiNing said, "you have the potential to become lesbian."
LinJie dont fall in love with girls with no sexy ass.
HuiNing copied my walking style in a SUPER funny way.
LinJie is laughing with her.
SiYi helped LinJie to sneak out of shop for dinner.
SiYi said, "why you always mei gan jue?"
Cos every question Siyi asked, LinJie said mei gan jue.
LinJie nvr dont like and she nvr like. Mei gan jue.
Polly looked at LinJie and started singing.
Sookee said, "linjie signed out liao ar, go clean mirror."
LINJIE ran off with her super piao-ing speed!!!

IF YOU KNOW WHY I MENTIONED SO MUCH LINJIE!!!
MY HINT IS VERY VERY VERY OBVIOUS!!!!
...try again or walk away...

=( LinJie having fever. I dont like.
Assumptions!! LinJie dont know.
LinJie now headache. She kept haha-ing for the whole night.
I think she is crazy.
...try again or walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLOG~!!
THREE YEARS~!!
Through thick and thin. =DD
...try again or walk away...

I resigned. Dont ask why. I have difficulty answering that also. Just feel like quitting and dont feel like working anymore. Maybe I realised that time was really important. Dont want to lose anyone or anything ever because of time again. Education and important people I lost. NO more. =D
I went to Zoo today. Wishlist one strike off. But I wasnt enjoying. Dont like crowded places and especially with lots of children. Animals~ I didnt see my penguins, dolphins and elephant. The most important animals. Had a lot of fun feeding donkeys. DONKEY~~ My donkey gang disappeared already. Waiting for chance to play donkey once more~
Mahjong at WeiQuan house. 2 rounds of losing. Enough of LOSING~~

Photos from the BBQ.




Just post 2 enough. Cute ar.
...try again or walk away...

She walks very fast.
Slow her down or walk beside her.
Don’t run in front of her.
She doesn’t like to be left behind.
She is hyper-active.
You need to entertain as much as her.
She is stubborn.Change her mind.
She changes her mind last minute.
Be used to it.
She is very messy.
You have to help clean her place.
She loves her family and friends.
You have to too.
She likes to go shopping.
You have to control her spending.
She is always busy.
Manage her time.
She hates liars.
Don’t lie to her.
She is afraid of cats.
Chase them away.
She doesn’t like animals.
Don’t keep pets.
She loses her mind and acts like an idiot occasionally.
Bear with it.
She scolds and complains for no reason.
Understand her.
She cries alone at night.
Don’t ask her why.
She gets jealous easily.
Don’t get too close with another girl.
She sticks to her best friend.
Allow her to.
She will wait if you asked her to.
Don’t let her wait too long.
She does crazy things you don’t expect.
Prevent her to if you know.
She thinks her life is short.
Allow her to try everything she can.
She doesn’t like to be ignored.
Don’t ignore her because of something else.
She remembers every little thing that you said.
Don’t forget hers.
She wants to sleep.
Don’t disturb her.
She likes to sing.
Close your ears and allow her to.
She doesn’t always mean what she said.
Ask her to stay if she wishes to leave.
She finds it hard to believe she is being missed.
Tell her and sound real.
Tell her you love her.
Be true.

...try again or walk away...

I reached home at 4.30 AM. Woohoohoo~~ All the non-sleeping nights going to kill me soon. I need more ZZZZZ. Lol. I am surprised once more because it was the second time you are not the first person I think of when I wake up. Distance and time. ARGH!!! For a minute I forget you. Bad news. I have to work this Friday. Sorry for all the plans made. I am going to miss 2 class outings. Monkey donkey elephant tiger~~ Soon. I will ASK when I find the chance to!! HOHOHO~~ Time to stop pretending already. When it is the time to rest, rest. =D
...try again or walk away...

You could say, you could think, as much as you could.
Songs trigger memories.

Je t'aime <-- LOL. =) Photos retain memories. Fishing Uncle.



Cant see the kite.



The kite is here.


Cycling. And resting at Bedok Jetty.
LinJie dont like fishing. Hais.


April Fool's Day Cum Felix Bday.


...try again or walk away...

Changes for the better. SELF-TORTURE!!!! WOOO~~ Going 8 days every week again. So much overnight activities, late night chats and overtime work. What is the problem in this kind of life? Searching for an answer. Time for some energy boost again~!!

