SENTOSA!! With Pat.
Dont be afraid to admit that you are afraid of butterflies.
Patricia is AFRAID of them too. =D

Me with the cap. Lol. Lobangs.
Later suntan until spots of dark and light shades appear on my face.
Change to a towel after some nonsense laughs.


She concentrating to make a heart. ~..~


THAT CAP SHOULD BE MINE!!!
Must be this photo cause the damaged of my hp.


Tram. Moustache. See the photo. Lol.


If you can see the after effects, ARGH!!
I took the skyride for the first time. $5 for a minute of SMILES.


Back to Vivo. For some shopping. Shake head.
Nothing much to buy. Not satisfied.

Meihui house for dinner. Suntec city for the problems of HP.
WHEN I REALISE, the hp numbers I remember is only around 5 people.
=( Find Sean to C.A.N cafe. No mahjong tonight.

The interesting cab incident. Rolling on floor LAUGHING.

Finally, msn-ing replaces the love for mahjong.

Now back home for this post. =DD

...try again or walk away...

Because it sounds so good.

She told her it is "眷恋". Not very sure what is the english word for it. The meaning is about the same as loving the past in a stubborn way. So this few days she tried to think if it was true. Maybe. She dont know how it is what it is why it is. She seems lost. Very unsure of the way. He gave her a wrong direction. She believed it is right. Was she loved by him in this life? Did he still have feelings for her? Is it really possible to be just friends and nothing else? Sometimes whenever there is a new attraction opposite, she just wait and think too long till it was gone. Everything goes back to the beginning. She tries to hide the feelings that is developing for fear it might be worst. She thought it was over a few times back but he seemed to know she was about to give him up. He will appear to prevent her from doing that. She needs to be 100% sure of what on Earth she wants. She needs to know what exactly is the person trying to do. It might hurt a little to know the truth but it will be better than knowing nothing. Hoping he can be just a friend. Till the day, the story will become I as the subject. ...try again or walk away...

I didnt sleep very well last night. Not surpising to see me post endless posts in a single day. Get used to it ba. =D Time is really a crucial matter. Not a joke. 2 hours later I have to be at Vivo to slack. I am always late because I am worth the wait. Dont laugh. ....... It is true k?
My eyes is becoming smaller when I didnt sleep well. Argh. Busy busy. I dont want to have control over it. I just be busy and busy and very very busy. I am still walking very fast and smiling always. All is not lost. Xiang Xin Wo. =D
Other than the skirts and earrings, I think I am so so so gentle now. Maybe Sentosa is near. Kidding. Not sure what I am talking about too. COS I am so surprised that my mama too said that I've been speaking in a very soft tone lately. And this is rare phenomenome. LOL. What is happening?!! If you are my friend, this is serious.
I am just someone without courage. Dont dare me to.
...try again or walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR TEO SONG WEI~!!!
Stay happy and healthy~~ =D

Walao. She had the answers she wanted. I WANT TOO!!!! Purple words. =(
LOL. As you can see, I am laughing at you real loud.
MAKE A GOOD AND STEADY DECISION EVERYTIME.

Chocolates taste the sweetest when it was delivered by you. =D

Other than slacking away my whole day in store, I am trying to convince and ...........
Somehow, when I remembered I still haven got the answer I wanted, is harder to just walk away. You know? You dont know cos I nvr dare to. Haiyo. What is that thing that keeps holding me back whenever I try to move on? If you could give me half of ur ability to be indifferent at all times. Overwrite. Hm. It keeps dragging on and on.

...try again or walk away...

Diabetes is not cause by chocolates. Is being sweet. Not afraid of diabetes now. =D
Psychological stress. Argh. How? Stay happy~ What is the problem of being "high"?
Wahahaha. If that is what makes me happy, I dont care. =DD
Jealous. NOT. Indifferent. NOT. Make a guess. Say it one more time. NOT!
Blogging for you~ =DD NOT. Haha~!! NOT NOT NOT~!!!
Remember to ask before Thursday. Got to give work schedule for next week very soon.

Early bday present for Cris:

Happy Birthday DUMB DUMB~!! cactus shall survive!!
CONTINUE SLEEPING~~!!
...try again or walk away...

Vivocity is like a cold prison. I spent my 5 hours like 5 years. How am I going to survive my full shift tomorrow? What was missing? Can be more stupid. Wasting time. Still ask me to extend. In the first place dont plan the shift nice for me. Now wad? Give and take please. HELLO~!! Expect me to work like an idiot? NO. Boring. Less den a hundred for my next pay because of my study break. Already so little no point committing more hours right? Argh. I am hungry. ...try again or walk away...

Umbrella.

Vivocity is not that far actually. Hm. I decided not to work more than necessary again. I will quit if my studies is affected. Promise.

DARLING~~~
I want to go out with you eat chocolates. Miss you~!!! Stop going up the hill. Must GO out with me!!!

ALGAE~~~
I miss you lots too. 10 days more to see you. =( When are we going to fly kite? Dying to see you~!

LINJIE~~~
What is your problem now? Know me.

Take my hand just to give it back.

...try again or walk away...

I went to Republic Polytechnic today.



Is that interesting? The food is nice. =D Went RP to accompany Pat reformat her computer. We played with the Kodak machine. Ez-link cards no $$!!! LOL. 7-eleven can top-up but have to waste 30 cents. For service charge.

