Where are you?

Earning money is not always a happy thing. And studying is sure not a happy thing. I am in the process of chionging assignments. I am so so so lazy to click the microsoft word icon. However, doing projects with this bunch of crazy team members is a happy thing. LOOK AT THEM!!!

Samantha Mac.
Crazy photo taking time.
Post a few of the better looking photos.
Have to wait for her to send me the rest.
Enjoy this few masterpieces.

First step to my license"s". Book BTT. 28 March. WOOO~~~ So far away. Wait till I rot. Yawn. Imagine one year later. HAHAHA~~ Lol. What seems doesn't need to be true. Not interested.....yet. =D Survey first. Work-life I need to have balance. ...try again or walk away...

ARGGHH~~!! I NEED TO BE DRAGGED TO SCHOOL!!!! I wake up early today. I went online. Slack. Do things ultra slow. Thinking of going to school doing breaktime. NOW I am still at home. OMG!! Somebody save me!! WA~~~~ If only attendance doesn't count. I used up all my leave for English. LOL. DONT WORRY!! Today is the last time. =D Let me enjoy my day. Stop saying I can't make it. Cos I will and I CAN. =D ...try again or walk away...

S.H.E fans is making me go crazy today. Yar. S.H.E came Bishan today. But Samuel and Kevin is not born today. That fucking wallpaper was there dunno how many millions year. Those STUPID ignorant FOOLS get so excited about the wallpaper and start taking photos. It's ok. I understand. OVER excited. KNN!! But what has it got to do with me when the interior of the shop doesn't have S.H.E posters. FUCKING STUPID FOOLS!!! Nabei. I getting so so so fustrated about all those customers who left their manners at the north poles with the penguins or the polar bears already LOR! I dunno which animal at which pole lar. THEY are all MAKING ME SO ANGRY with their LOW intelligent. S.H.E coming down later? NO. You think what? They so freaking free to come and visit? ALL THOSE STUPID FOOLS AND STUPID QUESTIONS!!

THIS particular CHEEBYEKIA came in with his suit like a nice gentleman. I went to greet and try to be nice. HE ASKED me about S.H.E!!! WA LAO!. Yeah. What they are wearing in the photos, we are selling. How much? Around $20 plus. WAH SO EX AR? Ok, fine ex den GET LOST. Just smiled. Got discount or offer not? No. Sorry. Perhaps after CNY, depends on the management. S.H.E the clothes got sell not? Yes. I thought I answered that just now? Thinks hard. Forget it. Nonono. The S.H.E doll clothes. Sorry. Our company find S.H.E to advertise the brand. Not our brand advertise S.H.E, BROTHER! S.H.E the clothes got sell a not. Maybe this fool have serious short term memory. NABEI! IS SERIOUS short term memory LOR. How much? NORMAL STANDARD PRICING. IT IS NOT EXPENSIVE. WAH SO EXPENSIVE AR? Fuck you. No money dun come in and waste my time. LinJie has her limit. You this CBK GET OUT OF MY SIGHT BEFORE I USE THE PENKNIFE TO STAB YOU IN YOUR HEART. His brain is serious damage. DISGRACE To all S.H.E FANS. When I showed him attitude and ignore him. He walked to my in-charge. After CNY got offer a not. Thanks lor. Rany just look at him and walked away without saying anything. WA!!!! I should do just that few minutes ago lar. WASTE MY PRECIOUS TIME!!

And today because of all the shorties who need alterations. Made me the scapegoat of the lost of one XL pants which need to be altered. $59!!! NABEI!! Just because I am the cashier. CURSE the ASSHOLE who took THAT pants. Pray hard. No one come back to complain that we gave the wrong pants. ME as an experienced and intelligent S&K staff, do you think I lost the pants? ZZZZ!!! $59 you think I care? IS the blame I cant take. CB!!! ARGGGGHHHHH~!!!!!

=D. LOL!! After the scoldings. I AM SO HAPPY NOW. EAT MY BURGER LOR. BYE~~~

P.S. I LOVE S.H.E too!! but not to the extent of getting CRAZY. =D
...try again or walk away...

Girl i know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know i love you, i can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and i
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So i'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go

So why don't you go your way
And i'll go mine
Live your life, and i'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and i'll be fine
Cause we're better off, so much better off... Seperated.

Get to hear this song accidently. Wow. Hm. L O L.
Got to go take photos of myself. LinJie = Model for movie. Fake. =D

...try again or walk away...

Some curse did come true by the way. I am SICK~~
HAHAHAHA~~ No need to go school and work today.
Projects and assignments. WO~~~~~ OMG. Do fast.
Last minute. NOOOO~~~~

Cant have the best of the two worlds.
Because I see your true colours and there is no yellow in there.
LinJie need yellow to be happy!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ~~~
...try again or walk away...

3.2 mega pixel camera phone captures good image.


Yawn. You should know wad lesson I am having.


Group members.


These few days I have been sleeping in class.
I should say I have been sleeping all the while. Especially for mathematics.
I fall asleep while discussing for the group project.
Samantha loves to take evidence of me sleeping.
Btw the guy beside is now my Sim scandal.
Thanks to his best friend Mr Seet.


My tutors for today. Professor Lee, Huijun and Zilin. The day is saved.
Time is used efficiently and effectively. Zilin left earlier.
Serious experts working on the questions.

THANK YOU~~
I will never get a "no" from them. =D

...try again or walk away...

I always treat you as my good friend. Why I cant get even a word of concern from you? If ever there was a time when you realise all good things come to an end, remember this. I dont care.

This few months is like a test in my life. The learning the hard way stage. No more design, new work environment, new school, seeing all kinds of people, many many disappointments. Now adding to my troubles is the other 2 women in my family. I really cant take it. I wish I cant speak anymore. Really I am very very tired. That boost did help me for few minutes. Thanks. I wish I cant hear too. I dont need to listen anymore things adding to my troubles. I wish I could enjoy life now. Hais. Tell me which part can I be happy and grateful about?

Till the very last minute of my life, I will know who is my real friends. Should know why there are so many different words to describe, classmates, friends and colleagues. I am hearing this quite often "dont think too much." I mean what for? Dont let me know anything, I wont get the chance to think. EXTRA LARGE F! Trusting no one. Lesson to learn. "I will be there for you" is saying for the sake of saying. ...try again or walk away...

Living busily in order to try to forget you but I don’t know my reason for living. Even if I try to forget you to the best of my ability, even for a moment. When I find the time I think of you again.
Maybe all I need is some time off to think it through. I should have kept my birthday wish for myself.

I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down, and think that everything is okay. Boy I am only human.
Weijie says "I think you are a nice girl." It is not my lost.

Saying it’s a good thing, but constantly blaming myself.

His heart that’s seeing her like this
Is hurting the same way hers is because of that person
His gaze that is watching her
Is the same as her gaze that looks at the seat that person left.

...try again or walk away...

Cant do it, just say it. A little disappointment I must say. Even if what I predicted came true. Nothing I could do. N o t h i n g.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PATRICIA!! ~~!!
Hope you enjoy the night!! No matter what happens. Be happy. =D

Tonight is also the first time I have been treated like a lady. Holding the chair and drinking on my behalf. I dont know what that means. But kind of sweet when someone just took the cup from you and drink finish without saying anything. Those kind that only happens in drama. Haha. However, I was not sent home by anyone. Maybe because I was not drunk. But like basic countesy, I should be the one alighting first right? Nvm. It's ok. I dont care. I am not going to that place anymore. Spent too much. ...try again or walk away...