I'll take the chance and roll the dice
I might miss out on the love of my life
...try again or walk away...

My mama found out I go learnt bike. I can dont want to learn any time since I am still in my prac 1. I just dont like the way she talked to me. Like I am some sort of criminal. Maybe someday I shall try going around murder people ar. I am still in my stubborn era. Lol. More than I care. I shall go sleep now before she really drag me out of the house. HAHA!! ...try again or walk away...

One wishlist down. Fly kite~~ Post up the photos with the BBQ photos after Samantha send me.
Recollection of bottle soccer with Cactus and Evian bottle. =D Arcade playing of mahjong again. Lunch at Parkway Parade. To East Coast Park, pool, cycling and eating BBQ food. =DD
Overnight mahjong at Jurong again~ Won but from the wrong person. They played 2 rounds. Yawnz. Played one round and slept physically. Phsycologically still very tired. Addicted to mahjong, nope, addicted to gambling. Casino!!
Sweet dreams in Vivo~ =DD
...try again or walk away...

LOL!! I FAILED MY BASIC~~ ZZZZZ. 6th of June. SO LONG.
LET ME WIN SOME MONEY FROM MAHJONG ARGH !!!
BUSY BUSY~~ WOO WOO~~ SCHOOL IS STARTING~ FAST!!
Seeing dark circles. Family comes first!!

...try again or walk away...

Lol. I dont wan to transfer le~ New in-charge quite good-looking. Haha. Guy who looks good and and smells good. My working environment is getting more exciting.

I rather go for a haircut than meeting up with you.
I rather change my mind than stick to the original plan.
I rather go to work than going to watch movie with you.
I rather go out with my friends than going out with you.
I rather pretend that I am tired than being with you.
I rather watch the stupid show on the TV than talking to you.
I rather blog and listen to songs than to chat with you msn.
I rather flirt with some funny idiots than forever with you.
I rather play minesweeper than entertaining you.
I rather be alone than to stick with you.
I rather be fustrated than continue joking with you.
I rather be angry over a simple matter than to laugh with you.
Reasons? I can find myself. Just say yes, its true.
It is not this question "Why". Is "Do you". I need to know.

I think I am going to break a lot of hearts if I say I am in a relationship now. LOL. Why worry? I am not. And I dont think I will. So your heart is save~ Why I am so excited?! Cos I think SOMEONE is trying to seduce me with his ASS. Haha. Joking LAR. I am now very very excited about tomorrow TEST. WOO~~ Got to go. BYE~

...try again or walk away...

Really a thousand reasons I find for you. Can forget that easy. But I cant. Should say the good point and the bad point of me. I remember. How many more next time? I am not waiting lor~~.
Commitment phobia. Lame~
=D Make a turn, I thought I would face the ocean. Stop lying to myself. First thing to know, worth? Anyway, it is not that long. Smile smile. I will do what I want. Try again? It will be too late. My neighbour is already laughing at me. Walking AWAY~~
He doesnt have the ability to persuade, to convince and to even influence a little. He doesnt cares more. He doesnt know.

New staffs at Vivo. 100% Gay who shows his butt crack instead of boxers. Always in his catwalk. And keeps talking to me when I am busy. Have the "slap me please" face. ZZZ. I wan transfer~!! Ebase 2 new girls. Exchanged smiles. Hope is not bitchy kind. Baleno new staff = Theresa Bf. That familiar face I remembered. Doesnt seems to remember or just pretending. But trust my good memory. Confirm. I see him before. Woo~ I REMEMBER. Stocktake = FAST. I am an efficient worker~
...try again or walk away...

Your tomorrow is more than 48 hours LOR. Keep staring at the hp screen.
Tml say till so happy. Idiot.
What the hell?! I hate rainy days. And I hate to reach home after 12.
Those inconsiderate ASSHOLES always choose to come in when we are closing. AND ask a stupid question what time are we closing. HELLO~~ Use your eyes and use your brains lar. WE are closing NOW. NOW!!! ZZZ. Putting a fake smile and said take your time. We will wait for you. =DD Knn. Just fuck off lar. You tomorrow Sunday very happy. We tomorrow Sunday still need to work ok? Please~ Let us go home.~~!! Today I do cashier lor. ZZZ. Drag the closing like for one hour. Thanks to Jacky, he asked me go back first. If not I will curse all the people who came in after 10 with many sleepless nights. But still I end up reaching home after 12.
Finding a thousand reasons for you. The thing is I DONT CARE anymore!
...try again or walk away...