I skipped my trial test today. Lazy. Haha. Waste $$. Dont care lar. Not confirm I will pass also cos nvr learn. I didnt pass my lesson 1 again. Yawn. Must be that broken mirror bring me bad luck. The number 16 stupid guy falls his bike on me when I am just about to move out of the parking lot. Causing a huge bruise on me. I haiyo so loud that he kept on apologise. Haha. I shall be kind and forgive him. Riding under the rain is not fun at all.

Me =D
...try again or walk away...

LINJIE!!!!! Dont take too long to start again. Acting idiot again~
WHY DO I MISS YOU SO MUCH?! Somebody tell me what to do?
More than just a friend. Still need time.
I dont want to cut my hair short again this time. SHAVE BOTAK!! ...try again or walk away...

Du Zhi Tong~ Argh. MC for work. Haiyo. Next month no $$ spent. My hours DEPLETED. =( I am serious now. Considering to quit. Vivo is so far and they broke the promise not to give me 4 hours shift. First week in Vivo. One full and two 4 hours shift. What is this? So disappointing. How now? And the two women in my house is again being so super childish. Affecting me. HAIS!!

If you feel what I feel, trust your heart and do what I do
...try again or walk away...

LOL!! Exams over~~~ I am now at WeiQuan friend house play BlackJack~~ This round is keep losing. Lose till no $$ play. WAHAHAHA~~~ and we played mahjong before this at Ivan house. Both house at Jurong. ~.~ Like so far. Tomorrow still have to work. Last day at BJ8 before I move on to VIVO~~ Evil in-charge give me lousy shift. Sianz. Reminds me of my ice-skating trip. Open to public 4th March. Who can be as lucky as me? Be back soon~ =D

...try again or walk away...

Management = Dead. 70% must take sub paper. Lazy lar. But I care? NO!!
Darling darling stand by me~~!!
Last paper tomorrow.
ICE-SKATING!!!~
Exactly how many times more you are going to lie to me to be satisfied?
Tell me now please. I can TAKE losing but not being cheated over trival matters.


The Bottom Line
Stress can make you stronger -- after all, high pressure is what creates diamonds!
In Detail
There is much to be learned from conflict and trial -- after all, high pressure makes diamonds, right? It might not please you to know that the next twenty-four hours may be a bit stressful, but after this day is over, you will be a better person. Not every day can be a breeze, and going through a rough patch will make you all the more appreciative when you encounter smooth sailing again -- and this will happen much sooner than you think.
...try again or walk away...

CHALET AGAIN~~ WOOOOWHOOO~~

16 to 18 MARCH
DOWNTOWN EAST

MEMBERS OF 2F 2002. Please do not go to work.

MY ENGLISH IS GOING TO FAIL LIAO.
Past tense of drink is drank not drinked. I never see not I never saw.
ARGH!!! COUNTDOWN TO MY FIRST EXAMINATION IN SIM~!!
GOOD LUCK GOOD LUCK~!!!!

...try again or walk away...

MY 700th post!
A LONG LONG POST~!!

Study session in Changi Airport was useful. If I am at home alone, I wont touch my books.
My CA grades is Out. B+ for both management and mathematics D+ for english. Hais. I need my Aces. No more liao. EXAMS if results same or better I will be very very happy.

Went down to chalet after studying. Study hard play hard. Lol. Dinner with them and pool. =D
I just cant stop thinking about the way they play arcade. Is VERY funny~~ Para Para and the basketball game. Like so stupid but still so pro. Gamble Gamble. Daidee and BlackJack. Win a few dollars the first day. Watched tv and WeiJie pants kena pulled down by joakhim. And I saw that. LOL~~ Indian Poker. Drinking SOYA BEAN MILK~!!! TOTAL 8 litres. The best part " I FEEL SO LUCKY~~!!! " The whole group all roll on the floor laughing. Murderer, true or dare. M18. Knn. Shake the banana. All those funny funny disgusting dares. I remembered this. Knock at the neighbour door, the person opened, you kneel down and do the open arms action saying " I feel sorry for your mother." DAMN asshole dare. Just joking. Before sleeping still bull-shitting. I was so ke lian lar, they all bully me. All linjie linjie. Everything also linjie. Imagine linjie shake the banana. OMG!!! Laugh all the way till sleep, around 6 am. Woke up by the smelly gas. YUCKS!!!

Went home for shower. IT RAIN WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO REACH HOME!!! I was drenched in the rain!! Online a while and zhao to Changi Airport. I am so so so so tired lar. Never study at all. Slacking and do a few questions. Jia lat. Back to chalet around 5? Zzzz a while, the girls came. BlackJack again. WOWW~~!!! BIG WINNINGS. Split the profit with WeiJie still have 30 plus. He went to BBQ. Stayed in the room for some HIGH singing~~ Forced me to keep playing BlackJack lar. I just keep winning and winning. I think my total winnings at least 70 dollars. I like the BBQ also. No need to do anything. FOOD are cooked for me~~ They cooked for every one lar. I just sit there and keep eating. Stories and rubbish, we just keep chatting. BlackJack is taking up most of my time in chalet. Small group playing Indian poker again. This time the drink is alcholic mixed drinks. Every one is sabo-ing songwei. He confirm drank more than 10 cups. The "heyheyheyheyheyhey" laughters. Like drunk. Birthday song and cake~
Murderer, true and DARE!! Steady. ONE WORD HILARIOUS!!! Really, I thought they not sporty. But surprise. LAUGH!!!! All kena those disgusting dares. Finally all give up. Ghost stories. OMG~~~~~ Taufik is one good story teller. ZZZzzzz

I wanted to stay happy and high throughout the chalet.
I never think of anything else. I really enjoyed.