It depends. I am getting tired of this word. In real world, who dont go for the results? It depends. Used to it. =)...try again or walk away...

Xu Chun Mei wasted one hour on the attendance.
And she say she dont give a damn.
We are those bloody pple who gave her so much trouble.
And we are the worst class. Lol. I always kena this fate.
Bad class reputation.

Look at the pic of her silly face with the time showed on the clock as a proof that she wasted one hour. Class should start at 9.30.


Samantha did this to me when I slept in class today.



Look at the after effects.
ARGHH~~ MY HAND~~!!


I had a bad encounter at SIM staircase. This fucker keep staring at me as I walked down the stairs. You know what the fuck he said when I passed by him? "My goodness!" -.-" Diao. I am so so so so angry. But since I am trying to be happy today. I wont care about that stupid asshole.

Went to Sentosa.
Cable car ride. =D Cross out one wishlist!!


With this childish boy.
Sentosa walk to remember.
What a joke.



It is so easy to make me smile. =D


Cable car.


Glass but not made from glass. Cheats.


Mount Faber.
The cleaner never do his job.


Dinner with them at centre point. =D


It is easy to make my heart break too.
But it is already broken. So why worry?
Vow to stay indifferent as long as I could.

Diploma in Leisure management ( CASINO OPERATIONS )
WOW O WOW.

Gloria Estefan - Anything For You
I can just listen to one song. Keep on repeating.
But. Hais. Because. Hais. Sigh~ Maybe I should.

I should sleep now. I am not myself again. Quick.
Need to sleep!! ZZZZZzzzzzzzz
...try again or walk away...

Biggest splurge this month.

Hallmark jellewery box. =D
With 10% discount. Evelyn ex-workplace.


Spending unnecessary. Lol. Dun care. I like. =D


Next.
New NIKE shoe!! My mama paid for it. =D=D


NEW SHOE!!! =D=D


At first the guy told us $129. Opps. It is $179. My mama say "never mind, you like is enough." WOOO~~ I LOVE MY MAMA~~ and I LOVE MY SHOE!! =D =D

No rain tomorrow PLEASE!!!
...try again or walk away...

It is very funny to know a lot. You wish you didnt hear or know anything. When the other party misunderstands you not knowing that you know more than what he thought you knew. Like real. You wish you could just shut his mouth. Stop lying and let it become worse. But again. You are not suppose to let him know you know. You know what the fuck I am talking about? It is not secrets. Just something you wish you didnt know but you did. Friend's friend. The world is so small. There are too much coincidence.

What else you could do other than pretending? In a way, pretending might help. So go on and keep pretending. You dont know anything. Act dumb. Keep pretending. =D Why worry? We are living in the world of lies.

...try again or walk away...

Die. ARGH. Morning call is useless to me. I will just say I wake up already and the next minute I go back to sleep. Pon 3 times in the second week. Big F. Sian lor. SIAN!! Makes no difference in NYP. My mama is scolding me liao. Byebye....try again or walk away...

Click to listen. =D
http://diskfile.baizhao.com/zhua/Hard7/User239/7239701/mymusic/2006102873045.mp3

It is time to feature the happenings in my class. Photos for you. Secondary school refers to "not listening and entertaining ourselves" Get it? I am very very lazy to explain in sms. =D And my mood is not-so-good if I am busy. Like SO busy. Get irritated very very easily. You will forgive me. =D

I have 2 super act cute photos.
OFF day really makes me SMILE a LOT.
Break. In class.


Eunice.


Super duper ultra boring cum useless but CUTE


A more detailed feature of the Mr "above pic"

Click to enlarge and see the white board.
She is extremely slang and reminds me of Xu Mei Feng.
Opps. =X Do you think I care?

L to R. Samantha and Eunice
Samantha likes to joke. Eunice dont like to be late.
They both love camera. =D More for me to find out.


...try again or walk away...

If I never ask, dont assume that I dont know anything. I am sensitive.
How about nothing? Yup. Nothing. Act blur. What? Yar. Right. I believe.

School. I was late. Joined the class when they break. I like management! Tomorrow is English again. WAKE UP EARLY PLEASE! I am a Pig. =P

Work went smoothly compared to yesterday. It is always the problem with the colleagues you work with. Especially BAD in-charge. I met and saw a lot of familiar faces. First is my mama and ah ma. They go shopping. Second, my cousin-in-law. But she didn't recognise me. Next, Songwei and JunLong. They came to buy spray paint. Just finding excuses to see me lar. Hee. They accompany me during my break. Maybe I should say I accompany them during my break. Saw Michelle Chia at Popular bookstore. She was queueing in front of Songwei. After that is Meihui Aunty. She went shopping too. Finally, after my break, saw the contestants from Singapore Idol 2. I think is Jasmine and Paul. Really is a LOT of people today.

Here is a photo of JunLong and me.
He forever ACT cute.


Ending my post with a full-stop.

I am extremely upset today. Because I have to work and I look like a zombie. And that bitch says I am NOT pretty. Evelyn also. Sian lor. But is alright. Cos malaysian guys like to flirt with me. Therefore, I still think that I am attractive. As if I care right?

English lesson is getting more interesting. Especially when we are not listening. Still, waking up with the Sun still hanging halfway in the sky is very very tiring. I have to Drag my whole body out of my bed. I need more energy drink. =...try again or walk away...

8 days every week. I am working like the crazy sales. I am becoming crazy.
My brain is damaged from working. I forgot what time to go work in the morning shift.
Working more hours than a full-timer. Ever seen a walking zombie? Look at me!!!
What is happening? Why work so hard? ~..~" AEEE!!! Woo~~ Serve me right. Just trying to keep myself busy. Numb.

Now is TOO busy. Either you go to work or get back at home thinking and thinking. Boring lifestyle. GIVE ME ENERGY!!! I need you in my life. Always on my mind. See lar. Problem with me. Being too busy or being too hais. Know?! Being too tired or being too low. I WAN TO WORK MORE!! GIVE ME MORE THINGS TO DO!! I can still take it. MORE MORE!! HOPING FOR BRAIN DEAD!! Enjoy being self-tortured. WAHAHAHAHA~~

GIVE ME ENERGY~!!!

I need you in my life. I am recovering. New injuries.

TAO NAO PAI LIAO~~~~

...try again or walk away...

TO ALL THE DUMB DUMB ESPECIALLY YOU,
I am now working as a part-timer in Samuel and Kevin at Bishan Junction 8!
=D

Dear Zhenru,
Sorry for making you wait for me.
And thank you for waiting.
I am not being able to eat lunch with you.
Promise. Next time. I will. =D
Hp will be repaired ASAP just for you.

I AM WORKING FOR THE WHOLE WEEK!!!
It is alright to have no date. Till Vday come.
SEE who jia lat must reject how many. LOL
DONT USE LAZY AS YOUR REASON! WAHAHAHA!! SO?

SUEY MEIHUI. YOU THINK I CARE? I DONT!
And I am pretty in all photos. No matter how many decades pass.
I am also attractive. =D No effect. HAHA!!

About my new school. I've been there 4 times already.
I D O N T L I K E.