Takes too long ar. Haha.
Substitution method is wrong. It is just a simple linear equation.
Do you know? Faking MC till I really sick. Haha. Stupid.
From the past experiences, I shouldnt curse myself. LOL.
Yar~ I become shorter. Cant believe it. Idiot machine.
I want to play tennis~, I want to fly kite, I want to do nothing everyday. ZZZZZZ.
HONESTLY~ I made a STUPID mistake !!! DIE ~~~ Take!!!
OH NO~~~ Says I am CUTE. Lol. HAHAHAHAHAHA~~~
What did I say yesterday? NOOOOooooo~~
Dont test me this way. It is obvious I wont FAIL.
Flood me with ALL the questions. I know I wont forget.
Please be serious. Answer Answer Answer. ZZZZZZZZZ.
BASIC THEORY~~~
...try again or walk away...

Show no emotion. Lol. I cant sleep. Should I say I dont want to?
Wasting my time when zzz. Haha. I am always wasting time.

Transfer list is out. And I am still at Vivo.

Devil on my right or left? I want to slap her.
Forever dreaming~. WHY did you GO away?
I am so stupid. Upset over something that is stupid.
Willingly be the someone who will always be there,
willingly to not being needed, willingly just to let you know.
When will I learn from the mistakes?

Because I dont care. *Roll eyes* For sure.
Fade away~ Dont be so stubborn. Close and LOCK!
If you are sure of what you feel, what is so important about mine?
...try again or walk away...

Ice-skating photos~


Ivan's zhu. THE WINNER of mahjong that night. ZZZ.


Gents and Ladies. Lol.


Poke. Poke the specs.


Lousy people who gets tired easily.


I went to youtube to Corner with love for the last few episodes just to know the ending.
LOL. AND I CRY~ OMG. Just admit!!! Arggg.

My post stuck here very long. I am ok~. =D ...try again or walk away...

Mr K can SEE again~~ =DD This makes me a happy girl!!

They fly aeroplane again~~~ But we went ahead still. ICE-SKATING~~!! One year once. Haha. Mahjong~~!! Lose again!! I just keep losing and losing. Haha. But dont care lar.

For you know who: " Love me, love my dog. Love you, love your ASS. "
WRONG. NO. CANNOT.

I did something sibei stupid. AND I REGRET NOW!!

...try again or walk away...

PEOPLE:

Any roadshows for HP, PLEASE CALL ME!! My mama is buying me a phone and signing a new plan. LOL. I thought she will scold me for NOT protecting my hp a g a i n. She said since I passed my exams she will pay as a reward. How lucky? But I still hoping my Mr W will come back to life lar. =(

RAINING HEAVILY NOW!!!
And it is the time to emo again~~ Argh. I was thinking about something Jacky told me. I think it reminded me of something also. I always do that to you know who. Haha. But like I care? I was the you know who once also. A very sad thing know? Sounds complicated right? Lol. Ok. I shall give you a scenario.
A and B were chatting on phone happily. Suddenly A said to B, "I will call back, Bye~." B knew A hang up because C called A to chat. What else could B do? B was exremely upset because A forgot to call back and also B cant ask why did A choose to end the conversation? B will never want to know from A that C called.
The purpose is to say prevention is better than cure. Dont ask if you know. Right?

First time was experience, second time was temptation, third time was addiction.
And that was the last time. ...try again or walk away...

I went out with WEIQUAN for a date. LOL.

Mr W pronouced dead. Hais. Beyond repair. WTH~~ I am so ZZZ. From Orchard to City Hall Mrt, nose bleed again. Imagine me holding a tissue at the nose like idiot. So sian, wrong place and wrong time. No chocolates for me! My Mr W~!!! ARGH!!!!! Hope some miracle could bring him back to life. And hoping Dr M might recover Mr K eyesight. Hais again~~

I am lazy to blog the activities. In short we lunch, played pool, played one of the arcade funny 3 colours buttons game, walk, drinked, watched movie with popcorn, dinner and chatting.