Which FUCKER transfered me to VIVO CITY~!!
I HATE YOU!!!!

...try again or walk away...

Women is a highly sensitive creature.
I dont care LAR~~
YOU CAN GO TO HELL NOW!! BIG ASS LIAR~~!!!

H I A S instead of H A I S.
I am going changi airport now.
FLY AWAY~
...try again or walk away...

Blogging is my habit. Bad habit. Haha.
Ten out of ten people care for themselves more right?
Hais. All this while, I've been waiting for that moment.
Very long. Very very very very tiring. Hais hias hias...
Tomorrow go chalet relax. =) Hope will be as fun as previous chalet.
I want to go kbox also. Argh~~ Nvm. Study is important.
Selfish!! NOT.
...try again or walk away...

SAM SAM~~ Dont laugh too much!!!
EUNICE~~ Dont miao too much!!!
Study HARD~~!!
Looking forward to exams over~~!!! =D =D

( a + b )( a - b ) = a^2 - b^2

...try again or walk away...

Panic. MATHS!!!
I just cant seem to do the completing the square questions correct.
What the hell~~!! Seldom see LinJie study so hard for exams.
LOL. More serious than taking O level. Joker~ DO NOT DISTURB!
HELLO~~ HELLO~~ HELLO~~
...try again or walk away...

Wow. My posts is reaching 700 soon. I didn't know I have so much to say.
Was it real or just my fantasy?
I was listening to this song and I suddenly remember something. I received one particular long sms from this person more than a year back, I am beginning to wonder, who sent that? The person himself, or just a prank. LOL.
That time, what I wonder, I knew already, it was left there forgotten. So how?

I dont like to be second and dont want to.
...try again or walk away...

69% attendance. 75% to take exams. OMG~~ That MC!! Argh.
Told that maybe is the admin nvr count this week. =D So why worry?
Tomorrow last day of the semester. =D
Holidays~~~
Tennis, ice-skating, flying kite, swimming, bowling, kbox-ing and cycling.
Happy being busy, busy. =D NO computer games anymore.
Listen to more NOISY songs to get crazy.

Need shorter hair, no effect. ~.~...try again or walk away...

Look into my eyes. What does it says?


Yesterday was happening, very happening.
Waiting in hospital for hours. MEIHUI cut her hand.
Let it HEAL FAST!! Mahjong~ LOL.

Reached home at 7 am and wake up 12 noon.
Waiting for my dears to come my house bainian.
I LOVE TO PLAY MONOPOLY~~ ESPECIALLY WITH THEM!!
(edit with photos when huijun send me.)
Another happy laughing session.
Delays and Cinderallas end us with no movies left to watch. =(
However, the night was FUN!!

Songwei pick us up for roti prata at Kovan. Us = Sean, Ridzuan and me.
So many jokes along the way. Coupon, Sean chinese, the pro in lying and.......
Cant remember much but I know it's funny. After that we went to songwei house to watch DVD. James Bond the casino de. Sean just cant stop giving comments throughout the show. The timing they "wa sey" together. I think you can guess. Yes, it is the BIG BIG breast. Omg. The whole movie is like for us to laugh. Next activity, playing half-life and cs. LOTS and LOTS of vulgarites in the room. I really laugh until I have six-packed lar. Ridzuan endless "pussy" and his knn. High impact. And the sound effects they made. This reminds me, songwei is the one who likes techno. ZZz there for one hour plus, back home to shower and off to school. Mark attendance and byebye school. That woman is wasting my TIME always.

Chalet is coming~~ Exams is coming~ Holidays is coming~

Thinking. Considering.


Convincing. Listening.


Ready for the photos?
Scroll down.

TADA~~!!
Not just the fringe.


SHORT~~


NEW hair, new life.

...try again or walk away...

I wake up today thinking of WOOHOO~~~ a different person.
WAHAHAHAHAHA~~ I am like SO happy.
Must be the new year thing. Hoping it goes on.
I am not going to be the girl who waits for that shooting star.
BUTBUTBUT~~
Mr you know who,
I will be right here waiting for you. =) =)

If = not true.
Say bye to something. ARGHH~~ I am convincing myself to!!!
WEDNESDAY!! Post up the photos on that day. BOOO~~
...try again or walk away...

As usual, I slept all way to the morning. 15 sms-es. Smile =D

Happy PIG Year~~


I looked like the JieJie. Her dimples~

Now I am the MeiMei.


LOL~~ Disgusted face.


Pathetic face. One angbao from mama only =(


More to come tomorrow~~ =D


...try again or walk away...

I had just lost my mind.
I went to DOWNLOAD THE GAMES!!
What the fuck I am doing?!
Somebody save my LIFE PLEASE~~
Impulsive behaviour.
One head to East, the other to West. One day, they will meet.
Because the world is ROUND!

Wait for me to solve those complicated matters.
Looking for that something that belongs to me only.
Thinking hard and considering. =D

I can stay this way for a very very long time.
Makes no differences. Hack care. Even the sun dont rise, I wont change.
BUT CONTINUE TO TREAT ME THIS WAY!
BE VERY SURE TO REGRET!!!
Because Mario said this to me "Let me love you."