QWERTYUIOIUYTREWERTYUIOIUYTREWQWERTYUIUYTREWQ
ASJKL:LKJHGFDSASL:LKSADKL::LKJHGFDSAADFGJL::LKJHGFDS
Unknown words meaning secrets.
I am becoming a rubbish bin for everyone to throw "secrets" and "rubbish".
How about mine? Throw where?

I dont like people to talk about any matter that is seriously nothing and OVER.
Making a big fuss and then apologise. I mean what for? Bad mouth at one end and sorry at the other end. Fuck off lar. Bo liao lor. In the first place, who is the one at fault. Funny. I listen to both sides. Now what? Why tell me? Do You Think I Care? Really. I DON'T. It is NOT my problem.

Today. Again. One more story I heard. I also kena backstab. BEHIND my back says that I am RUDE and ARGUE WITH in-charge. What the F?! I mean like if she thinks I am rude and shouldn't argue with her just tell me in front of my face lar. Dont do it behind. I wont get terminated because of my attitude. Somemore NO one likes her and EVERYthing she says, sooner or later we will find out. FUNNY!!!!! I am hoping for transfer list. Please Go Away HYPOCRITE! I have an attitude but IS a UNIQUE ATTITUDE! =D

...try again or walk away...

My sleeping hours is dropping and sooner to nothing. You can see my dark circles. Yawn. I am so tired that I dont bother to put on any make-up. Look like a sick patient for 2 days. Low fuel and battery flat. Haha. First day of school will be ZZZZZZ. And time to cut my hair. Getting longer.

Tonight I laugh a lot. Is A LOT. Thanks to J8 team and the guy out of SnK T-shirt. Say Hi to Mr Xiao Hong aka Hong Hong. I think he is the only idiot guy who dares to slap and kick me.



Group photo is taken using Kevin Hp. So I think no chance to post. 10 pple went for the dinner.

Evelyn. Transfer to TPY soon. =( And we took this photo a lot of times. All failed and finally the last one before the ice-cream melts.



=D My bdae present from J8 team

...try again or walk away...

Piano keys black and blank. Have to be played together for the best melody.

Welcome to 2007!

Working and working. Good news for me on the last day of 2006. My pay increase! =D Went WeiNi house for a nice and sweet gathering. I countdown 2006 with myself and bus driver uncle in bus 88. I am the only passenger and the last of 2006. Lol.

I am going to take it easy. Because I know the heartbreaking things now. I need to take care of myself so I have energy to take care of my loved ones. Especially my mama and my 2F sweethearts. Please stay HEALTHY AND HAPPY!!! I wish every children would think of their parents before they say, do or behave. Stop being an asshole. Money and fake love isn't everything. Old enough to THINK!!! BELEIVE IN KARMA.

Am I suppose to know? As long as you are happy. Smiles =)
I think my "sad" period is over soon. Haha. Really. I am serious. Tired already but will be more tiring if I keep emo-ing. I need to spend more time to earn money and I am not going to take pocket money again from my mama. YES!! I never give my mama money before!! ARGH~~ This year I will!!

New Year resolution:

Earn Money and Save
BangKok, Australia or HongKong
Good Study Habits (Distinctions!)
Stay clear of "love" Relationships
More Sunday Dinners from me
Seeking more attention
Healthy and Fit
My Undone Wishlist in 2006
I am not very sure how is the new year resolution is like. So argaration. =D

Say Goodbye. ...try again or walk away...

Hais. Hais. I think I am being cursed!! I know why I seldom get sick.
Because I often get sick in my mind. Now you can say I am weak too. Sometimes I really really wan to CRY! You know like something very bad happened and can give me an excuse to breakdown. Please lar. I look like the character in The Holiday. Forcing each and every way to like c r y. Hais. I am S A D. What rant? -.-"

If last year I gave up on you, and gave him a chance. I wont be torturing myself now. At least I think he cares much more. But still if I could turn back time, I will do the same thing and cherish you more. Prove myself, nothing was a mistake.

In my life, there are too much things happening. Slowly, everything are making me numb. Feeling nothing. People leaving, setbacks, changes. I am like laughing everyday. And get back home lifeless. So much that I am thinking of working 24 hours everyday.

Because of you.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~!!!!
Get so crazy. Listen to some HIGH music. ~!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!~
...try again or walk away...

Went for the orientation today. No fun. Low energy low mood today. But I did made new friends. Eunice, Samantha and RuiZhu. Not very sure about the correct spelling. Anyway, think they are nice. =D Under observation. Haha. I am not myself today. Quiet = not me. Compared to orientation in Nyp. Totally different. Getting emotional again because of the long bus rides. Message cant be delivered. How lucky? Very. Gone. ...try again or walk away...

Thanks for organizing the chalet is really better than sorry for not being able to turn up. And I finally got the one and only person who thanked me for that. =D A small thanks can make me feel appreciated. Makes me feel good still being alive. Haha.
A big sorry for not appreciating, giving "pms" attitude and taking everything for granted. Thank you for being around. Even if things are not the same anymore, not going back to what used to be, I believe that we will be good friends till the last breath.
I am going for the orientation at 9.30. MUST WAKE UP and TURN UP!!

To all:
Dont worry about me. No need already. I have gotten my pay. I have money and I am happy. If happiness can be bought, I wont be stingy. Sorry for making you guys spend so much willingly. Lol. Enough for me. Because of my dears and darlings. Enough. =D Thanks. Hope to see all often. ...try again or walk away...

I had a wonderful 18th birthday. Especially with my 2F darlings. I enjoyed myself. Thanks for everything. Thanks to all for the smses. =D I have a really happy birthday. Love you!
Thank you Xiaoyun for coming down right after your flight.
Thank you all Dears for coming down to chalet even just for a while.
Happy moments always gone too soon. Hoping for another chalet soon.
Time to move on to a better year. Looking forward to a more colourful life next year.

It is a funny thing. Thoughts of putting everything behind right after me being eighteen just vanished. Slowly starting all over. Every minute and every second I am losing control of my mind. Keeping thinking and hoping and trying to understand. It is a real difficult. I dont know what else can I do. Except to let it go on this same way. Waiting for the world to change. Tell me why please. Brighten my world with some smiles.
...try again or walk away...

THANK YOU!!
=D
I need to get sleep first. =D Real thanks.
...try again or walk away...

Hais. 12 to 8. From Off day to 2 to 6. Now is 12 to 8. Nice lor. Thanks Peter Pan in Neverland. It's ok~! Pushing me away. Got to go soon. BYE!...try again or walk away...

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL~

I just came back home. But not from party, countdown or whatever. In J8 doing shit work. Lonely lonely Christmas. Hah. Yucks. I really really hate my 2006. One more week to go. Please dont destroy my final hope in my last week of year 2006.
LET ME BE A HAPPY GIRL LIKE ALWAYS.

I am trying to fall in love again! =D TRYING HARD!!!

Thank You.
...try again or walk away...

" WA SEY!! SOLID!! " quoted from Engqi.
Make me the happiest girl this CHRISTMAS PLEASE!!
Working on the EVE~~ HOHOHO!!!
You said it best when you say nothing at all. =D
Thank You.

Last night, he came to my dream and said he dont like purple color anymore. He said "I like gold." Wow. Cool~ I like silver. =D My baby likes bronze. Crapping. ARRRRR........... Tragic situation. Injured wings will recover someday. Fly higher Fly further. Someday.