Movie = Music and lyrics.
Go watch~!! Nice.

...try again or walk away...

Thanks to All who came down a while or throughout the chalet. =D

Class of Manjusri 2F 2002 will never be gone. I wish we could stay like this forever.
Years of friendship. Ups and downs. From every little things we do, still build-ing the bond. Maybe because of the girls. Birthdays, outings, staying over at each other house and chalet. Harmless quarrels and endless suaning of each other. Unforgettable memories we would always laugh at. Compromise on the food choice. Waiting for each other before we begin eating. Waiting for people who are late and forgiving easily. Accompany one another. Sharing feelings and secrets. Talking about the future and guessing who will get married first. Contagious laughters. Making fool of ourselves. Always smiling to the camera. Most important of them all.
BEING PART OF THE LIFE!!!

Could think no other love could be as strong.
Could think no other love could last as long.
...try again or walk away...

The first thing I did, switched on my computer and to blogger.com.
I AM SO GOOD TO MY READER!!!

Starting from Friday.
=D BIG packet of beehoon for breakfast. Too late for Mr W collection.
The chalet is LinJie Casino. HAaaaHa. Remember to count the number of games we played.
First game of the day. DICE!!! Player: JingSheng, Tkk, TengSiang, LinJie and newcomer JunRong. WooHoo~ Drinking tap water. TengSiang Champion~!!! Applause to the water KING. Some prank calls which is too obvious for a dare. Pizza for dinner!! 241-0-241.
Some poker cards "magic" from Tan ZhaoKuang during the dinner break. Chinese chess next game.
BLACKJACK~!!!! Player: ALL present. WHEN THE BANKER (me) GETS SO HIGH~~!!! 1643 OFFICALLY BECOMES A CASINO. WIN WIN WIN~~!! HEYHEY. =DD. When banker is low, place big bet. However, low for me is only a 0.01 percent of the entire BlackJack game. Cheaters get out of the game and money goes to banker. My temperature rise when I played lar. The taste of being "WAHAHAHA, have money put money no money put your hand" Players decreasing when the coins is increasing. YEAHH~~ Banker changed. Changed 4 cards game = 8, 9, pair game. Lose. =( DAIDEE = BIG TWO. WINS BACK FAST!!!
"May I speak to Eileen Yeo please?"
"Ya? Speaking."
"One filet-o-fish student meal."
LAUGHS~~ Some ghost show on the TV at the same time. KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK~!!!WARNING FROM SECURITY !! " Dont worry, I am not ghost. LOL. Laugh the entire night.
Supper at McDonald's with some rubbish chats. And the "Chui" finally is being recognise.
Sleep.
Morning with soya bean milk and hashbrown. Cartoons = "Oh, he is hurt~" Haha. MAHJONG~!! Lose lose. ZZZZ. But lose till very happy. Haha. Good players make the mahjong game interesting even without table. ZhiJia the fortune cat faces LinJie who is afraid cat made her lose. Chess, DaiDee and Mahjong. Taking turns. Next NEW game! Bridge. Partner is who. COMPLICATED~ Visit to BBQ of the idiot gamers~ No specs no contacts cannot see properly. Haiyo. Wasted. Dinner at Subway, Yingying goes haha-ing for no reason. Makes all HAHA for no reason too~. MOCHA joke is not funny but is funny when ying cant get the joke. Seeing those question marks on top of her head. =DD Back to Room for Mahjong~! Boss hired a stupid "cai zheng aka someone who take cares of my $$". This stupid CaiZheng is of no use when she shouts "BAIBAN" when I just draw the tile. But because of that baiban which I had to throw out wins the round. When the game goes crazy, the chui is chui, chui and chui. AND love scaring pple~~ YAWNS. While WAITING for someone who says be right back when is be back later, LinJie falls asleep while the CAI CAI CAI is getting everyone to be glued on the tv. Weini said "fucking fat bastard" makes the room filled with laughters again. Finally, THE game said to be the game of the day " ZHONG JI MI MA ". KiaSi = me = smart = drinks the least. Seeing all those red faces. Hohoho. McDonald's again to listen song. Hoping for some talks. Guess the energy is gone by laughing too much. BACK to room. Ar. No place to sleep. LinJie dont wants to sleep, wants to sing and wants to walk. SO she went out alone. This is fun. Singing while walking. Finally, her energy is used up. Back to room to zzz on the floor =((.