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~! ...try again or walk away...

Comes again. Feeling of heartache.

I want to the one who will always be there for you no matter what happens. ...try again or walk away...

Hey Hey HEY~~ Ask me about my V day. Dont ask I will tell you too. WAHAHA. Dating with Samuel and Kevin. Flowers, chocolates and present. I have them all. Lack of valentine only. LOL. A picture to make you jealous. Chocolates in my stomach from Patricia, Joann and Nancy. Sweet~ I am saving my money by not buying anything. Opps. Blue flower from JinHong. Auntie dont like his stupid face, that's why no wrap. Yellow flower fror the Baleno new slacker part-time. =D AND MY FAVOURITE DIAMOND~~!! I love my MAMA~~



SURPRISINGLY, my hp only received 2 Vday forward sms-es.
WHERE THE HELL ALL MY TAOHUAS WENT?~!!

Dear Patricia,
For your benefit of reading my blog first day here is a small sweet message from me to you. Of all the S&K staffs I've work with, you are the only one that makes my work experience enjoyable. Efficient and stress-free. LOL!! I am grateful that you share your "XinQing, GanJue, BuShuang" with me. I hear you talk about that guy, I will be VERY VERY "this guy is so asshole lar". Dont "hais" already. Piece of advice for you. FAT AND UGLY WILL GET FLOWERS. PRETTY LADY WILL GET MONEY FOR DOING NOTHING. Always be happy. =D
Love LinJie. ...try again or walk away...

I failed my theory trial test. I did it in just 10 mins. OMG!! Lesson learnt. Be prepared. =D
I am still stuck at lesson 1 but it is getting more and more interesting. Slow and steady!! I am very tired today. Yawnz. My radio auntie came again. And she nags at that helmet. Like I care. She dont allow her son to learn and dont allow me to ride on "boyfriend's" bike. Big F~~ My mama is now nagging at me. "Return that helmet to your friend. No bike for you. Is dangerous. And this continues for................................" If she knew, I borrowed to learn. WAHAHAHA~~~

Fair exchange I think. Decision dont lies with me. If you dont even dare to show, what makes you think I am going to give a second look?

Going to see flowers, couples, hearts here hearts there tomorrow. Zzzz.
Still Happy Valentine's Day!~ ...try again or walk away...

Dont lie to me again please because you dont know that I know.
At its best.
Going off for my Lesson 1 again for the second time. =D Drinking lots of water.

Respect the Helmet!
...try again or walk away...

Be proud of me. I kena WARNING letter from SIM!! Those with MCs~ GIVE ME~~~!!!!! I NEED MCs!!! ZZZZzzzzz. Sian LAR!! What is the matter with attendance?!! ...try again or walk away...

Dream. Future? LOL. What is so funny? Just LAUGH! Different? NO!!
What does it suppose to mean? Dont think too much. Till the day it is being questioned. I know what I want. Dont ask. New and interesting. Temptation. First is dangerous. Scary too. Say no. Thanks but no thanks. =D

I dont believe you and I dont believe myself. Dont believe anything is real. Dont waste your time, dont waste your energy on me.

dont lose my life...try again or walk away...

I dont want to work and study anymore. HAHAHA~~~
OMG! How? Once in a while feel this way. It is alright. LOL~ SIAN!!!
Exams and Holidays are coming!! Sian half plus Half sian equals to SIAN TOTALLY!!
Hais. So fast ar. Their year 2 is over. Something bad always happened when it is peaceful.
You dont know. Aiya. I dont know what I am thinking now also. Easy to notice that I am different. I dont talk. Not tired is no energy. Different. ARGH!!! ...try again or walk away...

My lesson today was extremely noisy. OMG~~

I pon work today to watch movie. Shhh. Dont say.
Once in a while, do something extraordinary. Touching movie "happy birthday". Should watch. We went to play pool at lucky plaza.
We = The photo below.

I have the sudden "craving" for kbox session with my polymates. They disappoint me with a no. Hais. However, must think carefully, kbox at night is expensive. Reason = I accept. =D
And this is when I too realise my account is depleting. Lol. No money to spend liao. Must save for my lessons. =( Good news. CNY is coming. The mood arrives~
I am hesitating now. Always pretending. Zzz. Should I?
I saw something. Make me laugh. How come I am so unlucky?
Who knows how to make the Rocher rose? Teach me.
...try again or walk away...

My mama bought me the Titus WATCH~~ Strike off to my purple Seiko. Haha.

Spent almost a thousand in 7 hours. Shopping and eating good food like tai tais. Actually planned to watch "happy birthday". Have to deal with changes. Still as happy. Never really buy my CNY new clothes. High expectation. Shopped for my brother mostly. As for me, I bought 3 shirts, 3 belts and one pair of DKNY earrings. DKNY sell earrings? Nice. I want to go shopping again next week and watch "happy birthday"~~ Who wan to go? Thursday..... Leave a tag.

Dont ask about my leg. It is still painful. But I dont want to give up halfway again. Too many times already. Enough. Prevail through perseverance. =D

...try again or walk away...

I never know I can be so so clumsy lar. I took cab to school AND I reached without realising I forgot my wallet. Wasted $35 and an hour FOR being forgetful. Sian totally. I think I spent more than a hundred dollars on cab this few days. I SWEAR TO HEAVEN I WILL NOT TAKE CAB ALONE ANYMORE THIS MONTH!! Alone is alone lar. Cos CNY sure cab. ARGH~~~ I am so so stupid!!! Crys* MY MONEY~~~
Emotional still. BUT is the anger kind. I am so VEry Extremely angry over small things. Using the F word to sing song. FIRST AID KIT!!! ...try again or walk away...