A photo for you. Who is the main lead?
...try again or walk away...

No other intention. Do not misunderstand.

First: I am in a mood of "sleep, sleep, soon over"
Second: I am still in a mood of "anything, whatever, I dont care"
Third: I dont know what am I suppose to feel right now

I should be looking forward to a better tomorrow. But I still stuck at what could have been. You know? You dont know. Chim. Lost in thought, and drifting away...

Please let it stop raining!

...try again or walk away...

Free pasta today again? I am not hungry. So I got a free hot milo from XiaoQiang instead. I really thought he will wait for me after work. LOL -.-" I am an innocent girl. Anyway, Danny pop a rather sudden and kind of unexpected question. I thought he would forget. Where is my Psp guy? First, not mine. Second, I have no idea. Third, What kind of question is that? I went there to get laughed at. This was a bit of interesting to me. Then, he started to say about games. YAWNZZzzz~~ I am slowly becoming numb to those nonsense. Numb. A bad thing. But true. Nothing I can do. A sad thing. Hm. Time for bed. OFF tomorrow~~ Chiong work 4 days. CHALET~~~ Orientation. ARGH~~ School starts. DEAD! ...try again or walk away...

Now affect me. Diao. Hais. I become moody also liao. Must be the rain. I should buy myself a lollipop tomorrow. No reason to be happy. -.-" The secret behind the "arm".

"SLIM"
A photo taken 1st Dec.


Taken today.


Tattoo. "J" WOO~~ Sexy lady~


I should learn to take photos of myself using my hp.
Long sleeve or Non sleeve is still the same. Zzz. The "tattoo" is the same. =(

Trying to cheer up a moody guy with a lollipop. LOL. LinJie can be very sweet too.
I am trying to change a little by little. Starting with repeating what I say till the other person understand. No MORE never mind. Keep repeating. Haha. I try k?
...try again or walk away...

I am not the only one you said those interesting sentences to. What for huh? Thinking too much about someone who hides. Maybe not hide. I should say not sharing. Haha. I will be faking I dont know anything.
My boyfriend favourite colour is purple. I think I need to eat more grapes. Sour grapes. LOL.
Be happy!! =D Always telling myself I deserve someone better. No MORE sweet talks. $1.20 bubble tea. Cholesterol FREE!!
...try again or walk away...

It is good to still have us. =D
Happy Belated BIRTHDAY to Miss LEE ZILIN
No birthday card BUT~!!!
A beautiful photo taken with me is more than enough for you.
This photo will worth a million soon. =D
18 years old girl who looks underaged need to eat more and get FAT!!
Wish you will gain 10 kilos in the following year~



Watched The Holiday with huijun and zilin. NICE movie. Worth the $8!
GO watch if you are thinking of what movie to watch this 2 days. =D

New york~


Esplanade. Blue Balls.


Continue of stay over at the pretty girl house.
Mine! They went back 6am. When the sky is still dark.
Got to go work. BYE!

...try again or walk away...

Wednesday night. Went to C.A.N cafe with Chloe and Kevin.
I like that place!! =D And I found out the warehouse that guy name and age. Best is he is SINGLE!! I am always shy when he is there. Special ability he has. =D BUT I dont dare to talk to him lar. From Tm to Lp now J8. ARGH!!! Why he dont want to talk to me first? Tired of waiting. ARRRRR. Continue dreaming.

Here is nice article I saw. Lazy to scan. I use HP cam. Still can read. Click on it.

...try again or walk away...

Slacking away. Happy Birthday~~!

I want to watch the holiday! Anyway, today was so boring. No where to go. No mission. Nothing to do. XiaoYun go match HweeJun go Night Safari. No nice movies timing. Cathay and sit there like 2 idiots. Zilin said her brother said there is a place to play pool at Singapore Shopping Centre. So we decided to play there.
No tables. Have to wait for call. Haha. On our way out, this stranger approached us asking "Underaged?" Lol. We look young! Offered to play with us for free. FREE!

Joined them and laugh like hell. There are always lame jokes. One 16 boy behaves and looks like zhaokuang. 15, 16, 17, 18, 19. 5 persons. 5 different age. Fun. Back home for TV!
Now is time for SLEEP! See you tomorrow~

...try again or walk away...

Tell you this truth. I cant.
Get it over THAT fast. The whole day. FOR the whole day. I keep on scolding all sorts of vulgarities in my heart.
I wish I could just believe that it was a stupid mistake. You dont mean it.
And it reminded me of that incident. It was an intention. Making me believe every little thing, only to realise it was all lies. Tell me the truth and risk me hating you. Dont lie to me just because I wouldn't feel unhappy.

Spit it all out.
Say you dont like the way I talk to you.
Say you dont like me passing sarcastic remarks.
Say you dont like me being indifferent.
I dont know what you are thinking when you said whatever you said you dont mean it and again telling me you are sorry and you mean it.

What is the point now? Am I suppose to take all back. Trying to convince myself I am just dreaming every single day.

Why am I so petty?
Why am I so stubborn?
Why it cant be my mistake?
Why cant I be the one to let it go?

Now is the matter of am I willing or not. Am I? Willing to believe it was NOT an intention. You are not the same. You wouldn't lie to me just because you didnt want me to be unhappy. And you are telling me the truth now so I wont be unhappy.

You are telling me the truth.
You are telling me the truth.

AGAIN I am upset.
...try again or walk away...

If "please" is always right. That shouldn't be a wrong attitude. Just a usual "please"
I am wrong.
If showing I am in a very bad mood and even getting more fustrated. You thinks I am playing. I am wrong.
IF I dont give a damn about that stupid tag and by not switching on the computer did wad I am suppose to. I am wrong.
If joke made isnt funny to you, I am wrong. If you think I am bullying and I dont know any limit, I am wrong.
I have totally no idea who the hell "other people" I made till.
Whoever "other people" is, if my joke is mean to you and you are hurt.
I am sorry "other people" .
I knew you were joking. So? You knew it was a joke all the way?
Dont talk to me as if I am just using you as a toy, joke or seeing you being pissed makes my day.
I NEVER treat you any worse to get a FUCK YOU as a return.
It is like a "sorry lar" "sorry for... but..". Pisses you off. Pisses you off. It PISSES ME OFF
What was the limit? Everybody has limit.
DONT EVER APOLOGIZE TO ME. Saying for the sake of saying. I am too, NOT a ROBOT! Talking about feelings with such a simple matter.


WHATEVER

That is wad you say.

Now I know why you asks me about that question. Haha. I am such a fool. If that is really wad you wan. End it. Applause to you for putting up with me. Thanks~


...try again or walk away...

Once a liar, forever a liar. LOL. Too bad. I am NOT dumb. Why are there still so many dreamers? No energy for nonsense. I am BACK to ENJOY LIFE~~~ Start to watch TV programmes. Updates from NEWS!!

Request help for my chalet:
Food & Drinks ! Anyone? Kind enough to sponser something.
I need $$$.

I am still considering who to invite. Sorry for people who read my blog and nvr really hear from me asking you. You know you will come can auto ar. Steady a bit more. =D

...try again or walk away...

I went swimming alone. WOO~ Call me Dory~ Just keep swimming~ Still prefer NYP and Tanjong Rhu. Hougang pool have many obstacles. I said sorry twice today. No goggles! Funny me went to swim with specs. Haha. Today is really effective swimming. One hour of no-gossips. Friday again. Yes or no, that simple. ...try again or walk away...