GOOD MORNING~~
LONG DRAGGING HOURS AND MINUTES TO GET ALL TO WAKE UP. Doraemon~ And breakfast at Burger King. Bus 88 and Bus 74. =DD

"CHUI" makes us go CRAZY.

Your my sunshine after the rain because when I close my eyes at night I realized.................... its all because of you...........................
...try again or walk away...

Hais. Please. Dont do this to me. ...try again or walk away...

Chalet photos~ Red HOT videos for people who are interested.

The 3 handsome.


Like so busy.


"I am SO LUCKY~~~" The smallest card.
Drinking SOYA Bean.

Learning the right way to start the BBQ fire.


HUAT AR~~!!


The 2 pretty ladies.

Yikes. ACT CUTE ~


GAMBLE~~


Dinner is READY~~!!


What is the commotion behind? Satay chao ta?


The rare couple photo. "Let me BBQ for you"


HuiLing brought him Luck. HAIYO!!


I am WINNING~~ Look at that stack of MONEY
WeiJie so serious in helping us to win.


Indian Poker again. Some sms interrupt my game.


Loser~~


JunLong. The mixer that night.

Happy Birthday~~!! <3 Swweet~~


Gamble again lar.


If only I can post all the videos up. It WAS real GOOD!

...try again or walk away...

Blame everyone and everything except myself. I AM SO STUPID~!! *CRYS*
I am still at lesson ONE. BLOODY HELL~~~ WAH!!!! 4 times still haven pass.
I no $$ liao lar. Lousy. I am so so lousy. HAIS. Just now halfway through the lesson RAIN. BIG HEAVY RAIN. Wear the stupid raincoat and my shoes are ALL wet. Zzz. I didnt pass my lesson one. ARGH~~~ I didnt pass my lesson one. =(
CHALET PLEASE BRING $15 TO RETURN ME!!!! I AM SAD NOW. VERY VERY SAD.
But, =D
At least more familiar then later lesson I will be easier. Better to make mistake and learn in the circuit than later lesson 6 when I go out road more expensive.
=D
Dinner with Sean after my lesson. This evil guy STILL laugh at me when I am so very de sad. Slacked my 2 hours away with this idiot. Haiyo. BUT Hougang western food is good. =DD Ask me I will bring you go.
I sent my Mr K to the doctor for his eyesight. Hope he gets well soon. And my Mr W went for checkup. Results will be out this Friday. Hoping he doesnt get sick. If not will double blow. My results also out the Friday. Praying real hard.

...try again or walk away...

The priority never change. Hais. Find some things to do.

A certain man planted a rose and watered it faithfully and before it blossomed, he examined it.
He saw the bud that would soon blossom, but noticed thorns upon the stem and he thought, "How can any beautiful flower come from a plant burdened with so many sharp thorns? Saddened by this thought, he neglected to water the rose, and just before it was ready to bloom... it died.

Reasons and learning from them are really important. You should try to remember where and when you did go wrong. Try not to blame his side. Be the one to fix the problem. It is possible is you will find the answer.

I should sleep longer today. What should I do for the next hour?...try again or walk away...

It is the last minute thing again. Hais. Ice-skating postponed.....again....... SOMEmore, changed to Sentosa trip. Tell me 1 good reason why should I go? Argh. I am still under the torture of post-suntan. I need to bathe under the moonlight for few weeks ba. Sentosa ~..~" Not for this month. ShiTing was nice enough to give me an afternoon shift when she already planned the schedule. That is what I like about for in-charge. Steady and never asked too much.
Coincidently, a call came just in time. Let me forget about my destroyed plans. =D This is no good. It may be addictive. Anyway, I dont care. Looking forward to CHALET!!! WOOWOOWOW~~...try again or walk away...

Sunburnt is not a fun thing.

Mr W is sick. I planned to bring him to a doctor today. But queue-ing gives me headache. Let Mr K replace him for a few days before I bring him to the doctor again. I will be saying sorry if I dont know your hp number or reply slow. Mr K is blind. Thanks for your understanding.