My tao hua"s" are going to endanger my life soon. Just a saying lar. Too much flirting lately. I am half happy and half worried. Want to come dont come. Now all come together. Siao liao. Keep on flirting. So bad lar. Although my spare time is limit, I still think. Unfaithful. LOL. But but but, so much flirting, none asked me out. What the? Short term enthusiam ba. Will be gone soon. I dont have the commitment also. I still hm.. you more. Haha. I need to go out with my girls~~ Need some laughters and chats. Craving for some free days to do nothing. Holidays come quick!!

the real right man~

...try again or walk away...

I am back in one whole piece~ Haha. Hm. But sad to say, I injured myself. LOL. But I am not dishearten yet! Scary to fall. Fall and able to stand up as soon as possible. Doesnt matter. Must say a million thanks to Engqi. He accompany me there, waited for 3 hours plus, treat me dinner and send me home safely. To tell Yiru, nothing else. Lol. =D Quote of the day "Ride safely." I have front brake and foot brake! Next lesson, Thursday~? Hm. Shall see. =D

To SoonMing:
You sure wont get married. I think I wont pass before 6 months. I slow and steady. Too bad lor. =D
...try again or walk away...

Little by little and slowly. Figuring out the true colours. Disappointed little. Not much damaged.

Things happened for a reason.
Dont waste time to find out what went wrong.
Dont waste energy to beg for something gone.
Changing my favourite line? NO!! I DONT WANT TO!
BECAUSE I DONT GIVE A DAMN~

...try again or walk away...

WA SEY~~!!!! My essay haven start. But I need to blog first. LOL~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~
Dream a lot. Think a lot. Talk a lot. Laugh a lot. To forgot a lot. =D
I haven get the CNY spirit yet! I am now excited about the NEW experiences. OMG!!
No time no time. This time must be very careful. No trust. SERIOUS! NO TRUST!

Not following the heart.
...try again or walk away...

Tao hua yun~ Lol. 2007 good luck. HAHAHAHAHA~~
I gave my hp number away today. OMG~! So scary. I really gave my number away. No joke! Dont laugh. I am trying to make a new friend.

One addition news. I am learning RIDING~~ NOT horse. BUT bike~~ WOOOO~~ Wednesday is my first practical lesson. Wish me luck k? I dont care about objections. =D I am an independant GIRL~ $$ GONE~~

I am without you

...try again or walk away...

I was blind long enough. I am having a clearer view now.
Going after what seems right.

Putting aeroplane is acceptable when it has to be done before the meeting time. I will accept any reason till the last minute. BUT ignoring my calls and not replying my smses is unforgivable. It is alright to be late, I can wait.
MEET AT BUKIT BATOK AT 4 plus CALL ME AT 5 AND TELLING ME "I AM STILL AT BEDOK" Hello~ I dont stay anyplace near that HILL. I AM SO SO SO ANGRY WHEN MY PLANS ARE SPOILED by a person who cant bother to inform the delay or cancellation to me.

Thanks. I shouldn't compromise. Call me stupid instead of kind-hearted, I wont mind this time. I can do everything and anything alone.
LOOK AT ME!! DO YOU THINK I CARE?!
...try again or walk away...

Where are you?

Earning money is not always a happy thing. And studying is sure not a happy thing. I am in the process of chionging assignments. I am so so so lazy to click the microsoft word icon. However, doing projects with this bunch of crazy team members is a happy thing. LOOK AT THEM!!!

Samantha Mac.
Crazy photo taking time.
Post a few of the better looking photos.
Have to wait for her to send me the rest.
Enjoy this few masterpieces.

First step to my license"s". Book BTT. 28 March. WOOO~~~ So far away. Wait till I rot. Yawn. Imagine one year later. HAHAHA~~ Lol. What seems doesn't need to be true. Not interested.....yet. =D Survey first. Work-life I need to have balance. ...try again or walk away...

ARGGHH~~!! I NEED TO BE DRAGGED TO SCHOOL!!!! I wake up early today. I went online. Slack. Do things ultra slow. Thinking of going to school doing breaktime. NOW I am still at home. OMG!! Somebody save me!! WA~~~~ If only attendance doesn't count. I used up all my leave for English. LOL. DONT WORRY!! Today is the last time. =D Let me enjoy my day. Stop saying I can't make it. Cos I will and I CAN. =D ...try again or walk away...

S.H.E fans is making me go crazy today. Yar. S.H.E came Bishan today. But Samuel and Kevin is not born today. That fucking wallpaper was there dunno how many millions year. Those STUPID ignorant FOOLS get so excited about the wallpaper and start taking photos. It's ok. I understand. OVER excited. KNN!! But what has it got to do with me when the interior of the shop doesn't have S.H.E posters. FUCKING STUPID FOOLS!!! Nabei. I getting so so so fustrated about all those customers who left their manners at the north poles with the penguins or the polar bears already LOR! I dunno which animal at which pole lar. THEY are all MAKING ME SO ANGRY with their LOW intelligent. S.H.E coming down later? NO. You think what? They so freaking free to come and visit? ALL THOSE STUPID FOOLS AND STUPID QUESTIONS!!