Went to pastamania during my break today. FREE meal~ XiaoQiang cooked pasta with lots of bacons and prawns. =D Danny treated me his self-made chocolates. BIG round chocolates. Need to do some exercise tomorrow. Walking is also an exercise. =D

Question
Which photo should I put in my wallet?

Voting:

A : Family
B : 2F Ladies
C : Favourite girl
D : Leave Blank First <3

=D

Time to sleep! I am not wasting my time. Is recharging battery life to work better tomorrow.
Goodnight!

...try again or walk away...

I think I am getting OFF for the whole next week. They didn't plan me in. Becoming the excess staff. I think. Yawnz. Planning how to spend my week first. Anyone? Shopping with me? Time for a hair cut.

Did you notice the song playing in my blog?

Tick Tock, Tick Tock, Time is going faster and faster. 2007 coming!!
Bad Luck year 2006 is leaving me~~ Hope to win in some lucky draws or 4D as soon as 2006 leaves. Haha. Preparing for the NEW year resolution.
...try again or walk away...

Got the question wrong? YES! It is possible. Childish people lor. Lol. Whatever. Conclusion lar. If any kind of quarrels can lead to the point where both parties wish to end the friendship, end it. I just think that arguments or unhappiness between one another can be solve very easily. Compromising. Cant then DONT bother. Who cares about an asshole who use "I dont want to be your friend anymore" to show their anger. "Dont friend you liao" is for primary school kids. That can be excused. =D ...try again or walk away...

The taste of honey plus sugar plus sweet plus chocolates plus ice-cream cause a terrible toothache. Post torture. BUT =D Hm. How many times will you get the chance to taste honey plus sugar plus sweet plus chocolates plus ice-cream in one go?

Slept hours and hours today. I missed the meeting with Chloe for fruit juice. Just too lazy to go out. I think I have gotten the addiction of putting aeroplane. LOL.

Isnt arguments over trivial matters that escalate into huge fights which end friendships and relationships?
Small matter is not a small matter when you put in your heart. Like if it is trivial matter, I would just let it out and get it over. But some trivial matter let out will cause injuries, so better to keep it inside. I also dunno what I am talking about actually. It takes two hands to clap. Provided both of them are willing to share whatever problems and try the best to compromise. Peace. It is like arguments over trival matters or huge fights that can lead to the end of whatever kind of relationships, it is not even worth to start with. Right?
( WeiHwang : LOL. Think of a better topic. End my post too soon. =D )

...try again or walk away...

Shopping SPREE~~~ My mama bought a pair of diamond earrings for me!! =D
DIAMOND~~ HAHAHA. I Love DIAMONDS. =D

She spent almost a hundred at wallet shop buying christmas presents. And she bought a wallet for me too!! Benefits of going shopping with mama. Buying without paying. Bought 2 pairs of colour lens and a year of supply normal lens. I bought a nice tape dispenser for my sister. I never buy any clothes lar. So? Who wants to go shopping with me again?

By the way we could take a lot of free umbrellas. Like typical aunties. We took 2 in the end. Trying to look nice. But regretted as soon as we left. Should take more lar. The umbrella is cute.

ENJOYED MY DAY~~ SHOPPING SHOPPING AND SHOPPING~~ =D
...try again or walk away...

Something I realise very long. But haven got the chance to blog. I kept forgetting I still have this topic.

Whenever Birthdays is close, I will receive or ask this question "What do you want for your birthday?" Saying no need, thanks is just a form of courtesy. Even you replied no need to the person who asked you that particular question, will no matter what still get you something. Unless he is those heartless people who ask for the sake of asking lar. I like people telling me what they want so it will be convenient. Seriously, whenever I get this question I will think very hard for that very something to be received without being too expensive of course.

Hm. Blogging about what you want is something disgraceful? I dont think so. It is just a way of sharing information. Dont worry about that. =D Just continue to blog like me. Straight-forward. Please remember blogger is an online diary. Only thing is that it can be viewed by millions of people.