Suppose to meet Ting, Davis and Evelyn at 5 but I reached at 7. I went to sleep. Lol. They always comment on my size everytime we meet. Argh. We went to Seoul Garden for dinner. Mission is only to use cutlery no hands. Prawn shell using chopsticks. WOoo~ But I did use my hands to crack 2 eggs. Food is nvr ending placed in my plate. Busy eating. They busy cooking. Just eatting and crapping today. Reached home early.

...try again or walk away...

SENTOSA!! With Pat.
Dont be afraid to admit that you are afraid of butterflies.
Patricia is AFRAID of them too. =D

Me with the cap. Lol. Lobangs.
Later suntan until spots of dark and light shades appear on my face.
Change to a towel after some nonsense laughs.


She concentrating to make a heart. ~..~


THAT CAP SHOULD BE MINE!!!
Must be this photo cause the damaged of my hp.


Tram. Moustache. See the photo. Lol.


If you can see the after effects, ARGH!!
I took the skyride for the first time. $5 for a minute of SMILES.


Back to Vivo. For some shopping. Shake head.
Nothing much to buy. Not satisfied.

Meihui house for dinner. Suntec city for the problems of HP.
WHEN I REALISE, the hp numbers I remember is only around 5 people.
=( Find Sean to C.A.N cafe. No mahjong tonight.

The interesting cab incident. Rolling on floor LAUGHING.

Finally, msn-ing replaces the love for mahjong.

Now back home for this post. =DD

...try again or walk away...

Because it sounds so good.

She told her it is "眷恋". Not very sure what is the english word for it. The meaning is about the same as loving the past in a stubborn way. So this few days she tried to think if it was true. Maybe. She dont know how it is what it is why it is. She seems lost. Very unsure of the way. He gave her a wrong direction. She believed it is right. Was she loved by him in this life? Did he still have feelings for her? Is it really possible to be just friends and nothing else? Sometimes whenever there is a new attraction opposite, she just wait and think too long till it was gone. Everything goes back to the beginning. She tries to hide the feelings that is developing for fear it might be worst. She thought it was over a few times back but he seemed to know she was about to give him up. He will appear to prevent her from doing that. She needs to be 100% sure of what on Earth she wants. She needs to know what exactly is the person trying to do. It might hurt a little to know the truth but it will be better than knowing nothing. Hoping he can be just a friend. Till the day, the story will become I as the subject. ...try again or walk away...

I didnt sleep very well last night. Not surpising to see me post endless posts in a single day. Get used to it ba. =D Time is really a crucial matter. Not a joke. 2 hours later I have to be at Vivo to slack. I am always late because I am worth the wait. Dont laugh. ....... It is true k?
My eyes is becoming smaller when I didnt sleep well. Argh. Busy busy. I dont want to have control over it. I just be busy and busy and very very busy. I am still walking very fast and smiling always. All is not lost. Xiang Xin Wo. =D
Other than the skirts and earrings, I think I am so so so gentle now. Maybe Sentosa is near. Kidding. Not sure what I am talking about too. COS I am so surprised that my mama too said that I've been speaking in a very soft tone lately. And this is rare phenomenome. LOL. What is happening?!! If you are my friend, this is serious.
I am just someone without courage. Dont dare me to.
...try again or walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR TEO SONG WEI~!!!
Stay happy and healthy~~ =D

Walao. She had the answers she wanted. I WANT TOO!!!! Purple words. =(
LOL. As you can see, I am laughing at you real loud.
MAKE A GOOD AND STEADY DECISION EVERYTIME.

Chocolates taste the sweetest when it was delivered by you. =D

Other than slacking away my whole day in store, I am trying to convince and ...........
Somehow, when I remembered I still haven got the answer I wanted, is harder to just walk away. You know? You dont know cos I nvr dare to. Haiyo. What is that thing that keeps holding me back whenever I try to move on? If you could give me half of ur ability to be indifferent at all times. Overwrite. Hm. It keeps dragging on and on.

...try again or walk away...