THIS particular CHEEBYEKIA came in with his suit like a nice gentleman. I went to greet and try to be nice. HE ASKED me about S.H.E!!! WA LAO!. Yeah. What they are wearing in the photos, we are selling. How much? Around $20 plus. WAH SO EX AR? Ok, fine ex den GET LOST. Just smiled. Got discount or offer not? No. Sorry. Perhaps after CNY, depends on the management. S.H.E the clothes got sell not? Yes. I thought I answered that just now? Thinks hard. Forget it. Nonono. The S.H.E doll clothes. Sorry. Our company find S.H.E to advertise the brand. Not our brand advertise S.H.E, BROTHER! S.H.E the clothes got sell a not. Maybe this fool have serious short term memory. NABEI! IS SERIOUS short term memory LOR. How much? NORMAL STANDARD PRICING. IT IS NOT EXPENSIVE. WAH SO EXPENSIVE AR? Fuck you. No money dun come in and waste my time. LinJie has her limit. You this CBK GET OUT OF MY SIGHT BEFORE I USE THE PENKNIFE TO STAB YOU IN YOUR HEART. His brain is serious damage. DISGRACE To all S.H.E FANS. When I showed him attitude and ignore him. He walked to my in-charge. After CNY got offer a not. Thanks lor. Rany just look at him and walked away without saying anything. WA!!!! I should do just that few minutes ago lar. WASTE MY PRECIOUS TIME!!

And today because of all the shorties who need alterations. Made me the scapegoat of the lost of one XL pants which need to be altered. $59!!! NABEI!! Just because I am the cashier. CURSE the ASSHOLE who took THAT pants. Pray hard. No one come back to complain that we gave the wrong pants. ME as an experienced and intelligent S&K staff, do you think I lost the pants? ZZZZ!!! $59 you think I care? IS the blame I cant take. CB!!! ARGGGGHHHHH~!!!!!

=D. LOL!! After the scoldings. I AM SO HAPPY NOW. EAT MY BURGER LOR. BYE~~~

P.S. I LOVE S.H.E too!! but not to the extent of getting CRAZY. =D
...try again or walk away...

Girl i know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know i love you, i can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and i
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So i'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And i'll go mine
Live your life, and i'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and i'll be fine
Cause we're better off, so much better off... Seperated.

Get to hear this song accidently. Wow. Hm. L O L.
Got to go take photos of myself. LinJie = Model for movie. Fake. =D

...try again or walk away...

Some curse did come true by the way. I am SICK~~
HAHAHAHA~~ No need to go school and work today.
Projects and assignments. WO~~~~~ OMG. Do fast.
Last minute. NOOOO~~~~

Cant have the best of the two worlds.
Because I see your true colours and there is no yellow in there.
LinJie need yellow to be happy!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ~~~
...try again or walk away...

3.2 mega pixel camera phone captures good image.


Yawn. You should know wad lesson I am having.


Group members.


These few days I have been sleeping in class.
I should say I have been sleeping all the while. Especially for mathematics.
I fall asleep while discussing for the group project.
Samantha loves to take evidence of me sleeping.
Btw the guy beside is now my Sim scandal.
Thanks to his best friend Mr Seet.


My tutors for today. Professor Lee, Huijun and Zilin. The day is saved.
Time is used efficiently and effectively. Zilin left earlier.
Serious experts working on the questions.

THANK YOU~~
I will never get a "no" from them. =D

...try again or walk away...

I always treat you as my good friend. Why I cant get even a word of concern from you? If ever there was a time when you realise all good things come to an end, remember this. I dont care.

This few months is like a test in my life. The learning the hard way stage. No more design, new work environment, new school, seeing all kinds of people, many many disappointments. Now adding to my troubles is the other 2 women in my family. I really cant take it. I wish I cant speak anymore. Really I am very very tired. That boost did help me for few minutes. Thanks. I wish I cant hear too. I dont need to listen anymore things adding to my troubles. I wish I could enjoy life now. Hais. Tell me which part can I be happy and grateful about?

Till the very last minute of my life, I will know who is my real friends. Should know why there are so many different words to describe, classmates, friends and colleagues. I am hearing this quite often "dont think too much." I mean what for? Dont let me know anything, I wont get the chance to think. EXTRA LARGE F! Trusting no one. Lesson to learn. "I will be there for you" is saying for the sake of saying. ...try again or walk away...

Living busily in order to try to forget you but I don’t know my reason for living. Even if I try to forget you to the best of my ability, even for a moment. When I find the time I think of you again.
Maybe all I need is some time off to think it through. I should have kept my birthday wish for myself.

I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down, and think that everything is okay. Boy I am only human.
Weijie says "I think you are a nice girl." It is not my lost.

Saying it’s a good thing, but constantly blaming myself.

His heart that’s seeing her like this
Is hurting the same way hers is because of that person
His gaze that is watching her
Is the same as her gaze that looks at the seat that person left.

...try again or walk away...

Cant do it, just say it. A little disappointment I must say. Even if what I predicted came true. Nothing I could do. N o t h i n g.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PATRICIA!! ~~!!
Hope you enjoy the night!! No matter what happens. Be happy. =D

Tonight is also the first time I have been treated like a lady. Holding the chair and drinking on my behalf. I dont know what that means. But kind of sweet when someone just took the cup from you and drink finish without saying anything. Those kind that only happens in drama. Haha. However, I was not sent home by anyone. Maybe because I was not drunk. But like basic countesy, I should be the one alighting first right? Nvm. It's ok. I dont care. I am not going to that place anymore. Spent too much. ...try again or walk away...