CHALET~~~
27 DECEMBER!!!
MY 18th BIRTHDAY~~~~~

26 is exclusively for 2F 2002 classmates.
Come down anytime after 00:00 on the 27 DEC.

~~~Balloons

...try again or walk away...

At Wisma. =D This is what I want. Dont mind if it's just the doll.
All proceeds go to MILK ( mainly I love kids ). THIS is an Act of CHARITY!!!!
Hurry. Before it's too late. =D

...try again or walk away...

Life isn't complete without some illusion. Capricorn LOL. LOL = Lack of Love. A sophisticated person. More busy than bored?

I did something to my hair today. And it is very funny. Lucky is for a day only. Haha. LinJie is suitable for many many looks. I have beautiful features. =D

Transfered to BJ8!!! Doesnt matter. Near my house. Hope I wont be late too often.

Her passions run deep, and so does her impact. Long after transitory affairs have run their courses, this smoldering siren will hold her place in a man's affections. Cherish her, honor her, love her, respect her. She'll pay you back in the richest coin of the realm--the kind of loving relationship that lasts.

I am addicted to horoscope.


...try again or walk away...

Breakfast cum lunch cum dinner again at 4pm.
AND NO FOOD~~~~~ I am HUNGRY!!!! GIVE ME FOOD!!!!
ARgh~~~ I NEED FOOD!!!! FOOD!!!
Full shift is always making me HIGH!!!

My imaginary boyfriend's jacket looks good on me.

Selling at $39. Be my boyfriend I buy for you. And give it back to me.
LOL. Tactic. I wear it like half of the day. And I managed to convince one guy to buy one.
The first jacket sold by me! Woo~~
...try again or walk away...

Try and see ba. Whether I am going to be a substitute. Haha. Slowly.

I have CHALET. DONT FORGET~~!!!! I almost forgot. Must remind forgetful people like you. Steady. Every Wednesday I post. CHALET~~

Today I went to my new school. SIM. =D YUP! My new SCHOOL~~ Cabbed down to Orchard for breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at Ajisen. =D Shopped for a while. And I bought Bikinis~~ Lol. Sentosa on Saturday!!
...try again or walk away...

Lessons to learn:

1.Never get into relationship with your best friend. ( IF you know it wont last. )
2.Dont let people you wont even consider fall for you. ( Unless he is fun to play with. Evil, I know. )
3.Never try to look for partners in same working or studying environment.
4.Dont let them think you are interested in them. ( Assholes will spread rumors that you are always looking at his direction. )

Aiya. Funny lar. This kind of teenage love always appear too fast and also gone too soon.

I Kan Kai already. Everybody is breaking up. Throwing their love away. LOL. Tired.

...try again or walk away...

New job. Songs provider. With "thanks" as my salary. Hope I dont get caught for downloading. Opps. I let out my secret. Who cares?!
DECEMBER SOON!!!!
Fast. Haha. Seems like just yesterday I was still having my chicken pox. Now going to December already. Time to go do some Christmas and back to school shopping. Anyone? Join me on Saturday..? Call me. But most likely I will put aeroplane again. Working afternoon shift this Friday. Haha. You can still try calling.
Brighten my world with some sms and msn messages~~ =D ...try again or walk away...

RULES

Step One- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your blog. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.")

The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.- Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your blog, or link to this post (it'll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.

Step Two- Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random blogs) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true.

Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

I saw this on a LiveJournal. Now it will be a blogger stuff.

WISHLIST
1. Try WAXING!
2. An excuse to wear Heels.
3. TO see meihui every single day ( that is your wishlist to see "that" on mine )
4. MeiHui to stop dreaming. AND WAKE UP~~!!
5. See that L....... V..........
6. $6.50/hr pay.
7. Tattoo (maybe temporary) Lol.
8. G mask ( wrap vouchers is available )
9. A vehicle with two wheels. ( bigger than human-size )
10. A happy Christmas~!

...try again or walk away...

Put aeroplane. LOL. I sleeping also the whole day. I think is to reccup the lost of my sleeping hours for the week. Working whole week with one day off again. Part-timer also need to chiong hours. Wondering what is that for. Dont care already next week I am going to OFF OFF OFF. Since my pay is not a lot. Till they up my pay by a dollar. Give and take right?

Boyfriend is not a need. Dont worry for me. Haha. No time for that nonsense. Enjoy LIFE~~ See my nick! I am still a young girl trying to experience every stage of life. Book dates with me. I have limited off days. Ask me. I request day off just for you. Before Thursdays for the following week dates. Tomorrow working morning shift. ARRR~~ I late every single day. TOMORROW MUST BE EARLY!!! ...try again or walk away...

Just finished watching a show on channel 5. Beautiful mind. Though i only watch the last 30 mins. Still cried. Touching story. About a mentally disorder professor.
My mama told me that recently news said people (of any age) die while sleeping. Unknown reason, they just sleep and never wakes up. Was told that maybe "stress" was the reason. Hm. Lucky for me. I am stress-free. Haha.
I am getting HIGH each day. Especially when I see people with " I am not happy now " face. Thinking of all sorts of rubbish to entertain them as well as myself. My colleagues are getting more and more emotional. And that is making my working environment more and more sian. Blogging for the sake of blogging. YUP! I trying my best to enjoy my life now. Dont try to drown me with problems I can't help. I can still lend you my ears. =D ...try again or walk away...

Publicise in my blog. YING YING WENT TO REBOND HER HAIR. AND SHE IS HOT AND SEXY NOW ~~ ( zilin ask me say ) Ying no more 3 cm hair lo. Haha. Convince Zilin go perm her hair ba. Imagine ying and zilin change head. WAHAHAHA~~ Cool~...try again or walk away...

The pace of your life is a lot faster than you may realize right now. Your unconscious speed may not be bothering you, but it might be bothering the people in your life. This go-go attitude of yours might be sending out the wrong message -- a vibe that says you're not willing to wait for anyone else to catch up, that says you've got too many important things to do. But that's not really true, is it? Make sure you're in step with everyone else right now. You could use the company!
Woo woo woo. Am I? Am I? WA~~ Time to work. =D...try again or walk away...

I am accepted. =D To my "new" school. SIM! Thank you!!
Generation gap. YawnZzzzz.......................... Sleep. Bye~...try again or walk away...

That is what I am doing for the whole night. I dunno about the side burn. And I did the eyes for a very very long time. I dunno how to do the body. Fastest way is copy and paste. I will give it one more try! Visit my friendster page. I tried to upload the pic. The colour turns out to be very very funny. http://www.friendster.com/3444530 Please give useful comments.

LOL!!! LinJie now aka Jill. I need to fetch that pill of water.

Plan A: I am not interested in YOUR face. Thanks and Bye~!
Plan B: I love woman.
Plan C: I have my Baby! ( It's true )

Kind of scary. But I am getting use to it. No worries =D
Kawaii neh (Me). Lol. Mr Handsome Japanese (Old).
The most difficult customer is the one who doesn't understand my language (even sign language). I know "kawaii". =D

Class photo. Kop from Aminah friendster. My online hours dont meet theirs. Very difficult to get the rest of the photos. So please have a little more patience. If not interested, still have to drop by and check once in a while. The photos we took is really cute. =D


...try again or walk away...

Crazy on 17 November. A photo taken in NYP. Waiting for Kristine and HuiLing to send. Sure to post for you. =D
That day I spent a lot of money. And the first time I spent $26 on cab. Should have been more selfish and took the cab alone. And shouldnt booked the tickets online. Wasted 3 tickets. Partly because lost the mood to watch movie. Last minute change again. I'm sorry.
On Saturday had to work. But I was "sick". Wake up 2pm. Down to Suntec to watch movies.

With Meihui. =D
MY HAIR COLOUR REVEALED~~ Dark violet.

A good year and Step up. Nice to watch movies in a row, especially good movies.
To her house for dinner and "weighing". My favourite activity in her room.
In the middle of the night, when Baby suppose to be sleeping, we sneak to the study room for our mahjong game.

Pic shows what meihui first step when she gets a mahjong tile. To see.


I am always losing LAR~~ Horrible.
Working for money to enjoy. YAWNzzzz..........

It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you.
...try again or walk away...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEIFEN !!!~~
MAY YOUR WORLD BE FILLED WITH LOTS OF MUSIC AND LOVE~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANJIA !!!~~
MAY YOUR WORLD BE FILLED WITH LOTS OF FUN AND LAUGHTER~~
...try again or walk away...