Diabetes is not cause by chocolates. Is being sweet. Not afraid of diabetes now. =D
Psychological stress. Argh. How? Stay happy~ What is the problem of being "high"?
Wahahaha. If that is what makes me happy, I dont care. =DD
Jealous. NOT. Indifferent. NOT. Make a guess. Say it one more time. NOT!
Blogging for you~ =DD NOT. Haha~!! NOT NOT NOT~!!!
Remember to ask before Thursday. Got to give work schedule for next week very soon.

Early bday present for Cris:

Happy Birthday DUMB DUMB~!! cactus shall survive!!
CONTINUE SLEEPING~~!!
...try again or walk away...

Vivocity is like a cold prison. I spent my 5 hours like 5 years. How am I going to survive my full shift tomorrow? What was missing? Can be more stupid. Wasting time. Still ask me to extend. In the first place dont plan the shift nice for me. Now wad? Give and take please. HELLO~!! Expect me to work like an idiot? NO. Boring. Less den a hundred for my next pay because of my study break. Already so little no point committing more hours right? Argh. I am hungry. ...try again or walk away...

Umbrella.

Vivocity is not that far actually. Hm. I decided not to work more than necessary again. I will quit if my studies is affected. Promise.

DARLING~~~
I want to go out with you eat chocolates. Miss you~!!! Stop going up the hill. Must GO out with me!!!

ALGAE~~~
I miss you lots too. 10 days more to see you. =( When are we going to fly kite? Dying to see you~!

LINJIE~~~
What is your problem now? Know me.

Take my hand just to give it back.

...try again or walk away...

I went to Republic Polytechnic today.



Is that interesting? The food is nice. =D Went RP to accompany Pat reformat her computer. We played with the Kodak machine. Ez-link cards no $$!!! LOL. 7-eleven can top-up but have to waste 30 cents. For service charge.

I skipped my trial test today. Lazy. Haha. Waste $$. Dont care lar. Not confirm I will pass also cos nvr learn. I didnt pass my lesson 1 again. Yawn. Must be that broken mirror bring me bad luck. The number 16 stupid guy falls his bike on me when I am just about to move out of the parking lot. Causing a huge bruise on me. I haiyo so loud that he kept on apologise. Haha. I shall be kind and forgive him. Riding under the rain is not fun at all.

Me =D
...try again or walk away...

LINJIE!!!!! Dont take too long to start again. Acting idiot again~
WHY DO I MISS YOU SO MUCH?! Somebody tell me what to do?
More than just a friend. Still need time.
I dont want to cut my hair short again this time. SHAVE BOTAK!! ...try again or walk away...

Du Zhi Tong~ Argh. MC for work. Haiyo. Next month no $$ spent. My hours DEPLETED. =( I am serious now. Considering to quit. Vivo is so far and they broke the promise not to give me 4 hours shift. First week in Vivo. One full and two 4 hours shift. What is this? So disappointing. How now? And the two women in my house is again being so super childish. Affecting me. HAIS!!

If you feel what I feel, trust your heart and do what I do
...try again or walk away...

LOL!! Exams over~~~ I am now at WeiQuan friend house play BlackJack~~ This round is keep losing. Lose till no $$ play. WAHAHAHA~~~ and we played mahjong before this at Ivan house. Both house at Jurong. ~.~ Like so far. Tomorrow still have to work. Last day at BJ8 before I move on to VIVO~~ Evil in-charge give me lousy shift. Sianz. Reminds me of my ice-skating trip. Open to public 4th March. Who can be as lucky as me? Be back soon~ =D

...try again or walk away...

Management = Dead. 70% must take sub paper. Lazy lar. But I care? NO!!
Darling darling stand by me~~!!
Last paper tomorrow.
ICE-SKATING!!!~
Exactly how many times more you are going to lie to me to be satisfied?
Tell me now please. I can TAKE losing but not being cheated over trival matters.


The Bottom Line
Stress can make you stronger -- after all, high pressure is what creates diamonds!
In Detail
There is much to be learned from conflict and trial -- after all, high pressure makes diamonds, right? It might not please you to know that the next twenty-four hours may be a bit stressful, but after this day is over, you will be a better person. Not every day can be a breeze, and going through a rough patch will make you all the more appreciative when you encounter smooth sailing again -- and this will happen much sooner than you think.
...try again or walk away...