It depends. I am getting tired of this word. In real world, who dont go for the results? It depends. Used to it. =)...try again or walk away...

Xu Chun Mei wasted one hour on the attendance.
And she say she dont give a damn.
We are those bloody pple who gave her so much trouble.
And we are the worst class. Lol. I always kena this fate.
Bad class reputation.

Look at the pic of her silly face with the time showed on the clock as a proof that she wasted one hour. Class should start at 9.30.


Samantha did this to me when I slept in class today.



Look at the after effects.
ARGHH~~ MY HAND~~!!


I had a bad encounter at SIM staircase. This fucker keep staring at me as I walked down the stairs. You know what the fuck he said when I passed by him? "My goodness!" -.-" Diao. I am so so so so angry. But since I am trying to be happy today. I wont care about that stupid asshole.

Went to Sentosa.
Cable car ride. =D Cross out one wishlist!!


With this childish boy.
Sentosa walk to remember.
What a joke.



It is so easy to make me smile. =D


Cable car.


Glass but not made from glass. Cheats.


Mount Faber.
The cleaner never do his job.


Dinner with them at centre point. =D


It is easy to make my heart break too.
But it is already broken. So why worry?
Vow to stay indifferent as long as I could.

Diploma in Leisure management ( CASINO OPERATIONS )
WOW O WOW.

Gloria Estefan - Anything For You
I can just listen to one song. Keep on repeating.
But. Hais. Because. Hais. Sigh~ Maybe I should.

I should sleep now. I am not myself again. Quick.
Need to sleep!! ZZZZZzzzzzzzz
...try again or walk away...

Biggest splurge this month.

Hallmark jellewery box. =D
With 10% discount. Evelyn ex-workplace.


Spending unnecessary. Lol. Dun care. I like. =D


Next.
New NIKE shoe!! My mama paid for it. =D=D


NEW SHOE!!! =D=D


At first the guy told us $129. Opps. It is $179. My mama say "never mind, you like is enough." WOOO~~ I LOVE MY MAMA~~ and I LOVE MY SHOE!! =D =D

No rain tomorrow PLEASE!!!
...try again or walk away...

It is very funny to know a lot. You wish you didnt hear or know anything. When the other party misunderstands you not knowing that you know more than what he thought you knew. Like real. You wish you could just shut his mouth. Stop lying and let it become worse. But again. You are not suppose to let him know you know. You know what the fuck I am talking about? It is not secrets. Just something you wish you didnt know but you did. Friend's friend. The world is so small. There are too much coincidence.

What else you could do other than pretending? In a way, pretending might help. So go on and keep pretending. You dont know anything. Act dumb. Keep pretending. =D Why worry? We are living in the world of lies.

...try again or walk away...

Die. ARGH. Morning call is useless to me. I will just say I wake up already and the next minute I go back to sleep. Pon 3 times in the second week. Big F. Sian lor. SIAN!! Makes no difference in NYP. My mama is scolding me liao. Byebye....try again or walk away...

Click to listen. =D
http://diskfile.baizhao.com/zhua/Hard7/User239/7239701/mymusic/2006102873045.mp3

It is time to feature the happenings in my class. Photos for you. Secondary school refers to "not listening and entertaining ourselves" Get it? I am very very lazy to explain in sms. =D And my mood is not-so-good if I am busy. Like SO busy. Get irritated very very easily. You will forgive me. =D

I have 2 super act cute photos.
OFF day really makes me SMILE a LOT.
Break. In class.


Eunice.


Super duper ultra boring cum useless but CUTE


A more detailed feature of the Mr "above pic"

Click to enlarge and see the white board.
She is extremely slang and reminds me of Xu Mei Feng.
Opps. =X Do you think I care?

L to R. Samantha and Eunice
Samantha likes to joke. Eunice dont like to be late.
They both love camera. =D More for me to find out.


...try again or walk away...

If I never ask, dont assume that I dont know anything. I am sensitive.
How about nothing? Yup. Nothing. Act blur. What? Yar. Right. I believe.

School. I was late. Joined the class when they break. I like management! Tomorrow is English again. WAKE UP EARLY PLEASE! I am a Pig. =P

Work went smoothly compared to yesterday. It is always the problem with the colleagues you work with. Especially BAD in-charge. I met and saw a lot of familiar faces. First is my mama and ah ma. They go shopping. Second, my cousin-in-law. But she didn't recognise me. Next, Songwei and JunLong. They came to buy spray paint. Just finding excuses to see me lar. Hee. They accompany me during my break. Maybe I should say I accompany them during my break. Saw Michelle Chia at Popular bookstore. She was queueing in front of Songwei. After that is Meihui Aunty. She went shopping too. Finally, after my break, saw the contestants from Singapore Idol 2. I think is Jasmine and Paul. Really is a LOT of people today.

Here is a photo of JunLong and me.
He forever ACT cute.


Ending my post with a full-stop.

I am extremely upset today. Because I have to work and I look like a zombie. And that bitch says I am NOT pretty. Evelyn also. Sian lor. But is alright. Cos malaysian guys like to flirt with me. Therefore, I still think that I am attractive. As if I care right?