Jokers. Even the day was so draggy and tiring, they made me happy along the way. I am staying as a part-timer or not? I have seen many Ah Guas in Lucky plaza. But today is the first time I see a freaking fucking disgusting and ugly Ah Gua with a damn sexy MAN's voice. What else can I say other than keep on puking and vomitting. Yucks. Meaningless right? Everyday. It is so so so meaningless. Because I never had enough. Karma. BACK!
Everytime I visit the visits count. Only few people read. I am always talking to myself. I am tired. I need a break. I think is the virus in me. Every 2 - 4 months, I lose all my energy. Tired and Tired. That must be the reason.
...try again or walk away...

RASCAL FLATTS - What Hurts The Most


...try again or walk away...

Late night again. I will treat you good. If you deserve it. I wont betray anyone I call a friend. I always think that my friends are part of my life. I cant lose them. I have the ability to cherish them forever. If I really have the ability to, I will. Like what she told me. I think I am the same. I give you 100% trust. Just a simple lie. To me, I cant make myself believe you anymore. Because you never felt the same. Thats why I 等不到 your answer. Actually, one day I might try again. WALK AWAY after 127. =D Been dancing all the night while working. To keep my energy level high.
Somebody saw you. The person you were kissing wasn't me.
If You Come To Me.
...try again or walk away...

LOL. Clue for you. My colleagues all didn't notice I dyed my hair. Till I ask. I submitted my resignation letter. Last day 18 Nov. Blog again. =D...try again or walk away...

My story? How should I start? Right from the start. It is not failure. Everyone is a winner in life right? Just setbacks. A step behind you. Damaged. Totally. Looking forward to the next better person. Or looking forward to a better tomorrow. Every time I came across to a very very simple matter. It takes a long long time to get over. When did it begin? Compromise. LOL! Dont angry! Be happy! TWO YEARS~~ What the F? It's so scary. Real-Life drama. Like "cast away". Alone acting and watching. This is so stupid. Emo-girl~ Trash! Off to the Bin. My heart says do it but my mind is telling me no. It's an effort. Dont do it. I love her more. Finding excuses. Always. Position change. Directly opposite. How? Dont sleep my life away. Again. Not a failure. Yup. The time has not come. DIFFERENT!! I heard the stories. Affected? Not at all. Not interested. A suppose to be busy student. Drinking own fruit juice. LOL~ ...try again or walk away...

LinJie have a new hair color. I was thinking of black maybe. Like a bit wasted because can DIY. So my new colour is HOT PURPLE! No LAR. HAHA. Shocked right? Dont tell you my new hair color. Continue guessing. =D

Life is unpredictable. Conclusion, do whatever you want before it's too late. I dont want a simple life. Be HAPPY! We have to get over it but somethings are not meant to be forgotten.

Again. STOP WASTING YOUR LIFE!! I think I can say it a million times and nothing will change. Just to show I am still willing to make an effort to type out a few sentences hoping that you will read it. Maybe. Just maybe it will lessen the damage. For me. =D

You have no idea how sorry I felt for them. Failed to realise that this game would not last forever.

Lol. I am a net addict too. I online everyday dont know for what. Time to cut down the usage online. I found something very very interesting today. A poem and a sentence. FUNNY!

Look into my eyes
Deep down inside is where it lies.
Terrible pain burns in my soul
A fire burning out of control.
Addiction and fear are the pain I feel

MapleStory keeps playing in my mind.
If I play, I'll most likely get stuck.
Hours by hours, days by days,
Sooner or later, I don't really care.
All I want is to be next to my game.

Ask yourself now if you don't want the fame,
It keeps me playing day to night.
Me and my buddies are great partners,
Traning all day long together,
Leveling up my bandit.

Gorgeous stuffs on cash shop,
Drives me crazy for some cash,
I dont mind walking downtown for it.
I could trade up rare stuff,
It's easy to get rich it split second.

And tell me more,
how could you keep me away?

When the games ends what are they left with? Thick lens, hole in the pocket and poor...

End of that endless topic. HAHA~~ Hey hey. GUESS MY HAIR COLOR NOW~~

...try again or walk away...

Relief at Bugis 2 - 6 today. Met Mr "My friend want to be your friend" who wants my phone number. LOL. My name tag is Jason. Mr "Friend" asks why my name is Jason. Why? Cos My mama gave me the name Jason. I also dont know why. Ok lar. Talk cock. I nvr give in the end. Me as a Miss "Think a lot girl" thinks that no matter what, girls should not give hp number away to stranger. A big waste if the guy is handsome or is a Mr nice guy right? Think think. How to make friends? Guys, ask for email address instead of hp number ba. Haha.
I never ask. You never say. Will it last? What else can I say or do? When I know you are happier each day.
Time and effort.
Lifestyle CHANGE. Knowing when and how to enjoy life without having to stinge and live life in misery like a Scrooge. It's about self-love.

...try again or walk away...

Say I love you~ This is my 600th post. So fast right?
Today I got a brownie and a cookie from ZhenRu. Sweet. My colleague asks why my girl friends so nice to me. Haha. That day is chocolates today is cookie and brownie. =D Jealous de leh. Makes me smile~~ =D =D
That sand castle is woo~ Baby don't go~...try again or walk away...

LOL. Why did I put lasting relationship in my wishlist? Haha. I really really had a hard time making relationship last lar. Dont know why also. Cross out so many wishlist. I wan to cross out one more. Mama and Sis said they can share. But just say only. See how. True, I hate liars. But not on purpose, still alright. What do I need?!! LIFE~~ Next off day on Sunday. BORinG. LIFE LIFE LIFE~~ Turn and Turn. Really met Mr Right. Keep laughing. Laugh it off and GET IT OVER!! Dont know what I am waiting for. Missing something real. NONSENSE!! ...try again or walk away...

Tired!! School. Work. Bored. Life is really short.
NEED TO FIND SOMETHING EXCITING TO DO!!!
Drifting away........~~~~...try again or walk away...

LinJie no more prince charming. SAD! Yesterday say only, today disappointed. This morning, I found out he is Single. Working at TAKA. BUT, today he came shop again with.................................................................. his ..................................... hair CUT!!! SAD!! Cut those funky kind. Sucks.
Hows GP? One Down. Exams will be over soon. GOOD LUCK!! AND TAKE CARE. Weak people gets sick easily. HAHA. ...try again or walk away...

Work is fun but tired. Joanna Peh came to shop yesterday. And today is Prince Charming "dian dao wo". Haha.=D Chloe friend. Information of Prince Charming. Smart. Neat. Black hair. Sweet smile. Estimated height 181-182. Estimated waist size 28-29. Going to NS soon. Age 19. ARGH!!!! Never ask the name. And is he single. I shall name him Mr CF. Till I find out more. Dreaming~
AND that Mr seller. SO angry lo. Cheat my feelings. Next time. Everytime next time. Never mind. For that speakers, I will wait. Enough for today. ...try again or walk away...

Had a chat with my buddies just now. So I got a topic to blog.

"Why you can't be my boyfriend?"

A very long list.

Sissy. Gay. Coward. Ugly. Stubborn. Evil. Nerd.
Quiet. White. Skinny. Fatty. Not helpful. Unkind.
Talk too much. Lack of communication.
Cant speak chinese. Dont read my blog.
Younger than me. Shorter than me.
(Seriously, height is a matter too.) I am standing 1.7m. LOL.

A lot more. Squeezing my brain juice.

Slow. Stupid. Un-gentlemanly-habits. Weak.
Too much restrictions. Unable to take care of yourself.
Looking for forever. Flirt. Playboy. (Jay that kind)
Sleep early wake up late. Keep long hair.
Too much complaints. Easy jealous, angry or unhappy.
I am not the most important. Too or not caring.

My family or good friends dont like you.

Dont know me well enough (eg. my likes, my habits, etc.)
Dont know how to cycle, swim and play basketball/soccer
(must know at least 3. If not will be too gay. Other cool sports can be used to replace).
Dont know how to play computer, xbox, playstation and gameboy.
(must know at least 3. Mario is not acceptable)

GAME addict (especially, if ignore me because of that).
Direction idiot. Have a girlfriend. (two-timers cannot let me find out).
Like more than 1 person at one time. Criminal.
Liar. (I HATE LIAR.) Irritating. Nuisance.
Smart aleck (obnoxiously self-assertive.)
Love disgusting animals. Irresponsible.
Heavy smoker (waste of money).
Will draw a clear line whatever happens.

Most important, if I have no interest.

If you really want to be my boyfriend, I give you a chance. Of the above you cannot have more than 2. The bold is a NONO. =D If you meet the requirements, woo me. HAHAHA.

By the way, the four dreaded words is lets-just-be-friends. I dont want to be the daily routine.

My blog is really confusing right? If you know, why do I have the need to blog right? DONT BE STUPID. That's why you are not my boyfriend. Cbox this kind of simple task dunno is considered STUPID.

...try again or walk away...

I went back NYP!! Lol. Not for lesson duh. Giving away my dustcoat and safety boots. ARGH!! $70!! If I am not wrong. I wont have any use anyway. Haha. I went down causeway point with huiling. She accompany me to find my friends. Kaiwen at pastamania. She pon school. Haha. Ya. I almost forgot. RP is near causeway point. Zzz. Walked around to wait for Cherie join us. She also pon school. Haha. Her younger sis is very cute. Haha. HuiLing treated me lunch. I cant stand people stuffing the money here and there. I lost. And it's her treat. I dont think I will be blogging much. Cos starting work and it will be boring. In case my post become worst. Considering taking a break. Lol. Craving for my post just leave a message. I might be back just for you. =D
A LEVEL STUDENTS ALL THE BEST~~~!!!
...try again or walk away...

Kiasu girl like me had already planned how to celebrate my birthday. CHALET!!! Lol. I wanted to book chevrons chalet. But they need 6 months in advance. They are more kiasu than me. 6 months leh. Bigger and cheaper. The safra that darren booked also 6 months, somemore more EX. And the aloha chalet is fully booked. People deciding to book chalet muz decide early. KIASU-ISM is important.

It is still a long time. I already started to think a lot. LOL.
I was thinking that only my 2F dears and darlings can stay over. So there will be place to sleep for everyone. Lol. Small chalet often have fights because of the place to sleep. THEN, something strikes me. HAHA. I want to play DONKEY with my donkey gang. Actually it is quite simple lar, I will just invite people over for BBQ. Wait till I 21 years old, I will book a BIG BIG BIG chalet k? Hoping that all my friends will be still contact-able. LOL!! LINJIE IS SO EXCITED!!

Someone Checking-in on behalf
No written authorisation is required. The authorised person must be aged 18 and above. AR!! HAHA. check in date is 26 Dec. LOL. No worries by then, everyone around me is aged 18 and above. Haha. EXCITED!!! Because I sound so excited. I want to go out now. Anyone available? Call me out anytime~

I really booked the chalet. It is at Costal Sands Pasir Ris. The room number will be sent to me on Christmas Eve. I will let you know again. And Christmas reminds of MERRY CHRISTMAS~ LinJie favourite day of the year!!
ALL BAD LUCK IN 2006 GO GO GO AWAY~

A small note. I dont like rejections. Therefore, hahahahahaha. WOOOOO~~~ This post is getting very very long. Time to go. ASK ME OUT!!

...try again or walk away...

Information Sharing. Do you know? Online $ is US dollars. Meaning if the price is written SGD 35.00 it will be written $22.44. So PLEASE becareful. Haha. Currently, LinJie is deciding to buy the Sony Ericsson MPS-6o speaker. SGD 35.00 is a TEMPTATION. Lol.
My working schedule is OUT!!

Monday - MC
Tuesday - Afternoon
Wednesday - Morning
Thursday - Morning
Friday - Full shift
Saturday - OFF DAY
Sunday - Half Morning

I will have a happy weekend next week. ...try again or walk away...

Death Note!!! =D =D STRONGLY RECOMMEND!!! =D =D Movie anyone? Currently, I am not very interested in the movie. HAHA.

Another you used away my hope. Countdown for me. I am starting a new life! First step. Leave the job. Second step. Complete my wishlist. Third step. Enjoy life. WARNING!! To reduce the risk of me hating you, dont ever try to lie. Again.
I found another story. Just to let myself think another way. Lying sometimes is necessary.

There was once a guy who was very much in love with a girl. He folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to her. Although at that time he was just a small fry in his company and his future didn't seem too bright he was contented with what he had.. for he was in love.. and they were both happy together..

Until one day, this girl told him she was going to leave the country for Paris and try to live a new life there with no intention of returning back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for both of them because he was poor and he had no dreams. He couldn't believe what he just heard and couldn't help but cry. She was his dream, his love, his friend.. she was his everything..

Just when he thought he had it all he gets to experience the true side of the world.. with all it's misery in it.. But love is being able to accept the truth no matter how it hurts.. She broke his heart and yet he still loves her..

Days have passed, months have gone by and yet his feelings for her has always stayed the same.. He worked hard night and day to put his mind off the past.. He wanted to prove her wrong about the fact that he has no dreams.. he can be somebody someday.. Finally with all the hard work and help from his friends, he was able to build his own company..

One rainy day, while he was driving along the highway, he saw an old couple sharing an umbrella in the rain while heading to some destination. It didn't take him a while to recognise them for they seemed familiar to him.. they were his girl's parents..

He drove back to them.. slowly.. to show them how his life has changed. how successful he has become.. he's got his own car, house, company.. he's got it all.. But what he saw next confused him.

The couple were heading to a cemmetery. Out of impulse he went out of the car and followed them. She was there.. his heart pounded so fast for he couldn't believe what he was seeing.. He felt the warmth of his tears thrickling down his cheeks.. He was crying in the rain..

He saw his girl's photograph smiling sweetly at him.. from her tombstone.. next to the paper cranes he once gave her. Her parents felt his presence and looked back at him. Out of confusion he asked them why.. and how did all this happened..

She did not leave for Paris for she was ill with cancer, it was her cliché. She believed that he will make it someday and she didn't want to be his obstacle. All she ever wanted was to be with him.. but she chose to leave him to spare him from her suffering and frustrations..

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you at all. She wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him near to her again... he will remember how much she loved him and how much he meant to her...

Once you have loved someone, you will always love her.. forever. For what's in your mind and heart will remain forever.

He cried in silence and whispered...
"I thought I almost had it all.. now i know what was missing.. you.."

...try again or walk away...

How To Get Out Of A Traffic Ticket!

A police officer pulls a guy over for speeding and has the following exchange:

Officer: May I see your driver's license?
Driver: I don't have one. I had it suspended when I got my 5th DUI.

Officer: May I see the owner's card for this vehicle?
Driver: It's not my car. I stole it.

Officer: The car is stolen?
Driver: That's right. But come to think of it, I think I saw the owner's card in the glove box when I was putting my gun in there.

Officer: There's a gun in the glove box?
Driver: Yes sir. That's where I put it after I shot and killed the woman who owns this car and stuffed her in the trunk.

Officer: There's a BODY in the TRUNK?!?!?
Driver: Yes, sir. Hearing this, the officer immediately called his captain. The car was quickly surrounded by police, and the captain approached the driver to handle the tense situation:

Captain: Sir, can I see your license?
Driver: Sure. Here it is. It was valid.

Captain: Who's car is this?
Driver: It's mine, officer. Here's the owner's card. The driver owned the car.

Captain: Could you slowly open your glove box so I can see if there's a gun in it?
Driver: Yes, sir, but there's no gun in it. Sure enough, there was nothing in the glove box.

Captain: Would you mind opening your trunk? I was told you said there's a body in it.
Driver: No problem. Trunk is opened; no body.

Captain: I don't understand it. The officer who stopped you said you told him you didn't have a license, stole the car, had a gun in the glovebox, and that there was a dead body in the trunk.
Driver: Yeah, I'll bet the lying s.o.b. told you I was speeding, too!

...try again or walk away...

You are the only one that can affect my mood so much. Stop thinking about that matter. Somebody save me.

The Bottom Line
Hope is the word to hold on to today -- hope for what awaits you in the future.
In Detail
As the saying goes, when one window closes, another one opens. In other words, just because something is ending right now doesn't mean that something new isn't just getting started. It might be right around the corner -- or it might be quite a spell down the road. Regardless, something is coming in your future that will make you glad you took the journey to get there. Hope is the word to hold on to today -- hope for what you can't anticipate and can't control.

My brother is back for Thailand. Woo. He bought me a brown hat. HAHA! But he is kind of disappointed when he saw the one I bought about the same colour he bought. Nice and sweet right? Heh.
...try again or walk away...