English lesson is getting more interesting. Especially when we are not listening. Still, waking up with the Sun still hanging halfway in the sky is very very tiring. I have to Drag my whole body out of my bed. I need more energy drink. =...try again or walk away...

8 days every week. I am working like the crazy sales. I am becoming crazy.
My brain is damaged from working. I forgot what time to go work in the morning shift.
Working more hours than a full-timer. Ever seen a walking zombie? Look at me!!!
What is happening? Why work so hard? ~..~" AEEE!!! Woo~~ Serve me right. Just trying to keep myself busy. Numb.

Now is TOO busy. Either you go to work or get back at home thinking and thinking. Boring lifestyle. GIVE ME ENERGY!!! I need you in my life. Always on my mind. See lar. Problem with me. Being too busy or being too hais. Know?! Being too tired or being too low. I WAN TO WORK MORE!! GIVE ME MORE THINGS TO DO!! I can still take it. MORE MORE!! HOPING FOR BRAIN DEAD!! Enjoy being self-tortured. WAHAHAHAHA~~

GIVE ME ENERGY~!!!

I need you in my life. I am recovering. New injuries.

TAO NAO PAI LIAO~~~~

...try again or walk away...

TO ALL THE DUMB DUMB ESPECIALLY YOU,
I am now working as a part-timer in Samuel and Kevin at Bishan Junction 8!
=D

Dear Zhenru,
Sorry for making you wait for me.
And thank you for waiting.
I am not being able to eat lunch with you.
Promise. Next time. I will. =D
Hp will be repaired ASAP just for you.

I AM WORKING FOR THE WHOLE WEEK!!!
It is alright to have no date. Till Vday come.
SEE who jia lat must reject how many. LOL
DONT USE LAZY AS YOUR REASON! WAHAHAHA!! SO?

SUEY MEIHUI. YOU THINK I CARE? I DONT!
And I am pretty in all photos. No matter how many decades pass.
I am also attractive. =D No effect. HAHA!!

About my new school. I've been there 4 times already.
I D O N T L I K E.

QWERTYUIOIUYTREWERTYUIOIUYTREWQWERTYUIUYTREWQ
ASJKL:LKJHGFDSASL:LKSADKL::LKJHGFDSAADFGJL::LKJHGFDS
Unknown words meaning secrets.
I am becoming a rubbish bin for everyone to throw "secrets" and "rubbish".
How about mine? Throw where?

I dont like people to talk about any matter that is seriously nothing and OVER.
Making a big fuss and then apologise. I mean what for? Bad mouth at one end and sorry at the other end. Fuck off lar. Bo liao lor. In the first place, who is the one at fault. Funny. I listen to both sides. Now what? Why tell me? Do You Think I Care? Really. I DON'T. It is NOT my problem.

Today. Again. One more story I heard. I also kena backstab. BEHIND my back says that I am RUDE and ARGUE WITH in-charge. What the F?! I mean like if she thinks I am rude and shouldn't argue with her just tell me in front of my face lar. Dont do it behind. I wont get terminated because of my attitude. Somemore NO one likes her and EVERYthing she says, sooner or later we will find out. FUNNY!!!!! I am hoping for transfer list. Please Go Away HYPOCRITE! I have an attitude but IS a UNIQUE ATTITUDE! =D

...try again or walk away...

My sleeping hours is dropping and sooner to nothing. You can see my dark circles. Yawn. I am so tired that I dont bother to put on any make-up. Look like a sick patient for 2 days. Low fuel and battery flat. Haha. First day of school will be ZZZZZZ. And time to cut my hair. Getting longer.

Tonight I laugh a lot. Is A LOT. Thanks to J8 team and the guy out of SnK T-shirt. Say Hi to Mr Xiao Hong aka Hong Hong. I think he is the only idiot guy who dares to slap and kick me.



Group photo is taken using Kevin Hp. So I think no chance to post. 10 pple went for the dinner.

Evelyn. Transfer to TPY soon. =( And we took this photo a lot of times. All failed and finally the last one before the ice-cream melts.



=D My bdae present from J8 team

...try again or walk away...

Piano keys black and blank. Have to be played together for the best melody.

Welcome to 2007!

Working and working. Good news for me on the last day of 2006. My pay increase! =D Went WeiNi house for a nice and sweet gathering. I countdown 2006 with myself and bus driver uncle in bus 88. I am the only passenger and the last of 2006. Lol.

I am going to take it easy. Because I know the heartbreaking things now. I need to take care of myself so I have energy to take care of my loved ones. Especially my mama and my 2F sweethearts. Please stay HEALTHY AND HAPPY!!! I wish every children would think of their parents before they say, do or behave. Stop being an asshole. Money and fake love isn't everything. Old enough to THINK!!! BELEIVE IN KARMA.

Am I suppose to know? As long as you are happy. Smiles =)
I think my "sad" period is over soon. Haha. Really. I am serious. Tired already but will be more tiring if I keep emo-ing. I need to spend more time to earn money and I am not going to take pocket money again from my mama. YES!! I never give my mama money before!! ARGH~~ This year I will!!

New Year resolution:

Earn Money and Save
BangKok, Australia or HongKong
Good Study Habits (Distinctions!)
Stay clear of "love" Relationships
More Sunday Dinners from me
Seeking more attention
Healthy and Fit
My Undone Wishlist in 2006
I am not very sure how is the new year resolution is like. So argaration. =D

Say Goodbye. ...try again or walk away...